#so yeah i'm kinda. stuck on that

[moogghost]

sdfgh do i actually do artfight this year or not. that is the question

(it's the last like. guaranteed year i know i'd actually be able to participate in but i feel the question mostly is will i be able to draw anything at all? and do i actually feel good with participating in it with my current status regarding my art because that's why i didn't do it last year </3)

#i say last guaranteed year because i do my art on a school chromebook #(digitial at least i really don't like doing traditional if i'm not sketching smth) #but yeah it's just like. i'm still struggling with finishing digital art and i dunno why </3 #and i mean i've definitely improved since last year but. ehh i'm too critical of my own art for my own good #plus i'm just barely trying to practice anatomy so maybe not #so i might just ask people to throw some of their characters at me to draw instead #of course knowing how things usually go with this blog. that likely ain't happening i never get asks like that #(or relating to drawing anything really) #so yeah i'm kinda. stuck on that #will probably update on that closer to july (<- probably isn't going to participate anyways but) #ghost whispers

[effen-draws]

“Oh tragic clown, so much sadness now. You built your mountain and now it blocks the sun.”

Alts and lines under cut:

#qoute is from Tragic Clown by The Tryst #I don't think the *entirety* of the song fits Thistle but I still heavily associate it with him #but yeah I'm in a bit of an art funk atm so I just decided to digitise one of my fave dunmeshi sketches #Soooo Thistle huh:-) #not a guy I liked on my first readthrough but he has STUCK with me #very tragic and very interesting in retrospect #kinda love his delusional ass now #(even if I have trouble drawing him) #(might just be out of practice tbh) #I could ramble a lot more but I'm already too much of a tag talker so I'll cut it short for now:-) #effen's art #illustration #dungeon meshi #dungeon meshi spoilers #dunmeshi #dunmeshi spoilers #dunmeshi fanart #thistle dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #thistle #sissel dungeon meshi

[wanologic]

That Fit Tho

#trigun #trimax #vash the stampede #vash #I'm kinda blending designs over here #since I like trimax more but uhhh everyone's way hotter in stampede #also I drew feathers in his hair for an au thing #and it stuck #so yeah #have this #a babygirl

[starflungwaddledee]

Bandee and Starstruck 🎀💖

starting off my february starstruck dee ship-a-ganza with the big one. they do seem like... the obvious answer, huh...?

they have far and away the most development together and the strongest personal relationship, both in what i've posted, and in her story overall! would kill or die for each other in a heartbeat. i would be absolutely lying if i said i'd never thought about it, but i'm not 100% convinced my thoughts lead me to romance specifically...

they're already pretty insane about each other! starstruck in particular is madly in love with bandee in every way it's possible to be. loves him the way he loves kirby, i think (pretty sure he does not know this. might be shocked to learn it.)

however she's daft as bricks, so he'd have to initiate, and i can't really imagine anything in their relationship would change.... so he'd have to mostly want The Title or the Performance one way or another, and i'm not super sure he would!

#so... this comic is canon to her storyline and is meant to be read as platonic friendship for now! #but i'd be v interested to hear anyone else's thoughts on this pairing in particular!! COULD it be romo??? like.. sure! but how? #i think it would be super cute. but HOW?? i'm just kinda stuck. they're already nuts about each other. what else is there? qpp maybe. #loves him the way he loves kirby. devoutly. viscerally. #the spot carved out of your heart that's just the right size. pulse beating someone else's tune. it's not your palm you know best. #do you get what i'm saying. someone please read these tags and respond i gotta know i'm not the only one #'starflung is all your prose like /that/' yeah sorry. and this is why i don't share my writing lmao. pretentious loser #starstruck dee #bandana waddle dee #my art #my comics #🎀💖

[harbingersecho]

... do you know which one I am?

#rvb #red vs blue #locus #sam ortez #*23 #art #mine #one thing about me i will always be obsessed with any kind of face fuckery and masks #cw blood #cw body horror #its gonna be vamptober soon so i wanted to at least finish some of my rvb stuff before that bc i'm gonna be busy lol. i just #smashed like 3 different locus wips into one #i actually made the initial wip for this back when locus/therapy lost the rp poll lol. like FINE locus ain't going to therapy then. suffer. #also kinda inspired by hipstersoulgushers saying that locus is all of them. like Yeah actually. i was stuck on locus perspective but on the #outside? locus is all of them. like obv he sees himself as the gun but locus the man the soldier the sam is firing the gun. and its his #trauma that made them both. anyway. locus bark bark bark auuu

[thelostgirl21]

I'm late to the party like you wouldn't believe, but I've got to say something, because I'm so upset!

Okay, unpopular opinion, I actually loved Jaskier's Season 3 hair!

Was it always perfectly styled? No. There were a few scenes where I personally thought it could have used a bit more volume, or a bit more volume in some places while a bit less in others; but, most or the time, I was more than fine with it, and thought it suited Jaskier well!

At times, I literally adored it!

Ex:

To me, those are moments where I thought Jaskier looked his best in the series! Loved the hair!

Then again, personally, I tend to prefer Joey's looks with his forehead cleared and his hair longer.

Like, this is I think one of the most gorgeous non-feral hairstyles I've ever seen on him:

(X)

This is an absolutely gorgeous man, and I personally prefer his hair styled like this than short.

(Note: I'm not saying he's not beautiful with short hair, too, simply stating personal preferences. Certain aesthetic choices are based on comfort, too, and he can 100% afford to sacrifice the "long haired look" for something that makes him feel more comfortable. He can rock plenty of different looks!)

Then, of course, there's the feral look that is just in its own category...

So why am I upset?

I've just found out that he didn't wear a wig in Season 3!

That Jaskier's Season 3 hair were simply Joey's own hair that he had decided to grow out.

And look, I'm fine with everyone having preferences!

That's not my issue. Having your own tastes and not being a fan of Joey's Season 3 hairstyle is not the issue at all!

There were posts simply mentioning that they hated that it looked so flat, when we could have been graced with something a bit more like this:

And I do get preferences when it comes to styling.

It's just that I recall how - since people assumed it was "an ugly wig" that had been forced on his head by the wig department, rather than what they considered "a bad hairstyle" - the comments on "Jaskier's hair" were at times downright nasty!

And I just gotta get out of my system that those of you that have been literally making fun of his "sudden 4-inches receeding hairline" (first I'll have you know I find receeding hairline pretty hot!), when it's kinda remained the same for 3 seasons (it's called BANGS people. Joey tends to wear those with his shorter haircuts! Look it up!), for example, really suck!

His hairline has always gone pretty far up on each side, even in some of his earlier work... Ex: Gopher in "Mount Pleasant" (2016):

Like he's got very thick hair that form a "V" shape at the top (my mom had that, but I didn't inherit it... And we've got tons of hair... Like, a lot! * ) and a pretty large forehead.

*

(That's me at 18, and then at 28 - before I brought them back to a lower back length - but my mom is the same in terms of thickness, she just has that V in the front I lack, and it never receeded any further in her life.)

And there would be no shame in having thin hair, or any form of baldness anyway!

So yeah! I remember sort of heavily ignoring all those "ugly wig" comments because I, too, had assumed it was a wig (turns out Joey's hair seem to be a bit like mine, and grow pretty fast), and at some point you choose your battles.

Did I think a bunch of you were immature assholes for needing to hate on that "ugly wig" so much? Yes. But you find those in any fandom!

Personally, I thought "the wig" was awesome!

But now, I kinda regret not having taken the time to be more supportive of Jaskier's Season's 3 hair given I actually like it...

Because that's just a (very sweet) human being's hair, that was styled in a way that a number of people didn't like.

Again, zero problem for those that thought it was badly styled, and that the look didn't suit Jaskier!

Critiquing what you find a "bad hairstyle" is no cause for shame!

But, for those of you that took it to the next level with all those "ugly wig" comments, you fucking suck, I sure hope you've since found out that you'd been openly ridiculing a fellow human being's real hair, that it makes you feel like complete pieces of shit, and that feeling like complete pieces of shit is going to help you learn from your mistakes, before you start attacking other people's personal physical features in the future!

"Well, I didn't know!"

Here's today's lesson:

When you don't know, please kindly shut up and assume the hair you see is the real thing!

Or critique the wig like you would a real hairstyle, asking yourself "Hmm... Is describing someone's real hair the way I do going to make me sound like a bully?"

Like I said, I'm aware I'm pretty late to the party, but the the kid in me that got heavily bullied in school over her own hair really needed to get it out of her system!

#Joey Batey #Jaskier #'s hair in Season 3 #I remember Joey mentioning in an interview that people just kept “asking about the hair” this season #And most of the time it wasn't really a question... #No wonder he went “People ask me all the time: Wow! Joey! You're so good at baking!” I his video #If people tend to ask him questions that are non questions... #But yeah I'm kinda sad about it... #Hope the fact that the “hair comments” left him confused was because he didn't read the online ones... #Just had interviewers go “Season 3 hair...” implying there was something odd about it and somehow waiting for Joey to elaborate. #I actually saw one of those interviews where the interviewer was kind of implying there was something wrong with it #without explaining what was wrong with it... #Like everyone assumes Joey didn't like his Season 3 hairstyle and gets why they are all getting stuck on the hair... #So anyway he just explained the intent behind the look. #But yeah it kinda sucks the way there was like this massive negative reaction to his hairstyle when I literally can't find anything wrong #with it... #It's not even that far from his usual look (just a bit more ironed)... #The fuck happened with the hair... #My Post #My Thoughts

[kheyys-worms]

A Cecaelia's Lament.

#you know. i'm actually not quite sure myself with what was i going for when i made this-- #this was a wip from... MARCH holy shit-- and i recently just got the urge to finish it. so lo and behold #i based the dress on vanessa's dress. but now that i see the final result. it's kinda... bland #it was better envisioned in my head back when i first sketched this sjkldjsldkk-- #tho i'm quite proud with the framed pictures. specially the nautilus on the corner✨✨ #also the reason for the title was because i was playin Noel's Lament on repeat and so we're stuck with it lol #anyway yeah. it's another azul art #azul ashrengrotto #twisted wonderland #kheyy's art

[stabbyfoxandrew]

oh... gods i just realized i have ao3 comments that are two months old...

#TWT i didn't mean to not answer them i just... Got depressed as fuck and stopped working on cosmic lost and found and #i was gonna wait till i got the next update ready before i answered them bc i needed motivation and comments are good food :) #however i got Incredibly Stuck on that next chapter even though i THOUGHT i had it done. i was a fool. #well actually the next chapter Was done but then i decided i needed to add aNOTHER chapter and so #i got stuck on THAT ONE and now it's been almost two months since i updated it and i kinda wanna jump off a building #but thankfully i do not live in an area with tall buildings #or cliffs lmao #anyhow if you have commented on any of my fics in the last two months and i haven't answered i'm so sorry i love you i'm kissing your cheek #eventually when i can make myself work on CLAF again... i will answer #but it literally made me Insane(r)... More insane? #you know what no one is reading anymore but yeah sorry for being dumb about commintz #i love them i crave them i just suck at answering sometimes #diaerie

[pissdrinkerpiko]

The difference 😭

(FC's btw)

#project sekai #there's like 400 songs in this game so theoretically I'm kinda close to fc'ing it all #but yeah it's really hard and I'm pretty sure I'm gonna be stuck at the 28 or 29 expert levels

[daughterofhecata]

The problem with wanting to write some argument between Peter on one side and Justus and Bob on the other side about Peter sleeping with Skinny and specifically allowing him to hurt him is that by the time they're college aged both Bob and Justus probably have enough of a working understanding of kink to just nod at Peter's revelation and tell him to his face that he's apparently a masochist and inform him about safe kink practices which would halt the argument immediately.

#look i'm listening to mindless self indulgence because i've had 'stupid sadistic and suicidal' stuck in my head for days now #and 'what do they know' came on and reminded me of scarlett and vermillion and i'm kinda in the mood to write the boys fighting #but yeah both justus and bob would probably just check if it's actually consensual and give peter tips on safety #so yeah #no luck there i guess #anyway #to delete later #kaj rambles

[yardsards]

thinking about the fact that i was so socially awkward as a teen that the school wanted to me out of class to attend "social skills classes" once a week (to which i attended one and demanded i be removed from the program cuz it was just me and about a dozen equally uncomfortable probably-autistic kids who also probably did not want to be there, being forced to do icebreaker activities by deeply condescending special education teachers)

how did i not receive an autism diagnosis til i was nearly an adult and specifically advocated for myself to be taken to a professional to get checked out for autism and adhd???

#eliot posts #i'm really curious whose call it was to put me in there #it wasn't my parents because my mother was Outraged that her kid got put in a special ed type class and signed the papers so i could leave #so like. what teacher made that call. #and what exactly sparked that #was it my general being a loner or was there An Incident #i don't remember exactly what grade i was in. probably 8th or 9th? #so still kind of stuck in my ''convinced myself i was just Better than my peers and that's why i didn't have many friends'' phase #following that was a phase where i got over myself but was kinda just shy #and then a phase where i went okay fuck it we ball and acted weird but in a way intended to be funny #that annoyed some people but some people enjoyed. by then i figured ''eh i aint seeing most of these ppl ever again after graduation'' #i had some friends in high school bc of marching band but they were all in different grades than me #tho even then i was only close w like 2 of them and the rest all seemed closer to each other than to me #edit: dug through my blog and it was 7th grade (yeah ive been on here that long) #so this was before i even had my marching band friends. but probably after my singular friend from elementary school moved away? #i forget if he left in 6th or 7th grade #(im still friends with that friend. he's great we love him)

[ioannemos]

reason #??? i want to live away from people: YOU STEAL THE AIR OUT OF MY LUNGS, YOU MAKE ME FEEL IT! I PRAY FOR EVERYTHING WE LOST, BUY BACK THE SECRETS! YOUR HAND FOREVER'S ALL I WANT! DON'T TAKE THE MONEY! DON'T TAKE THE MONEY! (“baby, love me! you've got me, runaway!”) YOU STEAL THE AIR OUT OF MY LUNGS, YOU MAKE ME FEEL IT! I PRAY FOR EVERYTHING WE LOST, BUY BACK THE SECRETS! YOUR HAND FOREVER'S ALL I WANT! DON'T TAKE THE MONEY! DON'T TAKE THE MONEY!

#don't take the money #bleachers #hhhhh #sometimes a song just Gets to me and it's this one today #playing this song on repeat on a little bluetooth speaker... really wanna be playing it on a whole set up. BLAST it #it's already got me on vibrate so to speak but i'd love to be feeling it REVERBERATE in my chest #i've already confused the dog by dancing and singing really loud #she's like ''?? we're excited?? okay?? shall we play about it??'' which. i mean. yeah we will obvs but also i just wanna dance sometimes #anyway #this sure was a post #sing to me #kinda #personal #abbie needs a twitter #will we FIGHT? stay up LATE? / in my DREAMS i'm to BLAME / different SIDES of the BED / roll your EYES shake my HEAD #now we're STUCK in the STORM / we were BORN to IGNORE / and all i got / is a chance / to just say #baby love me! you've got me runaway!

[neverendingford]

.

#tag talk #fuck. I might just be a straight woman. #like. I like men. and the more I transition the more I vibe with binary womanhood. #sure I don't like getting shoved into restrictive femininity. but I vibe with womanhood as separate from femininity. #anyway. I might be straight. and In ten years it's very possible that being trans becomes a much less huge part of my life #because it will stop being something that I do and something that I wish for and simply something that I am #yeah yeah whatever hi my name is Reggie and I like men #I just. as much as I don't like certain restrictive gender roles I find myself slotting very comfortably into others #and I realize that my idea of gender and their roles was very much shaped by my female role models growing up #and a lot of the disconnect and distress when growing up was due to not being able to follow the path everyone else did. #all my girl friends were growing up into women and I was stuck on the man track. #and being gay was the closest I could get to being myself #but I'm closer than I've ever been before to being able to live my truth as myself #still not gonna shave my legs unless it's sometime in the future for a very specific event. #I like them fuzzy. they make me feel cool. #I like having some cultural masculinity still. I just don't want to be defined by it #talking about my binary trans experience is always a little weird because I'm aware of how binary I'm describing things #and I get that if my words were used to describe someone else's experience it might end up sounding hella transphobic #but these words are for me. they're my experience. they're my life not someone else's. #and this is how my identity works. #it's like how feminism protects the right of trad wives to be trad wives. #we just gotta recognize that just because one woman wants to be the designated dishwasher not every woman feels that way. #anyway. I might be dating a guy by this time next week. he's cool so far and we kinda got match-made by a mutual friend #we watched Redline tonight and it's hella good #he's really cool but I feel like I've got something to provide and to bring to the relationship. so we're still on peer-level I think. #which is new. usually I'm way ahead of the other person. maybe my fault for fishing in the bad fish barrel #the emotionally damaged and burdened fish barrel.

[sysig]

I love how you draw expressions! They’re so emotive (:

Who’s the character in your most recent post, The one in the second drawing with the hammerhead? She looks very cute

Thank you! :D

Haha, that'd be Pilok! Looks like she officially celebrated 10 years of existing this past December actually, man

Whewph, those're some crunchy pixels lol

She was my proof of concept for a species meme I filled out ages ago, kind of as practice for an original species I was more serious about but never actually finished or published lol. I'm glad you like her! :D

#Original #Doodles #From over a decade ago pfft but still! #Kinda wild to think about how I've finally overtaken my first decade of posting stuff online :0 #I didn't even really think about it but yeah - I first joined DA summer of '13 and I've been churning away since then lol #Sometimes haltingly! But I haven't stopped yet haha #Pretty sure I was using ''stolen'' scrap paper for a lot of my doodles at that point #Occasionally in the margins of my schoolwork :P I still remember certain lessons based on what I was drawing! #Quelliens still look so silly to me haha - I always imagined their heads as being like cans of tuna stuck at the top of a long neck #They're very cartoony #I'm glad I finished one species meme haha - shame about the other #But there will be a small feature coming up of one of their members as well haha ♪ #Some are also featured in that first link lol #Old doodles!

[redheadarcher]

i’ve been thinking a lot about this lately—i feel like i’m gonna start to focus more on the comic universe rather than the mcu to be honest. there’s a few things that i truly enjoy about the mcu ( like i genuinely like the russian fam and that’s something i still want to explore more, the upcoming young avengers and some other small things ) BUT there’s a lot more new stuff than i just don’t like so… idk.

i guess i’ll be mixed but more comic inclined ( or just more divergent when it comes to anything that happened after endgame idk). i feel like my main verse fits both ways so nothing would really change but would open so many possibilities ( like i could mention the x-men & a lot more heroes that don’t really exist in the mcu and the avengers are still a thing & all that ) so.. yeah. it’s a thought.

#this is a random rant bc #i'm still kinda confused with #my own feelings lol #like i've been reading a lot #more comics now and #even though i love the mcu #everything got a lot messier since #endgame so even though i still love #the first avengers movie and #some others with my whole heart #everything is a mess now lol #i do love the thought of mixing stuff & from both comics & mcu #without having to be stuck on #a few events so… #yeah that has been on my mind #and maybe it’s why i have been #kinda slow to write bc #i’m trying to find a path u know ? #❅ wιтнoυт arrowѕ ( ooc ) ❅

[time-like-tears-in-rain]

god i relate so hard to martha rewatching her episodes is fucking rough.

#i too got fucked up over a skinny bland white boy in a nice coat while #trying to get my career started #and was dragged backwards and into all of his shit #and figured oh god if i fuck this up he's gonna die #he's gonna kill himself #i'm never getting a relationship with him but i can't leave and also i kinda like it here #and my parents violently hate each other if i'm not here for one of my siblings than no one is #and my other sibling is a bit of a mess so i have to be the good child the smart successful child and my career has to come first #but i just want for fucking once to have a fling with adventure #a fling with whimsy i'm so desperate for it #and i'm stuck between my parents and yeah i also hate my dad's new woman but i literally cannot change shit #and this guy is saying hey lets go do something fun and stupid that does nothing but eat time #and i'm like sure!!!! #even though he's fun around other friends he's quiet and withdrawn with me and dumping on me about another woman #and it's like..... #I'T S LIKE...... #just me and my leather jacket against the world #yeah rose is my favorite and you'd think that my favorite would be clara bc she was the evil one #and i relate to donna's listlessness and perceived ineptitude when she just needs her fuckin adhd diagnosis and to get away from her mother #but god. i hate seeing the fandom #belittle the heartbreak part of martha's story because you don't get it #she thought she loved him and even though it started as just liking him AS SHE FOUND OUT THAT HE WAS UNATTAINABLE SLOWLY OVER TIME SHE WAS #ALSO FALLING IN LOVE WITH HIM SLOWLY OVER TIME. #i get it i get it i loved it and it fucking SUCKED. #annie irl