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Happy 34th Birthday, my love. I released a balloon, cut a cake for you today, and played the song above. I watched The Agit, and I watched my favorite performance of yours, Orbit. You mean more to me than you can even fathom.

I love you, Kim Jonghyun.

I hope you ate lots of yummy food today, and I'm sorry I'm late. <3

I love you. <3

#jonghyun #kim jonghyun #dino shinee #jjong #jonghyun icons #shinee jjong #jonghyun shinee #blue night radio #Youtube

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OMG.

A memorial room for jonghyun will open in April around his birthday at his mother's shiny foundation that she created in his memory.

#jonghyun #shinee #shawol

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Me toooo *ugly cries*

I miss Jinki

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This is my song today.

Jjong, its getting warmer. Spring is coming and beautiful plants are blooming! My birthday is coming soon, and i only have plans to spend it alone. Maybe I'll watch one of your concerts...

Thank you,

Blinger. <3

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Blinger Thoughts. <3

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What's Jjong gonna do for his birthday?

#jonghyun #kim jonghyun #dino shinee #jjong #jonghyun icons #shinee jjong #blue night radio #jonghyun shinee #korean #kpop

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cuz he was TOTALLY acting.

…nice try, jjong

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There are so many great things that make me proud of our Jjongie. <3

some jonghyun moments i never want to forget

standing up for lgbt students and minorities at large by amplifying their voices, but doing so respectfully (dec 2013)

reflecting on his appreciation for hero movies… ‘i have to protect my world’ (mar 2013)

receiving boxes of listerine after a joke comparing his deja-boo suit colors to listerine flavors went viral, during base promotions (feb 2015)

comforting a fan who was self-conscious about her name with a handwritten note at a shinee fansign (may 2015)

going to comfort a crying key during shinee’s concert at tokyo dome, but ending up crying himself (early 2015)

speaking playfully with a male listener on blue night radio (may 2015)

mentioning his gratitude for fans and listeners in creating a safe space with blue night radio (july 2015)

discussing his conversation with taemin about “gender roles, prejudices and negative views about artists, etc.” when writing pretty boy for taemin ft. kai on blue night radio  (aug 2015)

personally supporting radio guest baek young ok on blue night radio in her efforts to bring sanitary pads to low-income girls (mar 2017)

there are so many more moments to include but i wanted to hold onto these for sure. jonghyun, you were a celebrity like no other. i cant imagine a world without you. i wish you’d gotten to known how many hearts and minds you touched with your voice, your songwriting, and just by being yourself.

#SHINee #Jonghyun #Kim Jonghyun

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Our crazy Jjongie. 😚🥺🩷💖

Jonghyun | Show Champion Backstage

#Jonghyun #Base #^_^ #Fan service!!! #i love him #lol #jonghyun gif #shinee jonghyun #jonghyun icons #5hinee

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I love you, my Jjongie. <3

Kibum ig story update

I knew Key was watching the concerts🥹🥹🥹🥹

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Jonghyun Astrology placements + his lyrics inspired by 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 @thatredwine cr. BLING EFFECT, camomile milktea, Peony, camomile milktea, p.408

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Genuinely, the boys saying the way they cherish and care for themselves, for life and for each other is a present jonghyun left for them is heartwrenchingly sweet and one of the most positive outlooks on grief ive ever seen

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Merry Christmas, fellow SHAWOLS!

To celebrate let's hear "Last Christmas" Covered by SHINee! Give it up!

#shinee #dino shinee #jjong #kim jonghyun #blue night radio #jonghyun icons #jonghyun shinee #jonghyun #shinee jjong #korean #shinee jonghyun #kpop #shinee taemin #shinee key #shinee onew #kibum #shinee minho #kim kibum #choi minho #taemin #Last Christmas ate stoppp #love them so much #my beloveds #them #i love them #i love them so much #i adore them #Youtube

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just hear those sleigh bells jingle-ing ring ding dong ring ding dong ring diggy ding diggy ding ding ding

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That was sooo sweet. <3

Jonghyun

It's been quite a while since you left us and yet my mind can't fully accept that you are in fact, gone. I know I'm just a fan but it's a real grief and to know that people have taken the piss out of Shawols for simply grieving hurts like hell as, in a perfect world, the kpop scene would be a big family.

I remember when my little sister phoned the house, so early in the morning, practically sobbing, telling me to quickly go on the internet because you had been found and taken to hospital.

I had been in a deep sleep (for once) and to this day I don't think I have ever woken up that fast.

I sat in my bed all day and the next few days, hoping that you would be okay somehow but I think everybody knew that you would be leaving us.

Your music, your energy, your talent, your personality, your beauty, your dedication, your love for your fluffy daughter (who is being looked after wonderfully by your sister).

Jonghyun, you gave me so much strength in my darkest days and I only wish that I could have done the same for you.

Your brothers are doing so well and we are keeping an eye on them for you.

A selfish part of me is annoyed that I couldn't sort myself out (mentally as I am agoraphobic, I cannot leave my house) so that I could at least see you in concert, see you in your element, and cheer with my Shawol family as you made the stage yours.

You are so missed.

You did so well and I just hope you have found peace.

Every full moon I turn my lightstick on for you I know that sounds silly but the moon has become a symbol that represents you for not only Shawol but your brothers too!

This post is getting super long and I apologise. I know you aren't ever going to see it but I felt compelled to write something this year.

Maybe one day we'll meet. Maybe.

Thank you for everything; thank you for the messages on your radio show that stopped me from doing something awful.

I love you.

C x

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I miss him so much. Jonghyun, I love you much more than you know. <3

18th of December

how vividly I remember eighteenth of december six years ago. just as vivid as I remember your smile, your voice, your tender and gleaming personality, you mesmerise me. I remember every moment of that day and I felt so incredibly lost and powerless, as if I lost a friend, but hasn't we all? we looked up to you and we tried to look after you, but what can be done from this far. what can even be done from an inch close? a very own battle, each at this incredibly rough war that you held. jjongie, a sunshine you are. whenever you wander today, I hope the snow is falling there twice as much as the day you left us. I hope it feels so much better and I hope you and your friends up there take good care of each other. for us it gets better here, too. how amazes me, that through the flow of these years I was able to find peace and kind sorrow into something that once was a grim grief. I miss you so much but I have come to understanding it all now, I do. we had a great run and no matter how much time was given to us - I am happy I had a chance to see you pouring your heart and soul on and off the stage. no matter how much time were we given, It would have never been enough. oh jjongie.

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You bet we will! <3

You did well, Jonghyun. We'll always be with you.

#jonghyun #shinee #jjong #jonghyun gif #shinee gif

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i say this all the time but there is no one else like jonghyun on this earth and no one will ever take his place that place is still filled and it will be forever by him and by all of the love and words that he has given us. even if everyone else moves on i will still be here.. i will give him back as much love as he has given the world forever