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yukidragon · 2 years

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I heard Jack has a family, I only know his parents' name (Rise & Shine) But i dont know his sister's name since I'm only new of this fandom, I dont know much their personality, how they looked like or his parents' backstories too or even what jack and his sister looked like or personality since they were kids. (since i heard Jambeebot taken down SDJ drawings in their twitter acc :'( )

But What if Jack's family met reader/alice or Jack introduced his parents to reader/alice?

What do you think Jack's family interactions towards alice/reader or what do they think towards to alice/reader

I would love to hear your thoughts or headcanons, also i love your SDJ Fanfics too <3

Thank you so much for saying so. It makes me happy to know that you love my stories. 💖

Welcome to the fandom! Happy to have you join us. 🎉

Jack’s extended family are part of the SunnyTime Town AU, also known as the STT AU. This isn’t to be confused with the universe for Something’s Wrong with Sunny Day Jack, where Jack is just a character Joseph/[Redacted] played. In STT AU, Jack is a real person who happens to be a clown, living in SunnyTown, as opposed to CoudyTown. It's primarily a comedy AU based off a world filled with clowny characters. Here’s a couple of images Sauce/Jambeebot did for it, including ones that explain more details about it.

Oh, before I go into the images, I will emphasize that Jambeebot/Sauce’s art is not mine, and I really hope you support them on their official Sunny Day Jack twitter, Patreon, and/or kickstarter! They work super hard to create this content for all of us to enjoy, so I wanted to emphasize the credit to them since I’m showing their publicly released artwork.

Also, while I’m on the topic, please don’t repost the private patreon-exclusive art. I’ve seen some people reposting art from the patreon in the tags, and even if it’s cropped, that’s not okay. Doing that is not supporting Sauce/Jambeebot; that’s costing them money that could be spent helping them be financially secure and allow them to make the game without worrying about their livelihood.

Oh, and I almost forgot the obligatory tags for @channydraws and @earthgirlaesthetic. If you want to get tagged when I make the next headcanon post, just let me know!

Thanks for listening, now onto Sauce’s beautiful art and lovely STT AU.

And since you were interested in seeing Jack and his big sis Daisy Chain Jane as kids, as well as getting a look at what little we’ve seen of Rise and Shine’s backstories, I shall deliver.

I’m still working on Alice’s clownsona as it were for the STT AU. I do have her name sorted out though - Aurorabori Alice.

Yes, I feel quite proud of that pun.

Alice (and MC in general) would be the newcomer to SunnyTown who Jack feels an immediate attraction to. Jack is well liked by everybody, and is always friendly, but he’s especially drawn to Alice, wanting to befriend her and spend as much time with her as possible.

Also, despite this AU being very lighthearted and comedy based... yanderes still exist here too, and Jack inherited quite a lot of traits from his dad...

The intensity of these feelings for Alice(/MC) are new and... more than a little unnerving, even to Jack. He’s never felt this way before about anyone. He aches for her in a way that is so strong, he is rather frightened of himself, and too ashamed to tell anybody that he feels this way. He didn’t realize that something was missing from his life until he met Alice, and now that he knows just how warm sunshine can be, the thought of living without her feels dark and cold, even though he’s surrounded by friends and family who love him.

Despite these new frightening desires, Jack won’t force anything on Alice. How could he do that to someone he loves so deeply? It would snuff out her light and ruin her. No, all he can do is keep these feelings hidden and love her with all his heart. Hopefully, if he does everything right, she’ll eventually love him too. There’s no one else in the world who could love her more than he does. It’s impossible, not with feelings as strong as this...

As for Alice... she just thinks Jack is very friendly. Anytime she suspects that he might be flirting with her or that his feelings might be anything but platonic, her best friend Honey Bunny is quick to remind her that Jack is just a very friendly person, which is why everyone loves him, and he probably isn’t interested in getting a partner since he’s never had one before at his age.

Though Honey doesn’t realize Jack simply never felt anything for anyone the way Alice did.

Yes, this is the same Honey Bunny puppet that’s from Alice’s concept sheet. Like Buddy can change from a belt to a person, Honey can change from a puppet into a person.

There’s a theory that when Buddy changes into a human, Jack turns into a belt, though there are also pictures of the two of them human together (including a very spicy one). Still, if Honey and Buddy’s situations with their respective pals are similar, then it means Alice would have a puppet form she can transform into. I’d probably have to design it when I finally draw her STT AU self.

Honey has good intentions about steering Alice away from Jack’s affections. Alice moved to SunnyTown to get a fresh start after she had a rough time with a former suitor who may or may not be Ian’s clownsona. (Naturally, things won’t wind up as toxic for the breakup as they did in the SDJ universe.) Honey wants to protect her best friend from heartache, but might be a bit overprotective at times.

On the other side of the coin, you have Buddy serving to encourage Jack and give him, at times kind of off the wall advice, but he means well too. Naturally, this causes Buddy and Honey to come into conflict a lot, as Buddy is trying to be Jack’s wingman, and Honey is trying to be Jack’s cockblocker.

One solid image I have is of when Alice and Jack start getting closer despite Honey’s interference, Buddy (in human form) drags off Honey by her ears or tail (also in human form) to give them alone time.

Yes, Honey still has rabbit ears and a tail in her human form. How can I resist? Plus it’s not like Buddy doesn’t have unusual anatomy too...

Oh, speaking of that part of him, in this version of the STT AU with Alice, Honey and Buddy wind up going from antagonists to, ahem, quite a bit more. They fight, and it turns into spice. Jack and Alice are going to walk in on them and get quite a shock to see them making out.

Naturally, in a general MC version of the STT AU, there wouldn’t be a Honey Bunny, so it’d be up to the respective person writing their take on the AU to decide how the relationship with Jack goes and what obstacles there are.

Jack is very likely to introduce his family to Alice right away. Jane seems like the type of nosy big sister who would insist on meeting the girl who Jack can’t stop talking about. Mama Shine and Papa Rise would obviously be curious as well.

Rise would also suspect that Jack might be taking after him in a certain way and discreetly give his son tips on how to keep from scaring away his sunshine. After all, Rise would never allow anyone to take Shine away from him, and why would he force his son to suffer without that addicting sunlight in his life?

Shine is a sweet mama type, very energetic, loud, and talkative. She would be the first to greet Alice after Jack introduces the family, likely with a big friendly hug, and would gush about how her son always speaks so highly of Alice, much to Jack’s embarrassment when she starts giving examples.

Alice, in return, would be happy to meet her new friend’s family and very happy that they like her. She wouldn’t be nervous about meeting them since she wouldn’t realize that she’s meeting her future in-laws. She would see where Jack gets his friendly and kind personality from when meeting them.

Honey might insist on coming along to the instruction if possible. She’ll be seeing right through Jack’s intentions and want to make sure things stay strictly platonic, though she will be friendly and wind up liking the family more than she thought she would.

How the family would feel about a general MC really depends on the different MCs and their personalities. From the aspect of how they feel about someone Jack is obviously in love with, they’re happy for him that he found someone who makes him feel that way. As long as they’re a good person for someone as sweet as Jack, they’ll welcome them with open arms.

Opinions on Alice specifically are as follows...

Shine thinks Alice is a very sweet girl, and is very considerate of Jack, which is ideal in a partner for her son. Alice is not terribly talkative, but that’s not a problem at all. After all, her loving husband is nonverbal. What’s important is that Alice is kind to Jack and even at this early friendship stage, she can see the hints of budding romantic feelings towards Jack forming from Alice’s end too.

Rise has a general friendly reaction to Alice initially, then is quietly surprised and pleased to learn that she knows sign language and can hold an actual nonverbal conversation with him. That certainly wins her a few points in his book. The more he learns about her, the more he can see what Jack sees in her and he approves.

Yes, Alice knows ASL in the SDJ universe too. (As well as the other AUs with her.)

Jane is a bit more of a wild card when it comes to Alice. She both likes Alice right away, but also sees an opportunity to playfully tease such an easily flustered person, as well as her little brother. She’s friendly and ultimately ships Alice and Jack, but is going to give them both a hard time with it and mercilessly tease Jack at every opportunity.

Opinions from the family about Honey Bunny are generally positive as well, as it’s easy to recognize she’s just looking out for a friend. Shine would probably try to give her advice to take it easy sometimes though. Jane would find it hilarious that Jack is getting cockblocked and use it as teasing fuel. Rise would see Honey as a potential problem, but is keeping hands off from interfering, as it’s a minor issue and Jack needs to learn how to deal with people who would keep his sunshine away.

Buddy is nebulous in that he’s a close enough friend to Jack that he’s practically family, so I’ll give his opinions as well. He likes Alice right away. She’s friendly, nice, and she greets him along with Jack even when he’s a belt at the time, which a lot of people forget to do. He is totally on board with helping Jack win her over.

As for Honey Bunny... as far as Buddy is concerned, she’s obnoxious, annoying, but cute, and fun to tease. The latter feelings develop into a more, ahem, friendly type of teasing down the road.

In the STT AU, Alice would probably be the new arts and crafts teacher at Jack’s schoolhouse, which gives them plenty of time to interact, and plenty of time for Jack to give her lovestruck looks from afar as he watches her teach the kids and play with them.

Also, in a nod to the lore I went with for Sunshine in Hell, Alice would sometimes give puppet show presentations at the library with the help of her friend Honey Bunny. Cloudy-Belle Sue just might wind up being her cousin in fact, given Alice’s hair is kind of cloud-like and fluffy, which is similar to Sue’s hairstyle. In this situation, it would be Sue introducing Alice and Jack to help her cousin get used to the town and make friends.

Naturally, Sue and the rest of the SunnyTime Crew are going to help Jack get together with Alice. They’re his friends after all, and Alice is a sweet girl, though Sue will caution Jack to take it slow since she’s had her heart broken before.

For a general MC, the crew would no doubt ship Jack with his sunshine regardless since he’s so happy with them. Whether they’re related to any of the other crew members is up to the individual MC’s backstory, of course.

Oh, wow, this really ran away from me, didn’t it? That’s about all I have for now of the STT AU. If you want to hear about the AphroDesia crossover AU’s versions of the family and their opinions of/interactions with Alice, let me know, since things are a liiittle bit different in the mafia AU.

Thanks again for sending the ask. I hope you found my thoughts entertaining and that these images from Jambeebot helped you learn a bit more about the SunnyTime Town AU!

#Sunny Day Jack #Something's Wrong With Sunny Day Jack #swwsdj #sdj #SunnyTime Town #STT AU #Ask #Headcanon Ramblings #Sauce-y Art #My Art #SunnyTime Town AU

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morganofthewildfire · 2 years

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Illicit Affairs - Rowan's Pictures

Okay @rowanaelinn this is random but I wanted to share ❤️ It's a headcanon of mine for your fic that Rowan would love taking pictures of Aelin whenever he can, and having his own private little collection that he can't share with the world but that he can keep for himself and just admire her.

Cause let's face it, behind his tough facade, Rowan is a total simp for her. And she's a simp for him.

So I can imagine him taking all these cute photos that are basically an ode to her 😂 and spicy ones, don't think i missed that line in his most recent pov about wanting to take a picture of her while they're in the ~middle~ of something 👀

Anyways, forgive my rambling, i'm obsessed with this fic, so I made a little something like I did for STT. It's not much, but just a little collection of photos I can imagine Rowan taking

#throne of glass au #illicit affairs #rowaelin

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beesuki · 4 years

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i FINALLY saw stt film. and boy oh boy was that An Experience

it felt like matt bellamy materialized in front of me, slapped me with the power glove, dropkicked me into the simulation, smashed a manson in my head until i passed out and it was perfect from start to end god bless❤

#my arms hurt from air drumming and i'm still light headed #the aye sir part?????#FUCKING TAKE A BOW??????????#just when i think i can't love this band any more..........#also: thanks so much ryan for this Blessing #muse #stt film #bee's rambling again

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theinsanecrayonbox · 6 years

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ok @franjayheadcannons i said i’d doodle something, and now i also got AU ramblings/buildings if you’d like them

so first off, i don’t have a name sorry; the only thing that acme to mind at first was “4 winds” since we got 2 clones, there was the original, and assumably the Nega version. but as i was looking up some Hindu stuff for reffs, i stumbled upon something that wound up spawning all this instead...

Sonic wasn’t actually affiliated with STAGE the same way as the Prime-verse; it was a smaller sect in India, rather than the bigger one in England he originated from. anyways, still wet to the STT to join up, still confessed to Tim he loved him, Nega-Chin still killed him

and now cue Samir Shiv aka Tempest (super name subject to change). at first, it was thought he was the Nega-Sonic, but he isn’t. then the story that Nega-Chin/Silver Dollar had him cloned to mess with Tim, but then they find Harish Jaioshi aka Avatar, so it turns out that wasn’t the case...

the sect of STAGE Sonic belonged to had this secret project known as “Project Karma”, and basically...yeah, they made Sonic clones because they wanted to figure out how to duplicate and/or modify his powers. Sonic didn’t knew about this, and as the project is dismantled, they find a slightly younger version of Sonic (like 2-3 years younger, depending upon how long he’s been dead +1 year) and there’s quite the large possibility that this is the original Sanjay and that the Sonic that was killed by Nega-Chn was a clone as well. so when they wake him up, he has no idea what’s happened; this is also why Harry doesn’t remember as much as much as Samir because he was released earlier, while Samir’s memories are corrupted because he was released too soon (Nega Chin/Silver Dollar actually stole him somehow)

now, how’s mythology playing into this; the trinity of Brahma, Vishnu, and Shiva. Brahma is the Origin (Sanjay), Vishnu is the Preserver (Harish), and Shiva is the Destroyer (Samir). Harish is the one that is the most inline with how Sonic worked, in essence “preserving” his legacy, while Samir is angry and broken and wants to “destroy” everything that reminds him of Sanjay’s life (at first at least)

name wise...

Harish Jaioshi comes from Sanjay’s father (Harish Dev) and his great-uncle (Manish Jaioshi), which sort of implies (at least in this context) that Priya’s maiden name is Jaioshi i guess, since Harry lives with his “aunt and uncle”

Samir Shiv named himself, since he remembered being Sanjay Dev, and thus he wanted to change that; Shiv also coming from Shiva and the (at least visual) fact that it seemed like the opposite of Dev

oh and costume wise; Harry’s is a slight callback to the "What is Sonic stayed with the STT” design, while Samir’s just suffers from “my face paint matches part of my body suit, i’m not in a bathing suit honest” lol

and that’s all i got...sorry it’s alot ^^;

#Fairly Odd Parents #Fairly Oddparents #fop #superverse #my art #digital art #sketches

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ask-espurr-mob · 7 years

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(( This is thee nicc es;stt hing anyone has eveer ssaidd to me,,, ))

(( But for real,,, Whoever you are, I’m love you???? This made my whole YEAR. I am so, so grateful. I can’t believe,,, I’m gonna ramble... Don’t click “keep reading” if you don’t want to read. ))

(( Thank you so, so much. I’ve been having a lot of issues with my Art Confidence™ lately (as we all do), and this helped me in so many ways, dude, jjjjjesus. I would tell my main, but I can’t really use it for this blog (because I have an IRL friend that I don’t want finding out yadayada-- I guess if someone really wanted to know, they could just message me. It’s just filled with memes and stuff ig) I’ve been thinking about making another blog/main so I can post other things/art (non-blog related) and reblog some kick-ass art/memes from friends/people, but I’m not sure??? I’m never sure, and it’s late af as I’m writing this. I am rambling. Anyways, thanks again. It means so much to me. ))

#not an ask #feedback would be very appreciative #idk if anyone will read this all haha #my art #color #gif #eevee #admin #ooc

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anneedmonds · 6 years

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Sunday Tittle Tattle: The Mega Hole

I’ve had lots of questions (and complaints) about where the Sunday Tittle Tattle has disappeared to. It hasn’t disappeared, it’s just that the Sunday part of it seemed to be a bit irrelevant, seeing as though I can talk about nonsensical random stuff on any day of the week. I suppose that I couldn’t see why I needed to put Sunday Tittle Tattle at the beginning of a title for it to be a post that was a ridiculous waste of people’s time (rambles about sink design, fly-killing and so on) and I also couldn’t see why I needed to post my ridiculous nonsense only on a Sunday.

But it seems that many of you like to read utter drivel on a Sunday especially, so here we are: back to the Sunday Tittle Tattle. It didn’t start off as being the place to post inane monologues, you know; when the STT was first conceived it was a space for snippets of beauty news, bits of life happenings that didn’t warrant a full page. It was, actually, a lazy way of collating information from during the week that I couldn’t be arsed to take a photo of. I used to post on here every single day (when I had the luxury – or non-luxury – of working seventy hour weeks) and by the time I reached the weekend I had no spirit left in me to do still life pictures or snaps of my own face. (Here’s one of the very first editions.)

But now the Sunday Tittle Tattle seems to be the place I come to to discuss matters that have absolutely no real importance in life, but at the same time take up most of my headspace. It’s like written therapy. And this week’s matter-at-hand, this week’s random drivel I’m about to nauseate you with, is the problem I’m having with my ear lobe holes. Piercing problems, to be more specific. I have developed, on my right ear lobe, what can only be described as The Mega Hole.

I should never have had my ears re-pierced – I knew that as I sat on the piercers bench. Piercing doesn’t go well for me, the holes always take an age to heal, and I’m too forgetful to be an effective earring wearer. I forget to put the earrings back in if I ever need to take them out and then the holes close up and then, a year down the line, I want to wear them again and I’m forced to self-pierce with a needle from a free hotel sewing kit and an ice cube.

So this time was potentially a mistake. I should have just been happy with my closed holes, which you couldn’t even see, and resigned myself to an earringless life. Because not only did I have to have entirely new holes (the other ones were wonky and too low), which would need time to heal and weep and so on, I overlooked the fact that I have two toddlers who like to clamber all over me and pull on parts of my flesh.

Which is how the Mega Hole came into formation, I reckon. Ted climbed on my prone head (I was lying on the rug pretending to be a dead mouse, but in fact catching a quick nap) and I felt a tearing sensation in my right ear lobe. Now the thing about my right lobe, in particular, is that the piercer man put the new hole in really close to the old one. I did wonder, at the time, whether his felt tip mark was a bit optimistic – it was almost at the entrance to the closed-off tunnel of my previous piercing – but I didn’t say anything, because he seemed to know his stuff.

Well. New hole and old hole, I’m pretty certain, ripped together to create Mega Hole and now I have the start of a small flesh tunnel in my ear lobe. It won’t heal, it regularly weeps if I catch the stud on my pillow and move my head, and now and then it smells like decayed prawns. Don’t worry, I’ve checked for infection and it’s fine, just deeply unappetising. Nobody will ever want to nibble my lobes again, that’s for sue.

Sue?

SURE. God knows who Sue is!

Anyway, I’ve just bathed the Mega Hole in some antiseptic, as I try to do every few days, and I’m wondering when the new – enlarged – tunnel will heal. Will it ever heal? Or am I lumbered with this terminally weeping eyesore? I mean, I’m always going to have to wear an earring in it now, otherwise I’ll look as though I have woodworm.

Oh, also (the gripe’s not over!): the entrance to the tunnel is now a singular hole, but the exits? Yes, plural, because there are two of them. Only the front of the tunnel caved in, by the looks of it, but the holes at the back of the ear are still separate. So when I take out the stud to clean it, and my ear, I have to put it back in again and if I meander away from the main route, I stab into raw flesh and it’s like I’m being run through by a miniature knight’s sword.

The worst thing of all is this: I had an X-Ray done on my teeth last week (wisdom tooth nightmare continues, which is another saga for another day) and I had to take my earrings out. When I put them back in again, I had no mirror so just had to guess. When I got home and looked in the mirror, I had put the earrings in the old holes**! The studs had slipped on through like knife through butter – no pain, not even any mild discomfort. (**holes/Mega Hole tunnel exits.)

What is this buffoonery? I tried for years to get earrings through those old holes and nothing would yield! And now, when I’ve gone to all the trouble of doing new ones, they open up like someone’s said a magic password! I’m almost tempted to go back to the old ones and let the newer ones heal up, but then I have weird dots all over the place, including one red mark that I’m sure was caused years ago when I accidentally stabbed my ear lobe in the wrong place with the self-piercing set-up and two very small moles. I look speckled, like a Mini Egg.

So how long, I ask you? How long before this all clears up? Piercers, pierc-eds, Pierce Brosnan: give me your sage advice. What’s going on with the Mega Hole? Is it possible that two holes became one?

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bitchscavenger · 3 years

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urge

"I'm accepted to Sydney for next fall semester," I just sit in our usual booth every Monday, smiling goofily at you. You raise your head and burst out laughing. "I'm so excited and I can't wait to graduate as soon as possible. I'm thinking about dropping out of high school and traveling for the rest of my life. Wait, no I can't. I only have a half-tuition scholarship and I need to pay for daily life. I don’t even know how much money to live in Australia. Hope it is not too hard to find jobs. Ghosh, how am I supposed to pay for my dorm? " and I stop my rambling, because you're still smiling. "Sorry, I'm too excited. Sooo... " your smile still intact, "What do you want to tell me?"

"First, you'll survive; second, it'll be easier to find a job there with higher pay; and third, you can't stop school because you got into college early; technically, you can, but you won't have a transcript, which is bad because you'll need it later. I’m a Melbourne graduate, so I can help you." his warm smile stay.

"I'm so glad I applied."

"me too honey, me too." He kissed my temple while holding my hand.

We continued our chat about how my life will be from now on. I always wanted to study abroad and now it is coming true. Later, something happened last weekend. It's Saturday lunch where we always go out to eat. All my family from my dad's parents. Three uncles, two aunts, and four nephews. We don't have reservations because we go to whatever restaurant that is not too crowded.

That, just before we go, we’re waiting for my aunties and mom to finish their make-up. I was scrolling, searching for where to go while they were getting ready. "There's a man out there who proposed to you," my father said. He said it flatly and asked me to come with him. I hadn't put up with his words while my mom was hurrying out in a robe. Thank god her make-up was finished. They yelled as I wrapped my head around his words.

Who the hell proposed to a high school student?

I've never had a boyfriend, and I only have two buddies and a lotta fake friends. But no one that really knows me or likes me that much except my family. Guess I'm wrong. But this is freaking crazy. Well, I'm three months before I graduate from high school and legal. Still, I don’t think I'm old enough to get married. My

Brother came to me with a big broad smile on his face. "Come on sis, you got a man to marry out there." My eyes totally bug out, "best this is not a fucking prank, or I’ll kill you." He just chuckled.

He. Chuckled.

While I'm panicking. I came out anyway. Now he with his father, big brother, and a woman.

"Ranae"

"what the fuck, Axel?"

"Language baby girl." That’s my dad. I looked at him with wild eyes. How could he tell me about my language while my best bud proposed so suddenly?

"Well, we've only known each other for a short time, but I'm sure our kids know each other well enough, and we're here to tell you all that my boy here has asked to marry Renee," his father cleared his throat.

I looked into his eyes. Damn Axel’s good look is from him. I was still hypnotized by his father while my father said, "Yeah, thank God. Okay boy, take care of my girl, will you?"

"What the hell, dad?" I yelled.

"Language Renee," its mother now, staring at my mouth. I looked at them all and no one, no one was that surprised.

"OMG. You all know this. I can't believe you. You’re my family and you didn't tell me he proposed before?"

I can’t believe in myself and my family. "I need to talk to you" points to the Axel "NOW"

I walk to my studio, which is the only soundproof room in this house. I walked inside and closed the door after him. Still facing the door and turn slowly, eyes stay on the floor.

"We met on Monday, and we call and text a lot. How come this topic never pops? " He kept silent, he never talks when we’re not eye to eye, so I looked at him. Bracing myself for his charm.

"I want to propose like normal people, but I just can’t come up with the right time. Then, you’ll be leaving soon."

"That’s not a good excuse. I am your best friend, aren’t I?" I asked

"Yes." He said, smile, and come slowly.

"Why?" I back away and wrap my hand to my body.

He looked at me, "What do you mean why?"

"Why are you friends with me?" He was silent and I get it. I get it. I see it in his face. His determination and ambitions.

"You don’t want to be my friend, are you? You always want more from me, form my family, from my name. That is why you never have another girlfriend, and you do like it when I hang up with Mal. You were jealous of Mal, until you know Mal likes the same thing as I do. Oh my gosh. Mal knew this. I'm so fucking blind. Why did you do this? You used me, just like everyone. You want my family heritage, name, honors and what else?" I was so angry and pacing all over the room. I thought I find a real friend who like me as me, not my family or money.

"Hon, calm down." He come closer.

"Don’t, you dare Hon me. I'm not your honey. I’m no one. Nothing." I stop. Heart racing, breathless, and face on fire.

"I'm sorry. You never want to be with a man who wants to have more relationships. You scare and I get it. You pull away, I can’t let that."

"Why now? Why so sudden? Why you did this?" Yes, I’m scared. Mad. Scared. Both

"I'm going to Sydney too. I got a job there, and I only found out about it on Wednesday. Didn’t think anything, just know if I’m not marrying you, I’ll be crazy. I want to live with you and be with you as much as I can. "

"Because we don't have the time and you’ll get everything from me."

"No, we won’t. I probably work crazy hours and you get that research going on crazy hour and you live in a dorm while I'm miles away. I can’t let that happen. Fuck your parents’ money or name. Mine have the same as yours. I just want to be with you and the only way to do that is by marrying you."

Now he undo me, dang it. "I should be happy that I got my dream man proposed to me, but I'm too mad to feel romantic right now."

"I'm romantic?" he asked, smirking. He take my hand and pull me close.

"Shut up. I'm still mad at you." His smirk turned into a smile and he knelt in front of me. Open a black velvet box.

"Renee, I’ve been in love with you for a year. We’re friends. And I can’t think of other times not with you. I know we didn’t live in a normal family with normal circumstances. But I know I wanted to marry you the first time I saw you eat that big burger in that black dress with those heels on the pavement. Please marry me. "

"No, I'm not. I'm can’t believe you said that to proposed to me. I’m hungry and those parties don’t serve proper meals."

He stood up and got closer. "marry me." Now it’s definitely a badass order.

"NO"

He smiled anyway. "When do you say yes?"

"Never"

He touched my shoulder and I shivered. I never touched him, and his broad big hand touched me. I'm not just a virgin, I am also allergic to human contact. Maybe a lot of people enjoy being touched for no apparent reason, and I don’t, sometimes I got anxiety by being touched. But his touch is gentle and warm and damn I want him to touch me. He looked into my eyes and waited.

"You know you'll wait forever, right?" I tried to tell him.

"stt…" his finger brush my lips.

I look down and look back up. "Do I have a choice?"

"You always have a choice honey. The question is, do you want to choose? "

God, he knows me so well. I hate choosing.

"okay"

"Thank you, Honey."

"You know I love your endearment."

"I know. Now let’s go and get ready for our wedding? "

"Now?"

"Yes Hon." He pull me out my studio.

"Are we getting married now?" He laughed.

"not now, but now is okay if you want to go to the courthouse." He chuckled.

"It’s Sunday, the courthouse closed. Besides, there’s lotta things to prepared before getting married."

He laughed again. "We’ll be married soon,"

"When is soon?" definitely need more exact time.

"I thought you don’t wanna marry me?"

"Shut up, just tell me!"

"After you graduate. We’ll get married and you’ll live in my apartment for a month before we go to Sydney. "

"My college starts next year, you know."

"My job starts in five months. So, we’ll move early.”

"Oh right. Okay."

And he take me out to the world.

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