#why is R blank?

[lovesickeros]

Darling: you hate me, it's written all over your face

Reader's resting b*tch face: what?

darling says it just to annoy you lbr. bc no matter how bad your resting bitch face is, the tsaritsa's is worse. darling has had years to learn how to discern the tsaritsa's mood when shes as reactive as a statue.

#asks #pale-value #sagau #tsaritsa #darling #in the tsaritsa's defense it isnt intentional shes just Like That. shes only expressive when she wants to be unnerving #bc whats scarier then blank faced tsaritsa staring you down? tsaritsa smiling. start counting bc you have seconds left #its like 99% body language and its all extremely subtle though. its an art form atp #80% of that body language btw is her ears. its why she hides them bc they give it away so EASILY. #reader being as stone faced is a challenge to darling though. like oh worm??? bet #darling thrives off chaos bc its the only entertainment they get when ur literally g-d #especially if you do not give a shit abt them being the creator. it just makes everything Worse #they r keeping you in a container like a lab rat #also unrelated but im fully taking over darling sorry comrade. my oc now /j #ive been having brainrots abt worldbuilding w darling. they arent even an unreleased character like tsaritsa. im going 2 eat a brick #WHAT WORLD AM I BUILDING HERE. MY OWN PERSONAL HELL????????? #yes. i am. thanks for coming 2 my ted talk gn

[brainworms-all-night-long]

Midnight and my brain said Back to Ninami brainrot so here we go.

Nah cuz they would be so horrible for each other actually, I could slap them together after decades of therapy instead maybe but there would be half the fun gone with it too.

Just both of them are so unstable and only used to the abuse from those around them their whole short lives. They were maybe at first they were forced to coexist because of a random plot I can conjure up later, when inevitable interaction happens and get dragged together by some sense of weird kinship (damn bitch you're just like me, how's that existential crisis kicking your ass)(<-internal monologue of the both of them) until they realize hey that guy is kinda cute, to continuing still not knowing what to do around each other but more dorkishly this time because How Does One Interact With A Person They May Or May Not Have Ended Up Having A Crush On (is it actually a crush, did they just achieve friendship status, what in the fuck is going onn)(<-internal monolog²)

#sonic prime #sonic idw #Today we had like a lecture at school abt job interviews an shi #And one of the dreaded questions came up ''tell me abt yourself. What r your hobbies'' #100% honesty; Thinking About Character and staring at a blank canvas #But yn making it sound fancy I said media and character writing analysis and digital art #Man's actually took a second to consider that answer and my face nearly burst into flames (<-was center of attention for a second too long) #All that to say that yes. Writing essays about blorbo gets you an impressed nod from a guy #why make a personal lofe post when you can just hide that in the tags of a ship post eh #miles nine prower #nine the fox #kitsunami the fennec #kit the fennec #nineami #kittails #silly brainworms

[julystruck]

Someone wrote this song before, and I could tell you where it's from

#spilled ink #evil lovecore #rose #bronze #pebbles #crystals #OK OK DIRECTORS COMMENTARY #yeah there's not a lot of colored lineart. I got lazy was mental illness got to me #Big thing ig is I gave rose sweet's shoes. bc. Symbolism. Also I was blanking on what to do #they r all wearing red and all the drinks are slightly red themed. bc. rose #Lightsource is also Behind Rose/coming From Rose. Bc Rose is the most important person in their life #I also think this is pre-static. Rose fucking w static kind of messed up their friendgroup a bit #Like tbh I think Rose was not above messing w humans (and pebs) and everyone kind of turned a blind eye bc they r all normal abt rose #but Static was the first guy Rose Lived With and that made is very in their face #also I think this is the first time i've drawn crystals #i KNOW he looks like static. I wanted to give him loser clothes #also in my heart when static first met Crystals they were like 'oh a Real Adult. He must have his shit together' #And kind of subconsciously modeled their appearance off crystal's #Not yet realizing that crystals was flop and everybody hated him #Stares at Crystals. Oh my god. pass on already. Static is around the same age as ur older adopted son. why are you so old #anyways I do think he (crystals) was VERY close to passing on when Sweet kilt him :P #thats all I have to say I think

[taegularities]

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#i'm always gonna work at my own pace but i've been sooo slow with writing!! #like the last cmi update's gonna be 2 months old soon lol and i am so excited for cmi11 but oh my gosh it's been so hard bc im like #'is that scene boring? too dramatic?? worth it all??' bc i want this chapter to be p e r f e c t so im worried of not doing it justice and #then my brain goes so blank!!! #worried about* #like the plot has my heart so i wanna do my best!! which is why it still might take a lil bit to finish and drop it #let's see! i don't wanna rush this one.. but i do also feel so badddd :') #i promise im gonna work extra hard on it n when it comes it's gonna be worth it !! or at least i hope so!! #i really hope you guys like it a lot :') don't let it flop LMAO!! 🙈 but fr cmi11 means a lot to me so any interaction is 🥺 #the comfort is crazy in this one rlly rlly <33 so pls wait for me <3 sorry again <3 ily and ill do my best <333 #fic: colour me in #might delete AHHH LOL

[skitskatdacat63]

I keep thinking abt this one post on r/letterboxd where op was like "why are so many reviews for movies w two male friends always 'they should kiss' 'they're husbands' 'they're gay' etc. There should be real reviews and men should be allowed to be friends."

I keep forgetting that people genuinely use letterboxd for actual film review/critique, I just use it as a way to keep track of what movies I've watched and to see silly comments(if I want to read more constructive reviews, I'll go to the reddit post for the movie.) And also dying bcs I have written at least 5 reviews that are something along the lines of "they should've kissed!"

#i will never understand why straight people get offended???? #like seriously dude how does people shipping two same sex characters #or even just commenting that they felt there were romantic/sexual undertones #even remotely affect you?? #the majority of people probably dont even mention that kinda thing so just let me have fun dude 😭😭 #maybe im tired abt how many movie characters are presumed straight! maybe i assume every character is queer!! #<- no but seriously. like if you presume every chara is straight bcs thats your pov. my pov is different! #like when they try to say '[blank] isnt gay! theres no proof' well is there proof they're completely straight hm 🤨 #but anyways idk when i go on r/letterboxd i realize me and some people are using that site in completely different ways #for most films the top reviews are snappy comments so is that not the point?? #but. main point. how people perceive a film or a characters' dynamics shouldnt offend you so much #its okay if you see them differently. i assure you that a small amnt of people calling them gay on the internet + #wont affect real same sex friendships 😭 #catie.rambling.txt

[kagehiradaily]

day thirteen - mv sunday 🎬 mv: tonight in the moonlight castle

it’s 12am tonight. amazing.

im slowly descending into hell because MIKA LOOKS SO PRETTY HERE? BLUD.

my thoughts r quiet tonight. idont know why honestly

i might go mika merch scavenging but i js bought omori and ddlc for switch and im planning to buy nso and project diva 39 ☹️

hangout tmrw.. might advamce take pics for nui tuesday already if i have the chance

byebye see youall later gn !!

#mika kagehira #enstars #ensemble stars #daily #daily blog #kagehiradaily #mv sunday #GOODMORNING #i restarted achn on my switch earlier #since i forgot how to play it #(i havent picked my switch up in kike. half a year) #I LOVE ACHN #very wholesome #ok wait my thoguhte r so silent tis craxy #what the fuck WHY IS MY HEAD SO BLANK #ugh Whateve #goodnight to youall (on my tz) #🙏🙏🙏

[vallerianella]

hihihellohai 🤧 anything u tink would be fun 4 vinhchama or hagane if u want

gives u boysmell :^)... they r ciggy kissing 🤪🔫 also gives u somber guy 4 somber gurl...

#twst oc #twisted wonderland oc #admittedly i hav no idea why vinhs holding a book but i didnt know wat to do w their hands lmao. they r sorting books in the library. #pops a cig instead of kissing cutely #what if we both had blank stares and 9384738947392847893 fly aways #the lineart was so cursed bc their hair was looking so clean at that point in time #I drew dem to da slow damage bgm btw :clown: #claudio asteriidae #dorian schiele #ೀ ask #ೀ my art #ೀ mistletoe event

[cgogs]

i made these blorbo sheets for fun for my top four characters ^_^ and also probably the four most talked about on my blog!

#shoot me an ask if you want the blorbo sheet blank #my art #tommy #george #dream #sam #WHY R THESE SAM AND TOMMY SO GOOD LIKE 😭 WHY ON A BLORBO SHEET DO I DRAW WELL

[taikk0]

JUST SAYING ONCE I LEARN TO PRONOUNCE MY T'S PROPERLY ITS OVER FOR YOU BUTTNUGGETS

#IVE ALWAYS PRONOUNCED T'S WITH MY TONGUE AND I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO FIX IT ITS BEEN THAT WAY FOR SO LONG #BUT ONE DAY. I WILL PRONOUNCE MY T'S SO GOOD YOULL THINK IM A WHITE PERSON #WHAT SUCKS TOO IS THAT IM BILINGUAL WHILE ENGLISH IS MY FIRST LANGUAGE I SPEAK TAGALOG MOST OF THE TIME BECAUSE OF MY ENVIRONMENT SO I- #-HAVE NO PROPER WAY OF PRACTICING IT BC FILIPINOS PRONOUNCE T'S DIFFERENTLY BC OF THE LANGUAGE AND UNLESS IM IN AN ENGLISH SPEAKING- #-SETTING THERES NO WAY IM GONNA BE ABLE TO PRACTICE CONSISTENTLY 💔💔 #even worse i slur over my words all the time. i have a stutter. i have VERY frequent voice cracks and when i try to suppress them i sound- #-ver odd. PLUS ADHD #idk if adhd might be one of the causes or of it gets added to the pile but dude i actually need help 💀💀 #but another problem is i dont think anyone would see the point in it #i communicate just fine its just that i have so much trouble communicating verbally (vocally?) in a way that isnt unnatural and in a way- #-that properly articulates what i want to say and how i say it. often i have so much trouble showing varied emotion to prove a point when- #-im referring or talking about something that isnt reactionary #LIKE DUDE WHY IS TALKING SO HARD 💔ALL PEOPLE CAN TALK WHY DO I HAVE TO SUFFER THROUGH ALL PF THIS THIS SUCKS #which might be why i prefer writing what i want to say bc unlike talking the way i speak has nothing to do with it. i get given time to- #-think. and with an adhd brain writing what you want to say is so much better because typing it out involves the conscious decision to- #-type it all out and it acts as a filter #BLEFGGGH SORRY I KEEP BLABBERING ON THIS WSS SUPPPSED TO BE A SILLY LITTLE POST IDK WHY I WENT HAM IN THE TAGS #anyways umm yeah i dont like talking. i like communicating and maybe socializing tho. but not talking. does that make sense??? #there r also times where i straightup cant speak at all. i want to speak and i want to say things but my brain feels too busy or ig blank- #-but not empty and i cant form words or sentences and all i have are thoughts and feelings #anyways i think asl is neat and i want to learn it not just for my benefit but also for accessibility #also filipino sign language if im up for it #man there is something wrong w my brain 💀 #mikyomix rambles #yeah this one was a true ramble but only in the tags

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#thats me in the corner. thats me in thr spotlight. rocking from side to side and not contributing to the conversation #which is to say. i made it to thr lab get together with an old lab mate. i really truely did not think i would #i was like 20min late bc of the crying and hyperventilating over a 6min drive down the road #i sorta freaked out while driving too. and almost turned around. its just that i kno i havent been sleeping enough and got overwhelmed #but i made it there. and i dont think i looked like id been crying but i probably looked a bit blank faced and miserable #as i rocked from side to side for like 2hrs listening to ppl talk. i enjoyed it exactly as much as i expected. it was good to see the guy #again but i just dont connect in group gatherings idk. im glad its done. also fucking we were sitting there and a group comes in and whos #in that group?? someone i have avoided seeing for like a loooong time. the guy who tried to be in a relationship with me back when i 1st #started as a grad student. i say relationship. i was explaining to him why i couldnt do any sort of romantic e tanglement and he was very #firm abt not wanting a relationship. and im like bro im explaining u why no romanticly adjacent thing is gonna work. u literally asked me #to physically hold ur hand thru this. u r somehow more emotionally invested in this than me and also are telling me that u just wanna fuck #me. so like u r not slick. whatever. it was so fucking stressful at the time. which i feel bad abt bc it wasn't really his fault #i was just less self aware so i didnt kno i have bad awareness in the moment. like i dont kno a lines been crossed until a week later when #im laying on thr floor falling apart. so like i wish him the best. didnt kno he was still around. hopefully this doesnt trigger stress #dreams. all this to say i was very fucking tense. and when i got back in my car i was like shaky and panting lol #idk looking back its just such a weird situation with that dude. if i was anyone else it woudlnt have been a big deal but #my brain just doesn't process physical touch right. so now ive got these horrible touch memories that like on paper r literally nothing #but for me they were so unfathomablly awful when i 1st aquired them. i literally could not deal with any romantic stuff for like a month #bc it would like trigger me. now thst its been like 3 years its not bad tho. just like gives me thr ick but i dont get #stuck in the memories too much. its so dumb. whatever. point is im all sore now from sitting all tense haha #unrelated

[llimerrence]

honestly the only one i like better now is frankie, but thats because they turned frankie into a secondary character instead of main character. And so now they get an actual personality lol

#--; seriously what is wrong with mattel and main characters #--; why are their main characters such blanks #--; like it makes sense with b/arbie #--; but like they did the same thing with eah for a while there #--; like tell me 1 thing about a pple w hite or r aven q ueen that isnt their royal / rebel thing lol #--; like ...mattel p l e a s e #--; let ur main characters have interesting stories and backgrounds #i'm jet laggin' mccracken; || ooc;

[ziracona]

Really happy someone in-game finally realized Minka is crazy.

#it was an NCR soldier and in a good way? she was dragging Estaban’s corpse out of the kill zone and he was like ‘we saw the whole thing wtf #how did you even do that? why??’ and she was like ‘I promised his wife’ O_O (wide eyes blank deer stare) — and they’re like ‘god damn. uh. #well you can put it down. you don’t have to carry it back to California.’ (her O_O) then ‘you’re like a woman posessed. it looks on your #face like you were gonna and make it too huh.’ (nod) them ‘okay uh. thank you for this. crazy to do that but it means a lot.’ #the voice takes were so good #Minka Pripo #r’s fo new vegas run #did Coyotes today too and Boone shot that man faster than you can believe old west shootout hip draw speed w a sniper rifle at close range #I barely killed the other before he could take his second shot

[crashed-keys]

seeing someone say “queers are the real homophobes radfems are right” completely unironically (albeit in a reply from 2020) was not something i thought id ever see but LOL

#adri.txt #wrt slur discourse. obviously #i’ve said this before but if you find yourself point blank saying radfems r right on p much anything you should prob ask yourself Why #i cant say i’m entirely comfortable w cishet ppl calling me queer but like. i am not going to b a weirdo abt this

[cyberfreaky]

where the hell is everyone

#why is my dash BLANK #WHERE R U

[custer-mp3]

did you have a black hole for How You'd Be When You Grew Up or are you cis

#only half a shitpost tbh #i was cutting my hair & thinking abt it #i switched my face jewelry earlier & it was wilding me out cuz i knew i wanted like. Two Very Specific Tattoos but then i became #a Tattoo Person & have gotten neither of those & also i want neither lmao (and this is why u shouldn't get tattooed as a teenager tbh) #but like. i never Wanted Piercings i just did it on impulse & when i was a kid/teenager all i knew i wanted was to be goth like that's all #i could conceptualize for myself. it's not that i could see myself Looking A Certain Way or anything it was just like. I Will Own Big Pants #& Big Boots. I Will Put Them On My Body. and all the rest of it was blank #now as a grown-up i can see my parents' faces in mine & i'd maybe look more like them if i'd kept enough facial reference points to tell #but i got rid of a lot of them & refused to partake in others & i've created something that is my own but also entirely unexpected #idk. self-made man out here. even going into adulthood i didn't know what i wanted to Be i just accidentally'd my way here tbh #anyway i'm wearing jncos to rob zombie/mudvayne/powerman/static x tmrw lmao #AND THE HAIRCUT IS C R I S P Y #HOT SINGLE DADS IN MY AREA PLZ INTERACT!!!!!!!!!!!

[okkottsus]

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#WHY are so many blank blogs following me today ????? idk if i should block them or they r just new to tumblr ??? #i cant even keep up fr its been like 40 of them #is this happening to anyone else lmao #ik its not a big deal but its kinda weird o.o #personal