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phonematthew · 4 months

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i forgot that i have a habit of blocking people that think they like matt more than me because usually they are WEIRD about him like eeeuuufgg bro i just wanna be matt’s friend and give him a hug and probably look at stars with him idk man, like if ur a freak about matt dni

#i wish i could block people in our own system for this reason too tbh #LIKE WHY ARE THERE WEIRD FREAKS IN MY BRAIN GET THEM OUT UGH #dsaf matt #explosys rambling #I HATE THIS FANDOM (this excludes our mutuals 🫶 i love yall yall are cool)#matt virgina freaks dni #i’m so tired

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altruistic-meme · 1 month

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............ i want to come out.

#its so hard but also im so tired of this ya know???#my parents will be back in may #and..... idk. theyll only be here for a month before theyre on the road again for another god knows how long #it was like 10 months this time that theyll have been gone #and i just....... i want to tell them #maybe this is a result of me reading heattstopper lmao #i got to the part about charlie telling his parents about his ed again and just started tearing up #but also I've BEEN wanting to come out i just think i might actually be to the point where i just. do it.#I'm still half tempted to just send the email i wrote lol #i may print it and hand it to my mom just cus i can never actually say things out loud #but also i need to talk to my sister first cus i think I'll need that back up #sigh #idk. i want to so bad. i want to try.#im so. ugh.#its like a block in my chest and i hate it #my sisters partner sent me a photo earlier of some item in bg3 bc it has my legal name #and i kniw she was sending it as a funny joke thing but just... yeah.#anyway #im just ranting as per usual lol #fuck #shh ac

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altschmerzes · 1 month

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getting real tired of people who are shitting on “found family” more generally as a narrative concept and specifically named familial dynamics in fan interpretation of characters in particular because it all seems to be getting painted with a really wide and really homogenous brush. “we need to take found family away from people because they think it all has to be In Nuclear Family Terms and do you know friendship exists and you don’t have to call these characters siblings to legitimize their relationship while making it clear you Don’t Ship Them Ew Gross and THEN you sneer at people who Do ship them” cool cool that is a lot of really intense characterization and assigning of motive to other people en bloc!

like sure there’s some meaningful critique to be found in a broad trend to label every single relationship directly and specifically with terms that have very specific contexts and roles but im waiting to be told when anyone IS by the standards of people making and reblogging these very sweepingly generalized posts allowed to call a relationship parental or whatever. is that Ever allowed. who is handing out the permits. sometimes a specific term for a relationship isn’t actually about wanting an excuse to sneer about your ship (and frankly there’s a lot of projection going on there imo from people who are actively sneering about other people’s interpretation of a relationship!) and it’s because there are very specific contexts and details about a dynamic that makes exploring it from the lens of siblings or whatever very rich and compelling and interesting because words mean things and assuming everyone is just being reductive and demanding conformity to a nuclear family is, ironically, really reductive.

so like. cool it. stop being really fucking mean about people having an interpretation of a dynamic you personally don’t like or makes you feel a little weird or uncomfy because you ship them.

#gav gab #im so tired of seeing people do this lmao #is someone actually being reductive and trying to get your ship labeled ‘basically incest’#or did they just express on their own blog that they don’t ship something bc they see those characters as siblings #so it feels weird to them #you know #the exact personal preference and interpretation you’re expressing in the opposite #it’s all ‘UGH not every relationship NEEDS A SPECIFIC LABEL’ as soon as the label isn’t romantic lmao #like amazing of you to start caring about how friendship matters as is legitimate without anything else #as soon as it’s not about your fucking ship anymore :)#be real you do not care about friendship lmao you can just dismiss it more easily and comfortably #when people aren’t using terms that are more loaded to your ship #are the big meanie found family enjoyers actually harassing you for shipping fake incest #or are you just uncomfortable when it is not about you #and chronically unwilling to curate your experience the way you demand other people to #because fandom has always catered to shipping and why should it ever Not be expected to do that #bc I sure see a lot of shit talking of familial dynamic labels based on people who use those labels being weird to other people #and not a lot if any of those people actually being weird to shippers #and one or two isolated incidents is not indicative of a widespread problem #do what everyone who doesn’t like a popular ship does and unfollow and block lmfao grow up

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geckothegecko · 5 days

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Can someone stab me with a knife? Pretty please?

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supercantaloupe · 10 months

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man. i wish you could control who specifically is and isn't allowed to see/interact with a specific post

#i wish it wasn't all or nothing #cause. i got some shit to complain/vent about.#but i don't want Specific People to hear me ranting.#and don't have a way of keeping their eyes off my posts. unless i block them which i don't want to do #ugh.#just gonna let it sit inside me and fester then ig #i wanna talk about me #it's been a long day. and a long week. and i am so fucking tired of everything

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robitherat · 1 year

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Man I have seen so much queerphobia today and for WHAT.

Anyways reminder that neopronouns, aromantics, and all other identities are valid and cool and just bc someone you thought you respected is saying shitty things abt your identity doesn't make it any less so. You're deserving of respect and your identity shouldn't be debated by so many people. We're gonna be okay.

#no one cares about you go be lonely somewhere else.#sincerely a very tired aromantic #it sucks so so bad dude im so sick of it. like actually.#especially bc its always ppl i thought were chill and cool #and then suddenly out of nowhere theyre just. shitting on ppl who did nothing #like. fuck man why cant yall just leave ppl alone #anyways #this post is abt ptsilenthill. if any1 wants to know. normally i would give out users but #like. if ur gonna post someones lighthearted instagram post about how there isnt a look to aromanticism #and the post is clearly supposed to be about eurocentricism and other forms of bugitry that are prevalent in the queer comm #and say then we actually. fuck you. go to hell. yeah.#do not i swear to god do not go harass them or anything just block them if anything but fuck man #literally beating my head against the wall #robi rambles #ask to tag #aphobia #transphobia #ugh

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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year

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Pls tonight I just wanted to watch testing in the background while I worked on gifing 2005, but then I got completely blindsided by certain things which I am now working on :)

#HOW HAVE I WATCHED 3+ HRS UGH #i am so tired and i just listened to them talk about fuel for like 10 mins ah #this feels like some weird self inflicted torture bcs its not like i hate it but its also not the most exciting #testing is a bit too overstimulating ngl bcs they keep showing so many people and its hard to keep up!#i do not wish to ever gif anything live again it is a certain kind of pain 🫠#usually id just gif by screen recording on my phone but silly f1 app blocked it so i had to figure it out on pc #well anyways im happy to have recorded what i did even if it was a bit tortuous #catie.rambling.txt #it is 5 am...i didnt want to stay up this late UGH ive been up like what. 19 hrs?#*also silly thought #but they talked to logan sargeant and this other american guy and #why is it lowkey kinda comforting to me to hear american accents after only hearing brits for an extended period 😭

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1ovestay · 10 months

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why the fuck did someone rb my vent post abt my grandma dying and me doing extremely poorly rn like i know i talked about all that in the tags but read the fucking room?

#feeling very sensitive today and this just made me so mad #blocked them so quick #work has been horrific today.. got moved clinics at the last minute so i only had 10 mins to get ready since the clinic im at is way further #and we are so behind and we’ve had 2 emergencies i feel like i’m going crazy #one of the emergencies is pretty severe and quite gorey i haven’t even had a break yet but it put me off my lunch #we still have a cat full mouth extraction to do and literally no time to do it #hands have been shaking all day i think i need to not drink coffee while my anxiety is this bad #UGH EVERYTHING SUCKSSSSSSSS SERIOUSLY. sad angry tired anxious. put ME down too please!#p

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mitzirockerextendeduniverse · 2 years

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... hrmf

#mine #don't reblog #so i just discovered i'd been blocked #i was a little put out at first bc i kinda respected them even though i never followed them #but then i found a post on their blog saying that if you don't like russingon you should never say anything about it in public #because heaven forfend someone not ship the sacred russingon #... i lost more posts for that than for the you're-all-wrong-about-kidnap dads ask #which wasn't what i expected but i probably should have #'if you don't like how much russingon there is you should never ever say anything about it because it means you're a homophobe'#:two seconds later: 'the amazon show is terrible and the people who like it are morally debased'#like i never wanted people to stop talking about russingon #what i want is for people to *understand* that some of us are tired of seeing it absolutely everywhere #and don't want to be called homophobic for not vibing with it!#ugh. some people

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boilingheart · 2 years

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i love jrwitwt dearly don’t get me wrong but my god when are people gonna learn that if you’re tweeting about the show in this specific fanspace, the ccs are VERY likely to see it bc of how tightly knit the space is and how the timelines work on twitter. i’m getting so annoyed seeing people yell and scream that one of the ccs or tizen saw them like, DUH you’ve been here for a year or more that’s how it goes around here how is it scaring you EVERY TIME. this is what you SIGN UP FOR when you go on twitter my guy!!!

#bheart talks #it's so annoying!! i'm so tired of it #like dude of COURSE the ccs see your ship and character headcnons and your fanart and whatnot #the algorithm is so tightly knit bro of COURSE they see it #your best bet is to block them if you want more separation from it or move to tumblr dude!!#grizzly has never really interacted with any of my tweets but when i show up on his stream he recognizes my name and makes a comment and #i'm like yeah see that's to be expected you know?#i get it if you're like New to this fanspace and you're not ready for it but if you've been in jrwitwt for the better part of a year #u should absolutely know by now #anyways posting on tumblr cause ain't no way i could rant about this on twitter LOL #every day i come closer to just blocking everyone in jrwitwt so much bullshit happens over there i'm tired of it #like the ship drama. like. shut up. you're all teenagers dude. shut up. you're all in an echo chamber. ugh.

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fawn-paws · 2 years

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I forgot white Christian furries were a thing. Eeeuuugghhh.

#just saw some kinda cute art on artfight and went to look at their profile to see if they had any characters I’d like to attack #saw a character of theirs holding a flag and I was like… ew god what the hell #so I look at their carrd and they’re a Christian and they love hunting. VOMITS #what the hell even. like. wtf #also they say no ‘politics/activism’ in their character permissions LOL??#and their carrd says they ‘think neopronouns are silly’ but their carrd says their pronouns are dre/am?????? the fuck???#I have no idea anymore I just. ugh. yucky.#also unfortunately I was following their partner here on tumblr so. quickly blocked the both of them lol!#American flag idk why I didn’t specify what kind of flag. I’m so tired today my braid is fucked

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ollie-jpg · 2 years

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holds my head in my hands

#i want to forcibly remove this part of my brain #i want it GONE #don’t want to think abt them anymore or anything #i just. want that part of my brain gone #ollie vents #i’m tired of self sabotaging and getting into three hour long arguments with people i used to be close with #i’m tired of looking back on the last three months and telling myself things could’ve been different #yeah okay they could’ve been but they were always going to end #nothing like that lasts forever #so now i am. the second heartbreak & the emotional disaster who can’t talk to people and blocks them instead #i’m the backstabber and the backstabbed #i. hmm. idk.#yeah it’s over #still bitter abt what was said the other day #and angry #that was rude and cold #and i stand by that #love it when someone blocks you and then you get trigger happy as a response #ugh anyways i should go to bed before i start more problems d #even though it’s in my nature and i probably will be hearing about this post later anyways

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nil-the-glitch · 2 months

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#god i'm so fucking tired #honestly i should have done a perma block long ago instead of just the soft block #will it actually prevent them from seeing any of my posts EVER? probably not because HellSiteTM. but.#at least i won't have to see them and be reminded of them #i just want to forget it all honestly. live my life despite despite despite.#i wanna be left alone i wanna forget them i wanna forget what they did to me #i already came back Different after my time away from front not to mention the Whole Other Version Of Me that split because of this shit #i don't need them fucking me up even more just by way of hanging around when THEYRE NOT FUCKING WANTED #ugh. i just.#leave me alone. *please.* ive been leaving you alone. do me that much in return. it's not that much to ask.

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svtskneecaps · 10 months

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#the world at large is lucky i swore off starting fights bc the amount of people i'd be sinking my teeth into rn is Immense #like we're lucky i deleted my twitter and refuse to make another one #bc holy shit i'd be getting in FIGHTS #how hard is it to not take this shit seriously. it's FAKE. it's FAKE ok NONE OF IT IS REAL.#calm!!! down!!!!#people have stopped playing because of OVERZEALOUS SHIPPERS.#people have stopped playing because of OVERZEALOUS EGG FANS #people have said they were considering breaks from the server for OVERZEALOUS FANS #NONE OF THIS IS AN INTERIOR PROBLEM. COMPLETELY EXTERIOR.#so when people are like OMG I HATE THAT [redacted] GUY WHAT A DRAG stfu you're the one ruining the goddamn fun #stop attacking people. stop overstepping boundaries. we are WATCHING. we are WATCHING. holy shit how many times #how many times am i gonna have to watch fandoms fail to learn this #i'm not even old but i'm Feeling My Age #calm the FUCK down and stop RUININ THIS.#you are a FAN. you're NOT PART OF THIS. LEAVE THEM ALONE.#i'm exhausted. how much shit is gonna get ruined before we can finally stop RELEARNING THIS ALL THE DAMN TIME #i'n so tired stop ruining this for everyone else #the world at large is lucky i've sworn off starting fights there would be Blood fr ugh #shut up vic #block game brainrot #negativity #yeah i'm bringing back the negativity tag for this i'm genuinely so mad #how many fucking times fr

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moontyuns · 1 year

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welp......some bunch of empty creepy accs following me again......not the bots attack again please

#stooppp ittt #like it's fr getting on my nerves..i've had enough on my old acc #even tho the support told me they blocked me by accident I'm pretty sure it's because of those bots that followed me EVERY day #i was so tired of blocking them ugh #sunny.talk☁️

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chaosandmarigolds · 14 days

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Dad!Simon who insisted you go on the vacation, because of course he can handle his baby girl and his six year old (almost six, but Ollie rounds up)

Simon who knew he had it in the bag....

for about two hours

Simon who made bagels for dinner; wassss this close 🤏to making Ollie eat dirt because WHAT DO YOU MEAN you don't like bagels now you were begging for them in the store!

Simon who made it about forty hours before he gave him and called Johnny

Simon who had no idea why Ollie was being so gosh darn annoying

Simon who had previously made a bet with Price that he wouldn't need help so therefore he would rather die than call Price even though Ollie idolizes his 'grandfather'

''s Johnny, missed ya but leave a message at the lil' beep."

"John MacTavish I swear to god if you don' call me back in ten minutes I will personally post thos' pictures of ya in Afgan."

two minutes later-

"ya know that's a real low blow-"

"I need you to take Oliver to th' park- Tessie isn't goin to sleep with him 'roun."

"Call the capn, he's closer to ya."

"I will not do that."

"Ugh, fine- lemme tell my girl then'll be there in twenty."

Simon who told Oliver to behave for his uncle and then happily sent them away- which finally he would be able to put the exhausted newborn to sleep

Simon was finally able to doze off on the sofa, the baby happily snoozing away on his chest and everything seemed perfect with the world

"MISTER RILEY UNCLE JOHNNY IS IS-HES-" The thundering slam of the door being swung open not only woke up Simon but the baby who aptly began to sob to the sudden change of pace, Oliver however did not care "UNCLE JOHNNY SUCKS."

Uncle Johnny told Ollie not to kick the ball into the river

Simon who is flabbergasted because even Johnny looked shook to his core, sure they had been at the park for about five hours but like-???

John MacTavish...brought down .... by Simon's six year old

Simon who, after ten minutes of the baby screaming for their mother and refusing to take their bottle with disgruntled wails of pain and Ollie so tired he can't think straight so he's also a sobbing and angry disaster and Johnny's just standing there by the door waiting for answers and everything is so loud-

"Capn?"

"Oh! Hi, sweetheart," John's wife answered the landline and he could hear her voice call for her husband, "Hi, how are you and lil' ones?"

Simon looked at Ollie who was currently in time out for stealing his sisters binkie for the tenth time, "Not great."

"O-"

"Simon." Price's voice cut in and it took about five seconds to get everything account for, "Ya already called Johnny right?"

"Yessir."

"Did you try Kyle?"

"No sir, he's on his honeymoon."

'"Ah-that's right, that's right."

Silence

"Sir I would like your help."

"Ha! Knew it! Alrighty, missus and I'll be there in...i dunno- you boys hungry? She made that-honey whatcha make?" indistinct conversation, "Ma'am said it didn't matter, she'll bring it anyway. Forty minutes?"

Simon looked at Johnny, who was on 'keep ollie in said time out' picking up the kid whenever he would try and run off. "Can you make it twenty, sir?"

Simon and Johnny who, out of habit, stood at attention as soon at the captain let himself into the house

Simon who looked a bit worse for wear, even with his non existant sleep scheulde in the military he had never looked so fatigued

Simon who had the baby out of his arms by Price's wife within two minutes of them being there

Simon who loves his son, he loves him (internal mantra) but he is making him look bad to his captain so the little twerp better get his act together.

"Riley."

"Yessir."

"How long is your block?"

"Two kilometers around."

"Two laps."

faltering silence through the house, Simon stared at the captain as he helped Ollie tie his sneakers by the door. The silence did mean Tessie had finally fallen asleep but he was- "I'm sorry?"

"Two laps, you, Johnny, and Oliver." Price looked to the kid, who looked more angry at the world than anything else, "Go. Dinner will be ready when you get back."

Simon was about to argue but Ollie beat him to it, "I don't want to run."

"You don't want to run?"

Oliver seemed a bit taken back, "No. So I'm not going to."

"Okay. You can clean the entire house- including your sisters nappy's, for a week, yeah?"

A pause.

"Fine, i'll go on the stupid run."

Simon who might as well be walking with the pace Oliver chose to keep

Johnny who took off sprinting because lord knew that man was starving and Mrs. Price's food was heaven on earth

Simon who sat down on the side of the road when the little guy was out of breath

Simon that mostly ran in silence until Ollie broke it

"Why did mom leave?"

huh?

"What?"

"Mom she-she just...she left us, wh-"

"Whoa-whoa whoa, mum didn't leave-mum didn't leave us wh-whoa, Olls," he had collapsed to his knee when the boy started to speak just to look at him in the eyes and he tried to read the boys expression, "Mum would never leave you, she loves you so much."

"Then where did she go?? Why didn't she say goodbye?"

"She's with her friends, and her flight left 'fore you woke up, Olls. Laddie, she wouldn't leave you."

Simon who had called you, even though there was time difference as everyone was sitting down to eat dinner

"oh...wow the gang's back together," You grumble as you rub your eyes, having been dead asleep, only for the camera angle to change suddenly and it was just a close up angle of your son's face, "Hi baby."

"Mom guess what Uncle Johnny did."

"EY, LET'S NOT TELL YER MOM BOUT THAT."

"Hey mom?" The boy was easily distracted and then looked down at the phone again.

"Yeah baby?"

"Never go on away again, dad said so."

You stay silent for a moment, blinking, because in all three years you and Simon had been together Ollie had never referred to him as 'dad' or anything remotely close. "Your...right, yeah-I'm pretty bored here anyway."

Simon, who was fine with you going on little getaways just not anymore how dare you try and leave him alone

"You sure it's okay if I stay a few more days?"

With a short laugh he looks over the living room, where Johnny and Olls were fast asleep watching some cartoon he didn't know the name of while John and His wife had chosen to stay in the guest room for the night. It would hell if you stayed for a few more days.

"Of course, luv, I got the boys an' Tessie needs to learn who they are anyway."

"I guess. Okay, the ride is here. I love you."

"I love you more."

(annnnway that's it <333 any comments you wanna leave or anything like that makes my day!)

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