#theyre taking me to therapy

[randomfandomarts]

I had to do this one lol

#fnaf #fnaf security breach #glamrock freddy #super mario #smb #yoshi #yoshi mario #yoshi island #professor layton #hershel layton #my comfort characters #theyre taking me to therapy #lol #And yes I'm a professor Layton fan

[hororona]

also this gets its own post but it's so important to me now in a post wci world this interaction between sanji and chopper

because not only is sanji reassuring chopper that being a "monster" isn't bad or weird in the larger world (and that chopper being one is seen as a positive among the strawhats) but

sanji too fears becoming a monster of a different kind. and the kind of monster he is afraid of is something bigger, worse, and to him a genuine evil.

yet still. luffy is also a monster. who fights and fights and will not let go no matter what. who wants each and every one of his crew members. no matter how monstrous they all are (and to a degree they all are considered monsters of their own type)

luffy will always be there to remind him and everyone else that "oh you're a monster huh? well i'm bigger and i'm worse and i will get what i want"

and all he wants is to love them and for them to be by his side

#like i just augh. i think the strawhats oughta sit down and have group therapy on being monstrous (plus literally everything else) #and they all do it for luffy wibble (to an extent. pls dont take away loverboy sanji) #<-doesnt knownwhat theyre saying btw. dont trust me for be all end all understanding of characters

[sophiethewitch1]

"Dates" with the batboys. Ice cream with Dick. Motorcycle rides with Jason. Coffee with Tim. Art with Damian. This will be so interesting and sorta funny, like in the early stages of their "taboo" feelings. They know that they shouldn't be having feelings for you, but can't really help themselves. So imagining that the two of you are a couple and going on "dates" is the only way they can have you.(yknow, before saying fuck it and being with you anyway.) You know what they says delulu is the solulu.👄💅💅💅(spoiler: it doesn't works.)

the way it totally would work for this reader. romantic breaks the universe, remember? You are one single bouquet of roses away from caving to their insanity at all times

#sophie speaks #series:WWW #jk but like #theyre softer yanderes and also #this reader is actually insane herself #not in a yandere way she just needs therapy #and you know me im romance before dark romance so like #yes there will be some kidnapping #we're still getting a happy ending damnit #we're taking THEM to therapy!!!

[almond-tofu-chan]

chainsaw man makes you think its a sick action anime where a horny guy made of chainsaws murders a bunch of guys and gets a sorta fucked up found family along the way, but then you watch it and its actually about a 15 year old boy getting groomed and everybody hates everyone else but theyre mostly busy hating themselves and then everyone dies

#csm spoilers #chainsaw man spoilers #they introduce like 8 characters in one episode and then kill them like two episodes later #half the characters in the intro dont show up until yhe very last episode and they all get like one line apiece #not eyepatch finding out denji is a minor and then STILL TRYING TO SLEEP WITH HIM??? #'i didnt take advantage of you last night right? oh good i totally wouldve gone to jail' #HELLO????? DO YOU HEAR YOURSELF???????? #ik anime is like that but i still just couldnt stomach the show after that #she died like 5 minutes later tho so it was fine #you lied to me i was promised found family #and i got a bunch of fucked up teens who need therapy but instead get groomed #feel bad show of the year #i get its not supposed to make you feel good by the end #and maybe its really effective for that #but i was upset by the wrong things i think #i didnt care when any of the characters died because they had just been introduced like one episode agu #i didnt even remember any of their names #honestly not a good show #ive never liked mappas stuff #theyre allergic to filler and thats their proboem #they dont take the time to make me care about the characters before they kill them #tl;dr i didnt like it #chainsaw man #csm

[eclipsedsuns]

i love you “do you think i care for you so little that betraying me would make a difference?” i love you “thank you for making me feel special” i love you “i have a duty of care” i love you “every time we do something like this, i keep thinking, ‘what if something happens to you?’” i love you “she might meet someone she can't bear to lose. that happens, i believe.” i love you “i’m changing history to save clara” i love you “i will not let clara die” i love you “i’d know you anywhere” i love you “when do i not see you?” i love you “there was a crowd too?” i love you “if you love me in any way, you’ll come back” i love you “i never said it was your mistake” i love you “because if clara oswald is really dead, then you'd better be very, very careful how you tell me” i love you “everything you’re about to say, i already know. don’t say it now. we’ve already had enough bad timing” i love you “if you think because she's dead, i am weak, then you understand very little. if you were any part of killing her and you're not afraid, then you understand nothing at all.” i love you “and you'll still be gone. whatever i do, you still won't be there.” i love you “four and a half billion years” i love you “i was dead! i was dead and gone. why? why would you even do that to yourself?” i love you “i had a duty of care” i love you “look how far i went for fear of losing you” i love you “i don’t think i could ever forget you” i love you “smile for me. go on, clara oswald. one last time” i love you “it’s okay. don’t you worry. i’ll remember it” i love you “if i met her again, i would absolutely know” i love you “you said memories become stories when we forget them. maybe some of them become songs” i love you “

#they make me violent batshit sick bonkers murderous crazy dizzy insane #the greatest love story ever told #(real) (unbiased) (fact) #i know that i probably sound like i’m joking or exaggerating when i say that but i’m not #to me they are have most compelling love story i’ve ever encountered #like. two people so perfect for each other but so terrible for each other #the two most emotionally incompetent people in the whole of time and space #they’re so if i loved you less i might be able to talk about it more #they’re so whatever souls are made of yours and mine are the same #they’re so i’ll take care of you it’s rotten work not to me not if it’s you #they’re so i love you it’ll pass #they’re so. GOD #there are so many more quotes i want to include in this #this is me practicing self control #theyre so. fucking. GOD. #top two characters i would send to therapy #favorite shows: doctor who #otp: i had a duty of care #shut up carley #clara oswald #twelve<3 #doctor who #twelveclara #whouffaldi

[ariesbilly]

no but actually post season 3 where billy ends up in a coma after starcourt and wakes up and remembers every awful thing he had to do and hes shaking with sobs remembering heather and her being his first victim when all she wanted to do was help him and he feels so guilty about it and max is like “no heather made it, shes alive” and billy doesnt believe her until heather comes walking in with steve and robin (there is much to explain, bills been out a while) 

and at first billys relieved to see her alive but also doesnt want her anywhere near him because hes afraid he’ll hurt her again etc etc but heather just crawls into the hospital bed with him and holds him and reassures him shes fine and its over and theyre gonna be okay now and just.... best friends <3

#and then heathers there at the hospital all the time helping him out with physical therapy and whatnot when max cant be there cuz school #and eventually steve and robin start coming over too #and of course billy cannot hide his crush on steve no matter how hard he tries and heathers connecting the dots #and she and robin are already a thing #so theyre gossiping about their gay besties behind their backs placing bets on whos gonna be less of an idiot and make the first move #maybe a little scheming and scamming to push the timeline along cuz GOD heather and robin are gonna die of old age at this rate before #either of them do anything #nothing but respect for MY fruity four #WAIT AND IF HEATHER SHOWED UP BLONDE #AND BILLY TEASES HER LIKE 'WHAT? YOU TRYING TO BE ME?' #AND HEATHERS LIKE 'SOMEONE HAD TO TAKE THE MANTLE OF BITCHY BLONDE WHILE YOU WERE OUT' #them <3

[the-mushroom-faerie]

enough with the "this completely ambiguous text means you secretly hate me" anxiety posts. where's my "everything is happening all at once and I'm gonna cry about it" anxiety. where's my "a stranger looked at me so now I have to prepare for an Interaction and what if they think i look scared of them and that sets them off when actually I'm just scared of being outside in general" anxiety. where's my "did I do something wrong or are they upset about something unrelated to me" anxiety. where's my "oh God I can't ask them to repeat for a fourth time but what they said isn't sticking in my brain should I just nod and smile and hope for the best" anxiety.

#there are so many things to be anxious about #if someones mad at you or they hate you thats their problem to bring to you #i dont have the emotional energy to go to court just to prove to your self-fulfilling prophecy brain that i dont hate you #i will just take a step back until you go to therapy like an adult (not that kids shouldnt get therapy) #in the few and far between times i do get 'they secretly hate me' intrusive thoughts #i tell myself thats a pretty mean thing to say about my friend #theyre not a secret agent or an undercover cop they dont have the emotional energy to pretend to be besties with someone they hate #ive seen how they interact with carla from accounting trust me brain they dont secretly hate me

[craycraybluejay]

Me if I ever get a really bad psychotic episode and think my friend is a hulking scary monster so hit them with a chair: whoops, had a psychotic aggression moment after being psychotic this past month. Might want to find a better way to keep myself and other ppl safe in case it happens again

Some people: no!111!!1!! That's just regular aggression!!!1!1 stop talking bad about psychotics!!1!!!!! It was ur fully lucid and self aware choice to hit ur friend with a chair!!1!!!! Literally there's no such thing as psychotic aggression1!!!!1! Kys op!!

#narcissistic abuse #discourse #mental illness #actually psychotic #actually schizospec #literally yes mental disorders can drive u to do bad or stupid things. why do you think people seek help for them. #because theyre sad sometimes? #even low grade depression or anxiety can make you suicidal. and being suicidal can make you careless and stupid bc u stop caring ab shit #so like. maybe stop pretending mental disorders cant drive u to harm ppl and start addressing how to stay safe #and make sure others r safe around u #me if i say i got mad jealous bc of adhd related rsd and was mean about it bc adhd related impulsivity #people: OH NO UR SAYING THAT ADHD MAKES PPL ASSHOLES GO DIE RN #literally. go away. mental illness is an illness and not a quirk. bad shit happens. people do bad shit to themselves and others driven by #disordered behaviour and thought patterns #and you know what helps prevent this? talking about it honestly and spreading awareness so we can all get the kind of help and coping skills #that we need. so those who need meds or therapy can. so ppl can realize #'hey i felt super offended over this thing someone did that wasnt about me and hurt them! thats a pattern for me!' #'maybe i should talk about it with a therapist that specializes in stuff like that or try to use calming coping methods- #to calm myself down when i get really angry and see if it's worth hurting someone over!' #please take a moment to reflect #who are you helping by denying the disordered nature of mental illness

[toytulini]

god my executive dysfunction is so fucking Bad lately

#toy txt post #so many tasks and dont want to Do anything and like on the one hand Theyre Not That Hard it wont take THAT long i have plenty of time #on the other hand #it will take like 5fucking hrs and if it doesnt i will find a way to make take 5fucking hours and all this and i still havent eaten #enough for breakfast but like??? what am i supposed to waste energy on actually cooking something? #man i love eggs but i think maybe id actually struggle if i had chickens not cos id get tired of eating eggs but cos #all the low effort ways to consume eggs gross me out and the ways i like are not THAT high effort but its too high effort to be #an everyday thing for me :( #okay i have gotta stop thinking about the State Of Things. and figure out a nutrient dense thing to eat for breakfast thats quick and easy #and that i actually like to eat. but also i maybe want coffee so i should not have a clif bar. augh #IT IS 3PM. FUCK. I FUCKING WOKE UP AT LIKE 9!!!!! AND TOOK MY MEDS EARLY AND I STILL END UP NOT DOING FUCKING ANYTHING AT ALL TIL 3PM #i hate this i need to like #fully reset. i need to go to bed at idk. 9pm and wake up at like 5am and get dressed and go out fucking early i hate this!!!!! #i hate !!!! not fucking functioning!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!! #i need a therapist or smth but like one that will find a way to word shit so that it doesnt piss me off and make me want to pettily not do #things that would maybe help #agh #i have been trying to get better about #doing my physical therapy at least

[anotherpapercut]

do any of you live in Oregon? I am considering applying to a bunch of jobs in Eugene and just leaving this shit hole instead of waiting til I have more money saved lmfao. idk anyone who lives up there tho and it would be nice to know someone in the Pacific Northwest lol

#ive got like ~4k if u dont count whatever im about to have to pay for physical therapy #and im so fucking fed up with the library i dont think i can take the constant derision and harassment from my boss #on top of the extreme ableism and straight up discrimination im now facing from hr #im pretty sure theyre about to start trying to oust me anyway because god forbid a disabled person work there #they simply could not have that. it would look too unprofessional #just feeling like if i dont get out of here soon i might actually just kms lmaoo?? like probably not buttttt idk i cant keep doing this

[eileennatural]

maybe this is toxic but i would genuinely rather be unwell forever and spend the rest of my life relying on antidepressants than be the kind of person who thinks every single person should be in therapy

#im not anti therapy i am therapy critical. at the end of the day 1. being able to attend therapy is a privilege (do they take your health #insurance is there a therapist where you live can you afford the copays) but also. are you the RIGHT kind of sick that therapists want to #help. do you know how many therapists straight up will not engage with or are not trained to properly deal with like. cluster b disorders ? #like. im glad therapy helped you with your mild anxiety but wvery time ive spoken to a counselor or therapist who was clearly not #prepared to deal with me it makes me feel about 100x more suicide and more hopeless #and basically saying. oh theyre not in therapy thats a red flag is an incrwdibly privileged and grating thing to say. that was the point of #this post sorry i got depressing there for a minute

[scringee]

This is the only way to express how I'm feeling

#i try not to talk about my home life on here but im honestly so fucking frustrated that if i dont get this out i might just kill someone #my family car broke down in January of this year #my father refuses to get a new one because he thinks hes saving so mucj more money and he doesnt feel like he has any incentive #acting as if he was giving us free trips #i would literally pay him 100 dollars a fucking week to help take me in and out of work #and he just doesnt like acknowledge that at all #so now im having to take ubers to and from work every day. each trip is like 20+ dollars so that 40+ dollars a day five days a week #im averaging spending 200 dollars a week jusy to get into work #and i work a minimum wage shitty fucking job so all of my paycheck goes straight into ubers and fucking therapy every week #ive had to skip so many sessions becaause theyre all 50 dollars after insurance #and im just so frustrated #i want to move out so bad but how can i save enough if im constantly hemorrhaging cash #the only reason hes saving money is because he fucking works from home #i just dont know what to do at this point i feel so helpless #becayse even if hou casually bring it up my dad immediately assumes youre ATTACKING him and how DARE you and im tited im so fucking tired #how am i meant to move out in these conditions #how am i meant to do anything #i have no fucking social life because i literally just cant afford it im going to cry #i hate him. i hate my dad so fucking much #vent #ig. #scringee mouth

[wawawawawawawawawawawawawa]

i feel like a lot of people who say "izaya and shizuo should get therapy" have no clue how ghoulish and evil therapists are to people with ""scary"" mental illnesses

#like. do yall WANT the horror stories i have from my teenhood? cuz ill tell em #and also from my adulthood. theyre there! #the things i saw! the things i heard! the things that happened to me!! #after a certain point of scariness therapists are less concerned about helping you and more about Fixing You #So You're Not A Threat To The Good Normal People Of The World #so no i dont think therapy would be very productive for them unless they got insanely lucky #coupled with the fact that drr takes place in the early 2010s #they are not gonna get help!!! theyre gonna get the mind electric'd!!!!! #waposts

[sophiethewitch1]

If it's not obvious I have a poor relationship with the concept of rest and recovery

#sophie speaks #hm. tumblr my next therapy appointment is in months i must tell you this #tw vent #ig?? i joke too much #wish j had dick and jay here to take care of me #just know that theyd be the best at taking care of you when you're sick #damian and tim are loving of course but i feel like theyd be a bit overwhelming #theyre the types to tie you to the bed if you try and run off #no fun. only rest. if you dont eat this soup he handcrafted for you he is going to start screaming #i should just write this actually i might try that tomorrow #feels just indulgent enough to not give me a headache yknow #tumblr tags IS therapy what do you mean

[yourcalamity]

im about to have such a potent opportunity to disappear into the woods forever it itches

#i wonder how long it would take anyone to figure it out lol #youre welcome future coldcase vloggers #but for the record if i do mysteriously vanish no its not because of my job #must be said because thats the easiest explanation people come up with yeah it would be convenient right #if i could just get a new job and suddenly everything in my life will be fixed and all of the other blatant issues clearly coming from other #sources will cease to exist #also therapy and meds will do the same thing. i might as well walk up to a stranger and ask them to snap their fingers and cure me #just as long as the hand i turn to for help points in another direction technically im being ‘helped’ right #life is just a fight and you have to keep fighting for yourself and others and hope one day someone is going to fight for you #and when people dont fight for you when you need them to it becomes clear that you dont even need to fight. it would be easier to lose #you already upset them by not fighting for yourself and instead of fighting for you now theyre fighting againt you. do you really want to #fight harder. do you really want to fight people you love. no one wants that #ive been so emotionally destroyed these past years and idk if i will ever recover or find worth in myself again #and if i got a new job tomorrow at the most comfortable high paying company in the world with a one day work week and unlimited pto #i would still feel worthless because of the experiences ive had and the way everyobe has brushed over them as if i cant feel emotion #i have been carrying so much hurt #now im going home to say goodbye to the remains of a stranger who wouldve disowned me had we ever spoken on even ground #but sure i will enjoy my trip

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#i feel like now that i'm an adult i can manage my symptoms with lifestyle changes and monitoring mood patterns and continuing therapy #i REALLY don't want to be on heavy medications and deal with these sides effects for the rest of my life #but i don't think my parents or my doctor would understand because bipolar people are known to stop taking medications abruptly #but this isnt that i genuinely think i can do this #i'm on lithium and lybalvi/zyprexa and theyre really not good for my body #i think diet changes & lifestyle changes & getting myself onto a routine focused on self care and recovery is the best way for me