#struggle against desire

[p2ii]

I feel like there's something to be said about the way fandom will treat characters who's trauma they can personally relate to Vs characters who they cant

#like obviously fandom has a thing against unpalatable victims regardless of where their trauma is from #but like #people tend to be way more understanding and compassionate to trauma that they can personally relate to or comprehend #in narutos case: #naruto struggled academically and was bullied as a child. he was alone and neglected on an emotional/domestic level #people can relate to aspects of his character despite the fantasy stuff of being a human sacrifice and part of the military and tend to car #alot more about his struggles #on the other hand the uchiha are discriminated against. sasuke is the sole survivor of ethnic cleansing/genocide. that is not something mos #people could even fathom the pain and trauma of. i mean its fucking /genocide/. and ontop of that he was essentially mind raped by his #brother. the person who he loved the most who betrayed him #and is still expected to function in a society that provides no support and continues to objectify him for his clans desirable traits #i feel like atla is also a good example #people can relate to and sympathize with the parental abuse and inadequacy/anger issues zuko deals with. and are forgiving when it comes to #his redeption arc #but when you take a character like jet. who has trauma in loosing his entire village/community and taking on a caretaker role to other #war orphans. thats not exactly a regual occurrence the average person can personally understand. his trauma is directly related to the war #and so despite him doing WAYY less shitty things than zuko. his is still demonized by the narrative. killed off and then mocked #and the fandom largely saw nothing wrong with this outcome #hama is in a similar bag but she also has the whole 'exploding apartments of pregnant women' distraction tactics added onto her #cause just showing colonialism and forced assimilation and fucking SLAVERY is bad on its own isnt enough ig #psii.txt #slavery mention #genocide mention #rape mention

[4belphie]

feeling frustrated bc i love the house of mouse au but i kinda hate how shippy it is 😭

#like #idk i feel like summing it up with shipping #is kinda boring #when the ways the adults of hom interact with the children of nrc is so much more interesting #like idk #i rhink tge complicated relationship between jasmine + aladdin and jamil would be so interesting #i’ve seen ppl say that tgey would hate jamil #but like ??? jamil’s arguably more similar to both of them than kalim is #like i love kalim but he is fundamentally a rich kid #he would be somewhat out of touch with a lot of things bc he hasn’t rly had to struggle for things in life #jamil’s desire for freedom and despair at being stuck in the position he was born in #would make him more sympathetic to them i think #plus beyond them #several kids at nrc don’t have reliable adults in their lives #the idea of the adults of hom taking them under their wings is heartwarming to me #house of mouse au #twst #twisted wonderland #twst house of mouse #this is not against anybody btw #everyone has different interests snd that is okay #i just rly love found family and platonic relationships

[blcssom]

closed starter for @bestcurse based on this ! ( open to f/m/nb )

in general, hugo loves a good college party, but he's shown up to this particular one in a shit mood and it's not alleviated by any of the petite blondes who flock to his side offering him cheap booze. no, hugo danaher is on a mission and he kicks open four bedrooms before he finds his target. "YOU. get the fuck up; i'm taking you home."

#the way this plot makes me want to SCREAM #we love a man struggling against his desire to look after them vs. his desire to kiss them 24/7 #exactly my kinda dilemma #( int/ hugo danaher. ) #bestcurse #( 3/3 )

[42reasons2panic]

just to be clear I love human arrogance. Go try to comprehend the incomprehensible. go explore that cosmic horror, go create that cosmic horror.

stan scientists against god.

#mystery flesh pit #scifi #cosmic horror #not the capitalism part #but the struggle to understand and the desire to create and explore? absolutely. #I feel as if i should clarify #Im not talking about like natzi experements against humanity #just little Jurrasic park type shenanigans #ya know-fictional.

[wondersbeyondcompare]

🔉Loud Sound Warning🔉

its the sega meme lol

Played around with rough doodles of my twst OCs’ potential overblots!! But honestly I just did this for Yuusuke’s part at the end, so don’t take this too seriously design-wise 🥴

#kodi on a normal basis doesnt have a merform #its either fully human or fully cuttlefish w/ him but i think his overblot might make an exception #both b/c the cause of his ob would be finding out the truth of his fathers death (who was a cuttlefish merman) + him snapping under the #pressure of trying to meet everyones expectations (allows him to take a stronger form to take back power in his life) #plus i just think it looks cool #majids ive already talked about + shown on here before 😗 #still has the lava scars and his outfit is simpler b/c his ob is rooted in childhood trauma #as a poor kid struggling to survive day to day on the streets #not always being taken in by good company #berenice is twisted off of the river styx whirlpool and therefore the greek goddess styx as well #so her ob appears the most human and made the most out of ink #tho ig you cant see much from the angle i drew her in 😗 #and juro’s ob would be the most monstrous form in contrast #tho i honestly just freestyled on it for now the ugliness of his ob goes against his desire for cuteness #and also represents her toxic personality literally bubbling up to the surface #and yuusukes just jamming it we dont talk about grim ob yet shhhh #twisted wonderland oc #twst oc #twisted wonderland mc #twst mc #twisted wonderland yuu #twst yuu #Kodi #my art #my post #Majid #Berenice #Juro #Yuusuke #video

[bitchfitch]

"Yeah i have some weird tastes but overall I'd say my ability to empathize with non heroic characters in a story and tell horror from tragedy is pretty normal. Like, very average, on par with anyone with 5th grade or above reading comprehension."

a YouTuber: "possibly the biggest pill though is I'm now going to have to ask you to empathize with one of these shape shifting vampires even though they have absolutely killed people. this is phase 3 of "what the heck is going on in (the game he's talking about)" it's not actually a horror game. i know. it's a lot"

#like #is it really so normal to just #not be able to vibe with a fictional character if theyve done a plot appropriate bad thing? #Yeah they killed a lot of people. big whoop none of those cunts even existed #Also how can you be surprised that a game Called Immortality would involve immortal characters. #its whats on the tin #idk maybe he was just trying to make it sound deep? By sounding kinda dumb? #idk he also couldn't grapple with the concept of absurdity or just nodding and going yeah that tracks #Also i dont get why hes calling these characters vampires #they dont drink blood as a form of sustenance they just kill to steal faces #Also the obsession with art and making art would put them more thematically in line with fairies than vamps #since vamps are usually best utilized as an exaggerated parasite. or as a symbol of corruption #they are fundamentally still human and grapple with human problems while the shapeshifters in immortality are explicitly #not human at all. #and struggling against the messiness of the humans around them while holding human adjacent desires. #they want to make True art and entertain and be seen. #idk he calls them vampires a lot and its just #strange. #like ive watched a few of his videos now and a lot of them are good and have good points. i like his editing and narration #but he doesn't really grok a lot of more grey concepts and struggles with things that just are. or are vague in a story. He Has to grope to #find something more rigid and it just idk. Smart guy. struggles to look the blurred spaces in the eye and accept their company #sort of guy who would melt if you handed him the book of unsolvable problems.

[fragmentedblade]

The more I learn about them the more I think the heliobi are in the right

#I talk too much #I should probably delete this later #I loved that Jing Yuan pities them #And I love that he talks about the debt that never got paid #ngl I think had it been some other species or some other people with whom the Xianzhou had made the deal #(or had it been some other debt) the debt would have more likely be repaid or at least tried to be repaid somewhat #since the terms of the deal were impossible to fulfill given the circumstances #Definitely keeping them caged as source of energy through millenia doesn't seem the way to go nor how the Xianzhou would have treated #some other people (although they are consistently terrible and prejudiced against the Abundance followers‚ #and they don't seem to really forget conflicts) #With how there was a deal that was never (and in exact terms could never be) repaid‚ #no wonder the heliobi talk about everyone in the Xianzhou being tricky and untrustworthy lol #I love that Jing Yuan sees their point and understands where they come from‚ and as I said I adore that he sympathies with them #'The hero and their followers would lose their physical bodies for eternity' I imagine he meant just the people fighting #since everyone dying was the cause why the pact was unable to be fulfilled. What did the heliobi gain with this? #Was it the bodies of those they possessed? A flesh body of their own? Is that what the heroes would be giving away? #Their selves for the heliobi to own for all eternity‚ to live in physical form? #I'm loving the heliobi and their struggles with existence haha The pain and suffering and charm of wishes‚ desires‚ emotions and physicalit #The pain and suffering and charm of human life

[crymeariveronceagain]

I am alone, and miserable; man will not associate with me; but one as deformed and horrible as myself would not deny herself to me. My companion must be made of the same species, and have the same defects. This being you must create.

--- Frankenstein, by Mary Shelley.

#okay but like as a biblical reference here #God saw that it was not good for man to be alone #and made Eve his wife #when adam saw her he said at last this is bone of my bone and flesh of my flesh #and he loved her #and like #there is something so specific about this piece here #about the way that shelley's monster desires. love. companionship. friendship. understanding. #it's like #the human condition is the idea that you are perpetually alone within yourself #and that is the struggle we all must fight against #and it's just so #hrgh #the one thing the monster asks for #is someone to love him #because his creator hates him #the world hates him #he is completely alone and completely detestable #and it's like #of course. of course. of course of course of course. he wants to be loved. don't you? #frankenstein #summer tbr

[myrfing]

i feel like in the case of fantasy if you want to talk about genocide it has to be about or something adjacent to the need to scapegoat a group of people to elevate “your own” and about having control over land/resources/power moreso than others, because you love your homeland and its people and the outsiders are a threat to your order and stability and peace because they were not born among your chosen people. because then you get a what if the world was made of pudding situation like omg what if mariah carey chose to kill everyone on earth but actually they were reborn as catgirls because the govt was planning to sacrifice 3/4ths of the total world population to create a soul farm for the worldwide magic barrier against the metaphorical despair great filter bird making our intrusive thoughts into real beasts. and by being catgirls we could learn to go hold a bird’s hand. but it was at the cost of so many lifes </3. What if. like that’s not even. you can’t even draw a parallel to a literal real life situation. it’s such an esoteric question it’s meant to be looked at on a nonliteral level. because then you can think about the question “is the past worth sacrificing the future to because it was happier?” and “what does it mean to die For Realsies” and so much more and not just like Well it’s wrong to not just KILL but MURDER everyone. it’s like if you read moby dick and left being like “i would’ve respected him more if he just got a normal job and gave up on the whale”. if you look at this entire thing from the only applicable real world literal moral lens (which is like, killing people is bad and killing More people is worse) it’s just like. IT MEANS FUCKING NOTHING LOL? unless your worldview that dominates all else is killing many people should always mean you are completely amoral and a sociopath no matter hwat in which case the game has been at fault from the beginning for portraying any of its characters in a positive light.

like I see ppl saying oh they woobified venat they should have owned her evilness. ok but like. is this that kind of game where we’re here to just gawk at the spectacle of le twisted evil or is it the kind of game that’s always tried to say something by the characters navigating their choices in their conflicts. like what is the point of them being like muahuahua im venat i trampled 73837383838363736 people under my feet because I’m a bad person. that there is no point because ummm zenos said does the ends justify the means so everything is exactly the same. so what she did was reprehensible and we should have gone with the 3/4ths solution because it was Less people dead in Longer time and we should’ve seen her as an enemy and killed her out of fury and revenge because the ancients were better and more right and deeply wronged by her the original sinner or whatever. what kind of story did you hope to hear or are you just brainpoisoned by online villain discourse where le evilness is automatically more raw and good and deep and interesting and everything is about good and evil as like weird isolated and whole concepts in themselves and it’s a race to see who mixes the most novel gray instead of those colors serving as nothing more than the beginning of or a supplement to a conversation. man i dunno how to say this better i will never get it right

#i guess people just hate that venat was just a guy who made the decision of a god #that she didn’t have a ‘right’ to make and then the story lauds her as overall sympathetic #idk im of the mind that god isnt really a thing and even if they were it’d be pointless to blame them for all the suffering in the world #but i feel like to an audience that struggles against the concept of god more actively #wants anyone and anything that takes even just its veneer or avatar to Be Responsible #and then the thought stops there even though godhood was just a means to an end for a normal person with like #normal desires against incredible circumstances #she spends the entire expac being like i want you to be free and do what you want and i know i have to die to make that happen #like she did not desire divinity any more than your character desired being the wol #she just doesn’t resent it because it serves a purpose and she’s not going to put the burden of that decision on anyone else #which is i guess odd for a community that likes to fight in blood and tears against wolhood becausd they find the responsibility to be like #arrogant and inhuman.

[wxtchpilot]

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#[ struggle of wanting to get on to respond to things but it’s fighting against #your desire to be lazy after work and not wanting to turn the computer on DX #I saved them though! Who knows #might sneak on to do something but probably not haha; I hope everyone had a #fantastic day and I send you good vibes <3 ] #OOC

[bisexualclarkkent]

Saw this meme that was like “friend: what could be better than having kids? Me: *image of mr Krabs saying silence and money*” and I just??? I have never seen anyone with children say something like that. I don’t know any fucking parents that don’t act like their children are actively and purposely ruining their lives. Even strangers online will actively try to discourage people they don’t even fucking know when they say they might like children someday. It’s just like the memes about how “other people” are sad summer is ending when the super cool and intellectually superior meme sharer prefers fall. Bitch we got global warming now, it’s 200 degrees even in cold places, nobody fucking mourns summer unless they’re stressed about back to school. But what pissed me off wasn’t just the stupid meme based on imagined scenarios that don’t fucking happen, it was the fact that it was posted in this asexual support group I recently joined. Whether or not you want kids has dick all to do with sexuality. Memes like that in general are so common that I usually just scroll past, they don’t like truly bother me, but… idk… being made to feel yet again like I have some mental disconnect and I don’t fit in and never will just isn’t fun. Someone in the group actually started a discussion recently about if those types of memes were insensitive to those aces who do want kids but have had difficulty with it due to things related to their asexuality, and people resoundingly said it wasn’t insensitive. And idk, I guess in general it really isn’t… many people are pressured to have children and I understand the desire to push back and to laugh at a society that would want to make such a monumental decision for you. But yeah. I just wish my experience and how I feel wasn’t something that people literally find laughable, and I wish the thought of even stopping to consider someone like me wasn’t considered completely unnecessary.

#also don’t re blog this pls n thnx #thinking too much about how I’ll probably never have children despite wanting to be a parent literally as long as I can remember #is my biggest trigger of suicidal ideation lol… but wanting children and not having them is not something anyone feels sympathy for #I’m not saying there’s anything wrong with those memes… I’m just saying that I feel well within my rights to question if they belong #in an asexual support group #because my biggest struggle with my sexuality is related to my desire to have children #so seeing people assert that it’s ridiculous to be considerate of aces who want children doesn’t make me feel supported #I’m blocking anyone who tells me I can just adopt… nothing against adoption #would genuinely love to adopt a child who needs a home… but in the US adoption can cost up to $30k #so unless you’re sending me $30k via PayPal today I don’t need to hear that 🫠 #daily oversharing

[unironicallytes]

I WAS ROOTING FOR YOU

#there's so much more to the shitshow ive been struggling through tonight but it completely zapped my desire to play lol #im out here like 'yeah im having a great time and id like to support this game' and then i find out some dumb bullshit like this #so then i found a forum post from zos explaining it was for protection against bad actors #cool i get it #please tell me upfront #...wait what do you mean i cant engage with the forum? i have a game account so surely i am to use that #oh you mean it's not the same as a forum account? ...ok.... #ill just register then--....what do you mean the register button doesnt respond? #what do you MEAN i only found a link to a form to request a 'forum invitation' buried in a reddit thread instead of on the official page??? #youre actively recruiting new players with sales and yet when you let me into your apartment im going 'damn bitch you live like this?' #im big salty. rapport decrease. #eso #eso salt

[sukunasweetheart]

oh, to fit him like a glove...

WARNINGS; ooc sukuna, virgin!reader (well... not for long), size kink, BREEDING, vaginal fingering, sukuna only has one dick here cuz i wanted to make it less complicated, COCKWARMING, stomach bulge, degradation, praise, sukuna is a four armed king, overstimulation, mouth-hands, EXCESSIVE CUM

based on this anon's ask! dividers credit; @/cafekitsune

word count; 3k

imagine being sukuna's precious princess of a wife-- whom he spoils and dotes on because its in his interests to do so. like any other woman, youre tiny compared to him, so having you take his cock eventually will be very tedious work, and sukuna will need a lot of patience.

and we all know, sukuna is the most patient man in the world... at least when it means that it'll be worth it for him at the end. and to him, you are worth everything.

he's proud and pleased to be your first... sukuna can't help but feel keen about the idea that he will be the only one ever to have had the pleasure of being so intimate with you.

he watches you intently, as you struggle to take even two of his thick fingers in your tight hole, tearing up and whimpering as he tampers with those delicate spots inside you.

"nngh.. sukuna... that feels so good..." you whimper his name delightfully, it almost makes his enduring patience snap.

outwardly, his face looks calm as he looks down at you with soft lust that takes the form of an almost blank expression.

"does it?" he asks, with a certain playfulness in his voice.

his fingers move a little faster, scissoring you inside and pressing in an upwards manner, where it makes you gasp the most. you're producing so much slick, but your hole is still so tight and unrelenting, clenching around his thick digits even more. sukuna thinks about good it'd feel if his dick was inside instead, and he feels himself aching with desire, twitching and leaking precum from his hidden erection.

...not yet.

he dutifully touches you to your orgasm, and watches with a hitched breath as you tremble on his fingers, walls fluttering against them. your sighs and soft moans reach his ears like nothing else.

his extra hands grope at your breasts, finding solace in them.

"do you think i'm ready yet?" you ask tenderly, after your breath returns to normal.

"... hardly, my love. that was only two of my fingers," sukuna tells you languidly, as he feeds your slick on his digits to the mouth on his stomach.

"only two? oh dear..." you sigh with sorrow, "will i ever be able to take you whole one day?"

he smirks at the question, and leans down into your chest while holding ahold of your hand.

"well of course. i'll make it happen no matter what. i promise."

the way he says it sends a shiver down your spine.

when it does happen, you best be ready for him to breed you full every night.

however, on some days, the urge gets unbearable, even for himself. he's been saving himself up a little, so he could pour everything inside you when the time comes, but the lust gets overwhelming, clouding his sight and judgement.

one night, you gesture towards the bulge in his pants, with a shaking hand.

"what about you? isn't it painful to always withhold yourself like that?" you ask, wanting for him to feel good as well, instead of just yourself.

sukuna grows silent, sweating bullets as his dick throbs upon your mention of it.

the next minute, he's taking it out and slotting it between your thighs, rubbing up against your slit and seeing how the size compares to your stomach.

the temptation is too great.

not. yet.

this was the whole reason he was avoiding using his cock with your body in the first place - because he was afraid he'd cave in and attempt to deflower you when you weren't ready yet, still too tight for him to squeeze in, causing you pain only.

if it were anyone else, he wouldn't bother... but you're one that he cherishes too much... he wants to work to make the end result even tastier. the moment where he'll finally claim you entirely.

the bed creaks as he thrusts in and out between your thighs, rubbing his twitching dick against your hole oozing with slick, also brushing up onto your clit that's swollen from arousal.

" 'm sorry... i wish... there was more i could do..." you whimper sweetly, squeezing one of his large hands.

"there's no need for that. whatever i can't put inside you now... i'll pump in twice as much, once you're ready for me," sukuna whispers gently, holding your hand back, a groan resounding in the back of his throat.

rewards become so much sweeter after restraint. like how you wouldn't pick and eat an unripe fruit from a tree.

"you're doing plenty enough for me... for now," he tells you breathlessly. he adores the glossy look in your eyes.

his cock continues to glide back and forth, and he feels so hot between your thighs.

"i... i want your tip inside when you cum, please," you say, eyeing his dick with a certain neediness.

"are you sure, love?" he asks, hoping you'll say yes. you nod fervently.

sukuna feels lightheaded at the thought of it, all the while his dick gets more and more sensitive against your thighs... his balls feel so heavy and full, all those times he held himself back coming to catch up on him.

you squeeze your legs around him harder, making him groan, cock pulsing for all it's worth. he thinks about how tightly your walls would clamp around him. the heat from your insides, and your slick covering his shaft. he's close.

he suddenly spreads your legs.

at this stage, he's only barely able to get his tip past your entrance. it's possible when he does it slowly enough. you whine beneath him, doing your best to not go against his arms that are pinning your legs down.

a drop of sweat rolls down the side of his face. sukuna uses an extra hand to stroke the rest of his dick as his tip remains snug inside your puckering hole. when it comes, he gives a choked-off gasp from how good his first-in-a-while release feels.

he has to bite the inside of his cheek to stop himself from burying himself any further.

the ropes of cum seep and trickle into your womb in thick, heavy spurts, and the hotness of it gets you breathing unevenly, being so aroused by this sensation. there's a copious amount. he continues jerking himself off to get every last droplet out, and his own hand can feel the intense twitches of the veins on his erection.

it's not nearly enough to satisfy him, but it's enough to keep him patient.

once his tip pops out from your wet hole again, his spend come out of it in large globs, and sukuna can't help but admire the sight, his dick twitching weakly in his hand.

he abstains from cumming all over again for another few weeks- another few weeks of stretching you out with his fingers, and prepping you to perfection.

when the day finally creeps up, where he believes you're ready to take him whole, sukuna hears and feels his heartbeat in his own ears.

ever so slowly. he's sitting down on the edge of the bed, and he has you lower yourself on his throbbing cock as he's face to face with you, ever so slowly. your body trembles lightly and he feels it on his hands and fingers as they're placed against your hips. sukuna senses your anxiousness that flows from you in large waves.

your hole is so tight, trying to push the intrusion out, but the wetness from your slick helps his cock slip inside easier, and sukuna's breath is kept within the back of his throat as you swallow him up deeper and deeper.

he's sweating. you're sweating. but soon enough, you're sat on his lap completely, having gotten all of him inside you at last. you can barely breathe with how tightly you enclose around him. how his cock is nudged up snugly against your cervix, pushing the literal air out of your lungs. and the way you feel it twitching inside.

sukuna has never been more patient, more self disciplined, more repressed than in this moment. one wrong movement and he feels like he could snap and start thrusting in without concern for you in any moment. no. he shouldn't do that. it would ruin all everything he's done to build you up for this moment.. but your walls keep tauntingly squeezing around him...

"i- i can finally fit all of you inside..." you say with glee, tears on your lashes, but looking very proud of yourself. it snaps him back to sanity, a little bit.

"of course... you were made for me, after all. so perfectly mine, fitting me like a glove," sukuna mumbles, as his bigger tongue licks against your clit, arousing you more so that you could loosen up for him. his praise gets to your head and makes you feel sheepish, wanting to do more to please him. but you don't think you can do that, just yet.

"can we stay like this for a bit, please?"

"that would be...for the best. can't have my wife splitting in half, can i?" sukuna jests rather sinisterly.

"oh, you..." you pout at him. the larger tongue rubs against you more persistently to distract you, and he smirks as it does the trick. you whimper, and your walls pulse gently around him making him groan. your eyes get half lidded, already feeling somewhat exhausted, and you lean your face against the large man's chest.

veins are bulging out of his arms, and one on his forehead. you seem so relaxed, unbeknownst to the fact that he's currently doing everything to keep himself together. you're like a tiny mouse trapped in the claws of a tiger.

sukuna starts to bite and kiss down your neck and shoulder to satiate himself.

few minutes after you've calmed yourself a little, your eyes start wandering down, taking notice of the bump on your stomach, from having him inside you.

"it goes without saying, but you're so big..." you press against it without thinking, and you feel him throb inside you intensely. sukuna grabs your wrist with a growl.

"are you trying to test my patience right now?"

you look at him with wide eyes, from how unusually on edge he is... something about him being all restless makes you feel aroused. you're doing that to him. a man who rarely ever feels. but you've gotten him all sensitive.

" 'm sorry. kiss me?" you ask sweetly, lips curling up in a foxy way.

his gaze softens.

"when you ask me so sweetly... i can't deny you, can i?"

and he leans down to press his lips onto yours, despite seeing the mischief in your eyes. your arms go around his neck, and as he's kissing you, his hands go for your breasts.

you tighten up on his leaking dick, making him moan into your mouth. his grip on your hips squeeze harder, but he doesn't stop kissing you.

you want to make him cum. you want him to lose control from being inside you.

sukuna breaks the kiss with a little choked off heave, when you begin to roll your hips around him slightly.

"you're getting awfully ahead of yourself-"

you cut him off by latching your mouth to the side of his neck, suckling and running your tongue against his skin while your hips keep moving.

he'd call you cute, but it's working. sukuna grits his teeth and his eyes get heavy lidded, dick getting impossibly harder. his heavy breathing adds to your excitement.

"i never knew my wife was such a whore. i'll be sure to return this favour later," sukuna tells you with a low voice, his hands now guiding your hips against him.

you're wordless, as you continue running your lips and tongue up his skin, moving onto his jawline, only giving a whine in response, feeling his tip press into the entrance of your womb.

such lousy movement usually wouldn't be near enough for him, but...

his head lulls back, exposing the way his adam's apple bobs up and down as he swallows thickly, getting close... your little kitten thrusts and the way you're tonguing the sensitive area under his jaw...

sukuna's hips jolt into you for the last time.

" 'm cumming-"

his mouth hangs open as he releases - dumping weeks' worth of seed into your cunt. his body jerks against you and you bite into his shoulder.

his cock throbs erotically in your clamping walls, and you milk him effortlessly, and you moan on his neck, while still suckling and tonguing the same area, feeling the hotness of his cum as it thickly pours into you, making your belly swell a bit from it.

sukuna groans as he seeds your womb properly for the first time, two hands on your hips, one against the back of your neck, and the remaining arm wrapped around your waist to keep you still as his dick pulses inside you.

your head is whirring from the tense situation, being creampied so lewdly for the first time, to think that he's released inside, and the feeling of his every breath as he orgasms, is enough to make you feel so exhilarated.

suddenly, he stills.

it makes you a little nervous, so you detach your upper body from him and aim to look at his expression. but before you can make any further movement, you're suddenly thrown onto your back against the soft mattress of the bed in the speed of light. he keeps himself buried in you, making sure to plug you up nicely.

when you meet his eyes after a shocked gasp, you see his darkened expression, his eyebrows furrowed, but his mouth curved up in a toothy, sinister grin.

"you really tested me back there, didn't you?" he rasps, grabbing your face and forcing you to keep your gaze on him.

"i hope you're aware that i'm not letting you get a wink of sleep tonight."

not a word gets out of your mouth, before sukuna pulls his dick back, and slams his hips into you, his thick cock dragging against your tight walls.

your voicebox makes a noise that you never thought was possible, a noise that's mixed with both a moan and a scream.

"oh, fuck..." sukuna mumbles gutturally, beginning to thrust in and out of you the way he's always wanted to. your hands fist the sheets behind your head, and his hands keep your legs spread apart for him, while the other two pinch at your breasts roughly, groping at your flesh so brazenly.

his heavy balls slap against your ass as his hips rut into you, making sure to drive himself in to the hilt, before pulling out to the tip and doing that all over again.

you squeal and mewl under him, eyes watering from pleasure and already getting overstimulated as he fucks you senseless. to think that only a few weeks ago, you were only able to fit two of his fingers. it all feels like a fever dream.

sukuna breathes heavily, his muscles glistening from his own sweat as he indulges in his reward, his reward of you, and your cunt that is finally nice and loose for him, sheathing him so nicely, coating his dick with your slick like the harlot you are. his laboured breaths stutter when your walls pulse around him as you reach your orgasm-- your head tilting back into the mattress.

cock leaking more precum into you, sukuna's eyes become half lidded again as he gets close to his second release.

"you're gonna drive me crazy," he grunts, as his tip reaches your cervix again and again and again.

his thrusts become erratic, and then halts as he busts another thick load into you, making you cry out pitifully.

"fuuck, fuck, fuck...." sukuna shudders, leaning down on his forearms, getting so close that you feel his breath ghosting against your skin, while his other two hands grip onto the sides of your hips. his pecs rub up into your tits and the tongue from his stomach messily laps away at your clit as he empties his balls into you, your pussy seemingly trying to squeeze him dry.

all of his eyes close up as he then kisses you like he's trying to swallow up your tongue. you whimper against his lips, doing your best to reciprocate, struggling to keep up with the pace of this kiss.

he breaks away from your lips.

"c'mon, not good enough. put your tongue into it more," he instructs breathlessly, with somewhat of a disappointed expression. your mind is too hazy from the intense lust but you give a short nod with teary eyes, which makes him smirk before pushing his lips onto you again.

you kiss him back the most you can, and he hums in pleasure, your tongue finally intertwining with his. it distracts you from how full you feel right now, even with only two of his loads in you.

his thrusts slowly start back up again.

"s-sukuna-!" you gasp, breaking the kiss.

"i warned you... it's gonna be a long night," sukuna tells you. he seems to have become more sound of mind after that second orgasm.

"give me more..." he mutters, leaning against the crook of your neck, and licking a stripe up against it, "my precious wife."

your arms wrap around his neck, holding him tight. he grins, and you feel it on your skin.

... eventually when his third load fills you up, he's running his tongue against the shell of your ear, two mouths sucking at each of your nipples, from the way he clasped his palms over your breasts at the last second.

you're trembling beneath him, tears now running down the side of your face, babbling nonsensical words at him.

sukuna leans back to run his third hand through his disheveled hair to slick it up again, and he grins at your state of overstimulation. he feels so good inside you. it was worth waiting and preparing you for so long.

once your orgasm subsides a bit, he finally detaches his mouth-hands away from your tits, making a line of saliva stretch between in the process. then, the mouths disappear. your body relaxes. but sukuna's cock is still inside you.

"you alright, my love?" he asks smugly, looking down at your state of fatigue caused by intense pleasure.

you mumble out something of a 'yes', and he chuckles. his eyes trail down to your now slightly pudgy stomach.

"you're so full with me, my dear wife. haha, it's quite the lovely sight," sukuna tells you softly, pressing his hand down softly against the swell of your tummy. you jolt a little, whining.

"sukuna... too full..."

he leans down closer to your face and wipes the sweat off your forehead, before bringing his lips to the same area gently.

"we can stay like this for a few minutes. rest up. but we're not done yet."

he hasn't even had the chance to sink his teeth into you yet. just a little more. you can do that for him, can't you?

Masterlist

#sukuna x reader #sukuna smut #jjk x reader #jujutsu kaisen x reader #ryomen sukuna x reader #sukuna x y/n #sukuna x you #ryomen sukuna #sukuna #soft sukuna

[yikimiki]

Nanami has this big, girthy, veiny cock that annoys him so much. He’s even a little embarrassed by it, struggles to keep it in a position that doesn’t stand out against his light-colored pants, but it’s mostly futile. When he gets aroused, it’s big even when he’s not fully hard, straining the cotton of his trousers until he grunts and unzips himself — though, by that point, it has soaked through his underwear and stained his pants with pre cum. It’s even worse when he’s in public, or when he catches someone’s not-so-subtle stare. He wants to die from shame, thinking about how something that so many men would desire would, actually, be such a fucking nuisance.

Nanami thinks it’s irritating to have to deal with a cock that demands constant attention, but you seem to love it, so he lets it go. Actually, even if he would never admit it out loud, there’s some part of his mind that goes a little insane when he watches you struggle to take him in, moaning and whining about how thick it is and how it’s too much for you to handle. Though Nanami coaches you through it until you’re completely full, he wonders how it would feel to just shove it all inside and let you cry about it later. Since you love it so much. Maybe you won’t even care.

#nanami headcanons #nanami smut #nanami x you #nanami kento #jujutsu kaisen smut

[fellasleepinbaltimore]

when trans women femininize their voices.. they're doing some crazy shit like 100% am buying that as a divine act of creation bc it's fucking insane actually

#AND THEN GOING ON TO SING AND LIKE DO ALL THIS LTHER SHIT LIKE?? #ur actually... pushing ur body into the form it most desires yet struggles against i scream

[dolldefiler]

C/W: Freeuse, forceful but not forced

How I’d convince my girlfriend to become my free-use cocktoy.

I’d wait until she’s on the phone before stepping up to her and pulling out my hard, aching cock. She’d be surprised and a little affronted, but ultimately she’d mindlessly slowly jerk me off to pacify me. As her call went on, I would run my fingers through her hair, slowly guiding the tip of my cock to her pretty lips. She’d know, of course. She’d look up at me, her eyes concerned. 

As she spoke, I’d tap my cock lightly on her lips, running the length of my shaft across her cheeks, marking her face with the scent of my cock. She’d pause to let her friend speak. I’d push my cock in between her soft lips, struggling to mask my groan as her tongue involuntarily worships me. I’d pull out quickly as her friend asks her what that sound was. She’d glare at me as some poor excuse spills out of her mouth and just as she finishes, I’d plunge my cock back into her mouth.

I’d motion for her to get on her back and she’d shake her head vigorously. She’d offer no resistance if I pushed her back gently. I’d flip her skirt up, watching her look down at me as I tease her thighs with the tip of my tongue. She’d no longer be listening to her friend. She’d focus on what I’m about to do with her pretty little pussy. My face buried between her legs, I’d watch her silently writhe with that phone still pressed to her ear. She’d mute and toss the phone aside and allow herself to moan and fuck her cunt against my face. Her friend’s voice would sound through the speaker ignored while she howls with pleasure. One small step towards giving into my pleasure whenever I want.

One more Rubicon crossed, until I can eventually teach her to gag on my cock in some dark alleyway behind a nightclub, if I so desire. 

#free use kink #free use slvt #fr33use #cnc fr33use #bd/sm dom #bd/sm kink