#this goes so hard its so cool

[sillysymbol]

a small victory

#faith no more #mike patton #symb art #THIS SONG MAKES ME SO SAD #real killing myself music #also im like rlly proud of this. guys i think we're back #guys imnot even gonna lie my art hasnt felt cool for like 3 months but like dammn.?this goes hard? #also its almost 2 am hi

[orcelito]

Super sexy me is so sexy I accidentally set off the fire alarm while baking pie shells for my pumpkin pie. And now I don't know if I should've even baked them in the first place. But well. Too late now 👍

#speculation nation #i am not a fucking baker so something always goes wrong when i make these pies 😭😭😭 #but i am craving my grandma's pumpkin pies... i gotta bake them myself if i want them rn... #see the thing is ive previously bought pre-baked like. graham crusts #but i was like 'that crust sucks lets get a different thing' #so i got tbis dough shit that i put into pans. the box said to bake it. and so i was like ok cool #then as they were in the oven i looked at the pumpkin pie recipe for starting the filling #and then saw that it says 'unbaked shells' and so 😥😥😥😥 #but too late now and it worked fine with the graham. and well. the filling is what i care about the most. #the crusts are just an excuse for having pie filling. #anyways i did set off the alarm. i think it's bc the oven was on so hot #the box says 450 which is hotter than i ever usually do. the pies themselves ask for 350 #so well i turned the oven off and i have the microwave fan running #which oh yeah the fucking handle to my microwave fucking broke. it fucking broke. #i think i'll duct tape it or smth lol. microwave itself works fine still. and i dont want people in my apartment. #it's just the bottom part but it sure did just. splinter off. that shit is Broke broke. #and i scared the shit outta my cats And me with that damned alarm. and now i am just waiting. #calming down some. chilling the crusts. soon i will resume making the pie filling. #it's not like it even takes much time i am just. Nervous now. #i wanna let the oven cool off more b4 i have it going for like 45 mins lol #the crusts are kinda ugly. one of them is inflated on the bottom. these pies r going to be disasters. #so long as they still taste good......thats what i care about the most... #maybe my crusts will end up nuclear... if that happens tho ill just eat the filling out of the crust... its fine... ill be fine... #😭😭😭😭😭😭 why is everything so hard

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

thinking so so hard about LaughingStock and how that'd go down. disastrously, probably

#and ill talk about it at Length in the tags until tumblr cuts me off like a rowdy drunk after last call #please keep in mind this is all in my Brain and relationship dynamics etc are all technically speculation. anyway #so while franklydear is your more classic 'oh no im in love with him! / aw shucks im in love with him<3' #laughingstock is 'feelings what feelings / oh shit oh fuck this is bad' #to Me. #in my mind howdy is completely oblivious to his emotions #he's out here like 'gotta get the store impressively neat & shiny for barnaby! and everyone else' without blinking an eye #he starts assembling barnaby and wally's dogs slower an slower so that barnaby has to hang around a smidge longer than usual #he's out here giggling at barnaby's jokes while sweeping Hours or Days after the joke was told like a lovesick idiot #all while being like Ah Yes Barnaby My Dear Friend. My Platonic Buddy Whose Jokes I Laugh At A Little Too Hard. Platonically. #meanwhile barnaby Realizes his own feels. has a minor crisis. goes through the 12 stages of grief and absolutely panics #he's like 'ok just gotta play it cool. normal. dont be weird. he'll fall for your natural charm in no time' #'ill hold all of my feelings right here until i die or howdy reciprocates. i just cant tell anyone about this.' #'....hey wally you can keep a secret right' #and rizzes it up yk. rolls a nat 20 on charisma every time without howdy even realizing it. ig barns rolled for stealth too #and from barnabys pov its going great! #howdy is flirting back! hes showing all the signs! when eddie views their interactions he comes to barnaby later and is like A+ gay as fuck #so barnaby is a soft pining mess and howdy is Absurdly Oblivious despite being a clever & observant guy #so im imagining (will freely admit that this Train of Thought is slightly inspired by the latest chapter of Stamps by Indigopoptart) #that eventually barnaby is Confident in their budding relationship ok. hes ready to ask howdy out. #everyone who Knows (wally & eddie) are like Go For It He Clearly Loves You #and when barnaby tells howdy. howdys like 'ohhhh geez um im really flattered 🥺 but i dont feel the same 😔😭' #cue barnaby turning into the 'never again' meme while trying to laugh it off and pretend like he didnt just have his heart mr starked #so he goes home to smoke his pipe and cry and howdy goes about his day feeling Strange #why cant he stop thinking about that confession. what are these emotions. i mean its not as if hes in love with Ohhhhhh No. Oh No. #so howdy has his 'holy shit! im in love with barnaby! (lovestruck. swooning) ....Holy Shit I Rejected Barnaby (horrified. nauseous)' moment #cue howdy expecting barnaby to come by in the morning as per Routine so they can talk. he Doesnt. cue howdy stressing the fuck out over it #meanwhile wally sally (eddie sent her in his place. hes too busy) and barnaby are having a girls day (eating ice cream and watchin romcoms) #eventually barnaby hears that howdy has been Dropping The Ball and cant not check on him. cue emotional heart-2-heart outside the bodega #this is all very specific but its in my brain. these scenarious lull me to sleep every night lately

[slutdge]

these two goths near me do little rat taxidermy courses in the basement of this one antique store and I made this little dude today, he's like... kinda wonky but i had a really good time doing it (plus a little heart i made out of the tailbones)

#the store is called Ragdoll Vintage if youre in the toronto area and wanna do it #its really really really fucking hard to find any kind of taxidermy course in canada so im glad i finally found one #bc its something ive wanted to try for a long time :-) #also really cool that they dont just toss the insides we dont use but they donate it to a local reptile rescue so nothing goes to waste #ive also got some gorier pics that tumblr wont let me post but if youre curious dm me and ill send em to ya #tw animal death #vulture culture #my pics

[lemongogo]

#ITS HEREEEEE IM HEREE IM SO EXVITED #EHAJEAHHJWAA im triying so hard not to blow up this blog w like.every thought i have 4 every secnd i think ab it #IM JJSTS SOOO.. i didnt even notice his hair in this pic either.so crazy its cute though i like it more and more as it goes on #past msgs i had were talking ab the gore in trigun.i rly like how its used here. sry but seeing livio impaled by all #of those nails ws kind of cool HELPP #N JASMINE??????? IN THAT SCENE?????? JAW DROPPPP #every time .smone refers to ww as Him. and jst in memory and just in passing #and vash reflecting on his casket which btw sucks we didnt see his face jst his death ok die :sob: #dont even get me started on wolfwoods pic being right next 2 rem. soo important 2 each other :sob: golden duo fr #its soo bittersweet. esp that scene of vash comforting livio n recognizing when he didnt refer to ww by name #ALSO THEM LYING TO MILLIE I CANNTTTT STOPP #didnt i say earlier that millie and wolfwood had the funniest dynamic. im literally in ruins #also also the fistbump meryl n vash shared.im sooo.. #and legatos comeback being titled return of the wicked . INSANEE!!! PUSSY POWERRR #trigun #trigun spoilers #trigun manga #trigun maximum #biting mynails and saving every vash sc and like.yeahhh yeahh yeahh~ charlie voice #trigun writing cn be so fucking annoying though theres so much w the series i actu hate and think n/ghtow sucks for -__-

[elegyofthemoon]

i feel like i need to go back and reread the earlier manga even though they were retconned within the timeline but i feel so bad for mei in chapter 15 :(

i think it was in st.freya high/escape from nagazora (which i know are ggz or honkai gakuen 2 manga but it was on the reading list so i read it anyways asdlkfah), but i think a lot about how she was so afraid of her powers as a herrscher, and how it was kiana that had saved her back then.

there's "will of the herrscher" where she finds out that kiana's the herrscher of the void, and in parallel with escape from nagazora, mei tries to save kiana, and calling out to kiana, she does manage to get kiana's consciousness back but loses it so quickly and soon enough loses kiana in the process

then finally over in arc city, when she thought she would be able to reunite with kiana and bring kiana back home -- even despite everything, even despite how much kiana feels like she doesn't deserve to go home -- she still isn't able to save kiana the way kiana had saved her several times now, and how powerless she must feel against durandal taking kiana away from her.

she just wants kiana back :( please reunite them...

#avil plays hi3 #i am hhhhh #i love you hi3 you have such good character development but also i am In Pain #raiden mei #tbh ! i havent thought much about mei #IN A LONG WHILE ACTUALLY im pretty sure the last coherent thought i had about her was back in ch 8 with the animation and the parallel ive #mentioned #but its so good.... i love it #side thing i cant listen to durandal in cn because when she talks my brain goes 'vENTI ?!?!?!?! 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺VENTIIIII' #durandals cool though i like her as well (i like her wife but thats a different thing) #idc if this is coherent tbh i was just putting pieces together #i love kiamei T _ T they are good and they make me happy (i am in absolute Pain over them) #idk i think theres something very artistic about mei trying so hard to chase after the speeding light that is durandal #it feels very much the summary of mei trying to save kiana all this time #always always out of reach

[rillette]

wooooo still chipping away at this 

#hal jordan #basketball #wip #blasted out the background listening to planet earth by duran duran #duran duran fucks actually guys. it goes hard #also idk if theres a canon space fish green lantern or not but i blinked and suddenly there was one on my canvas so! #i love giant space fish so much. fish that swim in the air too. fish <3 #i reread a couple pages of the morrison gl run to get ideas on how to draw oa and like. liam sharp's art fucks so severely guys. #it goes so fucking hard. i know that morrison leans into the cop aspect of the gl corps but like the art is so fucking cool #and the alien designs go so fucking hard and you can tell theyre both having a blast writing and drawing it its so fun #GODDD i want to be able to draw huge detailed spreads like that sharp draws mechanical shit so so well #ill fiddle around with the composition of this more in da morning i think :J

[lesbiangiratina]

Guyssss look what i got totally legitimately just trust… the testament promo cards hehe

#hehehehehe……. #tbh the full art is believable from a distance. but the border on the seventh sign card is so wrong. whatever. its what was in the image. #the seventh sign card sold on mercari for $11 a while ago… it could happen again… sigh #but whatever this will sate me for now. #i will still pine over other the testament cards that i cant even bootleg :’) #theres a really cool looking master of puppets card and i thiiink a zeinest card it was hard to tell from the image #i think im just those 2 testaments… maybe…? #theres card lists for the x and xx sets… i really should just check them… for my whole collection… #as for reload IDFK. but considering i bought 3 entire booster pack boxes. i probably got most of them #i should count though. each set is about 150. SIGHHHH so much to do i have to get back to editing them too #GWWAAAHHH!!!!! #the kat goes meow

[nerosdayinanime]

Please post more about giyu just dating everyone

i should...... gonna start right now cuz ive actually thought about mitsugiyu for the GiyuusFuckingSad au- when hes still moping around in the cafeteria corner she pops over because she saw shinobu, shinobu stops her excited rambling and explains that its Quiet Time and shes like 'oh! okay! i can be quiet!' and she just hangs around to doodle in her sketchbook across from them. giyuu once again baffled by another random girl deciding she wants to hang out near(with?) him when hes literally never said a word in response.

she sees him in the halls and tries to talk with him, he responds minimally but shes encouraged by any response at all and talks to him outside the cafeteria any chance she gets- giyuu's incredibly confused as to why she likes talking to him so much, but one time when he realizes he missed the turn to his class about three halls ago finally notices how much he enjoys listening to her stories (he ended up just walking her to class to hear the end of the story, he was a few minutes late when he got back to his own)

when shinobu starts inviting him to little outings with her friends mitsuri's the first to welcome him, kyojuro and suma quickly follow and hes. very overwhelmed. why did he get introduced to the loudest ones of the friend group first?? contrary to what he thought would happen though, they actually love him and despite how hype the three of them get (and how not hype he usually is) he doesn't ever feel left out or pushed to the side (physically speaking too- suma frequently hangs off him since hes the most stable one around now and mitsuri & kyojuro aren't hesitant to pull him in to make him focus on whatever they're talking about. he likes how free they are with affection towards him like that)

months later he's acquainted with and knows the whole group and they're all out at a restaurant chatting and having fun- giyuu notices how entranced everyone else is at kyojuro's retelling of a story and he can't help but think how much sabito would like them all... mitsuri stops paying attention to kyo and turns to him, "Giyuu? Are you okay?" "Yeah, why?" "You're crying"

the grief finally hits, the tears get heavier despite his attempts at drying them before he starts to panic and excuses himself- he practically runs out and mitsuri worriedly glances back at everyone before excusing herself and running after him. she follows him to the side of the restaurant in the little alley where hes having his breakdown and hugs him- he buries his face in her shoulder and holds back shaking like a leaf for a while before the worst of it passes. she asks what happened, "I-i just- he'd like you all.. he would've loved to meet you.." she knows who hes talking about- well.. she knows he was extremely important to giyuu, and that something happened and he's not around anymore, and that its extremely painful for giyuu to talk about so he just doesn't. she says shes honored by his thought and goes on to try to calm him down/cheer him up, his face looks a mess from the splotchy flush and eye liner- it got smudged to hell and back and hes a little embarrassed by it. only for a moment tho because mitsuri immediately offers to fix it for him. when they're finally ready to go back in they notice obanai standing at the entrance of the alleyway, blocking the view from outsiders. "aw! you're so thoughtful obanai!" "You two good to head back inside now?" "how long were you standing there?" "long enough, you worried everyone running off like that" "sorry.." "don't apologize, idiot. c'mon, lets go eat" and they followed an excited mitsuri back to the rest of the group.

after that mitsuri started inviting him to her apartment to practice makeup art on him since she knew he was okay with it. he was good at sitting still and he liked how gently she touched and moved his face however while she worked, quiet and serene with her music playing from the room over- the first thing she tried out was a simple little water-esque mark on his left cheek. when he was finally allowed to look at it he remembered the time when they were kids and sabito backhanded him there for saying he wished he had died with his sister. remembered how badly he wished he could have gone with sabito too. remembered his final words, 'promise me you'll love again'

he looks back up at mitsuri with a little smile, maybe that promise isn't as impossible for me to keep as i thought. "i like it" "oooh! i just had another idea! what if i made it look like a stream of water coming out the corners of your mouth!?"

#tomioka giyuu #kanroji mitsuri #giyumitsu #giyuu tomioka #mitsuri kanroji #mitsugiyu #loserboy giyuu posting #gfs au #most of this is actually canon to gfs au but this time with added emphasis on his relationship with mitsuri #shes so bubbly and kind its hard not to fall in love with her at least a little bit #(giyuu might also just have a thing for pink hair lmao) #((shit now im thinking of giyuu x sabito/mitsuri/akaza.. full set like.. cedes what have you done)) #i imagine for this version at first obanai is kinda jealous bc giyuu's closer to her but hes too nervous to actually do anything about it #once giyuu and mitsuri actually start going out hes like 'well fuck. there goes my chance. guess i'll pine' #giyu however notices said pining and just straight up 'do you want to date mitsuri?' 'wh- no!' 'cuz i think she'd love #to have two boyfriends to dote on her- give tengen a run for his money' 'what.' 'you liked her since before we even met didnt you? thats #kinda sad. coming from *me*' 'shut up asshole. ..yes i wanna date mitsuri' 'cool. i'll talk with her abt it' #'wait youre not fucking w me rn??' 'no? why would i do that' 'idk.. rub salt in the wound..' 'im bad at cooking' 'ha ha.' #mitsuri w two loserboyfriends who love and adore her immensely<3<3 #vauge other ideas for gfs au: movie night‚ pool party(turned skinny dipping)‚ mitsuri's microwaved stuffed animal #oo also giyuu helps her with outfits- if she finds something she likes or thinks would go great with an outfit but its not fitted right for #her he'll stitch it to fit her perfectly. he also buys her little things that remind him of her. lots of watermelon themed trinkets lmao #ough... i wanna draw them now... #its almost 3 tho and i cant... #...if i wasnt a pUSSY

[franken-loser]

My favorite lines and quotes from A Botanical Daughter🌱

(spoilers!!)

#been thinking about this book again🙏🙏🙏 #i love writing down stuff i like from books #i have....so many frankenstein quotes #“absorbed into its female gaze” goes so hard #“a homosexual heart beats as tellingly as poes” is bold AND underlined cause it's literally one of my favorite lines I've ever read like #what the fuck its so cool #a botanical daughter #simon rievaulx #gregor sandys #jennifer finch

[rimouskis]

one of my new coworkers so delicately straddles the line between "pretentious" and "deeply interesting/cool" and I'm very curious if he will STAY on that line and not fall off into one end or the other

#I think ''pretentious'' is unfair to him honestly because like... #he will freely pass judgement on things but he hasn't done it to people (in my presence) #and he also enjoys simple things at times too so it doesn't feel in any way performative #but parts of him DO feel curated #he was standing outside at our post-work gathering in his dark sunglasses and his well-fitting black coat and I was like: oh he ✨styled✨thi #and I think a curatorial spirit that is very strong in its identity and that has found its niche can initially come off as ''pretentious'' #simpy because it... asserts itself so strongly? #but he's kind and works *very* hard (too hard) and he clearly has passions and this work is within his passions so... #it all makes sense. anyways he's technically a manager (not mine) so idk how deep I can make a friend out of him #but I'm curious if I can manage it. I'm (honestly) not convinced I'm cool enough lol #he goes to ART SALONS where a bunch of local art professionals and DOCTORS watch old films??? #idk stuff that would make you go ''okay tryhard'' but he like. genuinely enjoys it idk that's his personality #he was coping with this very stressful week by trying to do a rubik's cube today lol poor guy

[foster-the-moths]

experimental piece with minutexminute au mark for @stars4saturn !!!! obsessed with his design. i am currently fixated on pixel gore so expect some of that. i want to also try to draw him as his actual design someday!

other versions under the cut

#tw: gore #tw: body horror #ask to tag #foster's art tag #minutexminute au #mark heathcliff #<-sure maintag why not #anyways. i think its really cool that pixelating things makes it look way more gory than whats actually there. #this isn't my best piece but i DEFINITELY want to experiment with this more. #and also draw more minutexminute au stuff. i love timeloops aus and marks design goes SO hard i want to draw him again

[starlightsuncrow]

I think in the end ...HoT is my fav expansion, considering how much i draw and think about it. I like stuff from each of them but...ig HoT stills feels the one were the stakes were extremly high and the overall lore and important bits added to story

#excluding seasons bc s4 slapped so hard its so good #soto atm seems veryyyy promising and i hope it goes in a cool direction #anwyay this is for me to remind myself to finish the other hot related wips i got

[phoenix-before-the-flame]

Perpetually fascinated by how people just sorta, tend to look like their art.

Not even in a bad way but like, you see a sculpture or a carving, or some painting or some fanart. Hell even those oc bases with messy doodles over em bcus the person can't really draw yet.

You see em, and then you see a pic of the artist and it just makes sense that they made that particular thing. Theres just something about how ppl are connected to what they make thats really intriguing to me.

#my stuff #do not mind me i am galaxy braining #this also goes so hard for writers too #you read their work #then you hear em talk or read interviews with em and ur just like #oh this explains so much #everyones stuff got its own distinct flavour cause it was made by em specifically #isnt that cool? #man i love art shit

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#so i survived my 1st week as a phd student. it's interesting. im not sure how i feel #the negatives are that i forgot how much stress being around people causes me. as a research assistant i was able to be on my own schedule #and go into the lab at odd hours so i never had to see anyone. but now im in classes and teaching and have a shared office #classes are tolerable stress wise so long as im sitting on an edge. i only feel a lil like im dying. teaching makes nauseous beforehand. #which is odd bc im not really worried while im doing it or before im doing it. i thibk its just that i have to interact ans i kno im a #mediocre teacher bc id rather die than do the back and forth of asking questions and u should teach interactively #i like to break down complex idea and help people with problems but i was not build to teach in classrooms. i get knocked off points when #i give class presentations bc i cant make eye contact lol. so that'll b annoying this semester. and its just so hard to function in an #office space. idk its weird like i dont even feel it that much while im there its just like a flashing *i need to leave* alarm. and then #when im alone its like a physical weight off of me. and i cant tell if thats what's draining my energy or if ive just cycled into a low #energy lul bc im just like. i wanna sleep. and for me thats always a sign that somethings wrong. i dont feel that bad mood wise but its #like there's a rock weighing me down as im trying to tread water. so those r the big negatives. the positives r that #i do enjoy being back in school. i love the structure of it. but im also self destructive abt structure so well see how it goes. but my #lab mates seem nice as does my advisor. i feel a bit bad bc ill have to learn genome stuff from the ground up. and today i was trying to #convey ideas to him like an insane person. bc i dont have enough background to talk fluidly abt my prospective project and i have a picture #of what i mean but not all the details. hopefully i made some sense. i think the idea is cool. and thats the other really positive thing. #the papers i have to read associated with this project r waaaaaaaaaay more interesting than anything i ever had to read for my masters. like #they're the types of papers i would force other ppl to read for lab meetings. so im optimistic abt not hating it by the end haha #yay for being excited abt science. but i guess thats the other thing i feel bad abt. like im interested but haven't read a lot to prep bc #i cant express how difficult dyslexia makes things but also i cant control how interested in things i get so i bassically banned myself #from reading papers im actually interested in like 3 years ago bc in retrospect i was prob going thru a hypomanic episode #and i was like reading papers abt microbes in Antarctica all day and not working on my stuff. and i just remember walking into the lab at #like 5am to trasfer alage with tears streaming down my face bc i was just like. i cant have this nice thing and b functional. it has to stop #so i just created this weird barrier in my mind where im not allowed to read fun papers. so its odd to b reading them now for work. its odd #also i was walking to my office worring abt things and then i saw some moss growinf around the edge of the sidewalk and it made me wanna cry #bc i am an extremely normal individual. i have normal feelings abt photosynthesis. but anyway yeah. its been interesting #hopefully ill stay optimistic. next week we have a orientation for new grad students. and i might have to drive like an hr away. hate that #the driving i mean. not the orientation. that should b fun #unrelated

[xxfillerxx]

thinking about god's region, i think the charismatics would accidentally kill god. And it would be canon

#Crsm #Charisma house #And then ig they take over a church and hold a rave in it with projectors thats my hc for the gods region MV #Gods region goes so hard i love it #Shame its a non goofy video but eh it still looks cool