#sorry if anyone else did this one before

[nattobees]

I can't believe I didn't think to do this one before

#uuultra c #uuultrac #kagome shoutarou #kobayashi akira #kozuka akira #live slug reaction #uuuc memes #sorry if anyone else did this one before #i havent seen it done yet

[floccinaucinihilipilificationa]

Hello may 31th anon! Look at that, another year behind us and a new one to come. Have a nice day! ₍՞◌′ᵕ‵ू◌₎♡

#may 31th anon #hello friends!! (｡’▽’｡)♡ how are you!! I missed you so much! #I'm sorry that once again i have not been posting but I did that thing again where I got scared of posting #I do not know why but it is the same with physical paper diarys #I have 3 diarys and they all have 1 entry #I think one just says 'I am ten' #what have you been up to!! did you do something fun? is it summer too where you live? c: #my tumblr messages seem to be broken! I'm sorry if you wrote something :C it just says 'no new messages' despite also saying new messages #not a lot has happened here! I got a tomato plant and then I got very invested into the tomato plant and I have eaten three tomatos so far ( #my roses are also doing well!! I just got a new yellow rose and since she got here she only made orange flowers #I do not know the meaning of that #but I am very thankful! ( ˊᵕˋ )♡ I love it when things are orange!! #I've been trying to buy an orange shirt for the past 2 weeks but they always sell out before I get to them #I'm also thinking about buying a jean jacket #I have not worn a jean jacket for at least 15 years because one time in 7th grade tthe girl behind me said #that I was wearing a cool jean jacket and I just assumed that this was bullying for no actual reason #but maybe she just thought that it was an acutal cool jean jacket #we'll soon have out 10 year school reunion #maybe I should ask her #is anyone else going to a secret Sherlock phase again #I just want to see that silly little hat again #would sherlock holmes wear a jean jacket #have a nice day everyone!! #see you soon hopefully!! #♡＾▽＾♡

[averlym]

whshdfhfjf.,,,

#close up!! because i firstly Did Not render them with such insanity in order for tumblr's lack of general resolution to make it blur #look at all the lines!!! teehee i still really really like this style of digital painting it's super super fun to do!!! and also secondly #because i went back and added a tag ramble and as i seem to often be doing??? lately?? reached the 30 tag limit and went 'hm ok how else..' #anyway the tag essay on that one is now up and talks about the artwork generally and miscellaneous thoughts!! that said. i need a space to #ramble about beatrix at Length because look you don't draw and paint etc a character for like ten hours without having a lot of thoughts #anyways ! i digress terrifically. tag rambles are more like trains of thoughts masquerading as subways and you get on and it's unfortunately #a rollercoaster track. but this is My Blog and i can do Whatever I Want as long as i don't hurt anyone <- affirmations!! also Harm Principle #lately it's been like *kicks up feet* *opens tumblr tags* *treats it as own personal journal* and tbh Good for me!! anyways back to beatrix #fun fact ! the thing that pushed me over the edge to go watch the musical after looking through the tumblr tag was a very specific poll. #and the fact that the winning option was blue hair and pronouns made me double over laughing so hard i had to go see the source material #mm i feel like lately the academic Context has been tossing me essentially into a blender HAHA ;-; so everyone in adamandi is to some extent #a Mood. but bea-specific (haha be specific)(sorry!)(wow this is the same reaction mechanism of my friend who points out innuendos)(...) #i think it's the wanting to prove herself. like from the whole abuela etc thing there's proof here she's got a Stable Support System of sort #and instead what beatrix continues to do is push themselves. 'i guess u could say i'm married to my work? god that's depressing' // no one #here to enforce that // abuela tells me to rest says i'm constantly stressed and i'll just get depressed like before but i still have to try #like. that shred of desperation that pushes you to the brink to neglect yourself (well i guess physically but also your morals..) and like!! #the whole 'lose half your soul thing' proves she's self aware!! like they know what they're doing is super dubious yknow! but they're still #they're still doing it even if it goes into conflict with their morality system in a way and then they justify it to themselves (see pt 1 #of ghostwriter) and the whole wanting to achieve at all costs Despite the self awareness. (i think? this aspect also applied to quincy. but #thoughts on him will come later). more beatrix specific also is the fact that they genuinely adore their work.. 'i just love it here where #you know they'll be printing forever and you are just part of it' because that does kind of resonate with me. also the being behind in the #competition is real!!! i'm maybe talking about Art as a subject because that same drive for it exists on my good days i think. even #even when nothing seems to be going right and you've ended up at the back the intent passion inherent in what you do is still there!!! #the genuine. care she has for reporting. is so !!!!! to me... other beatrix thoughts include 'why reveal yourself at the end' aka vincent's #'u should have stayed silent u had a smart plan' like rip to them but i would not // it feels with bea's complex character i can't imagine h #her Not doing that. like the guilt is real i guess. and i am running out of tags but! smth also about her fervent hope or smth that she'll #eventually get to where she wants. and the resilient determination.. 'i won't let their deaths be pointless there's more good i'm gonna do' #they're so so real for that. i'm not sure if it's a good or bad thing; seeing myself reflected in aspects of characters like this.. but it's #it's there regardless. smth smth just make your peace with the person you are ig!! tldr beatrix campbell my beloved. hehe #adamandi

[plushpinkfox]

agatha is officialflowerground because she thought it’d be funny to impersonate. sophie is queenofcamelot27 because she thought the idea was funny and she wanted to impersonate agatha but she’s been banned 26 times for violating community guidelines and now she’s being stubborn about it. tedros is realteedum because agatha and sophie made his account for him and he can’t figure out how to change the username

#sge #school for good and evil #sge agatha #sge sophie #sge tedros #agatha #sophie #tedros #i did steal these from tiktok so if anyone else has done these specific ones before. sorffyyyy #made them in instagram im SORRY

[rainbowcarousels]

I was looking at the shots of the new weapon that looks vaguely like a it came out of discworld and I couldn't shake the feeling that there was something familiar about the giant ball of what looks like materia within it.

This was when I realised it looked a lot like the materia (if that even was what it was) that Minerva had in CC/CCR.

Which was about the point that I realised that this sphere looked familiar too for another reason: it looks a hell of a lot like the hibernation circle thing that Genesis sleeps in after CC.

Which in turn looks a hell of a lot like the protomateria in DoC, a special 'one of a kind' materia like the white and black materias. In this case, instead of being able to destroy or save the planet or weild the abilities of a Weapon.

We know that Genesis found the red globe goddess materia and activates it shortly before taking his avatar form. Another interesting point is that the purple stone (likely independent materia) is exchanged for a red one - a summon materia - when he becomes Genesis Avatar after the materia absorbs a crap ton of the lifestream.

So here's my question/theory: does Genesis still have this Goddess materia and if he does, is it another core materia like the black, white and protomateria? If it is, is this materia essentially the summon of the Lifestream's guardian and is this why Genesis can hibernate in a way that's not dissimilar to the weapons, only waking when the need arises?

#also did anyone else notice that when genesis wakes up in doc the water pod thing cycles through all the steps of his apocalypse limit break #i feel like i'm lore deep diving here #but there is something about the idea that Genesis has one of the most powerful materia in his back pocket #and probably doesn't really know what to do with it in a way that kind of echoes the way Aerith treats her materia #that is both funny and interesting to me #but the idea that you can temper an ancient summon/weapon/creature with these ancient materia as vincent does would make sense #theory crafting #ff7 #genesis rhapsodos #if i'm this insufferable before (and i hope it's before not if) we see him again i am sorry for how bad i'll be if he shows up in rebirth #ffvii #i could be way off i mean dirge is not my wheelhouse #but looking at before crisis showing another weapon and the rebirth trailer showing one made me ponder #so this is me pondering

[angelstrawbabie420]

u ever seriously wonder if ur gonna make it thru the year

#im #not even sad abt it. #just thinking. #i saw my aunt today and she bought me alc like every time i see a family member. lolololol i am mentally and physically ill i absolutely #failed at resisting temptation #mainly bc im a WRECK due to my period #i did not break the cycle of addiction that runs HEAVILY on both sides of my family 💀💀💀 #maybe one day but that isnt today. #i actually havent drank in like a month whixh is awesome for me given. The Tendicies. #anyone else also feel like theyve taken a stimulant on alc???? #like i have so much energy and joy but without the horrific heart racing symptoms #it’s bc it works on gaba receptors that seems to be what im lacking #bc neurontin (gabapentin) was the psych med that worked WONDERS for me and i’ve been on 10+ other meds that haven’t done SHIT #my doc wld not prescibe me last time i went despite being prescribed before and ir working wonderfully #she just upped my paxil which didnt do jack fucking shit #then i lost insurance so i havent been able to follow up w her But im working on that #it just sucks so much that the only time i feel relatively happy is on drugs #then i think well. at least im no longer in my benedryl phase like when i was younger💀 #and im like wow it rly cld be worse. i guess. #tendencies* #oh jesus i am NOT proofreading this. sorry

[hitmeupaep]

dean 10000% has confessed his love to cas in the shower

#the first day they get into the bunker and dean can fianlly get a nice and warm shower #his shoulders relax and the water feels warm agonist his skin #and he sways there for a moment and before he realizes it his mind drifts to cas #and that thought leads elsewhere #and it ends with him on the floor of the shower #water turned cold #sobbing #johns words still sting all these years later and the heat just reminds him of that #“why did it have to be cas” he cries into his knees knowing more than anything he has ever known that he wouldn’t have it be anyone else #“i love you so much it hurts” #“i wish you would want me. i wish i could have you” #he stays there #dreaming of some world where cas appears in front of him #hearing his confession turned prayer and holds him close #but the water turns off and there is no angel to be found #guess that dream will have to wait #sorry just rambling about them #like the thought of dean writing down all his feelings for cas one drunk night and just burning it or something #idk idk #destiel #dean winchester

[hershelwidget]

I don’t know anymore have a Caleb prepared to Fight for his bestie

“she asked for no pickles” lookin scene

#his character arc from goofy tall guy to Don’t Talk To Me Or My Friends Ever Again is WILD #hershel’s octonauts au #octonauts gups #in all seriousness this scene is based off of the concept of lars making his way onto the ship #caleb and beast both want him DEAD dead #also to explain emma: #she gained a genuine phobia from the trauma of her experience with lars and has nightmares about him like. 3 times a week #bundle that info with the fact that caleb and emma are quite close and badda bam you have the scene #technically speaking emma did ask for no pickles. she asked to not Be the pickles. #i’m normal about these two specifically i need to study their friendship under a microscope #to ramble about caleb for a second sorry- #he had enough soup before his death for the effects to. well. take effect. and he gained a rather mild form of amnesia but still Amnesia #he doesn’t fully remember darwin but knows in his heart that darwin is important to him so he stays near them when possible #(as a result from the trauma of being murdered) he sometimes has moments where he Shuts Down #but he’ll still try to be close to any of his friends ; though those moments bring him closer to emma because she’s usually the one to #guide him when he does that (she does it too) #he wants lars dead because he’s being angry ‘on behalf’ of darwin and emma his two favourite people in the world #obviously thats not really how it works but that’s what he feels is going on #’if not me then who’ type of situation with this guy yk. #also ALSO one time he absolutely destroyed felix because he found out that he’s been manipulating emma so there’s also that #caleb is VERY protective about emma actually. most of the time it’s unnecessary honestly #it only really becomes useful against the other spirits or against lars #like in the picture !! woah it comes full circle i know right #thats my cue to post the thing . sighs . caleb i love you don’t let lars hurt anyone else

[mishtershpock]

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#okay i’m gonna try to keep this short and sweet. 30 tag maximum you are my nemesis lol #my main issue here is not necessarily that the karaoke and other bach party scenes have likely been cut #it’s more that they’re clearly buddie baiting for engagement #journalists were watching the episode as early as saturday. which means the ep was ready by at least this time last week #so they knew that the scenes had been cut. and they chose to continue including it in promotion and interviews #i KNOW that logically the reason they chose those scenes to cut was because they’re less important. and we’d already seen them #they technically already gave us the clips in the promo videos. right? so bye bye #but that’s bullshit. sorry #they used buddie best friendism content as a way to promote the ep and increase hype #and then they just pull it out from under us the day before it airs #this is a madney episode. madney are getting married. buddie having fun is not the most important thing here. i get it #so why did they not promote something else? you’re telling me there was NOTHING ELSE they could’ve used? #nothing else from the episode that was free of big spoilers? at all??? #it’s madney’s episode but they chose to promote one clip of buddie talking to maddie. one of chim crawling. and the bach party stuff #they must know that people would focus on the bach party. buddie is beloved buck and eddie are beloved #what were they expecting?? #they used buddie as a pairing as bait. not queer bait and not even ship bait i suppose as there was nothing ‘shippy’ shown #but they baited buddie content. that’s literally what’s happened #i would be more understanding if this wasn’t a regular occurrence. it’s normal sure. shows do this all the time with fan faves #but also it is a false reflection of the episode. even journalists are saying the episode is not what they expected from the promo #it honestly feels like they’ve made fools of us. maybe the episode will air and it’ll be better than expected #but i don’t have much hope not much hope for buddie. not much hope for madney getting what they deserve. ZERO hope for eddie’s 7b storyline #frankly i’m expecting b/t to be the main chat after this ep. which is……. anyway #i’m not really liking s7 so far and i feel gaslit when people say it’s great lol #IN MY OPINION it is choppy and too fast and a little ooc and doesn’t make a lot of sense #they didn’t even green light bi!buck until episode. what. 2/3?? #so presumably had to change everything from then on #i know that’s partly down to limited episode numbers but… 3 eps for the cruise (unnecessary) but 1 for madney wedding? ok #sigh. if anyone’s read this far pls don’t come for me ok. these are just my opinions #we’re all entitled to them. i’m sad for madney and i’m sad for buddie best friendism and i’m sad for s7 as a whole right now

[murdoc]

before taking my road test i did genuinely think everyone who said some of them will try to trip you up or be overly harsh were just sorta stretching the truth, but after how stupid my test was i understand.

i ended up autofailing bcz it was a two lane (same direction) parking lot where there were signs and cones saying one side was for the road test & one was for regular vechicles EXCEPT FOR ONE VERY SMALL AREA ONLY AT THE BEGINNING. but then she proceeded to make me continue on and do a parallel park, making me assume i didnt do anything wrong, and then have me circle back to the beginning and THEN fail me.

not only that, but she.. lied? about me not using my blinker when either going in or leaving the park????? which i straight up did do????? 🥲

#i think id have been less devastated by the fail if the just immediately told me to turn back around bcz i failed at the bad signage #i genuinely think that if anyone else saw that signage theyd be confused too. in fact im pretty sure my instructor didnt even know #bcz we needed to turn right but instead of going over to that tiny area that clips into the road test section #we went the long way around so we didnt go in that lane #the lesson i went to before my test was two hours and heavily inconvenient for my sponsor so to go through all of that and autofail.. #odds are w her id have failed anyway. i genuinely dont see why she lied about the blinkers but AT LEAST if i went through the whole test & #failed it wouldve hurt but at least i could walk away knowing it wasnt as stupid as it was #now i have to renew my id bcz i wont have a license. and renew my permit. and pay $200+ for another test bcz i dont have #a car that can be used for the regular rmv. and now im paying rent for a place i cant even go to yet bcz the next rmv appt is in MID MAY #(the rent thing is normal and i did plan for it. but if you havent experienced rmvs 'post' covid.. you dont even do the test there. #you 'check in' and leave to do it at your house.) #i may try to beg my ride that i now 100% need to drive me to a further out one but. sighs. who knows #i ❤️ lifeeee #diary #sorry this is so long lol. im not as inconsolable as yesterday but now im just annoyed #i also wish to stress that while i love my car i fucking hate driving #my reward for getting my license is high car insurance and paying a ton for gas? YIPPEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! #AUUGGHHHHHHHHH 🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣

[tomwambsgans]

i'm just gonna say it. on the app that could reasonably be called Misinformation: The Website, where you have no good reason to believe almost anything that anyone says, where people are known to play genuine fucked up long cons where they go so far as to fake a disability, or stage scenes of verbal/emotional abuse with their partners, or make some other incredibly serious claim only to eventually come out and admit that they lied or faked it to be *interesting* or whatever... i think it's wise to take the anecdote of a single random person with a grain of salt

#if it was in any other format on any other website yknow #but it's just not even framed like an 'i'm coming out to talk about this' type video #tiktok is genuinely a platform of ANY attention being good attention to the point that 'always believe victims'. as awful as it seems #has to stop applying. because ppl fr make the most heinouse lies on there and are PROVEN to have lied #like there simply has to be a layer of suspicion here cmon. i'm worried and anxious too but i'm not gonna take one video as FACT #i'm frankly shocked that the masses are doing just that rather than just saying 'wtf i hope this isn't true' #if there's some other stuff beyond the one video that i just haven't seen yeah please send it to me i guess #but if it really is just the one video i really don't understand why this is happening #ntm how vague the story even is? #its literally 'he wanted to have sex and i said no and i heard he had sex with someone from my hs' #no names no reciepts no anything except proof that they did meet #theres plausible deniability of her even corroborating the story that anything happened to anyone else #bc she didnt even say that she heard FROM the other girl herself or anything #literally all this is rn is a story from someone who wanted to say that nick isnt babygirl #like sorry but im gonna need to hear a bit more before i do anytbing drastic

[anastasia-only]

thinking about nevada again

#sorry but i think nothing will ever dethrone this book as my favorite of all time #no book has ever understood my experience as a trans woman as deeply as this one #it completely hooked me before the end of the first page #i feel like on every other page maria or james expresses a thought that ive also thought and i was sure no one else had ever thought #the worst part is i cant recommend it to anyone irl because they are just not going to connect with it the way i did lol #imogen binnie you are an icon #nevada #imogen binnie

[moved-deibreak]

open starter response for @mightiboy ( Izuku & Shoto )

Shoto dealt with the news calmly. Having left Midoriya on read with no intention to bother him ever again, and after an hour of reasonable thinking, he visited Aizawa's office, asking to transfer schools and for his hero license to be revoked. Aizawa-Sensei hadn't absurdly accepted, believing this to be another prank. Having failed as both a hero and a friend, Shoto was left with no choice, but to pack his belongings and leave, for a foreign land, where nobody would remember him. Where Midoriya wouldn't have to think of him ever again.

#( dramatic boy? hell no ) #( boy just lost his first friend. what did you expect ) #( i'm sorry i couldn't resist ) #mightiboy #— crack | ‘ladykiller’s’ aka ‘handcrusher’s’ time: if i smile they’ll die? #— ic | look properly at who you want to become! #— midoriya izuku | what's a soulmate? well a soulmate is like a best friend but more. it's someone who you carry with you forever #— izuku & shoto | it's the person who knew you and accepted you and believed in you before anyone else did or when no one else would #—× midoriya izuku (mightiboy).

[askamnesiamoonjumper]

anyone got any mj and hat bonding centric ideas? While focusing mostly on writing the prologue and my writing improving from doing so, I’ve been using it as a opportunity to rework a lot of the main fic events, specifically the early stuff so it flows nicer and isn’t as rushed, bc there’s not near as many pre manor chapters as post manor ones, while I was able to move one chapter earlier, I couldn’t do it with the other ones, mostly bc those ones relied too much on it being post manor to change (the chapter in question was shapes chapter bc I was able to rework the manor references into foreshadowing/set up and it definitely works a lot better that way as it builds up the tension :3 plus it makes more sense to have a lower stakes thing happen before a bigger stakes thing, and not the other way around yk)

ANYWAY while in the process of adding some ideas or splitting parts into their own chapters I realized I severely need some more dadjumper content, but I’m not the greatest at coming up with fluff scenarios off the top of my head, so yeah like I said any idea suggestions from you guys would be great!

#grace post #I’ve gotten a lot more prince twins added in early stuff but dadjumper isn’t near as prominent #And it really needs to be #I want what 2020 grace was on please idk how they did the dadjumper so easy early AAU was cringe but at least it had more dadjumper #maybe it was just the power of spite of dadtcher being so prominent at the time lmao idk #But ye any ideas would be great! #I keep not wanting to redo the same ideas over and over on accident oof #I’ve already done lots of the tropey stuff #I have like one idea of maybe they stargaze but I don’t know how I could drag that out as a full chapter #Like I get an excuse for mj projection to make him space info dump but idk what else #Like maybe they bond bc they know space I mean hattie is an alien who lives in a space ship idk #But like I’d think they talk but I’m not sure what about #Maybe I’ll use it to foreshadow? Idk #Like I said maybe if anyone has any ideas #Like if any of you think you can add onto that to make it longer ? Like maybe they do something before that? Idk #Sorry if this got long/rambley it’s the adhd lmao I just was wondering if you guys could pitch in with any help that’s all

[bomnun]

also another thing that always annoyed me about izone la vie en rose is that the main color theme for the song is… red…? la vie en rose literally means “life in pink”… the piaf song w the same title that they’re referencing is about seeing life in rose (pink) tinted glasses?? why is everything RED and why are we pronouncing rose as rose, the flower, in english…? ik english (and other foreign languages) is often very incorrect and nonsensical but how is the entire concept and visual identity for a song called life in pink/ life through rose (PINK) tinted glasses DARK RED

#sorry I’m so understomulated I’ve been painting walls for over 24 hours #opinions I’ve wanted to state since I first heard this song even before it went viral and their fans entered top most annoying kpop fandoms #it’s … a nice song though #but conceptually it did kind of fail step one :( #I can accept hysteric mysteric but I draw the line at pretending la vie en rose means life in red #t says #before anyone @s me I don’t care about the English or French languages or mispronunciation #they’re just very obviously saying rose in English and not in French #I’d enter the ipa if I could #see ell see also did that in the demo so maybe this question is for mospick #and not whomever was in charge of izones creative direction #but you could’ve named the song literally anything else it’s just funny

[cagesings]

you  know  how  when  someone  becomes  a  mom  they  get  their  hair  cut  short?  yeah,  johanna  wouldn't  do  that.  she's  too  attached.  so  when  her  kids  are  born,  she  just  starts  braiding  her  hair  into  the  tightest  braids  so  they  last  for  a  little  while  longer  than  normal  braids.  baby  tugging  on  the  braid  too  much?  simple.  she  pins  it  back  into  a  low  bun.  

#thinking about jo holding her baby over her hip #while the baby is playing with her braid & she's just looking back at them with exhustion in her eyes but overwhelming joy #also idk if anyone else noticed that #but i realized a lot of my neighbors did & so did my own mom #so obviously it is a thing #sorry about all the ooc this evening/night #i am very tired #i think i'll wrap up one more reply & then sleep before i have to get up at seven am to set up for the play #ajfkajfkaljfklafa #*❈ ‣ ❝ 𝒂𝒏𝒅 ��𝒉𝒐 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒂𝒅𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 ❞ — ( headcanon. )