#what i probably wouldve answered

[bluewinnerangel]

I just found out your a quarantine larrie 🥺 due to a an ask of yours on dash. Your anon asked how did us veteran larries survive [it's been chaos all I can say] but I'd like to know as a veteran larrie how have you newer stans managed? Like you came in 20 chapters into a story with like 5 different spinoffs how did you manage to learn all that happened prior? I saw it all first hand since I've been a fan since xfactor. I even remember seeing the gossip news channels talk about the scandalous situation of Taylor being spotted alone on a boat while Harry was out partying with friends. But for someone like you who didn't see this play out first hand how did you manage to learn about all this stuff? Was it difficult?

You have activated the ramblesTM:

You know how much time there is in quarantine, that's how. I stumbled upon this bluegreenworld, became obsessed to have a conclusion (larry real or not) for myself, so I just didn't stop till I got there. I'm not gonna pretend I cared about these boys at that point, it just became a challenge for myself to have a conclusion. Like entertaining a crazy conspiracy not because I want it to be a thing, just, I'm curious and I like entertaining the thought of something to see where it leads. Trying to see the logic of someone who is claiming something that isn't the default GP thought. Basically, I just wanted to know what you all were going on about lol. And in the process of watching them I just fell in love with them and now we're here. Larries have done an incredibly impressive work archiving their screaming, and if you know how to find stuff it's not difficult. But I'm very very super skeptical (although now i don't sound like it now, i just.. concluded harry and louis are ridiculous in the best way and am operating from that point of view :') ) and basically didn't listen to anyone's interpretations. Like I read all the masterposts I could get my hands on (not just larrie things also just ppl debunking the whole thing, any type of anti out there, haylors, zarries, xarries, narries, elounories, whatever else name merge you can think of, people that were set on proving their beloved 2 favs were it and larries are wrong, also I came to tumblr just before that portrait blog changed so a lot of views were coming to me in real time as there was a shitload of debunking going on, debunking the debunks, reposting certain moments, so many takes), I learned how tumblr worked and found the people who kept pretty archives. Then for some events I just went to the date of it happening on a few blogs to see the actual reaction. But again I didn't listen to any of you to be honest. So I was digesting a lot of takes but mainly what got me there was I just watched footage. Any. Every. I'm talking nonedited (as in, not larrie edits) interviews and show footage trying to see what's what, knowing some peoples interpretations of some moments, slowly getting familiar with their personalities and mannerisms. And what I found was basically more, things not mentioned and chewed out as a larry moment, behavior that I just can't make sense unless larry is really a thing so that just convinced me..

And now for the disgusting "I'm not like the other girls" addition although I was already on a roll there, I do think a lot of quarantine kids just got their info from youtube LaRrY PrOoF videos or tiktoks or twitter threads which are dumping both super larrie things and nonsensical garbage all together on one big pile so I don't think I'm speaking for the majority of people who came in when I did. I really do think a lot of larries have their beliefs based on a lot of things that I think aren't what they look like (it's say debunkable moments), and some absolutely very much debunked by veteran larries, some just me personally not believing that's what went down... and I mean in the end the conclusion is the same and it's based on consistent persistent patterns that lead to the conclusion "larry" for a decade here. So I somewhat don't mind that some details are just not it (the amount of details not adding up when you believe anything but larry being the truth here is far greater for sure)

I think a good thing to point out about me and everyone else coming in later tho is that I absolutely am not aware of any minor details that happened unless it was screamed about hard enough its still echoing, I don't think you can. Especially if it's about articles coming out in the context it did exactly, the timeline of harry/louis posting or in any way shading or hinting at a certain thing while these other let's say image shaping things are happening. Or the other way around, things that seem loud and clearly "this means larry" while at the time there was another context that wasn't "larry" at all.

I think all this resulted in a lot of different sub-bubbles within this already divided fandom. Like what's the general thought about certain things differs between platforms, and even within them for instance on twitter we have two outer ends of on one hand massive clowning, thinking everything is a hint, everything is foreshadowing that somethings gonna happen, everyone's in on it, and on the other hand we got people that somehow do believe they're together but will trash you for thinking they're giving any hint whatsoever to that they indeed are (like, anti-bluegreening-larries, like what is this how did you get to this conclusion theyre still together if you aren't acknowledging they thrive on doing weird shit, and don't even believe in their most blatant, easiest, "larrycoding" thing they got going on)

Also to take your example, with the taylor thing I tried to form my own opinion based on everything they've said throughout the years and their lyrics, on top of people's takes who lived through it all. With that I basically came to the same conclusion as what people in 2012 were saying, everything in the past decade makes sense with what you saw back then, unfortunately (because it fucking sucks that this is real of course).

But it's not difficult, because it makes sense. I'd say it's getting easier even because with every new thing they put out it just adds to the huge pile that is a mountain pointing at larry. And whenever this happens, older stuff gets brought up by those who remember it, and you'll learn that way if you don't rummage through it in your spare time yourself. It's because they(HL) stick to their story, because it's their actual story, that makes it easy. I mean otherwise we wouldn't be here.

#I woke up to waaaayyy too many anons and yours was refreshing so i said yk what imma type #also anyone who sent an anon regarding the UA stuffs i think ive said a lot what i wanted to say so if you just scroll my blog youll find #what i probably wouldve answered

[ourstarscollided]

You’re welcome to explain your answer in the tags!

#julie and the phantoms #jatp #jatppolls #dont ask me why the number categories are like this!!! there is no rhyme or reason to them!!! #been thinking bout this for awhile now. cause it didnt occur to me that I havent watched it since i netflix party’d it with Rosie in Sept #2021… which has been… a very long time. considering in 2020 after it came out i probably watched it over 100 times in full. #there’s just something that stops me from clicking play on the show and i cant put it into words. its just this feeling i get every time my #mouse or finger hovers over the show. i also got rid of netflix this past year too but that was quite recent and i do have a copy of it on #my ipad sksjsj idk #guess im just curious if anyon else is in this weird limbo. dont get me wrong. i am still enamoured by this show but rewatching it is just #smthg i havent done in a hot minute. maybe i should make Rosie do another netflix party with me 👀 #i feel like if i was more active in a discord or on tumblr i wouldve tried to watch it with mutuals but alas i am incapable of having free #time outside of work and life. #once again i am shocked that the answers are centred in the bubbles before u click on them and it bothers me?!? #alt option: i have rewatched the show aolely through gifsets 😌 #sunset queue #<- queuing this for some reason. idk what the reason is.

[breezere]

having a time

#probs wont answer the ask that prompted this for personal content but ✌ shroom anon this ones for u #drawing the whole class wouldve killed me dead so i just went with half adgkcbdkdn #man. this took so long and for what #my free trial of motivation had expired 😞 plus holidays being a thing #but i am KICKIN AGAIN . probably . thats tbd #shuichi saihara #kokichi ouma #kokichi oma #saiouma #oumasai #why ask for snuggles like a normal person when u can just convince ur bf to go sledding w u so he has no choice but to cling to u #kaede akamatsu #rantaro amami #miu iruma #tenko chabashira #himiko yumeno #tenmiko #i mean it could be #kiibo #k1-b0 #and his 70383 names. im limiting myself to two #the snowballing four can be any ship variations. or none at all. makes no difference to me #u ever just get ur bf to make snowballs so u can throw them at ur gf who is ALSO making her bf make snowballs so she can throw them at u??

[padfootastic]

Sirius gets a bunch of various lethal presents from his family post-Prank, and each one is a message of “just do the killing yourself.” Bella sent a cursed set of knives that cause agony to whoever they’re used on, Narcissa sent along a bunch of poisons, Andromeda sent along some kind of enchanted communication method so she can alibi him out as well as more enchanted knives but these always hit the target, Regulus handed him a hand of glory after class one day and Sirius really wants to know why Regulus even had this thing (he stares at his brother for a couple seconds before just shrugging and thanking Regulus, and telling Regulus that he’ll let the Slytherin team win the Quidditch game this weekend as a thank you and Regulus very nearly beats his brother with that Hand of Glory because Slytherin doesn’t need victories just handed to them and they win on their own; Sirius raises an eyebrow and hums under his breath, and Regulus has to leave before he commits fratricide), and even their parents get in on the murder presents, sending on a bunch of Dark books that may not be banned but that’s more likely because nobody remembered they existed than anything else. The Marauders are sitting at the breakfast table, looking at these murder gifts Sirius just received with his mail, and none of them have a clue what to say, there’s no rule book for “your best friend’s bizarre and homicidal family just sent him a bunch of murder methods, right in front of your breakfast.” It’s totally silent at that part of the Gryffindor table, all of them staring at the gifts (aside from Sirius, who’s focusing on Narcissa’s letter that details the different poisons she sent)

sksksks imagining sirius dealing with the disappointment of not just his friends (which like, only really means remus lbr) but also his family.

the only difference (and quite a big one too) is that the former is because he tried to kill someone and the latter is because he didnt do it properly. which is obviously the bigger problem here. the blacks have got their priorities straight.

so, sirius is stuck in the middle juggling to diametrically opposing judgements. no wonder poor guy was so tortured. literally being pulled in two directions.

#yes yes im answering old asks :p #a round of applause for pen everyone #lets see how long the brain allows it to happen this time #bc i embark on this mission so frequently #and almost always fail too hehehe #i also think theres something so funny ab him receiving all this in front of others #turns out thats what thaws remus #who comes around to the whole thing #and realises snape dead wouldve actually been a net plus #and then he's disappointed in sirius for the same thing #s is just half horrified at this unintentional collusion #wonder if r would be more scarred to know hes agreeing with the devil (the blacks) or the other way around #james wants to tell them both to find out the answer #should i tag this as crack #its probably become that at this point lol #pen’s asks #the BFCU

[neurotypical-sonic]

I still think about that anon ask I got that was like "hey is what I heard about you [saying thing] true?" and it makes me want to scream. like. I rarely delete posts I make, except for art, so just scrolling through this blog wouldve been more than enough to answer it, but mostly because they said they were asking because their friend said something about me on some discord server and the idea that people are?? talking about me in random discord servers? god. especially since [thing] was about me replying to someone who I realised was a troll, so deleted that reply, and it was on this blog for five minutes. this is me being paranoid but I already have issues with feeling like I'm constantly being Observed and Watched and the thought that people are keeping tabs on me. god.

#and like. i wouldve been happy to answer. i still have the response in the drafts #but I asked them to message me privately because it wasnt something I wanted to open up to everyone who follows ne to discuss #but they never did and now im just. god what if they're still saying shit #once again probably not. i just have so so much anxiety within me #please im begging. if you want clarification on something ive said or youve 'heard' something about me. message me or ask off anon #egg.txt #'i heard you said this is that true' I have a strict tagging system i have a talk tag

[elegyofthemoon]

ok but do i want to actually sit and read through all the clockie animation stuff so i have better foundation for what i want to say? i guess

#avil plays hsr #idk if i actually want to write this ramble because i started rewatching a bunch of scenes that i needed to figure my thoughts out #but the more i gather the more im getting lost with myself so im like MMMMM #i gotta line these pieces up first #i think the trickiest thing about gallagher is wondering how much of what he says is true vs false #UH #ill just tag this as #hsr 2.1 spoilers #because thats the ramble in the tags #but like as a follower of enigmata hes prone to lying and conjuring even more riddles to confuse you #so i just have to wonder too #and if his whole facade as gallagher is fake. then how did he actually become part of the bloodhound? #sunday points out how gallagher stoles features from so many members of the family so. i just have to wonder #he couldnt have changed his identity without being noticed #so thats where i get confused. like How did you get in here in the first place using your disguise? #how did you fool people? #ANSWER MY QUESTIONS MAN (SHAKES GALLAGHER) #at the very least though: i think what he says about mikhail is true #i want to believe those are true even despite his false front #the things i want to talk about is like #well first i wanna make a whole timeline of the historical events of penacony #and that will give me a better idea of how things led to one another to present time #and THANKFULLY i rewatched because now i understand what gallagher meant possibly by traitor #but how did the family come to be? #how did the dreammaster come to be? (SHAKES THE GAME) #ok so i have to read more. so this will take longer #unfortunately maybe by the time i get all the information i want itll be too late and someone else wouldve said #SOMEONE PROBABLY DID #but i like the satisfaction of pulling the pieces together myself. thats the satisfaction of solving cases and puzzles ✨ #my desk looks ridiculous now because its like. sticky notes everywhere because im like I HAVE TO MAKE NOTE OF THIS

[themyscirah]

Philippus? Wym philippus this is a wholeass other woman?????? She's white?????? Guys come on now

ALSO cursed white Euboea in this same sequence.... homeboy she's Asian please stop

Joe Phillips I'm sorry but this is some shitty ass guest pencilling how can you not know anything abt what these people look like thats literally your job... you also just needed to read the issue before this to know?

Editors should have caught this one these are major Amazon characters

#also i did a quick wiki check for one thing and basically confirmed that i was right about this entire arc so i win i guess 💪💪💪💪 #like “the amazons are starting some crazy murder shit!” are they really now. which amazons may i ask? are you sure its not the bana- #oh yep its the baba mighdall. well then. TOTALLY didnt see this coming (said w love) #i mean its like maybe im being perceptive but they literally showed two of them in their armor and had one say phthia aka one of the #founders of the bana. like okay i had to do a wiki to check that and obvi id know slightly more than a pérez run reader abt them #(but not much honestly ive read the same stuff they wouldve just plus some fandom osmosis/knowing who artemis is) but i digress. do think he #maybe could have put showing them off but i understand the motive of not wanting readers to go months thinking the amazons were chopping #ppls heads off. but they could have teased the mind control red herring (probably? think it was a red herring although it could pop back up #the arc is still ongoing) a little bit more considering weve had dr psycho starting shit for the past 4 (at LEAST) issues but well whatever #anyways the pencilling on this one needed help like its not even a coloring issue at the core of it its legit this guest guy drawing #totally different people... very lame #anyways maybe im too quick to blame it all on the bana i am only halfway through the arc #like i do think it is the bana. i think thats the answer. but again dr psycho IS causing problems and theres been hints of the cheetah being #involved (“animal attack” killings + a shot of her in arkham) AND circe was namedropped (although now we know it was dr psycho) but im still #slightly suspicious bc there seems to be possesed animals... like they are v much laying different hints and pathways here #but i think its the bana. i think its psycho fucking around and also the bana and MAYBE a psycho controlled cheetah or the bana mimicing her #patterns. or are the bana even there if psychos involved??? he could just be fucking around then- okay you know what. maybe im less sure of #this than i thought and should just read more. wait but how would psycho even know about the bana to have ppl hallucinate hed just use the #themyscirans-- okay i need to read more im getting distracted. the bana are definitely involved though im calling it. its them and maybe #psycho. and maybe cheetah. and maybe circe but likely not bc we already established that was a false lead. unless that was also a trick. and #WHAT ABT ARES ALL THE STOLEN ARTIFACTS HAD TO DO WITH WAR-- #.... guys im losing it. fuck it im saying its all giganta and calling it a day i cant do this #no but i love how this mystery is set up its like they just dropped clues for every single ww villain onto it and said “here. good luck.” #this is before the big ww crossover too so it could actually be all of them im losing my mind here. WHO IS IT #ive twisted myself in a circle here i dont know anything now. only that i did call it if it was the bana. or if theres mind control or smth #sus about heracles cup. i also called that although its seeming less and less likely now that the bana and psycho are likely involved. and #maybe cheetah. and circe. and ares. guys im falling apart here #what was the point of this post then? oh shitty guest pencilling and editor flops. the editor flop part i can understand im sure they were #busy even if this is a big thing to miss imo. the penciller though is just silly come on now. someone should have caught that. anyways-- #swishy liveblogs

[slippery-minghus]

the bad news is i spent about an hour (after already getting home late) wandering around my apartment crying because i couldn't find my computer mouse anywhere. checking every place it could be twice, three times, knowing i don't lose things because of how badly it messes me up, only finally finding it at the cusp of a very bad meltdown in a place that i had already checked once before (and only once bc i knew i hadn't seen it in there the other day). had to take meds and cbd and lay on the floor for a long time and i still don't really feel ok.

but the good news? i won $100 in a raffle through work. so that's neat.

#personal #eating and drinking will probably help a lot right now but they're kinda the last things i want to do #takes too many spoons #and my entire face hurts from crying #therapist brain is asking me what that whole computer mouse search ordeal might have felt like if i wasn't alone #and first answer is i wouldn't have let myself get so worked up bc my Being Upset and Fixated is apparently very bad #always made my mom really upset #so probably not a safe thing to express #around anyone. any. one. #i don't know that i woulda been able to really hold it in tho with how upset i got. though maybe i wouldn't have spiraled so much? #a second pair of eyes wouldve been helpful but i also can't imagine not being made to feel like an idiot about it all #i kept saying to myself that *i don't lose things*. it's *not like me* and i even cited what my shrink has said #about how much i clearly DO care about things and always act with INTENT. and i felt that all about to shatter in the face of the proof #that i wasn't. proof that i WAS careless. proof that saying i'm anything but a thoughtless careless waste #was just another lie i was telling myself (and believing it so thoroughly i didn't even know i was lying) #and then i found the mouse. in a spot that i know made sense at the time #i at least managed not to throw it at the wall and shatter it. i didn't even want to. the mouse didnt do anything wrong #i can't even imagine a possible scenario where having another person with me when that happened would have been a good thing #where i would have been safer (and not just bc i was masking and bottling it all up) and not made to be a monster #other people aren't safe #why would they be? i'm certainly not

[posts-from-employee-427]

if talking to him goes poorly maybe you could get Violent?

The ideal here is to not cause Violence, believe it or not.

#im just gonna knkck on the door again #and if he doesnt answer... #and if he doesnt answer ill open it anyway #because that what i wouldve done before remember #and if it goes wrong oh well #ok wait hold on i should probably have like. a conversation starter ready. #the donuts? no god not the donuts thats work related and questions the company that could go bad #uhhh help? safe normal conversation starters anyone?? #i need one before i. do this.

[fratboykate]

This is a Wila Geryon-Woods picture if I've ever seen one 64(.)media(.)tumblr(.)com/f5c8cc1682cef6703f5dab9088fe3423/4647096f81eb3a18-bf/s540x810/e5a2fa7915a2e145eef27cfc434aee1c28800e50(.)pnj

MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD............................

I could write a whole 10k word chapter built around this picture alone...deadass. I have it in my head already. And it's PAIN because of course it revolves around the shooting :)

#THE WAY I WILL LIE ON MY DEATH BED AND THIS WILL BE ONE OF MY BIGGEST REGRETS IN LIFE KLJSDHGJDSKFHGSJF #THE FACT THAT ALL THESE KIDDOS AND NOW THEY'RE ALREADY PROBABLY TOO OLD FOR THIS...IT HAUNTS ME #THERE WILL NEVER BE A GROUP OF PEOPLE MORE PERFECT FOR MY BOOK #DEAR LORDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD WHAT A CAST THAT WOULDVE BEEN #but also like...that aside...........the way parker wouldn't let this version of wila BREATHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE lmao #wila would be TAPPING OUT #she's be like please love of my life wife of mine i love you but for the love of god LEAVE ME ALONE #I CANT ANYMORE jksdhfgljskdfhgsdjfg #cfautv #eolsen #anonymous #answers

[vaniliens]

I cannot let miscom win but it is so hard trying to come up with ways to communicate something with someone when that someone was supposed to be the one in charge of communicating it to you despite not saying Jack shit without trying to look like an asshole because youre kind of disappointed and you kind of come off as a know it all. Because. We. Didnt communicate. About it at all but somehow I know something she hasn't told me . which. Is what im mad about.

#DAYS without being disappointed in the way ive been treated: 0!!!!!! #nillas #vanili powder #Lets see how this goes #will i A.) Actually Leave this organization because this is my last straw (Again.) #or B.) Just forget about it #or c.)!!! Attempt to Forget about it only to have it resurface Later on!!! (AGAIN!!!) #Look im sorry but how was I not part of the planning process. youre telling me you set up what the competitions about all the sponsors and #THE GOD DAMN PROPOSAL without asking ME???? about ANYTHING???? After telling me and my one guy in my team that we dont have any meetings #about it to attend or Listen in to or anything for months????? #Who do you think made that idea??? you???? Did you make it and thought you shouldn't consult me? You knew about my skills and chose not to #Ask me about things you knew I wouldve been able to help with??? Do you remember what the purpose of this event is? Are you fucking serious? #Did you seriously just sideline US because of THEM are you fucking kidding me #all of this and she has never once told me a single thing about what was inside the proposal or the details of the event #Not even when i needed it for like a mock up trial we had to do to get this approved AND I WAS THE ONE BEING QUESTIONED #I ASKED HER FOR IT BECAUSE OF COURSE I DID AND SHE WAS ALL ''I'll Send you some questions and answers that you'll memorize for the trial'' #ARE YOU KIDDING ME. #MEMORIZE? #I CANT JUST READ THE WHOLE THING MYSELF? SEE WHAT YOU DID WITH MY IDEA ALONG WITH WHAT EVERYONE ELSE DID TO IT? #I DIDNT EVEN KNOW WHAT THE NAME WAS AND HOW TO PRONOUNCE IT UNTIL THE MOCK UP AND IT WAS IN ENGLISH #its just so weird and irritating how shes literally side lined us despite how [ORIGINALLY] it was supposed to promote our club #What the fuck do you mean im not even one of the main players on it. Im literally the head of the division thats hosting the event. #What the hell do you mean by making me (and everyone else) just. #ughhwhhahhahahh #will i use this as more fuel to quit another organization or will i just give up because this is the last one #& ik if i quit ill probably lose my few acquaintances in it

[busylilbee]

I finally bought a real trash can for my kitchen after 5 years of living on my own and I finally feel closer to being a Real Adult

#you may wonder what i did before this #the answer is mildly horrifying #i simply hung a plastic grocery bag on the corner of my open pantry shelf #sadly if i actually lived alone i probably wouldve continued that horror show #but my younger brother lives with me and was losing his mind slowly using my shitty trash bag situation #so today i bought a real trash can a bags and even got us a better trash can for the bathroom #bc i CAN technically afford that so i should stop living like im 20 and totally broke #having a real trash can is already noticabky better like going through and cleaning shit is easier #just having a can open and ready to recieve my trash is amazing #i am slowly transitioning out of my makeshift ways of doing things now #next i need to buy a normal plastic tub to keep the cat food in #preferably a clear one so i can tell easily when its low #right now its in an old tidy cats litter container i cleaned out..... #so #that needs to change lol #personal #i am finally accepting that i will benefit significantly mentally by improving my home situation #so its okay to spend a little money to replace shit #i had a REALLY hard time with that for a while #tidying up 2023

[two-calicos-in-a-trenchcoat]

Dillons has signs on their small carts saying that taking them past the bounds of the parking lot can make the wheels lock up

I see no locking mechanisms on the wheels

I have never once considered taking a shopping cart out of the parking lot

Until today

#i didnt #but man was i tempted #just to see what happened #i wanna know how they lock up #theres nothing on the wheels to indicate that they should #HOW DOES IT WORK I NEED TO KNOW #DID THEY JUST PUT THE SIGNS ON AS A DETERRENT #CUZ IF I WAS STILL IN HIGHSCHOOL ACROSS THE STREET FROM THE STORE THAT MAY NOT HAVE STOPPED ME #FROM TRYING TO STEAL A CART #IT WOULD HAVE MADE IT EXTREMELY ENTICING IN FACT #WHAT MAKES THE WHEELS LOCK UP #if i was still friends with the guy that was a department head there id ask him if he knew #i mean i could probably still ask him but i dont remember them having those signs when he worked there #but hes a manager at walmart now so maybe he has forbidden shopping cart knowledge #cuz he is also a guy that likes to know things #he mightve helped me hijack a shopping cart in highschool to see how the wheels locked up #we wouldve returned it to a cart return afterwards #some questions can only be answered by testing them out yourself

[jwooyoung]

my love language is not gift giving BUT I am quite good at giving gifts because I actually pay attention to what people like and I'm good at making things. it's just so hard to put lots of effort into making and giving a gift to someone who's been emotionally abusive to me my whole life but I can't NOT give her anything cause we live together and it's fucking weird not to.....

#like i spent so much time making this??? FOR WHAT ?? i couldve just bought something ?? and it wouldve had the same reaction probably?? #yes i know the answer to that is because deep down I'm still craving attention and validation from her but we're not gonna talk about that #anyways this is about my mother her birthday was yesterday (she wasn't even here btw she spent it with her bf) and she's coming home soon #so i have to give her the gift and feel like shit the rest of the day lmao #abuse tw #j.txt

[elegyofthemoon]

7, 22, 38

OOO thanks so much anon !!

fe3h asks

7. Favourite Blue Lions character?

NOOOOOOOOOOOO--

...Okay so because I was like ohhh nooo I don't know how to decide ahhhhhhh how do i piiiick I let the sorter do it AND SOMEHOW ???? FELIX WAS THE TOP BLUE LION FOR ME LMAO

I mean that's also fair: I think I was saying I gravitate the most towards swordsman characters (sword!!!! cool!!!!!) but I do remember how much I liked the different characterizations/exploration of his character depending which route ur on -- at least between Blue Lions Felix vs Crimson Flower Felix. I still think a lot about his reflection on when Dimitri dies in Crimson Flower and it makes me :((((

ALSO also his supports were good. I still laugh a lot about his one with Annette and Lysithea for example. Or the one with Bernadetta lolol But the serious ones hoo they hit

22. Favourite scene?

One of my fave scenes was the reunion scene with Dimitri actually asdlkfjh I remember running into a post that was talking about the placement of the lords in light and I was breaking apart about Dimitri being in the shadows and rejecting Byleth's hand. I think a lot about that scene and it kinda warms my heart everytime I see art referencing that scene ;; 0 ;;

38. Most heartbreaking death?

No one asked but there's a reason why I hate doing Crimson Flower and never want to do it again because I DON'T WANT TO GO AGAINST DIMITRI :(((((((( I DON'T LIKE HURTING HIM AND I HATE SEEING THE WAY HE GOES OUT

Dedue in that route ALSO gets a shoutout because when he becomes those crest monster things (forgot what they're called) I GOT SO DEVASTATED THAT I HAD TO COMPLETELY STOP AND THEN CALLED MY BEST FRIEND ABOUT IT TO COOL OFF LMAO

#ACTUALLY IM MAD THAT FELIX GOT THE TOP PLACE FOR BLUE LIONS #IM DUNKING HIM A LAKE AS WE SPEAK GET FUCKED FEEFEE. #also i have to thank nick for sitting through my fe3h phase because i had no one else to talk to about it at that point right? #so like everytime i just needed to scream. id just call him up and go HEY SO LIKE... GUESS WHAT HAPPENED #or text him too either way #I THINK LIKE dimitris death in particular makes me sad. ik he dies in golden deer and silver snow too but its off screen #meanwhile we actively see him screaming at edelgard before she kills him #and that makes me sad especially knowing whats going through dimitris head atm #i probably wouldve been better off starting black eagles first before blue lions and it wouldnt make me feel as sad with black eagles #HOWEVER I HAD ONE BRAIN AT THAT POINT AND WAS SOOOO IN LOVE WITH BLUE LIONS YOU HAVE NO IDEA LMAOOO #OMGGG WAIT let me tell you anon!!! #i went through crimson flower as sUUUUCH as a soursap i swear !!! #and then when i finished the route #i was like 'hmm well at least i know whats going to happen. perhaps i can try again!' #tried to start up another gameplay of black eagles. got mad by ch 3 i think and then stopped entirely LOL #answered #anons #much appreciated friend !!!

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I WISH YOU LOVE ! - reminiscing with gun.

(cant catch me now series). GUN VER. dg ver. goo ver

they see you everywhere. james, jonggun, joongoo. they find bits and pieces of you lying around in their pockets, their houses and memories. it depends on which one it is which scene they see you in.

for GUN, he cant figure out for the life of anyone why they would wish someone that moved on in life the best of luck. he was a selfish man. when you disappeared from him, he mutters bitterly to himself wishing curses upon your name. the tear drops on the letter you wrote to him being the symbolism behind it all.

why would he want you to do well without him? why did you have to leave him?

did you not care as much as you said you did? he furrows his eyebrow. taking another drag out of his cigarette while he watches the stupid couple on the street pick out matching items for each other.

"jonggun! jonggun! look come here! hurry up!" you hiss at him as you press your face against the glass of a window. it was the pet adoption center. a calico cat taking a nap in the window as you cood at it.

that was the ugliest cat hes ever seen. it's eyes looked a bit too similar to the one you always give him when you want him to do something ridiculous for you.

"its cute" he gruffly says. you raise an eyebrow at him and made a face "youre a big fat liar. when we grow old with joongoo and james! we should all get a cat together!"

you giggle as you wiggled your finger at the cat. your breath fogging up the glass and when you pulled away he could see a slight bit of lipgloss- or lip tint- or whatever you were wearing on your lips that left it all glossy and shimmery left on the window.

he didnt say anything about it. he probably shouldve. you left the window dirty with your makeup. the same lips he imagined himself kissing from to time.

he thinks again. gun is a selfish man. when he read the letter you gave him, he thinks to himself for a far longer period of time than what he would appreciate.

he picks up the small camera you left behind in your apartment. he kept it with him for some reason. it was to keep videos and photos of yourself so he wont forget all of the times hes had with you.

"gun stop! stop! stop- what in the world happened here?!" your voice can be heard from behind the camera. the camera work a bit shaky as you walk closer to the restaurant.

there were a lot of bodies on the floor. a lot. "did you take them all down by yourself?" you ask him. you already knew the answer. he didnt need to respond but he did "yes"

you let out a deep sigh "this was supposed to be a cute video! you just ruined it. i wanted to send my mom and dad videos of me while im still here!"

you never sent it. he almost wished you did. so your parents knew what your friends were in korea. gangsters hanging out with the most.. sane one. sane is a strong word. hed think more like you were the glue.

you held everyone together, but at the same time. you were the one keeping them in the past.

that wasnt what he thought as he read your note though.

while he reading the shaky lines with splotchy text. the tears you left on the paper made it all crumbly and the words were hard to read.

he could only wish you the worst time without him. you better not be happier than you were with him. thats how you made him feel. he felt like the vines growing around the fence around you. his growth was hindered by the boundaries you had. if you werent there, he wouldve probably never grown in the first place, but you were also the reason he couldnt get better.

even as he read the lines 'jongun, you are the one who destroyed me the most.' he felt a small smile come to his face. he really is the most selfish person he knew.

sooooo... im here. I DID THE SECONDPARTY YIPPEE 😋😋 is it messy idk

i havent proof read so im assuming its ok. if its ooc mb brother.

their personalities are hard to capture anyways live laufh love the lookism blondes <3 the hottest in the game frl

#lookism scenarios #lookism #lookism x reader #lookism fluff #gun lookism #gun x reader #park jonggun #jonggun x reader