#trying to convince myself it’s not that deep

[bunnliix]

Okay so what if you're driving home with some of the ateez members but Wooyoung gets really touchy and starts to finger you while trying to keep Seonghwa asleep and trying not to make Jongho and San in the front realize what's going on-

oooo yes! I love this so much. And I love that I woke up to this ask too hehe. And I didn't expect it to get this long but like I'm so bad at keeping my writing short. This is almost 900 words long oml

You’d be trying so hard to not move, so you wouldn’t wake Seonghwa up as he was sitting next to you, his head on your shoulder. Your hand that was closest to Wooyoung moved to grip his thigh tightly, fingers digging into his pants as you took a deep breath in, trying not to outwardly react to his actions. You keep your eyes forward, pointedly ignoring Wooyoung’s attempts to get your attention, watching Jongho and San as they talk in the row in front of the three of you.

“Awwww, you’re really trying to hold back those pretty noises? C’mon, I don’t think the boys would mind hearing how good I make you feel. Might even make them jealous that they can’t have you like this.” Wooyoung whispered in your ear, as his fingers found that spot in you that makes you see stars and a small gasp escapes your mouth, making you panic.

Thankfully Seonghwa didn’t wake up because of it, however San heard it, turning around to look at you with a concerned look on his face, eyebrows knitted together. 

“Are you okay?” He asked you, to which you hurriedly nodded, which wasn’t convincing. He clearly didn’t believe you, but knew he wouldn’t get an answer out of you.

You gripped Wooyoung’s thigh with an iron grip, tighter than before as his pace sped up, his fingers curling inside of you to hit that spot almost every time. You bit your lip to attempt to keep the noises from tumbling out of your mouth, though your breath was clearly heavier than it was before, a sign that you were getting close to your own release.

Wooyoung smirked, he loved seeing your reactions, and loved provoking reactions from you as well. He loved to see how much you had to restrain yourself from moaning because of how well his fingers were fucking you, as you sat with Seonghwa-hyungs head on your shoulder. He placed his thumb on your clit, slowly rubbing circles as he slowed down the pace, letting you feel lulled into a sense of false security.

You take a deep breath in, trying to slow your racing heartbeat, and refocus yourself, trying to avoid squeezing your thighs together for friction. Only to let out a yelp as Wooyoung’s fingers started up a lightning fast pace once again, garnering the attention of the two boys in front of you, as well as some movement from the man leaning into you. 

“Are you okay, noona?” Jongho asked you, concern painted on his face as he turned to look at you. Your looks didn’t help, your face was flushed and your lips were red and slightly swollen from the constant biting to hide your moans. 

You cleared your throat before answering the youngest member of the group, “I’m okay, I promise Jongho. Just pinched myself accidentally and didn’t expect how much it would hurt.” You told him, trying to convince him and San that you were truly okay. Jongho seemed to buy it, but the look in San’s eye said that the man wasn’t convinced.

They both turned back around, and right before Wooyoung started up his actions again, Seonghwa shifted, leaning more into you than before and you held your breath, worried he’d wake up, but thankfully he didn’t. This gave Wooyoung free reign to once again continue on, and this time he was determined to push you over the edge, plunging his fingers in and out of you just as he knew you liked as his thumb rubbed your clit once again. His only goal was to get you to fall apart for him, and since they were close to their destination, he had to do it quickly. 

Your breathing sped up as he quickly brought you to the edge, one hand accidentally grabbing Seonghwa’s pants as your eyes rolled back as the pleasure of your orgasm rushed through you, tiny whines that thankfully went unheard by the men in front of you. Wooyoung smirked as he watched you fall apart for him finally, slowing down the pace of his thrusts as you came down from your high, removing them once you started squirming from overstimulation.

“Such a good girl for me.” He whispered in your ear, pulling his fingers up to his mouth to taste you and cleaning them off at the same time. 

Your head fell onto his shoulder as you tried to get your breathing back under control after Wooyoung’s actions. You closed your eyes, exhausted after having to keep quiet for so long, when you felt fingers run along your folds once again. Squirming and thinking it was Wooyoung, you opened your eyes to quietly scold him, only to find that the arm under your skirt didn’t belong to him, instead belonging to the man who was supposed to be sleeping. Watching the hand emerge from under your skirt, you watched as he pulled his fingers up to his mouth, his tongue darting out to lick at his soaked fingers, cleaning them of your cum.

“If you’re going to try and play games back here, you really ought to be more discreet, Wooyoung. Though, darling, you do taste divine.” Seonghwa commented, almost as if it was a casual everyday thing to talk about. He sat up straight once again, but not before he winked at you, making you blush.

#asks #ateez hard hours #wooyoung #seonghwa #ateez smut #lixie hard hours

[oblivionax]

I played Hogwarts Legacy twice now and I realized something about the characters (especially Sebastian) that I need to talk about.

The first playthrough I was charmed by Sebastian. But during the second one I've noticed something was off about him and the way he spoke. Then it struck me — he's a manipulator.

His obsession with finding a cure for his twin sister may come off as adorable and selfless, but after giving it some thought (quite a lot of thought, actually) I came to a conclusion that even this desire of his is selfish.

How? Well, it appears that he views Anne as more than a sibling — as his twin to him she's an extension of himself. A part of him. He feels incomplete without her by his side hence why he wants her so bad back in Hogwarts. Remember how she said she was okay with staying in Feldcroft (save for goblin raids and Sebastian's feud with their uncle)? She might not miss Hogwarts as strongly as Sebastian claims to the player, trying to get their help and appeal to their feelings through pity.

But does Sebastian take into account what she wants? It doesn't seem so. She said so herself, she feels there's no cure to her condition nor does she want for the Dark Arts to be involved. Yet, he gives her no choice, because he's certain he knows what's best for her. After all, she's his twin. The way he had pointed out this fact on more than one occasion demonstrates how important it is to him. Plus, he seems to be of a quite high opinion of himself, he could as well love Anne mostly because she's his female self. Mayhaps he doesn't really want her cured purely out of love for her — first of all, he wants her with him.

Sounds quite possessive and unhealthy. Wait until I remind you it's 1890s and (even if the developers apparently did not aim for historical accuracy) if this world is anything as it was in the actual Britain at the time, then it makes sense why Anne doesn't speak up for herself and is rather passive. You may have noticed how both Solomon and Sebastian seem to take decisions concerning her without even asking her opinion. Well, back in Victorian England it was normal, because a woman's fate was decided by her eldest male relative (father, brother, or, in this case, uncle) or a husband. It also may mean that Solomon did not take his nephew and niece in out of goodness of his heart but because he had to by law.

Now, yes, the story seems to try and show Sebastian killing Solomon as something he did not think through, but if their society functions like irl Victorian England's did, then... Sebastian basically eliminated a rival and now gets to decide Anne's fate however he pleases. Yikes! Intentionally or not, that'd be a chilling detail. I don't imply it's canon, but it does make some sense in its own way.

Sebastian shows deep remorse about killing his uncle, but does he really feel it? If the player chooses to learn the Unforgivable curses, Sebastian states that "your intention must be clear" and "you must mean it". Then he literally says about the murder of his uncle that he didn't "mean it". An interesting word choice. Does not look like an accident to me.

As a manipulator, he flatters, he lies. He lies a lot. Not necessarily maliciously, because he might just also be lying to himself to twist the truth and feel better about it. During my second playthrough I've found myself no longer believing what he says. He's a cunning and ambitious individual who's ready to do anything in order to get what he wants. And that's exactly what he does. Even with his best friend Ominis Gaunt whom he occasionally uses. He said he always has his way with disciplinary matters. Might as well be his charm and/or Ominis, whose father happens to be friends with the headmaster.

Now, about Sebastian's charming exterior. He can charm his way into anyone's heart but his uncle's. He can convince them to do whatever he wishes. He has a calculating strategic mind, choosing his words carefully and making sacrifices to meet his ends, like when he doesn't reveal to the librarian he wasn't alone in the restricted section and when he shows the Undercroft to the player. He likes friends who are in his debt. Of course he does, because he can use their trust later. Perhaps to him people surrounding him are but chess figures on a board.

But oh, how his façade crumbles in those rare moments when he struggles to achieve his goal! Pretty much like Lord Voldemort. Just think about it, he kills on instinct because his uncle destroys his last hope to get back his sister beside him. And he objects against him "taking away" Anne, saying that he "can't" separate him from his twin. The word choice makes it clear how possessive and determined he is about it. When speaking of Anne he stated "she's unwell", but "she's going back to Hogwarts soon". As if Anne's fate really depends entirely on him.

Those were but my own speculations, do feel free to share what you think, whether you agree or not and why. Once again, I'm not saying it's canon and I'm probably digging too deep, but I had to get it out haha. So here we go.

Have a great day and thank you for reading me! Looking forward to reading your opinions!

#hogwarts legacy #hp #harry potter #hogwarts #hogwarts school of witchcraft and wizardry #sebastian sallow #anne sallow #solomon sallow #ominis gaunt

[honeydjarin]

Every time something new comes out for Star Wars that takes place between other things that have already come out, I’m excited for the new content and also reminded about the inevitability of it all

#I haven’t watched the last three seasons of the clone wars yet… #but honestly just thinking about that series makes me cry #i am a baby #the same is true for andor #cassian’s end is inevitable #everyone in Star Wars is important and yet no one is #trying to convince myself it’s not that deep #the sequels don’t exist in my mind though #that galaxy deserves to find some peace for once #if only for a little while

[conspiring-limabean]

im sure the default norm for things like erotic horror is for people to interpret it as turning horror into something erotic but my sex-repulsed ass just sees the horror aspect and i think yea that's right. this is not uniquely disturbing to me because it visualizes how disturbing all sex is to me. this guy gets it. (they do not get it they're being horny about it)

#non judgemental but weird experience #its like. if a sex-repulsed artist drew something to visualize what sex-repulsion is like #and what it feels like to live in a world where people expect you to want something that you feel is inherently violating to you #there would still be people who would unironically interpret it as erotic. do you understand what im saying #living as a sex repulsed adult in this world is like being surrounded by people who tell you #that you should want to dig thorns into your skin as deep as they go and that the idea of doing so should seem pleasant to you #and that you are abnormal for not wanting to do this and you are an object of ridicule for having never yet done it #of course I support other people doing it and I will fight to dismantle the stigma surrounding it #but I sincerely will not be taking part in it myself #and if you try to convince me or anyone else otherwise you deserve to have rabid dogs set upon you

[cosmicvaca]

"A root beer"

Based on this scene

#Im trying to practice art again #University has taken so much of my time and I'm way out of practice #I haven't drawn anything with markers in almost 2 years. #I've been really self conscious about my sketches and kinda convinced myself that I couldn't finish anything #I'm really excited with how this came out #I love Nog's self-satisfied grin I love him so much! #And Quark's utter despair #Nog #Quark #Ds9 #deep space 9 #Star Trek #My art #adri blabs

[order-of-the-eye]

I love space SO much. And it absolutely terrifies me too. If I wasn't terrified of space, and I was good at math, I'd be working at NASA. But even then I won't ever get to explore the galaxy in my lifetime, because we are nowhere near travel that equals the speed of light, and even then, lightspeed is still painfully slow on the cosmic scale.

Did you know that, no matter where we are in humanity, our sun will begin to die billions of years from now? We may all be dead and gone, or we may have evolved into something unrecognizable, or we may still be around. But one day, the Earth will be engulfed by the sun. Or it'll be thrown out of orbit. It'll be the end for Earth. We may have figured out how to go beyond the speed of light by then. We could have discovered that the Einstein-Rosen Bridge theory - wormholes - is real, and we could have used that to bend spacetime to our will and find somewhere new to call home, potentially even new universes.

But we don't know. Earth will likely become uninhabitable before the natural lifespan of our sun can engulf it, as a result of our very human mistakes and actions and impacts.

And... this is just a longwinded way of me saying, that's what Starfield is about.

It's about being human in the face of the divine, in the face of being so so so small in the universe. It's about conflict, the tragedy of it, how it can so easily destroy our humanity before time itself has the chance to. It's about looking at the petty wars between the UC and the Collective and going, "what are they doing? There is plenty of space for us all. This is only our galaxy, what about beyond?" It's about humanity pushing forward for answers about the universe and how they will always resort to the same petty violence over those answers. It's about how you can decide what you do with those answers. It's about looking in the eye of sure destruction that will certainly come one day, and say, "I will live and love in spite of it."

You can certainly become like the Hunter. You can continuously perpetuate the cycle of very human violence because that is all that is left to you, because you have embraced the uselessness of it all. Or you can become like the Pilgrim. You can settle down and bring love and kindness to others, and bring them knowledge, despite the fact that everything is pointless.

We are just starstuff. We come from the stars, and back to the stars we will eventually go, one way or another. And it's up to you to decide if you will embrace that as the only meaning in the universe, or if you will reject the simplicity of that, and embrace humanity, embrace love, embrace compassion, embrace meaning in spite of it all.

That is what Starfield is about. That's what it is about to me. And I love it.

#starfield spoilers #starfield #stfu cloud #starfield has made me go back to those SEA videos that i linked in the post #and i just. yeah. i have a lot of feelings about this game #ive immersed myself in the worlds bethesda has made #i have dived into the deep end of the elder scrolls lore #i have written fanfics for fallout and i've studied the themes and their reflections of our world #and yet starfield is just... something so special. #i mean they are all very special don't get me wrong #but i just. i think starfield came out at the perfect time in my life and perhaps that's the same for many others #here i am trying to get my life together after the pandemic #convinced that the world is too harsh for me to function as an adult within it #and then starfield comes out and it's such a comfort to me #i am right where i need to be. and i have the ability to live and love and move forward despite the world's harshness #i love this game. so much.

[poetrylesbian]

something i found really funny is that my highschool "boyfriend" has recently come out as a trans woman. which means that she has retroactively made me a gold star lesbian.

#gold star lesbianism is obvs stupid af i just find this funny #shes a very good friend i love her a lot #our doomed relationship was when i was sixteen and trying to convince myself i wasnt a lesbian bc #i thought it would be easier to be bi? i was very mentally ill and untreated so idk what i was up to #but for such a messy relationship she was wonderful and we stayed good friends when it ended in like. a month #now were joking about how deep down i must have been able to tell lol

[dennistakesamentalhealthday]

hi i finished my degree last week

#LMAOO #i dont know the grade for my dissertation and ive actually convinced myself of all the reasons it sucks so #i feel like im awaiting doom hahahahahahahahah but at least its done #i know i said before i will probably be offline and then was terminally online #rn i dont know #i love sunny and dennis but i get like hyperfixation fatigue with it #theres 2 much going on irl and also nothing at all so i feel weirddd #idk how active ill be across off season but since idk how long this off season will be im not like #gonna be away until we get news you know #also im mad i wasnt online for the s16 filming #ANYWAY! im alive and having fun etc #well now im having fun because im not doing schoolwork LMAO #i feel too overwhelmed to scroll the dash or look at discord servers but i hope my beloved friends and mutuals are well #and like i dont have the time or energy for fandom discourse or ship discourse or even just analysis and meta discussions #esp with the type of content sunny has #so idk im trying to figure out how i want to interact w these spaces but like this is a sunny blog its not that deep #i just miss people

[dragonanon]

Tfw when you're trying to limit the amount of calories you're eating, and you realize just how absurdly high calorie most things are.

#i'm trying to lose weight with the guidance of doctor by taking an appetite suppressant and eating fewer calories #it's working pretty good so far but im refusing to get my hopes up too much #i've only been taking the medicine and limiting my calories for less than 2 weeks and i've already lost almost 8 and a half pounds #i don't have a specific weight goal in mind so much as i want to be losing weight instead of gaining #at minimum i'm making sure to eat at least 1200 calories a day but no more than 1500 calories a day #this is mostly because i've read that the minimum amount you need to eat to avoid your metabolism slowing down is 1200 calories a day #the medicine has actually also been helping my ADHD some as my brain feels more....put together if that makes sense #i'm mostly just distraught because i fucking LOVE mcdonald's breakfast sandwiches but they're all like at least 400 calories #this means if i want to keep my intake low i'll need to stop buying breakfast from mcdonalds #i can be convinced to do just about anything if you offer me an sausage egg mcmuffin sandwich #it's hard and there's no way i'd be able to do this without the medicine #but at the same time i'm just so sick of being fat and not being able to wear certain clothes or do certain things because of it #i love myself i really do but i know deep down i can't keep living like this if i ever want to truly feel confident in my appearance

[eggjaculations]

hello i have been

✨drowning✨

in anxiety & depression. so i wrote this for myself. it helped to remember this stuff, so i’m sharing it with y’all, just in case it can help someone else too. enjoy :)

“Everything is interesting if you are willing to face it head on.” (yes, this a quote from my costar app this is a SAFE space first and foremost thank you.) There is always something to learn. You love learning. And being unique! So do that. Be that. Curiosity killed the cat, but satisfaction brought it back! Be curious. Be adventurous. Let nothing stand in your way of making every part of this world a childlike marvel. Because existing in any form is hard, and it’s a miracle that each atom aligned perfectly to bring you the experience of each passing moment; from everything the eye can see, to anything the tongue can taste; anything the nose can sniff and the ear can listen to; from everything that the hand can hold to anything that the soul can feel. These things are all special. Don’t let anyone take away what makes you wiser, more content, and the mostly glowingly beautiful person you can possibly be when you look in the mirror every morning. And that is the realization that every single one of us is just as beautiful, just as unique, just as interesting, and shines just as brightly as you do! It is such a wondrous thing to fit in and connect with everyone simply through understanding the greater human experience: love, loss, pleasure, pain, admiration, jealousy, compassion, selfishness, confidence, humility, hope, helplessness. these are things everyone experiences in different amounts at different times, and can always be shared, whether one feels it to be a blessing or a burden. Use that to your advantage! It will take work, and time, and a lot of self-reflection to get to a point where you can consistently enter the big, wide, world from the comfort of your own personal comfort zone, but it’s worth it. And you will feel it soon enough with practice and vulnerability. A rose cannot drink the sunlight with closed petals. Bloom. It’s time.

#i wrote this on mobile so sorry for any typos #also you can reblog #please share! #i hope it touches many people! #and if you read it and hate it #and think it is cheesy and corny #it is cheesy and corny #but cheesy and corny is my only escape out of this hellhole of despair and conceit #cheesy and corny means you care #even if that’s too much #and right now i need to care at all #so if it comes off as trying too hard #i am. #i am trying way too fucking hard. #but i am trying. #and god forbid i stop. #so long as i am screaming that i want to care #i can convince myself that i do #because i would not want to if i secretly did not somewhere deep inside #so this vulnerability is not a gift to others #no. #this was a gift to myself #giving myself permission to share with the world #regardless of the consequences #which are basically just being ignored and knowing it #this time that is not a consequence #it’s simply a possibility. and not a bad one. #there is nothing wrong with the freedom and safety of privacy #despite this being more than just reaching out #i’m actively eating the dirt of the grave i’ve fallen into and wondering why i haven’t made it back to the sky yet.

[tiktaaliker]

MAN so bailey and razar are my only two original characters who are explicitly and in-canon Actually For Real Romantic Dating. there are a lot of characters who are extremely extremely close but they aren't like. dating. I might joke about them dating or being married or divorced or whatever but in the ACTUAL story they're in none of them are really. Dating

so back in the early days of mortally coiled I was still trying to figure out My Deal and would occasionally be like. oh maybe these guys would be romantically involved and it always just did not feel right. and I was thinking today about how it's kind of weird that the only ocs of mine I've kept for sure as A Couple is one where half of the couple is dead for a large portion of the arc they're in.

and I realized that the only reason why I decided to keep them a couple was BECAUSE bailey is dead for a decent portion of their plotline. because hi I'm very aroace but was still figuring that out at the time of developing these guys. and for some reason didn't figure it out until years AFTER the only time I didn't go 'hmmm it would be more realistic if they were queerplatonic life partners' was with a couple where one of them was LITERALLY DEAD

#howling #like. in hindsight. I was so deep in denial I was touching the riverbed #I already knew I was ace but I spent so so so long trying to convince myself I was biromantic #and trying so so hard to make romantic relationships in mortally coiled was part of that. apparently

[neige-leblanche]

😨 i havent cooked for myself in so long

#txt #i was desperately trying to convince myself i wasnt depressed but i actually went out with a friend last night and here i am Cooking. #almost like im an adult or something. #we didnt have mac but im making some instant pasta + cracked an egg into it and was like. ah wait. i used to do this almost every day. #bc i would like. feed myself. like a human person. #glad im feeling better!! im going to see my grandmother tomorrow too so i'll be on a roll w human interaction hehehe #deep sigh now i also have to get back to like. job hunting + my freelance work. bc part of being a non depressed human person is #participating in capitalism😞

[littlegildedswallow]

loneliness resulting from childhood neglect and a complicated, codependent relationship with your classical music and arts loving father who's had a traumatizing life and a deep sadness in him will have you doing insane things like genuinely relating to hannibal lecter.

#was listening to a violin adaptation of kreisler's sicilienne and i thought i was going to die of sadness #where does the grief come from ? #i realized recently that by withdrawing from my parents' love and affection i subconsciously try to punish them #by doing to them what they did to me in my childhood #the fucked up thing is it wasn't even intentional #my mother was mentally ill and my father worked abroad #we moved all the time and I've always been a little more sensitive than the people around me #so the loneliness was crippling #just this deep deep sadness that never goes away #and when i got old enough to socialize i realized i just couldn't click with people my age who weren't also traumatized #so i convinced myself i didn't LIKE people when all i felt was this fucking ache in my chest all the time and a desperate need to connect #and be understood #when i think of my childhood i think of classical music our beautiful house with the chandeliers and red carpets lots and lots of books and #my mother collecting hail in a glass jar #and then we moved to That Place and everything went to shit and mentally I'm still stuck at age 8 feeling abandoned and alone #and here come the fucking tears #i really need to stop staying up past sundown fuck #it feels like my father passed his trauma and grief down to me #like i inherited it lmao #do you get why I'm so obsessed with hannibal lol ? #relatively affluent childhood until a Terrible traumatic thing happened and he became alone after which he spent his life building walls #unable to genuinely reintegrate himself into society #that's exactly what happened to my sister and i #but she's stronger than me #mentally and emotionally #so now here i am #mine

[5yno]

ugh idk where to put this but i need to get it off my chest, i literally do not feel anything for this man (yet? idk) but his favourite anime charas + the fact that he matched my enthusiasm when talking abt skip and loafer makes me feel a special type of way

#his faves are suga and tanaka??? like if those arent green flags idk what is #i told him liking suga and tanaka gave me a good impression of him/was a green flag and the way he lit up and asked me why that is agxjsjfjd #i do find it kinda >.> that he didnt finish chainsaw man but he has admitted that he doesnt rlly like gore or horror #maybe its silly but i just find that ppls’ favourite characters say alot about them #esp when it comes to Men #also i am just…. giddy over how passionate he was abt skip and loafer and the way he matched my energy while talking abt it #we were trying to convince our friends to watch it and instead we started bonding over it lol #LIKE HE LOOOVES THE ANIME AND HE THINKS ITS SO SWEET AND SIMPLE BUT ALSO SO DEEP AHHHH #i told him that i Love shima and he said his ideal type was mitsumi #NOT ME ABT TO SAY ‘oh i relate alot to mitsumi’ HAHDJSJD but he also looked at me as he said it so idk idk idk #someone stop me from overthinking.. no someone stop me from catching feelings #i want to punch him and then myself #edit: i just found out he’s a gemini so ig that’s his red flag 👎🏽

[sherlock-is-ace]

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#a little bit of a happy rant... (can rants be happy? if not i don't know the word then lol) #a while ago when i was deep diving into autism research because i'm 98% sure i'm autistic #i told my mom this and i also told her i wanted to go see a psychiatrist to get diagnosed #bad idea cause my mom is the type of person who thinks ''everyone is a little autistic'' which is stupid but anyways she didn't believe me #she thinks putting labels on things is bad and we shouldn't do it #but this is not a fun label... this is an actual diagnosis!! #i digress. the point is that i stoped talking about it because i don't have the energy or desire to try to convince my mother #that i know what goes on inside my brain. #but my brother! My brother is a sweetheart #he seems like he doesn't give a shit about anything but every now and then he will drop the cutest most affirming comments #(he did that when i came out as trans too) #i'm sure my brother has adhd if not autism or possibly both so maybe he has looked it up before or at least understands it better #but like for christmas he wanted to get me a weighted blanket because i'm always talking about how i need preassure and weight on me #and also that i like rocking myself to sleep (i need one of those automatic rocking chairs for babies but like adult size) #anyways he aknowledges (let's pretend i can spell that word) what i said and my suspicions of autism #today the noise of a tiny bit of air escaping from a badly close bottle lid was annoying me #i wasn't in the room i may add #when i complained my mom was like ''damn! that hearing!'' or somthing like that #and my brother. very casually said ''it's the autism'' which made me so fucking happy that is the first time someone fucking believes me! #but then my mom went ''naaah there's no autism here'' (or somthing amongst those lines) which took my excitement aways #but anyways i love my brother and his casual support <3 #angel talks #personal

[sri-rachaa]

hi my name is rae and my biggest toxic trait is probably posting art, immediately hating it, then promptly deleting it

#trying to convince myself tis is not that deep