#starts screaming nonstop

[moominpopzz]

ANYWAYS Deadwood to me’s literally just one of those creepy ass old southern hunting towns… so here’s some things I think Wiwi Wisp does based offa that

• William Wisp knows about 4 ways to skin a deer and even more how to gut one

• He saw the shotgun in s2 and all those days when they were younger and David would take him out and shoot cans and bottles to pass time came flying back to him like it was trying to attack him, THATS truly how he knows how to use that thing

•He sees lone crying children and while trying to calm them down to find out what’s wrong calls them Sugar and Darlin and Dear and Bubba

•William Wisp who says only Ma or Mama and who probably called his dad daddy til he was like 14

•He refuses to talk when he gets too mad because his accent starts slipping out and it embarrasses him

•He has a secret country playlist buried with all his other music [It has a fake out title so if anyone sees it they don’t think ab it]

•He DEFINITELY passive aggressively says “God bless you” when he’s pissed at people

•He constantly slips up and says little country sayings that he then has to explain to the others

•He only drinks tea that’s so sweet it almost made Vyncent throw up at one point.

•He says hes “Sick as a dog” when not feeling good [<- edit add on]

#this is purely projection #the few comments ab Janet Wisp and hearing Will call her ma grabbed me by the throat and made me drag him into the depths of hell with me #also just found out Charlie’s from Virginia #starts screaming nonstop #<- a Virginian #I think he does the God bless you one so much the others started picking it up #Dakota thought he was being sweet when he first said it to him #jrwi headcanon #jrwi pd #headcanons #jrwi #william wisp #jrwi william #moomins yapping<3 #southern William wisp

[frostios]

(guy whos been drawing all day) man i wanna draw....

#chitter chatter #i still dont know what this crazed art energy is that i have rn #and im sooo scared of the eventual burnout #but rn im lovin just drawing little guys soooo much #its literally been nonstop lately im so serious when i tell you i drew like 15ish things over the weekend. like HUHH #15 is lowballing it completely actually.....good lird #anyways. i have like 5 ideas for matildas bday today but wont be able to start drawing them until 5pm 😭 screams and cries

[lynnmint8]

you can't bring up toulouse-lautrec in the context of taemin and expect me to be NORMAL about it

#my printmaking and art history degrees started screaming and i knew i needed to make a fake litho poster of him #me a lautrec have so much in common - loving a star dancer and creating artwork of them nonstop #art blog #shinee #taemin #digital art #digital illustration #lee taemin #shinee fanart #digital painting #drawing #illustration #procreate

[alcyonei]

〈✖ ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴜsᴇ ᴏʀ ʀᴇᴘᴏsᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴘᴇʀᴍɪssɪᴏɴ ✖〉

Yay for full design ref for Dóvenyth! Added some info about her, too. Idk how much I wanna reveal yet...

Artist's ramblings under the cut.

I did want to do a more detailed ref, but I kept getting caught up on making everything look perfect and rendered, then my joints started hurting real bad, so I did what I could.

The more detailed character sheet shows her when she's fighting, which I love cuz she has an almost counter-intuitive hierarchy of which style she uses, but it makes perfect sense for her.

I also am not sure how to approach explaining her backstory. I mean! Not like there's so many people expecting anything. But I do think it fun to not really explain a lot yet. Idk if anyone else will follow, or would care about Dóvenyth. We'll see!

#bg3 tav #bg3 oc #dnd oc #also i changed the name if this blog to #alcyonei #cuz i decided to use it as a signature for my drawings and my joints cant handle writing out alcyoneidays #hopefully i can actually start playing bg3 tomorrow!!!! #lol i might actually just wait for the weekend #i have to swap out the lame-ass 64gb ssd for the 1tb i bought for it #and id like the full weekend to just focus on screaming and crying nonstop #anyway for the one (1) person who actually pays attention to me here- if you wanna know more about dóvenyth you can dm me #we can be friends if you want #thats for everyone too actually #tav dovenyth #dovenyth alcyonei

[drkineildwicks]

Okay dangit no I'm not done

Because in (Not So) Hated by Life Itself the Hamada bros are big Sonic fans with Tadashi specifically putting himself through the pain of 100-percenting Shadow the Hedgehog

And I'm just picturing their reaction to this news and rolling X'D

#bh6 #hiro #big hero 6 #tadashi #big hero six #sonic the hedgehog #big hero 6 the series #shadow the hedgehog #big hero six the series #sonic the hedgehog 3 #(not so) hated by life itself #Tadashi is nonstop blaring all his Shadow the Hedgehog music #Hiro is excited because he likes the SA/SA2 games #Baymax and Aunt Cass are politely vibing #Obake has taken to constantly wearing the noise-cancelling headphones #even tho the boys joke that he's the biggest shadow fan #because they ended up making his costume look like that #accident on my part to start with but I went with it #obake was baffled but happy the first time tadashi played crush 40 and it was the screaming rock music #and was SO annoyed when he found out it was video game music XD #tadashi was almost cool in his eyes #and he's annoyed because he ends up liking crush 40 but he made it a point to dislike it so now he has to on principle now #tadashi knows this and cranks it up louder #anywho I am a 'normal' level of excited for this film

[mieczyhale]

i didn't think i could get any more useless and my ocd really said "bet"

#i can't just do things #it took me over an hour to get from the bathroom to our bedroom and its less than 10 steps away for a normal person #less than 8 #it is right fucking there #my feet went numb #today was the worst day yet since things started going south and that's impressive in the worst way #everything is a ritual or has a ritual and i havent even attempted my homework for exposure therapy #i had lots of rituals and rules and shit before 2023 - it was constant - but in a way where my brain was nonstop but i at least had some #kind of... idk.. not control but it had periods of time where it was more tolerable?? calmer?? #i have not known peace in months #mentally but also physically #i feel like screaming and crying and ripping my hair out and clawing my skin off and- #i had more i was gonna say but i literally cant #maison speaks

[treesbian]

being mad at my parents for events long passed hours

#man my mom used to have my sisters help her pin me down so she could pop all the pimples on my face. bruh that fucking hurt. also. #worst thing you can do for those... i was having age-typical acne and i guess she just didn't like to look at it?? idk. #the acne itself didn't hurt but there was a lot of it so just like. you know how it does indeed hurt to pop those. well there were a lot #and she didn't stop even when i was crying and screaming bc she wasn't done?? #and she did it to my back too and some of those grew on nerves and hurt even fucking more #and no she was not using properly sterilized equipment or even fresh washed hands thanks for asking <3 she acted entirely on impulse lol #i mean. i guess she knows its wrong **now** bc she hasn't tried anything similar with my baby sister....??? #and shes starting to get acne like i used to have. #idk is that dramatic to be upset about. just imagine being pinched and pricked nonstop for like 2 hours. maybe it wasn't 2 hours. #but also physically restrained too like straight up sat on. is that fucked up.... thats not normal right??? #and uh. a few years ago they held me still to shave my armpits with my dad's clippers bc mom is completely convinced #it isn’t possible to be hygenic as a 'woman' with pit hair or anything bc of Pheromones!!! and when i say goddamn fine #i'll just use men's hygiene stuff then she says that won't work bc Pheromones!!!! #like having a slightly different endocrine system makes ppl a different species or something #anyway. i cried just a little bit when they did that <3 gave me razor burn #and after my dad asked like 'is growing that hair out like. important to your identity or something' and. #well i dont know but that fucking hurt and you violated the choice that *eye* was making with *my* body #man i know mom still thinks she never physically abused me bc she didn't ever like. beat me up or anything but. thats abuse right?? #she still thinks i was calling her abusive out of fucking nowhere. #sometimes she asks 'when was i ever abusive' and i give her an example and she goes 'well that was JUST BECAUSE--' and like. girl. #you think just bc you can justify it to yourself it wasn't abuse? every abuser can justify it to themselves.... #talk tag #man i keep forgetting about how she used to physically restrain me to do her not-dermatologist approved extractions. #i guess it mostly didn't hurt that bad but like. the forcefullness and duration of it. lmao #anyway i found her a late mothers day gift today. its a hairstick with a dragonfly charm #abuse tw #sorry if that triggered anyone b4 i remembered to tag it

[killerchickadee]

Astonishing to me that I don't like a lot of noise in general, and yet I ended up with a fucking screaming bird and a fucking cat who never shuts the fuck up.

#i love them both very much but SHUT UP FUCKING SHUT UP BOTH OF YOU #also oscar started doing this thing where if I'm on my phone and he wants attention he claws the phone out of my hand #I'm sure tumblr thinks that's cute but it's actually very annoying #like seriously love them both so much but sometimes i feel like renting a hotel room for the night just to get some peace and quiet #like oscar cuddles with me at night and it's cute and i love it! #until 4am hits and he sits next to my head and talks to me nonstop #and ollie has been my sweet baby boy for 18 years? I'd have killed myself long ago without him #but OH MY GOD STOP FUCKING SCREAMING JUST LET ME WATCH TV

[cedarspiced]

not being able to find a job really fucking sucks. my brain won't stop telling me "your family is going to be homeless and it'll be your fault" over and over and i can't get it to Stop

#beating it with a stick. SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #also does Not help that certain ppl keep suggesting that i am simply not finding a job bc i'm not Trying hard enough. #BITCH YOU TRY FINDING AN ENTRY LEVEL JOB THAT YOU WON'T HAVE TO BE ON YOUR FEET 80% OF THE TIME FOR. #and on TOP of that. the building has to be wheelchair accessible #i have been searching nonstop for about 5 months now and have nothing to show for it. and i'm truly starting to feel like it is my fault #and that i just need to try harder #fucking. screams #cedar speaks

[wiredsmile]

small update but my mom says she's gonna get ahold of her friend FINALLY this week to see if i can go over there & borrow their wifi to finally get my goddamned photoshop installed FINALLY , so i can get back to my comms & start remaking icon borders since i lost ALL of mine on my old laptop :')

#( she's been telling me for TWO WEEKS she would message her but keeps forgetting. ) #( but bc i don't harass her nonstop like a FUCKING CHILD she keeps forgetting ) #( tells me ' oh you hadnt mentioned so i assumed it installed ' GIRL i promise this whole damn HOUSE ) #( will damn well know when it's reinstalled bc imma SCREAM & im gonna be HELLA BUSY . . . ) #( grinding out these comms since im gonna have to start over from the beginning for pretty much ALL of them . . . ) #( anywho wish me luck !! ) #̗̀ ♡⃗ 𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔬𝔣 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔢𝔯 | abi speaks ♡⃗.˳⁺⁎

[sintreaties]

I just want to say that Kirari and Terano

#sintreatiesspeaks #kakegurui #kkg (derogative) #I was just thinking that they #Pondering on the fact that both of them #I need Terano to mess up somehow and for whatever reason the only person that can help her is Kirari #and she expects Kirari to be SOOOOO smug about it but Kirari’s just like ‘hell yeah! I looked forward to do this’ #only to start doing increasingly batshit insane things to help Terano #and Terano goes from ‘oh asking Kirari wasn’t a bad idea — it was a TERRIBLE IDEA JESUS CHRIST SOMEBODY HEL—‘ #only for things to end up perfectly well afterwards #bonus Sayaka trying to help but Kirari being like ‘don’t worry love I got this’ (sound of explosion people screaming a woman cries for help) #Kirari’s just chilling ‘hello cousin may I offer you a cup of te—‘ #and Terano automatically starts foaming at the mouth and yelling homophobic slurs at her #(Terano is not homophobic — unless Kirari’s in the room) #can you tell that I’m exhausted huh can you tell #I have written 0(zero) words so far this week because work has been draining me #plus it’s been raining nonstop! what da hell!!!

[myfragilebodyy]

getting attitude from my manager bc i told her the delivery i’m taking now needs to be my last run like girl it’s already 90 minutes past the end of my shift AND i’m dealing with alcoholism triggers now bc someone tried to tip me with a bottle of beer.

#tonight has just not been good. #accidentally drove into a ditch at the start of my shift bc of bad weather #it’s been nonstop busy #people r angry at me bc it’s busy and their food takes a long time #m talks #screaming crying sobbbing #i just want to go home

[jvzebel-x]

🦋

#so i do this thing where i. dont process emotions. correctly. lmao. which im sure is not extremely obvious. lmao. #when i was a kid i spent a lot of time in school counselor offices. lmao. &my high school counselor referred to this issue as being #an 'emotional cripple'. lmaoooo. she referred to the total fucking meltdowns that these times would culminate in as #'a dam bursting'.mao. which i guess was correct i spent a lot of time on conduct probation bc of those little... episodes. lmao. #... (&like all 4yrs on academic probation bc of the much longer stints of mental instability that makes effort of any sort impossible LMAO) #so anyway i started using media to force emotional response to speedrun the trial of processing my emotions #bc once you start crying or screaming or whatever it doesnt really matter what started it; work yourself up enough #&youll end up at the place where it all ends. &begins. &needs to be unraveled or chopped in half. lmao. #&i never stopped using this tactic bc if it aint broke dont fix it LMAO. #so after kicking the process off w millers books ive listened to warsan shires bandcamp almost nonstop #&just finished rewatching the hxh chimera ant arc lmaoooo. #ALMOST. IM ALMOST THERE. I KNOW IT. just a little more force&ill be balanced again i know it. #summer is here i dont have time for this anymore lmao.

[shikai-the-storyteller]

So much happened in Karmaland today. I legitimately feel like I got sucked into a tornado and was deposited in the middle of the ocean 3000 miles away

#i talk #Karmaland talk #LIKE. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO EVERYTHING. #shoutout to Elise for being tolerant enough to listen to me scream nonstop #of COURSE all this happened while I was at the office today #I'm gonna start posting my frickin Karmaland reactions #I need more Karmaland fans #if the Karmaland fanbase doesnt exist on tumblr then my gosh I'll create a space for it with my own two hands

[gar-a-ash]

speaking of how high reese’s drive has gotten recently here’s a recording i took a while back of our drive to our nightly training session and a very good example of why you don’t actually want a high drive dog!

#he's in the middle range in this #there have been days where he's just started screaming nonstop on the drive #and there's been days where he just naps the whole drive in #there's no predicting it #but it's a good indicator of how the session's going to go usually #like this? #gonna spend AT LEAST ten minutes fighting him for basic obedience before he finally settles enough to turn his brain on #.why is he like this? #genuinely could not fucking tell you i've actually been deliberately trying to make our training sessions calmer #reese #german shepherd dog #puppy stories #i call reese the anxiety machine #high drive dog #working line dog

[eatsbop]

You think it would be easy for me to be normal. I stayed up almost all night it feels like if someone says my name wrong I'll start stabbing people

#but really ive been talking nonstop so i dont start screaming