#wow i really need to sleep

[martyryo]

his biggest sin was having blue hair and pronouns.

#artists on tumblr #digital art #illustration #art #faith #faith the unholy trinity #john ward #father john ward #hiii heyyy #watching videos abt this game got me out of some very bad mental state like wow #he's narratorcoded #bro is played by edward norton idc #anyways loved the game sm and I tried replicating the plai color on black style while maintaining my type of rendering #also I figured out thst adding additional lineart after the shading makes things kinda more organic #like it's not all a messy mix of colors #so proud of having done this in around an hour #also dw I'll still post fight club but I need to draw some other stuff as well or I'll get tired of drawing the same three prople all over #stage is going really well #feeling workercore workerpilled workercoded #huhu going to sleep cause I'm sealing my casket with this late hour stunt #bye bye <3

[mrsnaildood]

Heh.. when the ninja grow

#lloyd garmadon #mydoodle #I really need to stop making collages. but I get anxious I'm not making his face consistent/not making the change between ages believable #also it makes me emotional to compare #I def need to draw pre S8 Lloyd more he is literally the one I like more gjdnfjd #anyway I am a little delirious from sleep deprivation have a good day #wow lots of winking Lloyds lately. what's up with that

[caesarinsalata]

Y'all like WIPs right??

#fma #fullmetal alchemist #edward elric #alphonse elric #my art #freckles #wip #its 3 am and i need to sleep #i know im ruining the wow factor by posting a sneak peek #but sometimes #i just dont care #🤣 #all seriousness tho #i just really need to show SOMEONE how good these cuties are #okay???? #elric brothers

[py6oto]

DAY 5 - OUTSIDE

almost missed today too. i really need to stop leaving these for 11 pm

2023.10.05

#bugs when you lift up a rock #hlvrai #hlvrai fanart #hlvrai coomer #aitober #aitober day five #not tagging gordon bc .... yea #it also technically is not him ! soooo #me watching as my friend opens their mouth to say the most atrocious words that would get them years of jailtime had we been in public #sorry these eyes are really funny to me in a way. stop looking at me like that sir please........ #eye contact #Direct Eye Contact #Directly. Looking #WOW i need to sleep #goodnight tag world !! #today i learned idk how to draw the moon

[calissarowan]

Some Thoughts About Sibylla’s Cave

Hi! I just wanted to talk about something that nags at me in Winx. (Warning: I might go on a bit.)

When the wizards surrender to the Winx, they take them to Sibylla, and we see them in the next episode, with Duman’s condition having worsened. Badly. He’s feverish, moaning, and seems to be delirious. And yet…Sibylla has him lying on what is basically a slab of stone. I mean, look!

His head is not even supported! So not only does he have some kind of mystery disease, he now probably has neck problems. And back pain. And if he wasn’t running a fever, he’d probably be freezing. Could Sibylla not spring for a bed? Or at least a pillow? Something? He looks so uncomfortable, and I feel so bad for him, because he’s already so sick! I wish Sibylla had tried to make him comfortable.

And now onto part two…

Here’s the cave the wizards are in. We can see some interesting stuff…uncomfortable stone bed, tree that seems to be growing underground (maybe it’s just roots), stone seat thing… You know what we can’t spot? Anywhere for the other wizards to sleep. Now, maybe they have their own rooms. Maybe this is the Duman cave. Maybe when it’s time to go to sleep the other wizards go to their own caves, with their own ridiculously uncomfortable stone beds. But…I really can’t see that being the case. It feels like this is the cave the wizards are staying in. In which case…where do they sleep? Are there beds hidden out of shot? Or do they have to sleep on the floor? Which would probably be even more uncomfortable than Duman’s stone ‘bed’. And would make me think a bit less of Sibylla.

Also, are the wizards actually allowed to leave that cave? (This is putting aside the ‘they have their own rooms’ theory). We see them come to the throne room (is it a throne room? It has a throne. And it’s a room. Or a cave, I guess. So, throne cave), but they’re flanked by Rustic Fairies, who are presumably acting as guards. So maybe the wizards are limited to that cave. Does that mean they’re technically Sibylla’s prisoners? Or are they her guests? Or just the people she has to keep alive long enough for Morgana to calm down and agree to an unfair trial? (Being judged by the people who have spent the past weeks trying to kill you is in no way, shape or form an impartial court. Not even if Morgana says she’ll judge the wizards ‘in all fairness’. She’s biased. Very, very biased. She would not get put on the jury if the wizards were being tried in an actual court of law.)

Oh, and, final thought:

Where is Gantlos? Seriously, where? The Winx have shown up to explain about the supposed ‘fair trial’ they just fought Nebula to get; shouldn’t Gantlos be there for that? He’s probably just out of the shot, but it’s weird he isn’t shown.

Going off the idea that the wizards are allowed to leave that cave, I’m headcanoning that Gantlos wasn’t there because seeing Duman in that state just hurt too much, and he didn’t want the Winx to witness him barely managing to not fall apart, so he’s in another bit of the cave desperately trying to keep it together. Or having a breakdown. Possibly having a breakdown. Ogron and Anagan will fill him in on the situation later.

#winx club #wizards of the black circle #winx duman #winx gantlos #Didn’t actually plan on about half of that post #I did say I might go on a bit #Sibylla really needs to go to IKEA #Seriously #that bed can’t be comfortable! #Honestly #even if the other wizards do have their own rooms #Gantlos would willingly sleep on the floor in Duman’s room #No way would he leave him alone when he’s so sick #If the Rustic Fairies had an issue with that then good luck moving him #Just thought up the explanation for where Gantlos was #May write a one-shot of that now #What do you think? #Would anyone read that? #Wow #These tags kinda need their own post #They’re really long #Winx sibylla #Forgot to add Sibylla to the tags

[mbat]

world of warcraft is wild in that they have a species that is an antisemitic caricature (which said species commonly is in fantasy but they really go hard on it) and then they let you play as said species which i think is already wild. also if you play the default starting area you are made to play a horrible person as that species

and then i, a jewish person, made a character of that species as a way to somehow spite them (?? i still dont know how that spites them but it was why i did it) but then i got like really attached to her and shes one of my favorite characters ive made in general and i think about her a lot. also i didnt play the default starting area so she wasnt forced to be a totally completely bad person at least for any of that

tfw you make one dimensional antisemitic caricature species but then you make them playable and therefore allow your players to get attached and make non one dimensional characters of them. wild

#i dont know what my point is #world of warcraft is a game for sure #my post #world of warcraft #fantasy when theyre deciding on species to have and what the traits of those species are #and they have one that has big noses #and theyre like. hmmm what traits to give them #and theyre just that picture of that one guy straining really hard until they decide. ah. money obsessed! #im tired btw #ive been playing wynncraft a lot lately and their depiction of villagers is... interesting. #theyre not as one dimensional as the goblins in WoW but theyre still... not great #someone hire me as the local jew that looks out for antisemitic traits in stories a bit much. i think its needed #theres probably better more informed people for that job actually but consider: i want to not be broke anymore and it also sounds weirdlyfun #me mentioning money on this post feels wrong but welcome to capitalism i need a job or im. idk i guess bad at life? #capitalism logic is stupid. i need to go to sleep LMAO

[sableeira]

Neptune by Sleeping at Last // Fifteen Manga // Fifteen LN // Fifteen LN // Dark Era LN // Fifteen Manga // Storm Bringer LN // Neptune by Sleeping at Last // BSD Manga // Eight by Sleeping at Last // Fifteen Manga // Fifteen LN // Dead Apple Manga // Storm Bringer LN // Storm Bringer LN // Storm Bringer LN // Eight by Sleeping at Last

Teen Soukoku as told by the songs Neptune and Eight by Sleeping at Last

#kinda crying and throwing up over that caption everything is bsd except the 4 lyric snippets #calling this a web weave would be kinda offensive to all other web weaves #I’m lacking too much in regards to diversity in my media palate for proper web weaving #<- I need to read more (something I have been telling myself for the past 5 years) #but I hope I still managed to communicate a vibe… whatever that vibe may be… #I’ve just been listening to sleeping at last songs again and when I listened to those two songs I was like wow this is so teen soukoku core #it’s not even really ship related but more about their individual struggles as teens #and kinda how these struggles shape their partnership #I had some other quotes that would’ve been more partnership focused but those were way too long and this already is a massive post #does sleeping at last music fit my little mafia guys? not necessarily. will that stop me? nope #also ignore that eight is about enneagram type eight and Chuuya is the quintessential type eight…. that’s not the only reason that song fits #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #osamu dazai #bsd osamu dazai #bsd dazai #chuuya nakahara #bsd chuuya nakahara #bsd chuuya

[smimon]

Of course it is green

#summary of art #art summary #my art #added convention stickers because i really like how many i made. it was such a fun action #oh dear this year did not start kindly for me #first tailbone contusion and inability to sit for a whole month #then wild cough for three weeks after infection forcing me to go to sleep before 22 and not leaving much time for art #then some other minor nuisances #and holidays with family #all of this must have happened to encourage me to get into esc earlier than usual #giving me just enough time to get familiar with käärijä so that the passion could explode right when i needed it the most #and the rest is history #wow #see you next year 🧡 #eyestrain warning

[thegothicviking]

I loved your addition to the Richard and Paul post about friends mimicking and mirroring certain habits. Quite interesting from a psychological point of you, so thank you for bringing that up 😊

Aw! You're welcome! <3 I love reading about psychology. I had that as my first pick and had Archaeology as a 2nd pick. But of course I didn't have enough points/good enough grades to get into a year of psychology. But it's fun to read as a hobby anyway!

But back to the Paulchard case; It's very cute to see that they are taking from each other's gestures, especially when they are telling stories. Who do you think started it all? I have a feeling it might have been Paul, since I remember seeing some Feeling B interviews with him and Flake and baby Paul would always gesture his hands all around, up and down, left and right (even back then), while Flake would most likely be still. Meanwhile I haven't seen Richard do it so much in the past. He seemed rather shy in the 90's with Rammstein (unless if he was really high on drugs while performing on stage, to the point where he didn't seem to be "there" mentally, which I am so happy he got out of/quit! He seems so much healthier and aware now! Good for him!) With time, I think Richard gradually adapted/mimicked Paul's outgoing personality, first as a way for Paul to find something in common with him/like him, as what I explained in my addition, until this outgoing persona rubbed off onto Richard so much, that it became a part of him to.

So NOW it's like they are having this cute "competition" about who can be the most charming/outgoing person in interviews, and the cutest part of it all; is that they are probably not even AWARE of themselves that they have this little, wholesome "competition" to win the smiles of the fans! <3 Their mind is probably just doing it now because they subconsciously want to be "the most likable among all the guys". I don't think there is any harm in this though! It's not like one of them think he is so much better than the other, intentionally, that he would try to put the other man down/ make him seen as less valuable/weaker tham himself". At this point I think it is, and has always been a very wholesome (and highly unintenionally!), cute little "competition" to try and win over the most fans! <3 I'm glad you liked my little add on this! ^ ^ I thought it would be a boring read xD

#aw! not only did you notice and like it ..you even got out of your way to add this as a little “ask”! Wow thank you so much! <3 #I am on my computer so I am afraid there is a lack of cute emojis #my phone battery is dead and I am too lazy to charge it right now #I'm gonna go and sleep anyway but I just couldn't pass that cute compilations of gestures wihtout adding my two scents of things/my thought #the viking gets...appreciated? I guess? #snålt! #så snålt! #ps; snålt means cute in MY Norwegian dialect but it doesn't mean that in Oslo-Norwegian that you learn at Duolingo xD #Norwegian is weird like that with all the different dialects! #love from a mutual #Tusen millioner takk..a Thousand million thanks! I really appreciate that you actually appreciated something about me...if that makes sense #meaning that in the end I appreciate you!..Thank you so much for brighten up my mood <3 I needed this! Thank you! <3

[falldogbombsthemoon]

Yall haha, my dad made it so I have wifi access for one hour a day. which I can use from like 14 to 21 german time. So once my mobile data is dead, I will not be active that much ig. So please dont think I'm abandoning yall.

#vent following #its fucking ridiculous. im not a fucking child. neither is my brother #no idea what my dad wants to achieve through that. “so you can relaxe more” yeah no. being on the internet is my fucking coping mechanism. #there is nothing about relaxation there. also he did that so we'll to go sleep earlier. if it really was about that. #he would need to force me to sleep. you cant just change my sleep schedule by that #anyway its fucking ridiculous as i was on a good way of getting to sleep more early but if imma do that now he will think like #“wow. im such a good dad. i fixed all the problems my child could possibly have.” which is absolutely not the case #yk. ive always fucking struggled with feeling like people cant trust me. #and him not trusting my abilities to be responsible for myself is not helping #and then boom. im feeling shitty but wait haha my coping mechanism is currently set offline. #and like also im in extra stress atm bc school is fucking with me #not only are like a bunch of tests on the way but my fucking anxiety in school is getting so bad. #i cant sit in that facility without feeling like imma have a panic attack any minute #i am in need of fucking professional mental help. and at least one diagnosis. i dont want to do shit to myself. #but in this house hold. emotions are not talked about. feelings are suppressed and mental health is an illusion #i NEED to see a fucking psychiatrist. but i dont feel like i can to my parents about that. and technically i could go without them knowing #but someone needs to educate them. and i mentally cant be that someone #and guess whos sitting in their room crying and writing about that rn. not studying for their tests tomorrow and the day after. #i bet if my parents wouldnt have done that shit with my wifi i would be studying rn #quinns daily yapping post #rather #quinns personal hell

[floral-hex]

woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void #shits rough dawg #I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts #haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier #it’s cold #saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early. #and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed. #went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours #guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left #even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are #I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh #my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week #maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done. #I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting #woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside #hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning #can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding) #actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so… #I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience #anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments #I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired. #I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die. #is this relatable? #just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda. #gonna look at pictures of butts now #ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever #you can ignore this #text

[hey-this-is-laurel-speaking]

I started listening to Spotify audiobooks cause I finally bought premium but I just realised I had a monthly limit when I got the warning after the 22nd chapter of The Poppy War. I finished the whole previous section in, like, 2 days and if you know anything about The Poppy War...

I'm going so fucking feral I can think of nothing else I will not survive the next two weeks this shit has consumed me mind body and soul

#no cause I'm actually not ok #this book is fucking intense #esp if you're more familiar with chinese history than I am #like wow #lots of tws if you ever plan to read it btw #it is really good tho #aha anyway #this book changed the brain chemistry fr #laurel's nonsense #the poppy war #readblr #is that a thing?? #I need to sleep ough #but my mind is still buzzing #rambling in the tags #like a lot of rambling #bookblr

[singswan-springswan]

Kanan gets to do a little murder :) as a treat

#my wip #I'm trying to manifest a new dawn kanan who fr reduced a man's wrist to splinters for getting on his nerves #I hope it's not too out of character #oughghgh #too tired to go back and revise it though we'll just tuck it in our pocket for later #oooooh what have we gots in our pocketses haha #wow I really need to go to sleep

[prettyboysmlm]

sleepy time set up :3

#now all i need is a boy to share it all with- #i haven’t actually tried the drink before but #it looked good so i wanted to give it a try #the sleep spray? fucking boon from heaven itself #first time i used it i was like ‘wow this stuff isn’t really working huh’ next thing i knew i’d slept thru my alarm #sleep spray? more like miracle spray #pocky bc i always get hungry around bedtime but i can never go downstairs and get smth #cinna plush bc it’s adorable and soft and puggles bc i can’t really sleep without him #the pillowcase is my favorite #i won it last time i went to dnb #it’s satin which feels refreshingly nice to sleep on #and it was supposed to smell like lavender but that went away after one wash #it’s fine tho it still looks cool #k.png #mlm blog #nblm blog #trans mlm #sleepcore

[featherymainffins]

*Trigger warning for eating disorder talk*

I hate how whenever I eat anything my brain is like "You should kill yourself. Now." Like what's your fucking problem

#tw ed #it's like bitch the body needs nutrients to function. idiot. that's how flesh vessels work. what are you an alien? #but my brain is always like 'booo you are a disgusting ugly bitch and as a punishment you can't eat at all tomorrow.' #like...ok then. i guess. #the funny thing is that it's also like two people fighting because like i hate what i see in the mirror from both sides #like one part of me is like 'ahhh we are far too skeletal it looks kinda creepy and Not Good' #and the other is like 'wow ew we're so disgusting and big and our bones aren't visible enough. what would our family say?' #so there's like no winning at all because if i don't eat one side will get mad and refuse to look in the mirror #and if i do eat the other side will go into total hysterics and I'll have to sleep completely covered up and will have to avoid #all mirrors because it will completely distort our perception of ourselves and will claim changes that aren't there and it will #force me not to eat for a day or two and probably also to walk everywhere #it also sucks because i think not eating enough might be contributing to me feeling so shallow and fatigued and disinterested in everything #but i have no idea because I don't know how many calories I'm actually getting #and it's really Bad™ for me to count because I'm a little bit too competitive and my brain has historically always made it #a challenge to eat as few calories as possible. because I'm insane and treat literally everything as a competition that i have to win

[kaeyx]

Had a wank, ate a ham and cheese sandwich dipped in sweet and sour sauce, drank water. Headache gone. Tummy ache gone. All status debuffs cleared. Coincidence? I think not.

#leo.spam #wow i REALLY need to fix my sleep schedule