#violent sobbing in fact

[tag-if]

HI JESPER, here's the Talbot portrait. I'm obsessed with side profiles so I hope you don't mind. I also hope you had a good vacation!! ^^

CRYING omg it looks so good

honestly i admire your ability to do side portraits so well, i really struggle with them askdh

really though this is so cute i love it

#tag-if #the advisor's game #twine wip #ro; t. bellefleur #worthy tributes <3 #the frog pond #sobbing #violent sobbing in fact #the colours are so >>>>> #i am genuinely in love with your artstyle actually i've decided #my poor partner has to deal with me just going “look!! look at this!!” #he's so confused bless #also jester lore jumpscare #let me tell y'all that little marin thing was Not my best work #trust #i can actually draw i swear #i say like i'm not planning on doing some portrait type things askjdh #anyway #this? this is amazing #bellefleurs have both been done justice #they have been made so pretty

[iheartjameshetfield]

i need him to use me then toss aside me like i’m nothing

#HIS FUCKING ARMS #HIS TUMMY!!!! #IM DYING #I NEED HIM SO BAD #ILL CRY #ITS THE FACT THAT IK THAT WE’LL NEVER BE TOGETHER #HYPERVENTILATING #SOBBING VIOLENTLY ON THE FLOOR RN #JAMES BABY PLEASE GIVE ME A CHANCE #I’LL BE GOOD I SWEAR #WE WOULD BE SO GOOD TOGETHER #I PROMISE #metallica #james hetfield #james hetfield metallica #papa het #jaymz

[philzokman]

SKK RIVAL LOCAL BAKERIES AU WHERE AND WHEN !!!!!!!!!!

#inspired by the fact i have two local bakeries directly next to eachoyher #like next door. #they’re in love #lea.txt #bsd #bungo stray dogs #sobbing violently #bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs dazai #osamu dazai #dazai osamu #chuuya nakahara #bsd chuuya #skk #soukoku #bsd skk

[isopodcowboy]

The conflict between Rains Fall and Eagle Flies lives in my head rent free

#im a monster for familial conflicts in media #AND THE FACT THAT LIKE EITHER WAY IT WOULD END IN THEIR LAND BEING STOLEN WHETHER OR NOT THEY CHOSE TO FIGHT OR NEGOTIATE #HHHHHHH SOBBING VIOLENTLY #rdr2 #eagle flies #rains fall

[purritobastard]

I am completely Normal about Wall-E and EVE, what are you talking about???

#wall e #Wall-E got crushed and I started violently sobbing #so Normal #I haven’t watched this movie in so long #the beautiful imagery and just. #the entire show is so amazing #Dancing: a series of movements involving two partners where speed and rhythm match harmoniously with music #AND THEN IT SHOWS WALL-E AND EVE FLYING TOGETHER #THEYRE DANCING #WALL-E AND EVE LIKE TO DANCE #Wall-E was all for going back to Earth #until they realized that EVE wasn’t coming back with them #and then they refused to go #EVE’s scream for Wall-E whenever they get hurt gives me life #not to mention the fact that #EVE told Wall-E what she was #Extra-Terrestrial Vegetation Evaluator #and Wall-E gave her a name #her laughs at how they pronounce her name #Eev-ah #so Normal about this movie :D

[camellcat]

scrambled thoughts about s4 bc I'm losing my goddamned MIND

just finished s4 of Doctor Who. quick question: how the hell do you go on without Rose Tyler? I can't even imagine I literally. what.

like once s3 rolled around I really fuckin realized I was apparently very much watching this show for ROSE and her dynamic with the Doctor, not the Doctor himself or whatever else lmaoo

ONLY Rose has made me bawl my eyes out, let alone even tear up at all. I just can't even fathom being able to connect with any other plot or character like I did with her and her love for the Doctor.

I just ohh for all of s3 most of s4 I just missed her so much??? like Martha and Donna are great (well, I didn't like Martha at first and you can definitely guess why based on all of this but once s4 rolled around she was great!! loved her) but oh my god they were just no Rose Tyler.

plus WOW I really got so attached to her relationships with other people?? like Donna and Martha's families n whatnot made me feel NOTHING whereas I could not get enough of Jackie and adored Mickey (Mickey is family. he is. I don't care if he's her ex or whatever. he's part of the family). Captain Jack Harkness my one true love (btw just sayin I really think Rose and the Doctor should've gotten a hello kiss. maybe not the Doctor he did not deserve one for leaving Jack but Rose did!! hello!!! you gave them "I'm going to go die" kisses give them "hello we're all still alive missed you" kisses!!!). idk if maybe I was just so clocked out of s3-4 that I missed something but I swear those two just had like no really compelling personal relationships outside of the Doctor, and maybe like one specific family member (lookin at you, gramps).

the fact that Rose ended up liking Martha and Donna though??? dfindsnjdj dying dying DYING I love that she would've been friends with them both. they deserved to all sit and gossip about the Doctor like she did with Sarah Jane right in front of his face.

also oh my god no one why why why please PLEASE I'm not used to consuming sad media I try and avoid it as much as possible and this show is just. just. oh my god.

Rose is so close to what she truly wanted. she'll have a life with the Doctor, but not her Doctor and not the life she fought so hard to get back. instead she's still still still stuck in Pete's World, unable to travel across time and space and save the universe with her Doctor (and don't get me wrong, I love the idea of Tentoo, but it just rubs me the wrong way no matter how I try and look at it. it feels like when a character's memories are erased. they're still technically themselves, but something important is missing all the same. and that thing missing is the TARDIS in this case Tentoo is the best thing she could've gotten lol). I feel like I can't even adequately put it into words why her ending makes me as upset as it does I just hope you Get It. I don't think it would've been good for her to not have ANY other solid relationships like she would've had if she'd gone with the Doctor but also oh my god. oh my god.

and the Doctor is once again without his brilliant, fantastic Rose.

I really hope she doesn't come back though unless it's on her own terms, because she missed her friends or smth. I really hope she's able to travel the world and it be enough for her as long as she's got Tentoo by her side. I really, really hope she's happy and fully in love with Tentoo and they are living the BEST life they can.

Fuck. this SHOW.

#if this is incomprehensible well. ngk. that's how my brain feels rn #came for David Tenntant but stayed solely for Rose Tyler <3 #I'm still gonna try and watch on but I won't be too surprised if I end up dropping it #I need it to be known my reaction to JE was so violent and loud I thought for a second cops were going to be called on me #I didn't just shout or cry or anything I SCREAMED ahahaha it sounded like someone was being MURDERED #the only reason Doomsday didn't have me toppling over putting holes in my walls was because I wasn't alone I stg #do you know how hard it is to silently sob?? I am not good at it. in fact I am so bad I couldn't I wailed I wailed #I did not cover everything here but I got the gist of most of it #so sorry martha and donna but I just. whew. I just did not care at all #timepetals #tenrose #tentoorose #tenth doctor #rose tyler #tentoo #doctor who

[palewolfcheesecake-blog]

Sebastian Vettel Giving Me Gender Envy - Part 3

#again i knowww i said i wanted to wait but you know what f past me present me is gonna fsu and not give a damn rn #besides LOOK AT HIM #those fluffy curles #culres #curls #CURLSE #ferrari when i catch you ferrari #if they do the same to carl and charl i am going to sue #they canNOT pull that male pattern baldness on my boys #not after what they did to my boy #i mean DID YOU SEEE WHAT THEY DID TO MY BOY #my precious #he's so pretty i wanna be him #sobbing violently over the fact i can't be a blue eyed four time german f1 world champion with highly debated hair color #and do NOT blame me because how do you not wanna be him? #my boy is so cute #so perf #so pretty #though i do see where the ginger allegations are coming from #still wanna be him tho </3 #sebastian vettel #sv5 #rbr seb #heartbroken he went brunette after joining red bull #smh

[marshroom580]

actually it should be illegal to name fantasy high sophomore year ep6 "pirate brawl." It's too fun of a name for the absolute rollercoaster shitshow that episode is and made me have expectations that were quickly undermined 10 minutes in. I experienced at least five different emotions I've never experienced before in the last two and a half hours spent watching the episode.

10/10 don't watch fantasy high, you'll take 4d6 psychic dmg every other episode

#fantasy high sophomore year #specifically fabian seacaster and riz gukgak #it was like an angst pile #a pile of angst #and all of it made me want to cry #especially the line “because the second you slow down you'll have to deal with the fact that he's not coming home” #might as well tear my fucking heart out #it'll probably hurt less #this is why i'll never play dnd #if a character arc like this happened in front of me irl #at the table i played at #i'd just start violently sobbing and disrupt the entire game

[saltpepperbeard]

so it’s no surprise that javid’s posts and potential teases make me take damage, but like...looking at the lyrics of walking on broken glass after he mentioned it?

#OFMD #OFMD Season 2 #Definitely not David Jenkins #Gentlebeard #Blackbonnet #Edward Teach #Stede Bonnet #Revenge Rambles #I am VIOLENTLY SOBBING AND THROWING UP TBH #Like how do they manage to find INCREDIBLY perfect and accurate songs #Because that's 100000% Ed #And that's 10000% their situation #ALSO I KEEP FEARING FOR THE REVENGE RIGHT #SO THAT BOTTOM VERSE HAS ME SWEATING SOMETHING TERRIBLE LMAO #LIKE IF THAT GOES FROM METAPHORICAL TO LITERAL THEN I'LL BE OUT K THANK YOU #God I'm hurting because this is just making me that much more aware of how badly Ed is and WILL be hurting #And how stuck he's going to feel again #Walking on glass? No- I am in fact GNAWING ON GLASS NOW SHDJKLS #RIGHT AS WE SPEAK

[reverend-meat]

”oh no, I forgot my over the ear noise cancelling headphones for the grocery store!”

*pulls out a second, secret backup pair of noise cancelling grocery store headphones I keep in the car for just such an occasion.*

#personal #Honestly the fact that I didn’t know I had the tism until just a couple years ago is….. #it says more about how the general public knew jack shit about autistics #than about my own ability to mask #which I can do for #exactly one hour lmao #”my child rips its own hair out when distressed and is frequently bullied in school.” #“My child shrieks and falls into hysterical sobs when confronted with loud noises.” #“My child doesn’t like to play with other children and has its own incredibly complicated internal fantasy world with complex rules.” #”my child becomes physically violent when touched.” #”my child goes completely nonverbal when stressed or overwhelmed and avoids eye contact at all times.” #”I think perhaps it is just spoiled. Forced manual labor should teach it.” #now I still have the tism. But I can build a fence like a MOTHERFUCKER.

[pastel-rights]

asta.

darling.

dearest.

beloved.

get this man AWAY from me.

#( he disgusts me. ) #( i need him GONE. ) #( if you love me. you'll support me in hating this straight white alpha male lookin' ass who is a walking red flag. ) #( he probably spews misinformation. he'd follow Nick Adams religiously. No no. he IS the Nick Adams of the HSR universe actually. ) #( he probably got pissed off at the fact the green M&M changed her boots from some casual wear shoes. ) #( he would call me slurs. he'd push traditional gender roles on me with a smile on his face knowing I hate it. ) #( he'd watch Andrew Tate just to piss everyone off. He doesn't actually believe in it but he lives and breathes to be an ASSHOLE. ) #( everyday i become a little less phobic of jing yuan. long gone are the days of me hating on the general who buries himself and his emotio #in his work that he never ACTUALLY gets done and writing letters capable of making god cry and scream and sob. now I hate on the #manifestation of the white alpha males who act like the world revolves around them and everyone around them are like chess pieces on their #personal chess boards. GOD.) #( he feels like he'd be homophobic too. homophobic yet he's already killed every homophobe in a 20 mile radius. he's a trans rights #activist but somehow he also bullies the closest trans people in his area. he's an asshole without purpose and I need him GONE. ) #( and AND you know WHAT? i'm RIGHT. just LOOK at him. he has a whole ass book on how to piss everyone off and 300 of those pages are #dedicated to just me specifically. ) #( i'm five seconds away from shoving my foot up his ass. ) #( I need this man GONE. Asta. I need him to disAPPPEAR. ) #( this is all /lh and /j btw I'm just violently hating on him rn /lh )

[philzokman]

THIS IS A HIGHWAY ROBBERY

send ur fav skk/sskk fics or else i will…rob u!

#upon further consideration perhaps the robbery mentioned was in fact me stealing ur fav fics so like. idk guess there aren’t any stakes anym #sorry guys i’m tired BUT U GET THE MESSAGE !! pls i beg #bungo stray dogs #bsd #sobbing violently #soukoku #skk #bsd skk #sskk #bsd shin soukoku #shin soukoku #bsd sskk

[autisticaradiamegido]

day 159

my fit when i am the most visibly queer person at the local theater production of rent and it is pride month

#day 159 #year 3 #it me #but tell me was *I* the biggest stereotype or was it my roommate who had never seen rent sobbing violently through the entirety of act 2 #vote now on your phones etc #also this isnt a bit i literally have a shirt with little gay flags all over it and it fucks and i wore it today without thinking #about the fact that i was going to see THE Sad Gay Art Person Musical

[g0reoz]

actually the real reason i'm a xhaka kinnie is the fact that i love hangin out with old people. and old people generally love me! and if someone was a little bitch i would probably threaten to let their grandpa live at my house too if we're being completely honest

#NOT TO BE AN APOLOGIST BUT HE DID NOTHING WRONG. NOTHING #i mean ! this is also half joking because there are many many reasons i'm at the point where i can't even beat the allegations. #silliest guy ever. Annoying Ass Hyena Cackle. perfectionist to the point of self destruction. violently protective of friends. loves food. #really fuckin into red and yellow. propensity for suddenly getting really dramatic and sentimental. bit of a dumbass. #enters large scale competitions for specific side hobby. holds people to standards they've set for themselves. the list goes on and on :] #anyways yeag👍 me for real! though i'm fuckin sobbing over the fact that i don't have sharp teeth. except for the fact that then it would- #-hurt when i bite even if it was gentle. so maybe not :( #what the fuck am i even talking about i blacked out and there's just a paragraph. anyways i love this stupid fuckin guy #...and also old people. this whole thing was actually brought on by the fact that i was at crochet club party w old ladies #i thought i was gonna go and work on my cousin's blanket. actually spent like 2 hours playing bingo and talking and being fed treats :3 #.woof.

[swagging-back-to]

ugh im gonna try to sleep because today has just been a lot and im very tired and need to nap with my rat dog

#i swear to fucking god #i dont want to miss out on the paid training #i will THROW A FIT #i dont even carrre about the fact the bank wouldnt let me deposit #i need those $17 or i will SOB #be hysterical #and violent #and also i might start work tomorrow so #i dont want to miss out on pay for that either #paycheck comes in on the 4th so i need to fill in the timetable now #but there is no timetable for me tofill #the guy showed me what it should look like and none of that is there #none of it #i have shit that DOESNT EVEN MATTER !!!!! #like cmon man please #also the bank is stupid holy shit the bank is very stupid #GRRRRRRR #cause if i work tomorrow that'll be 4 hours of pay so $68 #which more than covers for the box set that i just purchased #shipping fees literally fucked me up #also they were so dirty about it too (they being shout factory) #they made it so that orders over $50 had free shipping but the boxset is 49.99 #and because of that ONE CENT #theywere like haha nope no free shipping for you lolllll #so the total was literally #SIXTY DOLLARS #it's worth it tho it's the collectors edition and also because it only has 6ish months left to live #i still dont have anything to play cds on nor will i have anything to play cds on anything soon but im buying it because I WILL sometime #later on