#weve all moved on

[birdmans]

succession (2018–2023) / succession season two script

#weve all collectively moved on but this siblings moment was defining #succession #shiv roy #kendall roy

[oatbugs]

my research partner and i are huddled in a blanket in paddington waiting for a too-late train i already miss you and you and you

#he keeps falling asleep almost on my shoulder and waking up and readjusting but i want to tell him its ok weve seen a lot #of each other ive seen your brainwaves you called me crying a few nights ago. research partner right now is a potentiality #friend is a certainty. i met a banker passionate about finance. he said his advice made the lives of others better and he likes the numbers #more than he likes anything else. on a high rise near canary wharf the view was wonderful and the people even moreso #he said i loved her but i spent 33 grand on her and i cant do this anymore. his voice cracked talking about her. he did love her. #and she talked softly she grabbed my hand she bought me a pack of Marlborough gold she told me to snap #the russian menthol cigarettes of the tortured polish man near us with my teeth i kept staring at her teeth #bright white and sharp. i couldnt find her heartbeat but i did find warmth and i did find her lips and i did feel #how she felt pressed against a wall. a pretty boy held my hand and i gave him my number. i couldnt stop smiling about her no matter #how many runways youve walked on how many collections youve designed how many students youve taught. senior lecturer teaches me how to do #very unethical things ethically over a double shot of vodka made by the half-persian with broken farsi. she talks softly #and she says her eyes are hazel but they appear a shade of red. pure gold on her hands and leather on her back and her fingers on my lips #(she talks softly sees through me she says something i cant hear but i wont forget the way she flies) she talked to my research partner #about the possibility of moving to sunny dubai with the rest of her family and my heart felt pierced. on her arm i traces a tattoo of a #knife passing through a rose. she told me she thought there was romance in severing so i kissed her some more. #he sat me down and asked me what i loved and i told him and he said no romance no person no tragedy will take that from you. #the room was filled with a collection of people in love with something that wasnt a person and i kept looking at her. #red eyes bitten jawline beautiful hands. it is 3 degrees Celsius my head is on his shoulder i miss my friends #we walked out the lecture hall with arms linked a photo of two years ago and we both said #jesus christ. i miss you all. and i miss logic metatheory lectures. im glad i get to stare at the depth of your eyes #i wish i had met you years ago. #crushposting

[littlecutiexox]

I better grow a huge bubble butt after this leg day I swear

#im so dead #weve been on foot all morning and im so so tired #weve moved my desk today!! #and moved all the furniture around and now leg session at the gym #still gotta set up my computer but its getting there

[fishy-lava]

ya know having spent the last year living in a trailer has changed my perception of adam parrish a little bit do you gave any idea how silent this kid had to be to avoid getting his ass beat every day? how careful he had to be about all of his movements? you can feel and hear literally everything in a trailer like someone rolls over in their sleep and it shakes the whole thing sometimes and I literally cannot stress enough how you can hear everything both inside and out and it's so stressful sometimes and it gets so fucking hot in the summer and if the heating goes out in the winter it gets so so so cold to the point where really the only difference between outside and inside is that there's no wind inside and honestly this kid's gucking willpower is insane just to keep living in that trailer with his father despite having people who could very easily get him out like i get why he didnt want to leave that but holy shot dude it could have been so much easier if he just did I get why he's such a bitch now

#that last part is said with love #i love adam but he is absolutely a heinous bitch sometimes #i feel like i already had a pretty good understanding of adam because of similar things weve been through but wow #adam probably accidentally snuck up on people all the fucking time because of how quiet he was used to being all the time #like noah levels of just showing up suddenly #adam parrish #trc #the raven cycle #now i kinda wanna write about adam repeatedly scaring the shit out of the others by silently moving around and just kinda popping up #i apologize for all the typos i was very tired when i wrote this

[opens-up-4-nobody]

It's so weird watching fullmetal alchemist in contrast to naruto. Because both are set in fucked up worlds where everyone has committed war crimes, has had war crimes committed upon them, or is a war crime. But I trust that fma fundamentally understands how fucked up everything is, including the sinister qualities of the institutions that allowed this to happen. Naruto understands its fucked up on a surface level, but also glorifies the institution and never changes.

#like the idea is similar at the root bc atrosities have been committed in both worlds on both sides and someone needs to come in #and say. thats enough. enough of this. further violence isnt helping make anything better #and fma does a better job bc it unites all the warring parties agaisnt one monster villian #but i think naruto is more interesting bc the same thing happens but the betrayals feel much more huge and the pain feels more visceral #bc the familial love is so tortured under the shinobi system and all the pain arrises from that system but it never fucking changes #bc the author still feels the need to glorify the village system despite the clear cursed god tree metaphor #idk its just interesting to me where theyre similar and where they differ #in fma the characters r more insane to me bc the fucking ego and hubris is so crazy #idk in naruto it feels more like everyone is so fucked up they think they have to accomplish their goals or die but in fma thry just seem #like they have a right to do the things they do and it unnerves me more #but hey i mostly passively watched fma over 3 days so maybe i missed some stuff lol #naruto ramblings #fma rambling #unrelated #i do think i understand now how naruto never changes. they think: weve been saved. were in a time of peace. everythings good now #and then they never fucking talk abt how fucked up everything was. they just move forward without catharsis #and thats why everything is still fucking awful. they never truely reflect

[isa-ah]

rosters empty, come queue up some commissions w me!

flash coms, ~$80

painted coms, ~$140

and i CAN do backgrounds and more dynamic lighting ->

#weve set aside $205/3000 goal for housing money when we move in a few months #so any work is good work cause its all either going to groceries or our down payment in portugal #commissions open #commission information #anthro #furry #munchlax #macar #also the painted pieces are mostly for like. single characters #im still learning how exactly i like to do it

[ninja-knox-ur-sox-off]

our tree fell over merry christmas ! [Breakdances]

#knox rambles #my mom loves the smell of the pine trees so we do a real tree when we can #and you gotta water those suckers #so we just finished decorating it and watered it #and BLAMMO ITS ON THE FLOOR #cut to me running into the room with the towel i was using as an extra blanket #running back for my shower towel and my old towel that weve been using for the dog #catch me sliding across the floor and basicaly mopping up half the water with my pants and the other half with the towels #pine needles flying everywhere #ornaments in water #all the towels are in the sink now heck actualy i gotta move those so they can dry before i go to sleep actually #anyway i find this to be a highly entertaining adventure #my brothers tell me this is not the first time our tree has fallen over i have no recollection of jt however #so im counting this as my first tree falling over #we're going to bed now cautiously and i fully expect the tree to be back down by morning ngl #miraculously not a single ornament broke #anyway i gotta move those towels um happy december holidays folks #and to all a good night

[chikinan]

NOE REALLYYYY yelled "I will never set you free" at the top of his lungs right in vanitas' soaked little face. the amount of damage that makes is unfathomable. & there's no way for him to know it.

#ive seen ppl argue about it being a love declaration #but most of them mean. literally its romantic. #and no. but it is a love declaration. #the promise and threat of ''ive already changed you. you cannot eacape this'' #''you will care for me. weve been entwined '' #normal manga. #mati barks #ouuuughhhghahahwaw #vnc #vanitas crying later as he realizes hes beyond fucked #both of them thinking they understand each others 4d chess moves #while in reality they don't see each other #THE MIRRORS #i look at the mirror and see you #its all about the projection the misunderstanding and the love of it all . horrific & beautiful #kinda like seeing deer kill each other during mating season. #except totally not like that

[strawbubbysugar]

I hope I’m not annoying ya with my little random asks, but I gotta say that I LOVE your characterizations of all the animatronics! The DCA boyos are delightful blorbos, DJ is absolutely adorable, and Freddy is so sweet!

And Monty? Wonderful boy. Chef’s kiss. Making me have exceedingly flustered thoughts. Why am I feeling like this when the jester boys are right there? 13/10

Can’t wait to see what Chica and Roxy are like!

Youre not annoying in the slightest!!! <3<3<3 I adore asks like these, they fuel me!! Im so glad you like it!! I try to keep them as close as possible to what I imagine canon to be, while at the same time letting them have the wiggle room of fanon- im so glad it comes across! Also hehe >:3c

#ask #im so excited to get to chica and roxy #i didnt wanna dump all the animatronics into the fic right away i want it to be a slow bringing em all in #monty and the dca are the only ones weve rly seen so far bc the fic about the dca #but also monty is the most forward of the animatronics & if he was aware i think hed be the one making moves to get his friends up too

[pikslasrce]

you guys have nooooo idea how crazy this moving period has been november was CRAZYYYYY literally all three of us are going insane from all the shit going on ever since we found the new place

#basically we were supposed to move in last week but then the landlord was like. hey i need to do some reno first you can move in next week #anyways in those two weeks (the one when we were supposed to move in + up to now) so much has happened with the current ONE AND THE NEW ONE #the toilet broke down and flooded the bathroom so we had to get that fixed #then the OVEN SHORT CIRCUITED BC THERES STH WRONG W THE ELECTRIC SOCKET and we decided not to deal w that #so for the past week weve been using my induction stove i brought w me when i moved out of the dorm #on top of that the landlord of the new apartment is dead set on installing a window in the bathroom BUT the guy whos supposed to do that #keeps postponing it bc shit keeps popping up thus preventing him to do his thing #ALSO since furnishing the new place + the rent for the 1st few months ride on grandma selling her house in the countryside #murphys law applied to THAT too. for her to finalize the sale she needs moms signature and all so she went back to our hometown to do it #and there she found out that they wrote her information wrong in the registry which means that now they have to deal with THA #and before the weekend nonetheless... but the lawyer sorting that mess out is apparently technologically illiterate #AND OUGH. everything is soooooooo stressfullllllllllllllll #anyways .. vent over <3 #piksla.txt

[ihopeucomehomesoon]

that ai dj on spotify knows nothing abt me

#ive already listened to all the songs 342 x over and now am sick of it weve moved on!! #in a theres nothing i feel like listening to phase again

[porloquevivoyo]

So yesterday concluded the temporary summer job.

Butttttttttt I was offered a permanent part time position on the curriculum development team ❤️

It is a pay cut/hour cut from what I had this summer 😭 but I mean my alternative was nothing so it’s like whatever.

Monday I start my next project 💃🏻💃🏻

#personal #making moves #also- I am still on the lookout and applying like crazy #I ended up creating a folder in my google of all the emails saying weve received your application lol #I said taking this job would open doors #✨✨✨ #work

[northpearl]

CAMILA ONE OF US CAMILA ONE OF US ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I LOVE HER ART WDYM SHE WAS LISTENING TO NON STOP WHILE PAINTING IT.... I SHOULD DO THAT TOO.... AHHHHHH

#her art has moved me and made me really emotional #and ur telling me she was painting it like 🎨🖌️ ladadada da da da da da daya da da da EVERYBODY! 🎶 #i love being a zoomer i love that weve all had the same life experiences

[homophyte]

it is interesting to me that ive seen lately (n yknow this is subjective and likely not any real social force just what ive seen) many queer people simultaneously talking about taking back and embodying unpalatable and ‘unmarketable’ queerness (the recent return to the terms faggot and transsexual come to mind) which i think is pretty evidently shaped by the conservative moment were in of demonizing queer ppl and especially gnc and trans people as predators--it reads as a return to queer isolationism in the face of external hostility, imo--while at the same time ive seen a lot of rallying around the “original” 6 stripe rainbow flag as opposed to any of the purportedly ‘factional’ flags of different queer identities, with the assumption being different identity flags divide us while the rainbow flag encompasses everyone and its kinda fascinating to me bc the rainbow flag is probably the single most marketable and palatable and uncontroversial symbols of queerness which has been seamlessly uptaken by those who wish to sell it back to us as gets pointed out every pride month with all the cringey pride merch.... i dunno you could maybe take that as a point of hypocrisy and claim the queer community is itself in a conservative moment rn where its returning to a sense of history and historical continuity (perhaps even out of that sense of external threat) or even that the queer community has for some time been in a conservative moment given the like, decade of identity discourse and lashing out at any people deemed to not have a sufficiently established history or however we should categorize the bihets/ace discourse/transtrender-tucute discourse/pan discourse/bi lesbians discourse (because lets be frank its essentially all the same discourse just keeping up its momentum by leapfroging from one target to the next) which i think is, like, SOMEWHAT true but not entirely? its more interesting to me, in any case, as an expression of a conflict the queer community is facing given that current state of affairs RE antitransness and that very recent history. like, the simultaneous need to retreat to a safe sense of community which is welcoming to the very things the outer world is demonizing ie mutable gender, complex or contradictory experiences of gender, gender expression which is hostile to the cis binary, but also the ways in which it has to grapple with those discourses which have largely defined the community infighting for again the past decade. its queer people begging the question ‘how can we make the queer community welcoming to the girlfags and genderfucks and tboys who are being threatened when we have spent so much time making the queer community a hostile place for anyone with a non-conventional or not easily (or even just palatably) sortable sense of queer identity’. and the answer it seems to be grappling with at the moment is like, welcoming all that diversity of experience but being absolutely averse to naming it. yes we love all the fuckery with gender and sexuality never be marketable but like, ew, why are you calling yourself [insert microlabel here]. you can be genderweird but you cant call yourself genderweird. you can only exist as queer in the broadest possible way (the all-inclusive gay pride flag!) but if you try to name the specifics or use those identity labels weve been fighting over for years youre doing it wrong (the progress pride flag is now ugly and cringey and ‘too much’). i think theres something also to the way (at least on this site) transmisogynistic discourses have really taken hold as legitimate (though yknow i wont downplay how much a problem transmisogyny has like. always been in queer spaces no matter what) in the name of protecting n defending trans people. like its just regurgitated transmisogyny but its being mobilized supposedly in the service of helping trans people. idk its definitely getting a little late for me to string this together fully coherently but theres a throughline there, in the ways certain ideas are being consolidated and reified as ‘yes were more progressive now!’ when i think theres definitely something to question there in terms of like...are we? are we actually? are we doing better by the people were trying to help or are we setting strict standards and forcing ppl to adhere to them again?

#myposts #this is long and honestly probably Nothing #i dont even really have a way of proving its the same group of people saying both things except fro anecdotally seeing it #and even thats not proof either is a real social force with like power. i could be entirely wrong on every count here #but i do think theres something to the idea that like #as ive seen said #yknow 'ace discourse never ended you all just accepted ace people didnt deserve support and then moved on w those views internalized' #i think thats more broadly true for like. all those discourses i mentioned. and for the transmisogyny i alluded to #but honestly i dont even want to name the specific phenomenon im talking abt there bc those people. scare me. #but yknow ill say it ive felt way more pressure lately to not call myself pan than i did at the height of pan discourse #before it became cringe to care about it and instead of actively shitting on pan ppl we moved on to passively doing it #ive largely started just. calling myself bi to avoid the arguement. which i predicted i would have to do years ago #and now look at me doing it! not really a fluke that its happening now. i think #which isnt to say were moving 'backwards' per se but that these ideas are not now and never have been really challenged #so weve just internalized their logics--reactionary logics--and its having an interesting effect now that we need a progressive community #for our safety. #now we cant say anything about it because to bring it up is jeopardizing everything weve built and the people were keeping safe! #cause we dont count as people deserving of safety were disruptors who only belong when we dont make noise. idk. or thats how i feel #again i dont really know if this is true at all im more just...thinking through it i think #basically like what im seeing--i think--comes from simultaneously that need to be unmarketable in the face of hostility #coming into conflict with a decade of momentum to make queers solely marketable. and i think thats producing some interesting--but sucky #--discourses in the current moment #last disclaimer that i might and am likely totally wrong! okay lauren out. post send *nervous sweating*

[baejax-the-great]

Being shamed at the vet by my 40lb dog requiring four people to hold her down so they can take blood

#she has a very effective move #where she just refuses to stand #if something is happening she doesnt like #boom floor time #with bonus kicking #weve all been kicked this morning #and no blood has been taken #tz pls

[thingsthatbleedfic]

I sent some asks here a while ago, I was wondering if they got eaten by tumblr instead of sending?

Hello friend!! We did receive your asks and I will hopefully have time soon to fully answer them! <3

Life has been crazy and I've been in the middle of moving last week so sadly I haven't had time to get to the inbox, but rest assured it will be answered!

#asks #kei #lunaviathan #moving is so much work.... weve been in slowly unpacking hell all week