#wait how is it laid out

[journey-to-the-attic]

one thing about ik is that she will always reach out

#obey me #art #i had the idea for this and managed to bulldoze through drawing it all without losing motivation halfway through #but Do Not expect me to post art this frequently in future #idk how to do panels so if the middle bit with the text might be laid out weird #i added the stars and feathers and stuff because there was a bunch of empty space around the boxes #obey me satan #jtta ik #(btw the crumbling symbol next to the exploding feather is the wrath symbol from in-game) #(with the pride symbol attached upside down at the bottom) #(not so much symbolism as it is just me whacking you over the head with the point but it looks cool) #i had a lot of fun doing satan's more monstrous design so i might try my hand at some of the other demons later? #i do have some ideas for levi (deep sea creatures are just really fun) #also happy nightbringer release day!! it showed up on my homescreen like half an hour ago and i was like “wait what” #for some reason i thought it wasn't releasing til next week?? #the new genshin patch is today as well so looks like i'll have plenty to do with the rest of my free time for the easter hols #(i promise i'm also working on the next chapter of jtta but i am so stuck on how to get lucifer actually Talking) #anyway. here's a gold star for making it through all my rambling in the tags for anyone who did so: ⭐

[volivolition]

suggestion do you have... any wants? like obviously you do but like? suggestion my guy my ourple boy. both the easiest and hardest to write. you need a skill to say something to move conversation along but it doesn't fit any skill in particular? about 80% of the time you can have suggestion say it and it will make sense. but like actually characterizing him... how do i define you dude... what makes your character tick... urgh. i dont get you yet. im trying to understand but you are difficult.

#chemi chats #there are some skills that i just dont understand yet and that just means i have to work on their character study chapter #im reading his bio and i think suggestion is a good manipulator and it's instinctive and he tries not to feel bad about it? #he's clever!! charming!! friends with savvy and drama. planting seeds in the mind and coaxing them to grow towards him like he's the sun. #a crude oil reservoir lying beneath a carefully laid flower bed. taps into the roots. the plants don't know any better than to drink. #he's great at sensing what makes people tick and uses that to his advantage. he needs goals to look forward to so he knows how to best #pull the strings to get them there. otherwise he's a bit aimless. he likes being useful. and since influencing others is helpful #he just keeps doing it? because it's what he's good at. and he tries to convince himself its fun and cool and just cuz hes charming and #it's his role as a skill and manipulation isnt thaaaat bad because it's helpful to them after all... but he does feel bad sometimes. #oh im listening to his voice lines and i just got to ''brother you should have put me in front of a firing squad'' and im sad about him now #but what do you want for short term little guy?? probably for people to like him. he likes chatting with people. i bet he'd like genuine #conversations with no strings attached but there's always some part of him filing information and tidbits away that he can't turn off #subconsciously figuring out things he can hold over them or how he can nudge them into thinking someth-/wait.../ no. no he's just talking. #he's /supposed/ to just be talking stop analyzing them stop falling back into that just have a normal conversation!! but he can't help it.. #hm. this is all really helpful for his chapter. he and empathy are very alike but also different. very interesting... #task: swept up #okay good talk everyone i think i understand him a little better now lmao?? still gotta figure him out some more hes not fully there but ye #also i think he goes by whatever pronoun you think he'd use. just ''oh what do /you/ think i am hm?? what /would/ i use; do you think?? :)' #funny fella. i love you.

[hanafubukki]

Thinking about book 7 and I am really glad that they are taking their time with it?

I know that it’s longer than the other twst books and more lore, but I think it needs that.

It’s needs the length and it needs all these events to occur.

It needs its time to spread out these events so we can not only learn about the characters but the events that influenced these characters.

Which we didn’t need before in previous books, but this one we do. Because of the situation at hand compared to previous books would not work the same way if they followed the pattern nor would it give that effect.

We need to know why certain events took place. How certain characters came to be and what influenced their relationships.

What led to these events.

And while, yes, the angst is painful and tear jerking, these moments were very much needed.

Because without learning them first hand, without seeing it, we wouldn’t be as hit as we were in the previous books. And this is the only way for us to get that same effect as previously.

We can be in their shoes now and feel the pain they went through.

It’s very different when you’re told about an event that happened versus actually seeing the characters go through it and experiencing it.

So despite the length and the pain, I like that they are taking their time and hashing it out the way they are.

The wait was definitely worth it just for that. And I know it can be frustrating, but for a dorm that was always mysterious and we had barely no info on, it is what they needed to do.

So we, the players, can get a grasp on the story and these characters really well.

And I am thankful they are taking their time with it, despite wanting everyone to be happy you know? And wanting to see that happy ending and for them to be a family again.

Because it will be all the more satisfying once we get there, once we travel through that distance, and we finally get to that ending. As we also feel their relief and happiness after such a long and hard won journey, and that’s what I’m looking forward to.

That’s feeling of happiness, relief, and affection because it was all worth this long journey we had.

#Hana rambles #don’t mind me just thinking about how the story has been laid out and how different it is but very much needed you know #it has been a three year wait and it has been worth it for the content we got #we were deprived both main and side story #so I’m glad we got such a good hashed out main story #because this way we can truly see each character for who they are and how much they mean #there’s something different about someone saying they’ve been through war and then seeing general lilia Vanrouge during the war #watching as he gaurds the egg #watching the birth id malleus birth #learning about silvers birth #learning about sebek and his background #I know other people are unsettled because of how short there books were but compared to those topics and this topics #this was the only way they could have really meaningfully explain and give it to us #and the three year wait was what led to this #I read somewhere that from the get go book 7 would take over a year to finish and we are seeing that now #and why that is #and that’s why despite there’s side events so other twst characters still get their spotlight still you know?

[archduke-enver-gortash]

made a post about this a while ago but don’t like the wording of it anymore so just know that gortash and zeke have a very strange thing (y’know besides all the other strange things in their relationship) about nakedness. no reactions like embarrassment or shame. occasionally get dressed in the same room together in their days as ‘business partners’ when it’s more convenient. freaks

#there’s other weirder emotions more in their style going on of course #(like fear for zeke and a ‘your soul is laid bare before me already so why would i care. and you shouldn’t either’ from gort but. y’know) #i am yapping so much about the tiniest details of their relationship lol #also. neither of them is attracted to the other physically at all. zeke because. do i even need to explain. #and gortash because he isn’t physically attracted to anyone. well he does have a weird fixation on zeke’s eyes and devouring the #terror rage and pain he causes reflected in them. but i will NOT call that attraction lol. if there’s arousal happening it’s not because he #finds them attractive. #ok. done yapping now. #wait #have to mention how i think it’s funny how gort basically forces zeke to wash his body (some weird powerplay we do not need to get into rn) #and zeke’s like ‘i hate this >:( ‘ but not because he’s grossed out but because he’s essentially forced to worship gort #ok now i’m truly done lmao #oc: zeke #enver gortash #gortash #bg3 #gortash & zeke

[wildflowercryptid]

potentially batshit headcanon, but i think it'd be funny if these two were related somehow.

#i'm inclined to say they're cousins but it'd also be interesting if they were siblings ngl #gustafa hasn't really brought up his own upbringing so far in my playthrough so i'm running hogwild w/ his backstory #i hc that gustafa's parents were classical musicians and pretty strict (very much the types to force what they think is best on their kids) #he felt like the environment was too stifling not only for his music but also his spirit so he left home as soon as he could #he's still proud about his family's history as musicians but definitely doesn't want to raise his kids like his parents raised him #so that's why he's pretty laid back when it comes to raising bea and encourages whatever she loves doing no matter what #wait now that i think about it carter organizes the music festival in mineral town doesn't he? #shit i'm connecting the dots #carter would probably be older than gustafa so i guess he left home as soon as possible too #he just went the route of joining the clergy to get out of town rather than becoming a hippie like gus #imagine going to the next town over to check out their music festival only to be reunited w/ your estranged older bro >>> #you haven't spoken to in like 10+ years #i feel like they'd be okay terms tho they'd definitely bond over how shitty their parents were #okay i'm having fun w/ this headcanon i'm gonna keep it i think #story of seasons #bokujou monogatari #a wonderful life #friends of mineral town #sos awl #sos fomt #sos gustafa #gustafa (awl) #sos carter #carter (fomt) #hc : (sos) awl / fomt #mj.txt

[aro-ortega]

milo may start out clumsy and bad at pranks, but she gets lots of practice w anathema and eventually figures it out..... fast forward to modern day - milo isnt really pranking anymore, but chen is extra careful about going through doors and opening cupboards anytime she visits hq and for hours after. just in case

#chen was the subject of her and themmys pranks a lot back in the day. they do not get on lol #she hasnt left any pranks at hq..... Yet #she is playing nice. lying in wait. bidding her time #but also she has bigger stuff going on. trying to figure out how shell take down the marshal in a fight is much more important than #than a perfect carefully laid out prank on her former ally #other than that she really only starts pranking again once she and ricardo stop beijg in the its complicated stage #but it is. very different pranking. #milo park #op #fh

[ratkingcorpse]

My new nostril piercing is pouring out blood and I'm freaking outtttt

#im losing an excessive amount of blood and its making me so woozy and sick feeling #the blood vessels in my nose are super fragile and i shouldve known this wpuldve happened #i got the inside of my nose cauterized when i was like 12 and it fixed my chronic nosebleed problem #ughhhh really hoping i dont have to take this out im about to cry #ive been waiting so long for this #paid so much for it just for this to happen #my birthday curse 😭 terrible things happen to me around and on my birthday every year since ive became an adult #this is already the 3rd bad thing to happen to me this week #like i dont think yall understand how much blood this is #i laid down and blood started pouring into my eye :( very terrible do no recommend

[themorbidart]

My VTM character has been put into Fallout 4 and I don’t regret it at all. He’s been so much fun to play as and to try and build a melee/charisma build around!

There’s a theory that the Sole Survivor is actually a synth and I absolutely love said theory and it makes a hell of a lot of sense (more sense than the actual twist) and it fits Calvin perfectly.

More info under the cut…

In this AU he’s ex military AND serial killer who had his reign of terror before the war in his old life. Now he gets his kicks off of killing raiders and other wasteland filth who want to hurt innocent settlers.

He’s mostly a do-gooder, but he’s a do-gooder who doesn’t take shit, isn’t super nice with his help and often demands extra pay when he’s particularly inconvenienced, or testing to see how much of a stand-up guy a leader is.

Resistant to authority, questioning government in whatever form it takes, lashing out at people who take advantage and lie and cheat and steal, this man is volatile in his quest to make the world better and the world is better for it.

Right?

Also he 100% settles down in Far Harbor at the end. He loves the seaside and the isolation.

#fallout art #my art #my ocs #oc #calvin newark #calvin #fallout 4 #fallout oc #far harbor is my favorite dlc #calvin is also 100% down with valentine and trusts the synth with his LIFE #He’s chill with Hancock but he wishes he’d be less laid back and more gung ho about shit #he likes piper and supports her efforts to drag McDonough through the mud #he likes preston and trusts him with his life #he doesnt know how to feel about codsworth but hes touched he waited all this time just for him… he doesnt feel worthy #he loves dogmeat. do not FUCK with dogmeat. #he wants cait to chill the fuck out but he also respects her #he likes old man longfellow well enough but hes cautious about hanging out with him too long. he doesnt want to go back to heing a lush #calvin hates the brotherhood so i doubt hell ever get Danse and even if he did #he would likely make Danse hate him lol #i dont think i have any other companions unlocked in this playthrough but ill probably add on as i get more of them ehe

[bisexualrapline]

jack in the box (hope edition) “thanks to” (source)

#can’t wait to see how the anti hybe dl akgae girlies try to twist and justify their way out of it all being laid out like this by hobi 🙂 #anyway i sincerely hope anyone who mentioned jitb and disappointment in it every time another member dropped anything finds a hair in all #their food forever 🫶🏼 #that’s all #hoseok #bts #j-hope #jitb hope edition

[orcelito]

I got 7 reactions to the post I made on this app 8 whole days ago (when most ppl in my area got 2 or 3 at the most). & Several messages I haven't responded to. Tbh I haven't bothered since that first day, bc I got what I wanted out of it (decided to try a hookup and accomplished it 3 days after deciding it), and...

We've still been texting. Sometimes about things that aren't exactly typical of what you'd think for a hookup (emotionally intimate, I guess?). Today we got on the topic of hiking and I mentioned my fav state park & she said she was planning to go there over spring break and said she'd love to bring me with her... which That is a level of accepting me in her life that I think is not typical of just a one-off hookup kinda thing.

So like... idk if we r skirting around the possibility of a relationship?? Or if we r setting up to be friends with benefits?? Would it be exclusive??? Open??? Assuming there's any kind of relationship at all??????

Idk. It feels like there's Something there. I don't know what she wants out of it. I kinda don't even know what I want out of it. But it'd feel a little weird to pursue smth else when we're in this nebulous area... it wouldn't be cheating bc it's not like we're dating, but I'd also hate it if we Did end up dating (exclusively) and then I'd have to give up someone else........

Idk. I wasn't expecting to hit it off with someone like this. I'm still pretty burnt out on serious romance, so I don't want to just jump right into a new thing. I just know that I like talking with her and I'll probably want to sleep with her again. Beyond that...

I dont know. It's all so confusing.

#speculation nation #i think im bigtime failing at the whole Casual aspect of it 😂 #but i cant help being so alluring.... the girls Love a sweet nerd with a mysterious hidden darkness..... #might be why i have so many reactions too. i am for serious my post has over twice as many reactions as anyone else #idk. i have options. for now im just leaving them open. #it's only been a week now since we started chatting. still way too early to decide anything. #i will simply play it by ear. see where things take me. #we have. we have a spotify playlist. for sharing our favorite songs together. we are sharing music. #i feel like im going insane. this cant be the normal Just Casual kinda thing can it??? #not when shes said at multiple points that im 'the coolest person ever' or that im really kind #oh god am i turning into one of those useless lesbian tropes???? #'help this girl keeps saying im really cool and that she wants to go hiking with me and we are sharing music together #and also we had sex. do you think she likes me?' #fbkdfkshfkshdjd it sounds so FUNNY laid out like that. but the sex rly is just incidental and all ykno? #i dont know how many hookups shes actually had. i dont know how special i am to her #emotionally Or sexually. and i feel like asking would be rude. #so i am simply waiting it out. seeing where it goes. and being pleasantly surprised anytime it goes well. #the thing with the hiking today made me all 😳😳😳😳 bc it spoke of a desire to have me in her life several months from now #it's only been a week. it's only been a week. i have no idea what im doing.

[wizardyke]

ive seen many a post that says something like "when youre an adult, theres no one to yell at you when u break plates! or being late or messing up :D!! rejoice!!!" amd while i understand where theyre coming from and more power to them i guess i cant fucking relate because qhen my abusive brother moved out when i was 16 it genuinely broke me having abuse abuse abuse then fucking nothing. im not happy when i expect to be abused and im not. it makes me mad that i expect and brace for it because DUH. conditioning 101!!!! and it makes you so fucking bizarre because youll start believing in the most insane things that will make you good, like how i believed that being completely invisible and costing very little financially to take care of would make me "good" and now im around new people at a new school and they told me all of their creatuve endeavours (one girl made film and sings in a band, another makes jungle) and i got so unfathomably jealous because ive always wanted to get into music but its much more visible and makes me so much more of a target then more silent things like visual arts and writing. and i see people with all this outward and visible passion and talent and skills theyve been showing off since they were very young and it makes me suiiiicidal suiiicidal cause it shouldve been me! whatever sufjan said. the only reason why i continue at all faith in reason ive wasted my life playing dumb and also it strikes me far too late again.

#✂️ #i kept how i looked the exact same for the longest time for the same reasoning #(weird abuse logic that if i do this thing it means im good) #and i finally got an undercut this summer and i expected my family to hate it but no one fucking cared not even my mum #and i was like!!!! whats the fucking point! then u realise there is no point. its all irrationally self inflicted #but then you also realise that its barely even self inflicted because YOU MADE ME THIS WAY . OHHH MY GOD #its maddening because people will fuck you up permanently and then ask you why you act the way you do #im fucking deleting this later bit im having such a hard time adjusting . its been years sibce anyone laid a hand on me #but it doesnt feel like it for a second. #wait nevermind my brother literally out me in a chokehold the other week for the crime of walking past him #lolololololol i cant fucking live here anymore

[iced-souls]

Bro, i go to bed at like, 9-10pm. 9:4something today. And then end up actually sleeping lie an hour later i think.

But BRO. I LITERALLY CANNOT SLEEP RN.

I GOT IDEAS JUST BEFORE BED AND NOW IM ALL GIDDY THINKING ABOUT THEM

They’re for tomorrow for school and i cant shut my mind up for it to calm down and just sleep.

Help—

#i had to express this #possibly ranting here might help actually… #ok so we’re making a trailer for a course I’m doing. #and 1. its supposed to be 2 minutes long and i think with what we’ve got so far its only like a minute or less. #2. i only have had a base idea of how its all gonna be laid out. #UNTIL NOW #I HAVE MADE A GOOD GOOD SOLUTION TO BOTH OF THE PROBLEMS #i got new scenes I LOVE and i figured out the layout/ length of scenes #and in my mind its looking EVEN BETTER than before #so now i just have to wait until tomorrow to explain to my group members what I’ve got. #and then plan a schedule for how when we do what. #and then storyboard some new scenes #and then figure out pacing of the day #etc and yeah #and then I’ve got a physics test in the morning. so i wanna finish up another project before that starts. and I’ve got the idea ever for tha #but yeah #okokokk #hopefully that rant helped; #i shall go back and try to sleep again now. #ciao— #have a good day

[milo-is-rambling]

My mother really out here telling me “you just make all the plans for driving and I’ll work around that” and then a couple days later once I’ve made plans and talked to people about shit she’s like hey actually you should come up a day earlier so you can get your grandparents (who are practically falling apart mentally and physically and my grandfather pisses himself and if he pees in the car that I am both sleeping and driving in I will be upset!!!) in the middle of Maine and drive them to New Hampshire for me bc I will be too tired from getting a three hour flight to go drive them :’( AS IF IM NOT DRIVING SIX HOURS OR MORE EVERY DAY FOR A WEEK HELLO??? YOU CANT DRIVE FIVE HOURS AFTER SLEEPING THE WHOLE TIME ON A THREE HOUR FLIGHT LIKE I KNOW ITS CRAMPED AND MISERABLE BUT YOU’RE GOING TO GO FROM A PLANE TO A NICE RENTAL CAR VS ME SLEEPING IN THE FUCKING TRUNK FOR A WEEK LIKE GIRL WHAT YOU ALREADY TOLD ME TO PLAN EVERYTHING AND NOW YOU’RE MOVING SHIT AROUND AND SHES ALL LIKE “well your aunt is gonna be visiting on the 11th so I have to get a flight on the 12th and then graduation is on the 13th early in the morning so I just won’t have time to go get them” LIKE GIRL THIS IS THE SAME AUNT THAT IS COMING TO OUR HOUSE FOR ONE SINGULAR DAY AND THEN WE WILL SEE HER AGAIN IN NEW HAMPSHIRE WHILE WE ARE ON OUR TRIP LIKE YOU LITERALLY TOLD ME “oh don’t worry about missing her we’re gonna do the graduation party at her house when we’re up north” AND THEN YOU WONT SHIFT YOUR PLANS ONE DAY TO FIX ALL OF THE SCHEDULING CONFLICTS BUT YOU WANT ME TO TWEAK A WHOLE WEEK OF DRIVING PLANS BACK A DAY TO MAKE IT MORE CONVENIENT FOR YOU and also I simply don’t want to. Also the garbage truck just passed bc I slept in and I don’t think we got the garbage out and I know we definitely didn’t get the trash from my room or bathroom out of the house and so now moms gonna be pissed at me for that god fuck this is so infuriating I am not planning a trip while on my period ever again I want to bite my mothers head off for even suggesting an alternate plan what is wrong with me I am such a bitch what the fuck no wonder she fucking hates me okay I am going back to bed she can figure this shit out later when she’s not slamming doors and yelling about work

#I want to rip my hair out #why does she say yeah we can work around whatever plans you make and then immediately she’s like oh haha nevermind #and I know I’m overreacting I know I’m being a bitch and I should fold to my mothers needs or whatever but like simply put I don’t want to #deal with my grandparents (if they were dwarves in Snow White they would be called Naggy and Pissy) and I don’t want to deal with their huge #looming sense of dread bc they both know they are old and losing it and that their kids are dead and we are the only family they care about #and I was already nervous about spending any time with them at graduation and now my mom wants me alone in a car with them for HOURS #like I simply don’t want to and I don’t want to think about dad and I don’t want to think about them and I don’t want to drive the extra #hours or anything like ugh I just don’t want to. I want to get high on Millie’s couch and have a relaxing day after driving that much on the #way up and I want to only have to drive three hours to my brother and I want ti already be there for graduation that morning I don’t want to #go any earlier or later than I had planned bc I planned distances by how much driving I thought I could take at a time and If I add an extra #day of driving I will be exhausted and add emotional exhaustion to that from seeing family and add fucking bitchy mood and being judged on #my music or my driving or being asked about what I plan to do with my life or what have I been doing since dad died or are you okay? is your #mother struggling? (and not being able to talk about my mom going out and dating and getting laid and ignoring my dead father and their dead #son bc it’s the only way she’s coping with any of this anymore) #I just don’t want to. and I hope my mother will step up and change her shit to deal with them but if they don’t I’ll have to deal with it #and just get over it but fuck I really really really don’t want to #it just annoys me that my mother would rather move all of my plans back a day than not see my aunt for what six hours here when we’re #literally going to see her up north like five days later #like can’t you just wait to see her. like she has seen the house before. she knows what a screened in patio looks like. they’ve seen the car #before like they will know if they want the car or not before they see it they know the model and they know it’s sat in our driveway for #months and months like they are aware of the car so you don’t need to say that’s the big important reason for them to visit #I’m such an asshole what the fuck is wrong with me I’m really unwilling to have any changes made to my plans #my brother would fucking bend over backwards and do whatever my mother asks and she is so mad that I’m not like that and I should be why am #I not like that why don’t I do all the shit she does for me why am I such a bitch what is wrong with me #I am already exhausted today I only slept for four hours #I just want to skip to me being on the road already. need to smoke a cigarette at a truck stop out of state it will fix me honestly

[wigglesforsquiggles]

i love the hunger games sm,, i think ive made a detail au w it for every fandom ive been in.. it has so much potential

#wiggles overshares #i say 700 words into writing jgy centric fic abt it lmao #i am editing my base idea and its growing longer #i wanted to charge my old kindle to be able to reference scenes better #i.e. see how the interviews are laid out #but alas mt charger broke so i have to wait until tomorrow to find another one bf i can check to see how ooc i made caeser flickerman