new sparkledog thing :3 ish!! is he is a deep sea weird dog thing, he is completely unaffected by any water pressure and depth, and can live anywhere in the sea!!! he has 4 arms, his back arms are better at swimming than his front ones and have webbing for that! his name is Lumi btw ^_^ its short for bioluminescence
My friend and I were chatting and decided to both draw our take on Ren-sune Miku! If you want to see another drawing of him, go look at @jalo-parker's blog to see his rendition (no pun intended)
Flash back to when I was forced to write a story with certain words for English and since I was drained of creativity I just wrote a fanfic of Jigsaw in London and somehow my teacher didn't notice
i literally need someone to care about the penumbra series as much as i do in the year of 2023 because i am going INSANE thinking about those games alone
Yea, so additional thoughts about the post on how a lot of adults are shockingly immature for their age range when interacting online. I was just thinking about that in regards to my experience in fandom lately. And maybe this is my fault for existing in mainly cartoon fandoms but also? I’m not sure that matters? Like if someone is in their late 20′s to early 30′s they’re usually pretty normal and I can have regular conversations and it’s all good. But early 20′s down to 18 are sooo hit or miss, and I don’t really expect 18 year olds to be particularly mature. So that’s no surprise. But sometimes it’s like...if you are old enough to drink and pay taxes...it weirds me out when your social group is comprised of mainly 14 year olds and you are indistinguishable from them in how you speak/act. Like it’s weird behavior to think “everyone in my age group is a creep!” and hang out with kids instead. It’s so uncomfortable. I wonder if people are legitimately afraid to grow up.
And it seems like (in my experience) the major disconnect comes from an abnormally extreme unease over the idea of other adults making and consuming adult content and it’s like...I am not saying everyone needs or wants to participate in that aspect of fandom. Not at all. I just mean the unease over even accepting that other people may want to do that. And I think that makes it impossible to truly be in a group of...adults. Like if you don’t want to know anyone like that at all then yea, your social circle if going to be mostly kids :|. And groups with mainly kids are so vitriolic because you know, that’s just sort of how being a teenager is. But it’s weird to be a grown adult who never grew out of that and still acts the exact same way. It’s not a good look. But I do see it more often where I’ll learn someone’s age and be like 😬 no way....and me and every other adults I know will be so disturbed lol. Idk. I just don’t get why you’d want to be a teenager or appeal to that age range for as long as possible. Those are not the best years of your life, I promise lol.
I don’t even know if I have a conclusion here. I just think it’s weird and it’s something I noticed a lot and I think it has something to do with rejecting the idea of adulthood for as long as possible but idk. I also think it takes a level of repression to live this way that is unhealthy and people would just be happier if they accept that they’re grown now.
the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
im not particularly religious but i think it’s very cute that Trans Day of Visibility and Easter are on the same day this year :)
its no question that something like this could be triggering or upsetting to a number of queer ppl given the current sociopolitical climate, so i want everyone to remember that u are loved! Regardless of what u or others believe, there are ppl who will love and support you always. Give yourself patience and treat yourself with care!!!
happy and peaceful TDOV everyone!! And Easter to those who celebrate :D