(Skip this one if you're not in that great of a place mentally🖤)
I wake, before the morning bell
A day inside a concrete shell
I misinterpret every sign
A misdirection in a perfect world...
I've got a blade
I've got a reason
I've got a trick up my sleeve
I've got a blade
I've got a reason
I've got a way out
And it's a painful thought
And I have given all I've got
But I don't feel a thing
Her eyes can turn me into sand
Poured through the gaps between her hands
I've found a reason to complain again
Convince me it's a perfect world
And I've got a blade
I've got a reason
I've got a trick or two my dear
I've got a blade
I've got a reason
I've got way out
And it's a painful thought
And I have given all I've got
And I know there's something wrong with me
I don't
I don't feel a thing
I don't feel a thing (x14)
(It's a painful thought) (x3)
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found out that a common trope in early mash fanfiction was hawkeye Sadstuck-level-angst with him cutting himself/committing suicide? Which im sorry that is so fucking funny he would not do that…you’re telling me the guy who got a little boo-boo on his finger and spent the entirety of Goodbye Radar complaining about it would deliberately boo-boo himself???
Sure he is very self destructive/alcoholic and has probably considered dying. but if he did, he would find a more efficient way. he is a doctor. hes the kind of doctor that would shame a suicidal patient for not doing it right. i can imagine him going “you wanted to DIE? then why the hell did you do it that way? doesnt kill ya instantly! it sounds like YOUUU just wanted to HURT!!!”. self harming my ASS
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ooh do u like marilyn manson :3 i’ve always wished weird al had done a parody of him (dope show was in a polka medley which rocked but still)
i don't really listen to him lol but i know his more popular songs!! i liked his personal jesus cover i think the vibes of that one was great even if the instrumental was pretty similar to the original. also?? found out the other day that he covered suicide is painless?? which was cool! i prefer the original but his cover sounded nice. honestly maybe i should listen to more of his stuff so if you wanna recommend anything to me go ahead <33
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realized that although i really want to knit it is so tedious and boring when its just one color so instead of big areas of color i will fill the space with many colors. duh
so although i have unfinished designs that i’ve started to knit but failed to finish, here is a new design
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Changing my shape, I feel like an accident
-Talking Heads, "Crosseyed and Painless" off Remain in Light
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Round 3
Winter Of Our Youth
“and now it seems that I've drunk too much to give you what you want”
The Anchor
“'cause when it feels when I'm lost at sea, you're the song that I sing again and again”
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KICK IN THE HEAD // a Ludwig “Pretty Boy” Beilschmidt mix. songs for the lonely and lovesick boxer.
playlist for my boxer au btw if u even care..... there’s more songs than the one here, but... listen... this playlist is two hours, i do not have the space to put all songs. Anyway it’s 50/60s smooth jazz n traiditonal pop :D
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okay i finally finished listening to the tribute album it was actually better than i was expecting it to be
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top 9 albums you listened to this year? totally random question 🤪
Unlike last year I did listen to a lot of new music this year so 2022 albums this time weee it was even hard to pick a top 9 but in order of release (probably):
Nilüfer Yanya - PAINLESS
ROSALÍA - MOTOMAMI
Kendrick Lamar - Mr. Morale & the Big Steppers
Harry Styles - Harry's House
Steve Lacy - Gemini Rights
Joost - Fryslân
The Snuts - Burn The Empire
Louis Tomlinson - Faith In The Future
Little Simz - NO THANK YOU
ramble in the tags
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a while ago me and my dad were talking about how we should both be tested for adhd, and when i brought up my tendancy to get hyperfixated on stuff he said, "yeah, I used to get really into stuff like animes and such when i was around your age to college age, but I don't really do that anymore."
...anyways guess who's re-watching M*A*S*H for the 8 billionth time because he found out its on disney plus (and also owns a box set)
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ever think about the "LIGHTS DOWN" bit. what does that MEAAAAN.
im kinda under the asunmption the hive seees on another level we just dont if that doesnt sound fucking dumb. i mean theyrve got like terminator vision but only for each other, they all see through the Same eyes which is yniw.""" the big man in charge """
their lights down might just be following Their script aka the one the shows Supposed to be putting on but from the very First number is showing Crracks (AHHHH ) in the system yknow . they dont totally blend in and even when poopys got them all in the palm of his hands they can still wiggly out. again and again and adgain
idk i just think they got the terminator vision where they can see all the steps laid out or perhaps its more of a sound thing idk im trying to percieve it visually i think theyre just weird
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The recording of the M*A*S*H theme song in seasons 7 and 8 features an off-key piccolo that sounds like a fourth grader playing alongside a professional orchestra.
Charles would be appalled.
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tonight i am rotating the concept of teddy bears in a war zone in my mind
something something deep and unrelenting compassion and idealism
[image: first one is of kukalaka from deep space nine, a worn brown teddy bear sitting on a shelf. the second one is of radar from mash, a white man with glasses in army fatigues and a newsboy hat, clutching his teddy bear.]
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Facts are simple and facts are straight
Facts are lazy and facts are late
Facts don't come with points of view
Facts don't do what I want them to
Facts just twist the truth around
Facts are living turned inside out
Facts are getting the best of them
Facts are nothing on the face of things
-Talking Heads, "Crosseyed and Painless" off Remain in Light
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Coming back to Tumblr after a number of years away and seeing an uptick in fans for MASH reminded that when my Uncle died, they played the instrumental version of the theme song for his memorial reel bc he loved watching MASH every day...
I had to tell them the actual name of the song so they can find it .... Oop
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