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beenbaanbuun · 2 months

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hi bunny! <33 i wanted to ask if you could do a little fic of how the ateez boys (specifically jjong) would be like during aftercare ❤️ after a rougher session— i’m in need of comforty cute stuff rn lmao 😭 no pressure ofc! luv u bun bun 🫶

aftercare w/ateez

hongjoong

i feel like hongjoong is very prepared for aftercare, especially if he knows in advance that it’s going to be a rougher session

like he already has a glass of water and a snack bar on the nightstand ready to go

coos and praises you as he breaks the bar into tiny pierces and slides them between your lips with his fingers

will absolutely force you to pee and shower once he thinks you’ve got your energy up enough to walk to the bathroom

stays with you the whole time you pee, and slides into the shower beside you to wash your hair

unlike some of the others i don’t believe that the shower will to anything else because hongjoong has a modicum of self control and can see you naked without going feral…

seonghwa

seonghwa’s first instinct is to go and grab a washcloth from the bathroom so he can wipe down the mess between your legs

of course, while he’s in the bathroom, he kills two birds with one stone and begins to draw a bath for you

wipes down your sticky skin with the warm cloth, all while whispering praises

‘i know you’re sensitive but you’re being such a good girl by letting me clean you! just a little more and it’ll be over, my darling.’

once you’re somewhat clean he guides you to the bathroom and helps you into the bath before going to chance the sheets

comes back the second they’re changed and in the washer so he can sit on the side of the tub and watch you with a pretty smile

yunho

cuddly boy!!

will literally just hold you to his chest and stroke his hand up and down your spine while the two of you return your breathing to normal

isn’t so fussy about the ‘clean’ aspect of it all, but will definitely make you go pee because we do not want any UTI’s in this house!

and once you’re finished peeing, he just ticks you back into his nice strong arms and lets you fall to sleep in his grasp

he trusts you enough to know that you’ll tell him if you need anything else; water, a snack, all that jazz

he also knows you enough to know that is so incredibly rare that you’ll want anything other than him and his warm cuddles

because let’s be real, lying on top of yunho with your head tucked into his neck and his long arms holding you in place is actually the best feeling in the world

yeosang

you know my thoughts on yeosang’s sex style so i also have to assume that he takes his job of aftercare very seriously

it’s half a guilt thing because baby boy went so hard that now he has to take care of you; he needs to know that you’re okay and he didn’t do too much

he starts by wiping you down and you’re guaranteed to be oversensitive, but he just shushes you and tells you how well you’re doing

ideally he’d like you to shower, but you’re too boneless right now and he doesn’t want to leave you for long enough to run a bath

and when he’s all done cleaning you up, he’ll hold a straw to your mouth, watching you as gulp down the water he brought you

i can see him needing his own validation as well so he asks you plenty of questions

did he go to far? did you like it when he did that one thing? were you having as much fun as he was? he really is desperate to know that you were having a good time

san

san is so fucking clingy that from the moment he goes soft, he will not let you out if his sight

he won’t send you to the bathroom yourself with promises of cuddles when you get back; why would he when he can follow you in there to hold your hand while you pee?

and while you’re in the shower you better let this man wash your hair, your body, your face, anything he can, unless you want him to pout

sits you on the toilet seat while he brushes your teeth; it’s cute but you can’t help but feel shy as he holds your jaw and looks down at you

and then when he’s sure you’re squeaky clean and happy, he bundles you up in his arms and drags you back to bed with him

from which there will be no escape, by the way; if you even dream about getting out of bed, san will be pouting and complaining

mingi

i like to think that he puts his mind, body and soul into sex, so he’s probably just as tired as you when it’s over

ideally, he’d just like to stay in bed with you, but he knows you have to replenish yourself, so he sets you little tasks

“can you go get a wash cloth from the bathroom so i can wipe you down?”, “go piss, girl. i’ll be right here waiting for you.”

and you best believe that after every single task you complete, he’s praising you like you’ve just cured world hunger or something

lips pressed against yours, letting you know just how good you are for him and how proud he is of you for doing what he asks

it’s safe to say youre leave your submissive headspace any time soon, not when mingi has you in his grasp, whispering sweet praises in your ear

wooyoung

wooyoung likes to do everything for you and if he even catches you lifting a finger he will become the most annoying person to ever walk this earth

like he’ll be getting you a glass of water and he’ll come back to the bedroom to see you with a tissue between your legs and all he can thing is how dare you?

literally storms over and takes it away from you before continuing the job himself, muttering under his breath as he cleans you up

“you weren’t so independent when you were begging for my dick, hm?” he scowls, “you need me to fuck you properly, so what makes you think you don’t need to help you with this too?”

like honestly, he’s kind of mean with it but with his gentle touch and the tiny kisses that he’s pressing to your thighs, you know he isn’t actually mad

just being his regular wooyoung-ish self…

jongho

oh you think he’s a teddy bear? wrong; during aftercare you’re his teddy bear and there’s nothing you can do about it!

because he’s way too strong for you to escape from the grasp he has on you, no matter how much wriggling you do

it’s fine though, because jongho always keeps. a bottle of water by his bed and a few snacks in his drawer and a pack of baby wipes too

you literally don’t even have to move from his arms for him to take care of you; everything you need is right there!

of course when you tell him you need to use the bathroom he’s pouting, but then you tell him he can come with you and he’s happy again

he doesn’t consider the fact that he can’t squeeze you to death when you’re actually on the loo, so when he realises that he’s pouting again

literally clings to you the moment you stand up, wasting no time in dragging you back to bed for more cuddles

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hwaightme · 1 month

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Cliché

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🥂pairing: jongho x gn!reader 🥂genre: fluff, acquaintances to lovers 🥂summary: normally, you are not one to enjoy clichés, but what can you do when the best man at your best friend's wedding is choi jongho? 🥂wordcount: 1.6k 🥂warnings/tags: unedited, reader is 'maid of honour', puns, jjong-rizz, dancing, much pining, it's giving 80s/90s romcom, flirting, lmk if anything else 🥂author's note: 'chella jjong. that's the post. thank you so much <3 any reblogs/comments appreciated!

It might be cliché. Something you had seen in films and shows many times over. You had scoffed at the pairing and labelled it as a trope tied by tradition and the general public desire for happy endings to everything - despite it rarely ever being the case. But here you were, catching yourself staring a little too long at the best man, and discovering that your heart was beating just that little bit faster, fluttering whenever he whispered one thing or another to you so as to not attract attention from other people who shared the table.

It wasn’t that you did not know Jongho, hell, you knew him very well - or at least the on-stage Jongho, the ace performer Jongho, the legendary vocalist Jongho. Having seen his achievements on the news and having heard stories about him travelling across your social circle, you were well aware of his professional capabilities. You, however, could not say much beyond that. Past common courtesies and the occasional nod in recognition, you had never shared as much as a couple of sentences with the man. Even though he was the groom’s closest friend and your best friend’s, the bride’s, recent but trustworthy acquaintance, he was a mystery to you. A mystery with an infinitely precious smile and a sense of humour that was too similar to yours to be able to hold a poker face.

It all started with a pun on an item in the set course menu for dinner. And then another. And then another, completed by yourself much to his delight. Soon enough, both of you were dissolving into a fit of giggles, sharing the jokes that others either had not quite understood or heard. It did not matter. They were not addressed to them anyways. At least not when Jongho was fully turned towards you, a glimmer in his eyes and a softness so indescribable painted across his features that you struggled to regain your composure.

You were quick to connect over the many things you had in common, and spent some time simmering in each other’s passions, enjoying the stars in one another’s eyes as you delved deeper into details. He was kind, attentive. A listener. But at the same time, no matter what topic you ventured into, even if just tentatively and temporarily, he remained just as transfixed by you as you were by him. Whenever you were worried that you had over-talked your welcome, he would encourage you to continue with a gentle question. In a rapidly descending spiral, you got addicted to his melodic laughter and how his nose would scrunch up occasionally, far too adorable to resist.

Jongho reminded you of old classics, golden autumn sunshine and the sensation of when you get to rest after a long day in your favourite cafe, with a warming cup of the finest brew; perhaps this was because you found out you shared an appreciation for coffee with him. Be it ‘Roman Holiday’ or ‘Singing in the Rain’, Jongho retained a certain something that could not be defined by simply taking in a snippet of the present day. While you referenced recent trends and popular videos spreading online at each other, nonetheless there was something timeless about him. You wondered if this was exactly why his voice was so enchanting. The aura spread from the way he carried himself, to the way he made you feel, to the way he made you wish you did not have to look at anyone else. Dark locks that were elegantly styled to highlight him as every bit a gentleman, pretty espresso-coloured eyes that you had memorised by now, a tailor-made suit and infinite charisma that made you forget you were at somebody else’s wedding.

“I do wonder why we had never spoken before,” you mused out loud as Jongho led you to the dance floor to catch the pace slowing down to gentler, more loving tracks.

“Good things take time,” he took no time in answering, almost startling you as you caught his words.

“Ah I see, needed time for interest to build,” you teased, earning a shake of the head and a shy smile.

“Or perhaps,” he snaked his arm around your waist, and waited for you to position yourself comfortably to join in a slow dance, “to muster up the courage.”

“Hm? Pray tell,” you tilt your head, floating to the music and the sound of Jongho’s voice.

“Well I hardly think that gawking across the room is a good way to get to know someone,” you felt blush rising to your cheeks as you thought back to the times when you would study him or sneak glances at different gatherings where both of you just so happened to be - rare, but astonishingly memorable, at least the times when you could capture him in your vision and imprint him in your mind. When you looked away, just for a split second to regain your composure, you heard a soft exhale and were met with a cheeky grin, “I was referring to myself, but I am glad to know that the intrigue was mutual.”

“Hm- so, what made you want to change things up?” you swore that if he were to let go of you right this second, you would probably collapse on the floor.

“A kind piece of advice from your friend in white. Told me that I should probably take my chances,” he tilted his head in the direction of the bride and groom before turning in time to the song.

“Wise words,” for what had to be the first time in your life, you decided to be grateful that your friend had a penchant for matchmaking.

You never quite let yourself drift in daydreams too deeply, be it out of a fear that they would turn into regular escapist paradise or out of despising the sensation of disappointment that often proceeded after entertaining even the simplest idea. But now, you could not bring yourself to avoid anything. If anything, you desperately wanted to dive in, see where the duet could take you.

One song replaced another, and you were still in his embrace, allowing yourself to enjoy the moments trickling by. Butterflies were replaced by a novel serenity, as though no matter what happened, Jongho would still be around. It made you remember something you had read about one time: the premonition of love, the feeling that in the future, you could love a person with your mind, body and soul. And, funnily enough, the realisation did not make you want to bolt in the opposite direction like it usually did. Instead, you leaned closer, and spotted the glints of that same new beginning in Jongho’s gaze.

Were you confident? No, far from it. If anything, you knew that the chances of things working out were rather disconcerting, but you did not mind trying. You could not deny the spark that was between you, nor could you ignore the realisation that this was not a spontaneous meeting of two strangers. If there was something you could choose to regret, it would be not attempting to get to know Jongho earlier; but then again, was it time lost, or a necessary pause that led you to where you were now? As the song blended into another and the two of you stepped away from the dance floor, you noticed you were still resting your hand in his. Shyly, you pulled away, your actions only to be mirrored by an equally flustered Jongho. His airy, melodic giggle made you beam; you struggled to hide it by studying the floor. It was easy to conclude that your efforts were in vain when he reached out to brush his hand over your upper arm, and carefully uttered your name. In the span of the evening, how he said it became your favourite sound.

“I’m not a fact, but I’d love it if you were to face me,” he joked, making you purse your lips in an effort to not crack so quickly.

“Jongho, come on-”

“You must be floored-” you looked up, met with a smug and mischievous grin that melted into relief and an unparalleled radiance. Oh this man and his silly puns. How you were fond of it all.

“Careful, you might just steal the show,” you gestured around you, reminding both him and yourself that you were, in fact, supposed to be celebrating somebody else. Not that you minded the attention and the way in which your heart twirled.

“Mmm, fair. Then, how about… this is our first meeting. First real meeting, I mean. We can be the main event elsewhere, if you agree to join me,” he was hopeful, gaze locked with yours. Music barely reached you, drowned out by his proposition and the steady beat of your growing feelings.

“Are you asking me out, Choi Jongho?”

“Mm, I do believe so. So, will you do me the honour and agree to go on a date with me?”

“How can I resist?”

You smiled as you felt Jongho guiding you into a spin before rejoining the dancing crowd, and happily followed. As you returned a hand to his shoulder and delicately repositioned the other to be palm to palm with his, you could not help but recollect your now archaic musings. Perhaps some clichés were more than welcome, and some things did make you wholeheartedly believe in and hope for your... and his... happy ending.

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srjlvr · 6 months

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꒦꒷ enhypen ! enhypen’s ships with you as enhypen’s 8th member !

idol-ot7!enhypen X 8th enha member!FemReader … full fluff … no warnings<3 || not proofread !! || note. i have no idea what this is im so disappointed in this but pls dont kill me

ε ї з — heeseung

heey/n the whole way!! fans started shipping the both of you ever since the first episode of I-LAND, and they swear they’ve never seen such good chemistry between two idols.

fans are CONVINCED you both are dating and honestly? both of you are not helping them relax!

with the amount of flirtings the both of you exchange in front of cameras is enough for fans to go crazy!

on the first episode of I-LAND fans could swear they saw heart eyes when they witnessed your and heeseung’s first time meeting each other.

the fact that you debuted in enhypen only helped the fans ship the both of you more, and let’s be honest you even act like a couple so fans are getting good reasonable reasons for your ship.

“you look so pretty today, y/n”

it was fan meeting day today and all fans were watching you and taking pictures, heeseung thought it was a good idea to come and give you and back hug.

“thank you, hee” you smiled and turned around to hug him. fans cheered and took as much as pictures as they could.

heey/n4life: “DID YOU SEE THE WAY HE HUGGED HER?? AND HIS LOOK TOWARDS HER?? i’m on the verge of fainting someone send help”

enhaloverforever: “heey/n is selling i want all to witness this *the video of you and heeseung hugging*”

iluvenha: “heey/n is that kind of relationship that i want”

ε ї з — jay

when you and jay first made some food to all I-LANDERS, fans started to notice you and jay more than before.

jongy/n became trendy in a blink, and fans kept waiting for more content every week.

your kind of ship is more like a parents ship, you’re definitely the parents of enhypen members, even when heeseung is the oldest.

the way you’re taking care of everyone and making food for everyone just makes the fans sob over the fact that the both of you are just cuties together.

when it was jay’s sunoo’s and jungwon’s graduation, you decided to make them some food, and jay joined you as soon as he noticed you. you’re just like that, inseparable.

even the members mentioned that a lot of times, you and jay are definitely something else when it comes to taking care of your members and feeding them well, only when you’re doing it together.

“what are we making today?” you asked jay, slapping your hands on the counter next to jay.

“some pasta and steaks for the eaters” jay smiled, “and some for the camera staffs too, so we have to make a lot”

as soon as the food was finished, you and jay started to serve everyone their food together.

jongy/n: “i want jay and y/n to cook me more than gordon ramsay😻”

enenenhypen: “if they ever open a restaurant i called dibs first!”

jjong: “look at how jongy/n is taking care of their members☹️ they’re so cute together *video of you and jay cooking together*”

ε ї з — jake

so we all like know how jake is taking a good care of ni-ki like he’s his older brother right? so double it!

fans started shipping you with jake as soon as they noticed that the three of you literally go everywhere together.

they call ni-ki the third wheel, it seems like you and jake are too busy flirting around to notice ni-ki’s mischievousness. you’re like the couples that takes care of the third wheel and spoiling them as much as they want.

besides hanging out with ni-ki together, you and jake always seem to walk around while holding your hands. at first it was really hard for fans to notice the both of you, because both of you were too shy to communicate, but as soon as you opened up, it was more visible to fans.

wether it’s holding hands together or even casually matching outfits, fans would go excited whenever they get a content of you two.

jaey/nlvr: “THEY MATCHED AGAIN TODAY!! their outfits are so cute do you think jay helped them with that😭”

jakieandy/nie: “a collection of photos of ni-ki third wheeling and rolling his eyes whenever he’s with jake and y/n😻‼️ *attachments of photos*”

iluvluvluvenha: “i want someone to hold my hand in public like jake and y/n pls😞”

ε ї з — sunghoon

your first meeting with sunghoon convinced EVERYONE that you’re THE perfect match so it was no wonder when fans started calling you and sunghoon ice prince and princess!!

from being super anxious around each other to going to ice skate together, fans witnessed EVERYTHING and got obsessed over anything both of you would do.

you’re a sucker for ice skating and know some exercises and fans know that too, but you still asked sunghoon to teach you, later on admitting that you just wanted to spend some time with him and get closer to him. the fans went indeed feral.

the ice prince and princess title belongs to you and sunghoon period and your fans will make sure everyone knows that.

“hold my hand and be careful, i’m here with you” sunghoon smiled at you while holding your hand tightly.

you wanted to joke around a bit so you pushed him down, making him fall.

he glared at you, but started laughing as soon as he saw you laughing, “next time don’t do it though or i’ll make you fall even harder”

y/nhoonmyloves: “okay but did you see the way sunghoon looked at her when he directed her? i would’ve fainted if i were her😫”

enhypenpen: “our ice prince and princess strikes again with some now ice skating content!! *photos of you and sunghoon skating* i missed watching our royalties skating together!!☹️”

ineedmorey/nhoon: “does anyone else just go back to that I-LAND episode where y/n and sunghoon went to skate together or is it just me? they looked like those cute couples that you see in ice rinks”

ε ї з — sunoo

i’m sorry to break it to you but you and sunoo are basically bestie and fans know that damn well.

you + sunoo = world domination! fans love love LOVE your friendship all the way from the first episodes of I-LAND.

they always say how your vibe matches his vibes so much!! some even see the both of you dating each other because you’re literally perfect for each other, like the other’s lost puzzle piece.

you won’t stop talking about each other, going around to places together A LOT, even skin caring together. your love for sunoo is very visible and you’re not even trying to hide it, same for him.

you’re his partner in crime and he’s yours, no one can take you away from him and it’s the same the other way.

“i’m gonna grab some coffee sunoo come with me” you got up from your seat and called sunoo.

all eight of you were sitting together when you suddenly decided you want some coffee. “it’s like a minute walk away can’t you just go there alo-“

“no riki! i need sunoo”

suny/n: “y/n and sunoo has that kind of friendship that everyone wants but never gets😭 suny/n teach me your secrets!!”

givenhypen: “i wouldn’t be surprised if sunoo and y/n would end up dating i’m ngl! look at how they always look at each other i’m so jealous”

ddeonuddeonu: “they’re the cutest! *photos of you and sunoo hanging out together* they probably sneaked out to hang out alone without any other member😫”

ε ї з — jungwon

oh it’s definitely the responsible siblings type of relationship. both of you are the official therapists of enhypen, and you’re each other’s best therapists too.

jungwon, being dealt with lots of worries, always came up to you to get advice, and you did the same. people who watched I-LAND and your conversations, found it so comforting and beautiful.

jungwon has mentioned you as someone he relies on so much and you did the same. fans ships you as the healing couple, you’re jungwon’s healing and he’s yours, and there’s something so special about it.

you and jungwon basically know everything about the other, that’s why you feel more attached to him more than others, and the fans noticed it right away.

they can’t explain it, but you’re in someway jungwon’s guardian angel, and he’s yours.

“how are you today?” you asked jungwon as you hugged him tightly

jungwon hugged you back, “i’m okay, thank you for listening to me even though we stayed awake until like 5 AM”

“EXCUSE ME?? 5 AM??” ni-ki asked and the both of you shushed him.

istany/nwon: “they’re so precious together it makes me cry😭 i want y/nwon as my therapists right now!!”

srjlvr: “im so jealous i need people like them in my life😭 i envy enhypen members so bad rn😞”

engeneforlife: “i’m just replying y/nwon’s therapy times and i love it!! y/n and jungwon are just so perfect for each other”

ε ї з — ni-ki

you have adopted ni-ki as your younger brother as soon as you first saw him in I-LAND and you didn’t even try to hide it.

fans started notice how childish you’d be around him, and when you were asked about it you said it’s because you want ni-ki to still live his teen years in the best way he could.

after making your fans sob over the fact that you’re so cute, they paid more attention over you and ni-ki. they found itself the most adorable friendship they ever saw.

ni-ki looks up to you so much, and takes so much after you. he always searches for you and takes care of you whenever he can. you do so too, playing around with him and teasing the other members all the time, going to do some mischievous plans and pissing them off together is never failing to make the fans and you laugh.

you always ask ni-ki for dance tips and he’s always happily helps you out because he enjoys his time with you.

“who took my phone away!”

it’s the third time jake shouted that question. you and ni-ki tried your best not to laugh as you know where it’s been hidden.

“hey why’s there a phone in the refrigerator?” sunghoon suddenly asked.

“Y/N AND NI-KI I SWEAR—“

y/niki: “i bet hiding jake’s phone was y/n’s idea this time😭😭 she’s getting worse lately but it’s really worth it after seeing ni-ki laughing so hardly”

enhaenhaenhypen: “y/n and ni-ki are like my little siblings, always annoying but so adorable that you cant even get mad at them😫”

rikissquid: “having y/n and ni-ki together is like asking for a death wish but it’s so funny pls”

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vampzity · 13 days

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my last words | C.JH

“if i could stop time for even a moment, i would hug you just the way you are.” — a day, jongho

—✫ pairing: boyfriend! jongho x gn! reader

—✫ genre: one shot, fluff, angst, choi jongho, sfw

—✫ synopsis: you and jongho have been inseparable for as long as you could remember. there was nothing that could come between you two and how closely you bonded. it’s like that saying, “cherish every moment you have now, because who knows when it’ll be your last.”

—✫ wc: 2.9k

[warnings]: moments of fluff, pet names (love, bear) A LOT of angst, mentions of death, depression, mentions of starving?? you might pull your hair out tbh bc i certainly did writing this!

—✫ a/n: i’m SOO sorry in advance for this one… Jongho’s ost has me in shambles. and once i read those english lyrics?? well… i wrote this for my pookie @scarfac3 ! sav pls don’t kill me—

☆ flashback ☆

"If you could be any animal in your next life, what would you be?

It was a question you pondered over for quite some time. You were unsure of how to answer him in that moment, only because you’ve never been asked such a thing before. Let alone thought of anything like that. Even after the days of you thinking, you still didn’t know what your answer would be.

Jongho however, was very quick to reply to you. It was as if he didn’t need to give it a second thought.

“Why would you be a brown cat, Jjong?”

He looked up to you, holding the countless amounts of Irises in his hands. He stood up slowly, placing the flowers in the basket you held. Tilting his head at you, he smiled softly.

“You’re still hung up on this question? This conversation was 3 days ago, bear.”

He entangled his hand in your own, beginning to walk with you through the countless fields of flowers that stood before you both. You nodded your head softly, feeling like there was more reasoning to that conversation. However, you weren’t sure what it was.

“Well, cats are mostly quiet, they’re good for company or cuddling.” he paused for a moment, leaning over to pick up some tulips and place them into the basket.

“Sure they can still be as menacing as dogs, but overall I feel they’re not as mean or cold as they seem. Cats have a lot of love for their owners. Just as I do for you.”

He kissed your cheek softly, smiling as his hand held yours once again. Your face flushed red and you brought your hand up to your cheek where he had kissed you. Looking around, he noticed some orchids in the ground, picking them up softly to add to the ever growing basket of flowers.

“And why brown?” you asked, feeling more content with his original answer.

He furrowed his brows, thinking hard about the choice he made. “It reminds me of you. You’re my bear, no?”

He looked toward you, making your heart flutter at his reference to you. You nodded in agreement, watching as he began to speak again.

“Exactly. I want to carry a piece of you with me. In the next life, and that is how.”

His cheeks grew big as he smiled at you, seeing your face completely red as he continued to serenade you with his sweet words. There was never a moment where you didn’t feel lonely, or as if you weren’t enough when Jongho was around. He always went out of his way to make you feel loved, no matter what it took.

You were beyond grateful. You never did anything great to deserve someone like him, as a friend and eventually as a boyfriend.

“C’mon,” he started, taking your hand in his. “Let’s continue picking flowers, eh?”

Waking up to the sound of rain, you hissed a bit as you tried to recall moments of last night. Your head pounded slightly from the amount of shots you had taken the night before. Looking to your side, there was no Jongho. You tilted your head, as you remembered him laying with you while you fell asleep. You had both went out drinking, though of course you got drunk faster than he did.

Laughing to yourself, you shook your head reminding yourself to never test Jongho’s ability to remain sober. You will always lose.

As you looked over at the night table, a small pill and a cup of water sat there. A small note stuck to the cup reading, “told you i’d win. — jongho.” A smile creeped up on your face. He always thought of you without thinking, it amazed you.

You swung your feet off the bed, quickly taking the pill and washing it down with the water he gave you. You picked your phone off the nightstand, running to text Jongho, only to see he had texted you last night.

“Hey, I’m home safely. I had fun. Thank you, bear. I love you always. Take care of yourself, ok?”

You smiled softly at his message, feeling your heart swell with love as you responded back.

“I will, pinky promise. I love you.”

You set your phone down, getting off the bed as you began to prepare for the day. You took a shower and brushed your teeth, getting yourself ready quickly as you planned to meet Jongho again today. Your eyes caught the small vase that sat on your dresser, filled with the flowers that you both had picked from the flower field. How sweet of him to put them away when you were practically blacked out.

A buzzing of your phone interrupted your thoughts as you seen a call appear on the phone. Your face lit up seeing who it was, Jongho. You rushed to pick up the call, exclaiming a hello to him.

“Y/n? I’m sorry, it’s not Jongho. It’s his mom.”

You felt your smile quickly drop at hearing her voice. It was unexpected for his mom to have his phone. You can’t recall anytime where she ever has, unless he was grounded.. back in grade school.

“Hey! Where’s Jongho?” you asked, a bit worried.

There was a large deafening silence that hung in the air. His mom hesitated a bit, unsure if Jongho had told you about what was going on.

“That’s.. what I wanted to call you for.. Jongho…” she paused for a bit, her voice choking up as you could sense her struggling to hold back tears. “He’s passed. I’m sorry..”

You felt your world stop at her words, unable to comprehend what she said. It wasn’t true was it? He couldn’t have? He was just fine yesterday, smiling like everything was okay. However, that’s exactly what people do when things aren’t okay. You always knew when something was wrong with Jongho, and you let it slip right under your nose so easily. He made it so believable to think that everything was okay, when it infact wasn’t.

“W-what..?” you mumbled.

☆ end of flashback ☆

The memories came flooding back like a hurricane and hit you all at once. Giving you no time to recover. You felt your eyes swell with tears. It was unbelievable, it felt like a dream and you constantly pinched yourself to see if it were fake.

The rain poured against your umbrella as you continued to stare at the door. You couldn’t bare to go inside, as so many things occupied his space. It would only remind you of him and how he was no longer here with you. You felt your heart break more than it already has as your black funeral clothes only complimented your never ending sadness.

Jongho passed a week ago, and yet it was still too much to take in. How could you go the rest of your life without something you’ve had for so long? It felt like trying to break a horrible habit. The more you stood in this gloomy rain, the more everything weighed on you. No amount of time could fix the heart you lost with your own.

You looked down at your phone, tears streaming down your face as they landed on the screen. The phone lit up, revealing the lock screen of you and Jongho. His smile shined through the droplets, making you wish you could see it in person at least one more time.

As much at it hurt, it made sense now. His obscure messages in text and on that small note he left you. Telling you to take care of yourself, the constant reminders of his love for you, why he took you out so often in the last couple of weeks.

He knew. He knew he didn’t have much time left with you, and instead of telling you what was going on, or even taking care of himself, he decided to spend it with you. He worried more about you, because he knew how you hated to be alone. In the last weeks, he tried so hard to make sure you didn’t feel that way before he left you behind.

“Classic Jongho.” You chuckled to yourself, looking up at the sky as tears ran down your cheeks. “Always putting me before you, huh?”

You shook your head and opened the door to your home, pausing when you felt something brush by your leg. Startled, you looked down to be met with a brown cat who stared back at you.

It was a bit skinny and wet from the rain as it meowed at you. You knelt down to it, concerned as you pet its head. You looked around, in hopes of finding someone who might’ve been searching for it, but to your avail, no one was.

“You poor thing! Who left you out here like this?”

It purred against your hand, wanting to be loved by you. You placed the umbrella over it, not caring about the fact that you were beginning to get wet. You felt your eyes grow with tears once again, remembering how Jongho adored brown cats and how he always wanted to own one.

You wiped your face, picking up the cat as you walked into the house with it. You took off your shoes, leaving them on the mat and placed the umbrella in a bucket. The cat shivered slightly while it sat in your arms, meowing once again.

“I know, you’re probably cold. Let’s get you a warm bath and dry you up ok? I’m sure you’re hungry.”

The cat let you do exactly that. You dried it with a hair dryer, soon wrapping it in a warm blanket. You placed it on the couch, resting a small can of tuna before it.

“Eat up, I’m sure you’re hungry.”

Your voice was low, signaling your still broken heart as you took Jongho’s funeral pamphlet out from your jacket. You sniffled some, placing the pamphlet on the table. The cat meowed at you, making you turn to face it. You smiled at it as it waved its paw at you. Walking over, you knelt down in front of it.

“I’m okay, bud.” you spoke softly, wiping a tear from your eye. “Ahh, Jongho would’ve loved you.”

You looked down at the can of tuna, as it was untouched. You furrowed your eyebrows. Isn’t that what most cats wanted? You pushed the can towards the cat, but it just looked at you with its eyes as if it didn’t want the tuna.

“Don’t like tuna, huh?”

You grabbed the can and made your way back into the kitchen, grabbing some blueberries and placing it into a tiny bowl. You washed them thoroughly and then grabbed yourself a small yogurt to eat with the cat. You thought maybe it would help push you to eat, as you haven’t eaten in days.

You placed the bowl in front of the cat, holding a small blueberry in your hands. It sniffed the blueberry, but pulled its head back, not even attempting to take a bite. You furrowed your eyebrows, placing the blueberry back in the bowl as you watched the cat makes its way over to you. It sniffed your cup of yogurt and meowed at you.

“What? You want some yogurt?”

You offered it a little from the spoon and watched as it quickly licked the yogurt. It surprised you a bit, especially since not many people preferred peach flavored. However, it was Jongho’s favorite.

The cat continued to share the yogurt with you, soon leaving you to finish the rest as it rested back on the couch. It laid flat on its stomach, making you laugh a bit at it. You’ve never seen a cat lay in this way before. You pet its back softly, hearing it purr as you did so.

“You’re just like him.” you mumbled, reminiscing on how Jongho also liked his back rubbed when he tried to sleep.

Your heart broke at this realization, making you feel sad at how much this cat reminded you of him. The cat meowed once again, breaking you out of your thoughts. Sniffling softly, you tilted your head at it as it walked over to your purse on the couch. It clawed at it softly, making you stop it hurriedly.

“Hey! Don’t do that! You could mess it up!”

You grabbed the purse from the cat, unaware of its signs to you as you were more worried about it ruining something Jongho had gifted you. It continued to meow, walking closer to you as it once again attempted to claw at your purse. You sighed, emptying your purse next to the cat as you glared back at it.

“See? There’s nothing in here for you.” you spoke annoyingly.

The cat meowed persistently, moving its nose against your wallet. You grabbed the wallet, opening it to reveal a picture of Jongho. You smiled slightly, feeling a tug at your heart as you stared at his smiling picture. He sat outside, posing in all black as you caught him off guard with your polaroid. It was your favorite picture of him, one you kept with you no matter what.

“This is Jongho.” You spoke softly, showing the cat. The cat sniffed the picture, soon looking back at you as it meowed.

“He is.. my boyfriend.” You paused, feeling yourself choke up. “Was.. he was my boyfriend.”

Tears began to fall from your cheeks at your words. Feeling like there would never be a time that you’d say such a thing. The cat snuggled onto your lap, clawing at the picture in your wallet. You pulled the picture out, a small folded paper falling out with it. You raised your eyebrows, unaware of when such a thing would be placed inside. Picking up the paper, you unfolded it softly, wondering what it could be. You began to read it to yourself.

“To my dearest bear.

If you found this letter, it means I’m long gone. I’m sorry you had to find out this way, and i’m sorry that I could never bring myself to tell you. I couldn’t bear to see you in so much pain, that’s not how I wanted to remember you. That’s not how I wanted you to remember me, either.

I wanted to spend my last moments with you, keeping a smile on your face. I’ve been sick for some time now, but it continued to worsen over the last few months. I only had so much time, but it was just a matter of when.

As i’m writing this, you are fast asleep, practically drunk from thinking you’d win against me. I told you you’d lose, haha. I hope you remember me as the boy you loved, who you cherished so deeply. That’s all I wanted you to remember me by, not ‘the sick boyfriend.'

I wish I could spend more time with you, I wish there was a way I could spend more of my life with you. It pains me to leave you alone like this. Please don’t forget me, and please continue to live on with me in your heart. Please remember what I said, I will carry you with me in my next life.

I hope we meet again, I hope I can find you once again. You’ve brought nothing but happiness to such a sad life I should’ve had and I thank you for that. Take care of yourself for me, okay? I love you, and I promise I won’t leave you alone.

Love, Jongho.”

You began to sob uncontrollably at this letter. He knew his time was coming and he didn’t know when. It broke your heart knowing that he spent everyday with you, unknowing if it would be his last.

Placing the paper down, you brought your hands to your face, crying into them. The cat meowed at you, desperate to get you to look at it once again. You removed your hands, seeing it hold Jongho’s picture in its mouth as it pushed it to you.

“What? Is there something you want to tell me?”

You grabbed the picture from the cat, looking at Jongho once more.

A brown cat.

Your eyes grew wide as you came to the realization. The conversation over the brown cat, what animal Jongho wanted to be in his next life. His talks of carrying a piece of me with him in the next life. The yogurt, the back rubs. It was no surprise to you anymore. In fact, it was so much clearer now.

You looked at the cat, a few tears running down your face as you cupped its face gently. It purred, rubbing its cheek against your hand.

“Jongho..?” you mumbled, voice shaky.

The cat meowed, its eyes sparkling as you spoke of that name. It was as if the cat knew that name, like it was familiar. Almost as if, it was its own. You smiled as you held the cat in your arms, crying softly.

“You came back.. just like you promised.”

Your heart sank. You always heard talks of reincarnation, but you never assumed them to be true. They were rare occurrences. Coincidences even. This? This was reincarnation in your face.

He found his way back to you, in the pouring rain, starving for days to find you once again. For the 5 days it’s been, he spent all this time as a mere cat, eager to find its owner. Eager to find you. And that’s exactly, what he achieved.

He found his home once again, he found, you.

a/n: when i tell you guys i cried 5 times writing this??!!!! i had to take so many breaks😭 and listening to Jongho’s ost didn’t help me either ugh.

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hmmm maybe smth soft??? like aftercare style or jay just looking after you and making sure you eat well/take care of yourself because sometimes you forget to 🥹

lov u so so so much

anything for my baby, am currently working on a jay fic btw and its gonna be heavily daddy!jay focused so i didnt want to write too too much, hope you like it 🤭🩷

— cw: dd/lg, soft d0m!jongseong, praising, implied br33ding

"there you go, daddy's almost there baby, you're doing so well for me." jongseong's voice is strained and raspy, moans and grunts falling past his pretty lips as he picks up the pace of his thrusts, pushing himself closer to his own high after making sure he's got you as fucked out as possible to catch his own release.

nothing you respond is coherent; you're an actual nonsense blabbering mess, cheeks stained with tears from the combination of pleasure and the pain of being overstimulated, a thin layer of sweat coating your body and your eyes constantly rolling into the back of your head with almost every single one of his harsh thrusts.

his words barely reach you, yet his sweet praise doesn't fail to make your cunt clench even tighter around his sensitive cock and at this point jay is surprised how well he's managed to last.

he definitely has really good stamina, especially when it comes to fucking you, yet after actual hours of teasing you and himself, he's finally reached his own limit.

it doesn't take another minute for him to bury his face in the crook of your neck and a soft moan of your name before he coats the spongy walls of your cunt in several shades of white, making sure to reach the deepest points just how you like it.

if it wasn't for his own strength, jjong would have easily collapsed on you from how exhausted he is, yet as soon as he feels himself softening inside of you, he pulls away and comes to sit in between your wobbly legs

"baby", he whispers softly and reaches for your face, his heart doubling in its size when you move into his gentle touch and place the softest kiss into his palm, "you're shaking, are you okay?"

you quickly start nodding as your lips stretch into a lazy smile and at the way he lets out a sigh of relief you can't help but chuckle.

"you did so well for daddy", your boyfriend mumbles and kisses you, doesn't warn you when he slowly starts pulling his cock out of your sensitive cunt, a row of his deep grunts and your soft whimpers meeting in the heavy air of your shared bedroom.

"thank you, daddy", you reply softly and place your hand on his arm after kissing his cheek, "you did too, fucked me so good."

Jongseong can't help but actually grow flustered from your little praise, the knowledge of your appreciation easily heating up his whole face and he is definitely more than grateful for the fact his cheeks are already covered in deep shades of red from all the love making to hide it.

"thank you, angel girl."

You watch your boyfriend get up from in between your legs, his own slightly unstable as he comes to stand next to the bed with a water bottle in his hand.

"drink up, pretty one", he sighs and helps you with the first sip, his eyes attentively roam your sweat covered, naked body before he sighs and kisses the top of your head.

as soon as you wrap your hands around the bottle, he quickly goes to put his sweats back on and runs his pretty hands through his messy hair to reveal his forehead to your hungry eyes.

"don't look at me like that, baby", he chuckles deeply and hands you your camisole and a fresh pair of panties, which he of course helps you put on, "you might actually pass out if we go for another round."

"I wouldn't mind that, daddy", you say cheekily and join into his laughter and let yourself fall back onto the pillow again with a loud sigh.

"daddy's gonna go and run us a nice bath, yeah? I already prepared some snacks so we gotta have those before we go in and then I can wash your back and massage your shoulders just how you like it. how does that sound, princess?"

the raspiness of his vocie is already gone by the time he comes to sit next to you again, his words coated in nothing but love and care, something g so unique to park jongseong.

"perfect, daddy", you whisper and look up at him, "sounds absolutely perfect. thank you."

jongseong gives you one last kiss before he makes his way to the bathroom, the sound of a running faucet quickly following him and it doesn't take another minute for him to come out again.

"wanna go and use the bathroom really quick, while i get the snacks ready baby?", he suggests to you and smiles when you try to get up with a soft nod, however your attempt ends with jjong having to help you get there and leave once he's made sure you're safe.

after calmly watching you eat the little fruit platter he had prepared a few hours prior, jongseong insists on making you finish the bottle of water you had started a while ago, praising you for eating so well and thanking you for letting him take care of you like this.

"you're so pretty, angel", he whispers the moment you take off your camisole again to join him in the hot water, his words making your chest blossom with love in a way only he's ever managed to, "i've never seen anyone as beautiful as you."

you instinctively pout at his words, tears actually threating to form a thick veil before you take his handsome face into your hands and pull him into a sloppy kiss.

"come on now, baby", he sighs and helps you to get seated in between his legs, smiling as soon as your soft whimper of exhaustion fills the bathroom, "there you go, good girl. now you're gonna lean back and let daddy reward you for doing so well, yeah?"

and just as usual jongseong ends the night with his strong arms tightly wrapped around your body as he tells you about all the things you do he loves or how proud he is of you for trying your best at all times. he plays with your hair and caresses your back all while littering your cheeks in soft kisses until you fall asleep in his arms and he gets to admire you for just a tad bit longer before the exhaustion catches up on him as well.

#enhypen smut #park jongseong smut #enhypen x reader #; drabbles #; boyfie #; daddies 💞

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