#sometimes it leaves you avoidant

[nick-close]

Idk why when it comes to Glenn people forget about the generational trauma aspect of the podcast entirely. Don’t get me wrong, you don’t have to like him- but people act like he acts this way because he was just. Born a bad person. Chose to be that way. But for Henry or Ron, because they face a much more direct form of abuse it’s easy to spot- and the way it affected them is ironically more palatable for people.

Idk, people can’t stand the idea that trauma makes you a worse person sometimes. Sometimes you don’t get a fear of expressing anger, or people pleasing, or awkward and funny misinterpretations. Sometimes you just avoid being vulnerable or accountable and end up childish. Hell, we see this with the s2 dads sometimes too. If Sparrow ended up like this, it isn’t because his dad did everything right and he decided to fuck it all up. Shit happened!!! There’s always a cycle!!!

#idk #shoutout nat for discussing this with me #love uuuu #trauma doesn’t always leave you better #it doesn’t always leave you stronger #sometimes it leaves you sad #sometimes it leaves you avoidant #and sometimes the person who was supposed to help you through this #the process of being there for a child #dies #and instead of having someone to balance your weight #you have a child who’s only attachment is you #and that SCARES you #dndads #dungeons and daddies #dndads odyssey #dndads s1 #dndads s2 #glenn close #sparrow oak

[attleboy]

here's something you guys probably forgot about.... the pomni backflip art i promised for 10k notes on the post that now has 16k notes... whoops i may have let her land the backflip but at the end of the day she is a failgirl :)

#the amazing digital circus #tadc #pomni #my art #my animation #animation #video #took me so long bc i ended up unhappy w it and i avoided looking at it for an entire month even though it was 95% done :( sorry #it looks fine to me now though... idk sometimes you just gotta leave it for a bit

[stop-breaking-my-heart-telltale]

What can I say? They're my favorite.

#twdg #twdg clouis #clouis #twdg clementine #twdg louis #sometimes they creep back into my mind and i'm like 'ah yes' like a crow admiring a pretty stone they found years ago and kept #also thank you pi for the screenshots. i used to have a whole folder full of them but that was when i was doing themed nights #the source for these is me i just have a random document full of dynamics and ship things i enjoy because.....i dunno i like keeping track #and so many of them apply to clouis but there's also an overlap of with clouis and rose/alistair [my warden from origins and alistair] like #alistair's romance route is like an evolved matured and extended version of clouis sksksks gee i wonder if i have a type #look you present me with a character who deflects with humor and isn't taken seriously by the rest of the group and the longer you know the #the more you realize how high they've built a wall around themselves and how *unwell* they really are and how they're not as sunshine #as they present themselves and also they avoid leadership and responsibility until they grow closer with someone who pushes them #and they end stronger and more balanced as a person while finding the affection they've craved #and also there's the daddy issues #present me with that character as a romantic option and i'm in no questions asked okay i don't want the mean broody one that's meh to me #i want the one that has every reason to be broody but chooses not to be because they have a completely different defense mechanism #and a warped sense of themselves and self-esteem issues they leave unaddressed until forced to face them #i'm just saying i'm aware that i have a type i'm always going to gravitate toward clouis nearly checks all the boxes #also the lack of clouis these days? my crops are thirsty and i have too many ongoing projects to do anything about it other than this sksks #so until i make time to finish my long ass louis/clouis analysis this is the best i can provide for now

[itstimetodrew]

I know it's a Boomer complaint but like. So many things are just becoming garbage now. Metaphorical and physical garbage.

The internet filling with bots and AI programs swallowing and regurgitating and training off of each other's nonsense until search engines can't accurately answer a simple question.

Lower quality meat and produce shipping to grocery stores, coupled with more foodborne illnesses.

The rise of 'bin stores' where shoppers sift through mounds of returned, unwanted, and broken items in hopes of a rare gem.

Gentrification of thrifting and shopping for secondhand items, where gently worn items become "vintage" and are sold for like-new prices, leaving thrift stores with worse quality clothing.

Similarly, fast fashion getting faster with online retailers like Shein and Temu.

Planned obsolescence continuing, of course. More expensive technology that has a shorter lifespan made with lower quality materials.

People not even considering answering a phone call from an unfamiliar number because there's a 95% chance it's a robocall or scam.

So much noise and so much junk. Many different issues, many of them with the same root cause. I don't have a solution here I just need to express how TIRED I AM OF GARBAGE.

#and like. at this point for some things you have to pay for the PRIVILEGE of avoiding the garbage!! #i know it's because capitalism I know. infinite growth and monopolies leave more people clamoring for worse scraps. #but sometimes I really just sit and think like. damn. I can't even get shit as good as I used to 15 years ago. #and if I could it would be seen as something premium instead of the norm.

[shadowslocked]

Honestly everything I hear about the admin situation sounds like Quackity going “this seems like a good idea” and then it’s revealed that it probably was not the best idea

#qsmp #qsmp neg #qsmp situation #guy wants to be hands off with the server? #terrible management tears it’s head and he gets robbed #he leaves social media (when exactly I’m unsure) #but it cuts him off from being contacted through said media #he doesn’t want to get peoples hopes up and avoid info being leaked that could make things worse in the fandom? #swings into the opposite problem where his lack of communication is hurting his employees #the Studio likely needs a way to start funding itself #the only new merch he has to offer is of the eggs #I feel for the guy #I’d be having a mental break down if I was in his position #or at least need a higher dosage of anxiety meds #it’s not too surprising though #trying to solve problems sometimes means you end up making questionable or hurtful decisions #I wasn’t ever expecting this to be a solved without another problem(s) coming up

[hamspamandjamsandwich]

bruh ngl i see people complaining about ship wars in the yu yu fandom and i'm just like

damn

where? lol

everywhere i hang out is multishipping heaven, if that's your thing. i literally think i've only seen someone talk kinda-sorta-not-really-even-bad about my OTP once. just once. and it's like, the most popular pairing, so i find it very shocking that I don't ever see vocal shitty antis posting about it lol

mostly i've just seen people bitching about these alleged ship wars--granted, maybe it's not really worse than any other fandom, ergo there are ship wars. It's very easy to believe that there are toxic shitty fans when it comes to this stuff, i mean isn't there always? for whatever dumbass reason? I'm blessed to be a new fan and apparently sheltered from all the hateful shit.

idk dude. idk why people can't just like shit peacefully. if you hate what someone has written, drawn, or headcanoned...don't interact? bruh.

also people who hate shipping: that's cool and fine and your prerogative, now please leave me alone, I don't really care if you hate my shit, i'm just here to have fun, okay?

idk my point here is just, if you don't like something that someone else likes in this fandom. that's cool, that's fine. but go somewhere else that isn't filled with a variety of fans who like all kinds of ships and shit. we're all here to have fun, so if you're not interested in that, please see yourself out and find likeminded people

still searching for likeminded people to hate my NOTP with me in private of course

#personal.txt #kinda sucks to be part of a ship's fanbase when they have a reputation for being toxic (apparently? idk i'm so new here) #but yanno also they're divine and perfect so whatever haters gonna hate just leave me alone like i leave you alone kthxbai #cos dude sometimes i read shit and it gets me in my feelings #but why tf would i EVER fight with someone about it??? #i haven't been in a fandom in many years simply to avoid this problem

[nonuggetshere]

Oh I can't wait to refine and finally post the designs for PK's siblings in my AU, it really looks like their mother ran out of ink while making them

#thylacines can talk #they legit get grasually lighter to pure ass white with Ebur if you sort them from eldest ot youngest KDHDNDBD #also lately ive been obsessed with making tiny little variants that involve wyrmroot and them meeting and hallownest's infancy. sometimes #i make it so they just have normal ass kids no trauma involved. i like soft domestic aus from time to time #anyway one ive fell in love with lately was what if Adamas had her 6 shits after she had to cast off her bigger form and PK never got #separated from his family? these are very fun i love writing PK and his mother butting heads about WL. its very fun #my latest creation involves the 7 wyrms ending up in WL's groove back when she was yet to leave her father's territory. and PK and WL #having a fun little secret romance because they damn well know neither of their parents would approve of this and theyd rather avoid the #shitstorm. WL was getting to move on and find her own place eventually so themade a game plan where PK would leave with his fanily and #eventually leave and rejoin her next spring and they could leave together. But his ass got caught because he had Flower and Amaryllis/ #Lullaby the 1st. Oopsie. But I love this AU i love writing PK's family taking care of him. the twins living with their aunts uncles and #granny and the eventual relentless teasing and jokes aimed st PK once they figure out the babies are half-root. its all very fun

[adenthemage]

Kakashi, #2, 16, and 20!

Oh hell yeah my man Kakashi!!

2) Who they want to please the most.

I think the easy answer is the version of Minato he's built up in his head. Rin and Obito and Kushina and Sakumo too, of course, but I think Minato has a special little tier to himself. There's probably always some kind of self-imposed pressure, staying in ANBU after the Kyuubi attack, becoming a guardian figure to Naruto, taking up the Hokage mantle, to live up to his teacher's legacy and what he thinks he would've expected of him.

Gai's also a good option, but I think part of why Kakashi is so comfortable around him is because he doesn't feel like Gai can be disappointed by him, to a degree. He mostly just needs to be himself for Gai to be happy. If we're talking more on the headcanon side, I'd pick his grandkids. We get woefully little of interactions between them but I know in my heart he'd spoil and troll them in equal measures, as is his love language. Even if Boruto's an arrogant little prodigy like he and Sasuke were before him.

16) Their sexuality.

Aroace, EASY. My ace radar is never wrong.

20) Household chore they hate the most.

HMM my heart says dusting. When he was younger and active duty he spent a lot less time at home than he did on the field, so he's always come back to find a good layer or two of dust that needed tending to. Despite the clinical depression he seemed to never lose the habit of keeping his space meticulously clean, so it strikes me as something he'd eventually just plan around doing as soon as he got back from a mission.

But now he's older and retired and finds, to his dismay, things still accumulate dust alarmingly fast! Especially whenever his friends or his kids visit, or he gets stuck babysitting for one of them. Travesty! He's invented at least two jutsu to deal with this.

#Thank you for the ask my friend!!! #I was tempted to say dishes because that's MY personal least favorite but tbh Kakashi is definitely the type to clean his immediately #He used to get dragged into helping Kushina with dinner prep or cleanup sometimes and they'd clean dishes together. If he leaves too many- #-for later he'll start missing her. best to avoid the possibility of a thought occurring and get them done right away. #asks #Kakashi Hatake #marie says words occasionally

[triaelf9]

Well, the one thing that has never changed on Deviant Art is the amount of folks who insist on mansplaining me my own job and my own work to me. Every SINGLE time. It's like, I've probably been here longer than you, kid. Also, I'm  not a newbie at this! Stop acting like I am! I fondly remember the time a dude tried to tell me how to publish books... when I was 3 kickstarters in and funding a 4th. When I said "I've published before, stop telling me how" he got defensive "HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW" I dunno, look at my page for 30 seconds?? Why are you giving me advice when you know nothing about my situation?? Useless!!

Anyway, dA stan, you could not have made me more certain that I made the right decision to stop paying for the site with the PARAGRAPHS LONG defense of the site and telling me how my business should run and that I can "inherit" my webcomic to my heirs What?? the heck?

like I can't do that on any other site?? Jesus, this is why I don't mess with the art community there anymore, I'm tired of being treated like a high school bimbo who has never held a job in their life. 

 And it's been like this since the start. sdahlksdfgskdfgalf ANYWAY, done.

#tria rants #the only way to avoid these dudes was to fade into the background and post quietly #which isn't great for exposure #look sometimes when I want to talk about the business side of stuff I'm just looking to comisserate #not asking for a PARAGRAPHS LONG LECTURE #also you took all this time to write me a 9 paragraph defense of dA and lecture on MY business #but couldn't read my post #b/c no where did I say I was LEAVING jut that I wasn't PAYING anymore #GODDDD #Deviant art more like mainsplain art #my worst online harassment issues have been on dA

[quietwingsinthesky]

just going to keep this au tucked into the back of my mind for the rest of the show btw. doctor who if his companions literally would not leave him alone. he keeps getting new companions and they’re just. integrated into the tardis family. bonding over how much they all love this weird pathetic spaceman who has enriched and/or ruined their lives.

#even funnier if the doctor regenerates and tentoo does not so theyre just perpetually stuck with angsty david tennant alongside whatever #doctor is flying the ship at the time #they’ll like. leave and do normal life stuff every once in a while. #the doctor internally going both ‘oh good theyre returning to their lives 🙂’ and ‘THEYRE ABANDONING ME 😭’ because he has issues #and then another companion will hijack the tardis to pick them up again because the doctor is trying to avoid it ‘for their own good’ #the doctor tries to leave them all behind when they all go to donna’s wedding and is thwarted by luke smith (also invited to wedding because #donna and sarah jane are friends now and luke eventually starts living parttime on the tardis like sarah jane does (sarah jane i can see #going back home the most. but still never leaving the doctor alone lmao.) and anyway luke got overstimulated at the wedding and hid in the #tardis to calm down (sarah jane told him that was okay 🥺) and then the doctor tries to??? fucking leave everyone??? (<- having a crisis) #and twenty minutes later luke has commandeered the tardis back to the wedding and the doctor is getting an earful from both donna (‘YOU RAN #AWAY FROM MY WEDDING???? MY WEDDING????’) and sarah jane (‘YOU KIDNAPPED MY SON???’) #i got off track here talking about donnas wedding my point was that i think it would be funny if this stupid alien man’s family just keeps #growing and growing and he cant do shit about it. #sometimes the master is also there when she’s on good behavior and she makes fun of him for it soooo much. loser cant keep his humans off #his tardis. #tardis family au

[quarklynx]

Folks, can we please tag posts regarding current events? not everyone is in a space where they should be seeing content like that quite so frequently

#lynx thinks #there is obviously more nuance i could add to this statement but i tried tj keep it straightforward #tag your current events and news so that those who arent up to seeing more about that than they'd like don't have to #and i get it can sometimes be a privilege to avoid those topics at all if ever but like #the human brain iant designed for a constant deluge of depressing information #and some people have trauma that could be seriously triggered by some of these headlines ive been seeing #completely untagged stuff just being shared around. some posts dont wven have text that can be filtered either #even if you come up with your own unique tag for all serious irl stuff thats still better than leaving everything untagged #i genuinely can only stand to look at news articles for so much of my day before my mental health dives #and i cant avoid social media completely because thats where i network for my commissions #but i dont want to unfollow everyone that posts untagged things #tumblr can filter some things but if you tag stuff then theres a better chance of it being filterable #also on an unrelated note it's probably not a good idea to just reblog evwrything you see without vetting the source #you could accidentally be contributing to the spread of misinformation if you don't check the source before rebloggong #idk. maybe this is privileged of me to even ask. im just So Tired. every day it's just mote death and doom and im so... tired

[monty-glasses-roxy]

Sewerhell Sunday again

Uhhhh post-Ruin/Mimic encounter, Cassie becomes friends with all of Mimic's previous guards very quickly. This is especially the case in situations where they helped guide her and Roxy into defeating Mimic.

The other three guards were the original Roxy, Mangle and the first Foxy. The last time these three dealt with Mimic, it tore Mangle and Foxy's friendship apart. Foxy genuinely hates both of them for what happened and they hate him in return but they all agree that Cassie is more important.

Cassie doesn't blame any of them for what happened before or what happened to her. She's the most sympathetic human they've ever met. Roxy's original (now mostly known as Rockabella or Bella/Rocky for short) in particular was brought to tears within minutes of their first meeting, that's how good she is to them. She understands they struggle to get along and makes a point to hang out with all three of them.

In the setup where the manager fucks the security up and Sewerhell breaks loose, the three older guards end up with an interesting bond with Roxy too. These are the only three animatronics in existence that know the full extent of what she's had to deal with for years and unsurprisingly, that's something she's needed for a very long time. Mangle adopted her as a little sister almost immediately, Bella was a bit slower, offering support but also not really knowing what to do, and while Roxy knows that this Foxy hates her by association, she also has a sneaking suspicion he's taking a slow and gradual shine to her. He's threatened to kill her. She's completely unphased. He's never once even so much as poked her, never mind hurt her.

Honestly, he's got beef with a lot of Sewerhell guys, there's a lot of people telling both Roxy and Cassie to be careful around him. He doesn't really know what to do with these two. He wouldn't hurt Cassie, but he could hurt Roxy. He could! He swears he could! It would take nothing to beat the shit out of her! He could do it!

He's also a fucking liar! Who woulda thought?

#sewerhell sunday #plex history: roxy #plex history: foxy #plex history: mangle #fly's plex history #i might reblog this with a comparison to roxy and foxy 2's relationship dynamic because like #yeah... lmao #yeah there's. a log of stuff between the four guards #eight guards if you include the minis #it's. interesting to say the least and they all love cassie so much #foxy 1 avoids her and roxy like the fucking plague but they keep ending up spending time with him #and he doesn't know what to do so he's just kinda. pushing back against roxy and letting cassie do whatever #he's so mean btw. roxy listens to him and is just like 'hah... yeah' though #he's so mean to HER to and she's just fucking hitting him with the fact she's heard worse every time #like. whadda hell. that was the most biting insult he could throw at her and she just. what do you MEAN you've heard WORSE?! #he's not as good at this as he thinks he is lmao. he keeps calling her a furby though #this is the only time he ever talks to mangle now #just like MANGLE COME GET YOUR FUCKING FURBY BEFORE I RIP ITS BATTERIES OUT #mangle gets there and it turns out roxy just fucking DESTROYED him in mario kart. #he hates this game. stupid gane for babies. evil horrible nasty game. it's rigged that's what it is. #she's laughing her ass off about it by the way. if you couldn't guess #bsjdndid nah honestly these two just kinda sit and sometimes talk #she says he's always welcome in her raceway and he boils on the inside because he shouldn't be and she shouldn't be there #indebted to him in that scenario i mentioned. she fucking hugged him in tears once she was out and thanked him so sincerely #and he can't get that out of his head and he doesn't know what to fucking do about it or her #JHSIDJSONSID WAIT IF I GIVE HIM THE FORTRESS AND ROXY HASN'T DISCOVERED IT YET #FUCKING SJDBISJSO 'RIGHT! THATS IT! YER GOIN TO THE TUBES!!' #'the WHAT now???' he's dragging her by her foot and she WAS gonna break away but whats the tubes??? huh?? #just drops her in the fortress ballpit or something and leaves her in there with her minis #all he can hear through the door is her like WOAH WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS PLACE?!

[frazzledazzlin]

hope u guys don't mind me being a little queer sometimes and talking to myself in the tags, it helps clear my head since people can filter out rant posts easily

#bc i had not used this place in a while until late 2022 ive absolutely forgotten if i used to talk to myself in tags here before or not #i say this bc i now have people who actively see my art here n just throwing random rants here would be very rude so i prefer tags help #feels safer here too LOL #also feels a little scary but im sure that's normal for many that there are ppl who read all tags mein gott #NOT A BAD THING THAT PPL READ TAGS i wouldn't be writing anything if i wanted to kill people for reading tags lol #just stating observations aheem aheem #its like writing on a public bathroom's walls and people passing by to be like “damn bitch ok” /funny #also do not worry at all about how i express myself i do apologize if my words sometimes sound like im on the brink but like #violence is the only way i love to be expressive HELP #watch me be on the government watchlist for the shit ive said gootbyeeeeeeee #but do not feel worried i will be ok eventually every time. sometimes i just gotta explode oh so violently to deflate and feel normal again #WISH I COULD USE EMOJIS ON THIS DAMN PC #anyway the person im trying my damned to avoid is Sure Making It Difficult #at least the people i wanted to know why i was autotune crying baby for a while heard me out n im alive in that regard finally smile emoji #how long can you keep gently hinting you want to distance yourself from somebody until you lose your goddam mind and feel sweet relief when #they actually leave said group themselves after getting my blunt hints help help #oh i sound so fucking rude with just my side but mein gott i don't care bc it was never a serious thing to begin with #just shot my anger thru the roof for good reason and finalliegh im getting mutual distance from that person lol #never get close with ur fave artists worst mistake of my life /hj for real #u start off loving seeing them every time and then boom youre sad how things turned out every time you see them my god #also make sure ur minor friends dont feel like they need to mend things for the adults i feel so fucking sad for someone bc of this rn but #i talked to them n hopefully they understand aouhg. #anyway back to queer posting thats enough soup for today good god #ranting

[steampunk-raven]

spider in room but everyone else is asleep so no one can help me :/ panic time i guess lol

#having scary things in my room is fun because i get to play the game of “which phobia am i MORE scared of: being around lifelong phobia of #mine OR the phobia of leaving my room and risking Being Perceived” #right now it’s the second one :/ which is pretty funny given that every else is fucking ASLEEP so there’s your proof that phobias can be #SUPER irrational lmao #but also my arachnophobia isn’t the worst like I’ll avoid places where spiders were near recently but i can still sometimes watch videos of #them sooo. yay for me lol? this isn’t true for other bugs (yes ik spiders aren’t bugs but my phobias don’t) which sucks for me because the #second most scary one is viewed as beautiful by most people and so many people love them. noooooo thank you. number one most scary aren’t #talked about but idk why they’re super common. and terrifying and OUT TO FUCKING GET ME. WHY DO THEY ALWAYS RUN *AT* ME #bugs love me. if i think about their existence too much i will have a panic attack. this is not a good relationship. #except for silk moths specifically. Ive never seen one irl and are still a little scared but i have a dnd character who loves them so same #ALSO BEES. I love bees. Not scared at all beyond like a normal reasonable “don’t fuck with them” kinda thing. bees are great i love bees #most of the stingy ones I’m ok with individually actually. i dislike the massive loud swarms of them but on their own they’re cute lol #(also to the bug and/or spider lovers i am not a kill bugs kinda person if this is worded weirdly that is because I’m having a fucking pani #attack please be nice)

[aurore-parle-de-ses-idees]

ok for the character ask game, you already know I have Meneldir on the brain today, sooooo.... thoughts? 👀 (also if OCs are fair game, I would Love to hear more about Est :unlessranger:)

:D i'm always down to ramble about est lol

hm. meneldir's gonna go under a cut tho on account of before the spoilers i think

est:

one aspect about them i love: she is friend shaped <3 she is also allergic to chill most of the time

one aspect i wish more people understood about them: hmm. i don't really know honestly? the one thing i've really ever run into like that is 'oh, is she in love?' which. i can look at what i wrote for her and go 'yeah alright, that's a perfectly reasonable way to read that, but no, she's not In Love' but even that's like. i get it? it's perfectly rational? idk

one (or more) headcanon(s) i have about this character: she used to hang out with the lake-spirit of the long lake. she decided she really liked zhelruka food in the grey mountains. she's aroace & in a qpr. she really hates having her hair long (Feels Bad on the back of her neck) despite the prevailing elf attitudes around long hair in a lot of places. she spent a few centuries just kinda wandering; she was up and down the northern anduin a lot, and may have ended up farther east at some point too (i don't know all the details here yet). she is fully willing to use runecraft for stupid things despite how seriously people take it, and this has in fact been encouraged in her by a few people (talagan, but lowkey, and also probably gandalf 'aren't fireworks awesome?' the grey)

one character i love seeing them interact with: oh hm. it's very funny every time she talks to viznak, bc he'll just say things and she just goes '......sure! why not.' she makes a genuine effort to have Cook Opinions on his various swamp brews. she thinks the entire situation is very weird, but on a scale from ???? to Actively Trying To Kill Us, she's pretty much fine with it

one character i wish they would interact with/interact with more: you'd think i'd have more control over this one, considering she's my character, but! it's grimbold. she felt bad about how the aftermath of troubled dreams went, and after awhile she could look at her talk with him and go 'oh! yeah so he was doing as bad as i was after all that', and she always meant to talk to him about it, especially once everyone else was getting mad on her behalf over it, but it just never ended up happening. she still feels bad about that

also i wish she would tell me a little more about her relationship with her father, but she emphatically Does Not Want To

one (or more) headcanon(s) i have that involve them and one other character: oh i guess i already had some of these. oh well. post-black book (and gundabad/return to carn dum? idk, i don't know when i'm gonna cut off her doing the epics), she starts doing some Actual Combat Training, bc she never really did any of that, and her primary weapon of Zap Them can only take her so far, especially when she's supposed to be on stealth missions lmao. anyway, she learns some dagger things from faeron. she does a little bit of archery with radanir, but it never really ends up being her Thing

meneldir:

one aspect about them i love: he wants! to help! he really really does! enough that he's willing to go back to people he has no reason to expect a warm welcome from!

one aspect i wish more people understood about them: hmmm... in world or out of world lol.

one (or more) headcanon(s) i have about this character: well! tossdir is still just. permanently attached lol. i think meneldir has picked up way more trivia about the history of cardolan from narndir than he admits. he likes spicy food but doesn't have a super high spice tolerance. i also think he would be a fan of barbecue (there is absolutely no reason for this one lol)

one character i love seeing them interact with: Meneldir squints at Bregoleth. 'Sometimes Elves have trouble marking the passage of the years. I mean no offence.' i think he and bregoleth should hang out more

one character i wish they would interact with/interact with more: narndir!!

one (or more) headcanon(s) i have that involve them and one other character: there are some half-formed thoughts about who might have been in that house he was supposed to watch, and if halbarad might have been related to them and/or meneldir, and just how much of his insistence on trusting this rando adventurer and barely even looking at meneldir was personal vs just the result of having one of his worst weeks ever so far. i haven't worked all my thoughts on it out yet, but there is. soup

#ask games #est #really i think est's relationship with her dad was fine she just. does not want to talk about it #mostly i think she's kinda upset with him for leaving/sailing but she really doesn't Want to be so she just avoids it #like she Knows or convinces herself that it's perfectly fine for him to go and that sometimes it's genuinely for the best #but her feelings on it won't agree #and she knows eventually that she's not going to see him again so she tries not to be upset over something that can't be changed #this goes as well as Ignoring The Problem ever goes #meneldir thoughts delayed by one- repeatedly having to go 'you can't put tossdir on his wiki page' at myself and two- still #still haven't picked/made an oc for before the shadow or honestly even decided if i'm going to #tossdir gets to join bregelian and elegys on the list of 'guys i genuinely keep forgetting aren't canon' lmao #meneldir

[kakusu-shipping]

Trick or treat! (bnha)

"Trick or Treat!"

Nezu glanced up from his book to see three business course students standing in his office door way, large grins on their faces. Of course it'd be the Business Course that solved all his puzzles first and arrived at his door with the secret code.

Applauding Nezu grabbed a bowl of brightly colored, individually wrapped hard candies off his desk and walked over to the door, "Well done, amazing job you three! Here is a treat for your hard work."

He placed a candy in each student's out stretched hand, they all thanks him, and dismissed themselves back to their dorms.

Nezu hummed as he walked back to his desk and looked out the large windows over looking the school yard, where the majority of the students were currently wandering aimlessly in an impromptu hay maze the principal had put up for this little Halloween game on campus.

He felt a bit bad for putting his students through something he himself hated so strongly, but couldn't deny the satisfaction it brought him to be on the other side of such an experiment.

#Emile's Writing #My Hero Academia #Nezu #Nedzu #I always love writing Nezu he's SO fascinating #Just a little bit of a freak but mostly a good guy #Sometimes he indulges... and then feels awful about it dskgjks #I imagine it's sort of like those Test of Courage games #There's hints throughout the school for what class you're meant to go to next #With checkpoints and teachers along the way #And of course it's not all linear you kind have to go all over the place #And then you get a little candy for being such a good lab rat! #Nezu's normal I promise #I'm also imagining he's doing this to avoid someone who's meant to come see the school today #Hero Commission or something of the like #'Sorry can't give you a tour you see we're doing a Halloween event for the children please leave!' #That's my characterization of Nezu the kind of guy to put on a whole game just to avoid people he hates #He's normal I swear