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endorphinmybeloved · 6 days

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you know what? Frick you.

l o r e p o s t a h e a d

TW: abuse, slf hrm, having kids "unwillingly", sulclde, incest...?, and just a horrible joke of a life

This is my Story

Once upon a time, a young woman of 19 years old, that for reasons of privacy, I will call her "Christina" (cuz that's her name) met a beautiful prince, that for privacy reasons, I will call him, "Victor" (cuz that's his name) on the "internet".

Said prince told the young woman to come to his palace.

Although her family did not want to, she accepted and in a fucking week she just went from THE SOUTH OF MEXICO TO THE BORDER IN

ONE WEEK

so they met in a tavern (a motel) in a land full of bandits (Culiacan city) and they almost fucking die cuz there was a shooting on the motel or something???????

So they saw each other on the face, and then the girl realized that he was like 50 years old or something

So blah blah blah blah they went to the border of the land and in the work of three months and almost fucking dying they illegally crossed mexico

Fuck it I'm not roleplaying this

So the guy was my dad, he was a "coyote" or a "pollero" which means that he crossed illegals from Mexico to the USA.

So the girl was my mom- idk

So they went to the home of my dad and my dad

listen to this shit

HE KIDNAPPED MY MOM

sO tHaT hApPeNeD

yasss I know it sounds fake but please hear the rest of this mess

So he just had a kid with my mother and said kid was born without wanting to live- it's kinda weird to explain but she wasn't eating or doing anything to try to stay alive

Four years later, this "incident" happens

They had ANOTHER kid.

this kid, was an incident.

yeah guess what my dad abused my mom and I was born

For privacy reasons, let's call this kid "Ikal". Cuz that's my name.

so my dad just said "uhhh let's go to Mexico for no apparent reason uhhh" and then they did

So i come to Mexico and my grandmother proceeds to have sex with a 4 year old kid (it was me)

we are just going to ignore that.

ANYWAYS

so I enter KINDERGARTEN™

and yeah guess what I got r4ped again by the principal

Ignoring whatever I just wrote, I met this kid.

For privacy reasons, let's call this kid "Logan" (cuz it's his name) so this kid had a phone. On kindergarten. A phone. He had gore on his phone and he showed it to me

So this kid would beat the slur out of me and his mom was the school counselor who also proceeded to beat the slur out of me

So I also met this guy

Since this guy is still alive, and I don't want to go in trouble with the police again, and privacy reasons I guess, let's call this son of a gun "Enrique", cuz that's his name. If I knew his last name I would put it here. Idc what Mr. Privacy says.

AnYwHo

So this guy uhm

Yeah I don't remember anything of what he did to me....

But remember his name.

enter PRIMARY SCHOOL™ (part one)

So remember that guy from 4 seconds ago? Yeah he's back.

So.

Nothing much happens... I get bullied blah blah blah blah whatevs.

So my dad just kinda, disappears....?

He just went to the USA again and unkidnapped my mom....????????

Oh yeah he also beat the slur out of my mom and she goes almost blind

enter PRIMARY SCHOOL™ (part three)

Remember that guy from 15 seconds ago? Yeah he's back (Enrique)

Remember that kid from 28 seconds ago? Yeah he's back (Logan)

So.

Logan was back. I actually befriended him!!!! Then I met this guy

For privacy reasons, let's call him "Gael" (cuz that's his name)

He was my first crush!!!!

So he had a girlfriend

: ]

So the school was evacuated cuz someone almost killed her girlfriend

Guess who did it 😉

this sounds so fake please believe me

leave PRIMARY SCHOOL™ (part 4)

enter PRIMARY SCHOOL™ (part 4 again)

So I was expelled for some reason and I had to do the year again on another school!!!

So.

On this school I was not bullied!!!!!

Except that one time this kid, that for privacy reasons, let's call him "Hayro" (cuz that's his name) stabbed me with a knife

I also met my second fp!!!! For privacy reasons, let's call her "S".

So S was like, the best person ever.

Yeah that's it

ALSO

That mothertrucker Enrique was, coincidentally on the same school. Hmm.

enter SECONDARY SCHOOL™ (part one)

So.

During this time I started to have some... Feelings. You know, adolescence~

Sometimes, you get lost on the heat of passion...~~

What I'm trying to say is I had

Depression

So. A few sulclde attempts later I start my classes,

EXCEPT NOT FUCK YOU PANDEMIC BLAST 🦠🦠🦠🦠🦠🦠🦠🦠🦠🔬🔬🔬🧫🧫🧫🧫🧫😷😷😷

So this was great for my mental health (kinda) and I met guess who that fuck again (Enrique)

YOU KNOW? IM STARTING TO SEE AN PATTERN. HAHA.

enter SECONDARY SCHOOL™ (PART 2)

so.

I see a video from this guy, and I find a site which was great for my mental health (note the sarcasm)

said site explained how to kys. If you want the site dm me. So.

Since the fourteenth of march, twenty twenty-two, since that day, to the twelve of November of the same year, for everyday that passed, I tried to klll myself at least once.

do the math or something

Hilarious

I also started to make holes in my hand with my pen

I loved the taste and the look of the juice so yeah

enter SECONDARY SCHOOL™ (part three)

So my slf hrm stopped for a bit and then I relapsed with raz0rs and now I have a HUGE scar

BUT WAIT! THERE'S MORE!

I started scratching and now I have an

ARM LENGTH SCAR

Anywho

Sooooooooo I meet my third fp!!!!!!!!!

For privacy reasons, let's call them "L"

I still talk to L... And they are beautiful, they are perfect PERFECT THEY SRE PERFECT.

uhm

Yeah

Oh yeah I also tried to kms cuz I thought L hated me and my family found out and the police found out so uhmmmmmmmmmm

Yeah now I can't go to school.

Maybe I'll do another post of more specific stories. If I care that's it. Yeah. I'll finish this later.

This sounds fake but I swear it's true

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