#sometimes you just need to Vent

[kaeldra]

just had an interaction with the sweetest person on 7cups 😭

#kael.txt #sometimes you just need to Vent #some listeners are hit and miss but this one was absolutely lovely #granted I rambled 95% of the time but #much better than blahtherapy don't go there if you value your mental health #no screening for listeners whatsoever

[teaboot]

Theoretically I enjoy living with people but unfortunately when you tell people you're a neuroatypical raccoon with twelve ongoing hobbies, completely random work hours, and a series of admittedly unusual lifelong compulsions they tend to hear that and go "oh haha you're trying to be Quirky okay" and then save their ten million questions and concerns for when you can't run away

#Im venting #Sometimes I HAVE TO sleep on the floor #Sometimes I HAVE TO stand on the coffee table #I own a blowtorch because sometimes I NEED TO USE A BLOWTORCH #What kind of lives are yall leading that you just NEVER HAD AN OOPSIE AND SPILLED BEESWAX IN THE KITCHEN #Like what isn't clicking here #'Why do you have a trumpet if you can't play the trumpets because I'm an ADULT #'The leopard is creepy' your FACE is creepy #Objectively I am aware that the way I do things is Not Normal but it's Normal For Me #And so many people demanding REASONS and it's exhaustingggg #I'm autistic I'm bored and I have ten thousand hobbies and a zest for life #If you don't wanna make paper mache body armor at 3pm on a Wednesday just be open about that #But like #I did warn you #I warn EVERYONE so I KNOW I WARNED YOU #*screeching*

[citricacidprince]

I don’t like people who say they instinctively don’t trust anyone who’s AMAB or presents as masc, not even letting that person prove their character and just assuming the worst of them from the moment they see them.

Why don’t you instinctively dodge this upper cut fuck head??? I’m blowing you up with my mind.

#I need AMAB or AMAB passing individuals to know that I will literally kill someone over them #this isn’t a vent btw; I just think about my amab siblings sometimes and how much I care for you; always remember that #gender is a social construct #amab nonbinary #amab enby #amab genderfluid #nonbinary #enby #genderqueer #genderfluid #prince rambles in this chilies tonight

[briviting]

neeew sona reeeef

#(plays finfin once) uh oh #I love paint 3d for allowing me to create a silly-looking new millennium render without having to learn blender #I've said new millennium on this blog way too much recently #for clarificaton: I'm vimbry. but his name is vimen! and to make it more confusing - vimbry is short I. vimen is long I #sometimes I like to draw their design without vents or tail and different ''horns'' #but I was too lazy to demonstrate those here so. a footnote lol #also I'm glad I finally started to draw my sona in glasses bc the idea of a robotic character needing them is funny to me #logically you could fix the eyes but nah. just put corrective lenses in front of them #sona #fursona #vimen #art attag

[quins-makeshift-menagerie]

The process is a bitch and I want to fight it

#had the urge to just #delete everything and vanish without a word #because I’m once again in a bad slump but I know feeling better isn’t a linear thing!! #just fucking sucks man #yknow? #I’m fine I’m fed housed watered and loved #for anyone worried #because I know I say some concerning stuff #mostly just venting because I need to yell and sorting out what’s going on in my brain is hard sometimes!! #there is a cat purring on my stomach and another cat between my legs #the other Q is rambling about a hoi 4 game he played with a friend #things are well #so why the FUCK isn’t my brain cooperating with me you dumb clump of hamburger #stop that #I hope everyone is doing well #I need to get to sleep

[hella1975]

hiiii haha. hello. exceptionally awkward introduction bc idrk how to start something like this so let's just jump right in. im taking a break from this account for a bit. i know i said i wanted taob out before halloween and currently im fine sticking with that deadline, but if i decide i need longer away then i will take longer away. every time ive reassured people that id never abandon a fic and updates will always come eventually i never once considered that my writing and ability to feel safe and comfortable on this site would be actively taken from me, so im not even going to apologise. i dont want this either and more importantly i dont fucking deserve it. i dont know what it is in the past year, if ive hit a certain amount of followers or 'popularity' that's made it so the natural ratio of positive to negative interactions must in turn go up, but there's been a serious uptick in weird asks for me. the annoying part is that a very small amount of them are actually objectively mean and hateful, the rest are just weird and invasive from people who seemingly dont realise that's what they're being. ive reached a point where i dont care if the intentions are good. it's not my job as a 20 year old tumblr user of all things to defend the morality of someone who couldnt even bother to come off anon. unfortunately, after blocking only one or two anons, the weird asks have decreased substantially, which says all you need to know about the fascinating and exhilarating lives led by these people, but ive also gone on to turn anon asks off entirely. this is something i actively fought against doing and had to be pushed into by my mutuals (who have been the coolest people on planet earth during this entire thing). turning off anon was a big deal to me even if it sounds silly. i felt betrayed and like id been backed into a corner because it was so vehmently something i DIDNT WANT that to feel like i had to do it anyway for my own mental health??? that sucks. so even though ive 'fixed' the problem, im still kind of reeling and uncomfortable every time i come on tumblr. i hope it's just something i need time to ease because i'll truly be devastated if this becomes 'ruined' for me. tumblr exists as the only place in the world where i am honestly every facet of myself without shame or hesitation; losing that would be insanely harmful to me. and to the people who cant appeal to the actual human behind the post, let me put that in words you can understand: we wouldn't get any more writing 😦😦😦 riots and fires and sirens, i know. so yeah. to anyone who has sent me an anon ask and you're now wondering if you were part of the problem, im firmly of the belief that you'll know if you are. when i say 'weird asks' i dont mean 'you sent me a para about your personal life just to vent or ask for advice' or 'you sent me a really deep emotional compliment about the impact me and/or my writing has had on you' - i love asks like that, so much that i put off taking a break and turning off anon solely for the joy they bring me. im sorry that it might feel like you're being punished too bc of the actions of what in reality is a HANDFUL of weird people, but this is what i feel like i have to do to feel safe and not go insane every time i log in. love you guys, hopefully ill see you soon x

#seriously another shout out to my mutuals #id particularly like to say thank you to boom who's always right there for me no matter what's happening or how insane im being #and also everyone in our little discord that wound up having to make a whole new channel for venting #bc i was there so often like 'today's weird ask isssss.... telling me about my cupsize!! rip them to shreds!!!' #hannah and theo especially being there and pushing me to finally turn off anon. war is truly over #and of course rori bc the shamelessness u show when hating on my anon asks has been genuinely really cathartic #sometimes u really do just need a rottweiler mutual to tell random people online to kill themselves 😭 #okay weird oscar acceptance speechcore gratitude over. i do just rlly love my mutuals #like i went three years not telling anyone about the worse side of internet popularity for fear of looking spoiled and ungrateful #so for the first time to open up about it and be met with outrage on my behalf and people saying in fact it's MORE fucked up #than i initially realised bc ive grown desensitised to it is. yeah cathartic i guess #they are singlehandedly reassuring me of the good this cursed app still holds #so everyone thank them and send them flowers NOW #okay im done i think. see you guys soon. i truly do want to come back asap bc like i said i NEVER EVEN WANTED TO FUCKING LEAVE #SOME ASSHOLES JUST HAD TO PUT GRENADES ON WHAT I ASSUMED WERE VERY UNIVERSAL AND OBVIOUS BOUNDARIES #if you're reading this like 'ohhh fuck i defo sent something invasive lately. i thought it was a joke/we were friends' #then 1) we arent friends if you're on anon. it immediately creates a power imbalance where you know me and any necessary context #but i have no idea who you are or how much you know about me. that's already a fucked dynamic #and 2) I HOPE YOU FEEL BAD. LIKE GENUINELY I HOPE YOU FEEL AWFUL AND HAVE A GOOD LONG LOOK AT YOURSELF #okay i think that's all. ta-ra lads??? how tf do u end something like this #ive queued this to reblog a couple more times throughout the day

[rapidhighway]

Does whump need to be good? Does angst need to be good? Is it not enough that he is in pain

#im joking btw of course it doesn't need to be good but holy fuck sometimes you just stumble upon such fic that you just cannot read #ooc whump is the curse of our society #and i mean ooc in like the worst possible way idk if there's some little things changed you know what i mean we've all seen it #I've vented 9148929292 times about it on here once

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

ah yes! the joys of executive dysfunction and something being Fundamentally Broken In Your Braincase!

#quick vent Look Away Nothing To See Here #i just needed to place my emotions somewhere before i really started to spiral #texts from cherished friends should not cause nausea-level anxiety! and yet! #here i am! running away from the ever-present miasma of guilt and stress! #you know a few months ago i was like 'im going to be better about responding im going to do better' #i Immediately started doing Worse! #i think i stressed myself out too much #pretty much every relationship i have ends up completely deteriorating due to my own insecurities and guilt and fucked up brain <3 #ah yes and how could i forget the Commitment Issues and Emotional Block #mentally i am banging my head into a wall #but its fine Its Fine #i mean its not. its really not. but sometimes it seems like the harder i try the harder i fail #which is something i should be used to by now! #okay so it looks like i Am Indeed spiraling so #i am going to go... list some good things in this world and uhhh #well i dont have the car this weekend so cant go for a drive and some boba. um. #i need to organize my room table Yes that sounds distracting and falsely productive #not gonna tag this with anything actually. #love treating tumblr like my personal diary #ah yes its just me. my personal feelings. and the couple thousand people that follow me. #perhaps i will also buy something online with one of the gift cards i found the other day #buttons from michaels!!! i need buttons! i will go do that! #with the knowledge that i have unopened messages to respond to looming in the back of my mind like a noose! yippee yahoo!!! #gonna... turn of replies/rbs just this once since its just a Vent #i just needed to get it Out yk? not looking for anything other than relieving pressure on my brain #ok it looks like i cant turn of replies for individual posts #just... pretend you didnt see this for both our sakes <3 #look away look away

[spearxwind]

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#question... has anyone of you with neighbors ever had your attention called over making noise bc it happened for me yesterday and i feelbad #it was 100% our fault it was really late and we didnt realize so the neighbors #hit the ceiling hard a few times but theh hit it a lot so they were clearly pretty mad 😥 #obviously we're not going to do that again but like. irrationally terrified that they hate me cause i make noise sometimes #its also jarring bc I've always lived alone so I've always been extremely quiet almost like a ghost but its so much easier to make noise #if you're with someone else #god does this make sense?? augh. i just needed to vent a little #this is actually the second time we get a notice like that but over something else and now im worried babey!! what if the neighbourhood #kicks me out or something!! augh (this cant happen i dont think especially not about smth like this but like auuuggghhg panic) #I just dont wanna be a bad neighbour man

[ahollowgrave]

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thank you to everyone who left a nice comment or DM'd me or whatever yesterday I didn't reply because I get very embarrassed when people show me compassion when I very clearly need it. But I read each one and saved them for next time and I am blowing you kisses and avoiding eye contact, you understand. depression is a known liar and you can't trust her. she is very convincing, however, and so when it gets to you please know I am there holding your hand.

#ooc #sometimes you scream into the void and people scream back that you aren't alone and you're just so shocked that you crawl into a hole #anyway #venting #depression/pmdd double whammy of 'i've never formed a meaningful connection and never will because of *me*' woof #ANYWAY I'M FINE AGAIN #the urge to make a 'lets never talk about this again' joke but there is no nobility in suffering #and i think posting on sm like we sometimes do is an ask for help and there is never shame in asking for help however you need too imo #sometimes the ask is 'please reassure me i'm not just a blank space on the wall' #(but also lets never talk of this again) #<- jokey joke see I'm fine #got some shitty news about the cost of a surgery one of our cats needs but that's ok we'll make it through #everyone say goodbye to all of al's teeth

[wavebiders]

LRT that is such a thing with queer fandom spaces tho. It's like that post that's all "yeah your story is so gay but how are you treating your female characters" you know?

like yeah it's great that this is the queer fandom website but a good chunk of the time that just means placing a lot of focus on the white guys and that's still not great lmao

#this isnt anything I just need to spit my thoughts out somewhere #but it's been kinda bugging me ever since folks got all bug eyed about the bg3 romance stats #all the brushing Shadowheart's popularity off as straight guys that dont actually care about character depth #first of all saphic women and bi/pan exist believe it or not queer does not always = attraction to men #and believe it or not many straight men do have actual thoughts in their heads besides 'oooh im a tough guy banging a hot girl' #like do you guys actually go outside and talk to people or is your only experience with straight guy gamers angry youtube comments? #even just sticking to the internet you can find folks on reddit having discussions about her whole deal with Shar/Selune as early as ea #people have always been interested in her story #it just feels weird to brush off a female character's popularity as just being shallow #while considering the vocal online love for male characters to be inherently more deep #again this isnt anything it's not a call out sometime a bitch just needs to be petty and vent yeah?

[fivenyssateganadric]

why can’t people learn that if someone posts about a show/character/person etc that they like, it’s rude to go onto that specific post and start commenting negativity and stating that you don’t like it. LET. PEOPLE. ENJOY. THINGS.

#sorry just needed to vent #social media drives me up the wall sometimes #why would you go out of your way to specifically go onto a positive post and comment something negative #tbd

[tessorange-art]

"My account is an Elain Archeron safe place"

Well , my account is not

We aggressively love her here

#sometimes mean jokes are just mean #and sometimes you guys are just not funny #sorry I needed to vent #pro elain archeron #elain acheron #sjm

[itspileofgoodthings]

one time in my grad program this guy told me about all the girls who had been low-key complaining about me behind my back and I was like “dude please I literally don’t care”

#I think he thought it was funny because they also felt BAD for complaining about me #so they hedged their complains with comments about how sweet I was #and he thought it was funny #but mostly I was like ‘why are you. as a man telling me this’ #leave them alone to complain behind my back aksksksksjjdje #Iike SOMETIMES the people just need to vent and I need to not hear about it #I still feel this about teaching and students tbh #let ‘em vent! Don’t tell ME

[green-mountain-goose]

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#I'm genuinely just so fucking angry at the abuse i went through and still am #Idk tbh if you described it as anything else you'd be lying #It's fucking 3.38am and I'm just so fucking pissed off #Idk man it's not that fucking hard to be decent normal parents and not tell them to at worst sometimes tell them to kill themselves #Tw vent #Vent #I just idk #I'm so fucking angry #I have no idea how i survived but like #I need to talk to a fucking therapist at some point #Idk man this shit was never okay #I'm so tired of having to basically fight for my life and future #And waiting fucking decades for freedom and a normal life #Just a normal fucking life #That's all I wanted how fucking hard could it be????

[drawing-prompt-s]

Draw someone you don't like as tiny rodent hunted by some beast.

#art prompt #drawing prompt #submission #yeah sometimes you just need a vent piece --Promphet