#we're getting kicked out of the first

[the-punforgiven]

Hey, I'm really sorry to have to ask y'all, but my family and I are being evicted from our home and we can't really afford to live anywhere else.

We've been saving up for a while and we've found a place we can almost afford, but we're still short about $4,400. So like, if you have anything you can do to help I'd greatly appreciate it, but like, I get that times are tough all around so I totally understand if you don't

Here's a link to my paypal, but like, please only donate if you've got the cash to spare, I don't want anyone to go hungry on my account

#I'm sorry to have to do this y'all ;-; #Idk what else to even do though #like this shabby little trailer we're looking at is like the second cheapest place in the entire town #we're getting kicked out of the first #the rent was dirt cheap due to the asbestos and ghosts and even then we could barely afford it lol #I wish I could offer emergency commissions or something but I've been so paralyzed by the stress of this whole situation #it's hard to do shit like draw and I'm afraid if I do the emergency commissions thing the stress'll just crush me #as if it hasn't been already lol #and I feel bad because there's like #so much more important shit in the world going on rn #and more important voices that need to be heard than mine #but also like #we need a place to live #y'know? #sorry for this again ;-; #pun's text posts #help

[holyfacehead]

me because I'm so bored right now

me right now after letting the rot consume me:

#loserdom is getting yj tumblr fr #we're all bored and running out of distractions #on the verge of losing my sanity #danisbrainrot first ask im screaming crying rolling on the floor giggling blushing kicking my feet

[aro-culture-is]

i'm trying to make a small zine on aro culture and feelings, do you have any podcast, essays, pdfs, drives, textposts, poetry, art, anything on aro culture that i can be using? you can also say what things you consider to have impacted the aro community and some philosophies you believe to belong in it(for example i've gotten some texts on "the aro agenda", on the breakdown over what love is and personal desires rather than societal pressure) thank you for the time

i'm so sorry this has been sitting since january, but tbh i rarely have the energy to do these sorts of discussions without very particular prompts. i think it could be useful for folks looking for materials like this to scroll through archives, and maybe use analysis tools to check for the posts in the aro community with the most notes (i recall a small assortment have been created and posted about over the years). it could also be helpful to look at historical resources - such as the original conversation around the term aromantic from AVEN's forums, as well as resources and news from AUREA (aromanticism.org).

#corvinho #not aro culture #aro #aromantic #actually aromantic #ask #mod alexander #sorry there's a chance that axel could have some thoughts but xe's fucking exhausted and overworked lately #xe and phoenix had to handle a very stressful situation at work yesterday involving a transphobic customer targeting us #that led to him shouting about god and freedom and him getting kicked out of the store #and tbh it was mostly for the shouting #don't think our manager is *that* good of an ally though she... maaaaaay have been willing to take over the order otherwise #and big maybe #she's got theory but uh. petit bougie mentality #:/ #we're uh. stressed lmao. #really don't want to see that dude again and i hope he doesn't make a return visit ever #cause uh. we're aware we were not the first coffeeshop in our area he'd been kicked out of yesterday alone #for specifically transphobia

[hella1975]

my sister is currently doing her nightly *douse myself in water for 5 mins despite it leaving PUDDLES EVERYWHERE BTW and then spend 20 mins applying imported skincare i spent all my money on* in SILENCE sans any form of music meanwhile she walked in on me having a party of one (1) at myself in the bathroom mirror to set it off of all things. it's a bit funny that we are related by blood

#she just looked at me with my hands still doing some dumb dance gesture and went 'what.... are you doing' SO UNIMPRESSED LIKE #mortifying but i had fun. was literally just jamming for a good 20 mins like acting out every song in the mirror #not even taking my make up off or anything like that no just pure vibing. and i think im in the right here #and then she spends a MINIMUM half hour EVERY NIGHT on skincare which is fine i WISH i had that dedication #but she does it IN SILENCE I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW WE'RE RELATED #my sister: even though im writing my thesis atm for my masters in chemistry im still excited for my dentistry degree i just got accepted on #me earlier today to my mum: LETS SEE IF I CAN FAIL MACROECONOMICS THREE YEARS RUNNING <3333 #it's a bit funny it's a BIT funny #we are just such different people in EVERY facet of our lives even the tiny things idk IT'S A BIT FUNNY #can u see how i got the shit kicked out of me from watching fleabag. can you see it #we did however sit on the sofa together just now and i was lying on it first #but she wanted to show me a dress so she came over and i didnt want to get up so i lifted my legs as a joke #expecting her to be like 'sod off and make room' but she literally just scooted under and had my legs on her lap and her arms on my legs #and yes it's v casual v mundane but we've never really... had that? like we are NOT physically affectionate at all #we're not affectionate FULL STOP let alone physically #idk it was nice. i was hyperaware of literally every single part of me bc it's still so new but. it was nice #i used to get really hung up on our differences but now i do genuinely find it funny more often than not #('used to' i mean last year. literally a few months ago. we move) #hella goes home

[unlettered-heathen]

T-T oh how I wish I had been able to give myself a monthly hobby budget. A local yarn shop is hosting a sweater yarn dyeing workshop- 5 skeins for $125 CAD, extra skeins $25/per. It's cheaper than their in-house-dyed yarn! AND they still have room!

But alas, I have already pre-spent my birthday, xmas, AND my hubby's birthday budget (with his blessing) plus some of our expected tax return money on Hozier in August.

Plus groceries are going up so our wiggle room is gone. Over $1K CAD a month to feed a family of four! $75 is ordering out ONCE. And we do NOT buy brand names, fancy foods, or meat that's not on sale.

I really hope it happens again next year or something when I might be able to scrounge up some extra cash or I finally find a second job.

#vent post #please don't mind the money venting we're scraping by atm and I know a lot of ppl aren't #I just REALLY need to vent #I'm so lucky to have a job that has insurance bc our meds are $175/month with 90% coverage #and hopefully they start RRSP matching again bc that's the only thing we have going to savings atm for a down payment on a house #we need to buy a shitty house in the next year or two when we get kicked out of affordable housing for making too much #or we'll end up being lifelong renters where rent is easily $2k/month for a 3 bedroom illegal suite and only going up #it's my first ever RRSP or anything so there's only like $1k in there now and we're still dipping in and out of my overdraft #hopefully not for much longer now tho fingers crossed #I want to live somewhere where I don't have daily athsma attacks from an attached neighbor smoking indoors #and where we are allowed to paint the walls and have a dishwasher and clean the airducts and not have original 70s asbestos linoleum liftin #and have a working hot water heater we don't have to trick into heating multiple times a day

[sysig]

The most fun you can have, barring the pain and torture (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #Teisel #Max Vyer #Zack Fair #Vlad Masters #Weird fun fact??? The last time I posted Vlad was also in the same set as ZEX so uh????? Lol #I could not have possibly planned that so please just enjoy the serendipity - I certainly am lol #Anyway <3 Mostly leftover doodles for now! There's still more especially planned/in my notes but we're at a lull #And it's time for some silliness! :D Love silliness! #Starting with a very cute tiny ZEX ??ing at slippers - he really didn't wear footwear much - or at least it wasn't mentioned so lol #Max has barefoot energy too it's fine lol #And ZEX only wears shoes in his VUX form sometimes! Surely it's just as unnecessary for humans! Hehe #After I doodled him holding a pencil like half-properly I realized oh yeah - he wouldn't do that unless directed would he haha #Much more natural to curl - or at least as close as possible with fingers - around his writing implement :D #I do wonder what he'd think of human calligraphy brushes hmm - more natural? Less? He'd certainly enjoy watching but when doesn't he <3 #Oh I loved him sitting and enjoying the rain ♥ Reminded me of Gaster :D Though this came well-first hehe <3 #Just a very pleasant detail - amphibious lad loving precipitation hehe #Another simple one of hanging out with Teisel ugh he kicked his legs in the absence of his tail he's so cute weh ;;♥ #Hey Max is actually here for a change!! I want to give him more attention he deserves it - especially with everyone being so mean to him :') #He just wants friends! He's barely here be nice to him while he is! At least Peter was nice to him haha #You only think he's creepy because you think he's fake and ZEX is real - they're both real don't be mean #Max's clinginess is so sad here haha :') Protect him pls <3 #I love ZEX's asides with Vlad lol ♪ Man I really haven't drawn him in ages too long! #Okay but the image of ZEX in a nurse costume? Amazing he'd rock it - Max even moreso since he'd understand the context <3 #Get this man in a skirt and heels stat he'll look So pretty ♫

[neproxrezi]

if this temporarily becomes An Armored Core Blog then like. oopsie

#im just having lots of fun KILL DIE ATTACK #SHOTGUN BLAST LASER LANCE WEAPON BAY SWAP CHARGED PILE BUNKER KICK SHOTGUN BLAST #(i want to stop using the shotguns but also i. i enjoy shotguns too much.) #(i might swap to the worse one out of guilt over using the insanely broken one) #(because i love shotguns because that thing needs a nerf) #(are they gonna.. like.. patch this game at some point do you think?) #(fromsoft's games usually launch with a handful of abysmal balancing issues that get ironed out in the first few big patches) #(that's... gonna happen for ac6 right?) #(we're not gonna permanently live in 'unpatched sword of night and flame' mode in this game are we) #(anyway.) SHOTGUN BLAST SHOTGUN BLAST KICK SHOTGUN BLAST CHARGED LASER LANCE #FUCKING ATTACKS AND KILLS YOU! #ATTACKS AND KILLS YOU AND NEW FORMS OF PERSONHOOD ARE IMMEDIATELY USED TO CREATE NEW WEAPONRY! #MAKES OWN CHOICES! FINDS FREE WILL IN A WRETCHED BURNT OUT ASH HEAP OF A WORLD! PILE BUNKER CHARGED ATTACK!!!!!!! #armored core #dibi

[aetherose]

@abyssmalice sent: "Miss Elysia." Freyja—or Tonia, as she would have been called in a different era—greets and smiles at her guest, hands clapping delightedly. Her cheerfulness makes for a stark contrast with the quiet gloom of the Abyss though. "Saw more of Teyvat, have you? Was it more exciting? Interesting? I would love to hear more of your thoughts, if you feel inclined to share them." A pause, as though something came to her. "Oh, perhaps I should make some tea before all that... Some cookies would be nice too, but I didn't prepare any, hmmm..."

Unprompted

Elysia smiles at seeing Freyja, waving with one hand whilst holding a bag in the other as she strides into the Abyss, her own bright demeanor surely standing out in face of the dreary place the two women were meeting in. "Hi again~" She states just as she comes to a halt a few feet in front of Freyja. "I have seen more Teyvat since we've last met. But you're right, it would be nice to discuss it in more detail over tea."

Elysia then raises the bag to show it to Freyja, grinning a bit wider. "Since we last met, I decided I'd bring you some things this time~ I've got some snacks; including cookies, hehe; some books, some souvenirs, and a few other things. I thought you'd like it, since it doesn't seem like you have all that much down here." Plus, Elysia was already collecting them anyway as she traveled around Teyvat.

#&& asks / seeking what is true is not seeking what is desirable #&& c. elysia / miss pink elf #abyssmalice #&& v. crossover / and we come together despite all odds #thank you for the ask! #i hope you dont mind me assuming this to be some form of 'skip the meeting assume they've met prior' thing as thats the vibes this gave me #SORRY ALSO FOR NOT RESPONDING TO THE PLOTTING IMS AS I REALIZE I UTTERLY FORGOT TO JFBJKGFB #admittedly its cause depression kicked my butt and im kinda bad at answering ims cause i prefer discord #but hey we're getting the ball rolling now so!! #ive not decided which crossover verse this is but im thinking Wandering Soul works better for this one but if you have a preference- #then lemme know since with how vague this is for the moment either one can work LOL #we can hash out details over how their first meeting went if you want also #or i can adjust this completely to be different as well

[yellowlaboratory]

Ok I gotta ask, what are your thoughts on all this speculation and worry that they’ll be broken up come season 4? HAPPY THOUGHTS ONLY!!

"happy thoughts only" anon you have come to the right place!! since a few hours after i finished the season, I've been rainbows and sunshine about the potential of season 4.

I'm gonna say something maybe mildly controversial: I'm actually glad they left jiara open ended in the 18 month time jump. I would have liked to see more in the rest of episode 10, but I wouldn't have changed anything about the time jump scene in relation to Jiara.

The thing about the Pates is that they like to write themselves into corners. With Sarah and John B's "death" in s1 and the pogues getting stranded on an island in s2, they usually have to write themselves out of the last season before they get started with the plot of the next season - and there's usually a little bit of a wacky plot line to go along with it. I don't see the blackbeard thing as a corner - they can do anything with that small, small snippet of information we've gotten.

And similarly, they can do anything they want with Jiara in season 4. Are they together? are they broken up? have they not talked about it? are they just not into PDA? It could be any of those things, or a million others, and the writers aren't tied to any of those plot lines. they can pick and choose whatever feels the most natural, and I think that will save us from some wacky story line that we won't like, if that makes any sense?

and i'll be so honest, I'm an easy girl to please (I say as I critique literally everything the pates do down to how they breath) and I think there's a lot of ways that the pates' own blind spots can work for us here. Remember in s2 when there was a month long jump in the banks that was equivalent to 2 days in Jarah B time??? if there's an 18 month time jump in banks time that is, like, a week in Jiara time, I'm seated. If they're fwb who are about to make the distinction between "i love you" and "i'm in love with you", I'm seated. If they've been dating this entire time and they're happy but not into PDA, and Luke coming back starts some external pressure that they work through, I'm seated.

i know this is blindly hopeful. I know. but it's honestly how I feel!! and maybe tomorrow i'll be doom-and-gloom, but as of now, i'm looking through rose-tinted glasses.

and at the end of the day, I just come back to this:

maybe i'm silly but I'm not worried!!!!

#outer banks #obx spoilers #obx s3 spoilers #jiara #i was worried at first #i went to the dark place before the season came out and i had to process the season for a few hours #diana witnessed it and i think i scared her #i got out all my bad feels then alksdjfhlkasjdf #or most of them at least #i'm feeling incredibly and almost stupidly optimistic lmao #Ted Sarandos i have never said a bad thing about you ever #i think realizing how much faith netflix is putting in obx and the reaction to jiara i'm just aksjflksajdfh #i'm kicking my feet #ALSO!!! it's important to remember that the scripts aren't even written yet!!! no one has seen them #even jonas doesn't know what's going to happen!!! #so anything anyone says in an interview is more than likely inaccurate #so i'm stressing about nothing #i'm sitting here and drowning in gif sets my friends have made and thinking about all the fic we're gonna get

[eatyoursparkout]

cons: caught the dreaded plague this week

pros?: finally feeling human enough to play video games, which means i'm being paid to finish my disco elysium playthrough

#the first day i just sat in a fugue state on my couch for 14 hours and half-watched house md reruns #so we're doing markedly better by day 3 #brain is still soup though. and now that i've kicked the fever i've gotta get back to work tomorrow :// #i dodged this thing for 3 YEARS and in the end my hubris (going to the fair) got me #astonished it took this long but 1) i'm a homebody 2) i still mask up when im out and 3) i work partly from home so i've been lucky #book.chatter

[waloeders]

that aita reply thats like everyone sucks here. never divorce never leave each other ur the worst ppl on earth and its for the best of everyone if u dont date anyone else.

yeah thats pre amnesia ailill/enver

#jupiter.speaks #❤️.enver #👤.ailill #> they get better n healthier! but pre game its not good for them jeeezzz #> tho i say its best for everyone. given the whole plot of the game thing. maybe not ahsbdjsnsm #> but no theyre not great together mainly cuz ailill is super into bein bhaalspawn/durge n cant admit feelings ever #> like hes just a not great person to be around. envers the only person outside of bhaal cult (+later ketheric) that he talks to #> n enver knows this! he knows he cant ever admit to really lovin him bc theyd probably end up fightin n bhaal would order ailill to leave #> so they like. mess around n have a sort of we're in a relationship but we're not admitting it thing goin out #> n later when ailill returns w/v little memory n resisting the durge n they reconnect? then it gets a bit healthier #> its a lil power imbalanced at first but i think in my canon enver gets his ass kicked outta archdukehood or somethin #> after that its like. a way more equal relationship #> jeeeez this a lot of text srry n ty for reading <3 lore spam

[sxturdaysun]

[ @strawberrisoulmate ]

FJDBDJD PLEASE IT'S SO FUNNY

shizuo says that and chikage thinks it's some kind of joke, and he's just like, "no, i mean it. she'd really kick your ass." which, y'know, would be a little more threatening if i wasn't 5'2 with the upper body strength of a newborn baby, but still. he doesn't know that, and after his fight (? can you really call it a fight) with shizuo, it stops sounding like a joke because. yeah. a girl like that probably would hang out with a guy like him.

...only to then actually meet me, find out i was the one he was talking about, and be hit with enough cognitive dissonance to make his head spin lmfao.

#i can't work the latter into the way he and my insert meet for the first time so i'm opting to create an entirely new & separate scene #bc the thought is killing me actually #like. we're hanging out (??) and run into shizuo & tom and i'm like !! hi shizuo :D !! #and get my routine little headpat #and he's just like wait SHE'S who you were talking about??? #''? what are you talking about?'' #''the girl who'd kick my ass if i beat you up.'' #''you tried to beat up shizuo?'' #''yeah he did.'' #''??? what the hell?? i'll kick your ass.'' #like. Ah. I See He Was Telling The Truth. #♡ — text #♡ hannah tag! #☆ — 𝐟𝐮𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐲. [ drrr!! ] #♡ — replies

[unproduciblesmackdown]

akd as lucifer (the mysteries)

#as per virtually always coming from that nothingunrealistic research (finding these pics in their ig backlogs) #had seen that top pic via the Visible docuseries but naturally had no idea it was from the mysteries rehearsals...loved it already though #such a great portrait lol the quality of the Light (spotlight even. all the more pertinent when you're Lucifer though) #and then the way sure the figure is mostly in darkness but the Illumination is such as to provide defining features.... #it's also what we're working with with most shots of ''pretty sure that's akd lucifer'' lmao like #if one didn't Know that was them up top i wouldn't be at all sure; such as the ''maybe?? probably?? possibly??'' status of other shots #and Another hairstyle lol longer but seeming less styled than any other rehearsal pics...hell yeah though #and then the much more identifiable straight on fully lit in costume / makeup / apparent final hairstyling having a snack break... #asia kate dillon #lucifer the mysteries #speaking of gender and literally theatrical performance looks. i wanna be the lucifer in the secular the mysteries performance.... #inherently nonbinarily as hell even if that's not quite definitively known / out there yet.... #there's only one problem (there's many problems) i know Nothing abt acting lol. i mean i know some things but i don't know how. boo #in that to hell with vibing through shit i need to learn Technical Things & Techniques....ppl aren't just vibing out here #but it was always fun to also just try to make up [how to act] while like 9 & who cares yknow #got taught the crucial technique of ''there's no mics so if you don't talk really loud nobody can hear you anyways'' first & foremost lol #literally so true...got a real kick out of our one half semester middle school theatre class but you know #a) didn't get much feedback but ''i mean that was also incoherent lmao what was going on'' having fun & being theatrical mainly #b) wasn't abt to join an extracurricular for several reasons or get into theatre stuff when older sibling was already on it lol #c) didn't have Experience to start trying it out in the next stage of things anyways but still had a tiny bit more opportunities to f around #always had like Tangential theatrical experiences & then just Being theatrical lol like oh yeah that annoying kid stuff was also shticks... #and now here we are today. but wherein now i Know who wouldn't wanna be a worm lucifer nonbinary secular the mysteries hellooo. iconique #but more than that? would be [so long as we're just making shit up] I Wanna See Akd Lucifer The Mysteries lmao like no kidding #or malcolm in the brewery performance. or malcolm in the broadway performance. or just whatever like. we're Looking; Listening; Absorbing

[larrythefloridaman]

google :)

love u goog <3

#to explain the dotted squares: Why Are You A Redhead When You Are Bing's Clone. #and the other is like. lets get one thing straight i love goog to death everything in season 2? wouldnt change a damn thing #but i feel like the susan thing was resolved too quickly. and his relationship with mac has gone. underaddressed. #goog was raised by dr. order and i love that he defects right away when shown a first glimmer of something more meaningful #it works well to demonstrate the point that kindness is what we're. as people. most naturally drawn to when circumstance allows for it #but i think how easy it ultimately comes to him even when that's challenged by his personal hurt later kinda. cheapens it a bit? #kindness is easy but its also very hard sometimes when we are faced with the desire or need to protect ourselves from being hurt #and susan letting goog get his catharsis from attacking her even though it wasnt Her her that hurt him #is something i feel should've left him feeling a bit more. conflicted a bit longer. the resolution was sweet but not fully earned imo? #and then theres mac. your little brother almost kills you in cold blood chasing the same meaningless victory you were raised to achieve #and then just. befriends your platonic partner's little sister and becomes part of the family while changing very little of his outlook #just changing who he answers to because he got his ass kicked. and you're just supposed to feel fucking NORMAL about that??????? #idk just think google should get to bite people and be dysfunctional a little more he was raised by doctor order hes not even two years old #he's a shonen protagonist with anxiety but the anxiety doesn't even really interfere meaningfully with anything narratively best i remember #machi has the excuse of being baby to explain why he's so innocent and even he's distinctly self-centered at times #google is a grown man and chooses kindness every day after he got out of there #and that rules. but id like to see him struggle with it just a LIL more #a bit too much of a perfect victim after he gets out for my taste. i had a similar problem with adora in she-ra #lots of not having a frame of reference for a different normal than theirs but always choosing the Right™ thing to do the first time anyway #but thats a mild 'show dont tell'-y writing gripe #its been a good bit since i watched the eps referenced so my feelings might change when i get to them in my rewatch #i simply think meeting a version of your shitty mom that's largely the same but not shitty should make you feel. a lot of different ways #and we didnt really get to see goog wrestle with that after finding out susan wasnt Really her and i think thats kind of a shame #and i dont remember if mac and goog have even shared any screentime after that time Mac Injured Him Terribly with plus ultra

[bigpeepee]

my friend from work is so completely ignorant about queer things that it's genuinely shocking sometimes. like today I found out she thought that in lesbian couples one person had to be the man and one the woman, and by that she meant like butch/femme. and I was like. oh girl. we have sooooo much work to do

#don't get me wrong she's such a good person she's just shockingly ignorant for someone so young #but it's fine we'll get there #she's sooo confused about trans people #and ngl i do feel extremely uncomfortable when she misgenders them #the feeling of ''you're not safe here'' really kicks in and i have to tell myself that she's not doing it in bad faith she's just unaware #i hope she understood it soon enough to at least stop misgendering because that part really fucks with me #im perfectly okay explaining that gay couples don't have to conform to heteronormative roles #the transphobia is harder to deal with #but i think it's going to be worth it i really think she will get there with time and im glad i can help with that #anyway i OBVIOUSLY haven't come out as nonbinary yet because like. that's way too many chapters ahead in the queer book #we're still on the binary trans chapter she's Not Ready for that conversation #it's so funny because she always says that she's always had guy friends and im one of the first girl friends she has and im like 👀 #uhhhhhh sure. girl 👀👀👀👀👀 im. yeah. that's me. a girl 👀👀👀👀 👀 #but hey good news at least im not a man either so it's still new!!