#we send each other stuff all the time

[shuploc]

Re fandom less active, I mean, I'm so ready for arcane 2, but I just find it exhausting to maintain that anticipation during a hiatus! I've read about a million fanfics and watched the game gifs over and over as much as i can. I think it's natural to have some downtime between seasons. But we'll all be back and screaming when the show returns!

Oh, 100%! I didn't join the Arcane-train fully till about a year after it had already been out (I did see it when it released though), so it hasn't been too long for me, I feel. But for sure, it super hard to keep being excited for multiple years, especially when you're distracting yourself with other things in the meantime and those things end up taking over (Spiderverse lmao).

I just don't want it to seem like it's not worth it getting into Arcane now, when/if the fandom is less active, it's literally the best show I've ever seen. But you're definitely right! And I too will be more excited than I ever have about anything when the release date is finally announced, I probably won't even be able to sleep frankly 😅

#I'm watching it with my friends too when it comes out' which is just !!!!!!! so nice!! #but yeah' work takes up most of my time' and then whenever I'm looking through my inspiration folders- #-and I see all the arcane stuff I have saved' I immediately smile and get so excited lmao #My friend and I send each other arcane related stuff we see on social media to each other all the time too #so I very much still have arcane-brain #but I can definitely see how it would be hard to maintain excitement if you don't have someone to share it with... #thank you so much for the ask! ❤️

[madhushala]

.

#this girl was joking about another girl in my batch fasting on karvachauth for her boyfriend and it was the light jokes so it was okay #but then she said why is she doing it her caste is completely different from his her parents would kill her #and that how college relationships are only for time being until you're in college and you're there for each other's support #and that nothing in college couples is that serious and they may turn out just good friends in future #and there's no reason to worship your love because it's just 'casual'??!! #ive so many feelings and a little heartbreak #ive already tried thinking about future but you know it 2ould just spiral me and thinking tha ahead doesn't make sense know #logically speaking she's right that we can go through SO MANY changes during the college years and no one knows anything ahead #but idk like i love him its not just oh im in college and ive got a boyfriend to get my nights busier and go on silly pretend dates #i didn't date anyone for nineteen years because i just wouldn't date anyone #its just surprising me as well how i came here so clueless and how everything led to each other and then into us #and i don't say stuff like marriage and kids because that's too huge. just too huge right now to think off #and that's also a way of keeping myself humble #and i would love love love to think about a future too not just yet it's too quick and im okay understanding everything rather than diving #but what she said. is so um its messing with my brain #ofc im not letting it over weigh me not at least from a person who's with multiple seniors #sends all her money to her so called youtuber bf #and goes to private places with some other guy #who's in everything for casual #but i don't know what im supposed to do with it right now #playing around my head #or maybe i should just trust the process

[osoreruna]

...they made me stop the stress test and almost sent me to the hospital —

#𝗦𝗠𝗔𝗟𝗟 𝗠𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗧 + [ OOC ] #tbd #so........things went well i would say ASLKJDF #like #three other nurse ladies came busting into the room like they were playing a cod mission and made me sit down #they did a bunch of manual test and then crowded around the ecg machine and started whispering to each other pointing at stuff #and then they all RAN OUT AND LEFT ME THERE and said #“um...we may be back with the doctor :)) ” #?? MA'AM ? HELLO ?? LMAO #apparently i was stable by the time they came back and decided to send me home instead but #??? what does this mean lmao #anyway y'all aren't here for this #so i am home now #imma find me smth to eat and then see about maybe starting in on drafts ?? #also will be posting the next watchparty info today i think !! #y'all better be having a good day :knife:

[milo-is-rambling]

Once again thinking about having a pen pal or a person to write letters to and send physical mail like ugh I want that so bad

#there’s my pixel-ly 😫 guy I was talking about in the tags #but this post is not all demonstration that’s real I do want a pen pal so bad I want to snail mail i want to oooooo wait actually maybe I #could no that’s weird nvm ain’t no way I’m gonna do that that is embarassing!!!!!! #I was gonna say I could ask🧍🏻if he wanted to write letters and put them in each others mail boxes but he is like a legit human person with a #real person job and they are not going to like sit down and spend their time writing me (a person they can text #and we don’t even text often like we talk for two hours or less every week ) and he’s like 25/26 so they’re definitely not gonna spend the #time to write and bike or drive to my house just to put something in my mailbox and not hang out #and he’s def not gonna be buying stamps and he’s not gonna want me to be anywhere near his house when he’s not there #god that sounds so creepy why is my brain like that #my dream friend is someone in/around my town but far enough away that I can send them mail or drop stuff of at their house and like bake #them something or make them art and leave it with a letter on their doorstep like that’s the dream friendship actually #that’s all I wanttttt #I need a pen pal #I want to write letters and make cute cards and send random shit and stickers and stuff

[buckleydiazmp4]

it's tag venting time

#i've had this friendship. of like. 5 years #and well #we used to be really really close #and in hindsight i guees it was because we literally saw each other for 8 hours straight every day of the week #and then that stopped happening #i literally haven't seen this person in about a year and a half i think? maybe more? #despite the fact that we basically live walking distance from each other. which. already says a lot #but then there's also a bigger issue. because hey i get it we're both busy ppl it's okay if qe haven't seen each other in a while #(despite the fact that in this case it is because of a lack of trying -i like to believe not on my part- but ignoring that) #we text sporadically when we have something to let off our chest so it's like this back and forth of voice notes every week or so #but lately its has turned into them sending me groups of 5-minute voice notes at a time because their life is so. so dramatic #and like. hey if this were still like a mutual communication i would enjoy it because i am indeed a good listener #and i like to believe i guve good advice. and i used to give this person good advice like. it was a nice friendship back then #but it became so one-sided as in i received info dumps and vents about the same stuff over and over and the few times i talked about myself #i received some half-hearted dismissals like. oh cool or oh that's so sad. anyways. and then we went back to talking about them. #and it was so frustrating but at first i thought well if they're gonna use me as a venting device so will i despite getting no input like #they became a void to me which i was getting gradually accustomed to it was fine. but then today they asked if i could talk on the phone #i said yes because i wanted to prove my theory. the plan was: i answer #let them talk without offering any input whatsoever. see how long they can just talk and talk and then in the end see if my lack of answer- #-elicited any reaction at all. and unsurprisingly it didn't. i waited for them to finish and then i thought #well at least they might ask me how my day was or something just to confirm i was listening like idk but #i personally would find the quiet unsettling and would ask.but they didn't even do that. asked me if i had homework i said yes. that was it #that was IT!!! i felt so frustrating but at least i was entirely correct and it does hurt to lose a friend but this had been coming #for a long long time. the thing is though i cant just cut this person off #i hate confrontation so all i cant do is keep up this sort of a 'quiet quitting' kind of attitude. pretty easy to do with someone like this #so anyway. that's how you realize a friendship is fake and now i am a bit angry and also sad. but i guess i'll deal with it and move on #if you read all this hi and sorry for the venting. i just had to get it off my chest #vent post

[thatrandomgaloffthestreet]

my brain is so strange why do i hear the tumblr message sending sound and think of the start of ten duel commmandments

#emilyisrambling #this kind of thing happens to me all the time #my friend and i actually send each other examples of this all the time bc we have the same brain when it comes to that stuff #usually its fine but this feels especially Cringe of me aslkdgklgakl

[tealeavesandthorns]

//

#;out of teaandplants #Off to the cinema to see the new indy tonight #I have like a standing thing with my friend we're both cinema buddies so we go every week #because I f*cking love the moviessssssss #anyway #I'm going to try and do the replies I've had before I head out #maybe whack a meme or two out #you have no idea how hard I'm resisting some old school memes #the pick up line one is my favourite #because it's just silly fun #ship or no ship #when briar had a lot of friends they used to send them to each other all the time #yes going to try and get replies out #then on the way/whilst I'm waiting in starbucks I might try and queue some more sort of aesthetic stuff up for the nicey nice queue

[badolmen]

socializing got me feeling like a cat laying in sunshine

#ra speaks #personal #the sun is out the wind and rain are gone I’m laughing and having a good time #hanging out w the bros and bestie reading and talking abt each others writing :3 #i wish I got more critique but also I did pick one of my signature Short Stories and even as first drafts those are really tight and clean #I know they did their best bc we all emphatically agreed that just having positive feedback absolutely sucks ass and they did have some good #points about ambiance and some deeper motivations but still. #gonna send them something meatier next time so they can find actual flaws in pacing and narrative and stuff

[flintbian]

Life achievement: three people have asked for my recipes after trying my food (five if including desserts)! 😁

#ive been teaching myself how to Really cook and not just follow a recipe which is why im so excited! #like i could cook before but now ive been learning the principles and techniques and my favorite lesson is about acids in your dish #and all the flavor types and combos etc #like we need salf fat acid heat and acid was missing from my stuff before! #and i said by the third time someone liked my food enough to ask for a recipe I'd have Made it in my mind #and idk im proud my cooking skills have improved 😊 #ive always liked to cook but it's hard with my chronic illness...dont get to often nor practice bc it takes so much energy #which is another reason im excited about this! #me and my dad have now joined forces to teach each other stuff the other doesn't know #we'll send each other pics of our latest creations-he's going to teach me the best of barbecue and smoking and frying #he's from the south so #and i literally dont have the tools or capacity to fry but he's going to teach me anyways (he does it in his grill now which is neat) #did you know there's seasoning rules and combos for the type of meat or oil or flavor set? it's so neat and really does work #the biggest one im learning about is umami #ppl asked for my pesto pasta recipe gyudon and now chicken and rice soup 😊 #my barbecue has greatly improved but havent shared with anyone yet (and yeah yeah i know im from the north aint Real barbecue) #oh also got asked for a couple desserts too like my peach cobbler and blueberry crisp 😁 #before this learning curve my brownies were always a big hit but not counting it #very exciting #p

[vamptastic]

down horrifically

#there is this girl ive had a crush on since middle school #shes trans im trans she makes ME look extroverted she has a dumb discord almost boyfriend its complicated. #anyway we were texting abt jojo and she mentioned she hadnt seen s3 and i go oh we should watch it together!! #you know. normal style. bc we havent seen each other in person since september (shes dual enrolling all her classes this year). #not even flirting! and she just keeps describing the plot of jojo s2 to me. literally offing myself #this is like the first time shes ever texted me words and not a meme to start a convo too #and then the next day she sends me another kanye meme like what am i supposed to think here #i'm throwing my phone into a lake. #entire time this is happening im yelling at my sister about it oblivious to the gay waiter who was apparently VERY obviously hitting on me #i thought he was just weirdly cheerful. apparently i am not good at this stuff. #never going to find love dude i have zero game #unreal.

[inkskinned]

what is with men being mad any time a woman raises her voice where did that even come from. someone posted a video of a small electrical explosion, and the top comment was of course the woman screams. the second comment is women try not to scream challenge, level impossible. i had to go back and watch the video again. there is, somewhat fainty, a little gasp emitted off-camera, more of a yelp than a scream. it is mostly lost in the crack of the explosion. afterwards, you hear her voice, shaken, say, are you okay?

i am helping one of my friends train her voice pitch lower, because she wants to be taken seriously at work. she and i do each other's nails and talk about gender roles; and how - due to our appearance - neither of us have ever been able to be "hysterical" in public. we both appear young and sweet and feminine. she is cisgender, and cannot use her natural voice in her profession because people keep saying she appears to be "vapid". we both try to figure out if our purposeful voice lowering is technically sexist. is it promoting something when you are a victim to it?

a storm almost sends a pole through a car window. in the dashcam, you can hear the woman passenger say her partner's name twice, crying out in alarm. she sounds terrified. in the comments, she is lambasted for her lack of calm. how is that even fucking helping?

in high school, i taught myself to have a lower voice. i had been recorded when i was genuinely (and righteously) upset; and i hated how my voice sounded on the phone speakers when it was played back. i was defending my mom, and my voice cracked with emotion. it meant i was no longer winning the argument: i was just shrieking about it.

girls meet each other after a long summer and let out a little joyful scream. this usually stops around 12-14, because people will not tolerate this display of affection (as it has the effect of being passingly annoying). something about the fact that little girls can't ever even be annoying. we are trained to examine each part of our lives (even joy) for anything that could make us upsetting and disgusting. they act like teenage girls are breaking into houses and shrieking you awake at 3 in the morning. speaking as a public school educator: trust me, it's not that bad, you can just roll your eyes and move on. it does not compare to the ways boys end up being annoying: slurs in graffiti, purposefully mocking your body, following you after you said no. you know, just boy things.

there's another video of a man who is not allowed to yell in the house, so he snaps his fingers when he's excited about soccer. the comments are full of angry men, talking about how their brother is unfairly caged. let him express himself and this is terrible to do to someone. eventually the couple has to address it in a second video: they are married with a newborn baby. he was trying not to wake the infant up. there is no comment on the fact women are not allowed to yell indoors. or the fact that it could have been really alarming or triggering for his wife. sometimes i wonder if straight men even like women, if they even enjoy being in relationships with them.

for the longest time, i hated roller coasters because it always felt inappropriate and uncomfortable for me to scream. one of my friends called me on it, said it was unusual i'm so unwilling. i had to go to my therapist about it. i don't like to scream because i was not raised in a safe situation, and raising my voice would have brought unsafe attention towards me. even when i am supposed to scream, it feels shameful, guilty. i was not treated kindly, so i lack a basic form of self-protection. this is not a natural response. it is not good that in a situation of high adrenaline - i shut up about it.

something very bad is happening, i think. in between all the beauty standards and the stuff i've already discussed - this one feels new and cruel in a way i can't quite express. yes, it's scary and silencing. but there's something about how direct it is - that so many men agree with the sentiment that women should never yell, even in an emergency - it feels different.

is the word shriek gendered automatically? how about shrill or screech? in self defense class, one of the first things they tell you is to yell, as loud and as shrilly as you can. they say it will feel rude. most women will not do this. you need to practice overcoming the social pressure and just scream.

most women do not cry out, even when it's bad. we do not report it. we walk faster. we do not make a scene. what would be the point of doing anything else? no matter what we do, we don't get taken seriously. it is a joke to them. an instagram caption punchline. we have to present ourselves as silent, beautiful, captivating - "valuable."

a woman is outside watching her kids when someone throws a firecracker at them. she screams and runs towards her children. in the comments, grown men flock together in the thousands: god. women are so annoying.

#warm up #writeblr #this one has bothered me for a bit #any time a woman does something even passingly annoying we treat it like a fucking crime #hey man. women are allowed to be annoying. everyone forever is allowed to be passingly annoying #as long as they aren't hurting anyone/thing #like u wanna know something? i find it super annoying that men don't wear seatbelts #why arent there thousands of comments on driving videos thats just like : men try not to die in a car crash challenge #''this briefly annoyed me''. okay??????? AND????????????????? go get ur self a cookie and calm down about it #ur not entitled to control other ppl's experiences and emotions just so u can maintain ur own peace #if being briefly annoyed ruins ur whole day! you! need! therapy!!!! #men try not to become immediately angry about nothing challenge: level impossible #ps author is nonbinary. we didn't even get into the gender presentation thing #the fact men think it's SEXY that my voice is on the lower end....

[waluigisgaybf]

Theres at least like 2 separate people I follow on here I used to be mutuals with but I think since then they've both unfollowed me-

one was a fb friend who I loved talking to a BUNCH even if I didnt do it often- but after I hadnt heard from them in awhile I check their fb and theyd unfriended me :( (and maybe blocked because now I cant see him on there???? but idk)

and then the other I met on here and we were in a small discord server together and I adored everyone in there and really liked being friends with the person that had added me from here to the server- and I dont have them in my discord anymore at all and Ive just been so heart broken about both of them off and on for over at least a year now :(

#they were both people I stopped messaging ever when I got really really bad at stuff again and stopped having direct contact #with everyone I liked :( #and I know it lost me a few very cherished relationships and I knew even then it was on me #and it was fair to say goodbye to me #but idk if either of those two were effected by that too and thats why they unfriended and unfollowed me on things??? #Im honestly even more worried that maybe I posted something or said something they didnt like or were hurt by somehow #because who knows what past me as said in and out of context #I feel like Ive just stayed the same as I was a few years ago and Im just an unchanging blob #but I do know that I have changed in a lot of ways too #and said and thought shit that would send present day me into a fucking rage #and Im so scared I did or said things that hurt people I cared about and wanted to try and get closer too #I still see both their posts here a lot and interact with them #and neither have blocked me ever so they cant HATE me ????? unless they forgot its me??? #but neither have ever responded to messages and stuff Ive sent them in the past asking how they were or trying to chat again :( #and neither of them have a connection to each other #I just happened to loose myself two different friends somehow #also they 2 of the ONLY people I exchanged art and ocs with all the the time #and chatting nonstop about each others ocs and things we both liked #I miss them both so much :(

[todayisafridaynight]

class was Basically cancelled today so im looking at the next two sabu ttm movies i wanted to watch and i stg sabu really does love putting ttm in bad situations <- this is a good thing

#snap chats #idec at this point let me talk bout my movies im gon talk bout them anyway #after like half an hour one of my classmates just got up like 'ok its been well over fifteen minutes we can leave' and then we all did LOL #i hope my professor's alright.. this is unprecedented and she didnt send an email sayin class was cancelled... #im sure she's fine and something came up but i'll send her an email anyways just to make sure. moving on. #Our Little Sister was a really cute movie i really enjoyed it as a haver of two older sisters and a bad relationship with our mom #their banter was so cute with each other.. and them trying to ease suzu into their new home... wholesome.. #oh but right. anyway LOL NO I WAS LOOKING UP MORE STUFF TO ADD TO MY WATCH LIST #AND IM JUST READING THESE SUMMARIES AND IM LIKE 'i swear to god if i look in the cast list and see ttm is The Guy' #and wouldnt you fuckin know it He The Guy In Peril HEEEELP #i just imagine ttm walking on set and sabu handing him the script with a smile like :) Hey :) #and flippin through the script its just The Most Unfortunate Set Of Circumstances LMAO #its good for me tho I Repeat im an enjoyer of watching ttm scream and cry and have a terrible time. he does it really well i cant explain i #he always manages to look cute while doing it so </3 either that or so depressed/haggard im obsessed #the movies i plan on watching next are Postman Blues and Drive. they both sound goofy as hell and since its a sabu film ik they will be #trying to decide which one to watch.. they both sound good... plus drive was released my birth year lol.... #i prob wont watch either of them tonight since i wanna finish a comm at least but still.. just choosin for the future.. #ok bye i told mysellf id make myself mac and cheese. maybe a grilled cheese... im consuming cheese tonight is all i know

[but-a-humble-selfshipper]

Beau is a new permanent addition to The Apartments(tm) by the by. <3

#💟.txt #*beau #L.L.'s involvement in this whole ordeal was extremely passive btw #they did nothing they only followed him interacting from time to time and giving very verbal suggestions but never actually acted #UNTIL the end where he goes away in that boat and L.L. had to watch him sailing while screaming begging him to come back #because as we all know they cannot fucking swim they're terrified #but he was gone and he wasn't coming back and they were getting fucking scared so they had to do something. they had to #so they first asked for help by calling the police to send an ambulance and find them if they fail at their task and then acted #and grabbed something to float along while keeping their upmost calmness to find the man #and eventually they did and they were found too and only when they saw him on the hospital they left for a while #he was knocked out and needed PROPER surgery done and so they just went over to Hans' place still fucking soaked from head to toe shaking #n stuff bc it was fucking cold and bc they were terrified of what they had to do (swim) and they walked right past him and sat outside #and after a few minutes they came back inside and said We might have a new tennant soon. #(and let me point out the parallel between this and the time they first killed a family member.) #later when they heard Beau was awake they went over to check on him and told him that if he needed somewhere to go they had a place #and it wasn't a big deal it was rather similar to his former house but here it was safe. #and when theyfinally could have a civilized one on one conversation beau got to ask their name because after having known each other for. #what? a week? he never found out bc all their interactions were deranged (L.L. headbutted him one btw)

[russellsppttemplates]

You and Carmen ditching Charles and George to sit with each other at the tennis match

"Oh, Carmen and George are also here today!", you squealed, waving at the Spanish woman as they approached you.

"Y/N, I love your dress, you look so gorgeous!", she complimented you as the four of your greeted eachother.

"Have you done all of the packing and moving?", you asked as you walked along the corridor that lead to the gates.

"Most of it it's been dealt with, they arrived safely - I just gave some clothes to unpack and then our home won't look as crazy", she giggled.

"If you'd like help, I'm all for it - I didn't get much of a move in experience with Charles since my apartment was small and by the time we moved in together, most of my stuff was already at our place", you blushed.

"I'll actually take you up for it. It would be really nice and-", Carmen was interrupted by George tapping her shoulder softly.

"Our seats are not together", the British driver offered, "didn't want to break you up".

"Well, I don't mind switching seats of you don't mind sitting with Charles", you smiled, seeing Charles smile. When he got into Formula One, one of your worries was what the other wives and girlfriends would think of you and what they would be like considering you weren't famous or didn't have a job like theirs, but you quickly found in Carmen someone you connected with and enjoyed spending time with.

"I'll give you my seat, Carmen", Charles said as he showed you the tickets so you wouldn't end up in the wrong place, "you girls enjoy it, okay?", he kissed your temple.

"Am I going to get my girlfriend back with a wish for a puppy? Because between the videos I've seen from this week and the way Carmen has been showing me Leo's pictures, it won't take much so sway her in that direction!", George chuckled, kissing the top of Carmen's head and letting you two go.

(Thank you for sending this in ✨️)

#charles leclerc blurb #inês writes blurbs #f1 blurb #f1 x reader

[inkyray]

a/n: send more requests i love doing them for yall

3k words

warnings/content ahead: bsf!chris x virgin!reader, smut, oral fem!receiving (eating out yess), suggestive, p in v, fingering, pet names (princess), Fritos, missionary, and more come find out

BANG

Your roommate had just left to see her family for the next week, which meant you had the apartment all to yourself for a full 7 days. You were ecstatic, immediately letting Chris know.

-

brobrobro

guess what rn

You type excitedly, your fingers practically shoving a hole through your phone screen. The message immediately goes to seen, and you watch bubbles pop up, indicating he was typing.

You finally came to your senses and decided to move out of that disgracefully small apartment ?

dude no

you know i can't afford that shit

im staying here until i start making the bag i deserve !!!

Right

now guess

You cut all your hair off and went bald

Please tell me you went bald

Actually no

Please tell me you didnt go bald

nah not bald 💔

I GOT THE WHOLE APARTMENT TO MYSELF;!!!! FOR A WEEK!!

Holy fuck

The caps had me go BLIND trying to read

where's the happiness and the cheer

you better start typing back in caps.

YES! 😭 YOU HAVE THE ENTIRE PLACE TO YOURSELF!!

FOR HOW LONG? A WEEK I HEAR? IT'S ALMOST LIKE YOURE AN ADULT!

THAT MUST BE WHY I'M HEARING FOLK MUSIC AND TAP DANCING OUTSIDE! 

god bless ☝️ now come over so we could politely watch a movie

hmmmm Depends

what movie is it

Ya Momma! 😂😅

sounds amazing

I'll be there in a few

-

You close your phone, getting up to quickly clean the place around you.

Chris was no stranger to you, you two had known each other since the day he threw up on you in middle school. He had caught a bug and unfortunately he sat behind you. You didn't really understand how throw up could reach past a desk capacity but it had somehow made it into your hair. Disgusting, horrific week. But he made it up to you.

For him, he moved to LA for work reasons. He was famous, although he didn't like to admit it, nor did it really feel like it for him. You moved because of college, the moment you two graduated out of highschool, it was as if the universe worked hard to get you two closer. And, it worked. You guys were closer now than you were in school.

You would split the rent with your roommate, which was already an expensive bunch, considering this was LA. But Chris would constantly insist on helping you out financially, paying for most of your things when you would practically beg him not to. You had a hard time receiving stuff, but Chris had a problem with giving. You two balanced each other out in that aspect.

You hear a knock on the door, already knowing who it is. It doesn't take you long to reach it. "Why are you holding Fritos?" You ask, huffing a laugh at the weirdly large bag of chips in his hand as he enters your apartment and heads for your bedroom.

"'Cus I wanted Fritos." He answers like it's the most obvious thing in the world, flopping on your bed as you follow him to your room. You notice a few pairs of socks on the floor that you failed to pick up, doing so. "You know, I had to like, Uber here. You know how fucking crazy that is? Ubering to your place? Fucking embarassing." Chris complains, taking off his shoes and cuddling up in your bed.

"Why didn't you just ask Matt?" You wonder, folding your clothes. "Matt didn't want to. I need to get my drivers license, bro. Shit is getting ridiculous." He opens his bag of chips, and your head snaps up. "Chris." You warn as he looks you dead in the eye, a smirk playing on his lips as he slowly raises a chip to his mouth. 

"Chris, I swear to God if you drop a single crumb on my bed."

"I won't." He says, before dropping the chip back in the bag.

"I'm not hungry." He folds the chip bag and places it on your nightstand beside your bed. "You get what I mean though?" He asks, taking off his hat and running a hand through his hair. "Like, I cant ask Matt to fucking, I dont know, drive me to a hook-up or something." He huffs, exasperated from the imaginary scenario he created.

You sit beside him, nodding like you agree, grabbing the TV remote and opening up a streaming platform for movies on your TV. "Oh fuck, imagine I like, pull up to a bad bitches house in an Uber. That's so fucking wild." This time you laugh, "Ubering to get your shit sucked is crazy." You say, scrolling through the endless options of what to watch.

"You ever done that? Ubering to a sneaky links house or something?" Chris asks you, sitting up on your bed. You take a second to answer. "Well, I have my drivers license." You don't know why that would qualify as an answer, but you say it anyway. "But you don't have a car." Chris reminds you. "Right." You confirm, looking at your TV, pretending to be really interested in finding something to watch.

"So? Have you?" He questions with a chuckle, not really sure where you were going with that. "Chris, I'm a virgin." You grin at the irony. A second passes and he realizes you were being serious, his jaw drops. "You're joking."

You shake your head, turning to look at him. "But– you're like, a whore." He says, you scoff, "I'm not a whore?"

"Yeah, you are." He shrugs.

"No, I'm not. I literally just told you I'm a virgin." You put the remote down. "That's why I'm shocked, you would tell me about a new boy every week and then forget about them." He says. You pop a shoulder. "I just never felt comfortable enough with them."

"Oh." He mutters. "So you didn't bang?" He draws out.

"So I didn't bang." You confirm.

"You're nuts, you would say the most diabolical shit about them too." He points a finger at you. "I'm most definitely not." You push his finger down. "How old are you again, 19?"

"19 and untouched." You wink, he stares at you for a moment. "What? Can't wrap your head around the fact I've never been creampied?"

You watch Chris close his eyes, wait for a moment, then open them again. "I'd like for you to wrap your head around it."

"What?"

You two burst out laughing.

-

This movie was devastatingly long and the Fritos on the bedside table were completely neglected.

You and Chris were staring at the TV, both of you pretending to be interested in what was going on. Truth was, you both were lost in your own train of thought.

Chris had resorted to an extra pillow over his lap with his mind racing in all different directions. In his defense, he was human. Once you admitted to him that you were a virgin, he could help but think of all the ways that he could strip that away from you. How easy it would be for him to just bend you over and take that purity away from you.

It wasn't the first time he'd thought of you this way, he couldn't help it. You were gorgeous, and he got lucky with the fact that you were interesting. You were probably the only girl he'd met with a soul as beautiful as her face, that's what made you so special to him.

His eyes quickly darted to yours, who were watching the movie with such intent, he saw the screen reflect in your eyes, a new scene playing. The room was dark, the only light being produced was from the illuminated TV, keeping the place a simple shade of dull blue. His sight drags down to your lips. Your full, plump lips.

Chris wonders if you've ever wrapped them around dick before, sucking just as attentively as you were watching that movie. Sliding your tongue across the tip as you slowly pushed the rest in your mouth, your eyebrows arching as you began to stroke the rest of him. Even then, you'd still be considered a virgin.

You turned to look at him, feeling his gaze on you for too long. He didn't bother looking back, holding your stare as you tried putting together what he was thinking of. "Chris?" You asked with the same lips he was just thinking of. "Hm?" He hums, his eyes lazily back on your mouth, studying every word you form. "You okay?"

He nods, you furrow your eyebrows. He was definitely lost in thought. You lower the volume of the movie and he looks back up at you. "Are you celibate?" He asks, out of nowhere. You're taken by surprise, but answer nonetheless. "Not really?"

"Not really." He repeats on his tongue, as if testing the way it would feel on there. "Okay." He says, voice as low as it could get. "You were just never comfortable?" You nod, confirming it. You watch as his eyes slowly brush over every part on your face, eventually resting on your eyes. Through the enlightenment of the TV screen, you watch his dark pupils dilate over his blue eyes. "Would you be comfortable with me?" He finally asks, voice low. You swallow.

He had multiple strands of hair fly messily in multiple directions, some over his forehead. You raise a hand to neat a messy one on his head down, using two fingers to get rid of any potential knots, soothing your hand through it as he bends his head down, letting you. "Yeah." You answer. "I would."

He lifts his head up, his grin soft but undeniable."You wanna test it out?" You felt your heart cage within itself, but as the second passed you realized you wouldn't want to lose it to anyone else. You have been waiting for this moment for a while, a really, really long and dreadful while.You stared at his fidgeting finger before looking back up at him. A simple nod does the trick, and a hand is on the side of your jaw, guiding your mouth to his. You've kissed before, he knew that, but he was still treating you like a delicate flower. His lips pressed against yours and his hand was soft against your skin. You kissed back harder, licking his lips, forcing them open, insinuating for him to let loose.

Both hands go to grab each side of your face this time, kissing you hungrily as he moves himself from beside you to in front of you. Your neck is cranned up as he sits up onto his knees. You raise your hands and slip them under his shirt, feeling his bare skin as they slide down his torso. He pulls away, immediately taking his shirt off.

You looked up at him, his gaze lingering harshly on you as he stared you down. You bit your lip as he slowly grasped the bottom hem of your T-shirt. "Arms up." He orders, and you lift them. He takes the shirt off of you, bunching it up and throwing it to the side of your room. You aren't sure what to do, you hadn't exactly worn a bra under that. You cross your arms over your chest for some sort of coverage, but Chris quickly laces his fingers around your wrist. "It's okay." He tells you, slowly dragging your arms down. "Are you okay?" He asks soft enough to send a shutter down your spine. "I'm okay." You confirm, he leans down to kiss you once more, pulling away just as soon as his lips meet yours, going to take all of you in. Your body felt hot, your chest feeling as if it was steaming the way he memorized each of your curves. He looked up at you, making direct eye contact as he began to take one tit in his mouth as the other was being caressed by his hand. You throw your head back, surprising yourself with a moan as he begins to give you open-mouthed kisses, his tongue grazing over your nipple, validating its hardness.

His mouth begins to trail back up to your collarbone, leaving desperate kisses until he's reached your neck as his empty hand trailed down the side of your hips, his thumbs curling onto the elastic of your pants, pulling them down as he bit down a hickey. You gripped onto his hair, pulling onto the section that fell above the back of his neck as he distracted your mouth with tongue-filled kisses, but you were extremely aware of the hand that had slipped into your panties, two fingers suddenly pressing against you. You whimper.

"Everything okay, princess?" He breathily asks, watching your face scrunch up as he begins to rub your cunt. "So wet for me, how long have you been dreaming of this?" He tries to catch your eyes but they're sewed shut, the soft noises coming from your mouth giving him all the answers you need. His soft and lengthy fingers suddenly pump into you, and you gasp. "Chris." You utter, feeling him pump in and out of you as his thumb grazes harshly onto your clit. You flinch. "Chris." You moan louder.

"That's right, say my name." He says as he pumps you faster, his other hand grabbing the secure of your jaw. He wanted to feel your mouth back on his, he wanted to feel your moans and whines on his mouth. The clench in your stomach reaches an all time high and your hips buckle. Your stomach loosens and you feel your loud moans muffle harder by Chris's refusal to leave your lips, you feel him smirk under the kiss as you cum all over his fingers. "Feel good?" He questions, your nodding is instant and he laughs at the quickness of your answer. Your hand follows his hair as he begins to lower himself, kissing your stomach, thighs, and then your pussy. His tongue trails down your slit, his mouth collecting what had just been your orgasm. Your thighs immediately close around him, your legs going over his shoulders and crossing at your ankles. It was safe to say you've never been eaten out. Until now. And it was heavenly.

Your hands push down on his head, feeling his nose press against you and a huff of laughter giving your pussy a breathy gust of air. "So needy." He hums, licking your folds.

Embarrassingly enough, you reached your second orgasm, pulling hard onto his hair. He looked up at you, smiling with his teeth as white liquid drooped down them and off his chin. He fixes his posture, sitting up but still between your legs.

Catching your breath, you glare at him. "Still a virgin though." He sings the last word happily, memorizing the image in front of him as his hands massaged your thighs.

"You gonna change that or what?" You finally muster up a few real words, challenging him. He raises an eyebrow, "Oh?"

"Take your pants off for me? Let me feel you, Chris." You tell him, sounding awfully like a whiney, desperate order. The smirk is still playing on his lips, looking at you through his messy hair. "And to think you'd had enough."

"You promised me something, remember?" You palm his dick through his sweatpants, feeling him rock hard against your hand. Instinctively, he pushes his hips into your hand, and you squeeze his large size, whimpers sneak from his mouth. "It's obvious you hadn't had enough, though."

Chris wastes no time shoving his pants off taking it right down with his boxers. His dick springs up and you need a moment to register. Okay, woah.

"Finally fuck me?" You wonder. His grip on your hips were tight, as if he was keeping himself from suddenly ramming himself into you, keeping in mind you were trusting him with your virginity. "Finally." He confirms, the idea of fucking you in his mind since the moment he was able to form a thought like that.

He slowly enters himself in you, and your hand clasps around your mouth, trying to keep yourself from screaming at the sudden stretch. He clicks his tongue, letting out a series of curse words. "Fuck, you are so tight." You answer him by pushing yourself onto his cock as he holds you down. You clench yourself around him and he audibly moans, slowly rocking his hips back and forth. Each thrust was long, slow, and wet, you soaked up each movement desperately.

With his hand still holding onto you, he drops his head to look at the sin you two were participating in, guiding your hips in and out of him. Each pull rhythmic as he pushed himself deeper into you as you clench, trying to get used to the feeling. Your whimpers got louder as he went faster, hypnotized by the scene in front of him. He wanted to keep this memory locked in his head forever, how beautiful you looked sprawled against your bed, moaning his name as he thrusted in and out of you, taking away your virginity.

For a moment it all seemed too good to be real, and he went faster, wanting to see just how the narrative in front of him would go. The thrusts harsher and quicker, you gripped the sheets hard and your moans grew louder. "Taking me so well, princess." He hit your G-spot three times too fast, and you practically blasted him with cum. You tried warning him, but he seemed lost in his own mind. As if on cue, he pulled out the moment you came all over his dick. "Fuck." He followed that up with your name, finishing as his orgasm splattered on your stomach and chest, where he'd specifically aim it there.

He flops down on the empty spot beside you, both you guys attempting to catch your breath. A few seconds of shocked but comfortable silence pass.

He turns his head to look at you. "Good or nah? Wanna try again?"

"What, like, take my virginity again?"

"Yeah."

"How about we try a nice shot at my first ever aftercare, yeah? Then I'll consider it."

"Right, of course."

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