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shallowrambles · 2 years
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Sam’s blood addiction was so reviled but then he saved the world in part because of it
Sam’s “vices” are so reviled by the narrative Dean, even though Sam’s sacrifice and self-corruption save the world
It’s an eloquent parallel to the concept of the sacred executioner role, really (Dean will do self-corruption with MoC later to stop “a great evil”)
Doing the ugly thing, the reviled thing, the untouchable thing so everyone else can go on about their lives none the wiser and completely unaware of the corrupt underbelly and awful work that keeps it running
Or if they are aware, they can righteously judge it, and then mope about how unfair and ugly it is
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snexy-the-snail · 5 years
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Family bonding
A wonderful request of spn fluff! I just love pred Dean honeslty-
Dean loved his odd little family. That was it he loved them all fiercely and would die for them without hesitation, hell he had died for them and he'd do it again.
When they stumbled across the whole being able to literally eat each other without hurting anyone it was weird but not out of the question. It came in handy on hunts when someone got hurt, or if Jack tried to sneak out. Soon it just became a usual thing that they used for comfort or just teasing.
It was afternoon and Dean still wasnt hungry, he didnt feel like eating either but he felt ridiculously empty. He groans unhappily and lays on the couch bored out of his mind. There wasnt a case anywhere nearby and with the hunter's network all the far away cases were being taken care of. So begrudgingly that left the original people of the bunker to relax or answer the few phone calls to play FBI administrators.
Dean let's a little grunt out when Jack catapults himself over the couch at the end, right by his feet. He coudlnt help but smile slightly at the kid's antics. He was sweet that much was for sure, and yes he was innocent despite being satan's literal love child.
"Hey squirt, what's up?" He asks stretching out a bit as he waited for Jack's response. He wasn't expecting to be flopped on. Sometimes he forgot Jack may have been in the body of a teen but he was still a child. Literally.
"I want to sleep but I cant." Jack says seriously. Dean sighs as the kid cuddles up close to him, Jack obviously hinting at what he really wanted. Sam had totally taught him that, he had no doubt about it. Sometimes he wondered if Cas really was the most mature out of them.
"Are you hinting at something?" He asks looking at the mess of dirty blond hair. Jack's face was buried in his chest and Dean knew he wasnt going to be getting an answer anytime soon.
He chuckles softly and runs a hand through Jack's hair. He shifts up slightly, smiling when his kid followed the movement, keeping his face firmly planted in his chest.
"I'm going to take that as a yes." He says. It honestly reminded him of a younger Sam. His brother used to cuddle up close to him when they were younger, it was one of the things he missed from his childhood.
Dean stretches out a bit more and rests a hand on the back of Jack's back. Maybe taking the kid inside would push the numbness away. It was always nice to tuck away a member of his awkward little family, it made him feel like he could protect them against everything. He smiles a bit as he focuses on the kids heart beat until he felt Jack's size slowly start to diminish. He smiles a bit as Jack keeps scooting up trying to stay on his chest as he kept shrinking down.
"You know you just have to ask you dork." He muses as he scoops Jack up. The kid was grinning widely, completely at ease with the situation which was weird all things considering. Then again their family was weird as hell, no one was exactly human and everyone had been possessed at least once and they werent exactly human at this point. He grins slightly and lifts Jack up to his face, the kid sitting criss cross eagerly.
"Sam said it's better to imply what you want." Jack says oh so innocently. Dean rolls his eyes and just opens his mouth tilting his hand toward. He knew Jack wasnt hurt mostly due to his giggles as if this was the funniest things to ever happen. He chuckles soflty and carefully closes his mouth, not wanting to accidentally take a limb off.
He leans on the couch as he pushes the kid around in his mouth getting him slicked up for the ride down, swallowing dry was hell for both people. He smirks slightly when Jack's elated giggling started up again. One thing they learned early on was that Jack was extremely ticklish, cute information they all exploited the shit out of it.
He tilts his head back slowly letting Jack have a chance to lay flat to avoid any issues of getting stuck accidentally and swallows.
Dean had to admit the first swallow was always the worst, it wasn't a normal feeling to have tiny feet squashed into your throat but it got a lot better after the second or so swallow. He tilts his head back and swallows hard Jack slipping in a lot easier than he remembered last time. He pushed it to the side figuring he was just getting used to swallowing the kid down. Wow that was a weird sentence. He shudders at the feeling of Jack moving slowly down. It was surreal knowing that he was swallowing an actual person and the fact they would be safe was just icing on the cake. He grins slightly wincing at the tight feeling before Jack plopped in.
"Well that hit the spot." He says teasingly resting a hand over where he knew Jack was. He knew the kid was moving around, he could feel it. Damn bastard was just to energetic.
"Thanks Dean!"
Dean shakes his head fondly. The kid had wormed his way into everyone's hearts he swore. He didnt know when it happened but he did, and honeslty he didnt mind anymore. He stretches relishing the feeling of his muscles tightening around the kid before getting up. He wondered what his angel was doing. The empty feeling wasnt exactly filled up yet, besides it wasnt like they had anything to do. He grins to himself and starts off to Cas's room.
"Mmhm no problem kid." He replies patting absentmindedly at his stomach. He coudlnt help but snicker when he felt the kid fall back and squirm around trying to get back up.
One his way to Cas's room he passed the library, backing up when he heard and saw Sam on the phone. Perfect.
"Yes, I did send Agents Farly and Genish to investigate in your area." Sam says rubbing his face tiredly not noticing his brother creeping up behind him. He honestly hated being on phone duty, the calls were always business never the hunter's checking in.
"Yeah, mmhm they are able to take DNA samples." He adds on, jolting slightly when he felt a hand on his shoulder. He glances behind him, narrowing his eyes when he saw his brother grinning back at him mischievously. He coudlnt exactly do anything to drive Dean away, he had to remain on the phone with the officer to keep these hunter's cover.
"Oh there's two sets of agents? It might be a mix up, may I have their names as well?" He says. He scowls when he notices everything was getting significantly larger. Well played Dean, very well played. He gestures at the phone and shakes his head trying to get his brother to give up the idea but he knew it wasnt going to work.
"Mm it looks like we're doubling up, it is 50 missing people after all sir." He says keeping his voice calm even if he was about to kick his brother's ass. He knew perfectly well he was stuck on the phone, the ass. He scowls as he was scooped up, a lot higher than usual, Dean opened his mouth and slowly started sliding him in.
Sam grimaces at the warm hitting his legs as he slid in deeper. He tried pushing himself back out but it proved to be useless, especially when his brother started to swallow, his feet getting sucked into the tight space with ease. God his brother was such a dick.
"No sir I wasnt insulting you, I'm just saying it's highly unusual for a small town isnt it? We're afraid it's a mass- yes I'm having some interference over here, nothing to worry about. Sorry it should be over soon." He sighs with a sigh, grimacing as he was dragged down deeper. He honestly wished he could put up a bit more of a fight than just wriggling around the only issue was that it would probably seriously hurt his brother.
He grimaces as he gets all slimed up, and pulled down deeper into his brother. This wasnt the worst thing, at least Dean hadn't decided to play a little came of cat and mouse.
"Yes I understand your concern but I can assure you they are some of the best." He says coolly grimacing as he was squashed down into his brother's stomach.
"Hi Sam!"
And Jack was here too, why should he be surprised. He sighs soflty and shifts a bit trying to get into a comfortable position without squashing Jack. He settled for spooning Jack and leaning into a stomach wall. He sunk a few inches into the soft flesh but figured it was better than being pressed face first into the muscle.
"Alright, yes. Goodbye, ah no problem, have a nice day, alright bye." He says before hanging up quickly buttoning the phone into a pocket. "Hey Jack, how's your power training going?" He asks with a slight smile choosing to be angry with Dean later rather than now. It could be worse.
"Hey Cas, so I've got-" Sam was almost glad Cas cut Dean off, he wouldn't ever get used to the rumbling of his brother's voice. It felt like he was in the impala with the bass turned up way to loud.
"I'm getting better, it's getting easier to control them now." Jack says happily, Sam deciding to ignore the outside conversation for now and listen to Jack excitedly prattle on about how he was learning how to 'put a cork' on his powers without hurting himself or anyone else. He didnt pay attention to Dean until he heard him swallowing again. Did this man think he had infinite room? Becuase news flash he didnt.
"Aw man, Dean seriously? If you wanted movie night or soemthing you should've told us asshole!" He calls out whacking a stomach fold. He rolls his eyes when he got a rumbling chuckle in response.
Soon enough they were all shifting in a mass of limbs, trying to get comfortable again. How his brother had the courage to tuck them all away he never knew, it had to be slightly uncomfortable for him, then again he had seen his brother pack away more than half of his body weight in food before.
"Hello Sam." Cas says shifting slightly as he settled again his chest. All things considering it wasn't too bad, well minus the closeness and the slime. He sighed soflty letting a small grunt out when Jack pushed against them, the stomach growling unhappily as it tried to conform around them.
"Hey Cas." He says sighing tiredly. Dean really needed to start sleeping instead of drinking coffee, the smell was starting to get permanent down here. He raises an eyebrow as the stomach wall squishes against them like Dean was laying down, knowing his brother he probably was.
"Didja finish your show today?" He continues on the conversation. He squirms slightly trying to get more comfortable scowling when he felt Dean pressing again his back.
"I will tomorrow, I have three more episodes." Cas responds, not seeming even the slightest bothered by where he was. Then again he was an angel, why should he be?
"Don't watch them without me, I wanna know what happens." Jack pipes up trying to shift up but ultimately gives up when his father forced him to stay down.
"Of course. You are just as invested as I am in the show, it would be a crime to watch without you." Cas says with a small huff as if he couldnt believe his kid would suggest such a thing.
Sam shakes his head fondly. He figured this was his life now, and he was strangely alright with it. Sure it was strange and filled with thick mucus but it was his family and hey at least they were pretty damn close.
He sighs fondly and relaxes listening to Cas and Jack talk about their show and possible ending it might have, the whooshing of his brother's lungs and steady heart beat making him relax more.
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pedroscurls · 7 years
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Title: The Other Sister
@lennonrose3​ requested: Hey !!! Hope you're better thanks to the hiatus :) Could I request a Jason Crouse x Reader in which she's Alicia's younger sister and she finds him in Alicia's apartment almost naked and weeks after weeks they start developing feelings (never had sex) and there's a lot of angst between Jason and Alicia ? The reader kinda senses that Jason and Alicia have a thing so she doesn't want to act on it because of her morals. Jason realises that he is falling in love with the reader and starts to resent Alicia who become more and more jealous and insufferable even though he didn't cheat on her. Thanks xoxo 
Character(s): Jason Crouse, Alicia Florrick, and Reader Summary: You accidentally walk in your older sister, Alicia’s, apartment to find her newest affair naked on her bed.  Word Count: 3,690 Warning: Angst!!!  Author’s Note: Thank you @lennonrose3​ for this wonderful request! The moment you sent it in, I was so excited to write it! I love writing Jason Crouse and any sort of drama that will put a strain on his and Alicia’s relationship excites me for some reason lol. Anyway, I hope this was okay and that you enjoyed it nonetheless! Thank you again!!! :-)
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You stand on the other side of the door, waiting for your older sister to answer. After knocking a few times and ringing the doorbell repeatedly, you cross your arms over your chest and yet, there is still no sign of Alicia opening the door to allow you inside.
“I try to be polite, but here she is, not even answering the door,” you mumble to yourself, reaching for the extra key that she had provided for you. You had just moved out of your sister’s apartment after finding your own place, but you still needed to pick up the last of your things.
Quietly, you open the door and step inside. When you find the apartment’s main living room to be empty and the entire home to cast an eerie silence, you allow the irritation to disappear.
Maybe she isn’t home.
You hum quietly, walking towards your old room that was directly across from Alicia’s. You gather the rest of your boxes and bring them out to the main room. Suddenly, you remember the curling iron that Alicia had borrowed and said that you could also take back with you.
Walking to her room, you slowly open the door and immediately gasp at the sight before you.
“Who the hell are you?!” you exclaim, looking at the man who scrambled to cover himself with the grey satin sheets. You look around the room with Alicia nowhere to be found before finally realizing what this was.
Your sister was cheating on Peter again.
“I’m Jason. You are?” he replies casually.
“How are you so calm right now? You’re sleeping with my married sister. She’s not even home and you’re acting like you own the place!”
“Okay, now wait on a minute… She stepped out to buy donuts. That’s all.”
“You know what, I don’t care. I told her once before that infidelity is something she shouldn’t delve into. I mean, our parents split up because of my father’s wandering eye and natural charm and here she goes, following in his damn footsteps,” you mumble, walking towards the bathroom.
Jason sighs, watching you walk into the other room before he slides out of the bed and begins to pull on his clothes. When he finds that his shirt was missing, he curses under his breath and pulls on his boxers and black pants, remaining shirtless.
You grab the curling iron from her cabinet before stepping out of the bathroom and back into her bedroom. You wonder how your sister was easily able to get any man she wanted, yet you were struggling to even find a man who was remotely interested in you.
It wasn’t fair sometimes. Alicia was married, yet she had other men she pursued.
“You didn’t tell me your name and why you’re here in the first place…” Jason says, taking you out of your thoughts.
“I’m Alicia’s younger sister, [Y/N].”
“I didn’t know she had a sister.”
“Yeah, well we learn something new every day, don’t we?”
Jason lets a small smile line his lips, chuckling quietly. “Well, you sure don’t look like Alicia.”
“I look more like my mom. Alicia looks more like my dad. Funny how that works, huh? Daddy’s little princess following in his footsteps…” you mumble bitterly, walking out of her room and past Jason.
Jason follows eagerly. He couldn’t help but feel some sort of immediate attraction towards you. It was as if in that moment, he forgot why he was in that apartment and who he was with just hours before you showed up.
“I don’t think what Alicia and I do is any of your business…”
“It’s not, but I walked in on it firsthand, so I think that makes it some of my business. That’s my sister that you’re sleeping with. You know that she’s married, yet, you’re still allowing it to happen.”
Jason narrows his eyes, “Oh, admit it. Her relationship with Peter has been on the rocks for years now. I’m not going to be result of their impending divorce.”
“You’re really that naïve, aren’t you? I don’t even want to know how long this has been going on, but from the looks of it, she’s already got you hooked. I love my sister, believe me I do, Jason, but what she does… It isn’t right.”
“Well, we are all grown-ups here and we can make our own decisions.”
You scoff, grabbing one box and heading towards the door before Jason helps you. He takes the box from you and looks down, enjoying the height difference. It was different than when he was standing next to Alicia.
“Yeah. You won’t be saying that when she chooses Peter over you.”
“I won’t make her choose.”
“Doesn’t mean that she won’t,” you reply.
Jason sighs, leading you to the elevators. He steps inside with you and sets the box down for a moment, his eyes trailing your figure.
You were much different from Alicia. She was always the more sophisticated type of woman. She always wore pencil skirts and blazers while you, on the other hand, enjoyed wearing jeans (or leggings) and band t-shirts. You enjoyed being comfortable, but when the time called for you to dress classy, you always exceeded expectations.  
“So, you’re moving out?” he says into the quiet space of the small elevator.
“I already moved out. Just gathering the last of my things.”
“Ah… So, what do you do?”
You arch a brow, “Why?”
“Just trying to make small talk.”
“I’m a photographer. Completely different than Alicia, huh?”
He chuckles, “Well, photographers seem more laid back than lawyers.”
“That’s for sure. My sister always has a stick up her ass.”
“Does she know you’re saying all of this?”
“Mhm. I tell her all the time,” you laugh quietly, watching the numbers light up with each passing floor.
“You two must be close then, huh?” he asks.
“I guess you can say that. We have our moments though. I always seem to be the voice of reason, yet I’m the younger sister. The other sister. No one really knows that Alicia has a sister.”
“Why’s that?”
“That’s something you should ask her yourself. I don’t know, to be honest.”
Jason nods, watching as the doors open and he picks the box from the floor and follows you to the car. When you prop open your trunk, you watch as his back muscles flex once he sets the box inside the car. You bite your lower lip and shake your head, ridding yourself of the naughty thoughts that entered your mind.
“Thank you for helping me.”
“You’ve got a few more boxes upstairs,” he replies.
“I know, but you’re not wearing a shirt and it’s a bit cold out here.”
“I don’t mind. If I’m going to get sick, might as well do it while doing a good deed,” he chuckles.
You smile, “Okay. You make a point.”
You follow him back inside the apartment building and leads you to the elevators. You step inside with him and bite your lower lip. You wonder if Jason felt the same immediate connection when you first laid eyes on each other.
“So, [Y/N], if you talk about all this stuff about infidelity and faithfulness, that must mean that your husband is very lucky to have you,” Jason says.
“Oh, I’m not married.”
“Okay, boyfriend.”
“No boyfriend either. I am very much single.”
Jason widens his eyes slightly. He couldn’t believe it. How could someone like you be single? It didn’t make sense to him.
“What?”
“I’m single. I don’t have a boyfriend, or a husband. Yet, it seems like my sister’s got both.”
Jason chuckled, shaking his head. “I’m not her boyfriend.”
“Then what are you, Jason?”
“Her – Her fuckbuddy?”
“That’s even worse.”
He shakes his head, smiling slightly. “You’re right. That is.”
“Besides, how did you meet my sister anyway?”
“Well, Alicia was holding interviews for private investigators. I happened to stumble into one of those interviews, and well, here we are.”
“So, you’re a private investigator?”
He nods, “Yep. I used to also be a lawyer, but things happened. It didn’t work out.”
“You seem too relaxed to be a lawyer. Private investigator definitely suits you,” you laugh.
“Oh, is that right?”
“Yeah, you just have this mystery about you, Jason. It’s almost like you’re hiding your true self from this world, which is kind of sad if you think about it.”
He arches a brow, “And why’s that?”
“Well, because, if you can’t be true to yourself, then who can you be true to?”
“Are you sure you aren’t some sort of counselor or psychologist?”
Chuckling, you shake your head. “No. I’m just really good at reading people.”
“We just met and you think you know me,” he grins.
“That depends. Am I right on most of the things I’ve said?”
There is silence and slowly, you let your lips turn into a smile. You knew what the answer was.
“… yes,” he whispers.
“Exactly,” you laugh.
After a long silence, you let your eyes trail over his exposed upper half and take note of the many tattoos that littered his skin. When he notices where you were looking, he smiles and takes a hesitant step forward.
“You have tons of tattoos… Didn’t that hurt?”
Jason laughs, “What if I like pain?”
“That can be taken in two totally different ways,” you reply, laughing quietly.
“Okay, you’re right. However, in terms of these tattoos, no, it didn’t hurt.”
“Interesting… What’s your favorite tattoo?”
Jason smiles, lifting his right arm to showcase the neatly tattooed lettering of a word that read Bisou. He lets his fingertip run across the ink before dropping his hand back down.
“That’s kiss in French,” you say.
“It is. It’s after my dog who passed away a couple of years ago.”
“Oh, I’m sorry, Jason…”
“No worries. She was with me for the past nineteen years, but it’s fine. She’s in a better place.”
You nod, opting to remain quiet. Suddenly, you hear a quiet ding to notify you and Jason that you reached the designated floor and the doors begin to slide open. You step out into the hallway and walk towards Alicia’s apartment. Upon walking into her home, you notice her standing in the kitchen island with a donut in her hand and the only clothes she was wearing was Jason’s shirt.
“Jason, I brought donu – [Y/N]?” she says, looking at you and immediately trying to scramble to find pants.
“I don’t want to know what you’re doing anymore, Alicia.”
“I thought you were going to get your things later?” she says, ignoring the topic.
“No. You said to come at this time. I knocked on your door because it is polite to do so and you weren’t here. Then, I find this man in your bed completely naked. Good thing I didn’t see anything.”
Jason sighs, rubbing the back of his neck. He points to the bathroom and Alicia nods, taking your hand and bringing you to sit on the couch.
“It’s not what it looks like, okay? He and I have fun together. That’s all this is,” she whispers.
“Yeah, he said the same thing, but we both know how things like this turn out.”
“That’s not fair.”
“It’s not? You’re the one who told me that dad should have never wasted mom’s time and that if he wanted to cheat on her, then he should have just divorced her to begin with. You’re doing the same exact thing to Peter,” you reply.
“He doesn’t even live here anymore, [Y/N]. You know that.”
“Then why are you still married?”
“We’re separated.”
“Still lawfully married, Alicia.”
“You’ve got a husband and now you’ve got a boyfriend. When will you stop, and realize that you always want more than what you currently have?”
Alicia shakes her head, “That’s not true.”
“All right. Whatever you say. I don’t want to argue anymore. I’m tired of playing the older sister in this certain topic, okay?”
“I’m sorry, all right?”
“I don’t know why you’re apologizing to me. One of these days, if this continues, you’re going to hurt one man and I have a strong feeling it’s going to be Jason.”
“Why do you think that?”
“Because despite all your affairs, you always go crawling back to Peter,” you say.
She sighs, rubbing her forehead. Just as she is going to reply, Jason emerges from the bathroom and motions to Alicia to her bedroom. You look at the both of them and sigh; deep down, you were slightly jealous.
“I’m going to go. I’ll get the rest of my things tomorrow when this situation is not at all awkward,” you reply, standing from the couch.
Alicia and Jason go to stop you, but you walk out of the apartment with a quiet shut of the door. You step into the elevators once more and leave your older sister’s apartment complex with the attraction you felt towards Jason.
“Why didn’t you text me that my sister was here? Why didn’t you hide?” Alicia says.
“Hide? Why didn’t you tell me you had a sister in the first place?”
“It’s not important.”
“Yes it is, Alicia. That’s family.”
Alicia sighs, “We have many disagreements about certain topics. This, being one of them.”
“What do you expect? She’s your younger sister. She’s just looking out for you.”
“I guess so. Listen, how about we go back to the bedroom and have a bit of fun?” she suggests, smiling up at him.
Jason arches a brow and sighs, nodding in agreement. He walks to the bathroom and removes his jeans and boxers, watching Alicia drop to her knees.
After their love session, Jason stares up at the ceiling with the lingering thoughts of Alicia’s sister. He wonders why he suddenly feels the sudden urge to look for you. With you, it was easy to talk and he was able to talk about himself more often than he was used to with Alicia.
So, when he stands up to pull on his clothes, he hears Alicia’s phone ring. Quickly, Jason takes her phone and walks out of the bedroom, allowing her to rest. He sees your name on the screen and grins, immediately answering the phone.
“Alicia –” you say.
“It’s Jason.”
“Oh god. You’re still there?”
“Yes. Is that a problem?”
“Is my sister still married?” you ask.
“She is.”
“Then yes, still a problem.”
Jason chuckles surprisingly, shaking his head. “You’re a smartass, aren’t you?”
“I am. I also get that from my mom.”
“I must meet your mother then,” Jason says, sitting at the bar stool at the counter.
“Uh, probably not unless you want to be known as the other man in Alicia’s life, then by all means, go ahead.”
“So, something you said earlier got me thinking…” he begins.
“What?”
“How are you single?”
“What do you mean?”
“Well, Alicia’s beautiful, right? But so are you. So, I’m just wondering how you don’t have men pining after you.”
You blush; it had been a long while before someone complimented you.
“Alicia’s more outgoing than I am. I like to keep to myself. I like nerdy things, you know? Some guys don’t like that.”
“You’re younger,” Jason laughs.
“Yeah, at least I’ve got that going for me.”
Jason hears the quiet movements from Alicia’s bedroom and sighs. For some reason, he didn’t want to hang up. In fact, he wanted the conversation to continue.
“I’ll tell Alicia you called. She’s sleeping right now.”
“… Oh, okay. That’s fine. Thank you, Jason.”
“Hey, [Y/N]?” he whispers into the phone.
“Yes?”
“Do you want to meet me at lunch for coffee?” he asks.
You furrow a brow and thinking that he was simply going to ask for more information about Alicia and Peter, you decide to agree. “Sure. Coffee shop downtown?”
“Sounds great. I’ll see you then.”
He smiles, hanging up the phone just in time to see Alicia stepping out of her room.
“Who called?” she mumbles sleepily.
“Your sister. I told her you were resting, which you very much need, and that you’ll call her back when you wake up.”
Alicia smiles, walking up to him and kissing his lips lightly. “Thank you. Want something to eat?”
“No, it’s okay. We still have donuts that I have yet to try,” he chuckles, returning the kiss.
After a few weeks since meeting Jason, you had been able to go out with him far more than he was going out with Alicia. He did, however, leave early to be with your older sister, but you didn’t mind. Your relationship with Jason was simply platonic, or so you thought.
Today, you were meeting Jason at a diner that you two had become regulars at. You look around the busy diner and wait at the usual booth, sipping on your cup of coffee. You didn’t like you order without Jason, so you decide to wait for him to show up.
Meanwhile, back at Alicia’s apartment, Jason was trying to get Alicia to stop drinking another glass of alcohol. She had enough and it was only two o’clock in the afternoon. The case she was currently working on was taking a toll on her mentally.
“Jason, if you aren’t going to stay, at least let me have this glass.”
“Alicia, you’ve had enough. Stop it.”
“Why? Where are you going anyways? Going to meet up with my sister?” she asks.
Jason furrows a brow, “What?”
“Don’t think I don’t know that you’ve been spending time with her. Is this her sick way of proving to me that cheating doesn’t get you anywhere?”
“What are you talking about, Alicia?”
“You’ve been spending time with [Y/N] when you say you have things to do, Jason. Don’t lie to me.”
“So, what if I am?”
“So, what if you are? Really?” she asks.
“It’s not like we’re dating, Alicia. Those are your words, not mine.”
“We were having a good time, Jason.”
“You said you only wanted me for my body, because I gave you something that Peter didn’t. Do you know how that makes me feel?”
“I don’t –”
“Exactly, Alicia. You don’t. Your sister, on the other hand, is different.”
“So, you’re saying she’s better?”
Jason sighs, rubbing his forehead. “No! Damn it. Listen, what we had… It was nice.”
“Had?”
Jason nods solemnly, “We can’t do this anymore, Alicia.”
“I had a feeling you’d say that… Does she make you happy? My sister, I mean.”
“She doesn’t know how I feel about her…”
Alicia nods, sighing quietly. “Well, you better tell her. For a man who doesn’t like to be tied down, it seems like you’re hooked.”
“Well, like I said, your sister is different.”
Slowly, Alicia tosses the contents of her alcohol down the drain of the sink before walking around the island to kiss Jason’s cheek. “Don’t hurt her.”
Jason nods. He wasn’t expecting her to easily let him go, but it just proved to him that he was wasting time on someone who wasn’t going to give him the effort he looked for in a relationship.
“I won’t,” he smiles.
Jason immediately runs inside, spotting you instantly. He grins and slides across the booth. The young waiter sets down his own cup of coffee and glances at you, making a face.
“You better pull out all of your tactics to apologize. You made her wait, man,” the teenager says.
Jason bites the inside of his cheek, “I think I’ve got the perfect explanation as to why I’m late.”
“You’re an hour late.”
“I have a good reason.”
The waiter arches a brow and leaves the table, giving you the privacy you both need.
“Okay, well, allow me to be the determining factor about that.”
Jason sighs, hesitantly reaching out to take your hand from across the table. Immediately, you pull back. You couldn’t be in a relationship with Jason. He was dating Alicia and it was against all of your morals to be the other woman to your sister’s boyfriend.
“[Y/N]…” he whispers.
“No. You’re with Alicia. You know how I feel about cheating, Jason.”
“Which is why I broke it off with her. That’s why I was late. I talked to her. She said… Well, she said not to hurt you.”
“She let you go that easily?” you ask confusedly.
“I was surprised too, but apparently, she’s okay with us. With you and I. With me falling for you.”
You look up from the table, widening your eyes slightly. Sure, it had only been a few weeks, but your mother always said that once you know, there’s no denying it.
“Jason…”
“I have never wanted to settle down with anyone and I know, we are far from that, but that doesn’t mean that I would like to see this develop into that one day…”
You smile, scooting closer to the wall and motioning for Jason to sit next to you. He slides out of the booth from across the table and stands up, walking around to sit next to you. When he puts his arm around you, you turn your head to look up at him.
You had been fantasizing about this moment for a long time. You had repressed all of the sinful thoughts about Jason and the potential relationship you could have with him due to his association with Alicia, but now that he reassured you that it was okay, there were no limitations.
Nothing was going to stop you now.
“It’s a good thing I feel the same way, huh?” you smile.
“I was afraid you’d tell me to leave.”
“Well, I will if you don’t kiss me right now…”
Jason grins, closing the distance between your lips and finally allowing himself to kiss you.
You smile against his lips, moving your own slowly against his before remembering that you were in public and this was probably the best place to be making out.
When he pulls back, Jason rests his forehead against yours and smiles, “That was nice.”
“Worth the wait,” you smile.
“Definitely worth the wait.”
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#2 Destiel fics REC list
You can find my first Destiel and Cockles rec list here.
I decided to make a new one because the first one was sooo big and it was time for a fresh start. :) I will update the list whenever I have a lot of new fics to add. Right now I uploaded nearly a 100 fics, so enjoy them. :)
PS: every fic is “explicit”, or at least “mature” here. And you can find two sections: “Long fics” and “Short fics”. If you not see “AU” or “A/B/O” next to the titles it means that it’s an SPN verse/canon verse fic. I don’t like OOC fics, no matter if it’s canon verse, AU or A/B/O. There’s one exception for OOC fics in here: if it’s tooo good and beautiful with fantastic story, oh, and epic. :)
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Long fics (More than 30k)
Ad Interim by emwebb17 (AU)
Castiel is invited to study at the prestigious International Academy of Art and is one of the very select few who is told about the real power of Art: people and events can be influenced by the stroke of a paintbrush.  As Castiel learns more about this power, he realizes he can do a lot more than what he's being taught in the classroom.  Maybe even interact with the beautiful, expressive subject of his favorite four hundred year old painting.
Anything, I repeat, ANYTHING by emwebb17 is a must read. She’s one of the best Destiel and Cockles writers. Trust me, she’s never gonna disappoint you.  
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The Spirit of Lawrence High verse by violue (AU)
Dean Winchester is funny, gorgeous, brave, loyal, and a breath of fresh air in Castiel Shurley's life. Dean Winchester is also a ghost haunting Castiel's school, but nobody's perfect, right?
This. Is. A. Must-read. Trust me, it’s epic and it has a fantastic happy ending, no MCD. :) Oh, and read anything by violue. She’s a genius.
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Carnival Oasis series by violue (AU)
The adventures of Dean Winchester and his sin eating boyfriend.
I can’t express myself well, I can’t tell you how much I love this series. It’s a beautiful masterpiece, highly rec it. :)
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Unfamiliar by riseofthefallenone (AU)
“We all know that Familiars will be the closest to you. Your bond with a Familiar will transcend family, friends, and even your future husband or wife. A Familiar becomes a part of you, and you a part of them.” Mr. Adler’s dull tone rolls across the auditorium and it’s clear to everyone that he doesn’t care about the topic. It makes Castiel feel bad for his Familiar. “Now, can anyone tell me why Witches need Familiars and why they need us?”
Riseofthefallenone is one of our best authors. Highly rec all her fics.
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The Complete Works of Emmanuel Allen by violue (AU)
Dean Winchester, reluctant business owner, reluctant home owner, and reluctant cat owner, is striking up a very promising friendship with the author of his favorite book series.
And he has no idea.
Violue is one of our best authors. I highly rec all of her fics. :)
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Dean Winchester Is a Gay Virgin by betts (her old name was betty days, sadrobots) (AU)
"Dean Winchester has a grand total of two big secrets:
Secret #1 is that he’s a virgin.
Secret #2 is that he’s gay."
***
Dean Winchester is a college junior, a full-time mechanic, and a baseball superstar. He's so far in the closet, he can't find a way out. Then he meets Castiel Krushnic, the totally dreamy President of the LGBTQA Alliance at school, and finds out that Cas has some dark secrets of his own.
This. Is. A. Must. Read. Anything by betts is perfect. I highly rec all of her fics.
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Dear Dean by anyrei, Drunk_Idjit                
Season 10. Takes place right after Dean is cured and decides to take a break from the hunting life to get back on his feet. Cas is on his mission finding rogue angels with Hannah. Sam suggests a dating website for Dean so he can look for new friends, or something more. He wants Dean to feel like a normal human being again. Cas finds out and decides to start writing to Dean anonymously through the website. 
Seriously guys, you have to read this. Perfect amount of angst, hurt/comfort and fluff. Not some cliché fic, so highly rec it.
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First Gentleman Wanted by youaresunlight (AU)
President of the United States Castiel Novak is popular, charismatic, and knee-deep in campaigning for a second term. He’d be the ideal candidate if it weren’t for the fact that he hasn’t dated once while in political office. With his opponent’s relentless PR team calling him incapable of emotional commitment, Castiel’s staff decides to remedy the situation by finding their boss a fake, picture-perfect boyfriend. And when Dean Winchester enters the scene, he and Cas become America’s new favorite couple, except they’ve got a whole lot of history between them and complicated feelings to resolve.
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Written in the Scars on Our Hearts by elizaye (A/B/O)
Dean's... content. He's single, and he'll probably stay that way for the rest of his life. He screwed up his relationship with Cas, fucked up badly enough that no one in their right mind would take him back, and really, Dean's already stupidly lucky that he's allowed to see Ariel at all, let alone have her over at his place every other weekend. It's more than he deserves, but hell, he's not about to give it up. He's accepted the consequences for his actions, and he's content. At least, he thinks he is.
Here’s the link for the whole series.
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Angel Bridge by Desirae (AU)                
“Oh, I’m just peachy Cas. I just have one question for you.”
“Of course, Dean, what is it?” Cas said, reaching out a steadying hand to his chilled shoulder.
“Did you rent me a haunted fucking cabin?”
When paranormal writer Dean Winchester decided to spend a quiet summer writing in Echo Lake Maine, he never expected to stumble onto a century old Ghost story. Falling in love with his adorably sexy landlord, shop keeper Castiel Novak definitely wasn’t in his plans either. Sometimes the unexpected is the best thing that could ever happen to you.
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Ignore the Butterflies: Best Friend Advice from Dean Winchester by impatient14 (AU)
What do you get when you add Firefighter!Dean to standoffish-Doctor!Castiel?
A thousand other fics, you say?
Aaaand what’s your point exactly??!?!
Dean likes his doctor, but his doctor doesn’t like him.
Accidental friendship ensues, heartwarming bonding type moments occur, and oops!friends become best!friends.
But best friends aren’t supposed to feel the way Dean feels about Castiel. He knows this. So he ignores all the things that he can’t help feeling. When he sits and watches a movie with his best friend or when they are arguing about which method of coffee brewing is best, he pointedly doesn’t look at his friends lips, or the adorable way he tilts his head when he doesn’t understand.
Dean ignores his feelings.
That’s the way he knows how to keep his best friend.
Just ignore the butterflies.
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Plain and Tall by destielpasta, mtothedestiel (AU)
Dean is a Kansas farmer who only wants to work his land and care for his infant daughter.  With his wife gone and his brother moving on to a life beyond the homestead, Dean finds himself in need of another pair of hands.  Castiel, a lonely drifter freshly arrived in town, may prove the solution to Dean’s troubles.  Over the course of four seasons, the two men face the everyday challenges of prairie life, and learn to overcome the betrayals of their past to discover a new definition of family.
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Touch of Silence by anyrei  
Dean touches Cas after he got his grace back and the mark is silent for the first time.
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Autrement, Danger - or, The Account of an Exceedingly Long Day by awed_frog    
When Dean looks at it, he sees Cas, and he's not happy about it. When Sam looks at it, he sees Jess, which is even more unfair and fucked up. And when Cas looks at it - hell, who knows what Cas is even thinking? Dean is not asking him, because he really doesn't care - like, at all.            
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Can't Fight This Feeling Anymore by Lyekka
Attempting to help Castiel embrace his newfound humanity, Dean embarks on a mission to finally get his friend laid. Plot derails quickly and some shenanigans and awkward sexual tension ensue.
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Kissing It Bitter Trilogy by strangenessandcharm
This was originally a one-off in which I wanted Dean to save Castiel. And then Castiel ended up reciprocating, and then Lilith got involved, and, well, this happened. Contains much sexin' and some violence... but, yeah, mainly sexin'.
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Get Knocked Down, Get Back Up by Unforth (A/B/O)
With an over-sensitive sense of smell, omega Dean Winchester finds the scent of most potential mates to be, frankly, nauseating. Enter alpha Castiel, who smells fracken *perfect* but has problems of his own.
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Convenient Husbands by Annie D (scaramouche) (AU)
"It's only temporary, right?" Dean says. "Just until you're healed up, and then we'll never have to see each other again. So what do you say, Castiel, do you want to marry me or not?" 
A beautiful and hot must-read. :)
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Gravity vs Velocity by PaperAnn (A/B/O) 
Newton's law of universal gravitation states that any two bodies in the universe attract each other with a force that is directly proportional to the product of their masses and inversely proportional to the square of the distance between the two bodies.
Dean swears he feels an honest-to-goodness gravity (not any scent-true-mates-bullshit) pulling him to a mysterious omega and makes the worst mistake of his career... he only has one thing to say...
Fuck science.
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The Melting ’Verse by stangenessandcharm
The epic love story of Dean and Castiel told in 110,000 words. Stuffed to the brim with angel!porn, whump, angst, action, wing!porn and occasional soppiness, and Sam doesn't get neglected either. (Although he doesn't partake in the angel!porn, I should probably add.) Some of it's really, really dark (with non-con), so be prepared for that if you're just looking for a little schmoop.
This is EPIC. With BAMF!Cas. Fantastic, I highly rec it. :)
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To Raise A King by  riseofthefallenone  (AU)              
This must be some kind of horrible joke at Castiel’s expense. Is he truly expected to protect a King? One who has been their enemy for as long as he can remember? He is much more suited to being a part of the army, or at the very least someone who helps to train the knights. That would be far more preferred than having to watch over the King. It means Castiel would get to keep fighting – and that’s the only way he knows to give meaning to his life.
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Into Your Hideaway  by  thepinupchemist (A/B/O)
Driving down a deserted road in the Rocky Mountains, Castiel finds something unexpected: An omega. Not only an omega, but a naked, injured, pregnant omega.
Dean doesn't talk much at first, but that doesn't change the brightness of his soul.
It also doesn't stop Castiel from falling in love with him.
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Thursday’s Child by strangenessandcharm                 
Spoilers for 5.04, 'The End'. So I got to wondering: what would have happened if past!Dean hadn’t turned up in 2014, and future!Dean had actually succeeded in killing Lucifer with the Colt? Apparently, it involves lots of angsting. Who knew? 114,000 words total.
You have to watch the fic’s trailer too. It’s fantastic.
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When Worlds Collide by jhoom  
When Zachariah dies, the illusions he’s created die with him.   But before they collapse completely, sometimes they collide. That’s how Castiel goes from cradling Dean Winchester’s broken body one moment, to finding himself face to face with Dean Smith in the next.
This story starts in the moments after 2009 Dean is pulled from the Endverse back into his own timeline. We follow Endverse Castiel as he’s sucked into the Terrible Life Verse. Confronted with Dean Smith, Castiel begrudgingly tries to deal with the fact that he’s still alive and that he’s stuck with some strange Dean. (Worse yet, he might be developing feelings for this other man.)
But is Castiel the only one who slipped between the cracks between one world and another?  And how and why did Castiel end up in Dean Smith’s apartment?
THIS! This is... Wow. This is something new and different and good and just sooo sooo beautiful. Definitly a must-read. :)
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To Build A Home by anyrei, mugglerock
Dean Winchester had a quiet life. Quiet, but good. He had a great car, awesome parents, successful brother, and a beautiful house he built with his own two hands. Despite that, it had never felt like a home. And then, one day, he finds a naked man, lost and confused in the woods. How was he to know his life would never be the same again?
This is epic, and beautiful and something sooo new and great. :) I loved it so much :)         
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 You Can't Spell Subtext
by LadyTuesday
... without S-E-X.  Or, Five Times that Dean Fucked with Cas, and the One Time Cas Fucked Back.
Plot - The first time it happens, it’s a genuine accident.  Dean’s mind wanders in a completely random, not-at-all-planned direction by sheer happenstance; he’d swear to it on a stack of bibles.  He doesn’t mean to think of Cas while whacking it.  But as he lays on the bed recovering from a mind-blowing orgasm after having a fantasy about the angel and he’s pretty sure Cas mentally witnessed said fantasy, Dean can’t help thinking … this could be fun.
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The Heart of Ophelia by anyrei, mugglerock                
Always throwing himself in harm’s way for the Winchesters, Castiel ends up getting hit with a love curse. Under the influence of fabricated emotions, Castiel learns just how dangerous unrequited love can be. And Dean learns what it means to doubt everything he’s ever believed. They have a week to find a way to lift the curse, otherwise the intoxication of “love” will kill Castiel. Literally. 
THIS... This is sooooo good and epic, and love. Sorry, I love their works so much. xD
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Our Home Below by jupiter_james (AU)
Statistically speaking, any two people in the world are sharing the breaking of a mating bond through some sort of tragedy at any given time. Unbeknownst to either of them, Castiel Novak and Dean Winchester become widowers at the same time, joining the statistics together. Through a change of scenery and the need to rebuild their shattered lives elsewhere due to the sudden breaking of their mating bonds, Castiel and Dean meet in their new hometown of Halcyon, Maine; population: barely a handful. Despite both being alphas, they are immediately drawn towards one another. Their shared circumstances, combined with the strong urge to scent bond, sends them both reeling. The only problem is that Castiel refuses to set himself up for the same heartbreak a second time. And no matter how hard Dean tries not to, he can't seem to come across as anything other than the stereotypical alpha jerk when confronted with the intriguing doctor. But fate keeps bringing them together, so Castiel keeps trying to figure Dean out, while Dean just plain old keeps trying.    
Some of you know, that it’s hard for me to find great A/B/O fics. And besides that, alpha/alpja pairings is my weakness. And if these three meet with epicness, not-OOC characters and good writing... The result is something beautiful. Like this perfection. <3
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like moses and batman and james dean by saltyfeathers  (AU)          
dean used to turn tricks. over a decade later, he met cas. 
Seriously, I’m the kind of reader who closes a fic as soon as I see that the title and summary don’t have capital letters. Oh, man, I’m so glad that I didn’t do that with this epic beauty.
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 I Can Make You Scared by Dangerousnotbroken (AU)
So this is how it goes. Best day of Dean Winchester’s life. Loses his job, finds out he’s been cheated on, gets dumped, all in the course of one fucked up Thursday. Drinking himself into oblivion is the natural response, right? A chance encounter in a dingy dive bar gives Dean a new friend who sees his problems and likes him anyway. Now, as Dean struggles to pick up the pieces of his life, Castiel just might help him put them back together in a way he never expected.    
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No Words by Ltleflrt (AU)
On the run from his very powerful family, Castiel does his best to get lost.  Because if he doesn't know where he is, his brothers won't be able to find him very easily either.  He ends up in Silverton, a small mountain town nestled deep within the Rocky Mountains where he meets Dean Winchester, a very beautiful and very grumpy omega.  
I think I finally found my most favourite, the most epic long A/B/O fic. I tried so much, they always had something that put me off, but this was perfection. Not OOC, not feminizied characters, great story and plot and and ultimate happy ending. :) Just like with “Into Your Hideaway”. I nearly cried for joy and the end, and it’s something, because it’s not easy to make my cry happy. xD
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Short fics (Less than 30k)
If the World Doesn't End by Obsessionist
"If everything goes according to plan, the world won't end tomorrow. But I won't be there to see it. So since this is probably my last night on earth, I'm going to do something I have wanted to do for a very long time." -Dean's last night on Earth. 
It. Is. Epic. Trust. You have to read this gem.
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Gray Matter by PaperAnn (A/B/O)
It should have been a night like any other night, but for Dean Winchester this evening was different.
Tonight was his last on Earth.
The omega finally snapped; the weight of his kills moonlighting as an assassin were too heavy to carry.  So he decided to set out to numb the pain with whiskey and the white noise of whatever seedy bar he randomly ambled into.  Although he’d intended to drown his sorrows alone, a bold alpha (who introduced himself as Castiel) wormed his way into his party-for-one, but more importantly: his story.
After brazenly announcing that Dean’s plan to shoot himself in the head was “unoriginal,” the alpha lured him out into the bar to prove there are much more interesting and creative ways to go.
A bizarre, deranged game turns into a night of passion, and leads Dean into introspective questions he never would've asked before.  Maybe everything wasn’t as black and white as he thought, maybe there’s more to his own story that he, himself, didn’t even know.  The stupid fucking alpha had transformed his world into shades of gray and made him doubt everything.
Trust me, this is AN EPIC one. You have to read it, it has a mindblowing and fantastic plottwist. I know, it’s a bit heavy topic, but I swear that it has a beautiful ending.
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Just After, But Before by cymbalism
Just after Purgatory, but before whatever's next, Dean has a broken angel to put back together.
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The Allure of Hidden Lace by Dangerousnotbroken
Now that they've got the bunker, an actual home to live in and a place to cultivate comfort, Dean finds himself creating routines, exprimenting in the kitchen, and enjoying life off the road. He also finds that it's pretty impossible to escape the watchful eye of a former angel who seems pretty goddamned observant.
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Blue by profoundfall (AU)
Dean and his boyfriend Castiel go to Sam's house where a birthday surprise is in store.
Inspired by this video.
It’s not explicit but you’ll love it, trust me. It’s beautiful.
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More Than Meets the Eye by zation
Dean has the perfect life. Beautiful wife, nice kid, steady job and a great house. A white picket fence-y kind of life, really. Then one day he wakes up unexplainably sad and when he meets construction worker Castiel things just kind of spiral out of control.
Or,
The one where Dean knows something is wrong but doesn’t know what. Until he does.
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Negotiating the Spot by shiphitsthefan
"They lie there in a comfortable silence for a while, Dean on his back with his eyes closed and Cas on his side curled around him.  Eventually, Cas’ back starts to hurt, and his arm starts going numb beneath the pillow, squashed by the weight of his head and the odd angle.  This is becoming a common problem when they cuddle after sex, and Cas doesn’t understand why."
The wet spot on the bed often poses a problem once the afterglow subsides, but rarely does it offer solutions.
A prequel to Under Honor; Honor-Bound; Until the Stars, but can easily be read as a stand-alone fic.
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Porntastic 'verse by zation  
Dean and Cas are waiting for Sam. Dean is bored and Cas is watching porn, apparently.
Or,
The one where Cas decides to learn by doing and where Dean reaps the benefits.
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Stay by anyrei
After Dean loses Sam to the Darkness he only has his angel left.
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Fucking With Fire series by Duckyboos (AU)
The story of how Dean Winchester went from a car thief to one of the baddest motherfuckers in the Russian Mafia.
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I Want To Squeeze You by zation (AU)
Yeah, Sammy really wants to celebrate Dean’s birthday by buying his big bro a lap dance, except it’s not just any kind of dance and Dean is quite frankly a little uncomfortable at the prospect. But hey, who is he to deny his baby brother the chance to make him happy, right?
Or,
The one where Castiel is a fucking delicious-looking dancer and where Dean just can’t resist.
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Destiel ficlets by justlittleoldunkillableme (AmbecaWatson)
Dean and Castiel share a profound bond. So much is obvious to them. They fall in love and begin to sleep with each other, taking breaks from saving the world whenever they can. But is this enough? Will they be able to preserve their love even when the tasks given to them in the set-up of the bigger story get in their way?
A series of ficlets that tie in with canon, but enhance and sweeten it with Destiel.
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Angel Feathers by anyrei
Some nasty witches found a spell to harvest angel’s feathers which has huge consequences for Cas and Dean's future.
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I Know What You Like by JinxedAmbitions (AU)
Castiel agrees to help Gabriel out by being a production assistant at his porn company. However, when porn star Dean Winchester comes onto him on set, who is Cas to say no, especially when Dean seems to know all the things that turn Cas on most?
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Heat of the Moment by RipUpTheEnding (A/B/O)
In which Sam plans a family vacation at a horse ranch, Cas gets his first human illness (sort of), and Dean finally pulls his stupid alpha head out of his ass.
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There Are No Lies on Your Body by tiptoe39
There are no lies on your body / So take off your dress / I only want to get at the truth -Meat Loaf
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Hitchin' a Ride by Unforth (AU)
Dean thought his day couldn't possibly get any worse until some douche bag went and topped things off by stealing his bicycle.                
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We Finally Got It All Right by superhoney (AU)
Dean and Castiel are roommates. They’re best friends. Things are great the way they are. Except for the part where they’re in love with each other, but they’re both too scared to ruin their friendship by admitting it-- until one night of lowered defences, lowered inhibitions, and lowered body temperature turns into something neither of them was expecting.
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The King's Angel by brimac0518 (AU)
Long has Castiel, the Angel of Azare, stood by his king's side. Yet in the face of a possible arranged marriage, can Dean, the king of Azare, let his knight go?
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The Vessel by chellefic
When his vessel goes missing, Castiel turns to Dean for help.
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I Could Go With You by impulse_baker
Alternate to season 11 finale: Dean can't leave without telling Cas what he has been too stupid to say for seven years.         
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Let's Call The Whole Thing Off by Unforth (AU)
Seasonal work is a bitch. Unemployed, crashing on Sam's couch, Dean gets an interview for a lifeguard position at Angel Enterprises. The only questions are, where is the fucking pool, and why is the Russian guy so damn hot?
Hilarious, hot, a must-read. :)  Unforth is a fantastic author, highly rec all her fics. :)
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Delirium and Doctor Sexy by almaasi                
Dean got hit by a wave of magical gas while protecting Sam, and now he's curled up in a motel bed, watching comfort TV on his laptop and hallucinating. Cas hangs around to look after him. But Dean thinks the friendly angel at his bedside is actually his favourite fictional beefcake, Dr. Sexy, M.D.. With all inhibitions on standby, Dean might admit a few things about himself he never dared to tell anyone before. 
It’s not an explicit one, but hey, it’s beautiful and almaasi is one of our best authors. Highly rec all her fics. :)
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Love in an Elevator by bellacatbee (A/B/O)
Dean Smith is working late when the elevator breaks down, trapping him and an Omega from accounting between floors.
The Omega, Castiel, is in heat and although Dean tries to resist him and the sweetness of his scent, they end up mating.
Dean doesn't expect to ever see the Omega again but then he hears that Castiel is being fired and that he's pregnant.
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Untitled by SameDestination 
Dean tries on Castiel's trenchcoat. Smut ensues.
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Inhuman by Annie D (scaramouche)    
Dean has learned that sex is different when there's an angel involved.            
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College Boys series by thelonelywriter (AU)
The collection in which Dean and Cas are roommates and boyfriends in college, Cas the artist and Dean the football player.
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Songbird by alternaurora   (AU)
“Tread lightly, Winchester. The internet would have a field day if they found out you met your lyricist on Grindr.”
“It was Tinder!”
“Like that makes it any better. But hey, I’m not judging. And from what I can tell working with him through the label, Cas is a sweetheart, so good on you two for whatever messed up situation it is you’ve got going on.” Charlie laughs, the sound turning into a giggly sigh. “His sexting is probably so poetic.”
It’s a beautiful AU. You should give it a chance. :)
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Beautiful, Dirty, Itch by Annie D (scaramouche)                 
A very porny commentfic written for spnkink_meme. The prompt was for Dean and Castiel's first time to include rimming.
Trust me, it’s hot as hell, you shouldn’t miss this one. :)
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All I Want Is You by OverlordWaffles   
Dean and Sam team up with another hunter to take down a demi-god obsessed with male sexual organs that is responsible for a series of violent suicides that caught the attention of the local newspaper. Finding a ritual equal parts humiliating and weird, the three hunters try to summon the thing to take it down. When it latches on to their new hunting companion, Dean pays the price and has to face the aftermath of the demi-gods venomous kiss with Castiel's help.  
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Haunting In The Hamptons by Desirae 
Sam opened the cooler with a sigh. "Seriously Dean? Did you pack anything besides Angry Orchard, hot dogs and chocolate?"
"Uh, yeah. There's marshmallows and graham crackers in my duffel," Dean burst out laughing at the look of horror on his brother's face.
Team Free Will investigates a series of deaths in New Hampshires' Hampton Beach. People are going into the ocean and not coming out, in attempts to rescue a drowning girl no one can see.  The boys try to solve the case while Dean attempts to show fallen Castiel the joys of camping, s'mores and dual sleeping bags.
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Surrender Tastes Sweet by BadassCompany  
Dean Winchester's never been much of one for surrender. But the ache in his shoulder, in the print that Cas left there - it won't go away. It's just another night in another divey motel room... Until a certain angel shows up. Dean finds out that sometimes, just sometimes, surrender tastes sweet. 
Beautiful, epic, hot. You have to read this one. :)     
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Three’s A Crowd by strangenessandcharm
Okay, so, you’re a ghost. And you’re in love with Dean Winchester, but he doesn’t know you exist. Awkward, right? But not nearly as awkward as it gets when the man you love is rescued from Hell by an angel and you realize that they’re destined to end up together. So you find yourself caught in a love triangle between a ghost, a human and an angel, and you’re the only one who even knows it’s even happening. Frankly, it’s driving you nuts...
Epic, epic, epic. You have to READ it. Fantastic and beautiful masterpiece.
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Teach Me by Chiyume   
A movie night in the bat cave takes an unexpected turn when Castiel asks Dean for a favor...            
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Missed Connection by NuwandaSnicket (AU)  
While reading a book outside, Castiel meets a charming stranger, but their encounter is cut short before he can even learn the man's name.   Luckily, a 'Missed Connections' note saves the day.        
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Freckles by 2spooky4u      
"I had to draw all them perfectly," Cas insists, and Dean suddenly can't get rid of the image of Cas, clutching on to a Crayola washable marker, jamming it into his skin forcefully like a little kid mashes his markers on the paper in a vehement attempt to make the color deeper.
"And now you're insulted 'cause I don't appreciate 'em?" Dean asks, bewildered.
"No," Cas lies petulantly.
"Huh." The stubborn child version of Cas Dean has painted in his mind is now clutching his paper possessively, shielding it from scrutiny.
They drive in silence for a while.
"Thank you for making my freckles," Dean grouses finally, knowing that it's the only way Cas will forgive him.
((((OR, IN WHICH CAS LIKES DEAN AND HIS FRECKLES, AND DEAN IS STUBBORNLY HETEROSEXUAL))))
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Eyes on the Road, Hands On The Wheel by Chiyume
After being nagged into it by his brother, Dean takes on the task of teaching Castiel how to drive; a task that turns out to be harder to accomplish than one would have thought since neither Cas nor Dean seems capable of watching the road...
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There Are Many Things by imogenbynight 
In which Dean and Castiel learn, through trial and error, how to be together.      
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Oscillation by nekosmuse 
Sexual identity crisis aside, Dean's man enough to admit he's in love with Castiel. Has been for years. Which would be fine, really, if he could get past the whole unrequited, unworthy business, because maybe then he could move on with his life, get back to having sex on a semi-regular basis. Aaron's the first person to pique his interest in far, far too long.          
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Roost by almaasi (AU)
Fluffy chicken AU. Dean is a dangerous, black-feathered fiend – a demon in the ring, hell-bent on tearing his opponent apart so that he himself might live. He's a bird bred to fight. His last match was against the infamous Castiel, a dominating white gamecock with nigh uncontrollable power. The duel was meant to be to the death. But then it all ended; they were put in cages and carted off to somewhere much brighter and greener. Now Dean and Castiel are no longer sparring partners, but yardmates. It's not so bad. There's ample food, clean water, and lots of lady chickens. Yet, for some reason, neither Dean nor Castiel feel very inclined to roost with the girls – or murder each other, for that matter.
It’s not explicit but trust me, this is an epic one, and will kill you with all the Destiel feels. :)
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And in the Dark, I see Your Light by Chiyume
A Hunter's life is not a safe life, and ever since Castiel became human, healing for the brothers doesn't come as easy anymore. So when Dean is brought back to the bunker after a hunt gone wrong, his life seemingly hanging in the balance, Castiel is not taking it very well...          
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To Know by imogenbynight                 
Dean tells Castiel not to open the box on top of his dresser while they're away. He doesn't, exactly. But he still sees what's inside.
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No One Like You by its_not_natural_take2  (AU)
Imagine Castiel's 14 year old neighbor Dean constantly coming over to his house and asking Cas to make him pie because "you make the best pie ever, Mr. Novak" and Cas always does because Dean's so cute with his freckles and cracking voice.
Then the Winchester's move and Dean confesses his giant crush on Cas before he goes and Cas thinks its adorable because Dean's so young and Dean asks for a kiss but Cas only gives him one on the forehead.
But then years later Cas gets a knock on his door and 20 year old Dean pushes him against the wall and says "I'm ready for my grown up kiss now, Mr. Novak" and then he fucks Cas until they're both shaking and screaming.
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Trouble In Paradise by imogenbynight   
With Cas living permanently in the bunker, Dean's finding himself more than a little pent up in the pants department, and decides to put the hookup app on his phone to good use after an easy hunt. Little does he know, Cas has decided to do the same thing.
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Magic Fingers by Chiyume  
Dean wants to enjoy himself in the motel room while Sam is out, but finds himself in dire need of assistance. He calls Castiel down to ask the angel for help, and it turns out that Castiel is more than willing to be of service, only not in the way Dean had planned...
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Through the Looking Glass by JhanaMay                
It was supposed to be a routine case, just a simple salt and burn, so against his better judgement Dean agreed to let Cas handle it on his own. Two days later, Cas isn’t responding to calls or texts, so Dean and Sam drop everything to go find out what kind of trouble the angel has gotten himself into this time. Spoilers through episode 11x05.
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One More Fare to Make Your Night by Unforth (AU)
As he's gotten older, actor Castiel Novak has cared less about big-money roles and more about work that interests him. His latest project, playing a small-town sheriff in the popular TV show "Angel Falls," brings him to Miami for filming, where he finds a surprising friend in the cabbie who picks him up at the airport. If only he could get Dean to think of him as anything other than a fare...             
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Could It Be Anybody by peridium
Cas clears his throat, a polite little ahem.
“I was, uh, wondering,” Dean says, “if maybe you wanted a blow job.”
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Like Being Stoned by CassondraWinchester (AU)
Mr. Popular Senior, quarterback, and jock Dean Winchester just got into a huge fight with his father and stormed out of the house. He found his way to the park wanting to be alone. He sat down on a bench overlooking the lake loosing himself in though, so much so he didn't hear approaching footsteps. Soon Dean is joined by Castiel Novak Senior, stoner, and loner. The boy that has had a staring role in all of Dean's fantasies since his freshman year, not that he would admit that to anyone. So what will happens when Cas talks Dean into spending time with him? When Cas talks Dean into smoking pot with him? Will Dean's feelings come out with a little help from Mary Jane.
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Get Some by sysrae (AU)                
Very slowly, Dean turns. 'How'd you know I was here about a room?' 'Power of deduction,' says Castiel, leaning against the doorway. 'I mean, you're not after pot, and I'm pretty sure we haven't slept together.' He grins wolfishly, gaze sliding over Dean's body. 'You, I'd remember.' Dean's been hit on by guys before, but never so blatantly, let alone by a semi-naked dude in a kimono. A hot blush warms his cheeks, and he covers his shock with cockiness, tilting his head and grinning. 'Sorry to disappoint you, Cas, but I don't swing that way.' Castiel throws back his head and laughs. 'And you want to live here? What, did your friends put you up to this?' 'Actually, yeah.' Dean raises an eyebrow. 'Is that a problem for you?'
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Life In Pink by youaresunlight  (AU)
At just 33 years old, Dean Winchester is one of the most sought-after wedding planners in the city. He’s chased his dream ever since he was a kid and is now on the brink of making partner at his firm. But the wedding that’ll make or break his promotion? Is his best friend Dr. Castiel Novak’s. It’s going to be the event of the season - unlimited budget, no expense spared - and it’s the kind of task that Dean has been waiting for… except he’s hopelessly in love with Cas.
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Mile-High Club by betts (AU)
"Dean should have never accepted this promotion."
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Dean Winchester is afraid of flying, but when he has to go on a business trip, his friend Charlie tells him about milehighclub.com, an online service that might help him relax on his journey by pairing him up with an anonymous flyer for an in-flight rendezvous.
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Shadows Across the Camera Lens by almaasi (AU)
Castiel is a professional photographer for a leading clothing magazine. He doesn't talk much; his words are limited to the instructions he gives to the models he photographs. Despite spending all his time confidently telling models what to do and how to pose, being sexually dominant is nothing more than fantasy for him. Dean is a shy but particularly bratty underwear model with a penchant for women's lingerie, and has no intention of bottoming for anyone. Castiel finds a chance to push his own boundaries when he's left alone with Dean for the first time. Cas is prepared to bottom without complaint, but that's not to say he will be relinquishing any of his precious power to Dean at all.
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The Russian Bride by xHaruka17x (AU)
“The ‘bride’, if I pick one will sign a prenup Sam, don’t worry.” Sam sighed. “Dean if this is really what you want…” “Gabriel said there’s a trial period”
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Impala Sex Because Reasons by betts 
"The first time Dean kissed Cas was totally out of his control. He may have been a little drunk, and the music at the bar may have been a little loud, and he may have had something he needed to tell Cas that he had to lean in for."
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Wherein Dean and Cas fuck in the Impala for the first time. That's it. That's the whole thing.
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Hot Bots in Love by ThePamelaOracle (AU)
Castiel Novak loves his quiet Sunday afternoons away from Maximillian Robotics Corp. But when Charlie calls in a panic, dealing with Dean's misbehaving sexbots becomes the new priority.
It’s so hilrious, you have to read that one. :)                  
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Amāyō Juwes, or: A Paleolithic Love Story      by                    hopelessheathen (ElspethMcGillicuddy) (AU)
Cas is injured and alone, limping through a storm and hoping he’s not a cave lion’s next dinner. To his relief, he finds a place to shelter in the cliffs, but when he goes inside, he realizes someone’s already living there. Someone who isn’t human at all. One of the Others.
Neanderthal Dean, Early Modern Human Cas. The period before the Last Glacial Maximum.
It’s sooo beautiful. Seriously, can’t miss this one. :)
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Firsts by deadhuntress
Dean had slowly come to realize that he didn’t want to die young and bloody; he wanted to live as long as possible. He didn’t want a new woman every night, he wanted a lifelong companion. And the biggest realization: he knew who he wanted that companion to be.
Dean and Castiel progress through a series of firsts.
This one is not explicit but it was too good to pass and I didn’t regret it. :)
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 A Place to Rest by Phoenixfeather                 
"Cas ..." the name comes out a strangled croak. He clears his throat before he tries again. "Cas, how can you still say it?"
Cas tilts his head a little. "Say what?"
"That knowing us has been the best part of your life. You've suffered so much since you've met us."
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After Dean had to watch Cas almost die again, he can’t let the angel out of his sight. He wants to keep his friend close, yet he can’t understand how anyone could prefer his company over a life in heaven.
An other non-explicit beauty, try it. :)
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Noise Complaint by Ltleflrt (AU)
Dean's neighbors are loud, and the walls are thin, but that's all easy to ignore.  Except for the loud sex sounds coming from the neighbor on the other side of his bedroom wall.  And even that wouldn't bother him too much if his neighbor didn't sound so bored.
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Warm and Wilder by Sass_Master                
It’s intoxicating to have Dean pliant and moaning beneath him, pulling him closer for desperate kisses. It makes Castiel want more, to push harder, wring every ounce of pleasure he can out of Dean, leave him a spent, shaking mess. Those thoughts alarm him sometimes, always aware of the otherworldly strength he possesses, constantly fighting to keep it in check.
“Shit, Cas,” Dean says afterwards, voice shaky. “You sure like throwing your weight around, huh?” he mutters, pressing tentative fingers to his hips, his delicate neck, already mottled with purple from Castiel’s overeager mouth.
Dean will have marks because of him, has them already, blooming bright on his smooth skin. This is exactly what Castiel was worried about.
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Along My Restless Palms by Sass_Master 
Ever since Cas started staying in the bunker, Dean’s been having these crazy dreams—dreams that feature him and Cas in absurd, tawdry scenarios like something out of a filthy paperback. Dean chalks it up to exhaustion, or some monster messing with his head, anything to ignore the real cause: Cas in his personal space, in various states of undress, and, wow, way more muscular than Dean would’ve expected.
But if it’s just physical lust that’s the cause, then that’s an easy fix, right? No big deal. There’s definitely nothing else that his subconscious is trying to tell him. Absolutely not.
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Three is the Magic Number by Persephoneshadow
“You boys need anything else?” Mandy ask when she reappears beside the table, eyes bright and hopeful. “Coffee? Tea?” Her eyes rake over Cas and she bites her lip, sending every signal in the book. “Some dessert?”
Dean grins as Mandy looks between them, mostly at Cas. Cas gives Dean the ‘is that an innuendo?’ squint and Dean nods. “You know in fact we would like some dessert. My buddy here’s kind of shy about it so we were hoping for…something to take back to our room.”
“Really?” Mandy purrs, finally looking at Dean with some interest.
“Yeah, but we were hoping for something we could split.” Mandy’s eyebrows go high just as Cas’s eyes get even narrower. “Anything like that on the menu?”
Mandy looks between the two of them, licking at her lips. “I think I can get something like that for you.”
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Or: The one where Dean and Cas have a threesome with the cute waitress because Dean can't deal.
THIS IS PERFECTION! And so good. Thrust me, you don’t have to like to read someone fooling with the boys, but you’ll love this. :)
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Long Time Coming by CrowleysMooseSquirrelsAngel 
Cas finally drops the L-bomb, and it shouldn't affect Dean this much because Cas was directing it at all of them...except that he kind of wasn't, because if he was then Dean wouldn't be alone in a room with him, undressing him. Just to clean him up, of course. Totally innocent.
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Yes, Dean by whichstiel                
Dean stares over at Cas. The angel is perched on one of the double beds examining his blood and black-goo stained clothes. As he watches, Cas presses a careful hand against his side over the healed spear wound. He looks like he's trying to read the dictionary upside down and in the mirror. Dean clears his throat and leans back from where he's standing over Sam's research. “You okay there, man?” he asks.
“Yes, Dean.” Cas's reply is terse.
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Belated by tellthenight (AU)
When Dean Winchester walks back into Castiel's life it is to ask favors from the king- including a request for a private audience with Castiel.
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He Knows Where He Should Go by 60r3d0m   
He should’ve seen it coming, what happens then, because it’s been a long time that Cas has been saying these things, a long time that Dean’s watched him silently suffer but not speak up, and when Cas finally does say it—when he finally verbalizes what’s been implied for so long with a clench of his jaw and those eyes—those bright, bright eyes, Dean thinks—Dean feels his whole form shake, a shudder that goes through him that leaves his body chilled, that leaves his mind frozen (it scares him more than death).
 “You think I deserve to die?” Cas says and Dean feels himself shatter.
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 No Better Love by bluefallenfandomwallflowers                
It takes him over another edge, fingers reaching for Dean’s face, the perfect lilt of his cheekbones and the swoop of his lips, blood red from Cas’ own, from what he needs and gives because there is no better love and no love will ever compare to this.
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Promise Me You'll Try by Aoichou   
Dean can't believe that Cas did something as stupid as killing a Reaper for him. Cas can't understand why Dean can't believe it.      
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It Will Come Back by RainbowWhimsyWrites           
Dean is fighting against his demon nature. Cas refuses to leave.
Based on the prompt : "Demon Dean and Cas getting into a heated argument, Cas raises his hand to hit Dean, but Dean catches Castiel's wrist. Backs him up against a wall and leans down to his ear. In a low, husky voice he whispers 'Wanna try that again angel' "
Also based on the song "It Will Come Back" by Hozier.
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Soul Survivor by RipUpTheEnding        
All Dean wanted to do was see a damn castle, maybe gank something, and then stuff his face with pie.
Playing boyfriend to an Angel of the Lord was not part of the plan...
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Dean Hates Castiel's Cock by Speary   
Dean Smith's move to a little gated community on the edge of town was meant to bring him a little peace, an apple pie life. His peace is disrupted though by the noisy crowing of his sinfully attractive neighbor's numerous roosters. And everyone else is absolutely done hearing him complain about the noisiest cocks that ever lived. 
Seriously, don’t question it, just read it. If you liked “A Room of One’s Own” and “The Way To A Man’s Heart Is Through Chlamydia”... You’ll love this hilarious one too. xD
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For This Night and All Nights to Come by thepopeisdope (AU)
Back in the southern castle Castiel once called home, cold was used to describe a bath that had sat too long and was no longer steaming, or a room with a draft. It was cold if one had to put on a tunic with sleeves to go riding.
North of the Wall, cold takes on a whole new meaning. Here, cold means frozen rations and endless snow, frostbitten limbs and stolen breaths. Cold is steel biting at your throat in a wordless threat. Cold is when the dead rise again.
Seriously, GoT and SPN crossover??? Night’s Watch!Castiel??? Wildling!Dean? Should I say more? No. I nearly cried from this fic’s beauty, it’s perfection. <3
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Coming Out of My Cage by  Unforth (AU)
Doms have to act a certain way: everyone knows that. Stand tall, walk proud, be bold,  take control. Dean's played along his whole life, acting as biology dictate he should, while all the while he longed for someone to put him in his place.
Finding a club that catered to anonymous hook-ups, no questions asked, was easy.
Putting on the collar, and finding a dom willing to take a chance on a "sub" who doesn't look the part? That might be a bit harder...
The author is Unforth. Should I say more? Her name is guarantee for epic and beautiful fics. Such like this. :)
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Meanwhile, Castiel. by awed_frog     
If you were a woman, I would have kissed you just to be your first. And I would have made damn sure I’d be your last.
Non-explicit and beautiful. It’s... It’s a short must-read, thrust me.
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Split Second by CrowleysMooseSquirrelsAngel                
In that crucial split second, Cas moves out of the way.
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Only You by bluefallenfandomwallflowers                
“For you.” Dean is about to protest, but Cas kisses between his eyebrows. “Only you.”
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Monsters by Miss_Lv  
Castiel prayed to God, to help them, to save them.
God never answered.
But Dean did.
It was the monster who saved Castiel, not God.
This is a dark fic. A very dark one. But there’s a reason I say you should try it and I’m 99% that you will love it too. It’s... Wow. It made me speechless in a good way. So good.
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