She appears composed, so she is, I suppose
Who can really tell?
She shows no emotion at all
Stares into space like a dead china doll
I'm never gonna know you now
But I'm gonna love you anyhow
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I saw this and I wanted to do the same, but with some of my characters and UT AUs sanses, because the result is really good!
Also, send me suggestions for sanses in the chat of this post!
I won't do OCs!
The color palettes are here:
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Waltz 2
First the mic, then a half cigarette
Singing, "Cathy's Clown"
That's the man she's married to now
That's the girl that he takes around town
She appears composed, so she is, I suppose
Who can really tell?
She shows no emotion at all. Stares into space like a dead china doll
I'm never gonna know you now
But I'm gonna love you anyhow
Now she's done and they're calling someone
Such a familiar name
I'm so glad that my memory's remote
'Cause I'm doing just fine hour to hour, note to note
Here it is, the revenge to the tune
"You're no good
You're no good,
you're no good,
you're no good"
Can't you tell that it's well understood?
I'm never gonna know you now
But I'm gonna love you anyhow
I'm here today and expected to stay
On and on and on
I'm tired
I'm tired
Looking out on the substitute scene
Still going strong
XO, mom
It's okay,
it's alright,
nothing's wrong
Tell Mr. Man with impossible plans
to just leave me alone
In the place where I make no mistakes
In the place where I have what it takes
I'm never gonna know you now
But I'm gonna love you anyhow
I'm never gonna know you now
But I'm gonna love you anyhow
I'm never gonna know you now
But I'm gonna love you anyhow
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loving your parents and knowing they have struggles and feelings you'll never be able to help them with and understand is an untapped market for web weaving posts
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waltz #2, elliott smith
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But I'm gonna love you anyhow
(Nathan Bateman x F!reader)
A/N: Inspired by a Prompt by @gingersforeverbox
Words:679
“So that's the new girl that he’s dating?”
“They’ve apparently been going out in secret for months”
“She looks…” Like what a whore? A Bitch? A floozy? A Gold digger? She almost dares them to finish the sentence as they talk behind her back. “Nice.” Ugh that was worse than an insult. She could do without all these fake niceties that this kind of crowd always seems to rely on. She took the champagne flute from one of the servers with a polite smile. She sips at it and looks around for a moment, trying to spot Nathan in the crowded room. She understood the importance of going to these charity galas occasionally to keep him in good graces with the public eye, but after several months of spending all their time together out in his home in Alaska, all these people was almost overwhelming. She didn’t belong here, among the upper crust, with the press outside hoping for a glimpse, she felt out of place, even if she was perfectly dressed and styled like every other person in the room.
She finally spotted Nathan across the room, he looked nice in a suit, he was so often dressed in casual lounge wear that she had honestly been shocked that he even owned one. She watches as Nathan laughs at something the guy he was talking to said, she knew him well enough to know that was a fake laugh, the way the smile didn’t reach his eyes, it was obvious to her, but to no one else. She smiled slightly at the thought, the idea that of all the people in the room, she was the only one who truly knew him. As she watched him he eventually looked over at her, a genuine smile crosses his face. He turns to the people he was talking to and appears to dismiss himself before walking over to her.
“You look amazing Honey. How am I so lucky to have you?” He asks cheekily while wrapping an arm around her waist, she feels the nerves and irritation from the evening wash away as she feels his hand gripping her side firmly, with a gentle possession.
“I don’t know, you’re kind of an asshole, I’m not sure why I stick around.” She teases as she leans into him. He looks down at her resting her head in the crook of his arm with mock offence.
“Oh my darling why- Why would you say such a thing?” He couldn’t keep up the fake hurt tone bursting in to laughter midsentence. “No, no you’re right. I deserve that no doubt. But I will say, you make me want to be better, but only for you. Fuck the others.” He kisses the top of her head before looking out on the party. As He scans the room he holds her close, and as he holds her she can’t help but feel emotions surging in her chest, to hear something so sentimental from Nathan was unusual, but she liked it. The Judgement of the others in the room was far from her mind now, the feeling of outsiderhood vanished. She could belong anywhere as long as he was with her. She looked up into his dark brown eyes. As long as he was with her, she could be anywhere, do anything, and be anyone. The options were unlimited.
"I don’t think I want you to change. I think that's what I love about you...you're just...you." She says with a smile and a turn, her back against his chest now, his arms still around her. Nathan chuckled. He was really the luckiest guy in the room. There was so much she didn’t know about him, but she was going to love him anyhow. And that was more than he could ever hope for. He leans down to whisper in her ear.
“I’ve heard there's some oddly phallic ice sculptures in the other room…wanna check them out?” He mutters. She laughs. There’s not a thing about him that she would change.
“I would love to see that.”
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Masterlist
Tags: @burymesanti @silvernight-m @faretheeoscar @queerponcho
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Feeding off the last "I didn't know elliott smith was dead" thing, I'm still really sad. I miss him(he died before I was born)
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I got tagged by @v-eats-bugs to put my music on shuffle and list the first 10 songs it plays! thank you for the tag!
using my spotify wrapped for 2023 which is a good range of sampling from the uncountable number of playlists I listen to...
Corsican Mastiff Stride - The Mountain Goats
Home Again - Lucy Dacus (Carole King cover)
Waltz #2 (XO) - Elliott Smith
New Slang - The Shins
Welcome to Paradise - Green Day
You're Dead - Norma Tanega
Picture of my Dress - The Mountain Goats
Metal Heart - Cat Power
Saint Elizabeth - Kaia Katier
Bell Swamp Connection - The Mountain Goats
Okay I mostly listen to sad bastard music, and I basically had Getting Into Knives on repeat the last three months of 2023 while I was going through a big personal loss. Its still such a comforting album to me and has earned its place in my heart in a way no album has in years and years. It's funny that dominates my spotify because I also have it on cassette for my car and it was on any time the car was on (including just sitting there for...hours waiting for bad news. fall 2023 was rough y'all) so I listened to it even MORE than what spotify suggests....
The Lucy Dacus cover of Home Again is so good by the way, great cold rainy day yearning song for all your mutual pining needs.
@vcaudley @wildwildwasteland @thewickedkat @chocochipbiscuit @butchzambo @rocket-69 @cell-from-hell @catboyrights @totally-not-deacon and anyone else consider yourself tagged if you wanna
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what about waltz 2 (XO) palette with flower and snowball the colors match them and I love. them
the sillies :D
color palette came from this post
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waltz#2(xo) by elliott smith and i are like this 🤞
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personally i think waltz #2 (XO) is one of the most beautiful songs ever written
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