#they r a little stressed lol

[werewolfaday]

day 31!

#art #werewolf art #werewolf a day #day 31 #sketch #lycan art #they r a little stressed lol

[non-un-topo]

All it takes is a wee little nightmare to make you too scared to step foot outside for fear of Bad Things happening, like it’s an omen lol

#also it is p o u r i n g outside and it takes me an hour and fifteen minutes to commute to campus #i'm a good little student but sometimes i just can't be assed #esp with all the crazy stuff that's been happening on public transit and on my campus for that matter #i'm just getting a bad vibe today [insert empath meme here] #warning for me complaining about a graphic nightmare!!!!: #had a few stress dreams(?) last night but one particularly violent one in which a woman got run over by a streetcar-- #--and the paramedics were moving people along but i accidentally got a really good look at her and it fucked me up #she looked like she was just sleeping peacefully but i could only really make out the top half of her body #probably because the bottom half was... yeah. #i think i also had another dream that i was being hunted by a sniper?? and they had called my cell and were threatening me + my folks? #and another one where i had to hide some children from... i don't really know what. some dangerous person who wanted to kill all of us #but the kids wouldn't leave me even though i begged them to. #yeah just a normal collection of dreams for me. literally ugh. #i don't even think i'm stressed in my life rn?? #not any more than normal lol

[silenthillbunni]

📓🖊️🧸

#i feel so lonely now bc i have no one to talk to sksksk #my sisters gets mad whenever i try to talk 2 mom and she just slammed doors nd got irritated at me #nd my mom is so stressed nd in a bad mood so she just got annoyed when i tried saying smth to her #so ig i should just vent to my bestfriend beloved diary confidant thats been here for me for 5yrs<3333 #anywayyy today was rough.. i woke up w a headache after 3hrs of sleep :(( #but still had to get up nd get ready nd eat boxed mashed potatoes for breakkyy 🤢🤮 (it's so gross after eating it everyday lol) #then w my hunchback nd achy stomach i went to school. it was frustrating bc ppl r so fkn rude #they bumped into me at the bus nd i had to sit like a weirdo caging my left stomach side from everyone. had to elbow some dumb fkn guy bc he #pressed his backpack into my side. so i had to basically push it away from me lol he thought i was so weird. but move tf away asshole?????? #got to school nd checked myself in the mirror nd i was so pale i look like absolute garbage its annoying :(( #it was next to insufferable to endure class bc my head hurt so bad (it was the worst part i think) nd i couldnt sit up straight so my back #hurt so bad too sksksks :< #but i managed to write a little but on my assignment #then i left a bit earlier bc i couldnt stand it anymore i was feeling so bad #wrnt to the library bc i had to return some books. could only carry two small ones tho so have to go back multiple times sksksk #felt soooo bad but ate some more disgusting mashed potatoes nd took a nap w an ice pack. took a migraine pill even if it upsets my stomach🤣 #now a few hours later i feel better physically #buuuuuut im so miserable im not even kidding #idc if it sound pathetic or fatty but genuinely that moment w a cup of coffee nd a small chocolate treat everyday makes me feel sm better #like im not kidding!!!!! it does a lot for my peace of mind sksksk T-T #im so miserable bc i cant eat anything still im so hungry :(( #and im weak. im pale. my skin's dry. it's itchy bc of malnutrition... i feel faint nd dizzy nd slow nd just not good at all #im so frustrated i hate this sm i wanna feel strong and healthy!! i dont wanna be constantly hungry. i wanna go to the gym nd go for walks #i wanna be able to sit up straight nd not get back pain!!! #i know i know it's only been 8 days since surgery and it takes time to heal i get it..... :( #but theres just too much going on and im so sick and tired of it all #mostly i just wanna be able to eat and feel strong bc i feel so weak nd i miss food so much sksksksk

[cerealmonster15]

Stupid silly sketchbook doodles of beloved basketball club shhdfbfbgby it’s so important 2 me that they act like annoying brothers to each other and also that everyone in nrc acts like they’d rather be shot than develop a crush on one of their bitch classmates

#cereal tries to draw #twisted wonderland #ummmmm. i don’t wanna tag anymore I’m embarrased LOL I wasn’t gonna post it #I was just doodling for private funsies but like yknow how Ywannatalk about ideas with people #even just goofy little headcanons lol #but like u don’t wanna directly place ur thoughts and feelings in front of someone sometimes #bc then it’s DIRECT and STRESSFUL A #but u also don’t feel like it’s worth a Post For All To See #we r keeping it casual here on cerealmonster15 dot tumblr dot com #I just wanna bully my sons #ok literally tho can u read my handwriting. this is the natural state #of on paper and normal not written with intent for others to need to see lol #anyway I think of Ace liked deuce he’d be soooooo complainy about it. and in denial #but I think once he wasn’t in denial he’d be bitching constantly #and I think Jamil would also want to die if he started liking azul lol #Floyd would bully them both. he’s having a great time. god for him I guess #Ace: well hang on let me pause my agony to go baby bro mode and annoy Jamil real quick #get the heat off him (which he started by complaining loudly first) #Floyd: haha you two like dweebs #can u imagine the turmoil of third years developing feelings #they r all allergic. except rook I guess but he’s his own flavor of freak #lilia is dad he doesn’t count he already had his romance agony [REDACTED BOOK 7 SPOILERS] #first years also allergic EXCEPT applejuice. Epel and deuce together are like bro I love u. #second years are mostly allergic but also contain Kalim and silver #shoutout to the light magic users mwah #actually silver I don’t know. I don’t think he’d be resistant but I think he just wouldn’t realize what he’s feeling at first #he’d be so 🧍 about it I think #well bitch you (me) better figure it out since ur actively writing Kalim/silver!!! girl help #ok I need to go to bed I have a long weekend ahead of me #Jamil blows Ace up with his mind the end

[girlwithfish]

i feel so lame and failure core for not being able to handle my 9 hr shift 5x a week full time job but then i think of how shitty admin was and the whole structure of the center was it was so unsustainable and unsupportive for the staff and horrible and im super mentally unwell so no wonder i went crazy there lol 👍

#now im just chilling lmfao #im stressed cuz idk what my job situation is gna be in tbe near future #im lucky enough to not have to rush immediately to find a new job and #possibly just work part time for a little #it all just depedns on what kind of program i enroll in and the hours of that #some of these outpatient programs r very intensive like 9hrs a week 3 days etc so idkk #im just prioritizing that rn #im gna call them today like in the next hr i keep putting it off #and its a huge source of anxiety for me icwish i was normal Lol #I also rly rly need to fix the meds im on

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Being high energy while sick feels insane. Like my brain is telling me I should lay down and rest but is also telling me I should run around in circles and break things.

#i think im getting better tho. i mean i still can feel my warped sickyness but idk my hormones maybe have me all fucked up #but like i told my mum i get these insane little hypomanic-esque episodes and she was immediately like could b ur hormones #i know a number of ppl like that. and i was like YES. thats obviously what it is but nothing comes up when i try to google things abt it #so there must b others out there. and it also implies that theres sometimes fucked up about my serotonin receptors bc when im like kinda #positively disregard i feel happy and i never feel happy. my typical emotional state is indifferent and apathetic #and then dips into light misery and very miserable but not like clinically depressed. but i was even like that while on vacation so even #removed from the stresses in my life i still am not happy. which is y its so hard when ppl r like do what makes up happy. relax #and im like. ok but like nothing works??? its either fucked up hormones or my lantent anxiety just keeps me from being happy #but whatever. im gathering so much data. when i go see a doctor im gonna pull out a spreadsheet and graphs and notes like a lunatic #bwahhh i wanna run. i have too much energy. fuck being sick. fuck having to work on a day off. fuck this #also fuck my menstrual cycle for being so short. like so short its sometimes not listed with the healthy range but only sometimes #just to make me think. i should probably talk to a doctor but. like its probably fine. its consistent so its fine #annoying. annoying. got u can tell when out of wack bc i post too much and cant shut thr fuck up lol #unrelated

[mittenlady]

need to be sent to prison for like a month for the sake of author's research

#siiiiigh #yes this is about the klavquill fic however did you know #mitten lady writing things #hard to research cuz there r diff accounts #and each prison rly does have its own thing going on #which is more stressful than freeing creatively lol #gonna blend cali system and japanese system kinda #wish the game gave more details tho #anyway wouldnt it be soo twisted if simon knew ab kristoph in prison #except kristoph like deliberately went into solitary with his gaudy little cell #siiiigh

[nomaishuttle]

im always like wistfully sighing one day i will live with somebody who loves me and we'll cook together and itll be so romantic and then i remember when i was a kid and my mom would force me to let my sibling help me bake and id get so mad that i considered fratricide

#in my head cooking is a very nice calming thing however every time i Actually cook its like a fucking battlefield its genuinely dire #its entirely my fault bc i always turn the heat up so high and then i get stressed bc im like ITS COOKING TOO FAST ITS BURNING AND THE #MIDDLE ISNT EVEN COOKED and its like . yeah man bc you have the heat full blastt 😭😭but if i have it low im like This is taking too long. #even worse if im cooking a dish/meal that has multiple components and i need 2 be prepping one thing while another thing is cooking #and they all have different cook times so i have to make sure they all get done around the same time. it does make me cry a lot #one day. i will have my own house where i feel safe and i can cook and learn how 2 cook in a way that doesnt make me burst into tears #one time. evil. at home i was just gonna make myself pancakes 4 dinner and then my entire family was like is for me? so i had 2 make pancak #s for everyone meaning i had 2 make Good pancakes bc idm if my pancakes r a little burnt or whatever and ik my family doesnt either #but in my head im like If i give my family burnt pancakes they will hate me until the day i fucking die #so i was already stressed bc it went from making like 5 silver dollars to like 30 and the first 2 patches were burnt and everybody was #running around and it was So hot and then the smoke alarm came on and we had just moved in so i didnt know where it was to turn it off so i #just sat down on the floor and started sobbing LOL #my mom finished the pancakes thank gd. but basically it was very scary and i Want to learn how 2 cook but i fink it needs to be #cooking for only me until i feel comfortable cooking more food at a time #bc making a lot of food stresses me out to much As seen above.

[con-fr]

long time no post lol anyway here are my latest impulse buys :DDD i haven't played this game in so long so going back and being hit in the face with all the sparkly new genes and apparel available is honestly delightful

#flight rising #mine #LOL IM SO INACTIVE #uhhh yea so i guess i basically quit fr or at least im really inactive #but im getting back into it a little bit because im always looking for new ways to procrastinate on my hw!!!!! /sobs #hm yea life update I Guess: i'm in my second yr of college now das kind of crazy dawg... i can't believe i started playing this game in #middle school like damn #but im having fun having a good tiiiiime except for the actual school parts blech #this week has been especially stressful which is why i think i came back to fr bc the vibes r good heheh but yea overall livin life ! #im going rock climbing w/ my friend tomorrow. so hype

[orcelito]

Overheard two supervisors talking about how much they love this job & just. 🥺🥺🥺🥺

#speculation nation #always afraid of ppl hating it here bc i kinda do lol #but they were talking about how nice & positive the social atmosphere is #they feel respected & cared for. and im just like #im so glad 😭😭😭 ive tried very much to make this as little of a hellhole for our employees lol #& certainly we have stopped losing so many people. thank god. #apparently a few ppl r leaving after this semester. but we can manage. we've got a pretty solid crew #much better than a few months ago where it was Hell all the time bc ppl kept fucking Leaving after only a few shifts #the job still isnt amazing in the stress department. but we r trying #being properly staffed definitely helps lol. so even the busy times arent the Worst. #i am just. :') #rly dont wanna do the manager meeting in a bit. at least i do have some good things to put on the completed section this time

[iloveyoumorethansoup]

I’m gonna have like. A day off lol my bad

#no I actually don’t mind I rather enjoy what I do #i have 2 days off from work but one of them I offered to help someone move #shoutout to her she’s like one of my favorite people I work with and one of my favorite people just in general #I’m like I will gladly help you move whatever you need I’m there she must’ve asked me like 1000x times if I was sure about wanting to help #like girl not only r u always nice to me no matter what but you also mimick the things I do in a kind way like I’ll do anything for u #i actually didnt realize I had quite a few traits until she started mirroring them and I’m like oh I do that! i do that? i do that! #apparently I tilt my head a little whenever I smile. and of course the way I wave and say hi. and several of my speech patterns #it’s very little things that mean the world to me #catch me cross country on the weekends when I’m bored just to pop in and say hi to these people #i don’t even necessarily love my job or anything. it’s fine. sometimes it’s stressful. sometimes it’s boring #but I do love the people I work with. there’s like 3 I can’t stand. but there’s a few that make me ok with working so many hours per week #oh but it’s so funny the way I get when people make it clear that I matter to them #the woman I’m helping move had said earlier she was exhausted doing it by herself #and then for a half hour I’m thinking to myself. i can help. i want to help. anxiety of my parents. i want to help. i want to go offer help #and I finally was like. um. if you want help I’m not that strong but I’d really love to help. yeah I am serious. here’s my days off #like tell me why I was so absurdly shy. like aw she made it apparent she enjoys my presence at work! forgot how to exist #the way I don’t understand human interaction. at all. it’s terrible #it will not get better with time lol #oh man I work tomorrow #i gotta go to sleep rn #soup talks #but first. gotta catch up on my daily gatchas

[taibobo]

ive been watching a lolita youtube channel i don’t like because she makes good white noise while i work 

#its not l*vely l*r either LOL her videos just stress me out a little #sometimes people do not coord good but their videos are just so good for bg noise while i work #i can be a little hater in my mind while i do my silly little drawings #mycotxt

[seventh-district]

okay time for another vent post or i’m gonna explode

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istg if i have to call another ambulance to come out here i might as well go ahead and call for two cause i’m gonna need one for myself as well

#Seven’s Public Diary #Seven.txt #cw sh mention #cw vent #and that’s not a threat i just really don’t think my body can handle much more stress!!! i’m reaching my limits besties!!! #i’m fine everythings fine btw. just struggling to come to terms with the fact that i’m likely gonna be stuck here taking care of my parents #for god knows how many years. with no one around to help me or comfort me and that’s.. not fun! it really sucks. and i don’t even know #if i can do it. i don’t know if i’m up to the task when i’m struggling to take care of myself as well. sigh. #it took everything i had to not fuckin throw myself at the very nice and understanding EMS guy and just cry my little eyes out lol #u know that u starved for an understanding support system when u get attached to the first guy that pops outta the back of an ambulance and #shows the first semblance of concern and ability to take charge and fucking help u out for once #anyways. all is fine now. and i’ll either get strong enough to be the person i need to be for the people around me. or i’ll die trying! #also. bit of advice. don’t beat the shit outta ur hand and then an hour later decide to re-shave ur undercut and exfoliate ur entire body #in the shower. cause u might not think abt it but those activities require both hands. well they really don’t cause i managed it with one #but they will take u so much longer to do. do u know how long it takes to wash hip-length hair with one hand. cause it takes a while! #and tiny little hair clippings and hot water and soap don’t feel good on broken skin either. that shit burns. #anyways. obligatory disclaimer that i am completely fine and want to be able to vent abt this shit in peace without anyone making a scene #i feel better now. all clean and warm and cozy and i’ve got lots of colorful little bandages on my fingies and that feels v nice #why did i spell fingers like that oh good lord. my regression tendencies r showing so its time to stop talking #oh and i’ve got boiled potatoes on the stove hell yeah. dunno what i’ll make with them yet but it’ll be good #also. Welly bandages have no right to be so nice. like. are they overpriced just cause they look really cute? maybe. #do they bring me unreasonable amounts of serotonin? yes absolutely. so i will keep buying them #also unrelated but shout out to the loudest crack of thunder i’ve ever heard in my goddamn life for waking me up this morning #was having a nightmare and let me tell u it’s not pleasant to be pulled out of one by the sound of thunder. very disorienting 0/10 #early morning thunderstorms aren’t common so it was really strange. but. perfect weather to fit todays dark and turbulent tone #maybe they aren’t /un/common but i’m not used to early morning storms at least. idk why i associate them with afternoons and nighttime tho #shrugs. anywho. enough rambling. this has been today’s installment of… #‘Seven sees how much they can overshare before their mutuals start unfollowing them for being mentally ill on main all the time’ #oh yeah. might as well throw in a Weather Report. uhhhhhh #Blood & Water by Memphis May Fire. it feels like that was the WR pretty recently but fuck it. it’s relevant again

[oscill4te]

Gagahaja tfw you cant sleep bc special interest!!! ♡♡♡

#its the cramp twins #im on a search for lost media abt this show and its so exciting #also stressed and h8 my job and trauma so cant sleep bc that either LOL #anyway AAAAA there are 2 books that have little to no info about them!! i r

[kuiinncedes]

ugh

#idek anymore bro it def isn’t helping my work on this project the fact that i’m staying up until like 5 #but 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡 fucking brain doesn’t want to be efficient and do work i don’t fucking know 😭😭😭😭🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠 #all my own fucking fault lmfao #i was gonna try to do some more but i can’t tell if it’s worth it i don’t think it is i don’t think i can rly add anything rn 😭😭😭 #but i also feel like i should try since i’m relatively awake #i know that’s bullshit tho ok time to sleep 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #i might have to i’m probably gonna turn in my stats hw due thursday late as well LMAO #🥳 30% off or sm for late for that but it’s fine i also get a hw drop #this project i might have to use both free late days #we did get a one day extension but i don’t know if that rly helping me 🤡🤡🤡 #andfbsjiehdhdishdhrhehbddhjdhdh i can’t wait for this fuckjng weekend #which will be slightly stressful in it’s own right bc we’re doing like a travel show #but anyway #🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠 if ur wondering no it’s not past 5am i’m fine :DDDDDD dwdw #jeanne talks #also da birds r chirping y are they chirping it’s dark out :c lol #love going to sleep w birds chirping outside eheheheh #bro just tryna make me feel bad abt the time >:(((( #what even is time damn #also i am getting a little sleep :DDD bc i fucking fell asleep while i was trying to do work tonight and the past couple nights lmao 😭😭😭 #so yeah it’s fine there is sleep sometimes :DDDDD

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#ok i kno i was just spiraling 2 seconds ago but one of our coauthors just commented on the paper #and hes only a coauthor bc hes in charge of access to the national park and has been extremely generous abt letting us get in there #with our destructive sampling so my boss makes him a coauthor on everything #and he said hes thinks its an incredible paper. one of the most important theyve seen for the park #which like hes not an expert on this stuff and this stuff seems real sciency but like my guy #u r on like a million amazing paleontology papers. like fucking ive seen ur name in mainstream articles #i mean theyre still Sciencey articles but like yea its real weird to hear the name of someone u kno on like a podcast lol #but just like idk the park is so fucking cool and despite my stress i think this project is the one ive found most interesting #and the fact that i got to do it at this specific park is fucking rad #so idk not all doom and gloom #damn u [redacted] u melted my heart a little #when i met him he also quoted my annoyingly dramatic writing back to myself bc i made a presentation abt #looking at microbes in the park lol #i mean in a positive way. he liked the presentation. i just find myself annoying lmao #unrelated