thinking fandom thoughts
i'm not into shaming people for not interacting with the things that don't interest them in fun and free fandom spaces, and i think fandom interests can sometimes correlate to how much time the actual show gave to certain parts of itself, especially in cases where there's more male characters to female characters for example.
but sometimes it does feel like, even though bee five IS hailed for its Strong Female Characters, female bee five characters don't get nearly the same amount of attention as male characters and it makes things feel a tad lonely.
like i said i'm not going to get mad at someone for focusing on a male character in everything they talk about or say because... fandom is just for fun, if you're only here because you wanna fuck a centauri that's sooooooo sexy and valid of you. you can always give female characters another glance to see if you overlooked something you would like to do more with but it's not your Feminist Duty to write fics about something you don't care about.
the solution in my head is for me to just talk about the girlies and make more about them if it bothers me so much, and try to find more of those conversations and things going on. i'm just complaining about it instead of doing that because i don't have the time to make my blog into the little lesbian paradise of my dreams :|
and i think in particular why this sticks out is because as someone who's been in the fandom a while now and who has looked over a lot of past fandom eras i WASN'T in, there always seemed to be some... core sapphics in fandom doing god's work focusing on female characters in the face of the fandom usually being The Londo Show and so on. and in all honesty maybe i'm just not looking hard enough because i'm not as active these days (or maybe i just have too many people blocked now that i think about it) but i miss being able to contribute enough to help keep the female character focus afloat even in its quieter periods... especially since i am ALSO not immune to Hot Narn Guy taking the little bit of attention i DO have aj;lksdkfj.
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Hey I just wanted to tell you that I’m really uncomfortable with the fact you draw nsfw of duck and fakir, I really wish you wouldn’t cause even though their aged up in the drawings it’s still very icky to think to draw nsfw of those characters when they are minors in the show :( I don’t want to unfollow because your honestly such a huge inspiration to me as an artist so I just hope you’ll take this into consideration
Some things to consider:
It is perfectly understandable, and 100% okay, to be uncomfortable, with ANYTHING I create. How you feel about my art is valid and you should only ever follow me if you are comfortable interacting with what you see on this blog.
To follow up on number 1, I have no problems with you unfollowing my account for ANY reason. This is the internet. You set your boundaries. I would never want you to compromise your personal safety over my blog.
NSFW art will ONLY ever be shared on this account as a link to a locked twitter account that is NOT safe for minors. If the age of an account is not shared, I will assume you are a minor and block you. Any images shared are cropped and safe to share on this blog. I will also always tag these pieces with NSFT (Not Safe For Tumblr) so you can block the tags on these posts and avoid them.
It is also perfectly understandable, and 100% okay, for me to post whatever content I like about whatever I am interested in, regardless of how that makes YOU feel. Number 1 and number 4 CAN and DO coexist and both have validity.
Yes, they are minors in the show. No, the pieces I make are NOT of them during the canon timeline of the show.
"Aging up" a character happens in real life - its called "aging", alternatively, "time passing" which happens, to all of us, regardless of our current age. This is also a show about talking animals. We don't HAVE to obey reality and law, but I choose to in this context.
That out of the way, some personal thoughts:
The way I engage with these two characters, in particular, is very, very personal. I often inject what I did not get (a loving relationship with someone I can trust, the freedom to explore the relationship both romantically and sexually and be safe, fundamental milestones and experiences for first-time relationships) into their dynamics because that's how art works. We put ourselves into everything, stories do not happen in a vacuum. As a queer writer with a difficult-to-admit, traumatic experience with sexuality and romance, I think it would be incredibly cruel to ban both myself, and artists like me, from exploring what was denied us through characters that make us feel safe. Not to mention, for me at least, the media we consume grows WITH us. I was a minor when the show aired, and when I consumed it. They were minors with me. Now, they are consenting adults with me.
I do not share this with you, or anyone else, for pity reasons, but for context. I take character exploration very seriously, and try to help characters grow while honoring where they came from in canon. But even if I didn't, that would not stop me, nor anyone else, from having access to a basic right as an artist.
Tl;Dr -- I want you to feel safe, and I will install measures to make things that make you feel unsafe as optional as possible, above hiding what makes me feel safe. If that results in an unfollow, please honor both our boundaries.
EDIT: I will not answer any more asks expanding on this topic, as I think it’s redundant and I’m not interested in discussing the topic further - I appreciate your thoughts and concerns regardless 🙏🏻
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It's crazy seeing you slowly become more and more sad and depressed sounding during the span I've followed you? You're one of the most friendliest and chill people I've ever followed on here. I hope you're able to get out of this depressed state soon dude good luck
huh! thank you:-) i didn't realize that was a thing people noticed. i didn't notice until now but i guess i was more active and energetic sounding? maybe? before. i'm happy you think i'm friendly that's all i can ever hope to be
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