#the treatment 😭 hurts

[imaginationmess]

The disappointment that overcome me when I see Blue Exorcist season 3 is only 12 episodes. I was expecting 24 episodes since I know the manga does well and has enough content.

AFTER 7 years ago?????? Only 12?!!!!

I didn’t even there was season 3 until I saw it on my tiktok. It was already on episode 6.

It has potential but the gaps are too big!! Between seasons and low amount of episodes.

They dropped the ball in marketing it and promoting in my opinion. I also understand the fandom is such smaller than others.

The only thing I hope there isn’t season 4 AGAIN IN 7 years. 😵‍💫

DONT get me wrong I love the series but season 1 ending fuck it up.

#i am upset #blue exorcist is dear to me since it was one of my first anime’s i watched #i also read when I was freshman in high school #the treatment 😭 hurts #blue exorcist #ao no exorcist

[3-aem]

me petting my cat at 3am after 0 indication that he is actually hurt: r u okay would u tell me if you were ever not okay

my cat probably: god she’s at it again

#im so excited to tell my therapist that i managed to catastrophize EVERYTHING #playing with my cat with laser pointer: oh my god what if i shine it into his eyes and he goes blind what if i’ve already done that baby #baby please tell me you can still see clearly #wiggles my cat: oh my god am is this shaking him #baby baby will you tell me if you have a concussion from this treatment #cat doesnt jump onto bed: IS UR PAW HURTING #my mom is like u have got to stop worrying hes gonna sense ur stress and ur gonna give him anxiety #and then i got stressed about that 😭😭😭😭 LIKE BABY NO BABY DONT BE STRESSED U R SMOL I WILL PROTECT U #delete later #im not gonna say the extent of the rabbit hole that my anxiety drove me to #i wanted to draw tn but my apple pen died and this is whag i chose to do instead

[blackmetalsnake]

I just watched the last episode of the Fellow Travellers.

I'm dead. Thank you.

#fellow travelers #OH MY FUCKING GOD 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #now this is my favorite series #BUT IT HURTS SO MUCH #WELL. I EAT GLASS AND DON'T REGRET #I also see parallels with what is happening in russia #we have huge problems with aids treatment #our people don't have enough medicines #and I remember news about how buses with free hiv testing and free contraception were attacked by all kinds of scum #do you know why? simply because these buses were from lgbt activists #and all these raids that are now happening in our gay clubs because the new homophobic law #am I really living in the 21st century?

[whipbogard]

Read A Serious House on Serious Earth. Was not prepared for a lot of things but god I’m so, SO glad I didn’t chicken out and finished it.

Harvey not listening to the coin will always be the death of me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#this comic is not for the faint hearted be warned #my heart was in sO MUCH PAIN WHEN HARVEY FIRST APPEARED #😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #every time I see him receiving really questionable treatments IM JUST #AAAAAAA STOP HURTING HIM #😭😭😭😭😭😭 #AND THEN THAT BIT WHEN HE WAS LOOKING AT THE MOON #HIS FACE WAS SO FOND COZ IT REMINDED HIM OF THE COIN #PLEASE IM LITERALLY THAT HIGH PITCHED SCREAMING CAT #BUT THIS ENDING #SO SO SATISFYING…?! #harvey dent #bruharvey #JUST BECAUSE I CAN AND WILL TAG AS SUCH

[jeanmoreaux]

also can we pls acknowledge how insane it is of the sabs2 writers to rush their gay couple for literally no narrative reason while completely ignoring a canon lesbian couple that’s right there for them to work with

#the treatment of tamar and nadia in the show is even worse than in the books #they were meant to improve things not make them worse 😭 #the psychic damage this is dealing me. it makes my head hurt i cannot be normal about it 💆‍♀️ #mish watches sab #s&b2 #btw this is not me saying wesper was a reason why tamadia didn't really get any attention #it just goes to show that the writers and producers lay their focus absolutely wrong #prioritising story elements that could have played out later on #instead of focusing on the story of the grisha trilogy #((which is arguably where they messed up the most. i mean. what the fuck was that.)) #tamadia neglect is just a symptom of that. #and ofc the underlying erasure & disinterest of female same-sex couples in media #but that’s an issue in media in general

[zappedbyzabka]

Johnny is such a little lamb y’know

#AND Mary boyyy #shabahabgs jk #Sacrifical lamb #Sheep #You know what I mean😭 #he’s so tragic #and hurt #johnny lawrence #Every time I see him I hear that lana song #Ethel…dont look at me like that #prettyyyyyyy babyyyyyy #prettyyyyyyyy #Every day I thank the Cobras for their prince treatment of him #amen #Johnny feels today #he can be such a damsel yet he can beat a man twice his size #Like he needs to be saved a lot but also has done his fair share of it #and kicks nuts daily #nsft #karate kid

[rxwen]

my baby brother just told me he loved me

#hes never said it once in 18 years until just now #when he was calling to tell me hes in an ambulance on his way to recieve pyschiatric treatment #its so fucked up he never told me until he was afraid he was going to die #it hurts me so badly to know he is that scared and in that much pain right now #idek what to do. #😭😔 #rxwen.txt

[starsbits]

[Image ID: A photo of Ben Affleck smoking on a balcony while looking stressed, with a small green bottle next to him. End Image ID.]

just remembered that i have to go through TSA four times again this summer. going through TSA with an insulin pump and CGM is what hell would be like if it was real i think

#it doesn't help that i don't speak russian so trying to explain to one of the TSA spots that no it's not a phone and no it can't go through #the x-ray (no it can't go through the x-ray. no i can't go through the x-ray with it either. no it can't go through the x ray!!!) #is sooooo frustrating. actually. that makes it sound like the americans don't give me the same treatment they do there just isn't a language #barrier that makes it harder. and then when they feel the medical devices you told them about during the pat down they start the phone #questioning again. AGAIN. #also the last time i went through in two of the airports i got agents in training so their pat downs were very thorough and aggressive- #-to the point where the person training one of them was like are you trying to hurt them 😭 #🪼

[p2ii]

Hello summer break...?

#bruuh i came back from school and immediately conked out for 6 hours wtfff #7 even. its 8:40 😭 #i knew i was socially drained cause last day of school. exiting n stuff but holy shit #i though it was the next day #psii.txt #my mind is jelly #also my face hurts so current excema treatment isnt working #man

[hearts1ckness]

oh the urge to pull a dream and rig the votes is so strong

#I WILL BE SICK IF I LOOSE CAL #MY BELOVED BOY WHY IS HE LOOSING #BLANKS SCARY I DO NOT GET THE HYPE #CAL DID NOT GET HURT PROTECTING THE LISTENER FOR THIS TO BE THE TREATMENT HE GETS😭😭 #(pls let it be known im just joking i will not actually be rigging the votes i am /j LMAO) #hollow va

[louismygf]

guess i'll die! 🤷🏻‍♀️

#OKAY ok okok ok #i get that #hes going to asian countries he hasnt been to before #hence why turkey uae indonesia and philippines dont get a date #but it still hurts LOL #im really hoping. theres 2 parts(?) to asia leg..... like maybe a final asia leg in 2024 along with oceania/australia :/ #asia leg part 2 has india i know it hsjdjdfj #me trying to cope. this is so sad #ugh okay...‚ i sound Very entitled but i was just yk... daydreaming about philippines getting a proper tour show yk :/ #we had no openers no wrist band no confetti cheap material merch + some merch were unavailable :/ #so i was hoping this time around he could provide asian fans the same treatment fans from the other legs got :/ #anyway if. all of asia leg has been announced then im going to make myself feel better by telling myself i couldnt have made it in april... #knowing damn well i literally could lol hahahaha anyway 😄 #also april 2023 is so soon?????? was it wise to announce it this late ....... #ito talaga ang problema kapag umaasa eh !!!!! bat ba ako umasa hahahahaha gago XDD well . bahala na idc anymore ai dee cee idc!!!!! #literal na kabibilang ko lang ng naipon q kagabi !!! na jinx q talaga LOL HAHAHAHAHA punyeta #shutaka accla 😭😭😭 bright side.... tour starts earlier! 🥹😭🥹🥹😭😭🥹😭🥹 RRRHRBFF #not hearing fitf songs live <- heartbreaking #congrats to these asian countries !!!!!!!!!! #ok im normal ! im. normal im fine :)

[sacrificialroses]

my qoc bf n I bonding over how unpleasant ytppl are like <3 but also I think about this all the time

#mine #specifically white queers who are like anti shower #like bbygirl wash up PLS it’s not counter culture it’s just wrong 😭✋ #we get it u wanna be oppressed but but being stinky isn’t the way #but also frrrrr #da white victim complex is real #it’s valid to have issues but #just keep in mind like…… it doesn’t take away your white privelege ): #they’ll still treat you with mor #more humanity #and give you the benefit of the doubt that you’re just a nice guy with some issues or like it’s not ur fault #whereas POC will get scary brown person treatment #or worse get villainized and like ppl will say we’re evil n shit #ppl will always believed the scary brown person hurt you before the other way around

[zaidepersonal]

anyway it’s pretty clear at this point that my mystery bite came from a brown recluse, and hey uh I didn’t realize they’re the most venomous spider in north america. 🥴

all I can say is if you get a mystery bite and it’s worse the next day, get your ass to the doctor right away cause on god this shit sucks and I can’t imagine what would’ve happened if I had waited any longer before seeking treatment.

#I have a goddamn hole in my arm #I can see fat tissue and shit in it 😭 #the area around it still hurts so bad 3 weeks later. I can’t feel the actual bite spot tho cause the venom killed the nerves there #I’m total I was in and out of the ER for 1 week. hospitalized for 2 weeks. and had to have fucking surgery. all for a goddamn spider #worst pain I’ve ever felt in my whole life #supposedly it’s gonna take months to fully heal ugh. so yeah learn from this and go to the doctor right away for this shit!!!! #I went the morning after and started treatment immediately all this shit STILL happened

[vitamiiiiins]

si & hip & knee pain has been so bad lately feel like im walking like this

#just hypermobile things! #it hurts so baaaaad #i have been slacking on my stretched though the past few weeks have been so busy #but ugh . idk. this sucks #i'm gonna be referred to the eds clinic which is nice to finally (possibly) have an answer to everything i've struggled with for years #but the treatment is ultimately the same 😭 physio stretches and painkillers and hope for the best #text #personal

[luveline]

omg jade i heard you asking for hotch reqs and i RAN to your inbox

what about hotch taking care of r after they have a lil baby?? i think if i saw that man hold a new baby id die!!!! he could hole their whole head in the palm of his hand 😭😭😭

Every time you move, your hips and more intimate regions hurt like a hot poker. You probably won’t cry, but you require some tylenol and some sympathy to carry on. “Hotch?” you ask. 

Silence. You tip your head back over the armrest to find him. Even upside down, he looks handsome, sitting in the two seater with your little bundle of agony in his arms. Or, arm. The baby rests neatly in the curve of his forearm, his free hand dedicated to the baby’s small back. 

“Hotch?” 

“Who is she talking to?” Hotch asks your baby gently. You know what he’s doing immediately. 

“You get so hung up on the Hotch thing, if you didn’t want to be called Hotch, you shouldn’t have introduced yourself as Hotch.”  

You’ve been calling him Hotch for years, you aren’t going to suddenly kick the habit now. 

“She was my subordinate,” Hotch tells the baby. “She couldn’t have special treatment, even if she is the prettiest subordinate I ever had. It wouldn’t have been fair.” 

“I wouldn’t mind some more tylenol.” 

He raises his gaze. You twist into a painful but better suited position to watch him move the baby closer to his collar, his hand covering the entirety of the baby’s small head. Hotch said Jack was a little baby too, but you’d been terrified regardless, and no matter the size, it was too big for you to come out of the ordeal unscathed. Tylenol isn’t so much wanted as required. 

“I’ll get it for you,” he promises. 

“Thank you, Aaron.” 

“Oh, you’re welcome, honey.” 

He stands and shifts your tiny baby further into his chest, little snores pressed to his collar. “You okay to take him? I’ll make you some lunch at the same time.”

“I can’t eat.” 

“Just chips and a sandwich, honey. You can manage that.”  

You open your arms, letting Hotch lower your baby down into your arms and the surrounding nest of blankets. “You need to go see where Jack is,” you say. 

“I know,” Hotch says, kissing your cheek quickly. “I’m gonna make his lunch too. I’ll be right back.” 

You cuddle your baby to your chest and lean back. Your baby Hotchner is, as previously stated, so tiny, but he’s a nice weight against you, and he sleeps like a champ. You thought easy babies were a myth until now. So far he’s done nothing but sleep and stare at you whenever you talk. You think it’s love, or the surprise of seeing the voices that talked to him nonstop while he was in your belly now out in the open. He does the same to Hotch whenever he’s awake. 

You haven’t named him yet. You asked Jack for help, but he’d recommended you name your new baby Mister Awesome, so you’re at a loss for now. It doesn’t matter, though. He’ll have a name eventually. Until then, he’s the baby. And he’s very well loved. 

You wish he hadn’t hurt so badly to bring into the world, is all. 

Somewhere deeper in the house, Jack tumbles down the stairs, to Hotch's audible horror. “Are you alright? What are you doing, buddy?” 

“I’m being quick!” 

“Please be careful!” There’s the sound of a kiss. “You sure you’re okay? Yeah? Gonna go and keep Y/N company?” 

“Yeah, dad.” 

“Okay, thank you. I’m gonna make your lunch now, any requests?” 

“Peanut butter. And chips. And pretzels. And orange slices? And–”

“How about I bring you lots of everything, bud?” 

“Yes. Please. Hug?” 

They must hug, though you can’t see or hear it, as Jack walks into the living room with wildly tousled hair and a smile. He climbs over the back of the couch even though he shouldn’t, dropping onto your feet, a tangle of arms and legs. “Hi, Y/N.” 

“Hi baby. You hungry?” 

“Dad’s gonna make me a sandwich.” 

You reach over to collect his hand in yours, squeezing his fingers gently. You’d thought for sure that having a baby in the house would upset him, if only because his usual routine was disrupted —he’d had to make room for you first, and now suddenly there’s a new baby taking all the attention? it’s not what only kids usually want— but Jack’s an easy kid too. He squeezes your hand back, shimmying up the couch to lean on your leg. It aches, every touch to your lower half a reminder of the pain further inward, but he’s not rough. He climbs further onto your leg and rests his cheek on your shoulder. 

“Is this a cuddle?” you murmur. 

“Pretty please.” 

“No please required.” You frown to yourself, trying to juggle the baby into the opposite arm so you can wrap the one closest to Jack around his shoulders. You manage it poorly. “Dad makes this look so easy.” 

“He has longer arms,” Jack says with a shrug. His nose jabs the skin just above your chest. “Don’t worry about it.” 

“I won’t. Thank you, babe.” 

Jack touches the baby’s back. “He’s sleeping?” 

“Yeah. Must be weird getting to sleep all the time and then suddenly being born. At least he’s not crying.” 

You and Jack lay with each other for a while, watching the baby snore as you whisper about what Hotch is making for lunch. You wish he’d brought you the tylenol before he started, but he’s got a lot going on. You’re glad he’s the one making lunch (though you can’t be expected to right now, considering). The idea of having to stand there and butter a sub roll sounds like a low level of torture. 

“Don’t let me fall asleep holding the baby,” you tell Jack, your eyes drifting closed as Jack snuggles closer to your face.

“I can go get dad.” 

“I’m here,” Hotch says swiftly. You drag your face to the side to see him in the doorway, two dinner trays balanced with ease in his hands despite their obvious weight and full glasses on either side. “Don’t fall asleep, I’m coming. Sorry about the wait.” 

Hotch puts your trays on the coffee table and scoops the baby from your chest, leaving behind an awfully warm patch of skin. 

“Tylenols on the tray,” he says, smiling at you lovingly. “You okay?” 

“Fine. Jack’s gonna feed me.” 

To his credit, your lovely stepson offers to really feed you, but you’re not so tired now there’s food in front of you. Your stomach groans in want. 

Hotch stands looking down at you, baby somehow even smaller looking in his arms. “Need anything else?” 

You hold half of your sandwich up to him. “Eat that.” 

“I’m fine. My hands are full.” 

“I’m not asking, Aaron. Take it.” You force the sandwich on him. “We both know you only need one hand.” 

He’s cautious not to rain crumbs down on the baby. You make no such fuss, bread and lettuce falling down into your lap as you eat. Jack can’t stop giggling, “You’re not s’posed to eat like that!”

“Sorry!” you say, “I’m just so hungry!” 

“It’s okay,” he says. “Dad will vacuum you.” 

Hotch’s mouth is full to bursting, but his nod is vehement. He swallows hard. “I’ll mop you, too.”  

#aaron hotchner x reader #aaron hotchner x you #aaron hotchner x y/n #aaron hotchner #aaron hotchner fic #aaron hotchner blurb #aaron hotchner drabble #aaron hotchner imagine #aaron hotchner fanfic #aaron hotchner fanfiction #hotch x reader #hotch #hotch x you #hotch blurb #hotch drabble

[lazyspeedy]

comfort show MY ASS

#gilmore girls makes me cry part i lost count #jesss 😭 he’s so jfjdkek #like i hear he get like a redemption (this is 2004 avatar hasn’t aired yet the zuko treatment is not a thing yet) #and he’s working better he apologized to luke and is good with his mom #but he’s still clueless with rory still is naïve and it hurts 😭 #also watching how rory and dean are sloooowly creeping closer together again knowing what is going to happen is like 🧍 #also btw the lane getting kicked out by her mom #that was too real lmaooo #not to me but it happened to one of my closest friends at college #ish kinda #lane’s story and treatment hurts lmao #this show is pain #also paris got manipulated to stay with that old man 🔪 #important to say im having sm fun regardless but i want to dissect this show and all it’s lore and legacy once im done #i can’t wait #^^