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sillyfairygarden · 2 months

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90 minute leyendecker study b4 bed. heard cleo has a cat cafe this season :swoons:

#thellos art corner #zombiecleo fanart #hermitcraft #hermitblr #mcyt fanart #mcyt #ok time for a peek inside my skull: i really contemplated not posting this. not for any reasons of disliking it #im pretty conscious about how fat people are characterized/portrayed around food in media. both in fan works and canonized material #(flashbacks to hunk from voltron) i really think about ways to defy the way fat bodies are portrayed in my works. while also staying normal #i think at the end of the day i really see food as a love language. and serving people i love (even if its just coffee) brings me joy #even if theres a one-dimensional box that fat characters get put into regarding food. it makes me happy! so i'll try to do it with grace #i think representation isnt always this mentally twisting lol. but its definitely something i think about.#i hope i can positively project my feelings about food and love onto a plus size body (as a chubby girl :handheart:) and showcase that love #ok yeah yeah its 11pm. time to put meemaw in bed. if you read all this ur rad <3 also i stopped watching HC peeposad

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zivazivc · 3 months

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Sorry if this has already been asked before but why did the band break up? And did they break up on decent terms? Do they still talk to each other sometime?

It has been asked before, I just never answered jshfbdjcbh I'm still piecing everything together and stuff is changing or getting tweaked all the time, so I'm always super hesitant about answering these types of questions, afraid that people will take whatever I say as the final answer. So basically what I'm going to answer now will already contradict what I told some people already. And maybe in the future the story might go a little differently too (although I'm pretty satisfied with the current events)

Uhhh, get ready for a long info dump. I didn't expect I'd write this much...

Floyd basically stayed with the band for 8 years (from 14 till 22) and got pretty messed up in the process. The rest of the guys are all quite older than him so I guess I could say they were more responsible, or at least had a better understanding of their own limits (also they grew up in this kind of environment or grew up aware of it, while Floyd was oblivious and naive about all of it) and while they do get drunk and do drugs often, none of them are really dependent on them. They are also pretty good judges of character and know how to avoid trouble. Floyd on the other hand drove in with no breaks and constantly got himself in trouble that the rest (mostly Les) had to drag him out of. He also developed bipolar during this time (in my story Floyd constantly fluctuates between being saturated and being desaturated because of this) and his manic and depressive episodes started getting out of hand after his teenage years. (None of them are aware it's a mental disorder that's making him act so out of character.)

Floyd was becoming miserable because of this and all of his problems pilling up, and started blaming Les for the way he was. Les never argued this which only fueled Floyd to blame him more. In the end he was getting so frustrated and irritable that Floyd constantly tried starting arguments with him, even putting him down and getting aggressive at times because Les gets very unresponsive and closed off during personal conversations (guy is a giant onion of suppressed trauma that Floyd is hellbent on peeling open).

Eventually there was one fight too many, terrible things were said, some objects flew through the air, and Floyd walked out (or Hed kicked him out, I haven't decided yet) with the promise of going home and never seeing them again.

So, yeah, it was very messy and Floyd was the primary asshole, even though he's not really to blame either...

But Floyd didn't make it home (was too scared to sneak through Bergen Town to get to the tree (i don't think i can judge him for that either)) and he just returned to the reckless lifestyle, this time without anyone being there to keep him safe. So if he was messed up before, this is the time period where he got absolutely fucked up. This is also when he got heavily addicted to sour worms. And when he chronically slept around (half the time just to get offered free worms or have somewhere to sleep, other times because he was having manic episodes and was feeling hypersexual). (This is also potentially the period when he had the two eggs with that techno troll, but I'm still thinking if I want that to be canon to the story or not.) During this time he also grew to become very anxious and his self-confidence went to shit when he was being himself.

Then after about three years of that, he bumped into Les at some party. He wanted to dodge him out of shame but Les grabbed his arm and manhandled him outside to talk. Floyd felt like shit about the way they had split up and tried apologizing for all the stuff he had said and done to Les, but Les wasn't having any of that because he wasn't angry at Floyd, he was just worried about him. Les is also insanely empathetic like Floyd, and he knew that Floyd never really meant any of it, and that he was just looking for an outlet when he was hurting. Also he does think he is to blame for the way Floyd ended up.

Les wanted to know why he didn't go home like he had said (because that was the only reason Les had even let him walk out in the first place). A few exchanged words later and Floyd broke down telling him all the awful things he'd done, and Les promised to help him, feeling insanely guilty. Floyd wondered if he was allowed back in the band but Les made it clear that the band wasn't good for him and that he was never taking him back. Instead Les helped him go though rehab. I don't think trolls have those institutions (or at least not many are aware of them or how they work (I'm sorry but I refuse to believe the Trolls world has internet and cellphones, Mountrageons can keep that for themselves lol)), so it was more or less just Les finding Floyd a job and his own place to stay in the middle of bumfuck nowhere where he had no option but to detox, and constantly checking up on him to make sure he was doing okay. During this time they grew pretty close again. Or maybe the better term would be that Les slowly started putting his walls down again.

Hed needed a while to warm up to Floyd again. He's almost as protective of Les as Les is of him, and he resented Floyd for the way he had treated him.

Flea is pretty phlegmatic when it comes to any sort of arguing or drama. He was casual about seeing Floyd again, they were never super close anyway.

And Liv, she left the band when she and Hed broke up (haven't decided if that happened before or after Floyd left), so Floyd didn't get to see her again after bumping into Les at the party. And I haven't thought yet if they'd ever meet again somewhere later in life. But if they did, I think they'd both be happy to see each other.

Anyway...

Floyd managed to detox and successfully kept the job for about a year, but then he became manic again and messed it all up. After that he returned to his nomadic lifestyle, but he never fell as hard as those three years again. In my story Floyd's life is a constant cycle of getting his life together and fucking it up and booking to the next place. And he and Les are trapped in a never-ending cat and mouse game where they're both trying to fix each other.

So, uh, Les and Floyd are still very close and see each other somewhat often...

(sometimes monthly, sometimes yearly)

Yeah...

I am so fucking obsessed with them I'm gonna hurl. Please take this song before I combust:

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#btw the status of Floyd's and Les's relationship is forever set on 'complicated'#but they are as obsessed with each other as i am obsessed with them #the song is too soft and vulnerable to be something les would sing out loud but inside he does feel it #papa roach is nu metal btw. tho idk where this song stands exactly #trolls #dreamworks trolls #ex bandmates #trolls floyd #trolls oc #les #answered #my art #btw I am only self educated on the bipolar disorder from what i've read and watched on the internet so have that in mind #my intention is to be respectful but i might not understand all of it. especially not the personal experience of those who have it #i'm just some random nerd #so in a way you could say floyd was diagnosed by a nonprofessional lol #i stayed up until 3am last night writing this #today i made the sketch that is no longer a sketch #should i put this post under a cut? it is pretty long #long post

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evenstarfalls · 1 year

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#IT'S WHY I LET YOU STAY #WHY I LIKED YOU #ALL THAT CHARM OUTSIDE #ALL THAT EVIL INSIDE #THERE WAS A MONSTER UNDER THERE LONG BEFORE YOU DIED #evervale #villains duology #victor vale #eli ever #ve schwab #villains series #vengeful #vicious #villains #how am i supposed to be normal when i am thinking about them 24/7 #why liked you hmmgh hmmm #is it really subtext if it's text #cause I've read subtler sex scenes

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sallymew4 · 8 days

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some quick pre-mob terumob becuz i am sleepy [snore]

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ghost-luvr · 1 year

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*Spoilers for ch 8 of Paper Rings by @eeriebarbie*

“You’re—what you’re doing right now is…it’s mean.”

i don’t usually post my art on here, but i started reading Paper Rings because i noticed people drawing fan art for it, so i feel obligated to post some of my own lol (even though i’m still trying to figure out digital art)

can’t wait to see what happens next!!!

#inside job #inside job fandom #inside job fanfic #inside job fanart #brett hand #reagan ridley #brett x reagan #breagan #paper rings #i literally stayed up until 6am reading this fan fiction #i can’t handle angst

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canyoureallycallthisablog · 2 years

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Would you all still love me if I posted kirby content be honest with me I can take it

#kirby #king dedede #dedede #how do i tag kirby stuff this is my first time #i love them so much #when we as a fandom started seeing meta knight as kirby's father figure instead of dedede we lost side of what was important #yeah theyre both their dads but king dedede adopted them first #ive been reading the light novels nonstop and my heart cant take this #i love these characters so much theyre so silly #sometimes too silly #what is your favorite kirby character i would love to know #someone take me under their wing I wanna join the inside community so bad #reblog if you like kirby fuck yourself if you dont like kirby #also you should play the kirby games theyre really fun #this is my new hyperfixation #im not leaving undertale dw #underale will stay with me until the day I perished #but would you guys still be ok if i posted my kirby content here or would you rather I have another account #i want honest opinions here

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phaedraismyusername · 8 months

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Hi hello have you ever read Frankenstein? Do you have any love for gothic tales about grief, obsession, and love? Have you ever thought you might be a Mary Shelley girly at heart? What about dinosaurs, do you like dinosaurs??

If you even considered a yes to any of these questions then I'm begging you to read Our Hideous Progeny by C E McGill

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seatawinan · 1 year

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Favourite Shows [7/7]: Love in the Air

Not today. Not now Maybe after your graduation Maybe after you get a job Maybe after you get to live the life you want When you’re ready I’m gonna propose to you

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bipirate · 5 days

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Please weather app do not fuck this up for me. Last week you said it was gonna storm and it didnt. Stick to your word this time

#if you ask me to describe my ideal sunday i would say a stormy one #i can stay inside and draw and read or do absolutely fuck all #but with ambience ✨️

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akai-anna · 6 months

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EP 381 makes me go all mushy and crazy, i'm so UTTERLY FOND, THE WAY THE SALESPERSON IN THE BOOKSHOP SAVES THE NEW INSTALMENT SPECIFICALLY FOR SHINICHI MY FREAKING HEART

ALSO THE WAY SHINICHI IS SO HAPPY TO JUST PLAN TO SPEND THE REST OF THE DAY READING HIS LIL BOOK (and reread it once he wakes up), GOING HOME ALL EXCITED AND SKIPPING-

only to have his plan in ruins once he gets home. what a baby.

#detco posting #detective conan #detco watching #HE'S LITERALLY SO??? ADORABLE???#also what a neruodivergent baby he is so RELATABLE #same shincihi same #his plan is literally to stay inside and read and then REREAD and i truly relate #and the fact that it's hattori makes this even funnier bc we all know he likes to spend time with him #but he would ditch him to read his lil book if they let him lmao #he is truly an ambivert huh #(yes i will never let go of ambivert shinichi)

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carebeardean · 10 months

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as devastating as the good omens ending was, I keep thinking about how it’s crowley who performs miracles for aziraphale, who picks out the restaurants, who can’t fire the gun. aziraphale has loved crowley from the start, yes, but it’s crowley’s love (I reject god for you, run away with me, you’re the only thing holy about that place) that moves the narrative, because aziraphale is deep down too afraid of making the “wrong choice.” he has to think of himself as always being good, kind, having the higher ground, the right answer. but to borrow an amazing quote from brennan lee mulligan, “to reach a hand down to somebody they have to be beneath you.”

it’s much easier to believe the world exists in black and white, that good people will always win and bad guys always lose, than to realize that none of us truly know we’re making the “right” choices. all we can do is be kind to each other, & love each other for as long as we can. & that’s terrifying! love is terrifying! it’s putting your heart in someone’s hands & hoping they don’t crush it!

but that’s love— a leap of faith. & I can’t wait to see aziraphale step into the dark, & the beauty of not knowing the answers.. or, well, all but one, anyway

#good omens #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #Crowley #aziraphale #idk where season 3 will go #(or if we’ll get it bc obviously real people in the writers strike not starving matters more than fictional characters)#but I love how the one thing that stays constant is their belief in each other #& I’d love for the answer to just be.. looking around at how beautiful the world & people are :-)#maybe they become human & are just two strangers in the crowd. light inside them. holding hands #reading books & arguing over movies & taking care of the plants bc that’s a beautiful life :)

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bogkeep · 2 years

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i feel like i've had the "kids can handle dark topics in stories" conversation on three separate occasions in the past month, what's up with that??? my impression of children's/young teen literature is that it's always been SURPRISINGLY DARK and that it FUCKING SLAPS.

like yeah, my trump card is that i can answer almost every "but what about [HEAVY TOPIC]" with "Animorphs did that actually," which makes animorphs sound super edgy, but the thing is... it didn't feel edgy? it felt like a substantial adventure with drama, tension, goofs, stakes, and a vibrant cast of characters. it was one of the first book series i ever read, so there was nothing that tipped me off that This Series Is So Dark And Gruesome - and i think it's because it wasn't, comparatively. one of my other early reads was Deltora Quest, and like, what school library didn't have Goosebumps? i never got my hands on warrior cats, but like, that series is just one installation in a WHOLE GENRE - the silverwing trilogy, wings of fire, guardians of ga'hoole... groups of animals dealing with war and exile and battle and grief and ridiculously tragic backstories and whatever was going on in these series, ripe for self-insert characters and scenarios for play pretend during lunch break. even the HTTYD books, which are completely different from the movies - they look childish, especially with the illustrated charcoal drawings - hiccup gets captured as a slave at some point, and there's a dragon rebellion that seeks to eradicate all of humanity. it has a lot of goofy moments and some incredibly over-the-top villains, but it doesn't flinch from how gruesome it gets, either.

i think kids genuinely love this stuff!!! not all kids, sure, but i definitely did!!! like!!! have you SEEN the edgy OCs kids and teens will make? the finely crafted horrific backstories? you know how small kids have traditionally played with barbies, right, with beheadings and torture and shakespearean plots? how a lot of kids and teens sought out creepypastas???

i absolutely think it's much easier for BOOKS to go into dark topics than visual media, and i think that's why a lot of people don't realize how much is happening below the surface. we live in a post gravity falls world now, so cartoons for teens are finally allowed to be a little more twisted and "wow i can't believe they went there," but ALSO... from what i can remember from being a Child, the most scarring and horrifying moments in stories for kids were not the existential concept of "oh no you're ten years old and bad guys want to kill you!" but stuff like, the groke from the moomins cartoon, old puppet shows, moments that were viscerally horrifying without being gory in any way...

maybe you don't understand all the Complexities of Heavy Topics when you're nine. but some things will stick with you, and as you grow older and gain more context and knowledge about the world around you, i think those moments can become very valuable. i haven't read animorphs for almost two decades and so much of it has stayed with me. maybe i saw princess mononoke a bit earlier than i "should have," but to this day it's still one of my favourite movies of all time, and my understanding of it grows every time i rewatch it. i don't think it's possible for every story to handle every topic perfectly or even well, but it might still be worthwhile to have engaged with it. i mean, that's the Discourse, isn't it, stories tell you stuff and we can't control what other people take from it.

anyway yeah kids crave blood and carnage and we should give it to them sometimes

#for legal reasons the last sentence is intended in a humorous way #too long for twitter #obviously there's a difference in how kid's media is written and presented than like. game of thrones #... just remembered how i read the demonata in middle school and i was so so into it even though that's a gorefest and a half #ironically i can't read it anymore because my brain's more broken now (not demonata's fault)#i havent read the guardians of gahoole either but im ASSUMING they're similar to warrior cats in vibes #if the movie is anything to go by #IM PROBABLY PREACHING TO THE CHOIR AGAIN #im also saying all this as a person who does have several triggers when it comes to media #and if i read something that my brain is allergic to it WILL stay inside and torture me to the end of days so like. yea

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cheshirelibrary · 1 year

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#cheshire library #stay inside #gloomy day #love of reading #love of books

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coquelicoq · 4 months

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so i did just go outside and it is mad slick. i was like whatever i've got shoes and so forth. then the wind picked up and i could hear all the ice-covered branches clacking ominously against each other and decided i should get the hell out of dodge. have you ever tried powerwalking when the sidewalks are sheets of ice? i wouldn't recommend it.

#almost lost one of the aforementioned shoes...two different times #anyway i was not powerwalking it's just that i would have been if that had been at all physically possible #because i didn't want a tree to fall on me lol #anon from the other day don't read this...let's pretend i stayed inside like i told you i was going to #i did have a moment of guilt when i was putting on my scarf like but what if some hilariously bad fate befalls me out there...#what will anon say???#IN MY DEFENSE i also tried to go outside yesterday. but i turned around and went back in at the end of the block #because it was so slippery. see! i can make good choices!#but today it's been raining ALL day and it seems so melty from my window and i just wanted to SEE #and it IS pretty much all melted in the streets where the cars drive. just not on any surface where the cars do not go #so for most of the time i just walked in the middle of the street (there are very few cars) and it was fine #until the trees started rattling at me. then i was like no thanks #anyway i hope it melts for real soon and the wind doesn't get any ideas #ice #my posts

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opens-up-4-nobody · 4 months

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#sometimes i find the degree to which i cannot concentrate very alarming #like bro i canno read. i have so much to do but i wanna sleep forever #i just have to get up and go somewhere else. normally id go transfer algae or run but im stuck inside and .y fingers r all cold #usually its just in the morning that I get thr high distress so its prob the meds #but yesterday was kinda fucked. ugh.i just need to run around but i cant #i have such a sinister combo of: brain stops me from being able to b productive and if im not productive i am compelled to do horrible #things. mood issues and 0cd is horrible. horrible feedback loop #i just wish i could breathe. itll b fine. eventually itll b summer again and itll b fine #its like someone's squeezing my throat. like im sick but i kno its just that im anxious #i was doing so well the past few days in terms of reading and productivity despite the distress #and im trying to b kind and roll with the punches but its so hard #like i kno i need to relax and not resist bc resistance makes it worse but it's just hard and im worried this is how itll always b #i wish i could go back on lamicta1. i felt way better on low dose of that then i do on low dose of abi1ify. its so hard to stay on this #just bc of how my head works. and like things were complicated with the lamicta1. maybe i wouldnt habe had a reaction if i didnt get a #tatto0 while upping the dose but now im marked as allergic so i prob wont b allowed to try any of thr anti convulsive type antidepressants #ugh. i hate this. its so frustrating #unrelated

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cupcakes-and-pain · 4 months

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Hey does anyone think I can stop myself from having strep throat through positive thinking? Because I sure hope so.

(being sarcastic, I know that’s not how disease works)

#personal #I just recovered from it in November! this is too soon #I mean I guess I don’t know for sure yet #could just be a bad cold #but it feels like the last two times I had it #and it always starts the same way #but I just keeping praying and hoping that I don’t have strep #also don’t worry about the spread. I’m staying inside and using a lot of hand sanitizer #I wouldn’t wish strep on anyone #it sucks so bad #please pray or send well wishes or whatever you (the one reading this) do

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