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Beta/Britpicker List

Hello writers! We’re glad to see that so many of you (hopefully all of you) are happy with the prompts you received. In case you need any help with your fic, all of the wonderful people below have volunteered to help in any way they can! If you’re in need of someone to give your fic an extra read-through, or give you some extra encouragement, check out the list below and feel free to contact any of the people here when you’re ready.

We’ll update this list as needed, but read all of the descriptions to see how well you’ll work together, and don’t forget to check the parentheses for their AO3 names. We wouldn’t want you to accidentally ask someone to beta the fic they’ll be receiving!

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1. backtohaz (backtohaz) - Hi! I'm Sarah, and I spend 99% of my free time reading about two special boys falling in love! I don't have any triggers, and will read anything you throw at me! I would love to help you out!

2. mehconomancy (shesnotafraidofshadows) - I won't read major character death, self-harm, suicide, or rape, but everything else i'm completely fine with!! :)

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4. jada-the-beta (openolivia) - Everything is a go EXCEPT sexual activity for characters under the age of 16 or incest. I love to read anyway, so can usually beta pretty quickly (usually within 24 hours). I use Google docs. I'm easy ;)

5. courtesyofmj (aesthetixniall) - I'm willing to help you with about anything. Whether it is brainstorming, editing, moral support, emotional advice, anything. We will become a team. I'm willing to contact you in any type of social media that is most comfortable with you. I am skilled with most document platforms, but I have a better understanding for Microsoft Word and Google Docs. I've been reading fics for five years now so I have a wide understanding in what I like to work with and feel comfortable. This is anything except contents that include: underage, abuse, emotional abuse, cheating (in some cases), alpha/omega/etc. I am 100% onboard with fics that include smut, but I love my fluff too. I prefer AUs to cannon, but can work with both. I love my drama and complex plot, but simple plots are also welcome. I also can help a little bit with britpicking since all I read are fics involving british ships, but I am in no way related to anything England. I am willing to learn with you through this process though. I am a college student so I have responsibilities that come first to being your beta, but we can work a schedule that works for us both. I can't wait to start this journey with you.

6. funkyqueers (funkyqueers) - No self harm, present abuse or eating disorders. No blood play or ddgl. Apart from that, I'm willing and excited to read everything. I've been reading fanfiction for almost my entire life and I've seen the good, the bad and the ugly. I'm here to help you avoid the latter two.

7. duchesskitty16 (duchesskitty16) - No a/b/o; no heavy bdsm; no daddykink

8. slaychords (alittlelove) - I am willing to read almost anything and you can count on me to be brutally honest and truthful about your writing and where I think you can improve! I'm pretty good at syntax (sentence structure), grammar, vocab, and generally just giving a reader's opinion and a second brain to make sure your fic is as great as it can be! I'm sure you will do amazing! However, not too comfortable with reading ABO, mpreg or daddy kink. Happy with pretty much everything else though :)

9. dimpled-halo (dimpled_halo) - I'm pretty good with grammar and catching typos, and I'm also willing to point out plot holes and be a sounding board to bounce ideas off of.

10. boyfriend-shirt (loammy_jean) - I'll read pretty much anything except non-con and extreme or unhealthy BDSM. I gravitate toward friends-to-lovers, slow-burn, and high school fics, but I don't confine myself to those types of fics at all, and I have a real passion for unique/weird ideas and topics. I also have a really good eye for spelling and grammar errors and making sure a sentence flows properly.

11. maybe-jamesbond (kbw01) - I'm a very caring person, so I will check in on you and make sure you're doing well. I have 7 younger siblings, so I'm pretty good at gently pushing you in the right direction, but I can also push you harder or be firmer when needed. I'm a good person to bounce ideas off of it you're stuck, or even just to get a second opinion. Punctuation and grammar are my "super strong suits". I will read anything, I'm not picky. I look forward to reading all the amazing fics that will come out of this. Good luck :)

12. dulosis (el_em_en_oh_pee) - My beta work in the past has centered around both SPaG (spelling, punctuation, and grammar -- so the mechanics of writing) and characterization/plot feedback, as well as cheerleading. Given the demands of my real-life job, (1) I cannot beta last-minute, particularly given that fic due dates are around the same time as university finals -- we will need to work out a schedule that works for both of us. I prefer to have between 4-7 days to give documents a close read and so that I can provide iterative feedback should you desire multiple pass-throughs (I'm also happy to check in multiple times during your writing process instead of just at the end, though!); and (2) I tend to provide detailed feedback framed more as constructive criticism than anything else. I can respond to specific questions you have about your work (e.g., "does this make sense for these characters?") or provide more general feedback than that. I will NOT read anything that includes forced closeting, anything that vilifies women associated with 1D, or daddy kink or addiction plotlines, but am open to just about anything else. I cannot provide britpick aid, but I do have knowledge of the operation of educational institutions *IN THE UNITED STATES* ranging from daycare through universities, as well as creating realistic/age-appropriate child characters, if you need feedback on either of those things! I'm happy to work via google docs or emailed word documents, whichever you prefer!

13. haz-and-louis (larryismyloveandlife) - First of all, I feel like it's necessary to say that I'm not a native English speaker. However, I have a very good knowledge of the language, especially grammar. Also, I love to write and I'm willing to help with anything from ideas to proof-reading to cheerleading you at 4AM! I adore Christmas so every fic will be a joy to read!😍😂 I generally don't like reading very detailed scenes of violence and abuse, and also I'm not a big fan of a/b/o, m!preg and hybrid fics! Watersports is also a kink I don't really like, but smut is absolutely fine! Also, if your fic includes any of those it wouldn't be a huge problem and I'm positive I could work with it just as well. Feel free to contact me at any time about anything you need and I'll be more than happy to help! :)

14. nightwideopen (nightwideopen) - I’m willing to read pretty much anything except underage, student/teacher, and non-con. I prefer to read fics supernatural elements & lots of angst. I’ve got a really good eye for correcting grammar/spelling/punctuation. I’m also good with noticing plot holes and/or inconsistencies. You can bounce ideas off me if you’d like, and I’m always available to help/read!

Britpickers:

1. britpickerhl (twiki77) - Can help with anything/everything British, lived in UK all 40 years of my life. Have local knowledge of Wolverhampton, if Liam is a big part of your fic. I won't read noncon/rape but will read absolutely almost anything else. Happy friendly BP who can work with several writers at once. Just come say hi.

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1. screwstyles (screwstyles) - Would like to avoid reading about blind characters, hurt/comfort and major character death as much as possible.

2. angelfaceharry (angelfaceharry) - I'm pretty open to reading anything, but the only thing I'm not really willing to read is Mpreg. As a beta I'll help you with anything you want me to as well as the usual beta duties. I really like being a beta for fics as I really enjoy it and like to help as much as I can. I am from the North West of England so I'm more than happy to britpick as I have lived in the UK my whole life. Therefore, I am fully qualified to ensure your fic (if its set in the UK) sounds realistic.

3. czernxy (lapoesieestdanslarue) - I’ll read pretty much anything bar PWP or heavy BDSM

4. lilacstyles (lilacstylesss) - I am willing to read anything except alpha/omega fics. I can help with grammar, spelling and punctuation. If the author is Spanish speaking but is writing in English I can help with translation as well. I can also provide the writer with ideas and be encouraging all the way! I lived in London for a year, and most of my friends are British so I can help if you need someone who knows about the UK.

5. ponymom-stuff (ponymom) - The only thing I am not good with is hard drug use and character deaths. Anything else, I am fine with.

6. nouisarelovers (lourrielove) - I'll read anything really. I'm british and part irish. I can help with spelling and grammar and choosing british words instead of americanisms.

7. chloehl10 (lovelarry10) - Anything, I am not bothered! :) Open to everything.

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1ove-jin · 7 years

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The Cat Before Platform 6

Parings: Jin x Jungkook (Jinkook) & One-sided/friendship Jin x Jimin (Jinmin)

Summary: Jungkook was willing to give anything to bring Seokjin back. The cat before platform 6 blinks at him with all the temptation of the world in it's blue eye and all the false mercy of a god in it's yellow eye. Seokjin, on the other hand, comes back to a scene he much rather would have avoided; and Jimin? Jimin just wanted to get rid of the guilt at having killed too many on accident. In the end though, the catch is that nobody remembers anything. Not Jungkook who gave his all, nor Seokjin who came back from the dead, nor that good for nothing cat who dealt out propositions like it was the devil. In the end, it was only Jimin. The great and lonely god who had finally found a home, but couldn’t keep it.

Disclaimer: The mix of ideas may be mine but I got inspired from animes, mainly Madoka, and Noragami.

Trigger warning; Violence, mentions suicide, death

Chapter 1/2: Read it on, Ao3

IT’S 4:46 AM... I’LL EDIT THIS AND ADD MORE SUBSTANCE/DETAIL TOMORROW! italics - flashback)

If anything was a bad omen that morning, it was the rain. However, Jungkook hadn’t really thought of it as a bad omen then because Seokjin loved the rain, and if Seokjin loved it that meant Jungkook did as well. That morning they had woken up and stretched with smiles curling the tips of their lips. It was a good morning. A typically sticky, almost-spring morning with raining tapping jovially on their windowsills. As a bonus, they were both off from Uni for the spring/easter break. That meant they were Busan bound in roughly around 3 hours, right after Seokjin’s promised “breakFEAST” that would eminence at approximately 12:30 am. Technically, Jungkook wants to correct his boyfriend and tell him that would be considered - literally- a midnight snack, but Seokjin was too excited about the adventurous prospect of having scrambled eggs and hash browns (in other words: the breakfast foods) at ungodly hours of the night so Jungkook keeps quite and agrees to deliciously partake in the eating of a breakfeast.

“I’m super excited!” Seokjin whispered, flapping his invisible bird wings and wiggling his crooked fingers. Jungkook groaned and hit his forehead against Seokjin’s broad, warm, perfect chest.

“Just five more minutes, hyung. Then tell me about how excited you are.”

Of course, Jungkook feels like a little shit because Seokjin actually agrees, his voice holding a tinge of disappointment and rejection. It’s exactly 2 minutes and 39 seconds before Jungkook can’t stand the sound of his conscious chipping away, so he sits up, rubs his eyes, scratches the back of his neck, and proceeds to look squarely at his boyfriend, wide awake. “Okay. What’s the course of action for today?”

Seokjin promptly jumps up and gives Jungkook a loud, smacking, lovely morning peck. “You could have slept for a little longer you know.”

Jungkook smiles, “I know hyung, but I didn’t want to. Are you going to make breakfast while I pack now?”

Seokjin nodded before crinkling his features into a handsome scrunch. “I told you to pack the night before, did you not listen?”

Jungkook sheepishly shakes his head, wondering if he could get over this one relatively easily with a few winks and a cute little smile. Upon trying he realizes Seokjin is in a good mood. Ecstatic about their trip to Busan in the early breaking lights of dawn, Seokjin had simply quickly decided that Jungkook aegyo sufficed.

“Let’s wear the matching couple coats your mother got us,” Seokjin grins. He pulls out the green coat and hands Jungkook his burgundy one. Jungkook rolls his eyes, “Stuck up. This is why my mom likes you so much.” It wasn’t exactly Jungkook’s style. He preferred bomber jackets, in casual black if possible. Seokjin was usually the one who flaunted flamboyant pink coats and cute sweaters. Jungkook liked to go plain, faded jeans and white Tees were his thing; maybe with a beanie or something if he was really trying to impress. When looking at their wardrobe and closet, it was immediately possible to discern which side belonged to who, and it seemed that his own mother approved of Seokjin’s fashion sense much more than his own.

Seokjin puts on his green coat over the red and black striped shirt he picked out and beams proudly at Jungkook. Somehow his boyfriend makes it all work out and looks like a supermodel ripped right out of the magazine. Jungkook hadn’t known those three colors could even coexsist on a singular outfit until Seokjin wore it, and killed it. “I swear, I don’t wear couple things with you because you look infinitely better in them than I do,” Jungkook complains. He pulled on the dark red, wine colored coat and frowns. It seemed to clash with his brown hair, but Seokjin squeals and calls him every adjective in the book, starting from cute and ending with handsome. “Trust me. For me, you look the best,” Seokjin reassures. Jungkook looks one more time at the mirror and slowly does a once over; maybe the coat wasn’t so bad on him after all.

It’s that awkward time where Jungkook can’t say it’s 3am but he can’t exactly say it’s 4am either. Their train was scheduled for 3:45, which in itself was weird, but the rain had scared off possible co-passengers and the platform was empty. Since they were taking a train and they were planning to say for a week or two down at Jungkook’s place Seokjin decided they shouldn’t take the car and park it somewhere public for a extended time. That left one option. To walk.

“We can take the normal way,” Jungkook reasons while looking at his watch, “Or. We can take the shortcut through the actual track road and get there on time to actually catch the train.”

Seokjin, the sensible and proper one in their relationship, usually wouldn’t agree with Jungkook’s crazy detour. Jungkook gives him the look that reminds Seokjin that if he hadn’t insisted on packing fifty million snacks for the road they could have already walked to the proper platform and back.

“Alright,” Seokjin gives in, not too happy with his folded integrity, “let’s take the shortcut.”

Luckily for Seokjin though, even the rocks couldn’t trip him up despite their slippery wet unevenness. Jungkook practically had a death grip on him that helped his two left feet stay on the ground and propel him forward in a decent walk. “Uneven wet ground is a bad idea,” Seokjin notes to himself and Jungkook snorts. “It’s okay, I got you right?”

Seokjin turns to face his dear athletic and way-too-strong-to-handle boyfriend to give a sarcastic smile when something white catches his eye. Seokjin wonders if a patch of snow hadn’t melted yet on the tracks, but that couldn’t be possible. The weather the past week had been warm, even borderline hot, and the sweet rain currently permeating his cloths was proof of spring. All traces of winter should have been annihilated long ago by the fresh new season. In the distance he hears their line and Jungkook vaguely says something about running to catch that train when Seokjin finally deduced what exactly the curled white blog is.

“Jungkook!” Seokjin yanks his arm back and starts running for the creature.

“SEOKJIN!” Jungkook hollars in sheer horror, wondering what had gotten into his rational boyfriend. It was craziness. Seokjin was running towards the train and not away, to platform 6 where they were supposed to climb up and board.

“The cat, Jungkook!” Seokjin yells and Jungkook finally zeros in on the stark white dot in the middle of the track. Seokjin’s kind instincts would of course focus on saving the poor animal, and Jungkook’s instincts would of course focus on saving Seokjin. Using his well toned legs he starts for the creature. Jungkook curses under his breath and prays that he will make it to the target before his boyfriend does. Bounding through the middle lane, hair whipping wildly in the wind and teeth clenched in determination, Jungkook easily surpasses Seokjin and stretches for the creature that strangely, calmly looks at him, as if he were beckoning Jungkook forward and simply waiting to be rescued. Jungkook feels like if he simply opens his mouth and speaks to the cat, it will miraculously understand and evade the oncoming danger on it’s own. He scoops the cat up into his arms and practically feels the kinetic motion of the train incoming on his left side.

“Shit!!” Jungkook curses, his shoe jammed between the wooden track and some rocks, refuses to budge. He could bend down and rip the sneaker off, but that would take too much time. Jungkook doesn’t know when Seokjin had caught up with him, but his boyfriend is right behind him, yelling his name. He says something, maybe it was “move” or maybe it was “watch out” Jungkook couldn’t hear with the sound of the train furiously charging towards him and the rushing of his blood that swirled towards his head as if anticipating death and wanting to cushion his mind. There’s impact, but it’s soft. Way softer than what he imagined.

Jungkook watches the rocks come up towards his face and feels Seokjin get hit before he can hear the strangled scream. The train apathetically rolls by, its malicious purpose fulfilled. Jungkook drops the cat and hollers in furious agony. Something was wrong. Terribly out of order. Failed. He was supposed to get hit. It was supposed to be a tremendous smash of the train against his ribcage and not some soft shove on his back and a face full of pebbles. He wishes the blood curtling scream had come from his own throat; it would hurt less if that were the case. Jungkook feels like his heart fell and became smothered in the grave of stones. The train antagonizes him and laughs it’s loud rumbling laugh, “chicka chick chika chick,” as it moves by slowly and carefree. Jungkook starts running, toward the last car when he sees it and sleepy faces are pressed against the window, not even taking notice of his frantic colorful curses.

“SEOKJIN!” the sight of Seokjin’s green jacket on the floor in a heap hurls a deep panic into Jungkook’s throat and he chokes back a sob as his knees smash the ground by Seokjin’s body.

“Seokjin?”

…

“Hyung?”

Yes. Seokjin had always liked that name the best, maybe he will respond now?

“HYUNG? HYUNG! HYUNG!”

Silence.

It was heavy and too complete and entirely too cruel. “Wake up! Umma said she made a cake just for you. She put strawberries on it, the ones she grew herself! Come on. Hyung don’t do this. Open your eyes we have to go to Busan. Come on!” Jungkook begs and pleads and forces the tears down. He would not cry. He could not cry. He shouldn’t cry! Why should he? There was absolutely no reason to. Everything was fine, Seokjin was just a little shocked, that was all. He was resting his very startled brain and soon those beautiful brown orbs that crinkled when he smiled and shone when he told an old “ajae” gag and winked at Jungkook when he was attempting to flirt were going to open up. Seokjin was going to say he was sore from landing wrong and ask Jungkook why he didn’t wake him sooner and they were going to be a little late, but they were going to go to Busan and Jungkook was finally, finally, going to ask his parents if he could get permission to propose to and marry Seokjin.

Jungkook was never religious, but he prays. To a god whom he wasn’t acquainted with, to the cosmos, the stars, hell even to the sun. He prays for them to help wake Seokjin up faster. Anything if they or it or she or he could help Seokjin.

“Come on hyung. You don’t like sleeping this much, come on.” Jungkook’s arms wrap around Seokjin’s shoulders and his legs come under to help Seokjin’s torso lay down comfortably without getting shards of hard earth stuck on his back. “Hyung? Kim Seokjin, open your eyes.” The body was already cold against Jungkook’s fingertips and rain was mixing with Seokjin’s blood, but Jungkook doesn’t move. He’s appalled. His anger is misplaced, but he wants to kill that goddamn cat, and the conductor, and the uncaring, unmoved people on the train who passed by without even an exclamation. The indifference of the train baffles and shocks Jungkook until he wants to destroy it. He feels like he can pick up the metal monster and rip it to pieces, shred by shred. Everything, the stupid white cat and the good for nothing people and even that inanimate train was too alive. Breathing, blinking, moving. Everything was too alive while Kim Seokjin was too dead and that made Jungkook livid with injustice. Because if anything on the planet deserved to be breathing and blinking and moving and living: it was Seokjin.

“I’ll kill them all,” Jungkook finally sobs, after half an hour of just sitting with Seokjin’s body. He wanted to desecrate the world and watch it burn because how dare it continue to move and function while the angel in his arms was gone. The audacity of the place to keep functioning normally as if nothing happened infuriates Jungkook. “I’ll… I’ll really… seriously,” Jungkook has trouble breathing through his shrill sobs and the rain, as if sympathizing and mourning with him, pounds down on him harder.

“Instead of killing everything, why not save everything?” The voice purrs, quite literally, besides Jungkook. Growling harshly Jungkook whips his head around looking for the invader who dared to interrupt his moment with Seokjin.

“Show yourself!” Jungkook howls, clutching Seokjin tighter and afraid that the stranger would take him away for good.

“I already have, are you ignoring me because I’m a cat?”

Jungkook glares at the cat and it takes a moment for his brain to fully register the fact that yes, indeed, the cat’s lips moved in an abnormal pattern that was never observed in cats before, at least not by humankind. Dumbfounded, he wonders if he’s really lost it after Seokjin’s death, and he doesn’t doubt that he’s actually gone insane. Losing Seokjin could do that to him.

“No. You’re not crazy, I’m just special.”

The fact that this cat was special and hyper intelligent fuels Jungkook’s hatred for it. The cat could have moved. It could have understood his yelling. “You fucking--”

“Woah woah! Didn’t you pray for a chance? I’m giving you one. He didn’t deserve this fate…”

Jungkook agrees and defensively growls at the cat that of course Seokjin didn’t deserve it. Seokjin was the kindest, most benevolent person Jungkook knew. If anything, everybody should have been more like him. The world would have been a better.

“What would you do then, to give him another chance?” The cat asks boldly, like it was entitled to a payment for the damages it caused. Jungkook wants to point out the disgusting haughtiness and the unjust entitlement complex but stops himself. If the cat could talk, it must have been able to do something. It didn’t matter if it was dark magic or the devil in disguise, when Jungkook had prayed to “anything” for help, he hadn’t excluded even Satan himself as an option. Because if it was for Seokjin. If it was for Kim Seokjin, “I can do anything. Anything.” The answer came without hesitation, without a thought, without pause.

“Anything? Then how about…”

The first day they meet it’s because of Jungkook’s annoying best friend Kim Taehyung who also happened to be Seokjin’s cousin and who ALSO happened to drag Jungkook along because he needed a quote “muscle pig” to help his cousin move into an apartment in Seoul. Seokjin was moving up from Gwacheon that day and in Taehyung’s eyes Jungkook was perfect free labor.

Jungkook had heard about Seokjin and how amazingly kind, beautiful, and funny he was, but considering the source was a drunk Taehyung who cried over missing his cousin’s cooking and “mother like hugs” while trying to call everyone and brag about Seokjin at 12 am, Jungkook didn’t know if the information was accurate. For all Jungkook knew, this Seokjin person could be mean, ugly, and a total bore. Taehyung had a habit of adding too much fat to his stories. He called it improvision, Jungkook called it either a lie or a scam.

Jungkook takes the first few boxes from the man in the moving truck and heads towards the elevators when a man to his side wordlessly takes off the top box. Jungkook was actually grateful because although he didn’t exactly want to admit it, the moving man had overestimated his physique. “Thank you,” Jungkook turns and stops short at the tall man who’s beaming at him with all his black haired, two earrings, broad shouldered glory.

“No problem, this is all my stuff anyway,” Seokjin grins and watches the floors on the elevator changing. “You must be Jeon Jungkook, right?”

“Right!” Jungkook blurted out, a little too loudly and a little too fast. Flushing slightly, Jungkook lowers his voice and nods again, “right. You must be Kim Seokjin?”

Seokjin winks, the first ever wink Jungkook got from him and the one that was forever stuck somewhere in his heart and tucked neatly away in the ‘most beautiful things i’ve witnessed in my life’ box. “That’s me! Nice to meet you Jungkook!”

Jungkook wishes badly that he could stick out his arm and offer a handshake, but all he can give is a nod. “Nice to finally meet you too. I heard a lot about you.”

“Oh?” Seokjin’s eyes sparkle with a childlike and playful curiosity. “What did Taehyung say about me? I hope it’s nothing weird.”

Jungkook shakes his head feverently, “oh no no! He said you were kind, beautiful, and funny actually!”

Seokjin laughs at his cousin’s never changing repertoire. “So? Is it true?”

“Huh?”

“Am I kind, beautiful, and funny?”

Jungkook looks at Seokjin flustered, but he was never a good liar. Although he could control himself when thinking rationally, it seemed like Seokjin had somehow cut that filter and short-circuited Jungkook’s tongue with his heart. “Kind, definitely. Beautiful, for sure. I’m not sure about funny. We just met.”

Seokjin hums in approval and looks intently at Jungkook, “I’ll have you know… I’m hilarious.”

“I’ll give you this one,” Jungkook answers and the Cat, named Jae, grins in hungry anticipation, waiting to devour the memory. Jungkook, with some lessons and a little time to practice, condenses the memory into a tiny yellow ball and places it in front of Jae who savagely rips it apart with it’s fangs and swallows it in large greedy gulps.

It was strange. Something Jungkook felt like he would always remember forever, was suddenly no longer in his brain. For a few minutes it was confusing and every time he tried to recall how he and Seokjin had met something would tickle his mind then float right out of his grasp. Even if he told himself he gave the memory away so he should technically have a copy, it was like the slate was completely wiped clean by an invisible hand.

“Thank you for the offering. Now. I’ll let you restart the day. Think about it carefully. Okay?”

Jungkook wakes in cold sweat and the only reason he knows the whole ordeal wasn’t a dream was because the pain in his heart was too real and the scratch he gave himself on his wrist while he was saving the cat still leaked with blood. Seokjin groans and mutters that he’s tired, but he supposed he must get up. A long, high pitched beep is still ringing in Jungkook’s ears. Seokjin’s only thought being that it was truly a phenomenon that Jungkook was sitting upright in bed before him, he theorizes the reason behind Jungkook’s early activity. “That excited to go to Busan, huh?”

“NO!” Jungkook hollers and Seokjin jumps, startled.

“We can’t go to Busan today!”

Seokjin gives Jungkook a strange look and cautiously asks why. “Umma called last night and said her cousin’s friend’s sister died. She needs to open shop for her cousin.”

Seokjin frowns a bit in defeat and Jungkook slumps in relief. Perking up Seokjin springs out of bed, “Then let’s go help her!”

“NO!” Jungkook angrily shouts and Seokjin slows his motions, cautious of the suddenly frantic Jungkook. “Is something the matter? Why are you like this today?” The fear and confusion and pure utter heartbreak in Seokjin’s voice melts Jungkook’s resolve. He thinks about going to the main road towards the train station but the faces of people rushing past without a care as Seokjin lay dead comes back too fresh and too vivid for Jungkook to stomach.

“Okay. let’s go. But let’s drive there, hum? No trains. I… I have a terrible fear of trains.”

Seokjin raises an eyebrow because every time they had to visit their parents in the country, the two of them had taken trains. Jungkook in particular liked the fast and comfortable travel. “Since when?” Seokjin inquires, genuinely confused but also concerned at Jungkook’s distress.

‘Since the day you died,’ Jungkook thinks silently, watching Seokjin’s face crinkle with concern and his eyebrows scrunch with curiosity. “Just… I saw the movie Train to Busan a few days ago.”

Seokjin thinks about the hit zombie movie and relaxes instantaneously. Still, if Jungkook felt squeamish, he didn’t want to force him into riding the train for hours. “Okay, let’s drive there.”

That time around, it was the second attempt, Seokjin dies of a car accident. Jungkook only manages to get a slight scratch on his neck from the seat belt. Seokjin’s head snaps back so fast with a sickening crunch that he dies on the spot. Jungkook knows he’ll never be able to drive a car ever again. All he can see is Seokjin’s neck in a strange angle, completely twisted away from his spine. Seokjin’s eyes still open in terror, mouth frozen in a scream that never got to see the world, and the goddamn drunk driver in his truck, sprawled out and snoring, unfortunately alive.

Their first date, if it counted, was at a cafe for some coffee and because Jungkook needed help for his biology project. Seokjin claimed he wasn’t all that helpful but ended up doing half the presentation preparations in a flash while Jungkook, in that same amount of time, was able to deduce that mitosis was a thing and it worked… for reasons… and babies were made. Although Seokjin laughed and helped explain why that wasn’t directly, exactly, the correct way to put it, Jungkook wasn’t listening, or even trying to listen.

Seokjin’s laugh was a wonderful thing. It was like chimes in the wind or birds in the morning. Sweet. Melodic. Something he wanted to keep listening to and something Jungkook wanted to intentionally cause, even if it was at the expense of his own image.

“So cranes don’t bring the babies in a bundle huh?” Jungkook asks, knowing full well that it was a ridiculous old fable. Yet, Seokjin laughs, and it was all okay.

“You’re the funny one,” Seokjin nods, acknowledging Jungkook’s skill and Jungkook feels this strange sense of pride for a thing that was very mundane and not that big of an accomplishment. If you asked him thought, it felt like he won the world. And maybe he had, because it was his cute little efforts that moved Seokjin’s heart eventually. That first date in the small cafe, with their warm caramel macchiatos and blueberry muffins and messy bio notes, was the start of Jungkook’s mission to make Seokjin happy and the start of Seokjin’s mission to his.

“Take it!” Jungkook shoves the yellow ball at Jae who gladly takes it like it’s owed to him. “Good luck this time!!!”

Attempt 3: Seokjin gets a cold that eventually leads to pneumonia that eventually kills him in 3 weeks. Jungkook gives up 21 memories in order to go back to day 1. He gives up important ones, small ones, medium ones and all the ones in between. Good ones where they cuddled and spoon fed each other cereal on lazy sunday mornings to bad ones where they were blinded by jealousy and wrecked havoc on the apartment. Medium ones where they literally just slept side by side all day after midterms to the ones in between where they stole kisses at the bookstore and dared each other to scare the cashier with whatever they bought using only 5,000 won. Jae takes all of the memories until he’s full and satisfied. “This time. Try to not go outside, huh?”

Attempt 4: Jungkook goes ballistic and locks Seokjin up, not ready to risk it this time. Seokjin pounds on the bedroom door and throws an understandable fit. It hurts Jungkook, it really does.

“Why can’t I go out? You’re scaring me Jungkook!” Seokjin pounds on the door but Jungkook has locked it and wears the key around his neck, firmly he also holds onto the handle just in case.

“It’s for you Seokjin. Trust me. You might not get it now but it’s all for your own good!”

Seokjin tries to understand. The area they lived in was cheap but fairly dangerous so maybe a gang territory fight had broken out again and Jungkook was very paranoid. But there was a limit to how much Seokjin could take. Jungkook would bring Seokjin his three meals in the morning and leave them on the racks until late night where he would take them out. Once Seokjin pretended to sleep and ran for it once Jungkook unlocked the door, but he was not 5 steps out of the room before Jungkook dragged him back in and flung him onto the bed, yelling at him to just listen. To please just listen. Seokjin considered breaking up, but his heart just couldn’t do that to Jungkook. He still loved the kid too much. Seokjin convinces himself that Jungkook must have had a reason, he must have.

“Could you tell me? Please?”

“No,” Jungkook sighed, his voice muffled by the obstacle, or door. “Just trust me.”

“I do,” Seokjin sighed, placing his hand against the door in desperate need for Jungkook’s warmth. “I do.”

The 4th time ended far worse than the others and it left Jungkook ruined like never before. He went in to give Seokjin his food and found the bed empty. He assumed Seokjin went to the bathroom and waited, deciding he would give him lots of kisses and hugs. He must have been pretty lonely locked up for 4 months, after all. The bathroom is quite though and that lack of noise brings Jungkook right back to the day where he desperately called only to get no answer. “Seokjin hyung?” Jungkook knocks, not wanting to startle his hyung and wondering if maybe he fell asleep on the toilet; that could happen, right?

Jungkook leans against the vanity when his hand brushes against something. Frowning down at the paper Jungkook remembers that morning when Seokjin specifically asked for a notebook to pass time. Curious, and still waiting for Seokjin to finish doing his thing, Jungkook opens the notebook to the first page and his eyes land on the starting two words that dropped his heart.

“Dear Jungkook,”

The letter was long and flowery, just like how Seokjin usually talked. It was in the fine, scrawling, thin script of Seokjin’s perfect hand. It held everything in the formula, from the apology, to the confusion, the the eventual thanks and final goodbye; topped off with the words that destroyed Jungkook and killed him where he stood

“I love you so much, but i can’t do this anymore. If we meet in the next life, I hope we work out. I love you. I love you. I love you…”

Jungkook smashes the door off the hinges and finds Seokjin in the tub, the abandoned bottle lying useless and without its little white insects of death. “Seokjin… No…” Jungkook cries harder than ever before, a fresh wave of hatred for himself filling his chest. “I did this,” he whispered, horrified, as Jae materializes and solidifies right beside him. “I did this to him! I made him do this! I killed him this time…” mortified at his own morbid behavior, Jungkook fills the tub until it practically overflows with his tears.

“120 memories and this can all be avoided, but this time, they all have to be big memories.”

Jungkook gives out everything. Their anniversaries, accomplishments, breakthroughs; everything. He feels helpless. Every time he wakes up he remembers less and less about Seokjin, he can barely retain birthday and family members and favorite food. All the attentive details he used to know (like which flavor lollipop Seokjin loved or which brand of chicken he ordered or even his favorite color) it was all gone. Yet, Jungkook’s love and determination to save Seokjin no matter what always burned the same, in the center of his being. It was the force that moved him to go.

Attempt 5: Seokjin gets stabbed by a rampant gang member. The police get to him first and Jungkook can only see the body for 10 minutes to confirm it. He can’t hold Seokjin in his arms, caressed his cold cheeks, and he can’t even apologize this time. Jae wants a good memory and a bad memory though, and Jungkook would have complained that it wasn’t the contract rule, but he was desperate now.

Attempt 6: Six months. Six whole months Jungkook was on tooth and nail to make sure Seokjin survived. Six whole months. Then he gets kidnapped by a cereal killer and becomes the nth victim in some psychotic murder case; how was he found by the police? The loud yowling of a cat alerted neighbors that something was wrong and his corpse were, sure enough, in the dumpster. Jae grins at Jungkook, who’s haggard and merely a shell of himself. He sees Seokjin’s burned face and feels like finding the culprit and dumping acid on him, or boiling him in acid. “I helped you find the body this time, so double the memories,” Jae slyly demands and Jungkook powerlessly shakes his head.

Jungkook eventually stops keeping a count. Now when he wakes up in the morning it’s all an act. He can barely remember Seokjin’s name, he had forgotten the surname a long time ago. Most times he goes for the safe route of “hyung,” just “hyung.” One time, he wanted so desperately to call the name of his lover, so he tried a blind guess. A shot in the dark. That day Seokjin died because they fought and Seokjin stormed out only to be run over by a speeding hit-and-run driver.

“You said it wasn’t his fate to die!! Then why does he keep dying? No matter what I do! NO MATTER WHAT!” Jungkook finally has enough of it and he grips Jae’s neck in both of his hands. Passing strangers whisper about his animal abuse and snap pictures to post on SNS with enraged hashtags but Jungkook doesn’t care. This cat was the devil.

Jae scratches at his arms harshly and Jungkook finally lets go, finding it futile to choke a satisfying answer out of it. “Well… there is one thing you’re missing.”

Jungkook growls at the cocky condescending tone and grips Jae, twisting his neck harshly in anger. The cat goes limp in his hands and Jungkook gets ready to give up and just go find Seokjin in the next life. His hope and his only chance were gone. Completely gone.

“Why do humans always do something when they’ll regret it later?” Jae asks irritated, his head turning back towards the front of his body, an eerie and long grin on his feline features. “If you want to save him… you have to set fate back to what it was before. Think carefully Jeon Jungkook, that day, someone was supposed to die.”

Jungkook can somehow clearly remember the start of it all. Their walk by the train tracks and Seokjin’s sacrificing shove.

“A-are… you saying that I-I.. I-I-I have to,” Jungkook shudders and Jae howls with gleeful laughter.

“It’s not a memory you have to give. You have to die. But you won’t do it!” Jae cackles with infinite joy at his own enlightenment and the plight of such a sad human. “You can’t do it! Because you don’t know him!” No man, died for a stranger. That was the undeniable, unshakable foundation and quintessence of mortal man.

“I’ll give you a memory. Let me go back.”

“There’s no use! Don’t you see?” Jae asked in sweet glee, “you won’t be able to die for him, because you won’t remember him! You won’t love him!”

“JUST LET ME GO BACK!” Jungkook hollars as Jae’s face falls flat and becomes impassive, cold even. “Please. Just once.”

Studying Jungkook with a depraved excitement and curiosity Jae starts grinning again, “Okay boy. Give me something.”

It’s a memory Jungkook did not want to give up. His most precious one. The one that he vowed never to lose, even if he lost himself. He had been in a pretty bad accident 2 years ago, when him and Seokjin had barely started going steady. The doctors weren’t sure if Jungkook’s recover would be full and if he could function. Even now, Jungkook had a slight limp, very miniscule and unnoticeable to the common eye, but his legs cramped super easily on cold winter days. Jungkook had expected Seokjin to call it quits and run away… but Seokjin came every day after work.

“Yo! I brought more paper! This is an hours worth of talking right here!” While Jungkook ate and Seokjin talked about his day, Seokjin would sit in the other bed and fold paper cranes. Jungkook didn’t think much about it and thought maybe that was Seokjin’s hobby, origami. It certainly seemed to fit his image quite well; quite, patient, good with his hands. Whenever Seokjin finished, he would pack the cranes in his backpack and head home.

Jungkook felt like a simple gossip buddy and not a proper boyfriend. They didn’t have dates and they couldn’t go out. Jungkook felt the break up come near. Seokjin never looked at him, always focused intently on the cranes and writing on them, folding them, then plopping them right into his bag so he could simply up and leave after all his paper ran out. Jungkook got to look at Seokjin though, so he couldn’t complain at all. Seeing Seokjin’s face was the highlight of his day. The doe-like eyes intently focused on his paper, crooked fingers nimbly bending and folding and creasing, light hair being blown out of his eyes occasionally when a huffy breath left his plump pink lips. The sunset would always seep through the window and outline Seokjin’s face in gold. Even though Seokjin never looked at him, Jungkook got to see his world, so he always let Seokjin come visit.

It was a day when cramping was particularly bad and Jungkook thought he would seriously have to cut a leg off when Seokjin comes barging in with a beaming face and a very very large duffle bag in tow. “I HAVE YOUR SOLUTION!”

Seokjin drags in the duffle bag and zips it immediately. He displays a large jar full of his creations and Jungkook sits, flabbergasted and awed by the sight before his eyes. “Are these?”

“1000!” Seokjin beams proudly. He then pulls one out of his pocket and places it in Jungkook’s hand, “This is the sample. Each and every one of those in there are identical.”

Jungkook gently touches the sample crane in his hand before he notices black ink on it. “Is there a message?” Jungkook curiously asks as his fingers, unaffected by the accident, react by themselves. Seokjin proudly watches without a word as Jungkook figures it out himself and disassembles the crane carefully, in order not to tear it. Inside, with his fine, neat, handwritten words is a message:

“I wish for his full recovery! I know he can do it!”

Jungkook chokes back a moved sob before realizing what that meant. “You wrote this… in all 1000?”

Seokjin smiles and grips Jungkook’s hand, “Of course. Because… I love you.”

Jae carefully takes the memory like it’s a prized gem and swallows it whole, enjoying the flavor of victory sliding down his throat. “Fair enough. I’ll let you go back, but I’m telling you. You won’t even recognize him.”

Kim Seokjin is a blank slate to Jeon Jungkook. He neither recognizes the voice, or the face, and he certainly can’t remember an age or a name. All he does know however, is that when Seokjin kisses his forehead and bops their noses together Jungkook feels complete. He knows, that he, Jeon Jungkook, must have loved this man a lot.

“I’m super excited!” Seokjin whispered, flapping his invisible bird wings and wiggling his crooked fingers. Jungkook doesn’t know why he’s excited, but the expression on his face warms Jungkook’s heart so he quickly plays along. “I’m excited too!”

Seokjin clutches Jungkook’s hand and bounces a little with joy, “Should we wear the couple coats your mother bought us last time?”

“Of course,” Jungkook doesn’t miss a heartbeat because he really really likes this man’s smile and he wants to keep it there forever. “Whatever makes you happy.”

Seokjin coos and awws and tickles Jungkook’s side while Jungkook simply drinks in Seokjin’s features and his every word, “You’re too nice to me. I love you.”

Those words engrave themselves onto Jungkook’s heart and his determination is renewed.

“We can take the shortcut through the actual track road and get there on time to catch the train,” Jungkook helpfully advises with purpose.

“Alright,” Seokjin gives in, not too happy with his folded integrity, “let’s take the shortcut.” Jungkook studies this reaction and notes to himself that this man, (Seokjin as he found out by the name on his phone that lights up when he calls in order to find it), was very proper. He didn’t like breaking rules that were set for a reason, like safety or protection for the greater good. It was endearing. One more thing Jungkook fell in love with.

Seokjin seemed to have a hard time with the uneven ground so Jungkook supports him, it only feels natural. When Seokjin thanks him Jungkook smiles, “of course. I always have your back.”

Seokjin turns to face Jungkook when something white catches his eye. Jungkook immediately notes the face change and knows that the time to act is coming. He had no more memories to give, this was his last chance. Seokjin finally deduced what exactly the curled white blog is but the train is running in very close.

“Jungkook!” Seokjin yanks his arm back and starts running for the creature.

“SEOKJIN!” Jungkook knew it was supposed to happen, but it still makes him slightly panic nonetheless and it takes all his might to not just sprint forward and repeat the day before. Seokjin was running towards the train and Jungkook forces himself, with all the self control in the world, to wait.

Seokjin’s kind instincts would of course focus on saving the poor animal, and Jungkook’s instincts would of course focus on saving Seokjin. Jungkook runs slightly behind Seokjin and purposely lets him get to the cat first. Quickly and tenderly all at once, Seokjin scoops the cat off the ground. Jungkook stands back ready, watching. Seokjin looks down in panic at his shoe, stuck in the tracks. The train honks madly, long furious wails. Jungkook finally knows the words to say, “Seokjin… Live.”

The pain in his ribcage is bearable, and Jungkook’s so sure that it hurts less than what he went through the first day. “JUNGKOOK!” Seokjin drops Jae and waits, agonized, until the train finally moves it’s lanky body out of the way.

“Jungkook!!!”

Jungkook looks up at the grey sky that cries with him in relief. It worked. It really worked. “Jungkook! Oh my god! Hang in there! Stay with me! 119! 119 I’ll call right now don’t worry!”

Jae is looking at Jungkook with burning hatred, like he was accusing Jungkook of treason to a high mortal law, but Jungkook doesn’t care. He’s beyond himself because Seokjin is alive. And he’ll stay alive, because this is how it was supposed to be.

“Why? You idiot! Why would you do that?!” Seokjin hugs Jungkook desperately, as if he were trying to weigh down the leaving soul.

“Because I knew, losing you would be more painful… much more painful…”

Jae asks him why. Accuses him. Yells at him with his eyes.

I don’t remember this man. This man who is crying so pitifully for me. But i know i loved him a lot. I know he loved me too. Me, a stubborn, rude, clumsy, cold, guy who requires a lot. I know he dealt with my worst, i know he loved my best. He must be kind. I know he smiles a lot and he laughs even more. He’s absolutely beautiful. I didn’t know his name, I don’t know his favorite color, or his favorite food, or what he does as a living, his habits, his pet peeves, his quirks; but I know that my heart was happy when he smiled. That feeling never changed. It was something my heart remembered. I could not bare to think about how my heart would rip apart if he died. Perhaps this was selfish, but I’m happy that he’s well. I wish… I wish for him to always be happy. I know he will be!

“Jeon Jungkook please --”

“Hyung. Seokjin hyung. I loved you a lot. I love you a lot. I will love you a lot. Live. We’ll meet again next time.”

Jungkook goes limp and Seokjin feels like his heart was taken also. Like Jungkook took it with him. Seokjin feels like he’ll have to bury his dead heart right next to Jungkook’s body. The cat next to him sits and shakes it’s head, almost looking eerily like a human’s actions.

“Such a waste…” the voice purrs.

Seokjin looks at the cat, startled, as it slowly walks towards them in measure steps.

“I.. I must be crazy,” Seokjin lets out an empty laugh while sniffling, tears blurring his vision and drowning his heart in a watery grave.

“You’re not crazy. I’m just special. I’m a god, you see, and he didn’t deserve this fate… so… What would you do then, to give him another chance?”

“Anything…”

“Good…” the cat smiles. So Seokjin makes a deal, with the cat before platform 6. “A memory a day, will keep your boyfriend from death.”

(On the platform, Park Jimin stands, knife polished and newly cleaned in the Holy Waters of the Goddess of Purity, the mother of his kind. “Jae… So, this is what you’ve been up to…” Lucy looks at him and tilts her head, “Will you intervene?” Jimin starts walking towards them, power surging through his weapon. “Of course. I have to. It’s my duty now.”)

#jinkook #jinmin #seokjin #jungkook #jimin #yes. this is based on the prompt i put up

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dailywords4dailypeople · 7 years

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hard-boiled

Visceral response…

This word makes me think of eggs, making the fragileness of eggs hard-boiled. The first time I had a hard-boiled egg was in my 8th grade science class. She, my teacher, was applauded that I never had had a hard-boiled egg before, so she made me one and let me eat it in class. I’ve always been one who tries new things. I am a listener; I know how to follow directions. I asked for her guidance, and she had me piece the squishy membrane with my fingernail then slowly peel off a portion of the white exterior. I placed the rubber into my mouth and let it soak. My saliva tried to break it down, but its chemicals weren’t the right chemicals. I had to chew, but chewing didn’t really feel like anything. It was like I was biting my own teeth while a plastic substance appeared and multiplied in my mouth. The taste was plain. I swallowed the egg, and it slid down my throat like a chubby boy on a water slide. It was slick and quick. It entered into my stomach, made a splash, and floated in the pool of acid. Then, I ventured to take a bite out of the yellow middle, which I will never do again. Yuck. Yuck. The middle is yucky. Overall, I wasn’t impressed. Salt and pepper may have helped, but that’s aside the point. I tried something new, and that made me happy. I love the experience. I live for the experience.

Story Time!

When I was five, I made one of the worst decisions of my entire life. Allow me to explain: I loved playing outside. I would come home from school and run outside before I had the chance to change out of my school uniform. This story was before I had a uniform. This was when I was five. It was a muggy afternoon. So humid that even my baby face began to sweat. I had been running around for hours, so I began to overheat. I was wearing my red Simba shirt. (I love lions; they are my spirit animal). Despite my attachment to this shirt, I had to take it off to endure the monstrous heat from this summer day. So, I frolicked to the sandbox exposing my white, Irish skin to the mighty sun, and naturally, I began to play. As I let my imagination roar, a wasp landed on my tractor. I loved my tractor, and I felt honored that this wasp loved my tractor too. I was young and innocent. I did not know the wasp’s true nature. It took flight and landed on my bare chest. I loved it for that. It was so cute. It crawled along my skin and made me smile. Its tiny legs tickled me and filled me with love and joy. So, what would an innocent child do to a gentle creature? Pet it. I pet the wasp. It was my gesture of showing affection. I loved to pet cats and dogs. Why would wasps be any different?

Sadly, the wasp did not view my lighthearted gesture as an act of affection. It flew from my chest and landed on my hand. It pierced my skin with its poison. It made me hurt and sad. It made me feel pain and feel betrayed. Angry. Confusion. So, I ran. I fled. I took flight. Where? My mother. My father. I knew they would have the answer, for they were much wiser than I. They were my first teachers. I ran across the gravel in my driveway. While I ran, the stones dug into my skin but not nearly as far as the wasp had. This surprised me. I had been so afraid of walking over those stones in the past, but now they had no effect on me. I cut out the pain they gave because of my hand. My hand had never felt that pain before. I was panicking. So when I found my mother, I was taken back. She did not cry like me. Did she not know how painful this was? This was the worst pain I had ever experienced. How could she not fall down? How did she remain composed? Her youngest son was attacked by a wicked beast. I had done what I was told. I showed love but received hate in return. How could my mother stand for this? Instead she calmly wrapped a piece of ice in blue wash cloth. I cried. I cursed (with a 5 year old’s vocabulary). But this did not affect her. My distress bounced off her like a pebble pinging off a breastplate. It was as if she didn’t even noticed. Looking to her for an answer, I realized she had none to give. Life is like that sometimes. Bad things happen. We learn. I learned never to play in the sandbox after lunch. I didn’t understand wasp behavior, but I observed it. Every afternoon, they claimed the sandbox. So I stayed away. I learn to claim the sandbox in the morning. I learned not to pet ant-like creatures. I learned that love isn’t always received as it’s given.

That’s my first memory. Well, not actually --My “first” first memory is breathing into a phone, being rushed to the hospital, and having aliens in blue masked lie to me saying everything was going to be alright. -- The wasp story is my first memory where I learned something. It’s the first time I can recall going through a personal trifle, suffering its consequences, and learning from my mistakes. It’s the first time I saw that I needed to be hard-boiled at times and not openly pour my love.

Weird end rant:

I don’t get how people get the proper amount of sleep. Really? I am too busy doing work. I stayed up until 4am last night because I was reading a play. I had to stop while I was reading, so I could take notes on everything. Oh, the life of a student. How do people have jobs in school? A year ago, I was a wreck. I didn’t go to class. I didn’t have fun. I sat in my room and just sat there. I didn’t have motivation to do anything. I didn’t do my homework. I didn’t have friends. I felt isolated. I felt disconnected. Things fucking change in a year. The drama. The melodrama. I made so many friends since then. I made enemies. This is life now. I’m learning when I can be hard-boiled; I’m learning when, rather hoping that I can be soft. I’m having fun. I am motivated to go to class. I love what I’m learning. I wish there was more. I wish I was moving at a faster pace.

I wish. I wish. I want. I want. I need. I need. I learn. I learn. I will. I will.

I will.

PS:

CONNER – I’m going to proof read.

CHRIS – Sometimes, you just gotta let it out. You gotta poop.

This is not one of those times.

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imsarabum · 7 years

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Responses to Part 13 I Won’t Stop You (M) // Jeon Jungkook, Vampire!AU asks~

Please ‘Keep Reading’ to find my response to your ask ^^ As always, I have copied and pasted all asks into this post in regards to last night’s chapter to avoid clogging up people’s dashboards and to avoid spoilers for those who may still wish to read the chapter. Thank you ^^

ALSO I have included asks I received to do with IWSY in the hours leading up to before I posted it because there was quite a few! So if you sent in an ask to do with IWSY and I didn’t post it - it will be in this post!

Anonymous said: When ''i wont stop you '' come out i really am inpatient?XD P.S i love you! YOU ARE THE BEST I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU i love you (now i told every thing whats on my mind!)(sorry my BAD English:(T.T )

Awww I love you too babe! I’m so happy that you get really excited :3 I really hope you enjoyed the chapter :D And your English is great! Don’t apologise ><

Anonymous said: i've had an awful day today but i know you are going to cheer me up today!!! especially with where the last chapter ended ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

I’m sorry to hear you had an awful day :( But I really hope the chapter cheered you up! Thank you so much for reading :3

Anonymous said: TUESDAY IS THE ONLY DAY I LOOK FORWARD TO BUT TODAY WE HAVE A SNOW DAY AND I CAN READ YOUR NEW CHAPTER IN PEACE !!! LOVE YOUR WORK :)))) HAVE A GOOD DAY 💕

OMG YAY A SNOW DAY! I love playing in the snow c: I hope you’ll build lot’s of snowmen! I really hope you enjoyed the chapter love ^^ I hope you have a good day too!!

Anonymous said: It's 6:05 PM, i'm on my period, the cramps are driving me crazy, but I'm so excited that i will stay awake for IWSY bc it's the only series i like so much that i will drop everything to read it 😂❤ __loves the new anon (not really new anymore)

Owwww no :c Periods suck so bad...I will probably be getting mine in a bit because my back is starting to hurt as it always does :( I really hope you enjoyed reading the chapter dear! I hope it can ease your cramping pain a little >< heh, thank you so much my love!

Anonymous said: I'M SO EXCITED FOR IWSY!!!!🎉

I hope you enjoyed it! Yay!!

Anonymous said: So I live in China at the moment and I actually set my alarm for 5:30am just to wake up to the new chapter! Literally the only thing I look forward too during the week!

Ahh that’s so awesome that you live in China! I really want to visit so many places in China U_U And oh my god...I FEEL BAD BECAUSE YOU ARE MISSING OUT ON PRECIOUS SLEEP D: But I’m glad that you look forward to it >< Thank you so much and I hope you enjoyed the chapter!

@animeimmortal said I have an essay due tomorrow and i finished it early today just so i could wait for you to release the next part. i LovE THis FIc MoRE ThAn mY liFE P.S. my friend would like to know where did you get the idea for the fic from because the whole thing is bloody amazing

Oh my goodness haha well, I’m glad it was motivation for you to finish it early! You’ll do a good job on it ^^ Thank you so much and I hope you enjoyed this chapter! In regards to your friend’s question, I originally received as ask with a request for me to write Vampire smut. But, I had already been planning a Vampire series since the beginning of 2016. So I just added their request into my series to suit both things ^^

Anonymous said: ITS LIKE 1:30AM HERE AND I HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW BUT I CANT WAIT FOR YOU TO UPLOAD IWSY JDJSNCND

OH MY GOD GO TO SLEEP I WILL FIGHT YOU ASDFGHJK BUT I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THE CHAPTER IF YOU MANAGED TO STAY AWAKE D: SERIOUSLY LOL GO TO SLEEP YOU CHEEKY LITTLE

Anonymous said: its time for jungkook to make me feely his willy, im ready -daisy

Daisy, you are KILLING me with this penis jokes. I can’t *dies laughing*

@cupofcammiemile said: I'm actually so hype for the next part of I Won't Stop You and I'm waiting for it as patiently as I possibly can but I'm like fidgeting and coworkers are actually asking me what's wrong 😂 I hope you have a good night!!❤

Ahhh your co-workers are concerned for your well-being! lol~ I hope you enjoyed last night’s chapter my dear ^^ Thank you so much for reading *hugs*

@wang-banana said: IM SO EXITED FOR THE NEXT PART OF I WONT STOP YOU IVE BEEN MAITING SO DILIGENTLY OMG 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

I know you meant ‘waiting so diligently’ but I literally SCREAMED AND CRIED BECAUSE I JUST HAD AN IMAGE OF JACKSON WITH A BANANA MATING VERY DILIGENTLY (BC OF YOUR USERNAME) AND I LITERALLY CAN’T BREATHE I’M A BAD PERSON OH MY GOD. Aside from that, I really hope you enjoyed the chapter babe c:

@mahirookumura said: I can literally hear a clock in my head 'cause I'm fcking EXCITED FOR IWSY!!!

I hope you enjoyed it my love c:

@coppertopging said: We're so close!!! My body is ready but i don't think my mind ever will be lol.

That just reminded me of ‘My mind’s telling no~ but my body’s tellin’ me yeeeees!” lol x) I hope you enjoyed the chapter sweetie ^^

Anonymous said: I'm trying to mentally prepare myself for what is to come in the next chapter of IWSY because I know that if I don't I will die of the feels

Ahhh I hope you enjoyed the chapter if you read it sweetie! I tried to make it as romantic and steamy as possible c:

Anonymous said: IM SO EXCITED FOR THE NEXT PART OF IWSY HUYGTFR your smut is always amazing ive never been sO excited to sINN -Mishy

Hello Mishy! I really hope you enjoyed the smut in this chapter my love ^^ Thank you so much for loving my smut! haha c:

@voguekate said: Whaha i am refreshing it bc i waited for this with excitement for this day

I hope it lived up to your expectations lovely! ^.^ I’m so glad you were excited for it!

Anonymous said: Part 13 of I Won't Stop You was so perfect!!! I'm fangirling omg so hard lol. Thank you for writing this series!

Ahhh thank you so much >< I’m so glad you liked it and thought it was perfect! You’re welcome, and thank you for reading it!

@loverofotome said: AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! AMAZING! I LOVE YOU NEVER STOP BEING INCREDIBLE! 😘

asdfghj I’m so glad you liked it :) I love you too sweetie! Thank you so much for reading it :3

Anonymous said: Okay I just arrived home after a 9 hour flight and the first thing I did was read the new chapter of "I Won't Stop You" and THANK YOU I'M IN LOVE AND SERIOUSLY YOU MAKE EACH AND EVERYONE OF MY TUESDAYS! Yeah, I think that's all I just wanted to say that I loved it. Can't wait for the next one ❤️❤️

Wow a 9 hour flight, you must be exhausted my love! Thank you for reading it and enjoying it. It really means a lot to me! I hope you get some rest after your flight. I can’t wait to post the next one! c:

@voguekate said: Omfg IWSY istg, this was so good omfg.... idk what to say

Thank you so much my love! (btw, I answered your other ask too~ I hope you could find it within this post!

Anonymous said: Bruh.. BRuh.. BRUh.... BRUHHHH..... i loved the chapter!!!! And I did not expect them confessing

Yes! Jungkook just feels the emotion so intensely that he knows he loves her with all his soul. Conversely, the reader is just so besotted by him and the fact he is the first person for her to ‘give herself to’ (for want of better words) as well. Thank you for reading the chapter my love! ^^

@doubletroublesince1994 said: OH. MY. LORD. THIS WAS PERFECT AND EXACTLY HOW I IMAGINE MY FIRST TIME. YOU JUST PUT MY FANTASIES INTO THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WORK OF ART. I LOVE YOU.

AHHH I’M SO GLAD I COULD DO THAT FOR YOU! To be honest, I really wish my first time could have been like this ahhh >< So I just write about how I wish it could have went! It’s pretty ideal, right? c: lol I love you more chick! I’m so happy that you liked it, and thank you so much for reading *hugs*

@animeimmortal said: First of all: I AM DEAD BRING ME BACK TO LIFE FOR THE NEXT PART second of all: I SAW THE TITLE BEING MENTIONED I SAW IT!!!! third of all: Beautiful ❤

*gets defibrillator* IT’S OKAY I GOT YOU. But...maybe next week...it will have the same effect? Possibly...hopefully...stronger? *winks* HEHE. AND YAY YOU PICKED UP ON THE TITLE THANK YOU :) lol thank you so much for reading my love (btw, I answered your other ask in this post too so I hope you didn’t have too much trouble finding it babe!)

@audreymv said: YES I LOVE THIS NEW CHAPTER SO MUCH. LIKE ME LEIKEY ALOT. You really are great at writing and let me tell you you did not disappoint. I love it so much

AHH THANK YOU SO MUCH! You are always filled with wonderful compliments for me and it makes me grin so much :) And! I hope you will like next weeks chapter, too ;) muhaha.

Anonymous said: OK I WAS SO PUMPED FOR THE VAMPIRE JUNGKOOK FIC AND THANK YOU SO MUCH IM LITERALLY DYING INSIDE 😭😭😭💕💕💕💕

I’m really happy you liked it my dear ^^ Thank you for reading it! :3

Anonymous said: Chapter 13 has got me GONE! I never read a fan fiction with such amazing vocabulary and grammar, I applaud you 👏💕

Ahhh sometimes there will be little grammar mistakes but I always try my best to proof-read everything! Just silly little, natural mistakes lol damn colloquialisms! Thank you so much for reading my love :)

@im-so-scared-aaaa said: Truthfully, I've never read something as beautifully writed as iwsy 🙉 I love you and your writing, keep going ! (Excuse my english, I'm french 🙊) Good night

Thank you so much my darling! Merci beaucoup mon chérie! (sorry for my French, I was never very good at it in school :c) hehe~ And your English is great so don’t worry at all! ^.^

@deangetoutofmyspleen said: SARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA PART 13 IM DEAD AF WOWOWOWOWOWOW (side note, i read all twelve parts last week at like 4am so i've been WAITING FOR THIS) YOU NEVER CEASE TO AMAZE IM SCREECHING. MY FACE IS SO RED AND IM IN PUBLIC ASDFGJKGKGKTKGNGMHMMHKYK

YOU READ IT IN PUBLIC OH MY GOODNESS ASDFGHJK I’m so happy you enjoyed it c: And there’s more where that came from! :3 Thank you for reading it babe ^^ it means so much to me!

@mahirookumura said: THERE IT GOES ”I – I WON'T STOP YOU, PLEASE…”

Very cleverly spotted my love c:

Anonymous said: Ahh~ The new chapter of I Won't Stop You was just perfect... The wait was so worth it~ Gentle Jungkook was so sweet... Though I do hope the rough side comes out for a while hehehe. Anyways, the ending was really really cute and I'll happily await for the new chapter next Tuesday~ Can't wait to see the story's progress~ As always, stay healthy, don't stress and keep up the hard work!!

He was very gentle indeed! And don’t worry...perhaps, you will get to see his rough side next week? ;o Hmm?! ^^ Thank you so much for reading lovely. I will try to! I hope you have a brilliant week and do your best too! ^^

@cottonxiu said: Today I was learning for 7hours straight bcs I'm having an exam tomorrow and I'm pretty dead rn XD BUT I knew you were posting a new Ch. so when I read it.. It saved my day. Thanks ❤ And oh my lord a chapter full of his ringle dingle 😏 Bless you XD

Oh my god make sure to take a rest! 7 hours is a long time, I don’t want you getting sick or becoming over-tired! :( A chapter full of ringle dingle...I am dying at everyone’s penis jokes ya’ll are too much but it makes me laugh so much LORD lol Thank you so much for reading and I hope you will enjoy the next one too ^^

Anonymous said: NVH FHDUHDCN EANHV THEY SAID I LUV U NO OMG HOW COULD U DO THIS TO MY HEART CHAPTER THIRTEEN OF IWSY WAS SO 👌🏼 AND THE SMUT WAS LIKE DAMN (☝︎ ՞ਊ ՞)☝︎ ( ͡ ° ͜ ʖ ͡°)

Love is in the aiiiiirrrr~ heh~ Thank you so much for reading my love! I hope you will enjoy the next chapter too ;)

Anonymous said: OMG 'I won't stop you' just keeps getting better and better honestly I knew this was going to be good because I've read some of your other scenarios but Oh My Lord it's amazing, how many more chapters are you thinking of doing or is it just as many as it takes? ❤️

I’m so happy you think it keeps getting better and better c: I can’t wait for the plot to unfold more and see what you all think of it! Thank you so much babe :) And I’m honestly not sure how many chapters there will be, so I think - as you said, it will just be as many as it will take ^^ :D

Anonymous said: The day was shitty but we have DA SMUT. My day is still shitty, but bearable now thank you - wedding anon

I’m so sorry that you had a shitty day *hugs* you can always talk to me about it! What kind of wife would I be if I didn’t console my partner in their time of need? ^^ Heh~ Thank you for reading it babe ^^

Anonymous said: Why do I get the felling y/n is a vampire, or part vampire or something not human? 🤔 I kinda feel sorry for mugsy, the poor cat probably heard the whole ordeal go down in jungkook room! 😏😂anyhow, keep up the amazing work, Wednesday mornings are now my fav, waking up to a new update! - (new anon) 53669 💗

Ooooh you’ll just have to wait to find out! But I loved reading your analogy on it :3 It’s always so interesting for me to find out what people think is going to happen! And ikr...hopefully Mugsy was fast asleep and didn’t hear a thing...(lol). Thank you so much for reading new anon 53669! heh ^^

@from502to859 said: OH MY GOD, you really outdid yourself with the latest chapter of IWSY, it was absolutely worth the wait!!! That was... top-shelf smut!

Ahhh thank you so much my dear! Top-shelf smut wow ^^ That’s an achievement for me indeed hehe :) I hope you will think that next week’s is the same! ^^ Thank you for your wonderful compliment and for reading as well :3

Anonymous said: Okay so I usually don't read smut because I'm tryna stay innocent LOL but I really love your plot line and I skipped through most of this chapter bc yknow.. smut but I know it was well written of course BUT OMG HE SAID HE LOVES HER I'M CRYING

OOOOOH be careful! Because, in amongst that smut was some very important details about Vampire life~ You might feel a little lost or confused later on in the story if you missed those bits! But I’m glad you enjoyed it nonetheless despite not being a fan of smut ^^ Thank you my love!

Anonymous said: IT WAS SO GOOD FAM!! OH MY SWEEEEEET LORDIIIIIEEEE JEBUS!! IT WAS SO GOOD

Weeee thank you so much babe! I’m so happy you liked it c:

Anonymous said: WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I feel so bias wrecked right now! I'm always and will be loyal to V but that new chapter was just a guilty pleasure for me......

Uh oh, don’t tell Taehyung! lol don’t worry, I’ll keep your secret :3 Thank you so much for reading my love!

Anonymous said: brb have to go to church after that smut *fans self* - panda anon

Listen, if I went to church I would burst into flames as soon as I set foot inside LOL. I hope you enjoyed it, panda anon! Thank you for reading :3

Anonymous said: daMN IWSY IS SO GOOOOOOD!!!!!! I just read it all in one sitting and I read really slowly so it took me all day oops. Ur an amazing writer though, like, this whole series has me squealing any time anything happens. I also don't read much so I'm impressed that I'm finally hooked on a fanfic! I'll probably be yelling and also in a coffin waiting to be lowered into my grave until next week so see you then oops

Oh my goodness you read it all in one sitting >< I’m so impressed by that! Thank you for taking the time to do that and then tell me! :) Please don’t go in a coffin >< I’d be very sad! heh thank you for reading my dear and I hope you look forward to the future chapters ^^

Anonymous said: I AM FUCKING DEAD. I AM FUCKING DECEASED. MY BODY IS ROTTING IN THE GROUND AND IM TYPING THIS FROM MY GRAVE AS WE SPEAK. I WONT STOP YOU IS MY FAV FANFIC AND I LOVE YOUR WRITING. I CANT FUCKING WAIT TIL NEXT WEEK OH GOD THAT WAS TOO GOOD. BLESS. FUCK I WANNA CRY CUZ IT WAS THAT GOOD.

WAIT - SO THERE IS LIFE AFTER DEATH? ALRIGHT, COOL, LIT, DYING DOESN’T SEEM SO BAD NOW lol~ Ahghbsdkgs thank you so much my little flower ^^ I’m so happy you enjoyed it! And..I think you might enjoy next week’s chapter too then :3 hehe~

@suga-buns said: IWSY is breaking me Omg. And that sex scene was super well written Omg props to you. Can't wait until next week's chapter!

Thank you so much babe! I’m so happy that you thought it was well written ^^ I hope you’ll enjoy next weeks chapter too c:

@coppertopging said: I was wrong... i wasn't ready for any of that. Damn...

YOU WASN’T READDYYYY (sorry, vine will have forever ruined my life with that sentence) lmao but I hope it was enjoyable nonetheless my dear! Thank you for reading it :D

Anonymous said: The new "I Won’t Stop You" chapter was amazing! Wow!! I thought you would skip writing their special night together in detail because that's how the preview sounded in chapter 12's ending, but I'm so glad there's a entire chapter dedicated to it! ♥♥♥

Oh my goodness no! I’m evil but I’m not THAT evil~ I wouldn’t do that to you guys hehe ^^ I wanted to dedicate this entire chapter to really prove how Y/N has affected Jungkook in such a way that he is able to be so loving, caring and tender with her; as he was never able to so such things before. Thank you so much for reading lovely! ^^

Anonymous said: Oh my FucKiNG gOD sarA. Tht was literally gold. Omg 4.5k of pure gold omg I loved it I am dying for more. Omg. Fuck. Oh MY gOd I am at a loss for words.

You’re dying for more? Maybe your wish will be granted next week - and a little more....rough too? c; heheh~ Thank you so much for reading this chapter babe! :D

Anonymous said: i love the fact that jungkook wants to be agressive and go all rough on her but hes so considerate knowing its her first time lmao the smut was so sweet and nice i think im... inlove

Yes! Thank you for picking up on that! He just cares about her so much and he can’t explain how he is able to love because of her - but he wanted to show her he is capable of doing that, thanks to her ^^ Hehe, thank you so much for reading it and I’m glad you enjoyed this chapter too! :D

Anonymous said: so the smut scene is on part 13 COINCIDENCE???? I THINK NOT!!!!

*GASP* *SHOCK* ;o

Anonymous said: I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT PART I WONDER HOW IS IT GOING TO BE LIKE BETWEEN THE TWO OF THEM WHEN THEY GO TO WORK THE NEXT DAY LMAO

Hmmm yes...I wonder what will happen the next morning...;) Thank you for reading my love! :D

Anonymous said: I WAS SO SCARED I THOUGHT JK WAS GONNA END UP BITING ME ... god now im wonderin if tht could actually happen 🤧🤧🤧

Oh my goodness yes c: Idk about anyone else but the thought of that actually makes me feel a little hot >< haha I’m possibly just very kinky whoOps~

@jynxy24 said: THE SMUT HAS ARRIVED!!!!!! @-@ Is it wrong that I grinned the whole time i was reading it? BTW THE CHAPTER WAS SO GREAT GAWDDDDDDD!! Stay awesome at writing and life, Sara. LOVE YA!♥♥

YES THE SMUT IS HERE FINALLY! No it’s not wrong at all, I’m happy to know that you grinned the entire time! :3 Thank you so much for your lovely compliments my dear :D And thank you for reading it as well! I love you more ^^

Anonymous said: I love I won't stop so muchh I can't wait for the next chapter!!

Thank you so much my dear! I hope you will enjoy the next chapter too :D

Anonymous said: "Not hung like a horse," AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh

LMAO I’m so sorry x)

Anonymous said: Hi Sara! So I was thinking, maybe y/n is the daughter of a vampire and a human, and that's why she's so special? And maybe that is the reason why Yoongi wants her, maybe she has some kind of powers idk. I love guessing things of this beautiful serie! ❤ ~mina

I won’t stay whether you are wrong or right because I would like it to be a surprise for everyone! But I love when people tell me what they think because it can say in my head ‘wrong’ or ‘right’ hehe ^^ Thank you so much for reading darling ^^

@deboracorrea25 said: I'm touched... I'm wordless... This chapter of "I won't stop you" was just perfect!!

Thank you so much for your kind words sweetie ^^ I’m so happy you liked it!

Anonymous said: The latest update of I Won't Stop You was so good I'm shook!! There was the perfect amount of smut and fluff, it could not have been better! You can be proud of yourself :))

Ah thank you so much for your kind and sweet words to me :) I’m so happy you enjoyed the chapter. Although, I hope I can evoke similar feelings next week - but...more roughness? ;) Thank you so much!

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- Wonderwall Pt. II

It's already past 4AM and yet the couple hasn't gone to bed till then. They basically spent each hour with just talking, laughing, sharing stories and conveying deep thoughts that practically tell how they trust each other now.

They talk about stars, moon, winters & clouds. Talk about feelings, emotions, happiness & sadness. They talk about what life has to offer them. How each sun sets symbolizing another end and another memory to be kept. Another proof that endings can be beautiful too, and how each sun rises to give another determination and hopes that being brew.

Park Jimin stared at her eyes, listening to every word her lips formed. He listens to her with feelings, he stares at her with emotions fleeing. It is such a well spent time till daybreak, such a good memory how they talk under the stars, together with the cold breeze of winter.

He sees her beauty. Her worth. Her courage. Her determination. He sees everything what she don't.

She told him about her dreams, and he told her about his pains.

She laughed with all his stories about being an idol, how painful it was to train like a normal human being, how stupid the BTS was, how happy he is for meeting them and how each day he spent together with them convert all the nightmares haunting him from the past.

He shared secrets how Jeon Jungkook sleeping position is weird. How loud Kim Namjoon snorts. How Min Yoongi's rage stayed for 1 week. How Kim Seokjin's burnt bagel every morning despite being the only one who's experts in cooking. How Kim Taehyung put 'never tried before' instead 'male' for an application form question for their passport asking 'SEX'. How Jung Hoseok's actually an emotional constipated every night and how their manager almost sent a resignation paper to BigHit because he could no longer can handle them.

"You all such a pain in ass," Anna said laughing so much. A thick blanket was actually now wrapped on her body. A pair of hot coffee sat next to them. She could feel the winter shaking her bones and banging together. They stayed outside for almost 3hours already so Park Jimin insists Anna to bring out a blanket to keep herself warm and to prevent her from getting sick since its too cold already. To thank him, she brewed them a dark coffee so it'll make their night longer.

"Wouldn't you feel awkward that you had to call them 'Hyung' even though you're much older than them?" she asked out of curiosity.

He shook his head, "Nope, it feels good that I have someone to look at as 'Hyung'. I might be older than them than what they had imagined but still, the way they take care of me, they'd definitely justified their roles of being my hyungs. Just like how Seokjin always makes sure that we're getting enough rest. How Namjoonie gave us life advices even though I should be the one who's doing that. The way Yoongi acts like he's an unemotional guy but actually, he's always worried when one of the members came home late at night. They pretty much act like my guardians."

Anna was touched on how he express his sincerity towards them.

"Aside from you, BTS are the only people whom I trust the most in life. That's why sometimes I feel bad for keeping my real identity to them," he said and the sadness quickly showed on his face.

"They'll probably understand you. You're just doing that to protect them, right? To protect your group and the fans who have been considering you as their inspirations," she said trying to make him feel positive.

"For the hundred years of living in this world, I can definitely say that this generation is the best part in my life. I experienced so many things that I haven't experienced for the past years of my life. I met them who turns out not just my co- group members but as friends and family," he said while smiling at her then Park Jimin tuck her hair behind her ears, "And of course I met you... princess.." with that he leaned forward to smooch her forehead that made Anna to blush.

When he pulled away, Anna suddenly craved for something that's truly odd and unusual.

"Jimin.." she called him, the man looked at her.

"What?"

"I think I'm craving something,"

Park Jimin brows puckered in a frown when he read what's inside her mind at this late of night over the cold winter. A palm on his face answered Anna as he rests his elbows on his knees, palms on his face while staring at him with are-you-really-serious look.

"Tell me you're just mocking on me,"

Anna shook his head.

Park Jimin waited for her outside Kim's residence. He's wearing black hoodie sweatshirt with a big vertical 'Busy Doing Nothing' print, while his both hands tucked inside his pockets gray sweat pants. Anna excitedly closed the door behind her and run towards him with all smiles on her face. He watched her princess in her thick white hoodie jacket, pants and only a socks with pink slippers on her feet.

"Make sure you don't feel cold. I don't want to go back to Seoul with a sick girlfriend," he threatened her but she just all willingly nodded her head like a cute domestic dog obeying her owner.

They both walked across the street holding hands. They're quiet and yet the girl keeps playing her breath forming clouds in front of her face. She just loves winter when it comes to smoking mouth despite the diving temperature that dried her skin so much.

"I really love when all the streets are all silent." Jimin suddenly said.

She looked up at him, "Why?"

He took a deep breath then she watched his mouth releasing a fog out of his lips.

"It's just giving me the feeling of not being different, it feels like I am the only being in the world and that no one would judge me for being unusual," he said whilst smiling despite his eyes telling the opposite.

"Could we please stop talking about you being peculiar since it doesn't really matter to me," Anna said seemed pissed. She felt his hands tightened its grip on her hands and he looked over at her.

"I'm sorry,"

"The whole world might despise you, loathe unto you and hate you, but always remember, you still have me, I'd rather be your warrior than your princess just to protect you, Park Jimin," she said with the stern in her voice.

Park Jimin suddenly stopped walking to look at her in awe but his expression telling her completely that he's teasing her with what she said.

"Awe~ Did my Anna really said that? Wow, I suddenly feel scared!" he said while laughing, she hit him in his arms and walked away but he quickly followed her and pulled her arms while still laughing.

"Okay, okay! I'm sorry!" he said trying his best not to burst into laugh. Anna glared at him so he just held her hand again. "I'm sorry again, I know it's a bad joke, okay? Let's just go there quietly, c'mon!" he still said but she didn't budge. "I'll piggy- back you? You want that? C'mon! You're cute when you're mad!"

She just scowled so he leaned down in front of her and yanked her hand down so she'll collapse on his back. She didn't say anything yet she wrapped her legs around his waist while her arms snaked around his neck. Park Jimin support her body by holding her legs tightly to make sure she won't fall. He grinned to himself when he felt she dug her face into the nape of his neck.

She watched her angel's side profile under a fall of hair. She smells his scent that intoxicates and alluding her in different levels. She tightened her arms around his neck. She wants this moment not to stop. She hopes someone would stop the time and would let them be stuck together, forever.

She wanted him in the bluntest way. She wanted his lips, his hands, his arms. She wanted him the way the ocean wants the shore, constantly reaching and running back. She wanted him the way rain wants to fall, the way the sun wants to shine, the way words wants to be read. She wanted him to infinity, to the millionth degree, no amount of rain could douse the fire she had for him.

They were in the convenient store. Anna actually wanted ice cream even though it was cold out.

"You still can't choose what flavour you want?" Jimin asked her while he's waiting for her still struggling staring at the different ice cream flavours lined up in front of her.

"Just give me more minute," she said hushing him up. Park Jimin just shook his head whilst still laughing.

"I can't believe how indecisive you are sometimes, princess," he said palms on his face again. "Why don't we just buy every flavour in the store?" he said and Anna looked at him laughing.

It was the kind of laugh he could listen for the rest of his life.

"You are silly!" she said and kissed him, pressed against him so he could feel how cold the tip of her nose was.

The angel watched his princess again, in hoodie with hair so messy.

"Hey! Did you hear me?" she snapped a finger in front of his face so he would go back from his own reverie.

"Oh, sorry! I couldn't concentrate on the words you are saying. I was too busy getting lost in your eyes,"

Anna smiled up at him, Jimin felt his heart swell against the inside of his chest.

And in that moment, he knew he loved her more than anyone else he had ever loved. In the moment he knew she were his once in a lifetime.

And yet all they were doing was looking for ice cream.

#JiAnna Jimin Anna

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