#why did he give me $100???

[moonibinbon]

my roommate just came home and gave me $100??? I’m using it on his shoes

#I am so loved it’s the best thing in the world #100% convinced this bill is fake #but that changes nothing #this boy really came home from an ungodly long shift #which he was in socks in #because it snowed and his shoes aren’t waterproof #Told me he was tipped at work #and asked me if I wanted $100 #I thought it was completely fake #I thought it was one of those ‘looks real on one side but flip it over and calls you gullible or has bible quotes’ or something #I’m so confused #using it to buy him a pair of waterproof shoes though #I love my friends so much #I am the luckiest man in the world what is my life #life is hard but I’m in love #I love you #desperately trying to figure out what the hell to do #why did he give me $100??? #didn’t take no for an answer either #never took it back #i’m so confused #anyway yeah dead serious I’m buying him fancy shoes for this #mwah mwah mwah #love him

[skitskatdacat63]

Please god, can someone give me the strength to write ANOTHER 900 word essay in German, I DON'T WANNA I DONT WANNA PLEASE NO

#disliking this course more than i thought i would #oh yes german linguistics!!! okay!!! sure i love that!!! #and then my grade is dependent on literally only writing assignments #i actually want to die. this brings me soooooooo much fucking pain #i just really despise the whole idea of it #you put a bunch of people in one class with differing skill level #and then make them all write 900 word essays in a language theyre not 100% on yet #and the content is soooo much just him rambling in class IN GERMAN ! #and not all of it is on the slides so fuck if i remember #and even if i did remember its so much me trying to focus on catching what hes saying than actually absorbing it #and the topic even if i was writing in english would make me struggle #and you guys know!! im great at rambling!! BUT NOT AUF DEUTSCH #and then. when you finally finish slaving over this fucking disaster of a paper #you submit it. and his only comment is just: sehr gur gemacht. #yeah why the fuck would i feel the need to burn myself like this + #only to get feedback that feels like he only looked at the word count and nothing else #like not even going to correct my grammer or???? what am i learning other than writing the same kind of bs sentences over and over #i despise word count essays btw #youre not really writing for quality youre writing for quantity #bcs if the only real outline you get is that you hit the word count then why do i give any shit about the quality of it #like i submitted a paper for my other class and she gave like 100+ edits on it #not only comments but also grammer correction #and like????? why do i not get that from the class that is teaching me a foreign fucking language #yeah sure its not bad to correct the grammar of your first language but cmon my god please help me a bit or smth #but yeah its due on Wednesday and i just think im going to fucking die before then #choking on my stress tears or smth #as i said it would be fine if it felt like he was actually checking them in depth #but i hate assignments where im only doing it for the grade. like i actually want to uhhh learn yknow??????? #but yes i need someone to cheerlead me on or smth bcs itll take so much resolve to not just give up #and i wont give up bcs i want to keep my gpa but thats exactly thr issue isnt it? that i dont care about the content?

[ladsofsorrow24]

what makes vash's pacifist way of life very commendable in the narrative is how despite this belief, he still understands that not everyone who pull the trigger do so solely for harm, but also for self-defense

he understands that love and peace can't fix everything, that it is natural for people to harm others who have harmed them

i love that way of showing that kindness is not the same as naivety, but a choice that him and so many others actively have to choose in this very cruel system

#this is why i don't really like the interpretation that vash is naive for not wanting to kill #its not a weakness nor him naively believing that humanity is 100% kind #he has experienced life longer than many other people in NL #he had seen just how easy it is for people to resort to cruelty #but he also have witnessed the kindness that many people gives to others despite the tough times and circumstances #the world isn't completely black or white #we're just as capable to inflict violence as we are to choose to be kind to others #the choice is in our hands but it also depends on the circumstances #people who hurt others aren't always a bad or evil person #okay i kinda derail there a bit but trimax did that for me #trigun maximum #tmi tag

[syncrovoid-presents]

I will continue being gone for a few days, sadly my original al plan of releasing the newest chapter of The Consequence Of Imagination's Fear has also been delayed. My apologies

Can't go into detail because its hush hush not-legally-mentionable stuff but today is my fifth 12 hour no-break work day. I'm also packing to move too in a fortnight (which is a Big Yahoo!! Yippee!! I'll finally have access to a kitchen!! And no more mold others keep growing!!! So exciting!!!)

#syncrovoid.txt #delete later #OKAY SO! this makes it sound like i have a super important job but really we are understaffed and ive barely worked there a year now #graduated college a few years early 'cause i finished high school early (kinda? it's complicated) #now i am in a position where i am in the role of a whole Quality Assurance team (testing and write ups) #a Task Manager/Planner #Software Developer and maybe engineer? not sure the differences. lots of planning and programming and debugging ect ect #plus managing the coworker that messed up and doing his stuff because it just isnt good enough. which i WILL put in my end day notes #our team is like 4 people lol. we severely need more because rhe art department has like 10 people?? #crunch time is.. so rough.. #its weirdddddd thinking about this job since its like i did a speedrun into a high expectations job BUT in my defense i was hired before #i graduated. and like SURE my graduating class had literally 3 people so like there was a 86%-ish drop out rate?? #did a four year course in 2 BY ACCIDENT!! i picked it on a whim. but haha i was picked to give advice and a breakdown on the course so it #could be reworked into a 3 year course (with teachers that dont tell you to learn everything yourself) so that was neat #im rambling again but i have silly little guy privileges and a whole lot of thoughts haha #anywho i am SO hyped to move!! I'll finally get away from the creepy guy upstairs (i could rant for days about him but he is 0/10 the worst) #it will be so cool having access to a kitchen!! and literally anything more than 1 singular room #(it isnt as bad as it sounds i just have a weird life. many strange happenings and phenomenons) #<- fun fact about me! because why not? no one knows where i came from and i dont 100% know if my birthday is my birthday #i just kinda. exist. @:P #i mean technically i was found somewhere and donated to some folks (they called some different people and whoever got there first got me) #but still i think it is very silly! i have no ties to a past not my lived one! i exist as a singularity! #anywho dont think about it too hard like i guess technically ive been orphaned like twice but shhhhhhhh #wow. i am so sleep deprived. i am so so sorry to anyone who may read this #i promise im normal #@:|

[eluxcastar]

Three a.m. Riri thoughts I've suddenly decided I'm salty because five seconds ago it clicked that Kagami's idea of Urd and Rígr making up after a THOUSAND YEARS of animosity and fighting is just Rígr being like "wouldn't it be so cool if you trusted me 😇😇 dad was a wayyy bigger dick than me" and Urd was kinda just like "Yk what it would be cool" and then ig they just told everyone they kissed and made up in the span of one conversation which given its simplicity could've happened at any point??? Why a thousand years after it we know he knew where Rígr was??? I got mad WATCHING it go down in a different universe forget being on either of these fuckers' side and being told "That guy who was supposedly a traitor for the last millennium is fine now because he actually didn't mean it lmao"

It wasn't even that I knew and didn't realise how shallow it is but that I DIDN'T EVEN REALISE THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THEM MAKING UP. This whole time I've been waiting and only just now as I sit in my kitchen spinning on a chair did I realise that THAT was what I had been waiting for. Really??

I could genuinely see so much I liked in this because there was hints this was important to those characters. Rígr had elements of a person who burdens himself with responsibility and hurts the people he cares about in order to protect them while Urd was just a lonely guy who wanted someone who could understand him and would make having to live literally forever when he's not mentally built to do that a lot easier and I was like "maybe Kagami does have one subplot for me to look forward to" and then I remember he doesn't because he ends his subplots by suspending them or just snuffing them out in order for nonsense to take place instead

I can think of so many ways that he could've dragged the plot out if he really wanted to that would be far more fulfilling and contribute to the story more than whatever the hell he is dragging it out with 😞😞

#☆ — riri says. #rant over I got mad mid typing #free my man he didn't do anything #I need someone to tell me I'm being trigger happy even if they're lying #it's 100% the way I read into characters to gauge any amount of personality atp #but like why did he give us a whole chapter of stuff about them for THIS to happen #even if I'm pleasantly wrong it would still make me mad #I wish I am wrong tbh #urd #urd geales #rigr #rigr stafford #owari no seraph manga #owari no seraph #seraph of the end #ons #sote

[cal-culate]

How long do you think Anthony was sitting on the fact that Hermie is (the granchild???The son of???) blood-related to Scam Actually and Jodie. Or the fact that Jodie and Scam Actually are a Thing™️. Was it Jimmys idea? The amount of questions i have about this is immeasurable.

#dndads #Anthony acted like it was 100% hermies their lovechild so #why did they give him up for adoption? was he kidnapped?? ANSWER ME BURCH #hermie the unworthy #scam actually #jodie foster #dungeons and daddies #wait..

[raininyourblackeyes]

Never did worse on an exam. Brb going to drown myself.

#the problem is.. i fucking new all questions for the groups before mine #like they got such easy questions just a tiny bit changed from what we did in clads #class #and then enter my group and i was so confident #and then the first question literally gave us nothing to work with but apparently because i have parents over 60 #that medicine is something we 1000% have at home and so i should naturally know that #uhm my dad (61) refuses to take an aspirin when he has fever? #and then all other questions she didn't give us how much of each medicine we should prepare when SHE TOLD US SHE'LL TELL US THAT BECAUSE #IT'S POINTLESS TO LEARN THOSE NUMBERS WHEN THEY AREN'T DEFINITE LIKE SOMETIMES YOU'LL MAKE 20 GRAMS AND SOMETIMES 100 OF THE SAME PRODUCT #and then today a whole other story about how that is essential for us to know #my problem is that actually people from my group will mostly pass because they are famous for cheating #and the prof didn't care... #also that's why they hate me in my lab group because i am a stuck up nerd who actually studies for the exams

[pointsfortrying]

Incredibly pissed off wondering if i should sleep or video game

#rye rants #vent #if my body doesnt decide for me <- running on fumes fr #slept a grand total of. an involuntary 2 hour nap in the past 3 days #talking to the communications professor ab palestinian lives was a level of frustrating i thought only possible when talking to my dad #no but why does he argue so much like my dad (smnth smnth. superiority complex in middle age men in positions of power over you) #like my brother in christ you come to a student giving out 100 god damn zines that they researched made printed cut and folded #in support of palestine holding a god damn visualizer of murdered palestinians #and you think??? I'd listen??? to you?? about israel???? #like girl! huff and walk away like the god damn clown you are #I've made it Perfectly clear multiple times that i give respect to those who haven't lost it and god damn #you lost it the second you opened your mouth with 'well but' #like #I've made it perfectly clear im ready to drop out of this fucking shitty university for its support of 'israel' #you think i wouldn't talk shit to your face? #even if i did want to stay I'd still talk shit #i am very clear about what i think and feel #if you couldn't tell i wasn't budging from my stance than that's fully on you #just. god. #even beyond that #seeing ppl walk out of that room was so. incredibly disheartening #im going to. try and see what i can do to continue raising awareness regarding palestine #already been putting up posters without permission but just. argh #i Know so many ppl here are in support of Palestine but its also just feels so #frustrating like #<- they live in a bubble/echo chamber with friends who share their thoughts regarding matters and can never #fully prepare themselves for when they walk out of said bubble #i feel physically sick staying in the school building for too long professor allowed me to take the last of this semester's classes #which im glad for but just. god god. this fucking world we live in fr #from the river to the sea palestine will be free

[maddy-ferguson]

im tired of ppl using headcanon stuff as proofs on the show. ''mike never stopped calling will.'' yeah no, that is not canon at all, lmao. you guys just took dustin's words and used it as some sort of a canon thing to prove that mike called. c'mon guys... canonically it doesnt make much sense anyways bc it doesnt fit. because mike learned abt joyce's job at the beginning of the season after el sent her letter. unless the duffers just made a mistake and screwed the time, it doesn't make any sense for mike to have called will constantly or 'complaining' due to joyce's job when he just learned abt joyce's job at the beginning of the season after reading el's letters. for all we know mike didnt send any letters to will, and they just only talked for a couple of times. like. that's the canon. we cannot just take something and treat it as canon and come up with criticism based on that. same as the 'lettergate' situation, for all we know mike just didnt bother writing and he didnt have a present. also u cannot really blame will either. for all he knew, the situation was just a repeat of S3. and we know what happened in S3. just a casual 'what if u wanna join another party' doesn't fix the issue at hand, and it literally didnt either. so.

okay, yes, this is what i was saying in the tags of this and what this post i reblogged earlier is about!!! you can't just say "mike 100% called and we don't even know if will called so will is equally to blame for the fact that they didn't keep in touch/for their rink o mania fight". i mean you can but i'll disagree every time because there's this little thing that happened between them that never got resolved that totally explains why will would be hesitant to reach out...who out of the two of them was rebuffed the last time he tried to show that this friendship was important to him? who was crying in the rain and calling himself stupid over it? as a very wise woman once said, i would've wanted mike to make a little bit of an effort too after that tf

and the thing is, if it turns out mike didn't call/doesn't have any unsent letters i'm not gonna be mad at him? they both have reasons for not reaching out. people being more forgiving of will probably has to do with the fact that his reasons are you know. not speculation

as for the technicalities surrounding the theory, the job part of it just doesn't add up to me like i...have spent a very long time thinking about it, it's april and i still don't get it. and as people have pointed out el can't use the phone and there's a walkie talkie in her room and all that but yk. idk. and i like lettergate and i like mikeactuallycalledgate but at the end of the day they're just theories you know

#either way i don't get the job thing because dustin says mike won't stop whining about it like he's been whining for some time which #means that el's letter is old (which i guess it could be) or that like...mike already knew about joyce's job before reading the letter? #like if he just learned about the job in ep 1 why won't he stop whining about it. is it a hyperbole. idk i don't get it. #my second paragraph isn't me doubting byler or like denying the fact that mike is OBVIOUSLY going through something too like i said they #both have reasons to not reach out. it's just that you can't exactly blame people for being biased when one's reasons are...out there #and the other's are: not. i know we're on byler tumblr and a lot of things are known to everyone but like do you see what i'm getting at? #one thing i'll give you is that trying to force your friends to play with you when they obviously couldn't give less of a fuck is...not #a very good strategy and also it was hurtful too when my friends didn't care about my crush of the week in middle school. i personally #never told them to grow up and accidentally called them gay over it though lol! #and i've also been will with the getting your friends to do something they don't care about i've told this story before when i was 12 my #friends literally WROTE ME A LETTER (they wouldn't even say it to my face!!!! they gave it to me and i was like what is this and they were #like uhjustwaitforustoleavewellseeyouonmondaybye and left before i could read) telling me to stop talking about one direction. and i didn't #even talk about them that much because i knew they only liked them a little while i was a Directioner. i never talked about them again #after that lolll #see how i did something for the will is always 100% in the right allegations #ask

[murdcck]

me watching she-hulk just for matt.  i’m sorry. i can’t take the cgi seriously.

BUT ALSO??? DID THEY LITERALLY HAVE MATT SNIFF THE AIR AND PUT IN A PRONOUNCED SNIFFING SOUND? LIKE DUDE RIDICULOUS.. YES, I am biased. I’m sorry. Netflix showed Matt’s abilities way more subtly than this SNIFF!! sdjkfsd.

#out of character |「 NEMO HAS THINGS TO SAY 」 #( #YES #GIVE MATT HUMOR #LET HIM MAKE SILLY JOKES #but come on nskdfjhsdkjf #this is why i've been hesitant to watch any shows on marvel #it's like a comedy act #ALSO SPOILERS even though this isn't like 100% a spoiler #how does matt play off giving jen a drink at a bar #he's supposed to be blind #how did she know she was there to give her a drink if he's blind #sdkjfhskdj #i mean yes MATT LOVES sleeping around he's gonna flirt #but he would've played it off more like he stumbled into her #and did his charming innocent blind man 'look at me aren't i cute' move #)

[perenlop]

always feel kinda weird when i make a canon character “worse” than they are in canon in my own hcs but also like hyness was a literal cult leader who exploited the sisters and hit zan onscreen and literally used her and her sisters bodies as tools in his boss fight so like. canonically he is a horrible person who’s actions just get sweeped w a vague “oh he might have been corrupted actually theyre cool now” ending. so i guess its not that strange to just lean into him being abusive in my hcs

#like i get it star allies is the friendship game where everyone and everything becomes a friend in the end #but like... he literally gives me lusamine vibes lol #im not saying hes gotta be this one dimensional evil guy bc like he very well could have meant well and did genuinely #save the sisters lives and in my hc he does take in baby mag out of goodwill initially #if partially out of spite towards the ancients but he still initially wanted to make sure he had a parental figure #and part of why hes got so many followers is bc hes very convincing and frighteningly. genuine? to some degree? #idk tho this is all very loose hcs in a game that didnt really focus too hard on the specifics of their backstory #i think its just that hes convinced himself hes right no matter what and what hes doing is 100% ethical #like he thinks hes helping zan by keeping her from her sisters and hes helping mag by attempting to turn him against his ancestors #just in a constant state of denial that eventually drives him to hurt people and makes him lose everything #and ik none of the characters are extremely complex and well developed bc a lot is up for interpretation at the end of the day #but man. idk the dlc ending bugs me to this day i wish so bad it wasnt just shrugged off w ''oh he was possessed actually idk'' #echoed voice

[katnissgirlsmakedo]

my gender studies professor is so nice i feel bad i never once payed attention in his class…. i turned in this paper a week late and he gave me 100% on it and then commented that it was excellent, thoughtful, and insightful… i love this guy fr i’m gonna die next semester when i have to take a history class for my gender studies minor instead of a sociology class…..

#i don’t even remember one thing i said in that paper oh my god why did he give me 100 #beth.txt

[brittlebutch]

actually, it's Fascinating to think about how Jay being the main editor of the series minimizes his crimes/negative qualities.. I was going to ask 'Do you think he does it on purpose?' but honestly, I think it never even occurs to Jay that his actions might have consequences because he's SO convinced he's nothing more than an Outside Observer - even if he knows it's weird/bad why would it Matter to him? Or to anyone else? Don't they know he needs answers???

#N posts stuff #mh lb #i got batshit paranoid on my way to work and then when i calmed down i was like 'hang on a second' #and remembered that Jay mentioned he'd spent MONTHS stalking&filming Alex during that time between seasons 1&2 in a title card #he does the same thing during the gap between 2&3 with Tim; cuts Weeks of stalking down to like 45 seconds of footage #really has me wondering how often [bad] things happened bc Jay was skulking around making things worse w/o realizing #like. The Tunnel Incident - Alex (at least at first) 100% thought that stranger was Jay - 'i told you not to follow me' he yells #and knowing that Alex has lingering psychosis AND the Operator stalking him AND NOW a human stalker following him every day for MONTHS #following him and filming everything he does AND who has a key to his house like no WONDER he was so on edge #(not that it excuses the uh. murder but you Know what i mean) #not 2 mention the multiple Extreme violations of Tim's privacy - posting his college phone call to his doctor And his medical records #(Jay didn't censor those btw - Brian did; if he Hadn't i 100% believe Jay would have refused to - he was pissed they came to him like that) #how much Worse would that confrontation have been if Tim hadn't interrupted Jay by googling MH when he did?? #it's no Wonder Tim refused to let Jay see the tape of Jess - if he knew about it he 100% would have started stalking her without giving #a Single thought to the repercussions bc why would he? He Needs To Know - why would he even think to hesitate?

[hecksupremechips]

The way I WANTED HIM

#the klock keeps ticking #gravity falls #i am 100% serious grunkle stan is why im gay #id be clenching my fists for years like i am straight I AM STRAIGHT #but then back in my mind it was like OKAY THEN EXPLAIN YOUR FEELINGS DURING THE ZOMBIE GRAVITY FALLS EPISODE WHEN STAN FOUGHT THEM OFF #HE WAS SWEATY OUT OF BREATH COVERED IN SCRAPES AND ZOMBIE BLOOD #and there was that part where the zombie ate his bat and he did not FLINCH he instantly brought out the brass knuckles #like that whole bit was for the gays like would i even be the homo who stands before you if zombie stan didnt halo #*happen #i then remember once i was like yeah okay men hot stan hot i brought it up to straight girl friends and they were like #what is wrong with you he is an old man??? he is hairy and chubby and a grandpa???? #like okay you CLEARLY dont get it 🙄💅 #this gives me art ideas now that im at it