turianmailman

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The second half of a gift comm for @turianmailman || View Full Image

Sodden and soaked in small deaths

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#stares at this for one million years #they’re so PRETTYYYYYYYYY AAAAAAA #bg3 #bg3 tav #astarion ancunin #////blood #bg3 Blaethe

[turianmailman]

posting online everyday is unsustainable i hope all you fellow internet artists recover from the bullsh*t “”expected”” rate of pumping out ””content”” for the algorithm (what the hell are we… robots???) and reclaim the pace (and peace!!!) you were actually built to keep

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SCREAMING CRYJNG CAJOLING SHITTING PISSING GOING CRAZY

The divine banquet of menses || full version

for @turianmailman - their Tav, Blaethe, and Astarion

#I’m so obsessed I’m SOOOO OBSESSED #Blaethe looks SO GOOD I RRRRRRGGHHH IM I gotta bite a stick #I love the eldritch blast wound rendering and the muscles GOOOOD #my friend is fucking incredible INCREDIBLE #friend art #reblog #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #astarion x tav #astarion ancunin #Blaethe bg3 #valhethella #nsfw

[turianmailman]

this quote from hbomberguy’s plagiarism video really resonated with me:

“creative people have trouble recognising their skills as skills, because eventually they feel like second nature. […] this stuff really is valuable. if it wasn’t, people wouldn’t be stealing it. creativity doesn’t feel special or unique until you realise people have to plagiarise it”

your craft is and always will be valuable, please never let anyone make you doubt that

#listened to this at work and I’m still processing this excerpt #it’s so easy to forget your worth #take time to sit with this today and remember talent is a myth #you have a skill that others scramble to obtain but YOU put in the effort #that’s worth celebrating and understanding

[turianmailman]

*firmly grabbing all beginner artists by the shoulders* you have to embrace inconsistency. inconsistency is good because it means you are learning. if you focus too hard on making all your art look the same you are really just holding yourself back and forcing yourself to make the same mistakes rather than develop and grow. style and consistency can come later on when your grasp on the fundamentals is stronger. now take this juice box and get out there and make some art.

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Noooo way. No fucking way. On god i just got into balder's Gate (i got into astarion actually) and i thought, i promise you i did, "uh, this feels like the kind of man turianmailman would draw so so so good. He has so much trauma, he is clever, he is patético in that perfect despertate way. Man he would look incredible with their style. Actually I havent checked on them for a while, I miss their Fakir... I'm going to check them out" and then i came here!!! And youre drawing the man!!! And he looks so good ando so desperate and traumatised!! Good good... Also your TAV???? In my mouth goes. Incredible the things you do with expressions. I'm well feed today.

IM RATTLING THE BARS OF MY CAGE YO this made my DAY you have no idea i read this ask out loud to my co worker I was so happy that a Flavor of Sad Man made you think of my art 😭😭😭 thank you so much!!!

As a treat have some vamps

#princess tutu #not tagging the other one LOL #people talkin #whocares-idont

[turianmailman]

star crossed losers or something

#bg3 tav #bg3 oc #astarion ancunin #astarion x tav #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 blaethe #nobody laugh but i’ve been listening to Are You Really Okay? by sleep tokens on repeat for these two #got me crying at work like damn

[turianmailman]

Baldur Gate’s favorite unwashed and depraved politician

#enver gortash #enver flymm #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #his retired mall goth abusive step dad magic ensorciles me… #eye contact//// #BG3 SPOILERS

[turianmailman]

when ur in love with a she/they warlock orphan who you meant to seduce but they nerfed you with the ‘Tism rizz

#bg3 #bg3 tav #bg3 oc #astarion ancunin #astarion x tav #baldur's gate 3 #injury//// #blood//// #the way im obsessed with my own tav …. #nudity #nsft

[turianmailman]

Let it be known that today at work I jump scared myself with an Astarion I drew weeks ago and who was promptly hiding behind a shield of cardboard

#bg3 #‘get jump scared darling’ #it’s the knowing smile that took me out like I audibly yelped #it was perfect he was sneaking. thieving even.

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Debut doodles of my Tav; Theyre name is Blaethe!

Theyre a warlock packed with the Old God and in a situationship w/Astarion

#bg3 tav #bg3 blaethe #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #sketchbook 2023

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Shart & friend

#shadowheart #bg3 tav #bg3 blaethe #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #sketchbook 2023

[turianmailman]

baby need snack

#knives millions #trigun #trigun maximum #trimax #wolfwood #nicholas d wolfwood #sketchbook 2023

[turianmailman]

Can you post about your tav/dark urge from bg3? Share any other game opinions you may have please

Of course! Here comes Blaethe (she/they) (32)- an Old One warlock with the street urchin background

Tbh I headcannoned them as a Dark Urge character but it’s recommended you do a Durge run post game so I’m going Tav run first

Regardless, her left eye is fake (hi Wyll eyeball bestie!!!) her backstory parallels Astarions with her having a near death experience and changed by a supernatural power (in this case what is, essentially, a space ghost)

They’re charisma is VERY high, like 18 or smthn - RP wise this is account of her street smarts, they’re very good at I guess personal politics? Knowing what to say and when to get desired results (usually to diffuse/assist/protect/advance.) That said, Blaethe is autistic! So again sharing similarities w/Astarion with masking vs unmasking

They’re major flaws are living in extremes (so like, show no emotion or lose complete control and lash out) and RAMPANT theft (mostly from corpses)

As for the Astarion aspect of her life, to quote a bestie, they “approach each other like scared chihuahuas” - Blaethe can’t fathom someone being attracted to them (lots of Dysmorphia from years of injuries) but is DEEPLY starved for an intimate/genuine relationship - Astarion back peddles at these attempts but often feels abandoned when she doesn’t flirt back (the tism is STRONK.) His favorite thing to do is tease them with loud and flamboyant acts of PDA :p

And here are some little doodles

#evening reblog

[turianmailman]

can I please get the Replying From Sideblogs Feature Please. im so tired of looking like this every time someone says something to me.

#EVERY FUCKING TIME #I’m not that shy I just don’t enjoy scaring people LOL

[turianmailman]

Can you post about your tav/dark urge from bg3? Share any other game opinions you may have please

Of course! Here comes Blaethe (she/they) (32)- an Old One warlock with the street urchin background

Tbh I headcannoned them as a Dark Urge character but it’s recommended you do a Durge run post game so I’m going Tav run first

Regardless, her left eye is fake (hi Wyll eyeball bestie!!!) her backstory parallels Astarions with her having a near death experience and changed by a supernatural power (in this case what is, essentially, a space ghost)

They’re charisma is VERY high, like 18 or smthn - RP wise this is account of her street smarts, they’re very good at I guess personal politics? Knowing what to say and when to get desired results (usually to diffuse/assist/protect/advance.) That said, Blaethe is autistic! So again sharing similarities w/Astarion with masking vs unmasking

They’re major flaws are living in extremes (so like, show no emotion or lose complete control and lash out) and RAMPANT theft (mostly from corpses)

As for the Astarion aspect of her life, to quote a bestie, they “approach each other like scared chihuahuas” - Blaethe can’t fathom someone being attracted to them (lots of Dysmorphia from years of injuries) but is DEEPLY starved for an intimate/genuine relationship - Astarion back peddles at these attempts but often feels abandoned when she doesn’t flirt back (the tism is STRONK.) His favorite thing to do is tease them with loud and flamboyant acts of PDA :p

And here are some little doodles

#they’re general vibes is heavily inspired by major Kusanagi from ghost in the shell lol #as for opinions on the game itself in general it’s my new mass effect ngl #I’m in act 3 so I’m wrapping up companion quests #my only gripes so far are some small quality of life annoyance’s with mechanics and the… #….very blatant fat phobia….. #bg3 #bg3 tav #people talkin #I’ll have a more informed opinion and headcanons when I finally beat the game lol

[turianmailman]

something something Vampire Propaganda something

#astarion ancunin #astarion #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 astarion #bg3 #sketchbook 2023 #eye contact////