#stew info

[potofstewie]

Hello and thank you for giving my first event your attention. Before you read ANY of the fics, please note the following: (this warning will be linked at the top of ALL fics in order to minimize overreactions/potential labels). All of these fics will be character centered and you, Reader, are simply playing the role of whatever is haunting them.

I'll try to keep this warning post as short as possible. Few things:

Standard MDNI procedure

None of these fics are gory (only one alludes to gore) however some are unsettling as well as the manga panels that will accompany them so VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED

At best this is "scary stories to tell in the dark" level of spooks so do not be alarmed

Although these are labeled as X Reader, only two of these stories will have romantic/suggestive/sexual nsfw elements. The dynamics of reader and the character in these fics is more so protag. vs antag. Despite the lack of smut, I hope you will all give the other stories a fair chance. (Reminder that you can always check out any ongoing kinktober events)

All my works that you can VOLUNTARILY indulge in from Oct. 2nd to Nov. 2nd are all inspired from PTSD Radio, Fuan no Tane and Fuan no Tane Plus by Nakayama Masaaki. All manga panels you will encounter except for the numbered headers (minus the bg pic in the numbered headers), the above warning sign and a singular manga panel are sourced from both Fuan no Tane and Fuan no Tane Plus. Each fic will have this source credit at the bottom.

The mangas that my fics are inspired from are not your typical gory horror mangas that you might have come across. These mangas deal in the topic of the supernatural, malevolent Gods and random encounters with apparitions. You do not have to be superstitious or whatnot to enjoy these writings. You will not be "cursed" or unknowingly claim "bad/negative energy" by reading these for that is not my intention whatsoever.

Anyway, that is all I have to say. Reblogs are, as usual, encouraged but not mandatory. Reminder that this will be the only warning you will receive regarding this selection of fics and that I am in no way responsible for how you manage reading them.

Thank you for reading all of this and let's get into the spooks.

#Stew's Halloween Event '23 #stew info

[anglerflsh]

Hi I'm a complete stranger to you. Based on the 2 pieces of info I know about you I'm going to assume you love to lie and are actually a horrible person living a glamourous life in new orleans

ah! my lies, discovered by my unending love for new orleans food!

#I do love to lie it has to be said. but like what do I get from lying about my mother online? clout? unclear #anonymous #[.asks] #I do also like new orleans food thats not even a joke. never been to the place but I've had the typical food in other restaurants 👍 10/10 #<- they're the state with gumbo right. I don't know the usa. I just like meat stew #isn't one of those guys from the hotel from there. those are all my infos about new orleans.

[sparring-spirals]

will i watch the imodna confession scene if i have some free time tonight, just so i feel a little less bad about writing meta about it? who knows. maybe. perhaps. possibly. (in an ideal world, as i stare longingly at my hypothetical calendar)

#i Already Have Thoughts but feel like i should respect ACTUALLY WATCHING THE FUCKING SCENE before writing meta. will it make a significant #diff if i havent also caught up on the minutiae of the interactions between the two? absolutely not. will i end up watching half the ep if #i try just watching a single scene? almost certainly #but also #i wanna :) #i understand folks unfollowing me for a whole swathe of reasons but i REALLY understand folks unfollowing me for the #'occasionally writes meta about scenes without watching them' reason. #in my defense the percolating meta has been stewing for a bit and i just want it to contain info about the scene before i actually write i #but. yknow. anyway. ANYWAY. we'll see. #spar speaks #*for clarity when i say minutiae of actions i mean me wwtching every single interaction in the last three episodes vs just watching the one #scene #and it does make a difference!!! its just. not for this meta maybe

[little-red-fool]

Also Pascal’s sexuality really stumps me because I know he’s only attracted to men. But at the same time he thinks love (in terms of romantic/sexual attraction) to be illogical and a waste of time. He’s also attracted to Eric, however he doesn’t know he’s attracted to Eric, he just knows that Eric is Extremely Special to him but he thinks they’re best friends. Eric, on the other hand, is completely aware that Pascal is attracted to him in some shape or form but he’s waiting for Pascal to open up about it/realise it and won’t press him or make him uncomfortable. Pascal’s also never been interested or attracted to anyone else.

So I’m not sure if Pascal is A-spec or if he’s just really bad at identifying feelings and hates everybody else to the point of not being attracted to anyone other than Eric.

#i’ve been stewing over this for a while its bugging me #my oc #d&d #graverobber #warlock #shadar kai #pascal cadapher blackthorn #elf #surgeon #eric hartswood #pascal x eric #lgbtq #gay #asexual #aromantic #aroace #oc info

[ritz-writes]

me: i love novel sm 😊😊 they r my everything 🥰 giggle giggle hehe im so in love yippeee 😊😊🥰🥰💖💖

@novelcain: *tells me about evil ideas for their fics*

me: i want a divorce

#/j/j #BUT STILL >:(( #I CANT TELL ANYONE #IM JUST LEFT TO SIT HERE AND STEW WITH THIS BOMBSHELL OF INFO #got my life changed over a fic that isnt even written yet #sobbing

[chaos-mybeloved]

I forgot how devastating it is to be invested in a book series…why am I pacing right now?

#a dark and hollow star #I am LOSING my MIND why are all these characters like this #the multiple povs in this series makes things so infuriating because no one is on the same page!!!! #every character knows a different piece of info but that means I know all the info!! why am I the only one informed!!! #i have so many thoughts and NONE of them are coherent #I can’t even move on to the final book I’m just going to sit here and stew for the next couple days instead this is ridiculous

[peachcitt]

going to an eye appointment expecting to be berated for my shit dog ass vision just like usual except queer people work there so instead im complimented and called lovely like an endearment

#peach stuff #stories from life #it was a strange eye appointment in itself the doctor that was actually testing my eyes was remote and on a tv screen in the room #neverminding the fact that it took 10 years for me to fill out the insurance info because i forgot to remind my mother to send me it #which caused me to stew in anxiety for about 15 minutes #this was overall a peaceful experience. wasn’t made fun of for my dog shit ass vision even once

[kicksnscribs]

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#so like #this has been bothering me for years now and i have to get it out now #but i don't want it to really be /out/ there so im just gonna ramble in the tags for a sec #but im so confused as to how ppl will look at my art style and ask me #hey can you do me a commission in [insert style that is a complete 180 from what i draw]? #and i just sit there thinking to myself #where did you get this connection from? #why do you think i'm capable of pulling off this style when i have posted nothing that would even remotely resemble the style that you want #are other artists just better than i am? #am i missing something? should i be able to draw like that despite my love for my current style? #i want to be angry but i know i cant be bc i don't have all of the info #well maybe angry is a bit much more like upset #bc it pulls my confidence down into the gutter #AND ITS ALWAYS LIKE THAT #everybody thats seen my art is always like hey can you draw something cuter/simpler/more like this style #and i just have to sit there and stew in my own depression bc no??? i literally cannot???? why would you ask me this???? #idk im giving up on being a marketable artist #im just gonna sit here and draw my stuff #im not too pressed to publish anything anymore bc its just not what ppl like #and im starting to become ok with that #but man it sucks bc i like sharing ideas #but interaction is next to nothing so i feel like im just wasting time #this isn't directed at anyone specific just me pointing out the patterns of my life from grade school to adulthood #tag rambling #i had to get it out im sorry its just been getting too much lately and cant keep shit in anymore #so fuck it lol

[potofstewie]

Hello and Welcome to my first ever solo event! From Oct. 2nd to Nov. 2nd (dw bout the days), I will be posting short (semi) oneshot xreader fics dedicated to beloved characters from 3 fandoms: KNY, JJK and AOT. This isn't a kinktober event but rather an ode to my favorite holiday and my favorite horror manga: PTSD Radio. I've had this planned since mid-August and I'm honestly excited to post the fics throughout October! If you wish to be notified for all the fics then just simply interact with this post and other event posts!

General Info:

MDNI, you know the drill

noncanon au/modern au across the board

reader is not the main character in any of these fics, reader is the antagonist

These fics deal in the topic of the supernatural, malevolent Gods and random encounters with apparitions, you will not get bad energy or whatnot from reading these (more info in the warning post)

Majority of these fics do not include smut or overt gore, HOWEVER, I still wish to exercise caution

Reblogs, per usual, is not mandatory but is always welcomed with open arms

BYI Please read this quick warning post about the event and the fics I have in store. This warning will be posted on every fic in order to minimize any issues this event may face.

WARNING!

With that out of the way, here is the link to the masterlist! I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY!

MASTERLIST

#stew info #Stew's Halloween Event '23

[todayisafridaynight]

rgg can have a You Did The Bare Minimum award for keepin jo alive and not continuin the trend of one-shottin every interestin antag we meet but they esp deserve it cause lettin jo live the rest of his days in guilt and shame without the power to do anythin is pretty thematically consistent for him. if i may be insane to say.

#snap chats #Stream Of Consciousness dont look at me im rambling #EW this text post is longer than a tweet thats disgusting #i never even tweet outside of art on twitter. ok i do on my personal but i barely post there outside of qrting stuff lmao #In Any Case. i do have an essay on my dome about shame/guilt and jo i aint gon lie #thats been brewing for a while cause like.... lol..... lmao perhaps.... #ill just keep it short and sweet rn cause my brain just aint fucntionin how the fuck is it 10pm hold on （；´д｀） #anyway Speedrun Version of what im thinkin tonight #jo's greatly motivated by the guilt he feels for his irresponsibility debilitating masato #he does all he can for him in an attempt to atone for that #but despite those attempts he still shoulders that never-ending guilt #despite those attempts i think its a fair wager to suggest he probably thinks there isnt anything he could do to properly atone #but he at least can and does still try right. this comes back to him going to jail i promise #beforehand jo /felt/ as though he was powerless to do anything- in prison he's /physically/ incapable of doing anything of use anymore #or. he's at least incredibly limited. the most he can do is tell ichi past info but Specifics right #moreover both the arakawas are gone: even if jo was free he still would have no conceivable way of 'redeeming himself' #esp in the case of arakawa that feeling of guilt is worse: this is another case that he arguably couldve prevented #obvi with masato that one is more sure He Definitely Could Have Prevented This but Specifics 2x right we know what im saying #my words are muddy but i hope we know what i mean. in prison all he can do is think and be left with his feelings #all he can do is stew in his regret and guilt. its like. Thematically the perfect consequence for him #like again One Thing to let him live but it also just so happens to play into that eternal guilt/utter powerlessness so well #this type of thing is going to decay my brain until LAD8 comes out and all of this is undone somehow but for now.... i love his misery... #ok this is the only vaguely. I Thought For More Than Three Miliseconds Today post youre gonna get im going back to being stupid

[jovial-gender-jester]

it's so sad grif has such a bland first name. dexter doesnt have ANY swag to it

#sitting & stewing... im sure he wasnt the favourite kid & his mom had him earlier than she was ready for... i know it #[also. isnt saying much cuz i dont think adults were pressed to wonder 'am i ready for kids?' until after they've spent years assuming #and then somewhere in their 20s a kid pops into the picture and even /if/ someone's Really sure they wanted a kid. there's still factors #they didnt finish planning out. and def other they never even expected or thought aboutlo #& yeah baby books exist but there's thousands to comb through. amd a lot of good info's either redundant or hard to find among the clutter #anyway. anyone else up at night thinking about the grifs #rvb posting #dexter grif

[valentineish]

The sins of Pentecostalism are innumerable, and I truly believe it to be an example of a mainstreamed cult. It is to my horror, then, to realize three things:

Growing up in that environment equipped me with phenomal grace and charisma – even with people I despise

That universal cordiality has become so synonymous with evangelicism, few other groups bother with such social skills

... But proselytizing has become so typical, I find its use across communities and political alignments in the Western world.

#part of this comes down to evangelical branches coming from the intersection of imperialism and christianity #thus 'proselytizing' just being an extension of western european colonialism and cultural genocide #but it's just very striking to me that people kind of get THAT part and try to reinvent it for the better anyways #yet the myriad of social skills necessary for organized proselytizing are treated as the real evil in all this #it feels like. backwards. like the actually morally neutral soft skills became the scapegoat to protect their conversion attempts #there is a dissonance people do pick up on and i think this has become part of the radicalization toolset y'know? #because well-meaning allies will do Really Weird Things like fucking leaving info pamphlets about queer rights in public like chick tracts #and the only people that point out what that resembles are violent bigots while allies are AFFRONTED to be compared to evangelicals #i'm rambling about this in tags bc i'm still stewing on this and connecting dots but. yeah. does that make sense. #open mic night

[thatrandomartblog]

I have not done a self-insert for something for... it feels like 8-ish years.

Frankly, I can’t even remember the last time I had been so charmed by a movie that drives me to do a self-insert. I almost put too much thought into her and not bothered because I was just making a pirate OC (something I might do anyway with some of the scrapped ideas)

Additional Word-Vomit Under The Read More!

Before becoming a barmaid, Adelaide was a member of an All-Female pirate ship that set off right at the other side of the United Kingdom (what is now known as Liverpool) The allure of the adventure and potential “get-rich-quick” that comes from the pirate life is what drove her to leave her former life. She spent a long while overseas, doing her fair share of robbing people blind, having run-ins with other pirates and going as far as stealing a new pet from an island they visited (that being the Galapagos Islands). Adelaide had the time of her life, but wasn’t quite sure what happened on The Night. One minute, she was on the ship; the next minute, she was in a hospital bed in an entirely different town. She was told she was found near the docks of Bristol and was quickly rushed to see the nearest doctor, who happened to be Doctor Livesey. While grateful for having her life saved, she feigned not knowing how she ended up in the sea in the first place to Livesey, not wanting to go to prison. He seemed to believe her, and offered to help her until she gets better and see if she can find work in town. Adelaide ended up at a inn near the city that was looking for a barmaid. After finally getting some decent food, shelter and a stable job, she seems to forget her time sailing across the seas... That is, until she sees a familiar face limping around the town, someone she recognized from another crew...

#Alix Doodles #Self Insert #treasure island 1988 #Adelaide #Should I tag this as Moi? #idk but she's been stewing in my brain for a bit and needs out #More info about her soon certainly! #I just wanted her done and uploaded so I can focus on something else also related to Treasure Island #Also the tortoise needs a name #Suggestions are welcome!

[bikabika]

sadly bully is made by rockstar games who are like a ring or two above south park on the ladder of phobia and isms. yet so far its not that bad

#it still kinda sucks but its not aggressively bad its sorta like. idk. still gathering info #i played like. 1/3 of the game today so im still stewing

[natsu-tte-noodle]

It’s been done countless times so it’s not like it’s necessary for me to but with the potential new players coming from the Sanrio collab and A3′s presence in polls I wonder if I should try my hand at making my own guide to A3,,,

#noodle stews #well im trying my hand at writing one anyway whether i post it or not is the question #i need the practice writing easy to understand guides and instructions for my job anyway lolol #plus it seems fun and what better way to info dump than to tell you what error 906 means

[sad-boy-mono]

Hey Google, how can I tell if I'm in love with my best friend or if I'm just codependent on them?

#my brain hurts y'all #i looked up info online for codependency and got meh results but either way the symptoms didnt align #but today i spokento my friend who has bpd and knows a good amount about codependency and she thinks that thats probably it #idk ill stew on it for a few more months #mono stop talking