I was really hoping I’d be able to do Loverfest with my tax refund but the prices of tickets are super expensive plus travel costs...it’s just not going to happen. I’ve tried to work out the math in every possible way to make it work but I just can’t.
I am beyond crushed. Like my soul hurts.
If anyone needs me I’ll be crying for the next six months. My depression has been feeling pretty dreadful lately but I was holding out hope for this at least. Ugh. 💔
My first Taylor concert is something I will truly never forget. I danced and sang my heart out, and I was surrounded by people who felt like family. I was surrounded by people who all gathered together to watch you, and how talented you are. When I was in that stadium of thousands of people, you still made me feel like you were talking to just me. And I can never thank you enough for that. For those moments I can truthfully say I was truly happy, and nothing can compare to that feeling. Thank you for being you, and thank you for bringing just as much joy to millions of other people. @taylorswift
dear lord I literally have been daydreaming about meeting Taylor Swift since I was a kid. I remember the first time I saw her on the Speak Now tour, and I thought she was like someone who walked out of a fairytale into real life. I remember watching the music videos one after another until I fell asleep, every night from like third grade through eighth. I remember being jealous my freshman year of high school when all the “popular girls” started liking her and got to see her, and I couldn’t afford to, and then realizing it didn’t matter, because she would always mean the whole world to me. I remember when my bunny died, and that same week my friend invited me to go to the 1989 tour, my senior year of high school, with some tickets her aunt had one. I remember watching the Clean speech and sobbing. I remember seeing everyone getting Loft 89 and daydreaming about something like that with a twinkle in my eye, and coming home and telling my mom and sister about it all night. I remember the first day of my first photo class my sophomore year of college, when a boy across from me said his fun fact was that over the summer the year before, he had met taylor alison swift. I remember sitting in that photo lab with Sam for hours while we gushed over every detail of every song, her outfits, her music videos, and I felt like I finally belonged. I remember when Chris and I started dating, and he hated her music, and I was so crushed, but then I realized it was because all he knew of her was from the media. This was around the time Reputation came out, and in that era I got him latched on. He understands now. I remember sending in a request to shoot the Rep tour, not dreaming of an approval, but crying all over my living room floor when I got one, on international women’s day, nonetheless. I remember buying tickets for Indy with my sister, and spending hours slaving over our costumes and our countdown, and standing in the stadium and dancing our asses off to every single note. Now Lover is coming out, I am engaged, I am inviting @taylorswift to my wedding (bet on it), and I am so ready to sing every single word to every song on this album. When ME! came out, I danced and shouted and wore neon colors, and when YNTCD came out, I genuinely cried from excitement. I booked my Taylor tattoo the same day. I cannot wait for the Lover tour. I cannot wait to continue to support and scream and shout for miss Taylor Alison Swift, who has been right by my side since day one. This Sc**ter/Sc*tt shit is nothing but a bump in the road, but Taylor will not stop soaring right past it. @taylorswift if you see this, I love you so much, and I cannot wait for the day I get to show you my tattoo and my fiance and tell you how you’ve helped me live my life like a fairytale even when it was the farthest thing from it. I love you.
@taylorswift today I had my first surgery ever and I wore my red T-shirt because it was the only possible ensemble that felt right while being operated on a table...it was a really rough day for me and I was put to sleep for the surgery, I woke up very alone and in a lot of pain but your music is what got me through it, I’m still on a high from the medication I was given to be put to sleep with but I just saw that the miss Americana trailer dropped and I think it is the most beautiful and real version of you that we’ve ever seen before and I can’t wait to watch the movie and fall even harder in love with you as an artist and inspiration 💗💗 @taylorswift thank you for getting me through this hard day and I love you
Please tag Tay if you seen this, it would mean he world❤️❤️❤️❤️