#soz just rambling

[gresiniracing]

agh

#delete later #tw self harm mention #soz just rambling #im like hehe depressed again right anyway i fuckinf hate #how i capital k Know that people care abt me #and yet i just . do not believe it . #and idk its not helped by some shit atm coz one of my irls is constantly using me as a therapist even tho i told them that im #running real low on emotional capacity #and am struggling a lot #so its kinda feelin like im bein a bit used and a bit not taken seriously and i want to help them i do it just #yeah idk #and man i just dont have any fucking energy and i relapsed the other day agAIN and im just . #idk i know i can talk to my friends but i dont want to bother them and my bf is on holiday so i dont wanna bother him and im just #fucking sucks man ! i feel like im rotting away and no one cares ! #(side note anyway uknow when youve been fucked in the head for half ur life and now no one ever actually bothers to check in coz they kno #the answer #and u dont like care bc ukno u can still talk if u want but like . yea idk) #anyway hehe its fine !!! i will be ok i always end up ok and i should just get over it and help my friend and stop moping but uknow !! #but yeah it will b fine idk im just exhausted

[spunkydash]

A young man stands in his bedroom

#HAPPY 413 #i forgot to write sburb on the poster behind him #plz ignore that #my art #homestuck #john egbert #homestuck art #413 #if it looks rushed then its bcuz it is lol #i literally just started this today #ive been so lazy this week soz x( #ok enough rambling #ANYWAYS #enjoy this thing hehe

[liauditore]

I have not stopped talking about the way you draw Impulse since you posted that art, he's such a silly guy and I love him

hello again zera hopepetal!! I'm glad you like him he's fun to draw even tho i keep getting his hair the wrong way around but shh. the fandom at large is so so right abt him being big and strong. vibes are immaculate.

he somehow manages to be both the relatively reasonable mum friend and the one who causes problems on purpose in my head 👍very silly very good

^ both are canon to me

#my art #hermitblr #trafficblr #impulsesv #grian #asks #he has like.. this subtly smug energy that i can't quite place #i rmmber seeing a post that's like 'watching impulse is just slowly discovering that he's a lil bit of a bitch and loving him for it' #and yeah #my headcanon has always been that he used to be A Way and has calmed down now but sometimes old habits die hard #and he just wants to cause some chaos and set smth on fire #SOZ FOR RAMBLING.. i like impulse...

[gayformlessblob]

i wanted to throw my hat in the ring and get my sam and alice designs out there ! i had SUCH clear images of these guys which is. strange . considering w most of the tma cast i had no clue what they looked like lawl

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#when you and your bestie are trans in opposite directions and now you're doomed by your workplace maybe? #and you're even exes #also i think they're both different flavors of bi/ace #but that's just for me #and subject to change ofc #tmagp #the magnus protocol #sam khalid #samama khalid #alice dyer #blob art #also yes alice is wearing a forgetmenauts shirt #it was gonna be a mechs shirt but then i changed me mind #plus she'd absolutely listen to the forgetmenauts #soz for the ramble lmao #i just have thoughts on them

[cellphonehippie]

‘superman’ needs to exist to be compared to ‘dear john’!!!! ‘superman’ shows her childlike idle worship of him. saying “To save the world or go to work it's the same thing to me” and the way she sings it it sounds so naive and innocent and lowkey like what a kid says about their dad. she saw him as her hero legit calling him superman. even saying “i loved you from the very first day” like she idolised him so much even before they met to be able to say that.

and then her saying “He's not all bad like his reputation And I can't hear one single word they say “ then saying “And I look back in regret how I ignored when they said "Run as fast as you can" “ in dear john?!! superman is so important and deserves more recognition and shouldn’t be left out when speaking about taylor’s songwriting bc i definitely believe her including it in the deluxe tracks was intentional and she purposely made the song so naive to give dear john the depth and meaning it has.

#this is just a big ramble but i am the number 1 superman defender!!! #i believe if she had included it in the deluxe but in the vault tracks when she does the rerecording i think ppl would give it the recognit #ion it deserves #also soz if this doesn’t make any sense lol

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

Hum Hallelujah is one of those songs that's like "he really made Patrick sing all that" but not in the usual kind of joking way. he really did have Patrick sing all that. really wrote out all those words very directly about his own suicide attempt and then Patrick put music to them and sang all that with so much love and so much care. he made it soar. so like yeah Pete really did ask Patrick to sing all that. and Patrick did it with his whole heart

#idk there's just something about the WAY he sings hum that gets to me #it's similar to the way he sang if I die young with the band perry that one time tbh #and it makes me want to cry. makes me ache a little bit (a lot) #Lu rambles #music #fob #soz you guys get all this on main tn. sometimes I need to make EVERYONE see this. I need you to understand #fall out boy

[gretahayes]

(guy who is three books into the odyssey) themyscira⁉️

#my rambles #downloaded tumblr back just for this joke soz. bye again

[fcb-mv33]

As much as I was excited when Daniel came back seeing all the bullshit posts from some his fans and maxiel fans being like “oh now he can bring back out the best max” or “oh now we can like max again” really fucking bugs me.

Like you all just want to point out that Max needs to have Daniel to be a good person when that’s literally so fucking wrong. Max has always been a good person and yes Daniel did definitely help him grow but Max is his own person, his own personality and he certainly doesn’t need someone to make him a better person than he already is. Like if you took your head out of sky sports ass and looked at content that Red Bull have created with max you would actually see the person he has always been. It was the same with the TikTok saying this was done to improve Max’s public image but this is a image that the English have created. Also saying like you only like Max when he’s with Daniel makes you look so fucking dumb and the fact you cannot separate the driver from the person is even worse.

Honestly it’s just so exhausting to constantly see people acting like Max is a big bad person who needs Daniel to make him a better person like just look outside your little fucking bubble.

#rant soz everyone #but it just infuriates me #how everyone wants to act like max needs someone to be a good person #just fuck off like #rambles

[novuit]

I'm translating the official Sealand and Latvia ukagaka rn (<- got distracted) and now I'm thinking of making a neocities site just so I can dump all this kind of stuff in there, and decorate a site (best part)

#SEALAND AND LATVIA ARE SO ADORABLE #and their dialogue is very interesting... <- that's a whole another post though #They came with CROW (an ancient alternative to SSP) #I tried to work CROW but alas it is doomed to fall into obscure history #so I'm just going to swap it with SSP #Soz if i speak nonsense lol #rambles

[reineyday]

i keep trying to write this mishanks christmas fic but it keeps stalling at the first scene 🤦🏻‍♀️ i guess shanks is just doomed to never leave this stupid party oh my god

#rei rambles #i just cant get the vibe right!!!!!! it feels like it's taking too long but using the shortcut method doesnt feel long enough #and now *i* feel like ive been at this party forEVER #tfw ur stuck in a scene so long it isnt the character that's there anymore it's you #im the one standing with eggnog in my hand while luffy socializes #im the one that's just vibing and missing my kid bc she's at university and idly thinking abt starting a dodgeball team #it's ME that got to see mihawk again for the first time in years walk into this party room but only ONCE ONLY ONCE #I ONLY GOT THAT FAR ONCE now i have three separate drafts and none of them FEEL right but i cant skip it #bc it's establishing the tone for the rest of the story 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️ #im gonna have to just pick one and just deal with it later but not tonight. i dont need to do that tonight. #i'll just leave it be #soz i just. needed to rant lol.

[subtle-as-an-earthquake]

so not only is the guy i met in dublin still texting me, he's now also sending me music recommendations that are actually seriously good?? 😩 like why can't i meet men like this in my own country ugh

#he definitely got the memo about me being into arctic monkeys lol #all the recs have very monkey-y vibes #and he's just got great taste in general but then of course he does bc he's irish #anyways just goes to show that i'm just not made for dating apps #none of the conversations or dates i have on them ever go anywhere #and they all have terrible taste in music too #and then i randomly meet this man in a pub on a rainy thursday morning that i *do* actually like but he lives in a different country #figures #anyways just rambling now soz #minnie talks

[playground-boys-phighting]

Favorite animals?

hey this is boombox, skates getting stuff for sling. but to answer your question i think iguanas are chill little dudes

#BOOMBOX!! #//THIIS IS MOTH HI ANON THANK YOUUUU FORBBEIGN MY FIRST ASK AHAHHSHDHD YOU MADE MY DAY BETTER GENUINELY THANK YOU SJFHGJF #//sorry it took a while to answer I was thinking really hard and my friend who wanted to come in and take over skate was busy so I was #//contemplating if I should just answer in their place as skate or wait for them #//decided to just wait for them cause even tho I did plan to play as both bb n skate they were actually the og skate #//plus I'm REALLY excited for them to come on the blog so I WILL WAIT FOR THEM AS LONG AS THEY NEED!!! /silly #//anyways soz for rambling hshdhdh #ASKS!! #//I FORGOT TO TAG THIS AS PHIGHTING CAUSE I WAS SO GIDDY #Phighting!

[r0bee]

The more I think about it the funnier it is that Mark was surprised that William is gay. Not bc of all the times they call each other gay (I don't think Mark would've done that if he knew) but bc William asked him to help him move.

William asked Mark to help him move into an apartment with one bed that he'd be sharing with his 'friend' and Mark didn't think about/question it at all.

Truly a terrible detective no wonder William had to plan the Reanimen finding plan all by himself.

#I think it's probably a case of Mark being an inattentive friend even when he's actually got time to spend with William and stuff #Like maybe he didn't even see the apartment and just dropped stuff off outside or wasn't paying attention when he was in the apartment #But I like to think (bc it's funnier) that he saw the setup of the apartment and went ''Huh. Guess there must be another room or something“ #and didn't think about it further #invincible comic #Will only be tagging my posts with the comic tag bc most of them (especially this one) don't relate to the show that much #Should be noted Eve also didn't note that fact but idk her and William aren't that close the first time we see her there #Then the next time she realises bc despite not 'officially' coming out they're not closeted #Anyways rambling soz been thinking about Invincible a lot and need to get it out of my system

[krizkrozapplesoz]

Hello hello!! What are your favourite pieces of media, any type of media! :D

Ah uh uh uhm i really love Nintendo games! The Mario games mean a lot to me, Especially the Mario & Luigi series! It's so charming and lovely and cosy and i adore how those games put a twist on usual mario plots by using unusual, original villains (at least until dream team)

Pikmin also means the world to me, which is a very recent development cause I got invested via oatchi last year and then fell madly in love with Louie. But I really adore these games, the cosy tone mixed with the stress of wilderness survival is so well done and i adore the aesthetic of it, for the first three games. The fourth starts looking really clean and that kind of brings it down for me. Also i adore the characters early on, like Olimar amd Louie really have personalities outside of their jobs, meanwhile in pik4 the rescue corps kind of made their jobs their whole personality. I just love a good everyman protagonist who's doing what he has to, not what he wants, to get through these situations. Also funny doggies <3 love funny doggies <3

Uh that's kind of the big ones. I have other things I'm obsessed with but idk if I'd call them favourite media really. Moreso media that screwed open my head and pulled my brain out and is using it as a squeaky toy

#ask-le soz #Used this opportunity to just ramble wildly abt my fav Nintendo games lol

[junotter]

are we still in the trenches of taako design discourse or like....

#honestly not even about gv design discourse just like taako designs discourse #cause like idk taako seems like both the most varied design but also everyone has very strong opinions on it #like i fully understand hella of the discourse but i also wish to draw taako how i want #not to say anyone is literally stopping me but man were those some trenches #taz balance #taako #taako design #idk i personally enjoy drawing elves with a quote unquote feminine appearance but i get why people don't like that #especially for taako #also i think almost everyone projects themselves onto taako designs which is great!!! love it #hhhhhhhh decisions #also didnt expect the adventure zone fandom to still be as active cause it took barely a day to get 100 notes on my taako drawing #thank youuuuuuuuuuuu guys #its not a ton but still didnt expect it in that time frame yk ? #soz for the rambles in tags

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

will you shut the fuck up? what if the shit doesn't hit the fan? what if we do make it? what if you don't die? can you have a little hope? just have a little hope

#stop dooming your own narrative and living under that shadow. ffs #this isn't actually vagueing at anyone here this is vagueing at my grandpa bc I've been mildly annoyed all week #that he's SO fatalistic about EVERYTHING. like yeah the world sucks. so what? stop being cynical about it #which is hilarious bc he's the SOFTEST guy ever. he just occasionally goes off on these deeply cynical rambles #in the softest friendliest tone of voice and I'm like. wow. can you maybe have a little hope please??? #anyway I'm gonna say this in the tags here bc I have a weird mental block about making a Real Post: #please pray for my grandpa bc his heart surgery went great but he's been diagnosed with a pretty bad form of cancer #so... yeah #prayers for him and our whole family and all of their relationships with God to grow instead of getting worse and etc etc etc #I'm at the OTHER grandparents' house rn and need prayer for OTHER things here but. yeh #Lu rambles #soz for the language I just needed to say this