#which is fairly irregular bc ive been doing a lot better at getting sleep

[clanoffelidae]

You would think based on my avatar that I smoke but the hardest drug I’ve ever done is the amphetamines prescribed to me by my doctor lol

#i dont even regularly drink caffeine #mostly because the only form of it that i would be able to tolerate would be as a pill #there is not a single caffeinated beverage that i do not dislike #used to like soda as a kid but even thats off the menu nowadays #(fizz hurty and saccharine sweetness is too much now) #ive gotten a few sodas every now and then when i REALLY needed caffeine #but honestly im prob just gonna buy some pills for the rare occasion i need it #which is fairly irregular bc ive been doing a lot better at getting sleep #and since ive always hated caffeinated beverages (entirely naturally not as a discrimination) #(against caffeinated beverages specifically) #ive never built up a tolerance for it #so i just kind of. wake up on my own 🤷 #oh i may be tired as shit #but 🤷 #no i dont need coffee to function i hate coffee #fun fact ive never understood how people say ‘oh the smell is great but you have to get accustomed to the taste’ #like i DESPISED the smell as a kid #im more tolerant of it now but i will still quickly walk through the coffee aisle at the store #to get past the coffee and to whatever i need as quickly as possible #but when i was a kid i used to hold my breath and run to the other end of the aisle to wait for my dad #i have NEVER liked the smell #so god above i assure you - there is not the slightest desire in my heart #to TASTE it