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[fivefeetfear]

Part 6

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Spinel rubs the bridge of her nose in frustration as a groan slips from her lips. Why hadn’t she properly looked over the photo first before sending it? (Y/N) dress was still unzipped from the back; thankfully, the front was still up. After the mist of their emotions, the smaller gem was quick to fall asleep in her arms, forgetting about her unzipped garment.  Spinel looks down as she gazes at the sleeping gem on her chest; her lips parted ever so slightly and her thick long lashes lie on the high points of her cheek bones. She looked so at peace and Spinel really didn’t want to wake her up, but she had to. It was getting late.

“(Y/N), ya got to wake up doll.” The pink gem mutters softly tickling the (G/C) gem neck instantly getting a reaction out of her. (Y/G) giggles quietly as sleepy (E/C) orbs awaken, the striking eyes gazing into magenta hues. (Y/N) shifts to lie on her stomach still in Spinel’s arms, placing her hand on the tall girl’s chest.

“Doll?” The tired female inquires her eyes still heavy with sleep. The pink gem blushes under her stare shifting her eyes away from the smirking girl. Spinel was kind of hoping she missed that part. The pink gem timidly looked around anywhere but the (Y/N) large eyes staring at her teasingly.

“Y-yeah, did ya not l-like it?” she questions worriedly not wanting to make her uncomfortable. The sound of (Y/N) giggling brought the taller gem eyes back to her. For the second time today, Spinel felt like she was ready to stroke out when she saw the moonlight glowing above the (Y/G). She was glowing in every sense of the word; her skin and hair are gleaming heavenly over her. Her large eyes looks so tantalizing as they sparkle radiantly under the luminous light, but the kicker was the way the front of the dress pulls down. Spinel felt her cheeks burning at the sight of (Y/N) cleavage on full display. Spinel’s mouth ran dried not sure what to say or do in the moment. So she opted by shifting her gaze once more as she pushes up (F/N) dress sleeves that hung loosely around her slender shoulders. The pink gem lips tighten to a thin line as she shut her eyes.

‘Keep it together.’ She says to herself holding in a breath. For the love of Diamonds keep it together!

“I actually really like it.” (Y/N) admits shyly fluttering her long lashes. Oh, thank the stars. Spinel exhales opening her eyes and offering (Y/N) a nervous smile.

“I woke ya up because your dress is still unzipped.” This woke up the tired (G/S) as she reaches behind her and felt her textured back; her blush deepens as she sits up on her knees holding the front of her dress up in place.

“I’m so sorry, I completely forgot about that!” (Y/N) says completely mortified, she could feel her gem scorching the back of her neck. How embarrassing! Spinel quickly sits up trying to ease the (G/S).

“It’s, ok! You’re fine, don’t worry bout it. Just turn around so I can zip it back up.” Spinel offers kindly. Still hot in the face the small gem turns around so Spinel had easier access to the zipper. The magenta female grabs the metal zipper and easily brought it all the way up.

“There ya go doll, crisis averted.” Spinel coos as she stretches her arms to wrap around (Y/N) small frame, pulling her back into her embrace. She missed her being so close. The pink girl buries her face against the side of the (Y/G) neck inhaling her natural scent.

“Thank you, El.” The (E/C) eyed girl hums immediately relaxing into Spinel’s warmth.

“What time is it?” (Y/N) asks while soaking up this intimate moment with the slender gem.

“11:05pm.” Spinel’s mumble not moving her face from the side of the (C/G) girl’s neck. (Y/N) eyes flutter closed when she felt Spinel’s warm breath on her neck. It sent a rush of goosebumps down her spine. The simple action sent the girl into a hazy mindset as she melts further into her grasp.

“I…I have rehearsals tomorrow.” She informs sadly with a pout on her lips, the (E/C) gem wasn’t so keen on the idea of getting up. Spinel whines in displeasure as her grip on the small gem tightens. She didn’t want to let go, not yet at least. The Spinel was relishing the physical contact with the short gem; she brought her a sense of security that no one else was able to provide. Bless the Diamonds and the Crystal Gems for their efforts but it wasn’t enough. Six thousand years of isolation really fucked her up. It warped her for the worse and she was struggling to move on. She wanted to let go of her trauma and be free from the shackles of her past and start new, but she couldn’t. At least not on Homeworld. Everything reminded her of Pink, in the beginning, that what she thought she wanted. But it just hurt even more. Spinel was gifted the nickname of the Forgotten Treasure. Thanks Blue. Every gem either pitied her, hated her or avoided her. Spinel despised it. The attention, the fake smiles, the sad eyes. Everything! It was driving her crazy all over again! Living in Pink’s shadow was so overwhelming.

However, everything was different with (Y/N); it felt easy. The conversations, the smiles, the touches. (Y/N) made it look so effortless to interact with her like a normal person from the very start. Even with six thousand years of solitude looming over her shoulders, (Y/N) was able to make her feel significant again. Spinel felt seen, she felt heard and she. felt found. The pink gem nearly burst into tears as she presses their bodies closer together.

“Can we stay like this a bit longer…please?”  Spinel requests in a small voice as she nuzzled closer into (Y/N) neck. (Y/N) felt the warmth blooming into her chest; how could she say no to that? With a simple nod, she adjusted herself to get more comfortable, she lolls her head to the side allowing the delightfully clingy gem to occupy more of her personal space. (Y/N) twirls a strand of Spinel’s pink hair with her fingers while humming a soft tune as they sat peacefully in the heart-shaped crater under the moonlight.  

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“I’m so sorry for keeping ya out so late, ya sure don’t want me to walk ya home?” Spinel offers feeling guilty. It was currently 1:45am in the morning as they stood on the porch of Steven’s house. The two gems had fallen asleep in the field together cuddle up in each other’s arms and it was the best nap Spinel has ever experienced in years.

“El, I can literally teleport myself into my room, I’m not going to make you walk all the way back here. And stop apologizing; I had a lot of fun with you.” (Y/N) reassured Spinel giving her a bright smile.

“Sorry, damn it…a-anyway when can I see ya again?” The taller female ask as she rubs the back of her neck while digging the tip of her sneaker into the wood paneling. (E/C) eyes shine at the cutie before them, oh goodness she too adorable!

“Write a poem and stop by at my studio tomorrow evening.” Spinel arches her brow as she gazes down at the girl before her.

“A poem?” She questions with the tilt of her head.

“Yeah! Writing poems about bottled up feelings is a great coping mechanism! It helps me to express my emotions in a positive and productive manner. And then I would turn them into songs. So just write about whatever you want and bring it in tomorrow.” (Y/N) explains excitedly.   The slender girl grins at the (G/S) enthusiasm, even in the early more she still has a lot of energy to burn.

“Ok, well I’ll see ya tomorrow.” Spinel confirms, as she stood close to the (H/C) haired gem, she slowly grabs her small hands in hers and gave them a gentle squeeze.

“I had a great time.” She added with a shy smile. (Y/N) stands on her tippy toes and plants a kiss on the sweet pink gem cheek. Spinel’s eyes widen when she felt her plush lips against her skin already craving more kisses.  

“Me too, I’ll see you later. Goodnight, El.”

“Goodnight, Doll.” (Y/N) cheeks glow a soft (S/C) before slipping her hands out of Spinel’s hold. A blinding white light invades the pink-colored gem sight as she watches (Y/N) teleport away. Once the light cleared away, Spinel fell back gently against the door. A goofy smile stretches across her face as she looked up at the moon; the pink girl places her hands over her gem sighing happily. Today was perfect, she couldn’t imaging ending it any other way.

“You should have kissed her you dip.” A voice calls out bluntly. Spinel stiffens up as she looks to her left and sees Amethyst staring at her from the window eating a sandwich. Steven then pops right up with starry eyes beaming with joy.

“That was so cute! I told you, you were going to do great!” Steven shouts out proudly bouncing in place. Pearl and Garnet soon popped up too from their hiding spots. Garnet had the biggest smile Spinel ever witness while Pearl seem embarrassed that their cover was blown.

“O-oh Spinel, you are back! We weren’t eavesdropping or anything.” Pearl lies giggling nervously.

“Yes, we were. It was your idea.” Amethyst corrected earning herself a scowl from the pale gem.

“H-how long h-have yall been there?” Spinel stammers feeling herself ready to pass out.

“The whole time.” Garnet answers happy, smiling even harder. Spinel reaches up and clenches the front of her hat, she pulled it down over her eyes and she slid down the door in humiliation. Good grief.

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[captainillogical]

Yo not to be that person buuut when’s the next chapter of your spinelxy/n fic. I’ve missed your writing

I've missed writing too, anon. Stopping this long was never my intention, and now I need a bit of a refresher to catch my brain up 😂 real world shit these last few months have REALLY grinded my creativity to a strange halt, and I'm pretty sick of it. I wanna say sometime soon, but no guarantees. (Watch me actually somehow gain motivation/insp and pump out a chapter quickly lol) if it makes you feel any better I had no intentions of leaving it where I did without finishing (since I have the entire thing planned out anyway) even if people were no longer interested in reading.

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[fivefeetfear]

Chapter 5

“What the? What happened? Oof… my head.” Spinel mumbles placing her gloved hands on her face. Her world felt like it was spinning, in an agonizingly slow pace. Her stomach is in knots feeling the urge to vomit her ice-cream. The pink gem slowly opens her eyes to see spots of lights invading her vision.  A groan escapes her lips using her fists to rub her eyes to readjust her sight. Once the flashes of lights were gone, the first thing that she sees is the orangey-pink sky. Her world was then flipped right up when she came to the realizations she is laying on her back in an open field.

Spinel slowly sat up with a loud grunt using her arms to support her from behind. This place…it looks familiar. The ocean breeze blew gently through her hair as she scans her surroundings. A large lighthouse caught her attention and the gem knew instantly where she was. Negative feelings of regret twisted in the pit of her stomach as she averted her gaze away from the lighthouse. Why was she here? How did she even get here?

The sound of crying caught her attention and the pink gem turn towards the sound. In the middle of the grassy field sitting in a tight ball was (Y/N). Did she bring them here? How? Why?  Throwing her head back Spinel heaves a heavy sigh, she had to go talk to her to figure that out, didn’t she? Or she could just leave her here alone. Spinel’s jaw tightens at the mere thought; it left a bitter taste in her mouth. Even she wasn’t that cruel. How was Pink able to do it so easily? Carefully Spinel stood herself up and walked over to the crying gem. The sobs got louder the closer she got. Guilt begins to slither up the slender gems back knowing she was the reason for her tears.

‘Way to go Spins You hurt someone else.’ She thought bitterly as she sat behind (Y/N) not knowing what to say. What could she say? Sorry? Are you ok? Those didn’t seem like it would do much for her case. Spinel sat down in deep thought as she tried to find a way to make it better since this was all her fault. (Y/N) just wanted to be her friend; she was being kind and patient. And how did she repay her? By letting her emotional trauma control her actions.  Spinel hadn’t noticed (Y/N) crying subsiding as the gem wiped her tears away.

“Y-you know, I was so excited t-to meet you.” (Y/N) stammers looking up at the sky as she sniffles. Spinel frowns as she wrapped her arms around herself a few times, as she sat silently listening to (Y/N) talk.

“For a w-whole year, I…I wonder w-what you were like, and how y-you were doing.” Remorse screws Spinel’s face in shame as she held herself tighter.  

“Why?” the pink gem mutters weakly. She has been asking that question a lot lately, and yet she failed to receive a genuine answer.

“Because…because you found me. Right here.” (Y/N) says as she patted the ground below her. Not this again, the pink gem sighs in exhaustion. Her arms released their grip and pools around her lifelessly.  She is way too tired for her mind games, she just wanted this to be over. Spinel’s gloved hands slap softly over her own face before pulling down at her skin.

“What are you talking about? How did I find you? I just met you! Nothing you are saying makes sense!” Spinel whines in frustration, reaching up to yank on her pigtails roughly. The physical pain was distracting her from the emotional turmoil she was currently experiencing. Why won’t she make sense?! Why was she being so confusing! WHY!?  

“With your injector, when you first came to Earth.” Spinel cries out in anguish as she clenches her head in her enlarged hands. Squeezing it tightly as she closed her eyes still not understanding what is going on. Tears pricked at the corner of her eyes as she bit down on her tongue to choke back the sobs curling into herself. Was she torturing her by reminding her what she did wrong? News flash she already does that on her own! She doesn’t need anyone to narrate it now or ever!

“(Y/N)…please….just stop.” Spinel begs softly, tears falling down her cheeks. (Y/N) frowns sadly, as she peeks over at the crying girl.

“You weren’t the only one Pink forgotten.” (Y/N) mumbles, this caught Spinel’s attention as she instantly stops hurting herself. Did she hear that correctly?

“Wha?” Spinel asks softly. (Y/N) eyes watered again as she wrapped her arms around her legs pulling her knees to her chest.

“It was during the war when she went by Rose Quartz. She was my fearless leader that was fighting for freedom and against injustice. I was loyal to her and did my best to serve her; there were many times I was nearly shattered for her. Then the other Diamonds sent an attack to the Earth, it left my allies, and friends corrupted.” (Y/N) voice shook with anger as new hot tears cascade down her cheeks.

“Corrupted?” Spinel heard about gems becoming corrupted but she never witnessed it. The (C/G) gem nods as she reaches behind to unzips her dress. Spinel’s face flushed a dark pink as she averts her eyes away. She was getting really tired of asking questions. It didn’t seem like it was getting her anywhere

“I was fighting the corruption; I was doing my very damn best to maintain control, but it was no good. My view on the world warped for the worse and my rationality was slipping into madness. I couldn’t keep it together and Rose didn’t want the other gems to see me that way. So she took me here to this very hilltop to keep me safe. My powers were on the fritz and my skin was beginning to discolor.” (Y/N) paused as she relived that moment. The slender gem slowly moves her attention back to the curvy the (G/S). Her eyes widen as took in the sight before her. She recognizes the large patch of discoloration from before, but she didn’t notice the lightening patterns that scarred her back. It stopped just below her gem that rested on her neck. It seems that the scars reach lower down the skirt of the dress and wraps around her front. Spinel hasn’t seen anything so terrifying but also beautiful in her life. The pink gem eyes soften as she marveled at the sight before her, zoning out as her hues follow the pattern on the short gems back.

(Y/N) stiffens when she felt a tickling sensation rushing up and down her spine. She turns her head to the side to see Spinel tracing the scars on her back ever so gently. The tip of her finger brushes over the textured skin, her digit leaving goosebumps in its wake. The short gem sighs quietly while her cheeks grew warm from the tender touch. (Y/N) did her best to ignore the heat pooling in her chest and continue her story.

“Rose would visit me in the lighthouse to check up on me, but one day I accidentally addressed her as Pink Diamond and I saw the fear in her eyes when I did. I knew of her true identity and I was sworn to secrecy, but I became a liability. So I begged her to poof me, she had to! I was losing it and I didn’t want to be the reason for her downfall. I had to be bubbled and put away with the other corrupted gems.” Spinel remains quiet as she continues to mindlessly trace over every curves of her scarred back, she found a sense of peace as she did.

“But she didn’t do that!” (Y/N) cries, jolting Spinel out her daydream, her eyes sadden as she watched (Y/G) shoulder’s shake.

“She just buried me! She didn’t send me to the temple like I hoped she would, she just buried me right HERE!” (Y/N) shouts slamming her glowing fists onto the earth surface. Spinel’s brain seems to be out of commission for the moment because, without thinking, her arms instinctively loop around (Y/N) waist and pulling her back against her chest. She could relate to the grief the (G/S) was feeing, she knew that pain all too well. The stretchy gem places her chin on top of the crying girl’s head trying to bring her some form of comfort. (Y/N) welcomed the embrace as she turns in Spinel’s around and buries her face in the crook of the pink gems neck.

“B-but then you c-came with your injector and planted it on this exact spot, with my bubbled gem only a few meters below the drill.” Spinel head jerks up as she observed her surroundings; she extended her neck to get a better view of what (Y/N) exactly meant. Then she saw that they were sitting in the direct middle of the heart-shaped crater.

“When Steven began healing the Earth again, he stumbled upon my bubble. If it weren’t for you, I would have been completely forgotten.” (Y/N) mutters, she then shifts her weight to look up at the pink gem with glossy (E/C) eyes offering her best smile. Spinel’s arms tighten around the (Y/N) as she buries her face in small females hair. A smile of her own found its way to her lips as she blinks back the tears. Had she actually done something right for once? Even though it was completely by accident. The (C/G) gem adjusted herself so she was sitting on her knees between the taller females legs. The spinel had coiled her arms around the short gems form about three times. (Y/G) cups Spinel’s cheeks as she wipes her tears away with her thumbs. The slender gem immediately melts into (Y/N) hands, loving the feeling of her warm small palms brought to her face. Spinel leans into (Y/N) open hands snuggling into her touch.

“I know what you did, and yes I judged you at first but when I heard what Pink did to you; I knew it was fate that would bring us together. I knew that someday you will come back, and when you did I wanted to be the gem you needed. I wanted to help you in any way I could, I wanted to give you your second chance at a good life.” (Y/N) admits as she watches Spinel open her watery eyes, her face still in her hands. The pink gem burst into tears as a wave of relief washes over her. A feeling that she had long forgotten. Hearing those words meant everything to her. They ringed with truth and compassion. New feelings were overflowing through her gem as the weight of loneliness lightens in her chest. Spinel unwinds one of her arms and places her larger hand over one of (Y/N) smaller one.

“I’m sorry, a-about everything.  I’m so sorry!” Spinel cries out quietly as her body trembles.  

“Shush, none of that, all is forgiven.” (Y/N) coos as she kisses away the tears pouring down the pink gems cheeks. Her lips pressing delicately onto the crying females face as she pulls their bodies closer. In this very moment, Spinel felt everything. It was overwhelming but in the best possible way. Never had she felt like she was floating but also grounded at the same time. These feelings scared her tremendously; it made her was to run and hide. However, in a wild turn of events, her fear was outmatched by her newfound hope. Hope for getting the proper second chance she desperately needed, hope for self-healing, and hope to love again. The possibilities seem endless and she was very excited for what’s to come. Happy tears began to fall from her eyes, only to feel lips kiss them away. The two gems lean forward until their foreheads are pressed against one another. Both of them soaking in this moment of acceptance wanting it to last a little longer.

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*Bonus*    

Spinel lies on the grassy ground on the hilltop, the cool summer breeze blowing around her. The pink gem was staring up at the night sky stargazing. The events of today finally processed in her head; it seems like things were going to get worse before they got better. But things worked out so much better than she had expected. A smile plasters itself on her face as she sighs in content. She couldn’t ask for a better outcome.

The sound of Spinel’s phone chiming interrupted the peaceful quiet. She carefully reaches into her hoodie pocket not wanting to disturb the sleeping gem on her chest with her movements. (Y/N) head is currently resting on her gem, her arm wrapped around Spinels hips as she curls into her side. The pink gem tightens her hold on the short female as she plants a gentle kiss onto the (C/G) gem forehead before checking her phone. She got a messaged from Steven.

Not Pink Diamond- Hey Spins are things going well? Do you need me to pick you up?

Spinel smirks as she opens her camera app, she stretched out her arm to take a selfie with the sleeping gem in her arms. Satisfied with the angle she took the picture and sent it to Steven.

Spinel- Nah, I think I got it.  

The curly-headed boy responded within seconds and the text brought color back to her cheeks.

Not Pink Diamond- Hey this is Amethyst- Wow Spins I’ve never pegged you as the adventurous type ;) Be a lady and zipper (Y/N/N) dress back up. Hoped you had fun!;)

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