#they are SO ugly damn it lol

[a-bensler-blog]

I just made myself emotional thinking about...

the way she used to soothed herself by running her thumb over Elliot’s mini shield (which storyline I'm very fond of)

*clatches her chest while closes the eyes in suffering*

And now she’s cupping his actual face with her own two hands, feeling his warm forehead and nose against hers, brushing his chin with her lips.

Hold all of him in her harms and be held both body and soul. (Hopefully) Really talk to him without reserves, like never before.

Finally, they're back home.

*ugly crying*

BONUS:

(gif not mine)

#law and order special victims unit #olivia benson #elliot stabler #bensler #a bensler blog #chris meloni #mariska hargitay #elliot x olivia #olivia x elliot #eo #svu #elliot's shield #pegno d'amore #bensler 1.0 e 3.0 #THE scene #sorry got rid of the emoji #i simply CANNOT handle then #they are SO ugly damn it lol

[fettiowi]

People keep reblogging that one drawing i made quickly a year ago and I cant stand it so i redrew it cause its still funny

Also bonus

What i think everytime i look at them

#these bitches are so damn UGLY!!! #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #sonadow #<- not necessarly tag it however u want lol #my art #fetti art

[crippled-peeper]

“nothings more cringe than trans men talking about transphobia they experience” except of course your endless whining and shrieking and crying about how trans men are magically hurting you by talking about the transphobia they experience . that’s probably worse

#just unfollowed someone for posting about how mean and stupid and wrong trans men are for talking about transphobia for the 50th time #at this point if you’re bitching more about trans men blogging about being trans than you do about transphobes then maybe nobody should- #fucking listen to your stupid ass lol #like damn im so sorry you’re oppressed by literal 15 year olds online . Hope you can cope somehow ugly

[orcelito]

Super sexy me is so sexy I accidentally set off the fire alarm while baking pie shells for my pumpkin pie. And now I don't know if I should've even baked them in the first place. But well. Too late now 👍

#speculation nation #i am not a fucking baker so something always goes wrong when i make these pies 😭😭😭 #but i am craving my grandma's pumpkin pies... i gotta bake them myself if i want them rn... #see the thing is ive previously bought pre-baked like. graham crusts #but i was like 'that crust sucks lets get a different thing' #so i got tbis dough shit that i put into pans. the box said to bake it. and so i was like ok cool #then as they were in the oven i looked at the pumpkin pie recipe for starting the filling #and then saw that it says 'unbaked shells' and so 😥😥😥😥 #but too late now and it worked fine with the graham. and well. the filling is what i care about the most. #the crusts are just an excuse for having pie filling. #anyways i did set off the alarm. i think it's bc the oven was on so hot #the box says 450 which is hotter than i ever usually do. the pies themselves ask for 350 #so well i turned the oven off and i have the microwave fan running #which oh yeah the fucking handle to my microwave fucking broke. it fucking broke. #i think i'll duct tape it or smth lol. microwave itself works fine still. and i dont want people in my apartment. #it's just the bottom part but it sure did just. splinter off. that shit is Broke broke. #and i scared the shit outta my cats And me with that damned alarm. and now i am just waiting. #calming down some. chilling the crusts. soon i will resume making the pie filling. #it's not like it even takes much time i am just. Nervous now. #i wanna let the oven cool off more b4 i have it going for like 45 mins lol #the crusts are kinda ugly. one of them is inflated on the bottom. these pies r going to be disasters. #so long as they still taste good......thats what i care about the most... #maybe my crusts will end up nuclear... if that happens tho ill just eat the filling out of the crust... its fine... ill be fine... #😭😭😭😭😭😭 why is everything so hard

[masked-alien-lesbian]

Goddess I love the swimsuits for men and women back in this era...wish it wasn't so hard to find these types of swimsuits.

#Swimsuits for bigger women are usually so ugly #Florals? 😒 #Groundbreaking #Like damn #Give us more variety #I seen some things I wish to unsee #In this modern day of swimsuits lol #choices #pixelberry #playchoices #sod #ship of dreams #Literally the only good thing #From this time era #theo #theo carter #theodora carter #F!theo #F!Theo carter

[wool-string]

Can’t sleep

#ajin #my art #tw decapitated head #shirtless #god these are so ugly #but I’m not really willing to put any effort rn #i just couldn’t sleep #was thinking about that Stockholm Syndrome again lol #damn… I really do suck at choosing colors lol I gotta practice that

[shy-cryptic]

yk as much as the blue and reds are now in noncanon limbo. nothing taking Gene and Simmons being secretly half brothers from me

#i just love the idea of Simmons and his mom is his dad second family that he treats just as shitty as his first one #it's the only ways there can be two kissasses that share the same dna on their level #just imagine when they're finally see by each other everyone can tell they're brothers except them #they just think “damn ur ugly. where u get that from ur dad lol” #rvb simmons #rvb gene #it just funny to think two people who never met being so alike just cuz they came from the same balls #also just how much Simmons fucking HATES gene. even when genes is being kinda nice and trying to talk to him #true siblings rage was boiling in his blood

[chippycore]

old klaus sketch i decided to finish (kind of)

#xenoblade #xenoblade chronicles #he is so damn ugly i cant draw him #i want to make him look decently old like... idk this man has such a high end profession he has no right to look like hes in his 20s #this was randomly found looking thru my wips that were just blank canvases lol

[cassandragemini]

i made a timelapse of a piece that was meant for my friends eyes only but i forgot that twitter dont let you post videos longer than 2 minutes so the whole thing going on here for conveniences sake. anyway heres a peak into just how badly i get fixated on details

#my art #timelapse #outer wilds #echoes of the eye spoilers #echoes of the eye #its not edited perfectly cause ive never done this and i had to cut out the last second of the song cause i couldnt 100% sync it right #but its good enough #anyway a truly embarrassing amount of this is just trying to get the glitch effect right lol #anyway the original idea for the zine piece was the prisoner walking into the water and coming out on the other side #and then i put pink and green together and was like damn that shit ugly #so i changed my mind #the song is ruby cumulous by rx bandits btw

[betasuppe]

I don't remember if I ever posted this but 500% this is IT this is the vibes for Flint & Rinz when/if they ever escape the Grid in 1999 😔👌

#flint is the biggest fucking fan of ugly sweaters & windbreakers #& besides highwaisted pants & some sort of sweater or top rinz can pull off any fucking look #i need to go back to my roots & draw more of Flint & Rinz just in late 90s wear because its so DAMN nostalgic to me #anyways #dorks #i love them #twizzler & front♡ #im gonna have to start digging through old fashion catalogues to find some truly reprehensible items that SCREAM 90s lol #anyways 90s kid mentality #i cant help ittttt #also yeah i forget #but my au takes place in '99 #because y2k is a thing & the ultimatum their working against or risk the grid being fucked forever once the new year comes #anywayyyyys been thinking on them so much #i just #*fangirly tears*

[vxctorx]

[ watched red white and royal blue with richardxoliverxmayhew last night, and it was hands down the worst experience of my life. At some point i started playing this wonderful gem of a clip on top of the film though and we both agreed it immediately enhanced our experience. ]

#[ i was constantly trying to maintain my sanity by doing terrible impressions of the main brunet guy's stupid valley boy accent lol ] #[ i don't know how and why this book has fans but also I'm not suprised that it does. I mean twilight also had a lot of fans ] #[ i wish people would stop jumping on gay bandwangons without judging the quality ] #[ also i'm sorry but the entire cast of this movie is just so damn ugly lol so many ugly models who cannot act to save their own life ] #[ k I'm gonna stop ranting now lol hope i get attacked for my Hot takes ] #; out of tea #; Fay complains

[eoinmcgonigal]

So I saw a post about tumblr wanting to try this 'communities' thing, and I just gotta vent/say my piece. (the tl;dr is 'fuck that shit')

1. I really hate the current trend of fracturing and fragmenting things down into little pieces so they can be categorised into boxes. That's not natural. (Also, discord pushing threads, which I already detest for 1) making me feel like I'm gonna hurl from the violently dissonant, ugly layout, 2) the severely narrow topic problem, and 3) how neurodiverse-hostile they are.)

Like, naturally conversations meander. If you're only allowed to discuss one topic, it's gonna be stifling. You WILL run out of things to say. Making another little box isn't going to fix it, it'll just add to the clutter

2. Quite importantly, honestly, just stop fucking changing shit. It's unnecessary

3. It's not going to be neurodiverse-friendly. As if fandom hasn't changed enough to become increasingly unfriendly to people who are just here to enjoy their hyperfixation and/or special interest. I don't need another thing to learn to navigate. I don't need another place with different rules to carefully traverse. Yes, I'm fandom old and salty. I'm AuDHD and a spoonie with about half a spoon to spend on a good day. I do not have the energy to do all this switching about and jumping from thing to thing. It's exhausting. I want everything where I can find it, and where I can be passionate without having to perform tasks like it's some customer service job, or job interview

4. FOMO shit is toxic. This whole 'be a part of the thing!' necessity if you want to 'engage' or see the conversations and 'content'. Why? I guess it's a social media model that drives engagement, but the stress of it is going to fuck people up. What if you don't have the time, energy, health, spoons, social skills, etc? I have no idea how much interacting will be expected with other people in the 'community' but I can see it becoming a twitter-like circlejerk, and if you're not one of the 'in' crowd doing your required interaction/reblogging/commenting then you might as well not exist to that fandom/group

5. From the description, it looks like these things will be ripe for drama, toxicity, clique shit, becoming echo chambers, etc. because 'semi public' means you gotta opt in/join in some way and whatever's said isn't visible to any old user

Like, who is going to create and mod these things? Who decides what the rules are? What if your fave is 'problematic', or your kink is 'gross' (if nsfw is allowed at all), your take doesn't fit with fanon, or you are just a bit weird and people shun or turn on you for that?

I hope I'm wrong and either these things never happen or they're not as bad as I fear, but fuck sakes I have the above worries because it's shit I've seen happen time and time again, and I don't want to see given a place here

Also, genuinely, what the fuck is tumblr going to be like if you can't/don't want interact with these community things?

Quickly, 6. it creates an 'us' (in crowd) vs. 'them' (not part of our gang)

And then 7. who is going to be dominant in these 'communities'?

Yes, I'm upset right now, because tumblr was just fine (well, fine enough) until this point. I mean:

We have the ability to make sideblogs! (My Star Wars sideblog from... well a decade ago oops... is still out there, I don't touch it any more but I left it up for people to go through). Tumblr even made it so we can reply with sideblogs, which was a very neat update.

Tags!! I don't think it's as usual these days for people to go through tags to find new content, but that's how I do it, how I've always done it, and how I always intend to do it. I'm not following everyone who makes an SAS:RH post. I love you guys, but no. My dash would cause me to have a panic attack. It's already too much for me most days.

EFFORT!!!! I can be here every day full-time doing Stuff if I want! Or I can zone out for weeks if I want/need, materialise and contribute a silly meme, then drift off into the sunset again. If I 'miss' anything, I can go back through the tags, or scroll someone's blog. But honestly, who notices/cares on here if someone lurks or goes afk for a bit. It's super low pressure, because I'm doing what I can/want when I can/want

I want to opt in/out on my own time and terms. The thought of having to be part of a 'community' so I can see/not miss Content TM is freaking me out. I don't want there to be an 'appropriate' time window to interact with things like there is on other social media sites.

So, idk how the shit will look, but I don't agree with making things harder for people to access/find. I won't be posting stuff 'semi-privately'.

And you know what's super upsetting? The thought that I won't be able to see conversations and creations for things I love, because they're hidden away behind some complex new social thing I can't navigate. (Which is already an off-putting, ostracising problem on discord.) That's not how fandom communities should be.

The thought of there being less stuff 'out there' because it's in some 'community' somewhere... really not the direction I'd ever hope this site wold go in

I'm fuckin exhausted. Just lemme do my fandom whateverness without having to perform to some arbritary social interaction standard/requirements that I neither understand nor can do

#i want to murder discord threads because this feels like similar bullshit that's just gonna exclude people #JUST PUT SHIT WHERE PEOPLE CAN ACCESS IT EASILY #aim to be as inclusive as possible with as wide an audience and engagement as possible! #why is that so damn fucking hard? #also lol how long until they'd turn communities into a subscription thing or something #they keep changing shit and the newer people to things like discord and tumblr and fandom in general have no idea what it was like before #things have not always been this bad! #they were bad in other ways but nothing as exhausting as this social-media-model bullshit #yes i'm very fucked up over discord's update #i detest threads with a violent passion there's no fucking need to separate everything out until nothing is left in the channel #i can't even turn the ugly icon off in servers i own #i miss irc #i miss forums #i didn't like lj that much but goddamn #i miss pre-jumbled-up-tags tumblr #i miss pre-threads discord #we do not fucking need this change but it's being shoved down our throats because investors want to see new shit #i'm off to see if i can fix discord so i don't nearly throw up when i open it #the horrible thing is that it looks faintly passable in light mode but i can't read in light mode and you get light or dark and nothing els #personal #vent #just in case anyone hides those tags idk this has been a vent post #i'll go back to rogues soon

[sidhewrites]

anyway i have like $30 which isn't enough but can i pay someone to make this book cover i made in an hour look slightly less shitty, but also like only in an hour?

#text post #like i cant afford a full book cover rn so i dont want to ask for it but like. damn this thing is ugly now that i look at it lol

[widevibratobitch]

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#havent really been active on tumblr the last few days but now i came back to post another vent and fuck off again lol hiiiiii #i havent cried in way too long. ngl sobbing hysterically in your bed does hit different lol #anyway. what a great time to remind myself of every single bad thing anyone has ever said about my body and my face <3 #anyway i finished the sobbing till i cant breathe session and now my one eye hurts like there's sth stuck in it but there's nothing #but while i was digging in it trying to find sth under my eyelid that could explain the pain i really really looked at it #my friend once said my eyes are the colour of a swamp and by god she was right. #and like damn. i was never insecure about my eyes but maybe i should add that to the list. #but like whatever. like obv im not gonna start being actually insecure about mu stupid eyes but it did hit me that there is really #not a single thing about my body that i can with all confidence say is nice/pretty/whatever. not a single thing that i genuinely like. #like at best case it's 'not as bad as it could be'. like i have nothing lol. cant even honestly say something as silly as 'i like my eyes' #cause no. they look like a swamp. #idk im just so tired of trying my best all the time and still looking like a rotting leaking bag of garbage. #i try to remind myself that i dress funny and do fun make up and that is what people will notice about me but the truth is #everyone will still always see that under all that bs im just plain ugly and just generally unattractive #and ill never be able to distract anyone from that not really #like ik people who like me dont care about that but thats the thing. #im just tired of being one of the people that will always be liked/loved/whatever 'despite' sth. #like there is nothing of value in me that is NATURAL. its all fucking fake. #anyway. wish i were dead same old same old.

[bo0zey]

anyone else ever get in those silly goofy moods where u just hate urself sooo much that u instantly feel physically almost violently ill just thinking abt urself and also even tho u worked a 12hr shift w no breaks or water running off of the 2 cups of coffee u had for breakfast 20 hours ago, the thought of eating instantly sends bouts of nausea coursing thru ur soul while churning in ur stomach bc ur brain hates u so much that its convinced ur body that u don’t deserve sustenance or anything else that’s life sustaining or promotes ur physical well being because u subconsciously convinced urself that ur such a shit excuse for a human being that u neither deserve nor have any right to anything regarding maslow’s hierarchy of needs bc u r such an awful thing u deserve to be neglected n treated like the nonliving object ur own brain sees ur living body as or am i just mentally ill lol

#laying in bed everytime i think abt myself i feel literally nauseated n like it’s so weird #this feeling comes in waves intermittently just even .01 sec of ‘hm i’m hungry’ FFFFFNOPE HRRGRHFFF VOMITTY #i want to curl up in a ball and die forever i don’t care about me i don’t want to take care of me anymore i’m not even good at it #whyyyyyyyy did i stop taking my meddsssssss i guarantee y’all this is why i’m being such a crybaby on the dash lmaoooo #i have a headache i’m def dehydrated from crying n sniveling n barely drinking any water today while sweating like a mf at work #imma go to bed 🛌 if i don’t wake up i will be soooo pleasantly surprised y’all have no idea FINGERS CROSSED🤞 #real talk tho can someone tell me why my body is literally reacting this way for like no real reason #like am i truly that disgusted with myself i make myself nauseous just thinking abt me #ok yeah the answer is yes lol BUT LIKE WHY THATS SUCH A DRAMATIC BODILY RESPONSE TO MY BRAINS DUMBASS THOUGHTS??? #ik the body and mind have a super powerful link n the brain influences the body like crazy but like #why this why does my brain literally want me to berate and degrade myself and isolate me and make me cry alone n starve me that’s so mean #i’m not starving btw i’m literally always eating just these past 2 days i’ve been such a fuckup my body won’t let me do anything #i had a chocolate poptart for dinner last night (thurs) n threw myself to bed #i hope i don’t end up hurting myself that would be so lame #i literally don’t have time for that like i am Not doing wound care duty off the clock for my damn self lol #also don’t want to take care of myself so i wouldn’t bandage myself up properly sooo yeah i’m not gonna do anything actually #cleaning ur wounds r super important ok yall ur literally playing god if u don’t do good aftercare snfjfbdj #i can’t believe i’m in this nasty ugly depressive episode i hate this so much i don’t have time for this i hate this cycle #i hate being bipolar 2 n my moods n meds have been so fkcdd up lately that i don’t even have the rlly fun hypomanic episodes anymore #i’ve just been constantly having mixed episodes im unbearable to be around im so sorry for everyone that’s ever spoken to me im insufferable #ok that’s enough im done being dramatic lmao #im gonna give myself a bolus PRN dose of clonnie then i’m going tf to bed #ramblings #shut up cianna

[kwangyanese]

so jaejoong has crossdressed before that's crazy

#was watching this vacation thing lmao it's so cringey but i managed to finish it #also the junsu x changmin bit was so cute and funny but also weird lol #when the camera pan showed his legs (in heels and a dress) i was like damn this woman has very ugly legs just for it to pan to his face lol #jaejoong #vacation #<- silly ass name for a movie #he looked good in a wig+makeup+heels+dress but idk how to explain it. he looks more masculine as a woman and looks very feminine as a man #i want to achieve this level of androgyny