#we don’t want them moving here

[stardustdiiving]

Me explaining in terms of strictly how I read canon I think Nahida not severely punishing the Sages is just meant to convey that Nahida, even when wronged, is not a very vengeful or harsh person and makes the choice to be kind instead, but in my mind I have this idea of a Nahida interpretation which elaborates on that where her self punishing tendencies extend to her being someone who internally downplays her own experiences constantly, and as a result has a hard time feeling she’s allowed or justified in placing a lot of blame on the Sages for what they did to her So while she is following her own philosophies regarding teaching lessons/wisdom/etc in how to handle the Sages and genuinely doesn’t want to be really angry or punishing because of who she is as a person, her decision is also influenced by the fact she’s basically blocked herself out of grappling with how to handle people who hurt her by blaming herself for said hurt instead as a coping mechanism. And like this is all just me being insane about Nahida Trauma and not something explicitly implied in canon but also I really do think this isn’t a far stretch from her canon characterization especially when my vision isn’t to conclude that Nahida needs to be angry and vengeful but she should extend the kindness she shows others to herself and also every day I get tormented thinking about she was the mental equivalent of an average human child when the Sages found her and how they basically specifically discarded her for being a child and the idea of how Nahida would pick up on + internalize that and eventually need time to unlearn it

#nahida #genshin #fern.txt #fandomferns #fictional child abuse cw #anyways is anyone else here normal #see I think a sentiment most ppl get from nahdia’s character is correctly that she is kind despite being treated so poorly #but I want to explore her grappling with Why she does that bc she is genuinely kind #and I don’t think she’s struggling with moving on from things #but based off things she says word for word I feel it’s established nahida is very distressed by not being able to rationalize or #understand things that upset her #this is clear in both her SQs & her voicelines even down to her not liking seafood bc the unknown of the ocean #intimidates her. so I’d imagine she’s someone who responds to being mistreated by concluding #there must be a reason for it. and I actually have dialogue that backs me up here #bc when we first learn the sages have imprisoned nahida nahida herself basically says it’s fine bc her existence has #little meaning and she’s not good enough to be an archon. even as paimon is remarking how awful #the sages are for it and prompting nahida on if she’s upset w them #it’s not that Nahida isn’t insightful enough to acknowledge something as mistreatment #but rather she finds more comfort and a sense of control in having explanations for things #heck the reason she gives up her gnosis to Dottore is states in her char stories to be bc #she doesn’t want the lack of control that comes from a lack of information #nahida leaning on knowledge for a sense of control makes me esp sad when I think abt how #she does not have autonomy or agency for a majority of her life bc of her imprisonment n had fo rely on her #mind n ability to learn n gain knowledge #anyways to reiterate ks anyone else normal

[rotzaprachim]

one of the most bitter ironies from a certain flavour of western (usually American, British, French) leftist who’se decided to comment on the Jews Writ large and just suggest that Israelis ought to have just gone back to where they come from if they didn’t want to be murdered is that the US, UK, and France been hugely culpable in forcing massive numbers of Jews, along with other middle eastern refugees, from their homelands through colonialism and interventionist and destabilizing policies in Iran, Afghanistan , Algeria, Lebanon, Yemen, and so forth. It’s downright ghoulish to refuse to wrestle with the history behind why the vast majority of the worlds’ middle eastern Jews live in the state of Israel when YOU, as the major colonial powers of the region, are culpable for it

#No I don’t want to hear from Yankees about Jews dying as a form of solidarity from their own actions actually #Everyone should be an anti Zionist #An essential and I mean ESSENTIAL part of that work is mentally reckoning with WHY Jews live in the state of Israel to begin with #Because otherwise? Kinda feels like the worst forms of gaslighting #Sorry we destabilized your homelands to the extent you were forced to leave as refugees AND refused to reckon with creating a global world #In which you could be safe! #Here’s someone else’s land. As a treat #All you refugees can be unceremoniously dumped here now have fun guys!!!!! #As an Ashkenazi but also tagalog Jew: there isn’t nearly enough intersectionality on Jews themselves as post colonial victims or how the #State ideology was founded in the first place #It’s extra bitter to hear simplistic takes from western leftists about how the Jews can just go home like #A) where? Where too? #And b. I don’t want to throw them this bone #But the vast vast majority of Jews who don’t live in isreal live in other settler colonial states #Because we were. Moved there #But for some funny reason those tend to be the states they live in and they don’t consider their own passports sufficient cause of dea #death. Or something

[allpromarlo]

i don’t think a character has ever polarized me as much as geto has. i will hate on that mfer without a lick of shame but let me see ONE fanart of him and

#he’s so UGHHHHH but i just Do Not like his character #at least post defection #bc oh you massacred an entire village started a cult and tried to manipulate a fragile 16 year old into a murder machine??? ok #pre defection that’s my baby my angel my sweet boy #but cult leader geto is just. No?? #design wise yes but everything else boy GET the fuck outta here #that’s why i like kenjaku better bc he actually makes the look work #if you don’t believe me look at the difference between jjk0 geto and s2 kenjaku. goodnight #and also a bit irked by his fans constantly bringing him up in conversations about gojo…… #like ok. we get it you think jjk is a BL drama. whatever can we move on now #like who called yall LMAOOOOO #n e ways geto my pookie bear my baby angel <3<3<3 i h8 his ass so much i was laughing when yuta black flashed him into next tuesday #and those lil girls he adopted?? BROOOO when sukuna killed them that was my reason for living #like YESSSS GET THEM AGAIN FOR ME KING!!! #they served no purpose and they were annoying goodbye #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #geto suguru #suguru geto #also stsg shippers dni #bc ew #no #makes sense. does not compel me at all #i Do Not want to see it 😌

[micamicster]

My belovedd baby boy roommate who only reads erotica (via audiobook while he’s working) and compulsively feeds me whenever I’m in the same room as him has given me a copy of his “favorite book ever” and wants me to read it soso badly. Prayer circle that it doesn’t suck i cant break his heart like that

#it is called. #fourth wing? I think? #he is so excited for me to read it and us to talk about it #the pressure is extremely on #also today I told them they could throw away the post it with my goodbye note from the last time I stayed here (2 months ago) #when I saw them carefully moving it so they could clean the fridge and then carefully replacing it #and instead they were like :( we want to keep it we love it :( don’t u dare throw it away :( #(it is a post it note that says bye) #and i was like 🥹🥹🥹 I love you guys im gonna cry #so the POINT is I can’t tell him his fav book sucks

[evansbby]

#thanks everyone for all the kind messages #like seriously thank you #I guess it was one of those things where I was having a really shitty week and then I came on tumblr and just the one thing set me off #and affected me way more than it usually would have #this past week was good for me though #I had three interviews and two of them were for jobs I really really want #and one of them is my dream job so hopefully I get it! #but even if I don’t… I genuinely think the interview went really good like all three of them! so I’m happy for that like #it gave me more practice #anyways with five days away I guess I made my point lmfaooooo #I was angry and upset but tbh anon hate is nothing new and it’ll keep happening sooooo #I was genuinely touched by all the sweet messages! #and also laughed at the ones which were just begging me not to leave poyt unfinished 😂😂😂 like I love the honesty there #but I laughed in a touched way bc I understand that even those asks came from a good place like the intention was good #ANYWAYS yes I was very very upset but this week went good for me so I’m in a much better place #I guess I’m going through a very rocky time irl so it’s making me more sensitive to small things that didn’t affect me before #like anon hate I mean usually I honestly find it entertaining and funny 😶😶😶 #but yeah that one thing got to me but whatever!!! we move #anyways how r y’all! #I’m free this weekend so I’ll be active on here as usual hehe

[aeide-thea]

still thinking abt the tumblrinx i encountered a while back whose pinned post said they were transmasc… and also demanded that men dni

like—i’m not confused by the convoluted not-like-the-other-boys doublethink that gets you there, i can follow the chain of illogic just fine, but i sure am deeply wearily depressed by it!

#i know plenty of good men—good cis men even! gasp! #and i just think like. if we can’t move away from‚ like‚ cold gender war how the fuck do we move forward #fundamentally like. 100% block people who have behaved towards you in ways you didn't like. #but like. this whole thing where ~afabs~ preemptively self-victimize by conjuring up the creepiest cishet man they can imagine #and self-harm by worrying abt that imaginary guy jacking off to them #is just like. i understand how it happens but it’s like. you’re actively doing negative visualization #and‚ like‚ preemptively self-victimizing #ime it feels a lot better to move through the world unworried‚ in the knowledge that if someone says sth gross to you: you can block them! #anyway ultimately i’m pretty clearly making this post bc i'm overdue to unfollow the tirfiest blogger i’m currently following #like. yeah loads of cishet men are shitheads but ~misandry~ is so last decade #and frankly i don’t have a lot more time for the cishet women who have bought into the same system—like i have some sympathy but. #these people all get warped by the system into complementary fucked-up cogs whose teeth bite into one another #and i’m just not interested in biting back—i want to leave all the biting behind in the dust of the junkyard that birthed it #and like. i don’t want to dismiss the oppression that births this sort of rhetoric. it's super real and it's toxic and it fucks people up. #but it’s like. when people have bad dads and then are like Dads R Always Bad!!! #and i’m just over here like. i don’t know how to say this without sounding like i’m invalidating you but my dad was a fucking saint tbh #not perfect dgmw but like. a sweet gentle encouraging man who got ground down by my mother’s toxic heel along with the rest of us #so like. actually not only are you closing yr eyes to a better future‚ yr closing yr eyes to other ppl’s lived realities #like i personally managed to have a totally life-ruining mother without deciding Mothers Are Ontologically Evil Actually! #idk. obviously women remain *enormously* systemically oppressed! but surely we can acknowledge and decry that without #implicitly rhetorically closing off any possibility of a gentler queerer gender dynamic? #anyway none of this is revolutionary i’m just like. i KNOW the fascists want to cut off my toes and force me into the glass slipper #of viciously constrained femininity #that in turn makes itself feel better by sneering at men‚ critiquing other women who Do It Wrong‚ and exerting control over children #so i have strong personal cause to care about misogyny even if i didn’t care about it in the abstract #but i just think like. acting like traditional gender roles and dynamics are a fixed truth we can only bruise ourselves on #instead of a human construction that we can undermine and work to topple #is not actually the path to a healed world in the long run! #anyway. beta edition post (thumbtyped & not reread): may contain bugs.

[rambling-robot]

I am once again failing the hidden social test with no correct answer, which is, “this person is mad because I’m not visibly upset and I’m staying calm and even good-natured while talking to them.” Like… do you want me to be getting mad at you in return? Do you want me to create a stress loop where I’m visibly anxious and your anxiety feeds off of it? You’re saying what I’m doing is wrong, but the alternative is worse, so ?????

#my roommate is tweaking bc the landlord is doing inspections this Friday and we have 2 cats when we’re only supposed to have 1 #and also she wants everything to be perfect and clean so she can get her deposit back. which. #1) you get that when you move out. I don’t think a messy kitchen table is going to give us marks against that while we’re living here. #2) you have drilled Several decorations into the wall that the inspector will see. you’ll lose your deposit for that first #‘I’m trying to get you to understand how important this is-‘ ok? I do? I have solutions to the problems. I’m calm. #it’s not just her tho. this has been an issue with multiple people in my life. #lmbo I asked one of them once if the solution was to start screaming at them in return and they changed the topic to another shortcoming

[faehrys]

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#since today was a little weird idk.. i just wanna make it clear that i do truly love all of dtkq+ and all i’m here for is to support them #and love vlog about them and make my silly little posts and jokes #and if you don’t like me or the things i blog about i am kindly asking you to just unfollow/ block and move on #i also sometimes unfollow people and it is not always with bad intentions i just don’t always wanna see things that make me upset #in other news i’ve been thinking about moving blogs because i truly want my experience on here to be as positive as possible #and i feel like because i have a lot of followers now and anons send me hate unprompted that’s not always possible #i’m very attached to this blog though so we’ll see #anyways lots of love and please try to be kind because we are all dealing with our own shit and this should be our silly little escape to #talk about some silly little guys

[tariah23]

Whoever keeps sending me asks about the anon post I deleted, it’s over.

#don’t care to argue since I don’t argue or get into shit online with people anyway #all I did was reply to a message (I don’t keep up with people on tumblr or URLs) but I looked up that persons name and saw some familier #folks associated with them who were known for being antiblack here and I’d didn’t want a post done someone defending that on my blog that’s #literally it #as I’ve said #idk this person I’ve just seen things in passing and of course tumblr has never respected trans people or poc #there are always things going around trying to make them out to be predators and harmful to the community and that’s awful was hell #trans women are especially targeted the most and tumblr has a history of wiping them off the face of the platform for even breathing and #it sucks because there’s nothing you can do about it but yeah #I’m just done talking don’t send me anymore asks I will just delete them #I’m gonna just block you again if you try to send me anything I don’t argue with people online and I don’t care to get into any discourse #rambling #this is not what this blog is about #maybe there was a misunderstanding a long the way but you started off calling me names and shit and we don’t do that here #alluding to me being a transphobe is something that I won’t stand behind though just because I did my own quick research of their url and #found some things that alarmed me #I don’t know this person but I don’t want to put just anyone on my blog with discourse surrounding them #move around

[bookinit02]

let me just say after braving the Untamed Internet (tiktok comment sections) for one (1) day, i have never been more relieved to come back to my safe little bubble

#how do these people exist im genuinely so baffled #spent the last 3 hours talking to a guy who wanted me to PROVE that women were interesting enough #to be friends with even if you have no interest in fucking them #like. my guy. i don’t have time to sit here and explain that women are people #but at the same time i am terrified that people like him are just out here. Existing. #can we move to another planet genq

[jemmo]

i know we’re all here for boeing coming in and causing chaos but like… can he just stick to top and mew pls?? he doesn’t need to start with sand, him and ray have been through enough, they do not need to be tested yet again

#and no before you’re start it’s not just bc I’m wildly firstkhao biased and want them together and happy #it’s bc they actually deserve it they’ve been through shit but have genuine feelings for each other #top and mew are just tit for tat at this point I don’t care what they’re trying to make me believe about feelings there ain’t nothing deep #here Boeing you can go in and cause as much chaos as you want #only friends #edit: I only want it long enough to see them kiss then I want it to be resolved and we can all move on

[waterunning]

also

#i do not believe in the model of work we have period obviously #but can we talk about how its moving towards them requiring the working class to become even MORE dependent on the employers #why is it becoming such a trend to want to house people why has it become so normalized to have people do things that they want outside of #Work …in work #i shouldny be giving you so much of your time to these places but the incentives are awfully present #and as a person working in tech i think its one of the first adopters of this model like #no i dont wanna have to look forward to eating here or the complimentary snack more than a place outside where i feel more apart of the #community than a corporation #and why are we having events all the way till its time for some people to sleep like its just slowlyyy seeping into everything #which is why i just don’t participate off principle a lot of the time

[dunadaan]

I don’t want to put this on the correct blog bc it will seem like I’m bragging (which I don’t want to come across as lmao) and also there’s only like six people in the fandom and I tolerate half and don’t like the rest…

But anyways it is surreal to think that cuz I liked one character from a show so hard I got a degree in spanish and through a series of insane events over five years in less than a month I’m staying with the actress who played her for two weeks. I’m gonna help her archive old stuff from said show. She’s taking me to the biggest costume warehouses in Madrid. she even gave me the original scripts for the show that she WROTE in and contain a TON of deleted scenes that literally NO ONE but me and Sam know about….screaming twirling my hair kicking my feet she gave me the HOLY GRAIL of any fandom. The SACRED TEXTS!!!

Like if you had told me five years ago I would be staying with the actress who played my favorite character ever and working with her to preserve her work with the spanish government……I would’ve never believed you

#way more happened but it would be paragraphs long LMFAO #her husband is nice but annoying……I HATE TO SAY IT FLDNFKSNFJD #we already met them twice earlier this year and they said they wanted me to move here and work with them #they were JUST shy of adopting me….however staying with them is a whole other beast #like. knocking on wood but either I’ll come out of this adopted or I’ll want nothing to do with them GLFNFKSNFKSNFNDJF #god PLEASE let it be fine #also yes the reason I haven’t mentioned it much on my other blog is bc I don’t want to share the scripts CKCNDNFBDN GCN DK #IM SORRY IM GATEKEEPING….BUT IM NOT…I worked HARD for these……

[seaglassdinosaur]

You know, if this is the end of Puppet History, I’ll be satisfied. Because as much as I love the show, if feels right to end on a conclusive statement about appreciating what we have now, not focusing too much on the past or fearing too much about the future, and the message about the importance of the earth and all ki has to offer. Character wise, the conflict has been reconciled between Ryan and the Professor, both recognizing their shortcomings individually and apologizing in person.

So with the episode telling us not to fear the future, despite how scary change can be, and with the Professor bringing his parents with him to the present - a symbol that those who’ve brought us to where we are don’t have to leave us despite the time with them coming to an end, I think it’s the right place to end Puppet History.

#I don’t want PH to end I swear #I adore the series #but it feels appropriately conclusive #the thing about the parents esp #just because PH is over doesn’t mean it will leave us. it doesn’t mean the prof is gone #it’s just a moving forward #and we #like the prof #become something new and greater because of the time spent with them. #more? they become a part of us. much like how the prof is bigger part Dino now. #that’s us having grown and become more hybridized ppl because of the time we spent with the show #I know my thoughts are a mess but I’m not gonna organize them #this ain’t a thesis here! #but I love the show #so thank you Shane- Ryan - Professor - everyone at Watcher #for taking us on this wonderful ride #it’s been. amazing #my post #puppet history spoilers #puppet history #watcher #we are watcher #watcher entertainment

[yoohyeontual]

Round of applause for Alex, I’m going to bed before 1am 👏👏👏👏

#well after I put on my pyjama it will probably be 1am but that’s still great for me jcndjdnd #will I fell asleep before 4 am though ? still have to found out 🤪 #please wish me luck im’ exhausted my body is in ruin #also please send someone to beat up my neighbours if they start playing their music before 11am #cause they are capable of doing so and you are all probably aware of how loud they fucking are I said it enough time 😭 #i hate them so much #they probably gonna make me up at 11 like all day this week cause idk what they are doing but it’s like they are dropping a bowling ball #every 5 minute in the room above me I’m tired #you probably think i exaggerate but I’m not i never met anyone as loud as they are I can’t even believe it myself #my dad had enough and left a note on their door translated cause they woke up my mom at like 6-7am the same way to the point she yelled and #hit the ceiling which we never done cause we don’t want problems we want peace 😭 #but if they still continue to be as loud it’s gonna be a call to the landlord cause the neighbour above them is also tired of the music #and if we call the landlord they will be force to move out cause it’s their 3rd warning since they moved here 😅 #and they only moved her in like April ??? pretty sure the previous one moved in April idk but I miss him so much I want him back 💔 #anyway Goodnight it’s gonna turn 1 am in 5 minutes love y’all 💓 #well fast edit they are doing right what they are doing on the morning so I don’t think I’ll be sleeping for a while unless the fact #that I’m exhausted take control of my body 🤪 #I jumped 3 times in 5 minutes 🤪 #alex.txt

[pen-of-roses]

Uuuuuuughhhhhhhhhh

#rye rambles #my grandmother is pressuring me about grad school #and my father is trying to bribe me to go to a college near him by offering to pay never mind it doesn’t offer programs in anything I’d want #and I’m expected to be thankful for this bribery #because the man owns a house with an entire level another family could live in without running into each other #and a bloody indoor pool and hot tub #and can afford to take expensive cruises whenever they damn well please #but bitches about buying me presents for holidays and scolding us all we need to appreciate them #and gets mad at me for spending the money my mother gave me on fun stuff on vacations #but yeah I need to be thankful he’s offering something I didn’t ask for that only benefits him #because he’d have easier access to me #never mind that he’s moved by choice so many times in my life and it was never once closer to ME #but I’m expected to uproot the little life I’ve created here for HIM??? #when I know damn well I’d still be the one expected to visit them and drop everything for their plans #I don’t want him to pay for my grad school. I don’t want anyone to except maybe my employer and scholarships #I don’t want to be beholden to anyone in that way #and just honestly fuck him #fuck him and his money and rich little life that I was never really a part of #only a fucking trophy to show off about how well behaved I was because mom raised me #look at how smart they are! look at their achievements! isn’t what I created great! #he couldn’t even be fucking bothered to say congrats when I graduated with three majors #and gods forbid there’s the possibility I might be more knowledgeable on a topic than him #he can’t even respect my identity or friends or my girlfriend who I’ve been with for years #but no I’m the terrible person if I don’t thank him for his generous gift of trying to get me to fit his life when he’s the bastard #who forced me into existence and then didn’t try to be apart of mine