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[shrinking-slowly234]

3/26

I know I said I wasn't going to weigh today but I did anyways.

200.4 lbs ⬆️ 0.6 lbs

I knew I was going to go back over 200 lbs. But I haven't eaten anything at all today, and I'm not going to, so hopefully, tomorrow, it'll be back down.

I went all day today, completely fine. Only had a passing thought about eating once, and it wasn't even bad. Wasn't hungry at all. Why can't that be all of the time?

#need to lose more weight #st4rv1ng #starv1ng #th1n$pø #th1nsp1ration #thin$pø #thinspø #twthinspi #low cal restriction #intermittent fasti

[winifred-x]

I literally hate Christmas, I cried when I saw that my parents had bought me so many sweets and snacks I’m already fat why do u wanna make me fatter? I need to lose at least half my body weight and I don’t even know where to start, does anyone have any ana tips. It’s so bad I just wanna be small and petite and have ppl see me as beautiful for once.

#ana tricks #3ating d1sorder #starv1ng #thinner is better #skïnnnï #th1n$pø #th1nsp1ration #ana trigger #twthinspi

[sunnyweight]

Nutrition Tips to Boost Your Fitness Journey

#pluralistic #ai #economics #business #hype #bubbles #bubblenomics #residue #thin$pø #twthinspi #th1nsp1ration #th1n$pø #thinspø #thinner is better #st4rv1ng #skïnnnï #pro a4a #ed not ed sheeran #th1gh g@p #th1nnspO #tw ed diet #@na tips #l!ght as a feather #tw ana bløg #4n0r3xia #4norexii #€D #€D blog #€D diary #skinnyspe

[shrinking-slowly234]

4/11

195.8 lbs / 88 kg ⬇️ 0.2 lbs

BMI - 33.59

Well, it's slowly going down.

I really don't know if I should continue eating more calories or alternate high and low days or what. Why does this have to be so confusing?

I'm in love with this picture.

Not my photo. Message for removal.

#need to lose more weight #st4rv1ng #starv1ng #low cal restriction #intermittent fasti #th1n$pø #th1nsp1ration #thin$pø #thinspø #twthinspi

[shrinking-slowly234]

1/13

213.6 lbs / 96 kg ⬇️ 0.2 lbs

BMI ➡️ 36.646

I'll take I DONT UNDERSTAND MY BODY for 500 Alex.

I can eat absolute crap and still lose, but then I'll restrict and either gain or just maintain.

I'm thinking about getting my tongue repierced. I had to take it out during one of my c-sections, and it closed up. I got it back in but decided I like eating better without it, so I took it back out and let it close. But now I don't want to be eating, I want it back. I want more tattoos too, but I don't want to get them until I'm close to my ugw.

I think I'm going to get a second job, only scheduled 2 days a week but able to pick up if needed. It's a serving job. And I can take that money and strictly put it aside for savings.

* * *

I just realized I messed up and put 218.6 instead of 213.6 this morning.

Something is going on with my stomach today. It's like I took a bunch of laxatives, but I didn't.

I'm so tired. I know I should work out, I'm just not feeling it.

#need to lose more weight #st4rv1ng #starv1ng #th1n$pø #th1nsp1ration #thin$pø #thinner is better #thinspø #twthinspi #⭐️ving

[shrinking-slowly234]

3/27

199 lbs / 90 kg ⬇️ 1.4 lbs

BMI - 34.15

I feel my mental health declining. I should be happy with the loss, but I'm not. I can't help thinking that the real loss is only 0.8 lbs because if I hadn't eaten more yesterday and gained, I would have been under 199 lbs.

I actually wondered if I should wait to put on deodorant so it wouldn't mess with my weight.

I go back to the doctor at the end of April to have my liver enzymes checked again. Doctor highly believes I have fatty liver disease, and treatment is weight loss. How much weight do you think I can lose in a month?

#need to lose more weight #st4rv1ng #starv1ng #th1n$pø #th1nsp1ration #thin$pø #thinspø #twthinspi #low cal restriction #intermittent fasti

[shrinking-slowly234]

1/29

I absolutely have body dysmorphia. I know I'm fat. But I actually see myself as smaller than I am. It's not until I see myself in pictures and see someone the same size as me that I realize how big I really look.

My husband finally agreed to getting an elliptical!

#need to lose more weight #starv1ng #th1n$pø #st4rv1ng #th1nsp1ration #thin$pø #thinspø #twthinspi #⭐️ving #tw disordered eating

[shrinking-slowly234]

Hello everyone. I feel like a fraud being here at my age and weight, but it is what it is. I've always had issues with my weight, but it's gotten so much worse the past few years. I'm married with 7 kids. I think my husband is disgusted by me, though he'd never admit it. This is where I will document my journey.

30yr female

5ft 4in

SW 221.4 lbs / 100 kg

CW 190.4 lbs / 86 kg

GW1 200 lbs / 90 kg

GW2 175 lbs / 79 kg

GW3 150 lbs / 68 kg

GW4 125 lbs / 56 kg

UGW 110 lbs / 49 kg

#need to lose more weight #starv1ng #st4rv1ng #th1nsp1ration #thin$pø #thinner is better #thinspø #twthinspi #⭐️ving #th1n$pø

[shrinking-slowly234]

1/14

213.4 lbs / 96 kg ⬇️ 0.2 lbs

BMI ➡️ 36.612

I think I'm gonna stick to liquids today. I need a bigger loss.

* * *

Well, so much for that plan. Ate a sandwich, and we are apparently going to my dads for dinner.

* * *

Now that's more like it. Didn't end up eating anything at my dads. This is more like what I want and should help lead to bigger daily losses. I'm going to work out too so I can get that burned number higher and net lower.

#need to lose more weight #st4rv1ng #starv1ng #th1n$pø #th1nsp1ration #thin$pø #thinner is better #thinspø #twthinspi #⭐️ving

[shrinking-slowly234]

1/10

I'm afraid to go get on the scale. I've started having this anxiety every day before weighing. A little whisper starts saying, "You've gained, you feel heavier, you failed again"

214.6 lbs / 97 kg ⬇️ 0.8 lbs

BMI ➡️ 36.818

I did not in fact exercise more last night. I don't know why, but lately, if I have a decent amount of food, my body immediately says "Ok its time to sleep," and I can't stay awake.

I had a dream last night that I kept trying to have sex with my husband. We would be making out and everything like we used to before, but right before actually doing the deed, he would make so excuse not to. I feel like that's a reflection of how he feels in real life. We still do, but it's not how it used to be. I have this nagging feeling he's imagining someone else when we do. Anyone else. Someone with a better body. He used to be all over me all the time. Now, it's a struggle to get him to do anything with me.

* * *

Well I just all around fucked up. Now I'm gonna to have to bust my ass working out.

* * *

Still not what I want, but due to some unforeseen circumstances, I can't do anything else. I think I'm going to skip weighing tomorrow and fast aside from my coffee and coke zero

#need to lose more weight #st4rv1ng #starv1ng #th1n$pø #th1nsp1ration #thin$pø #thinner is better #thinspø #twthinspi #⭐️ving