#y’all should be scared

[phoenixonwheels]

From now to eternity whenever anyone wants something from me the first thing I’m going to be checking is whether they masked throughout the entirety of the pandemic. If you can’t be assed to wear a mask to keep immunocompromised people alive you have some fucking balls asking me for literally anything and if you’re lucky I will just tell you to fuck off.

#if you don’t care if I die then I don’t care if you do #honestly going to be actively sabotaging you at any chance #I probably shouldn’t drive because I’ll get a heavy foot if I see you crossing the street #y’all should be scared #covid 19 #coronavirus #wear a mask #eugenics

[crossbackpoke-check]

it’s all the rest of what i want with you

connor dewar/brandon duhaime :: 8k

Summary:

“Brandon,” Connor says with a sigh. “There’s no baby in there.”

“Not yet,” Brandon says. Connor feels his stomach twist, almost like what he would imagine a baby kicking to feel like.

in these trying times of dewvorce, may i offer you 8k of pwp inspired by @stillfertile’s wonderful art which i had. several breakdowns about 🫶 anyway please enjoy!!!

#OFFICIAL FIC ANNOUNCEMENT 🗣️🗣️🗣️‼️‼️‼️ i wish i had pretty fic graphics but alas i have No Skill and also. so much work i should be doing bu #HI SHE’S HERE i would love to say this is a complete surprise drop except i have Anxiety & i needed to ask you guys about it beforehand #in my defense i started writing this in like. january far before any tragedy occurred #because square asked about my tags on their dewey2 art and she spawned like. a million more thoughts about it #including the part where i got absolutely kicked in the face with the lightning vision of those two lines. #like those two lines are the first actual lines of the fic i wrote ajdhkwdiowdjiw ANYWAY please be nice to me i know i am always like #‘this is not the first real fic i ever thought i’d post’ and if i had a nickel i’d have three but this is the first pwp i’ve ever posted #and it’s 8k and it’s not a fic for an exchange (although technically i did very much write this for the dewey^2 hivemind so.) #i have SO many things to say i have so many comments on this doc also i couldn’t pick a title for the LONGEST time and i finally decided on #this one but the full quote was too long: #all the rest of what i want with you that scares me shitless #so. i was angling SO hard to make a yung gravy lyric as a title bc i saw the video of him at a wild game but i couldn’t find a good one #and instead y’all got a very sentimental title l m a o. #liv in the replies #shout out to the extended universe this lives in and also my unhinged comments in the docs. #if you liked fun fuck a baby in him friday i’ll be here all week i promise i am the exact same in the comments as i am in the tags 🫡 #the NUMBER of times i wrote something in this by pulling it out of my ass and then actually went back and did the research & was RIGHT is. #far too high. also the amount of coincidental things that dropped while i was writing this (yung gravy song about pregnancy AFTER i wheeze #laughed myself into a yung gravy title the athletic player poll confirming my restaurant & bar choices from googling ‘st. paul good bars’…) #also if anybody got advice on formatting for these little announcements. help. this is different from my miro/luka one &i’m still not happy

[meavitamin-notes]

happy birth!

#oh look it's ___ #katekyo hitman reborn #khr #sawada tsunayoshi #reborn #me realizing too late that reborn’s bday is on friday the thirteenth: MISSED OPPORTUNITY #anyway oops sorry bit rusty drawing these two (not reborn i never draw him) so kinda hm #also i wanted to play around with screentones so apologies for the wonky viewing exp #but finished not perfect y’all! #also didn’t have time to draw something else lol #note to self: just beta black as black and don’t use screentones lmao #once again i should draw adult reborn more so im not scared of drawing him LMAO it shows #oh whale !

[paradisepoisoned]

#mello #Mihael keehl #death note #death note headcanons #dn #should i make a post about this and elaborate or did i scare y’all enough already lmao

[iliveinprocrasti-nationn]

hey other jewish people how are y’all feeling about people going ‘why don’t we all just convert to judaism’

#judaism allows abortion when the birthing parent’s life is at risk #but the conversation surrounding judaism and abortion has been taken out of jewish spaces by goyim and it’s kinda. idk #because not every jewish person or jewish space is going to be pro choice. there are spaces and people who are pro life unless the birthing #parents life is threatened #i feel like the conversation and nuances are being removed by goyim who want to be able to say ‘these religions are pro abortion’ #im absolutely pro choice don’t get me wrong. if you don’t want a fetus in you leeching off your nutrients i completely get that and you #should absolutely have the right to remove the fetus #i just wanted to see if any other Jewish people have seen this happening and/or have any thoughts #i think people are scared and this brings the most immediate hope which i completely understand but also the removal of the conversation #from Jewish communities is painting judaism as a very large monolith and misrepresenting the distinctions and differences in the beliefs of #different Jewish people and communities #jumblr #and it’s not all of course but i have seen this from at least three seperate people #it was on twitter thank goodness not here but i don’t post there so y’all get the question

[somaticmilk]

Why is everyone on this app getting sick and throwing up-

I’m scared-

AM I GOING TO GET IT??

#soma says #first Everclear now this- #soma is crying #i’m scared #pissed myself typing this out because I’m terrified #insert shrug #timbers have officially been shivered #y’all should definitely draw my oc- cause like I’m like cool like that .. 👉👈

[e77y]

Long but relatively unserious vent/rant below the cut (sorry I added this in bc I realized how long this post is oops)

Being at the center of some kind of internet witchhunt (which ik is kind of buzzwordy but) is literally my biggest fear ohhh my god. Even a small scale one… I think I would Die. Maybe it’s because I had a similar thing happen with my friend group in high school where one of them convinced the others I was like evil and spread all these rumors about me… 😭 He was splitting on me but still. That’s an explanation, not an excuse. And it basically confirmed all of my intrusive thoughts about myself, and my personality completely self-destructed and changed, and I haven’t interacted with any of those people the same way since. I isolated from them for MONTHS and just loathed myself. Bleh

The reason it’s on my mind is bc I’ve seen this happen to friends and mutuals and even just people I’ve followed in small fandoms, where the whole fandom hates them bc of this little drama and like. I KNOW that fandom drama is not the end of the world, but truly I think that would destroy me for months. And I would never be able to set foot in those spaces again :’) Getting a handful of rude comments about a fucking transfem hc I had at like 14 made me stop writing fanfic for YEARS 😭😭😭 sigh. Just bc they said it was ‘out of character for him to want to be a girl’ 🙄 (<- character who canonically felt confident when dressed as a woman btw. initially for a disguise but then she grew to love it. BUT I DIGRESS KNSHFJW)

All this to say I think that’s why I tiptoe around everything I say online… I am SO scared of ruffling feathers, but I know that fandoms are places for like! Having fun! And it’s not a big deal! And it doesn’t affect my real life! But like idk.. I just hate the idea of being hated by anyone. I’m sure that I ANNOY some people, and that’s whatever; I talk a lot and make overly personal posts sometimes (like this lol) but I don’t wanna be HATED yk? And idek if it’s better to be hated and ostracized publicly or resented in secret by people who still interact with you… :( Agh. If you ever have an issue with me, please DM me instead of letting it build up into something worse!

ANYWAY LIKE.. with fandom stuff. Idk. I want to have fun! I want to write and post things on Tumblr and AO3 etc but I am just very scared of peoples’ opinions, especially now that I have a decently popular/well-liked longfic in DnDads. For some reason I have convinced myself that writing bad or self-indulgent NSFW will make everyone hate me lmao. Like girl the POINT of fanfic is to be self-indulgent……….. sigh I need to get out more

^ light-hearted… but also kinda true haha. I stay at home a lot just bc I don’t have many reasons to go out atm and only a handful of close friends to go out with. Hopefully that will change when I move next semester lol. And whenever I get interests, they’re VERY strong and long-lasting, and fanfic writing is one of my main hobbies, so I get REALLY into online communities. And rn that is kind of my little niche fandom Tumblr bubble… which is embarrassing and probably unhealthy but whatever. I just inevitably get a lot of anxiety about things that are important/fun to me (bc OCD), especially bc I’ve never really had mutuals/‘friends’ in a fandom before this, excluding my irls

Anyway this got longer and more vent-y than I intended so I will tag accordingly, and sorry to whoever is reading this lol; I just wanted to get my thoughts written down in a public forum bc idk… Makes me feel less insane when ik other people can see it, too. Helps me not take it too seriously and spiral lol.

#vent #cw vent #rant #delete later #<- like tomorrow morning I’m shre #usually I delete stuff like this immediately but I’ll try to keep it up #was talking to my mom earlier about OCD and intrusive thoughts and whatnot…. #she definitely has it too. like undoubtedly #her intrusive thoughts and compulsions sounded exactly like mine #which sucks for me bc my dad ALSO definitely has OCD (in a more outwardly recognizable way) so! wahoo! double whammy #just feeling kinda defeated about mental health stuff #I feel like it’s never gonna get better #I need to go to therapy or a psychiatrist or SOMETHING #it’s been like 4 years now since I was originally supposed to go lol #and I keep putting it off out of fear (I think) #my friends (irls) have all been getting diagnoses and prescriptions lately #which is exciting for them but :( idk. I feel like there’s no way to medicate whatever I’ve got going on except SSRIs???? #and I don’t really want that #mostly though I’m just scared of going back to therapy or to a psychiatrist bc I think they’ll think I’m lying or crazy or whatever #which sounds stupid when I write it out but idk #I should probably keep a journal but when I’m only writing for my own eyes I just kinda wallow in it and write concerning poetry lol #I like journaling in a way other people can see (even if y’all DON’T like seeing it lmaoooo) bc it makes it feel more real? #and out of my head.. concrete etc. #wackyposting #<- seriously need to change that tag still lol

[bobbin-they-burger]

ok not a fan of hazbin usually so instead of being critical here’s a short list of things I do like about the series cus I think it does some stuff well:

- the music is really good! I really like stayed gone and ready for this

- everything about Rosie. she’s lovely :)

- Adam says “one million heavenbucks” and thats pretty funny. reminded me of a morbillion dollars

- the visual gags are good (when not extremely adult)

- the animators did a fantastic job. the animation was genuinely great, and i swear to god I wish I could give all of them a better pay than what the animation industry would give them

#hazbin hotel #last post I make about this fuckass show before I throw it into a hole forever #y’all scare me. #but despite not liking the show I should give it praise where it deserves #it’s not a complete shitshow #it’s just messy

[sumrii]

ATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I LOVE THE FYODOR VID OMGOMGOMG !!!

MEHEHEHE TYYY REDDD🤭🤭🤭 IT TOOK ME SO LONG BC THE VIDEO KEPT GETTING MESSED UP MID EDITING BUT ITS HEREE

I DID IT RAAHH

#𝑳𝑼𝑽𝑹𝑺: 📞red #𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐑 :: 𝑹𝑬𝑪𝑬𝑰𝑽𝑬𝑫 #like y’all should totally spread word abt my sfw blog once i actually post #/J #IM KIDDIMG DIKDKD #i’m too scared to be promoed like that😞

[poisonpeche]

NSFW LINK

They released Levi’s uncensored pp & y’all are trippin’ he’s literally the perfect size.

#just looking at it had me sweating #it’s so girthy but not like painfully so #the length…Mary that tip would POUND into ur g spot like perfectly i- #levi ackerman #I’m scared for y’all’s obsession with monster pp #also he’s so pink and rosy on the tip I could cry he’s so beautiful #it’s the face of that figure y’all should be concerned about 💀😭 #I can’t get past it #Levi baby I’m sorry #who did this to you

[starlooove]

It’s not even voting Duke over Guy; Guy is crazy. It’s all these illiterate braindead bitches fighting to prove they’re THEE child left behind providing the shittiest reasons ever to excuse their own racism with themselves and their just as stupid followers. Like that person listing the reason every batfam member is insane and ending with ‘6. tim Drake’ I’m so sick of it you WILL be dealt with.

#yknow what tho #for the tim Drake thing #pretending tim Drake came from an abusive home is proof of lack of imagination and BORING #I think it’s so much funny when character’s like tim and Duke just go that route #even if they had never met Batman a day in their life it’s bc of who they are as people that you know they’d end up wrapped in this shit #at some point somehow #saying ‘oh tim was in an empty house and had to latch on to cope’ removes so much agency from him and his choices #and it’s so fucking predictable #and it’s worse that it’s predictable bc fanon chose that route and canon didn’t #CANON gives him more depth than y’all do it’s so embarrassing #it’s as if fandom decided widespread that dick should be scared of heights bc it makes sense #Like ur literally so fucking boring #also I’m not saying that person in the tags believes all this #just a note on fandom perception

[kanedacchi]

Idky but the fics with reader calling miguel ‘papi’ weird me out so bad LOLZ

#it feels really fetish-y to me idk! #half of the miguel fics feel fetish-y asf tho ngl LOLZ #idk I just when a poc character gets popular and non-poc start getting weird like it scares me real bad… #streets saying this is exactly what y’all did with namor and it was cringe asf like maybe we should tune it down! #misha speaks #across the spiderverse #miguel o hara #marvel

[achingly-shy]

the truth? it’s so they don’t have to see us. THEY WONT BOTHER TO SHOW THEIR FACE it’s time to make the world our own, time someone put them in their place *dramatic music dramatics some more* ares thought we were starting a war between the gods but it was bigger than that it’s about wiping them out and taking OUR TURN!! you’re the lightning thief. (ba bum) the oracle warned you betrayed by a friend.. (ba bum) YOU SET ME UP (ba bum) YOU WERE TRYING TO FREE KRONOS. WHY??? he promised me the power to defeat our parents YEAH HES USING YOU TO GET BACK AT THE GODS

GOOD!!! IVE BEEN HERE SINCE I WAS A KID I DID EVERYTHING THEY EVER ASKED YEAH I DID AND FOR WHAT YOU KNOW THIS WORLD WILL NEVER BE OURS AS LONG AS OUT PARENTS RULE OVER THE STARS SO I’LL DO ANYYYYTHINGGGG I DONT CARE IF I HURT AAAAANYYYYOOONEEE IT DOESNT PAY TO BE A GOOD KID A GOOD KID A GOOD SOOOOOOOOON THE GODS WERE NEVER ON OUR SIDE SO I THINK ITS TIME WE WATCH THEM FALLLL AND SOON YOULL SEE WHAT I DID SOOM THERE’LL BE NO GODS AT ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

#geo rambles #pjo musical #yeah. i typed all that out #chills fucking chills every time #y’all should be scared i’m getting back into pjo a bunch because it doesn’t stop at the books #also the parallels like good kid put them in their place i’m clawing at the walls #also also this is not pro luke obviously this is just appreciation for #james hayden rodriguez because he slayed that part so much #geo's music

[saturngalore]

i keep posting and deleting stuff but i think i will never understand simblr tbh and asking for clarity will never make me ever understand it either

#i’ll post it again later but stuff is so backwards on here fr #talking shit about bigots especially as a black person shouldn’t even be questioned #nobody should be forced to educate you or have patience with you when there’s so many sources and books available to learn from #also it should be perfectly fine to not like someone on here and irl? whether they’re a ‘good’ or ‘bad’ person #black simmers do and say whatever y’all want fr #don’t let weird anon scary ass nb ppl make you scared to say how you feel about anything #thinkpiece time from me is over for now thanks 🙏🏾 #🪐 speaking

[iliveinprocrasti-nationn]

“they’re saying only 1% of people die of covid so why are you worried?” ok then. not looking at any sources, let’s go off that statistic for this post. note: we’ve lost over a million people and counting in the united states alone.

i’ve seen some estimates saying 10%-30% of people end up with continuing symptoms (fatigue, brain fog, etc) after the end of infection, which could mean tens of millions of people. however, if even only 2% had persisting symptoms and we go by that 1% death statistic, that could be 2 million people living with some form of long covid impacting their daily life.

don’t wanna listen about covid? ok, let’s compare it to another disease known for its lasting symptoms and its “long” form: polio.

polio could be asymptomatic, but symptoms presented as flu-like if there were any. all things considered, paralysis was rare in comparison to infection numbers. i’ve seen a lot of polio statistics, and some say only 1 in 1,000 (0.1%) polio cases resulted in paralysis, though this seems like a rough average between the three variants. still, there were tens of thousands of cases of poliomyelitis paralysis. 1952 alone had over 20,000 paralysis cases reported, and that’s one year of many polio outbreaks (the most well known u.s. outbreak was 1948/49-1952).

just because a percentage seems low does not mean the damage is minuscule. be knowledgeable about how information is being presented to you and what the actual impacts are. small numbers do not equal little harm.

#im so tired of people who don’t know shit about disease trying to talk about it #although the cdc is supposed to know things and they’re only spouting bullshit too so who fucking knows #sometimes i wish public policy went with the polio route of ‘scare the shit out of people about this disease to keep them safe’ #because the management right now is complete bullshit #anyway hi i spent years researching disease as a hobby and took an epidemiology class with a semester focusing on polio #i could compare covid to the spanish flu pandemic too but that would be another post #anyway im tired of this bullshit. viruses have the potential to wreak havoc on the body and covid is a prime example. the studies coming out #and the anecdotal experiences of many should be worrying to you and you should be avoiding it at all costs. you will not get lucky every #time against disease. knowledge is power especially when talking about disease #other source if y’all don’t think the research + study were enough and want me to have first hand experience seeing the disease progression: #my dad died of covid. i watched that disease wreak havoc on every part of his body as it progressed. it was absolutely terrifying and #exhausted his body to where his heart couldn’t keep up anymore. this isn’t a fucking cold #coronavirus #my post

[avatardoggo]

,

#so my best friend died this morning and i’m not handling it well i’ve cried 5 times today and i was balling my eyes out in the shower and im #scared to sleep bc ik i’ll have nightmares. and it doesn’t seem real like she’s not dead she can’t be and i didn’t find out first hand her #sister told one of our friends and she texted me and i thought i was hallucinating bc wtfreak and now i feel like crap bc i kept thinking of #her towards the end of august like should i visit her just to tell her how i feel in person and then just leave? but i was scared and worrie #about her rejecting me to my face and now she’s gone and i feel like i didn’t try hard enough to save our friendship and ya she’s in heaven #but she’s not here and and we like all the same things so when i think about the pjo live action or the new solangelo book or atlab or freak #ing anything it just connects to her bc now she won’t be able to see those things like we were so excited to geek out together and now i can #t bc she’s gone and even if she were here she wouldn’t want to be with me and i have school and i want to do well but i can’t focus but i do #nt want to use her death as an excuse and i hate myself bc part of me was her and her favorite color was pink and it became mine too bc it r #reminded me of her and i stopped being her best friend but she never stopped being mine even when she was ignoring me and i was angry at ber #i still loved her and she was the first irl person i told about my SAD and OCD and now she’s gone and my best friend is dead #and she was one of the few people that Knew me yk? like she just got me and i got her and she ignored me and now she’s dead #so ya i’m not ok so if y’all could pray for me that’d be great <3 #vk overshares in the tags