#this was in my drafts from november

[thefairylights]

Lestat discovers Evanescence and Going Under resonates so deeply within him because he, too, has died again and again and he too, is falling forever (he can’t stop making fledglings lmfao) So he covers it at his concert because he’s extra af and cries.

#drafts #this was in my drafts from November #lestat de lioncourt #interview with the vampire #the vampire lestat

[oatmilktruther]

there are horrors yes but at least my ass is hairy

#m #this was in my drafts from november #no idea why i didnt just hit post because this is true as hell

[what-do-1000-swords-look-like]

(This was in my drafts and I posted it for kicks):

I just...I just love this scene so much. (only half of it is in the link above)

This to me is genuine chemistry between two actors (and characters) being allowed to play out on screen. It's not forced or awkward or packed with sudden and cringeworthy tension. It's just allowed to be, allowing Jensen and Kylie to freely play with it as they see fit, and it works.

Especially when you compare it to this scene (again, only half of it, for some reason it's really hard to find full clips for this show unless it's the season 3 Beau/Jenny show):

This is purely about work and a "power struggle" & the office scene afterwards continues that.

Beau had playful energy towards the end of his scene with Cassie, and both were smiling. Beau didn't have that at the end here. As a matter of fact, when he started to bring in that playful energy (twice), Jenny shuts him down.

With Cassie, after what appears like they're about to get off on the wrong foot, things smooth over, Beau tries to make conversation and then introduces himself, a vulnerable moment slips through (aka the "leak") that Cassie clocks, and Beau asks for her help which she grants.

With Jenny, after what appears like they're about to get off on the wrong foot, things smooth over (from what we can tell by the end), Beau tries to make conversation (which Jenny shuts down), and Jenny asks for Beau's help which he grants.

"Come on, girls don't know anything about cars." -> Cassie proves him wrong & ends up being the one to actually help him

"So how do you want to do this darlin'." -> Jenny tells him he's got to be kidding

When Cassie cracks the joke about fishing, Beau laughs & apologizes for being an ass.

When Jenny lets her justified disgust be known, Beau says he didn't mean anything by it & tries to explain it away to which Jenny shuts it down.

When Beau introduces himself to Cassie, they shake hands. "Cassie Dewell." "I know who you are." "You do?" "Well, it's a small town." "Stepping for Sheriff Tubb?" "You are good." "Small town, right?"

Beau and Jenny don't shake hands, and they have a tense first meeting in front of the department. "Well, you must be Miss Hoyt." "And you must be the new temporary sheriff." "Call me Hoyt."

Cassie lets Beau talk after their introduction because she's trying to suss him out. Not so much that she wants to get to know him but because she's trying to learn what she can about him (like any investigator would)

And even when you compare it to this (which is later on & these two have had time to build that so-called "connection"):

The chemistry here is present between the two actors but not the two characters. It feels like someone is trying to shove mismatched energy into a box that it won't fit into, I don't know how else to describe it. Like that suitcase you just can't zip closed unless you sit on it and force the zipper through the teeth to the other side of it.

And to me, this ruined what could have been a very organic and emotionally intimate scene between them:

I thought it was an interesting choice for Katheryn to do but then again, she is an amazing actress (and I think it's no coincidence that she chose to do this action after Beau spouts his "wisdom" about all relationships needing to be a two way street) and the story has been showing us that she's very into Beau and she's now letting it show, to him as well as to us. And while Jensen and Katheryn also have genuine chemistry on the screen, something feels off with their dynamic and moments like these leave you cringing, rather than cheering for them or hoping you'll get more from it.

Jensen and Kylie (and Beau and Cassie) have genuine chemistry, and it feels easier, smoother, like it fits. Jensen and Katheryn have chemistry but not Beau and Jenny - it feels forced, obstructive, and unnatural. It's obvious they're pushing the Beau/Jenny agenda but I really hope Elwood and the writers realize the potential they have with Jensen/Beau and Kylie/Cassie, and utilize it to the max. Even if it doesn't go romantic (which I'm telling you, as far as their characters go, it fits way better, this could be the ultimate slow burn), Beau and Cassie should have more scenes together; we should see more of that friendship play out on screen. Why would the writers go to the trouble to create this bond they have and not let us see it have payoff in some way? It doesn't make sense. Jensen and Kylie should have more time on screen together; I'd be curious to see how they continue to play with that dynamic.

Edit from draft publishing 12/17/22: HA!

#this was in my drafts from november #it's...interesting #to say the least #anyways #i'm kicking it out #anti beau x jenny #big sky #bigskyposts #beau x cassie #i guess? #beau and cassie

[crybaby-bkg]

“I thought I was supposed to be the one worshipping you today,” you say in a gasp, eyes fluttering close as you grip the sink counter tight in front of you. Bakugou only huffs a little laugh, his nails digging into the fat of your ass before he taps his palm against the flesh hard, eliciting a little hiccup from you.

“‘S my birthday, so what I say goes.” he tells you muffled, the vibration of his words making your knees quake. he has to hold you up, but he doesn’t care, finds the weight of you pressing back into him something he can get drunk off of.

he woke up nearly right after you did, trying to squeeze you close to him in bed but you scrambled out of his hold, promising to make him breakfast instead. you hadn’t expected him to follow you, to press you against the sink, to nip at your neck and kiss his way down to where your underwear rested on your hips. hadn’t expected him to drop to his knees, to worship, to kiss, to taste you. hadn’t expected him to lick you so sweetly with such a rough tongue through the fabric, for your arousal to bleed through onto his waiting tongue.

“Better than breakfast,” he mutters against you, thick fingers spreading you wide to get a good look at your winking hole, how it drools down the inside of your legs. he spits on it, diving back in to follow the trail, his lips puckering as if kissing you in such an intimate way, you think your vision goes black for a moment.

“Make me cum,” you whimper to him, his lapping pushing you up onto your toes, your hips digging into the sink counter. you reach a hand back to hold his face still with a grip on ash blond locks, grinding yourself against him until his face becomes sticky, but he grins all the while. rolls his tongue from his mouth, lets you use him because there’s no better present than being able to please you.

it comes out as a gush, your pleasure. sprays all over his mouth and chin and neck, your cries stuttered and high, your eyes clenched shut, your entire body shaking from the stimulation that overtakes you.

“Even better than birthday breakfast.” Bakugou grins, nose slightly scrunching at the tug to his hair when he slurps at your hole that still drips for him, spitting back the contents once more. he doesn’t catch it this time, just watches the thickness of his spit mingle with your pearlescent stained cum, thumbing open your cheeks to watch your hole clench and unclench from the scrutiny, the wetness slipping down your thighs.

he kisses you once more, a smacking sound, humiliating, before letting your cheeks go. not without another smack on the roundness of them, nipping at the red and warmed mark of his palm that he branded on you just moments before.

“A lot fucking better.” he tacks on once more about the stupid breakfast. you glare at him over your shoulder, even though he’s the one who’s keeping you held up right now with his firm grip around your still twitching hips.

“You’re gonna stop shading my cooking, asshole.” you bite at him, unable to hold back a shudder when you catch his devious grin, the bottom half of his face and neck still wet from your squirting.

“You caught that?” he asks with an innocent cock of his head, pressing another innocuous kiss to your warmed flesh. you tug at his hair a little harder this time, knowing it’s something that the birthday boy loves, especially by the way he’s damn near leaked through his white boxers.

“Shit head.” you mumble, but he only grins wider, his eyes flickering with the promise of devouring you whole today. just as a little birthday treat, he supposes.

#my first idea was from December of last year and it ended up being something #I’ve already wrote before lmfaooooo I was so mad #I was like damn. this concept feels very familiar #I WONDER FUCKIN WHY???? #anyway this has also been in my drafts since like November lol #idk why the concept of him spitting on and then slurping it right back up is so hot to me #but I lob him #anyway happy bday king you’ve changed the trajectory of my life 🙏🏼 #bakugou treats! 🍬 #—new treat in the streets! 🍫

[wisteriagoesvroom]

getting a headache again because someone on twitter said (paraphrased) “my theory about lestappen so far is that max understands charles’s frustrations, and max knows charles is a better driver than his car allows him to be capable of. he is a special driver like me. that’s why we walk together”

and? the sheer poetry of someone knowing you deeply, intimately… yes, possible through the science, the data of race stats or car performance or analytics, but through all of it, it also amounts to them saying this:

I see you, I know you, you are my shadow. We push each other, and it is the closest thing to completion I might find on the track because you are my equal. This is a dance with only us in it. So take my hand.

#lestappen #1633 #3316 #f1 rpf #formula 1 rpf #yes im once again in my feelings #don’t look at me my emotions are all over the table #this is a draft from my november in my feelings phase #which surely will return when we next see them do insane stuff on the track #lestappies 2024 let's goooo

[why-the-heck-not]

#was looking through my drafts and dont know why I never posted this (​this was from earlier this year) #(like january-february I think) #but it’s pretty so here u go #aesthetic #dark academia #winter aesthetic #wine #bookblr #studyblr #november 2023 #2023

[girlschasinggirls]

i don’t know why some people are desensitised or blind to the fact that bombing people is more than just killing people but is also maiming and torturing people physically and psychologically. there’s been many videos now of people including kids collecting what’s left of their family members and it’s just chunks of meat and a hand. people with their limbs blown off and torn to shreds. what happens to peoples limbs and/or entire bodies in an explosion is basically the same as being thrown into a giant meat grinder, these deaths are not painless even if they’re quick. people are having their limbs torn off and then bleeding to death, being burned alive, being crushed with heavy cement and rubble. being trapped under rubble and sand and suffocating or dying of thirst. sometimes alone and sometimes with their family, sometimes they can hear their family but can’t see or reach them. people having shrapnel launched into their throats has the same impact as slitting someone’s throat, shrapnel in the rest of your body is the same as getting stabbed multiple times. this is not any less sadistic and barbaric just because israel has the luxury of just pressing a button from a plane and not actually witnessing the outcome of what they’re doing.

#this was in my drafts from november why didn’t i post it #palestine #free palestine

[carefulfears]

the main reason why i literally don’t care about anything less than continuity in the x files is because so many of the things they did were just for vibes. why was mulder colorblind in one episode and then never again? for the vibes. why was mulder afraid of fire in one episode and then never again? for the vibes. why was it snowing in north carolina in spring at mulder’s funeral? for the vibes. so a 20-something girl could write prose fic about it being fitting that the ground was hard and unrelenting as he was lowered into it. is that not enough????

#i am finally releasing this from my drafts after MONTHS because of all the timeline discourse #'rush' is set in november for the vibes. 'rain king' is set in august for the vibes. #don't worry about it ❤ #txf.txt #and this is what i love about this show!! they did so much shit just for the symbolism or for the energy!!! #even if it didn't Make Sense #so don't come at me about this show not making sense. i see it and i like it

[burstingsunrise]

i only threw this party for you❣️

#i've seen some blogs posting archive moodboards #made up of content from your blog archive #and i thought that was a cute idea so i decided to try to make one for myself #a bit difficult when almost all of my posts are just. luke pics #but i did my best #this has been in my drafts since november <3 #luke hemmings #calum hood #cake #moodboard

[cak31ssuperi04]

fun fact: Them

#willos nation I have an important announcement to make #eyagh *disintegrates into powder and scatters into the wind forever* #that's all thank you for coming to my ted talk. #barbie mariposa #barbie mariposa and her butterfly fairy friends #barbie mariposa and the fairy princess #Had to attach a link to the last image because tumblr fucked the quality so bad #barbie #barbie movies #On a different note. They go on chore runs together. In my mind #I should've drawn that but you're going to hear it from me here instead #She invites him out on a laundry run to cut down on the being bored out of her mind and notices he's actually enthusiastic about it #Because like. Having grown up mostly sheltered and relatively(self-imposed or otherwise) isolated he #hadn't really had the experience of just Hanging Out very much #like hell yeah an excuse to leave the palace without having to deal with socializing with strangers. too much. #because she can deal with that. And i mean. he likes hanging out with her. #So she just keeps inviting him over for other menial chores. He's actually kindof competent at it and she really doesnt mind the extra help #cakeart #Also. also. She does poses for him. to draw. paint. whatever #Not in a weird way. in a figure drawing way. understand my vision. look me in the eye. #Artist/muse scenario in general. consider. consider. i'm correct #This post has been in my drafts since november it's not going to show up in the tags if I keep talking

[maddy-ferguson]

"character who values honesty ending up lying to those he cares about because he's queer in the eighties" will always be a better story than "character never lying not even once because he hates lying" to me

#well done everyone. i like it #this is a draft from late november from when i said will and el lied to mike too what happened to supporting gay wrongs i was like okay #i'll wait a bit. this is enough waiting i feel like #i actually changed the wording so some of my tags that were really good had to go unfortunately #i like mike when he's not the only character who gets to not lie in the everyone lies to everyone season #i don't think anyone likes lying. he's not special #like no matter how you look at it. his ass is not being truthful😩😩😭✋ #him being so adamant that he loves el (romantically) in his monologue is well. a lie lmao #byler

[unvexes]

don’t deny i was the better spy! / i liked it better when you were dead!

soldier & rose, ghost quartet // tumblr, @/ojibwa // describe the night, rajiv joseph // problem area, melissa broder // the duel, natasha, pierre, and the great comet of 1812

#merry christmas i finally got around to finishing this #half the quotes have been in my drafts since early november lmao #mine #spies are forever #saf #curt mega #agent curt mega #owen carvour #curtwen #tcb #tin can bros #web weaving #web weave #neeeded to incoude the describe the night quote in this #if you enjoy reading plays PLEASE READ DESCRIBE THE NIGHT. sorry. its just absolutely heart wrenching and beautiful #everyone expected the gq quote. i dont think ive made a single web weave without smthn from that musical.

[sunnfish]

[ID: Digital drawings of Shirahama Kyouji from Sasaki to Miyano. There are several loose bust sketches of him in various expressions, including tired, blushing, and smiling. One sketch is rendered in a stereotypical, exaggerated anime style, with the words “anime self insert” pointed at it and “とてもかっこいい！！” (“totemo kakkoii”; very cool) and “きゃぁぁ” (“kyaa”) written around it. There are small shaped drawings of Miyano and Shirahama in the top left corner, and the words “November 9” written in the corner. /End ID]

Shirahamaaaaa kyouji. 👍 REALIZING I NEVER POSTED THIS.? Went to reblog it in light of recent chapters but couldn’t find it. Lo and behold. In my drafts. Anyways. It’s here now. Those chapters craaazzyyyy huh. Ha ha.

#how we feeling boys… #tags from when I made the draft in November: #had to remedy the one (1) (uno) (いち) shirahama fanart on tumblr #these may not be finished but by god. dont know where im going with that #favorite cringe fail loser #shirahama shape tips: lanky and droopy. slightly rounded square ish #anyway #shirahama kyouji #sasaki to miyano #sasaki and miyano #sketchbook #my art

[spider-xan]

To this rule, Dr. Jekyll was no exception; and as he now sat on the opposite side of the fire—a large, well-made, smooth-faced man of fifty, with something of a slyish cast perhaps, but every mark of capacity and kindness—you could see by his looks that he cherished for Mr. Utterson a sincere and warm affection.

I'm not sure how many people are aware of this, but there are two different versions of the bolded descriptor going around that depends on which edition you're reading, and while the difference seems minor, I would argue that it makes a significant difference in terms of the first impression we get of Jekyll and the themes that will be obvious by the end of the novella.

The edition I previously read has the line as 'something of a stylish cast', which would suggest that Jekyll is a man of refined taste who has a fashionable air about him and cares about his personal appearance; however, it reads oddly because it's supposed to be in opposition to the next part about him being kind, but stylishness isn't a negative trait that would preclude the capacity for good; it may give us insight into his character in the sense that he cares about his outward appearance and reputation, which will come into play later, but overall, the description taken as a whole has a very warm and positive vibe.

The edition that the Jekyll and Hyde Weekly updates are using has the 'something of a slyish cast' version, which immediately has connotations of sneakiness and cunning, and is in direct opposition to what follows - almost as if the narrator is reassuring the reader that yes, he looks shifty, but he's really a kind-hearted person; so off the bat, this is a description that reads as slightly more foreboding and introduces the idea of men having multitudes, albeit not in a split personality way so much as humans being neither wholly good nor entirely evil.

Both adjectives suit Jekyll's character, but it's interesting how vastly each one alters the first impression despite there only being a few letters' difference in spelling between the two words.

#jekyll and hyde #jekyll and hyde weekly #henry jekyll #found this in my drafts from november 2022 last year #may as well post it now i guess lol

[emerald-cloud23]

Elemental Powers Headcanons (pt.1?)

Lloyd: Energy is what was left behind from him giving up his Golden Power. He cannot create things like ice, pick up and move things like earth and fire and he cannot attract things like lightning anymore. The energy that the four elements of creation, that he could previously use, left behind is not destructive but the angrier he is the more painful his attacks can be. Since energy is all around us in some way, as well as inside us, his enemies tend to fly backwards due to the energy inside the person colliding with the energy Lloyd shot at them. Since his intense training between s7 and s8 to become more in-tune with his powers he is capable of using them as a shield. That ability was always there, he just hadn't trained enough to find out about it. This is because there is already energy inside him due to him being a living thing and with all the training he had done his body was capable of protecting itself with energy now, making him glow green whenever he took a bad hit (s8 Kryptarium Prison fight with his father). This also happens when he collides with another elemental master, making them also glow briefly in the color of their element (Virtues of Spinjitzu shorts when him and Kai collide). When he's in his oni form it's pretty much the same, except Lloyd no longer holds back so it can become more destructive/painful if you get hit. His emotions are more important to his control over his power then it may seem at first glance.

#ninjago #lego ninjago #ninjago fandom #ninjago textpost #lloyd garmadon #lloyd montgomery garmadon #lloyd ninjago #ninjago lloyd #ninjago lloyd garmadon #oni lloyd #i wrote this back in november #and then scheduled it like 839461 times to post #and then put it back in my drafts for some reason #now you get it finally. on my bday #im only gonna get older from here on but my lego thoughts wont #not sure if ill continue these but ya. #ninjago headcanons

[solomiracle]

i feel like if lucifer kissed solomon solomon would squeal in delight, run 10 laps around the devildom, cry, faint, die, and ask for a pact. in that order

#had this in my drafts since november. #happy valentine's day! #sololuci #from me #rambles #obey me #sol