#wolia rambles

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Send in the artillery pls I need to pull myself together TODAY OR SO HELP ME--

#this is just a post #nothing to be concerned abt #just me trying to motivte myself to get a decent routine going before uni starts and the Decomposing eventually starts again XD #I JUST NEED TO ESTABLISH A BASELINE LEVEL OF SANITY BEFORE THE SEM PLS #Its the last sem too gosh i still don't know how i feel about that #BUT WE'RE GOING DOWN SWINGING #and the goal is simply to prepare for it #idc if it's not the Best Prep I could do #it just needs to exist #SO ANYWAY #im off to dump a to-do list somewhere #and eventually get things done today >:D #Inshallah XD #wolia rambles

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*screeching continued*

AND THE WAY IZUKU'S TRYING TO REACH OUT TO SHIGGY THIS WHOLE TIME- CUZ HE'S LIKE THIS BECAUSE HE WAS ABUSED AND BECAUSE NO ONE REACHED OUT TO HIM AND TOLD HIM HE WASN'T EVIL IS JUST SO GOSH DARN HOPEFUL WHAT IS THIS FINALE IT'S DRIVING ME INSANE

BAKUGO YOU INSANE LITTLE GREMLIN YOU-

I love him XD

them XD

boi-

XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD

oh my gosh

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IT'S FINALLY ENDING???

IT'S ENDING???!!!!

I KNOW IT'S BEEN GOING ON FOR A WHILE BUT IT'S OVER OH MY GOD

ASKJDHJKASHDFKASJHFJHASLKFDHSDJKHFKLASJDKJHSDFLKJASLFKSDLHFLAKSJDLJHKADFLKSDJKLFJALSHFLSJKFJLHASLKJFSDKAJ

i have so many feels this is-

quite a fitting end but oh my gsoh

*brain static*

#bnha #bnha rambling #wolia rambles #oh gosh #i need to re read this manga from the start RIGHT NOW #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #bnha spoilers #bnha 423 spoilers #mha 423 spoilers

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*screeching incoherently cuz i finally started catching up with BNHA's manga-*

LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN THAT 'YOUR WEAKNESS IS SOMETHING ALLMIGHT LACKED AND IT SEEING YOU GET UP AGAIN AND AGAIN MAKES THEM WANT TO DO IT TOO'- LIKE????? IF ALL MIGHT WAS A SYMBOL OF PEACE BECAUSE HE WAS THAT OVERWHELMING FORCE THAT KEPT VILLAINS IN LINE JUST BY EXISTING, DEKU IS THE FORCE THAT KEEPS REGULAR PEOPLE WANTING TO FIGHT ON AND IT'S??? SO FITTING?? CUZ EVEN TODAY LIKE THE REAL ISSUE ISN'T SOME HUGE EXTERNAL EVIL WHERE MOST PEOPLE- REGULAR PEOPLE ARE GENUINELY GOOD YA KNOW? WE'RE KINDA COMPLACENT IN THE MODERN WORLD AND WE'VE FORGOTTEN HOW TO FIGHT AND DEKU IS THE REASON WHY THEY STILL FIGHT ON DESPITE FEELING WEAK I AM SO NOT OKAY ABOUT THIS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

JUST CUZ THEY CAN'T SEE THEMSELVES IN ALL MIGHT WHEN A SITUATION IS HOPELESS, THEY TURN TO HIM BUT THEY SEE THEMSELVES IN MIDORIYA, WHO WON'T STOP FIGHTING DESPITE BEING WEAKER AND I'M JUST SO EMOTIONAL ABOUT THIS CUZ THIS KID JUST-

ahem

i love this your honor, he gives me hope too XD

#bnha #wolia rambles #A LOT #I NEED TO DRAW HIM #THIS BROCCOLI CHILD MEANS A LOT TO ME XD #AND THE SPIKY ONE DOES TOO #THE WHOLE OF THIS MANGA ACTUALLY #SCREECHING #bnha 422 #mha 422 #bnha spoilers #idk when this chapter came out cuz I haven't been keeping up for a while so tagging spoilers just in case heh #bnha 422 spoilers

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*screeching into the void but i can't answer its call rn*

#so #there was an assignment i procrastinated on cuz I thought it would be easy #BUT IT'S NOT #IT'S SO ANNOYING SEND HELP #like it's NOT EVEN HARD #BUT NASTY #AND FICKLE #I WANNA BURN ALL ANDROID LAYOUTS GAH #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #ahem #anyway #i'll get back to work now #thanks for coming to my ted talk #wolia rambles

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of the many ways i expected this morning to go-- getting pulled back into my spiderman obsession in a caffeine-induced frenzy was so not one of them--

#i rewatched no way home even #THE WHOLE THING #and i don't even remember what set this off?? #a youtube short maybe??? #anyway long story short (heh short) #3 hours are suddeny gone-- #i did not see that coming #HOWEVER #WE WILL NOW PUT OUR INTENSE FOCUS ON RANDOM THINGS TO GOOD USE! #(she declares #ahme #i will now code #bye #thank you for coming to my ted talk #wolia rambles

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touched my drawing tablet for the first time in like a month today and felt the tingles you get when you touch an artifact that's important to the storyline but then the villain also showed up with not so much as any ominous bgm to tip me off and then the screen blacked out so like- we have a cliffhanger on our hands fellas

#what am i doing #the villain is called artblock and it came with it's fun lil friend #executive dysfunction #im putting it into words just so i know it exists #and if it does #i can deal with it #if that makes any sense at all XD #the point is to make your foes tangible so you can stab them my friends #wolia rambles #and has lost the plot #heh #ah yes the blue screen of death : braincell edition #artist struggles #artists on tumblr

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Why did I think that taking programming lessons online over the summer was a good idea-

#*cries in coding related anxiety* #i have no clue why i get that tho #considering that I'm not even terrible at coding?? #but it's literally my major and all i do is run from it lol #time to face my fears i guess #that's probably what past me was thinking XD #how responsible #(ew) #wolia rambles #but at least it's game related!! #so maybe it'll be fun xd #akhdskhdkdhdkd #two hours of coding here i come~

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there i was 

studying peacefully with the 2010s playlist spotify made me

and then TMT comes on out of nowhere--

*IS DESTROYED EMOTIONALLY ONCE MORE*

#no you dont get it #this song is what got me into skz #and literally said the words i couldn't get out at the time #its such an important song to me i can't even word it kajsdhkjhsdjkhkj #skz #wolia rambles

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found out recently that shrimps have their hearts in their heads so- when they make a decision, are they following their head or their heart? Or does that just eliminate the head vs heart dilemma for shrimps? Or does that cause even more dissonance cuz they’re right next to each other, so like, do the head and heart get into a territory war?

#wolia rambles

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for someone whose internal clock and calendar are terrible at comprehending the flow of time, my internal timer is scarily on point-

#like #i won't notice if three or four hours go by while i do something #(or more lol) #but if i set a timer for like ten minutes or something #i'll know it's about to go off seconds before it actually does #even if i wasn't paying much attention to it #what goes on #???? #wolia rambles

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no offense to anyone but why does american english turn s’s into z’s and swallow all the u’s like-

#why #i grew up studying at a school that taught the british spellings of things #and now my all my word processing programs hate me #but the british english keyboard layout is so freaking confusinggggggg #the punctuation DOES NOT MAKE SENSE #WHERE IS MY LIL ~ #the british keyboard killed it #and i can't find it anywhere #wolia rambles

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Can the scriptwriter in my head go the heck to sleep please it just threw the "ships in the night" line at me ( courtesy of Twitter) and I legitimately cannot cope with it cuz?? Wdym ships in the night on an ocean so vast but they manage to meet each other for a brief second IN THE NIGHT WHERE ITS EVEN HARDER TO SEE- and that brief meeting could be a complete disaster too or it could be life saving depending on the circumstances and I'm just-- what kind of person could that be, who could bring about your destruction in a second or could be your salvation but you can't seek them out and you can't avoid them, the encounter's set in stone, fated but it's effects are huge and-- Yes I have a lot of feelings about this line, what a way to express a chance encounter like dayum  (AND THE SONG HAS THE AUDACITY TO BE IN V'S VOICE IT FEELS LIKE THE OCEAN ALL HAZY AND GAH *DIES*)

#found this in my drafts lol #bts #sweet night #such a good song #BUT LIKE TRUE #IT'S IN MY HEAD AGAIN AKSJDHSJKDH #wolia rambles

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Felix’s Deep end should be illegal, i’m just sayin--

#BOI HAS GOT RANGE #IT'S #I'M JUST #STILL NOT OVER IT #KASDHKSJHFKJHSDKFJHFKDJHKSJFH #LITERAL CHILLS #I FEEL LIKE THE EARTH HAS GENTLY SWALLOWED ME #AND TUCKED ME AWAY TO DECOMPOSE SMWH #which honestly sounds very relaxing #i'll emerge later #skz #felix #skz felix #deep end #wolia rambles #in an unhinged manner #woot

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what's with the amount of consequences for forgetting everything that i'm getting today

#is this a depression thing #or a just me being a goldfish thing #but like ??? #rude #i know i forget stuff but how dare you remind me XD #*the consequences of my own actions cackle back at me from the depths* #=.= #apologies to all that witnessed this today aksjdhkjhadskjh #and those who follow my blog #but you kinda did sign up for this soooo #;> #wolia rambles

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...I’m convinced that sleep deprivation is it’s own kinda drug-

#I mean yes the effects are already pretty clear- #but #finding my browser history from a few nights ago??? #shocking #eye opening #I was knee deep in the sweatbox #which i couldn't find anywhere so now I have an internet archives account #(since disney keeps taking the documentary down) #but anyway #I have no idea why I was suddenly obsessed with finding out how the emperor's new groove came to be #but twas a wild and glorious ride XD #the fun part is that i didn't remember doing it at all until right now kajsdhksjdhfk #wolia rambles

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I HAVE PEANUTS MUAHAUHAUHAUHAHAUHAAHAHAH

#YES ITS A BIG DEAL #THEY'RE SO GOOD I WAITED ALL YEAR FOR THESEEE #like the roasted peanuts we get here in winter? #there's literally nothing that can beat them #at least not in this moment XDXD #wolia rambles