#social dwelling

[code31-onthedancefloor]

what do you think dros was thinking when he first saw the phasmid? was he experiencing wonder; serenity? did he feel the world was still playing sick tricks on him: did he believe he was going insane from isolation and this was one of the symptoms? was it helplessness - that even though this miracle of nature stood before him, his beliefs prevented him from telling anyone about it? did the phasmid stand over iosef, watching him watch martinaise through his scope? did he feel her eyes on him for hours, until he forgot the eyes and the pheromones burnt a hole in his brain where she used to be? is he in a kind of grief over her absence in his head? is it a coincidence that the character who is most unable to move on from his past is on an island where the only other living being tells the player to turn from the ruin and move forward? that the most self-appraisingly noble and hopeless of causes has looked at the future for too long, and it is destroying him...

#this too is yuri #i find it funny and heartbreaking. maybe he did love the bug - in a way. #companionship. he never shot it. it just stood there and watched him until his mind eroded... #also? the sorrow in her voice when she tells you this? #she cared for him in a way that the future might take pity on the past. but ultimately it washes away. #into the wild pale yonder. because the people of the present cannot dwell unless they crave stagnation #and the other two stagnated men - stagnated socially; financially; ideologically; occupationally - capture a piece of something beautiful #while the man who sat and dwelled until that miracle next to him dissolved into mundane fractures falls apart himself in grief #and confusion. the world truly has no place for him anymore. #in other words: #get stickbugged #<- that is their ship name now #txt #disco elysium #insulindian phasmid #iosef dros

[socialtomcat]

first date ideas to take your vegetarian cannibal gf: nonbinary king of england’s baby shower

#is this anything #i feel like one of those typewriter monkeys #maybe i will write this idk #janice ‘whats a social cue’ wood would absolutely invite kat to her friends castle for their first date lmfao #josh is invited because hes part of the wood family and really good at making friends with the right people quickly #i just think it would be fun to see kat and josh get up to shenanigans in a castle #also this is absolutely the succession fan in me thats daydreaming about shenanigans in fancy england places but lets not dwell on that #carnivorous carpentry #pibe #mrrow

[garbagequeer]

how it feels to once again have to tap the sign*

*the sign:

#with all due respect like of course riverdale presents the class commentary and then moves on #like fr very real that happened and happens with all social issues rvd ever brought up mostly AND can be interesting to dwell on #and i do dwell on it love to think about it love to dwell #but To Me thats part of the fun. they're playing on levels only understandable to me and 5 other bitches #like what were they going to do have jughead consciously adopt a lefebvrian pov? NO. there's a gargoyle king on the loose #his ass is never solving capitalism and its effects on urbanism and ideology. storytime be upon ye. real shit #personal #riverdale

[torgawl]

i'm so in love with wrio. that man is the embodiment of mercy and compassion. he is so... human. despite the deep disdain for atrocious acts that hurt others, especially acts that remind him of his own pain and traumas, he is able to keep himself in check and hold on to his values. despite being so proactive in fixing the wrongdoings of people that actively harm those under his care and assuring that everyone is supported in the best way possible; despite knowing he could have not controlled other people's hearts once they were in too deep in their own sins, he still feels helpless and incompetent. he recognises he cannot fully empathise with those who have been hurt for he has not experienced what they have and he understands that some wounds might not be able to heal even with all the attention and efforts, or at least not that easily. and it pains him. his whole life he's been trying to protect others. all his hard work during his time at the fortress and taking over it's administration has granted him the power and resources to actually change lives in a more restorative way, with a bigger amplitude than just the people who he's close to. yet he's only human. and not everyone wishes to be saved. and he doesn't hold back from breaking his own rules if means he is guaranteeing the best outcome for the greater good, for the well being of all of those he's sworn to protect. and although he earned himself a respectable title and even got used to being referred to in that way, he doesn't see people at the fortress as innmates but as equals. he never stopped being the little boy that was sentenced to live over a decade of his life there. and he is so good at what he does and he is so successful at restoring people's hopes in life, at giving them a second chance to become who they want to be, that there's people who actually want to stay there. he is the literal personification of turning your own pain into goodness, into love. love for community and love for others. he found meaning in making the world a better place and i just think that's really fucking beautiful.

#cerberus preventing the dead from leaving the underworld vs wrio whose compassion makes people not want to leave the fortress #god he makes me go feral #sorry for wrioposting everyday shjshdh he never leaves my mind #i saw someone point out the 3 heads possibly meaning past present and future and how we get to see a bit of all of those aspects through #his quest and i think that's really cool #also how the main themes surrounding his character are redemption and retribution #dwelling into these topics is just fun and i think they did it really well and again i think wrio is incredibly well written #i just think it's cool to see a character in a position with power to punish others be someone who was also judged by that same system #i think it's cool that rather than blindly following authority he used his power to change and reform the system #he created this utopia of the perfect living conditions and managed to sustain them #it makes you feel a certain type of way when you strive or wish for this type of equity and justice in the real world too #obviously it's only a slice of the cake but it's a relevant slice of the cake #not to enter a socialism and politics conversation but wriothesley and his quest share a very radical ideal and i think it's relevant #to acknowledge it #something something stories about revolution #i'm a bit sleepy tired it's so late but well i had to write something bye #genshin thoughts #genshin impact #my post

[vse-kar-vem]

weekly breakdown post 😁 none of you hate me right !

#feeling a bit down ☹️ idk i just feel like #am i not social enough am i just annoying ☹️ i dont post a lot so idk what people follow me for but if i post too much am i being annoying ? #oueagh #vee rambles #like i know everyone has their own niches whatever but i don't know how you just establish connections with people so easily 💔💔 #am i brushjng people off without knowing ???? am i just prickly?????? #also as a conversationalist i know i dont have much to offer ☹️☹️ im not very funny or capable of very clever adult insights #so really im just kinda there 😞 and like i HAVE real life friends i HAVE a social circle theres no need to base my fulfilment socially on #online interactions 😭 #idk maybe its because its harder or its something i feel i cant get that makes it such like a thing that bothers me #like 7 times out of 10 if im sadposting because of that #and its really embarrassing to say that the reason all these like moments of insecurity happen is because my mutuals. have friends #NOTHING AGAINST ANYONE OBVS THIS IS 100% A ME PROBLEM AND NOT EVERY INTERACTION SENDS ME INTO A TAILSPIN ITS JUST SOMETHING THAT HAPPENS #i thjnk it says something about me idk i dont like to think of myself as very jealous but i am i just dont like dwelling on it #trying to figure out if what makes me upset is other people not liking me or my own personal inadequacies #anyways if anyones reading this pretend they didnt i will be over this tomorrow i just #ugh 🥹🥹🥹 #i wish i could wake up funnier #or smarter #maybe better at art #🙏 god bless #IVE FIGURED IT OUT #being in such a tight knit fandom reminds me of being in 8th grade again 🥹 not to tragic backstory everyone but like i had no friends #i think it kind of dredges up that kinda loneliness and insecurity in me #wow i should be a psychologist #anyways i still love fandom im not gonna stop it just. sigh. gets to me sometimes

[llycaons]

im finally feeling awake now so @pharahsgf this is the post I was talking about

foolish. reductive. immature. disrespectful. willfully ignorant. WRONG

#I have had this person blocked ever since they said they were into xi//cheng #but I wish I could block them again just for this. it's so stupid and indicitive of all the most annoying misconceptions #first of all pretending that jc and wwx are still at the same emotional and social and moral level postres #when jc not changing/remaining static is one of THE most important part of his charact #and wwx changing and developing and growing up is so significant esp postres when he's wiser and quieter and more mature #even in the flashback arcs he doesn't dwell on his torture of the wens he doesn't 'love it' he doesn't brag about it #he doesn't ever WANT to do it again he clearly just wants to put it behind him #he's done bad things in the past and he wants ppl like xy to pay but that doesn't mean he endorses torture #AND it brings in the fiction that wwx is or needs to be protective of jc when postres he's the one who needs protection FROM jc #like yeah im sure after the verbal assaults and the triggering of his phobia and the physical attacks #he's just rushing to throw himself in front of jc to protect him from dcs #it just plays into jc stans' misconceptions that wwx is happy to sacrifice everything for jc and always will and therefore SHOULD #because ohh everything is about jc and everyone loves him. literally not true to any version of canon #I don't even think the torture dungeon has enough evidence to really consider in the novel and its not even mentioned in the show #but his unilateral violence towards people he suspects of being DCs is visible in literally the second episode #and idk why wwx would just start to 'love' that violence and aggression when it was once pointed at him #especially when he has the option to instead spend time with people who have never tortured anyone suspected of doing some vague bad thing #okay I'm done! I'm done. this got me soo mad though what a stupid fucking post #cql txp

[planet4546b]

the little bit of riis-reborn you see in the post campaign beyond light missions makes me so miserable. like the approach from eventide makes it seem (to me) like its primarily one large building and a couple outgrowths but then you see its a whole city. its enormous. they are rebuilding what they remember of their home in the bones of a place that was only ever used for violence. you you can see the pyramid clearly on the horizon whenever you can see past the rest of the city. people’s homes are in there. its the biggest architectural construction we’ve seen from fallen anywhere. there are wires between buildings that kids probably climb around on. man.

#pers #it just makes me so emotional. theyre trying to rebuild their home... #i think it was the kridis mission when we went in there the first time and i was like. holy fucking shit this place is huge #and destiny always does a REALLY good job of showing scale so it FELT huge it felt like it just kept going #society if we had let there be a permanant fallen city on europa.................. #society if clovis' legacy of violence and fear in eventide (which is linked to the darkness) was replaced and overgrown with #families building new homes in familiar architectural styles #society if we got to see if eliksni social structure changes at all in a permanant dwelling and not on a ship

[the-mighty-nappa]

Ugh guess I probably should make a post talking about backups and where to find me in the event my ass does get deleted and y'all want to see me shitpost badly again. https://fedi.rrr.sh/@neruriod and of course discord (those who know, know.)

#my ass is going to return to hermit status eventually #no social media #just esoteric cave dwelling

[anarcho-mom-unist]

Go girl! Tell me the pro-social life-affirming parts of your stigmatized kinks, it’s so beautiful —as beautiful as the parts of them that are hot to you (and possibly to me, too!) are hot!

I am genuinely genuinely *genuinely* nauseated by the amount of sex-negativity and puritanism that’s pervading social media spaces —like, it’s already *like* that in so many places offline, too. I fucking hate it. Deviance rocks and it deeply sucks how often people don’t just get lack of understanding but genuine loathing because it.

#It’s been dwelling on my heart lately #Also like the consensual nasty and anti-social shit also whips

[j4zz4lop3]

I feel like half of my problems would be SOLVED if a sea witch stole my voice permanently

#neurospicy #seriously tho I’d get an excuse to not talk to people #i would skip the problem of nobody understanding what I’m saying all together #i wouldn’t have to dwell on the stupid ways i phrased my sentences #my social awkwardness would be excusable because i can’t talk #it’s perfect #and if i got to be a mermaid too that would be fun

[rtrevisan]

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#arquiteto #Arquitetura #arquitetura e urbanismo #blog do Trevisan #como fazer PPP de habitação #como fazer PPP habitacional #concessão pública de habitação #contrato de parceria público-privada #dwelling #habitação social #indicação #inovação #inovação em habitação social #Kindle #livro #livro de PPP #livro digital #livro do Trevisan #livro sobre PPP #locação social #manual #parceria público-privada #PPP de locação social #PPP e concessão #PPP habitacional #PPP locação social no Brasil #Ricardo Trevisan #social dwelling #social housing #social rent

[weaselshaped]

This post was going to say "Sorry I have to bookpost here because Twitter is dead and I don't know how discoverability works on Replacement Twitter and authors I like are there and might see me" but a) I'm not sorry, this is my house; b) I never bookposted on Twitter because it felt too public for me to get specific about my book opinions on; c) if authors I like see me making extremely vague posts about not liking some books I read that were by different authors, absolutely nothing will happen; and d) some of those authors are also on Tumblr, which also doesn't matter at all for the same reason as c, that is, they do not know I exist nor care about my opinions of books they did not write (or, for that matter, of books they did write)

#What even is this post. Excuse me #Any time I start to get weird social media anxiety about Cool Authors I Follow Seeing My Posts #I have to tell myself I am basically an ant to them. I don't think this is exactly true either #If I did say to someone that I really enjoyed X work of theirs I'm sure it would be like. Nice to hear #in that it's always nice to know someone liked a thing you did #But obviously no one has any reason to care about my opinion specifically who does not know me personally. #There is a part of me that maintains a silly little fantasy of one or more authors I admire reading and enjoying something I publish someda #However a) this is silly to dwell on b) as previously noted I am not writing anything as interesting as any of them are so this won't happe #and c) even if it does somehow happen one day that bears no relationship to anything that happens right now. Obviously #Anyway I'm so normal. The normallest

[aeide-thea]

mostly i try to stay chipper but like. sometimes it's just acutely apparent that yr the end product of literally generations of disrespect and interpersonal powerlessness and it just. it gets to you a little

#like it's so clear that my father doesn't stand up for himself because first his parents trained him not to #and then he replaced them with a hectoring wife‚ who didn't seem able to realize how much power she had over all of us #because she herself had been so thoroughly used and abused growing up #as the eldest daughter and helper of a social butterfly widow who derided her bookish shyness #that she felt totally powerless and miserable and took those things out on us #and so now like. my father swallows everything until he snaps and then he gets retaliatorily nasty #and i see both my father and mother in myself except that i have tried *horribly* hard not to be unkind to people #but often instead that just means i end up being passively unkind because i'm so tangled up and frozen #like. many of you reading this are people whom i have failed wrt responsiveness #because i've been so thoroughly trampled that i feel totally incapable even of saying 'sorry i can't person rn‚ pls hold' #i just weasel out from under all responsibilities even things i want and value bc i'm so thoroughly ground down i can't manage any of them #anyway. enough dwelling but like. it's all so pathetic and not-real-problems but also has been totally devastating and ruinous for me. #i used to be trusting and indefatigable and sunny if you can believe it. but like. that was when i was four.

[no-mercy-bby]

I feel like no one ever talks about feeling numb enough. Like I haven't felt a single emotion today.

#we power through #it could just be because my social battery is drained or stress i guess #but i hate it #cause i was to be happy but i just feel like :/ #bby rambles #i think im getting burnt out... #but. no time to dwell on that #i am going to clean and eat snacks at the same time

[johnwicklover1999]

i have no energy for anything

#i started having a meltdown last night and ended up sleeping through it which for me basically just doesnt resolve the emotions at all #even though it isnt fun i really need to let the emotions run their course #so now i just feel so augh #my waning social battery triggered the emotional buildup but what actually triggered it was dwelling on upsetting personal racial matters #im very drained Ahh #autism is crazy #bruh the disability is disabling me

[idkimnotreal]

i think it is a product of my autistic brain that i never really “know” things, that is, i never feel that a thought i have is right, i’m never really sure about stuff; what i would describe my thoughts as instead (or my process of arriving at a conclusion or decision, which is what most thoughts are about) is having a map of information laid out and being able to access all the pieces of information about something whenever i think about it (every thought i think about has several other thoughts connected to it, it’s about perspective, if i focus on one of those other thoughts then it will have other thoughts connected to it too), but it never becomes more than that - a map of displayed information. 

it’s not that i can’t connect the dots (or thoughts, or pieces of information), but there are so many dots that i can’t ever connect all of them at once, and once i’m done connecting two dots, some other connection is already undone, left behind, and i can’t make out the entire picture. medication (stimulants) helps with this, but then i’m always afraid it makes me have so much tunnel vision that i am finally able to connect all the dots available to me at the time, but i’ll miss out on dots i might otherwise know of when my brain is unmedicated (what i would describe as unmedicated “horizontal thinking” vs. medicated “vertical thinking”). in other words, it makes me able to conclude/decide, but leaves my thinking “incomplete”, which is why i prioritize thinking some things in advance before taking my meds, and think about other stuff while on it as it suits me.

#autistic brain #autism #the autistic brain IS cluttered after all #that's what autism is about #(synaptic pruning) #so it doesn't surprise me #in fact having that knowledge might inspire me to understand my brain the way i wrote here #or influence me #this should more or less answer the question of why autistic people struggle to make decisions #it's also related to executive dysfunction #but i might just have written a bunch of gibberish so i suppose it might make sense depending on each person who reads it #before taking meds i used to think of my thoughts as loops #i'd think things consecutively #and i'd feel my brain making a loop #i would know that a thought has originated from some other thought #which i've already lost #and i just took a moment to realize that and dwell on it #sort of like a deja vu sensation #oh and social cues #this is especially about social cues #the allistic brain is able to conclude without accessing all information #it intuits through emotion #if an allistic feels something then it is right #which works 80% of the time for communication #at least same species communication #of course there are a lot of other things involved as to whether someone is good at 'social cues' #but i believe this is the main component for autistic people