#the lengths i go through for this man...

[miothle]

here's to another year🍵🔶

#genshin impact #zhongli #zhongli genshin impact #zhongli fanart #fanart #art #genshin fanart #my art #HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHONGLI!!! #literally the reason i started playing this game<3 #also fun fact I fainted 3 times painting this #the lengths i go through for this man...

[rozugold]

You won…

#cw blood #dream smp #dream smp fanart #c!tommy #rozu art #don’t mind me I’m just going crazy over my version of the finale again #this guy is just such a tragedy… the lengths he had to go through to finally kill Dream #he had to do it alone and it’s just so unfair man #like even after that his happy ending doesn’t come for a while #he probably didn’t believe the totem would work either he tried so hard to prepare himself to go back to limbo rraahsgdghdhdjjd #anyways #I gotta use filters more theyre rlly fun #the end au

[moonlightdancer26]

Me when I remember that Snape would’ve not only been much happier in life but would have so many less tiring debates about him if he had just remained a loyal Death Eater instead of defecting and sacrificing himself for a world that hated him while getting nothing in return:

#LIKE BRO #HE WOULD HAVE BEEN SO MUCH MORE RELAXED #MANS SPENT 17 YEARS STUCK IN A PLACE FILLED WITH SO MUCH TRAUMA WHILE BEING SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE WHO HATED HIM #LILY ENDED UP DYING AND SNAPE DIED THINKING HARRY WAS GOING TO DIE TOO (HE DIED NEVER KNOWING THAT HARRY WAS A HORCRUX) #MEANING LILY’S SACRIFICE WAS IN VAIN AND HE SPENT HALF HIS LIFE GOING THROUGH SO MANY LENGTHS FOR NOTHING #AND HE WAS WILLING TO DIE A VILLAIN IN EVERYONE’S EYES IF IT MEANT LILY’S SON COULD LIVE #IF HE GAVE LILS THE MIDDLE FINGER HE WOULDA JUST GONE AWAY AND DID DEATH EATER SHIT WITHOUT HAVING A CARE IN THE WORLD #AND STUPID SNATERS WOULDN’T FEEL THE NEED TO ‘‘clarify’’ THAT HE WAS A BULLY AND A HORRIBLE PERSON #BECAUSE THEN WE’D JUST KNOW AND ACCEPT THAT HE’S AWFUL LIKE WE DO WITH BELLATRIX AND TOMMY #AND THEREFORE SNAPE FANS WOULDN’T BE CALLED ‘‘abuse apologists’’ OR ATTACKED FOR THE MERE MENTION OF HIS NAME #ALL OF US WOULD BENEFIT FROM IT IF SEVERUS JUST CHOSE NOT TO BE A HERO #i apologise for the rant i’m just very fed up with this dude #stop caring about some loser redhead AND DABBLE IN SOME SELF-CARE FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE #smfh #again i apologise #and if you came this far i’m just downright surprised #anti snaters #severus snape #pro snape #pro severus snape #snape #harry potter #hp

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

tell me why i wrote 4k words of fantasy au the other night but overall Absolutely Nothing Happened in it

#like damn... the length of a Chonky Oneshot and like... 2 things occurred #i really need to cut back on conversations #once i start characters talking its impossible to make them shut up #like me!!!! #but geez. man. #its One Scene and its over 4k and its Not Done #it doesnt even start at the beginning! i started it like... partway through the mini plot i have in my head! #reminds me of that one 15k fic i wrote that was One Battle. it should've been 7k at most #i use to be good at keeping things at a nice length... not dragging it out... sighhhhhhhhh #absolutely unprompted #if anyone's curious the Scene is how the group learns about home #aka wally takes a hard hit. fuckign Dies. #and home is like 'well! time to go insane and slaughter everyone - then use their souls to revive him!' #while very much Ignoring wally's friends who are misjudging the entire situation #barnaby is an unreliable narrator when he doesnt know what the Fuck is going on & also his buddy got kia <3

[theyellowhue]

i couldnt help myself and just had to put on Love in the Air as background noise while i study, bad idea btw but im not here to discuss my bad life choices. i decided to put on a relatively tame episode and somehow i was drawn to ep. 3 AND LET ME TELL YOU. Phayu, that bastard, had Rain running around and chasing him and purposely avoiding our adorable little walnut, but of course he cant help himself can he??? not spending time with Rain on purpose since its gonna mess up his long-term plans, oh the agony!!! so he he gave Rain a hint to maybe just call him instead of just showing up at the garage. gods, Phayu can literally take over the world if he wanted to, thank fck he's a one track mind kind of guy and he has already defined himself as a Rain simp. bless ✨✨✨

#phayu is becoming more and more unhinged in my eyes the more i watch the phayurain episodes #the lengths that man has gone so that rain falls in love with him is astounding #like his methods are suspect but hey he got rain running on the palms of his hands so maybe he is up to something #phayu please teach me your ways #not really because i think ill get arrested if i go through with your ways #love in the air #love in the air the series #phayurain #payurain

[autistic-blue-oak]

I think that "Blue is actively ableist towards Red about his autism and/or muteness" is literally one of the worst takes ever made like. Ever. Especially since it ALWAYS goes hand in hand with namelessshipping and disabled person/the person that was ableist to them is literally one of the worst fucking dyanmics ever imo as a disabled person myself.

#aero.txt #I am so tempted to main tag this. So tempted #namelesshipping #namelessshipping #Yeah fuck you I'm maintagging this I'm fucking tired of this bullshit #I talk more at length about it in a rb but man™️ as an autistic disabled person I'm fucking exhausted of going through #Namelessshipping stuff and seeing over and over again ableism. I just want a break from ableism please what if I just wanted #to see my cringe fail guys....... have u considered that

[oh-gh0st]

i will defend them with my life sorry

#ghosts rambles #i was going through spriters resource and it hit me like i really care about them a lot #willing to go to great lengths for business man/NEET rivalry

[fairy-hub]

I promise I’m not gonna judge anyone, I need somno with Sukuna like water 🙏🏻🙏🏻 I want this mf to be as nasty as possible 🙏🏻🙏🏻

then I hope you’re thirsty, it’s gonna be a few more hours before I’m done with the edit of the last draft but as soon as I can imma unleash what my coochie made

Edit: I’m an ass it’s gonna be out tmr

#I need this man like air like food #drag me through the streets by my hair please #I might pair him with fairy reader after this #the unhinged thoughts I get #the lengths sukuna will go to #to get to your coochie

[thomas-mvller]

I wonder why is it so difficult for football teams to hold their controversial players accountable. Like they think they're protecting the club's image but little do they know it makes them look even worse when they do the most to defend them.

#so a team here was accused of sa a girl a handful of years ago #she was 18 at the time and claimed she decided to speak now bc the spotlight was on said team rn #she claims 8 players did the thing and filmed the entire situation. she gave names. her lawyer has the video and all #(apparently) #well said club released a statement saying they hired a team of lawyers who studied the situation #and concluded that the girl is lying and that such event never happened #so the lawyer of the girl decided to go to court in order to use the video as evidence #plus my country's judicial system said the conclusion from that team's lawyers doesn't mean its a definitive truth #and that girlie is allowed to request a trial #but what AMAZES me is how the team went through such lengths to defend what cannot be defended i mean #there! is! a video! #video isn't public so i can't assure its legit but like idk man #if there's a video of my client's employee doing stupid shit then own it??? #own it as in accept that they fucked it up real bad and send them to jail wtf #the club isn't looking any better by saying 8 players are being unfairly judge #in fact its looking like you're justifying the bs of 8 abusers and that's fucked up #ugh.... men is2g #rambless

[light-lanterne]

saw the topic on my db again and was about to write a piece on why hop acts the way he does in s2 but i don't think it matters so it's not worth losing my energy over this u.u

#✒️ #💡 #🧸 #it's not that i like his character that much #at least not the way i like (and will go through huge lengths to defend) mike #but it annoys me just how poor this fandom's grip on his character is #and how little empathy people have. and how quick they are to jump into mocking the man for his weight issues and alcoholism #(as if that doesn't affect real people who could read all this nonsense) #but it is what it is #i'll save my energy for something that's worthwhile instead

[dutybcrne]

Smth smth, Khaenriahns having similar thing to the Ackermans in AoT

#//The whole 'power that can be Awakened in times of duress' #//Exhibiting increased physical abilities; gaining the combined power of Khaenri'ahns before them via some connection to them #//I like it v much #☆ ┆ ( .ooc. ); #//Also v much like the Ackerman Protectiveness™ being PART of it. It wasn't inherently in the og; I know; but IMAGINE #//In addition to getting that Awakened Power; it also lets Khaenri'ahns form a sorta Warrior's Bond w the one fighting w them in the moment #//So the trigger for it would not only be survival; but also a sense of Protectiveness over sb. Not necessarily romantic or anything #//Just a strong feeling of attachment & fealty to the one would TRUST with your very life; reflexively as breathing. Who'd do so in return #//Which would make me both laugh and cry if you consider Diluc & Kaeya #//Just #//Lil bby Kae activating the bloodline instinct during an outing gone South; & having a Crisis bc Luc's not Khaenri'ahn #//Does it even MEAN anything? Will HIS instincts go haywire bc Luc's not Khaenri'ahn? Are the gods gonna PUNISH him for it? #//For imprinting on a Teyvat-born; gods-blessed mortal? Or worse; in doing so; would Luc be damned in the process too? #//Meanwhile bby Luc the INSTANT of their oath to be sworn brothers was just. Already Like That. No Khaenri'ahn bloodline influence #//Heck; mans dramatic ass was prolly Ride or Die; from the START; then with that he had MORE incentive. The perfect fit to complement it #//Close to mutual enough until The Confrontation; then Kae's left reeling. There was nothing to sever on Luc's part; but it still Hurt Kae #//It's in his BLOOD to care abt & protect him. Prolly drive Kae mad when Luc went off to Snezhnaya & went through Hell; knowing he Caused i #//STILL resolved to help & support Luc; as per the inherent purpose of the bond; even if Luc won't want him to. What else can he do? #//The pain of Luc keeping him at arms length & aftermath of the betrayal is Nothing compared to what Kae'll feel if Luc dies; he figures #//And in Different Case; imagine Dain & Halfdan. A bond formed in the most Dire of times for Khaenri'ahns; them already having been close #//Maybe love already having budded b/w them. Only for an extreme life or death to spark it further; as their bond was Sealed #//Imagine if the mutual bond also let them sense each other's emotions; perhaps not ENTIRELY; but Just Enough to tell if they need help #//So if the other needs them; they can Tell right away. To be spurred to action and rush to their side in times of need #//With that; them Immediately sensing the difference as of That Day. The JOY in realizing the very mutual feelings they had in additon #//Feeling each other's love seeping through their bond; fond little bursts & flares felt whenever they think of each other; when they smile #//Warm feelings shared; even when they were apart. ESP then. Them hurrying to the other's side when they sense a dip or cold feeling #//Imagine how it would feel when Dan died; Dain's reeling from his own anguish & Dan's pain; Dan's grief in leaving him like this #//& the Emptiness Dain would feel; as bond b/w them would Shatter as Dan draws his final breath. A part of his heart & soul carved out #//Lmao; this all happened bc I was like 'Ey what if Khaenri'ahns were just Built Different' #//I do like this concept; gonna file it away for later

[willel]

An old clip I suddenly remembered and dug up. 👀

David said: I just have a feeling that these two families... have a real affection for one another.

Noah said: You mean Joyce and Hopper? 😉

#stranger things #jopper #will byers #el hopper #jonathan byers #joyce byers #jim hopper #do you guys know the pain I went through to get this clip #none of my youtube downloaders were working #the lengths i had to go man

[fic-over-cannon]

I am being so brave right now (the horrors aren’t even that bad)

#struggling through a reading about critical theory that is so abstract words stopped meaning what they usually do 20 pages ago #there’s 20 more to go and it’s been taking me hours to get through this #apparently I can read fanfic 3x this length but I can’t read this #love that for me 🙃 #if I ever see freud it’s on sight #this man has ruined my field and it’s not even psychology! #personal #ramblings

[anonymous-tals]

Whether you believe Gob is bi, gay, or some other queer identity, at least we can all band together on the fact that, whatever he is, Gob is certainly not straight.

People will bring up that one line about friendship from the narrator and ignore literally everything else about the character shown before and after that one comment.

“The narrator said it was just friendship!”

The narrator was also confused immediately after making that comment as to why they agreed to have sex on Cinco when they could’ve just avoided it altogether. He was under the assumption that they weren’t attracted to each other and, by them agreeing to just talk that night instead of sleeping together right then, it meant they were trying to avoid it...only for them to excitedly plan to sleep together on Cinco a second later. They wanted to sleep together; they just also liked each other as people.

Also, friendship doesn’t rule out feelings of attraction. Gob wasn’t emotionally invested in any of his other relationships but he genuinely cares about and likes Tony. And, even if it was purely friendship at the time(which I don’t believe it was, but for the sake of the argument let’s say that was the case), is it impossible for him to develop feelings and realize he’s attracted to Tony later?

Also, Gob slept with him and said it confirmed to him that his feelings were real and that he was truly in love with him. I don’t- I don’t understand how you could interpret that as a straight man who is mistaking friendship for romantic feelings.

“He wasn’t shown to like men before Tony so it doesn’t make sense for him to be gay now!”

Hmm…It’s almost like he was a repressed queer man with internalized homophobia and comphet and a toxically masculine father and was hiding it in fear of what his family and the world would think, which was, like, a major part of his S4 and S5 arc…

A fun little thing I like to do when watching TV is take new information that is revealed to the audience and see how that shines a new light on a character or situation that we may have understood as one thing and now, because of that new information, we now understand was something else the whole time.

So, when given new information regarding his sexuality in seasons four and five, behavior in the first three seasons that wouldn’t necessarily be indicative of him not being straight can be looked back upon with this new information and we can understand what was truly going on the whole time.

Also, that’s just not true. He’s said himself and has been implied to have slept with men in the first three seasons.

Gob likes men. Does he like only men? Or, does he also like other genders? Some other third option that’s applicable here? We may divert on this path but what we can say is that Gob likes men. That, we know.

#gob bluth literally slept with a man #and said it confirmed to him that he was actually in love with this man #does #does that sound like friendship? #Fellas is it gay to like sleeping with men? #listen #i think gob is gay #but the only thing I wholeheartedly disagree with when it comes to an interpretation of his character #is him being straight #i understand that we’re all looking at media from different points of view #and some people aren’t as informed and/or are viewing him through their own experience as a straight person #but he isn’t straight #the lengths people will go to in order to prove a queer character isn’t queer #is bananas #whatever the identity #gob likes men

[museenkuss]

I wish them all the best and hope they heal from this traumatic experience soon, but this leaves such a bad taste in my mouth. They tiktok-ified the whole process of trying for a baby, then the miscarriage, all peppered inbetween date night idea tiktoks and house rennovations content, and now they're doing a 10:11 minute vlog on the experience paired with updates on their new haircolours? Maybe this is cathargic and a way to deal with the tragedy, which is something I don't want to get involved in or speak up about at all, that's not my place in the slightest. But it just makes me think how truly terrible it is to showcase your entire life online to the point where it is now your "brand" and something to sell, since in that case, personal tragedies become content.

They genuinely seem like sweet people and again, I truly wish them all the best, but I hope that they can step back and find some peace without a phone camera involved. Some time to heal, some privacy.

#idk they filmed themselves in the car on the phone with the doctor #and it was all just...I don #t know it felt so invasive to see that #I genuinely thought this was clickbait (the miscarriage tiktok that is) or I wouldn't have watched it #but tbh documenting the process of getting pregnant also seems like a risky move to me #<- documenting as in 'sharing it in fun little videos for thousand people you don't know to see' #I wasn't going to talk about any of this because again. they seem very sweet and I'm very sorry that they have to go through this #but then I saw this title and idk man it's too much for me #the fact that it's JUST over ad-length too. idk man. idk.

[oatbugs]

lightning fried our satellite dish and now we are alone

#old geometry on old walls + her hand flowing along the river delta. sudden stop pulls on stitches #you are not allowed to laugh unrestrained for the next two months. in the next world #i look at the shape of the sun and i the tangerine you offered to your brother. do you feel #artificial ? do you feel man-made? what is more natural than man ? what is more natural than the creation of a natural thing? #do you feel like an organic automaton? will you love me if i change? will i love you if you change? if i prophesise about #not loving you it wont change the fact that i wont stop loving you. you are going to draw again because in a few weeks #you have to paint something sacred along the length of my spine. my friend asks me if im okay #and in my head i want to scream at her IM JUST HAPPY YOU'RE ALIVE. im sorry we were both in pain. im sorry you have to think about #endings. i will think about your beginnings. the air here feels like spring and i think of you every day. #my boy texts me on the train station about the snow and how he waited 4 hours in the underground. he said his hands were shaking #and i thought of how much i missed holding his hands. you were freezing on the train i was burning in the sky. #of course your password is phi. just like her. i miss you all. 10 friends teaching each other how to slow dance #in the kitchen. 10 friends cook a feast together and say goodbye. the last thing i told the boy who was once #in love with me was that i wont say goodbye because no one would care to hear it. the last thing he said was fair enough. #im glad you kissed me when i was drunk. i am visiting my town by the sea for the first time in a decade and i hope to #peel it open and bite again. my love، how do i make you feel? pomegranate cracked open. you saw the blood inside #and you dug your hands inwards. messed up through all the red، you still bit in. #i will make you feel safe enough so you can lose your mind again. you can create again #im sorry i didnt realise how much you had missed me. im sorry i didnt realise thats a part of why you stopped creating #i am not sorry that it matters so much. it matters because i love you. ill be back soon. keep cracking me open. ill keep cracking you open. #world of chroma blue and crimson. a girl asks a policeman for direction without a headscarf on. this was an act of war. i reveal my own #hair in the wind and think of how much i love you. i stare at the policeman through the eyes of the slaughtered. #my lovely economist drinks up the ocean and i think of her beautiful hair with its bloody ends in the wind #chase your dreams. dont say goodbye. politics is an act of love. i look at the killer with the eyes of those he killed and i think of #kissing you over the river kissing you in your bed kissing you before you left kissing you until we were late kissing you goodbye #for five consecutive days kissing you in the train station kissing you in the rolling fields kissing you by the cityscape kissing your neck #until it bled. i love you. i will kiss you until you can create again. #i miss my love i miss my starlights and i miss the sky. one day ill make you tomato soup again. #and now it is time to replace a very old very young self.