#so that was a lot of fun for me ahaha

[nobodymoves]

happy birthday bee!!!!!!!!!!! I hope you've had a great day so far! wishing you all the love, joy and fun 💖💖💖 and thank you for all the wonderful worlds you created that I can go back whenever I want 🥰🥰

@honestlytrulycompletelysteady tysm lovely 🥹😭🥰 you are the sweetest i appreciate you so much !!! and that last sentence just made my heart feel so full 🥺💖

#i love so much that you always send birthday wishes 🥹 it’s so lovely you’re the bestest 💖💖💖 #sorry it’s taken me a couple days to respond! i did see this on my birthday & it meant a lot like always 🥰 #life has just been SO MUCH #i spent today deep diving into hl with my mum tho after 11 years of her only having bare minimum context #so that was a lot of fun for me ahaha

[seagull-scribbles]

I want you to tell ‘em that you love the way that they don’t stick out like sore middle fingers

[Continuation of this]

#TMNT 2012 #casey jones 2012 #raphael hamato #rasey #this is platonic again but I’m not against romantic subtext or whatever #when I was in school being able to do this with your hand was super cool and I often still do it with both #but I’ve met both adults and kids who’ve never seen it before and it freaks them out ahaha #anyway I was jus thinking of hands again and this is a warm up sketch #but i do think thee two would have heart to hearts on rooftops sometimes and really open up #maybe theyre sat next to eachother and raph looks at his thigh next to Casey’s and gets self conscious #maybe one of them was hurt in a fight (probably Casey) and theyre patching eachother up and they just start exploring their differences #or maybe its something as simple as raph asking casey if he was Tarzan and the scene with the hands and Casey’s like yo we can do that #or even more childish theyre just doing it to see who’s hands bigger because Casey’s sister has been doing it a lot and its fun #because let me tell you it doesnt matter how old the kids i work with are they all love comparing my hand with theirs #but i imagine Raphs eyes for a second would give away hes upset a little cause he’s definitely the most self conscience about being a mutant #so Casey would do this and be like ahh look see we arent that different really #raph could bend his fingers to emphasise how much shorter Casey’s are #and cause would say something like these digits might be small but theyre mighty #leading to a shove or even a thumb war or something #anyway ill stop gushing i have a comission to do xxx #OH OH OH THE BITE MARK ON CASEY IS BECAUSE A MUTUAL COMMENTS ABOUT EATING MY RASEY ART SO THATS THEIR TEETH but im not naming names....

[just-null-cult]

i've always wanted to try out this trend! i didnt think i drew him that different. i was wrong. very wrong.

hes so baby girl in my style what the fuck. oh i know, i was just drawing what gege meant to draw. dw, i got his telepathic brainwaves 👍

[time lapse + my headcanons for Noritoshi's appearance under the cut]

some headcanons i have while drawing him are semi obvious while others are bc i like it ahehahhaheha

cupid's bow lips! this was semi inspired by Mizuki Umetsu, the actor for Noritoshi in the jjk stage play! hes so. pretty. perfect guy for the role imo! i was captivated therefore my views changed.

longer hair! the thought that his bangs(? are the same length, or longer, as the rest of his hair is nice.. it also makes his inevitable haircut much more refreshing! i also just like long hair and its a fucking waste not to do whatever the i want.

thicker brows and visible eyelashes! i naturally draw thicker eyebrows because it looks pretty, but the eyelashes is so fucking canon bro. dont even fight me on this, you'll lose. i read a fic about Noritoshi where it said he took good care of himself and his appearance inspired jealousy. that fucked me up man, so now i draw him as beautiful as i can.

monolids! I've looked through the manga and i think its highly implied that Noritoshi has monolids? yk those lines in between the eye and eyebrow, he doesnt have them in the manga. i thought it was because of the expressions he had, but no. the others have them, except geto! so geto also having monolids is so fr in my head. i like that feature abt him.

loose hairs! the hairs that i draw on his face. they make him look so cute and a bit more relaxed. he's not trying to be perfect nor have a single strand out of place. he's just a bit more at ease... though if there's something important he has to go through, he sharpens up. becomes.. stiffer?

I UNINTENTIONALLY MADE HIS CHEST LOOK A BIT BIGGER IN MY STYLE AND I WANT TO APOLOGIZE, BUT I'D BE A LIAR. DOES THIS COUNT AS A HEADCANON??? I JUST THINK... SINCE. YK. HES AN ARCHER. AND DOES TRAINING. AND COMBAT. AND DOES ALL THOSE HIGH JUMPS... HIS CHEST. ITD BE A BIT BIGGER FOR HIS STATURE.. omfg. that'd imply that his legs are fucking insane. and his arms too, since he has to pull back all those arrows so quickly.. oh my fuck. this. this is a revelation. what are you hiding under those robes noritoshi...???? one day.. one day we'll see...

oh my fucking god i forgot that i wrote shit while drawing. please ignore my fucking stupid writings AND THE STUPID ASS THING IN THE MIDDLE I FORGOT ABT WHILE DRAWING..

#kamo noritoshi #noritoshi kamo #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #dawg my pc is so old. this drawing kept killing it off every few hrs #but nothing will stop my preaching of the gospel #ALSO I DIDNT SAY BUT DRAWING IN THE FUCKING ANIME STYLE WAS SO FUCKING TOUGH??? #LIKE I FEEL LIKE IT LOOKS HALF ASSED BUT I DIDNT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO. #I STRUGGLED HARD BRO #FUCK #but i also learned a lot while doing it so it was hella fun #ahaha..... his lips are cupid's bow.. meaning his words are cupid's arrows.... meaning he could make you fall so hard istg #and hes an archer..... ahhaha... a nickname you could give him is cupid. ahahah. thatd be so cute. ahahaha <- insane #also me explaining fucking eyelid lines was spectacular. wheres my teaching license #AND I CANT FUCKING WAIT FOR THE STAGE PLAY DAWG. noritoshi's clothes flowy and in action..... im gonna study and fawn the FUCK out of that #as for the time lapse. ignore how i ignored the guidelines. why the fuck do i do that. bc im a cult leader thats why. dont question me #AND I APOLOGIZE FOR MY REVELATION AT THE END THERE. IM A DEGENERATE AT HEART. BUT I MUST REMAIN CLEAN. IF NOT TUMBLR GODS WILL KILL OUR CUL #but like i said i can be suggestive. heh. heh. #peep how i said [blank under the cut] heh. wow im such an online person. #oh how cool of me

[pamouche]

Sand and his iconic t-shirts

Guns N’Roses

The Who

Wild breed

The Wet Bandits Wanted

No doubt

You suck

Pink Floyd

The Rolling Stones

Peter Frampton

Kiss

#i had fun looking these rock bands. i didn’t know that much abt them tbh #it makes me realize that sand is such a fan!! #i hope one day sandray get to go to a music festival #or even better that sand’s the one who puts on a show in front of a lot of ppl! #i’ll definitely come🥹 #anyway i’ve tried to link you to his t-shirts references if you’re interested #i’m not sure these sites are safe so do your research before buying from them #i’ve noticed that some t-shirts are expensive lol #i know sand found them at thrift stores but the prices??? this is too much. i agree with ray ahaha #ofts sand #sand x ray #firstkhaotung #first kanaphan #only friends the series #ofts #oftsedit #my edits🌱 #only friends sand

[leafofkudzu]

Hello again! I did say I was going to consider hosting more art parties if last month’s test run went well and, well, it did, so here I am again! Come one come all to [VS] Verdant Shield’s second ever monthly art party, this time with an expanded reach!

For those not in the loop from last month, what is an art party exactly? Well, they’re common occurrences in the Final Fantasy XIV community where artists of all kinds get together to chat, hang out, and create together! If a certain character catches your eye, you make some art of them in whatever way suits your fancy, then during or after the party post it under the tag for that party so others know where to look and spread the love around via reblogs/retweets/etc! I said it last time and it’ll always bear repeating - the ‘goal’ of attending an art party is not to be drawn, but to draw others, and share with the community! Attendees from last month’s party compared it to art jams, people watching, or attending a life drawing class with people you actually like. For more tangible examples, you can check back through the tag I intend to use for all of these monthly events - #VSArtParty - to see what previous partygoers have made!

I’m a lot less antsy about hosting these events now that I have a baseline, so much so that I want to involve those of you over on EU servers as well by hosting two rounds of parties, first on EU and then NA! However, I’ll still be keeping the squad(s) private and out of LFG to deter party-crashers, especially since this time we’ll be in a more well-known and easily-accessible location as the party moves Eastward into the Grove!

Check under the cut for details on how the event(s) will be laid out and how to reach the party location!

Welcome to the expanded details! First of all, the Garden of Dawn is the Grove’s worst-kept secret so I’d be surprised if you didn’t already know about it, but just in case, here’s a tl;dr on how to get there from Ronan’s Waypoint (aka the bottom floor of the Grove, you can drop down from Upper Commons Waypoint or Reckoner’s Waypoint to get to this starting point too):

Head North along the path towards the House of Aife PoI (not shown in the picture but you’ll see it on your map).

Take a hard left at said PoI and yeet yourself into this tiny pool that has a secret tunnelllll~

You’re here! It’s bigger than it looks in this picture but still relatively small, however I’ve attended events hosted here and can confirm that it can fit a lot of people, and also from last month I learned we don’t actually need a ton of space since we all squish up together to see each other anyway. However, if this space gets too crowded we’ll breach containment and relocate to a more public spot - very likely Starbower Nursery aka the little multi-level tavern on the South side of the map (it has its own PoI so it’s easy to spot)! If we do I’ll make sure to put the updated location in the squad message!

Okay! With that out of the way let’s get to the real important stuff.

This month’s event will consist of two separate art parties, each 3 hours long (though you’re welcome to stay later if you like), with a 1hr break in between so people interested in attending both can stretch, get snacks, etc etc.

The first party will be on EU servers and begin at 9pm Central European Time (that’s 3pm Eastern Standard Time for NA folks). I’ll be hosting it on my EU alt, so to join you can either whisper Aemryn of Dusk for an invite or type ‘/sqjoin aemryn of dusk’ in chat to join automatically!

The second party will be on NA servers and begin at 7pm Eastern Standard Time (that’s 1am Central European Time for any sleepless EU folks). This one will be hosted on my main account, and you can join by either whispering Kirslyn for an invite or typing ‘/sqjoin kirslyn’ in chat to auto-join!

Like I mentioned before the cut, we’ll be using the same tag for both of these parties as we did for last month’s - #VSArtParty - and I think that’ll be the one we’ll continue to use in the future for these! There’s no spaces so that it can be used on Twitter as well if you’re still over there!

That’s it for now! Expect to see this reblogged a few times between now and then, and I hope to see you all there for another fun time! ♥

#i was going to do 4hr + 4hr with no break in between but that's a lot of time with no pause so ahaha..ha... #anyway hi i didn't want to leave eu friends out since the last one was really fun! hope to see y'all there :D #if you aren't sure of anything i've said feel free to dm me here i wrote this at 1am so yeah #gw2 #guild wars 2 #obnoxious tourist simulator #vsartparty #📢🎨

[babacontainsmultitudes]

*breathes in*

#Delete later?? #Just venting lol #The bad Sparrow takes on this one are starting to be a lot ngl #Also the bad animal welfare takes?? Trying to hold myself back on that front cause that's not the kind of thing I wanna- #-argue with online strangers about. But like yikes is all. #Regarding Sparrow you will be hearing from me later. But mm not just yet- gotta cool down. #And arguing with the fandom again isn't how I planned to spend my day so I will be finishing S4 of tma like my heart desires #Debating on logging off? Mostly cause I don't want to unfollow certain people too impulsively. Mutuals that is. #Not really trying to throw shade with this either so sorry if it feels that way but ehh I'm grumpy ahaha #Always caught between “love the fandom it's so fun” and “fandom is genuinely ruining the podcast for me” smh #Anyhooooo #*breathes out* #Ooh I just saw some lightning there is still beauty in the world after all

[rimouskis]

I'm going to preface this story by saying: I don't necessarily believe in karma, but

I may have been walking through today with a vague sense of disbelief tainted with unkind smugness after my tiktok fyp was flooded with poor fans who tried to get presale ticket to one mr n. kahan's new tour only to find that demand was through the roof and GA pit tickets were seriously going for $300, in presale, and even the "worst" tickets in the lawn were going for $70

and while I undoubtedly think it's deeply unethical for both platforms (thanks ticketmaster) and artists to allow such dramatic ticket cost inflation, I also generally don't relate...

I (VERY LUCKILY) gravitate towards smaller acts, and the most I've paid for a ticket all year has been, like... $90 for a ticket to beyonce, which got cancelled and I was refunded lol. if I look back at all my receipts from shows this year, most have been around $50/ticket after fees, and several have been closer to $20. my favorite show I've seen all year was a $15 ticket.

it's mostly luck—I tend to like smaller acts, and I've been seeing mainly rock acts this year, and those tickets simply don't run as high as pop acts. and part of me is honestly very grateful that I haven't been swept into any of the really recent huge acts.

I think of all the people scrabbling for boygenius or taylor swift tickets and how much money they've had to shell out... how a lot of them don't even GET to see the acts they want to see because they've been priced out or tickets sold out. I can't remember the last time a show I wanted to go to sold out lol. maybe bastille in london?

and again, it's just a matter of luck that I'm not really into any of these megastars and therefore don't have to compete in the gladiator arena to try to see shows I want to see, but sometimes luck manifests as a feeling of self-satisfaction, you know? who among us hasn't experienced a little self-superiority from time to time.

look, if YOUR tiktok was flooded with people saying concerts have been awful since 2021 (including rock and metal shows), but every concert YOU'VE been to since 2021 was amazing and the crowds were really good and you always got tickets and it never broke the bank, you'd feel pretty validated in your choice of musicians and the crowds they attract too, alright?? sue me! I felt frugal AND undeservedly clever!

anyways back to karma. guess who got invited and subsequently agreed to shell out $70 to sit in a lawn and listen to mr. n. kahan sing. I'll give you a hint, her tumblr username starts with an r and ends with an s

#I KNOW LIKE. A SINGLE ONE OF HIS SONGS. #the thing about me is I'm earnestly really good at not judging other ppls music taste because: #I have a whole 1000-song playlist dedicated to music I love but don't play for other ppl bc I regard it as my Fun Time No Taste Music #and it's not that it's bad it's just not as curated as I prefer my music showed to other people lol #and that means I don't judge people for getting really into a band that doesn't do it for me personally #but. I will admit that I have that deeply annoying personality trait wherein if a billion people get into something... #for unknown reasons my own desire to learn about and get into that thing plummets. hashtag hipster. hashtag annoying #so that's kinda why I've never explored a lot of mega-popular musicians #(see: hozier; mitski; boygenius; taylor swift; one direction; noah kahan; etc etc) #+ obviously I don't make quality judgements off of that. I've heard some hozier songs. he's very good. I like handfuls of TS and 1D's music #but I don't have the drive to Also Get Into It #which means I never have to fucking melee for tickets in the queue ahaha and I am very grateful for that #but idk. I think there's something to be said for purposefully seeking out midsize or small acts. I don't really like stadium shows! #my fave concert this year had less than 100 attendees and the lead singer walked right off the stage into the crowd #everyone was chill and gave him space (this was the friday pilots club show) #and I think I can compare it to big vs. small fandom #small fandoms tend to be well-behaved bc everyone knows everyone and beef poisons the whole space lol #and also it's a matter of numbers! the more people who are in a space... the higher likelihood someone's an asshole #and I've been in tiny fandoms that blew up (hellooooo omgcp) and saw that happen firsthand #and I sort of suspect that rule holds true for concert spaces/music fanbases! more people = more variables = higher likelihood of foolery #hell I think of when I was really into 2010s alt rock DURING the 2010s and had to deal with assholes at alt j concerts hahahah #and it was just because I *was* into the music that WAS of-the-time in 2015!!!! #and now as an agèd 20something who likes metal shows I'm just chilling and watching pits form at lowkey 1400-capacity venues #because that's the scene! and I'm not in the thick of it with the current Music Of The Hour #anyways all this is to say that I don't think noah kahan is bad or untalented or unworthy of seeing!!!! #clearly he is if I'm going to fork over $70plusfees to see him with my friend #it's just that I'm grateful my tastes have veered into the cheaper side of the music industry. #I think I'd keel over if my favorite artist was TS and I had to deal with. all that. to go see her. #stronger than the marines etc etc

[prettyiwa]

WOW ok this WIP tag game is SPOILING us. I mean, do I pick something that you've already given us taste of, or do I pick something new? THE CHOICES! I guess I will have to follow my heart, and pick my best boys, and you can choose which ones/how many of them you'd like to respond to:

kuroo (vamp) - anxious wide awake kazuya - bittersweet lotus leaf tetsu - don't make me wait

ahahahaha I have an annoyingly long list of WIPs and the real task is wrangling them all and making sure I don't feed too many others when they crop up.

I can do a bit of each, though BLL will receive more attention because, well. You'll see. I changed my mind because there's so much to talk about that I'll never shut up.

Anxious, Wide Awake was something I wanted to do for a 2021 Halloween thing featuring creepier and darker stories, so more of a vampire in the horror and monstrous sense than necessarily pop culturally speaking? I wanted it to feature a sorceress!reader saving Kuroo from falling too deep into monstrosity and passing the point of no return.

Don't Make Me Wait is an idea that I've been playing with (and still am uncertain about continuing) wherein Tetsu and reader are friends and he develops feelings. Tetsu, being Tetsu, confesses to her, but does so without necessarily expecting anything—he tells her how he feels okay with whatever answer she gives. The answer she gives is "Give me time," and he waits, satisfied with being by her side. It's a bit too close in plot to Cross This Boundary and Wanna Run With You, so I set it down for now.

Bittersweet Lotus Leaf, however, is an epic. I'm approaching this almost with the intent of making this my magnum opus. It's a three act fantasy story (the one featuring my reluctant fave, prince!Mei), complete with world building, religion building, political systems, etc. etc. It's massive and it was a tiny little "Ha Ha" idea that my brain came up with while going to sleep.

Here's a single portion of my many, many notes:

Prince!Kazuya who can’t stop thinking about his first kiss with knight!reader but he doesn’t know how to talk to her about it (or how to express that he wants more) so one day she’s talking to him as they set up camp and as Mei goes to hunt (he kept complaining that the rabbits Kazuya were catching were too small but that’s just the rabbits in the area) and he can’t stop staring at her lips as she talks. By the time she notices, he’s stopped working altogether and he’s leaning in just a bit and the last thing she hears is what she had told him: “forgive me.” And he kisses her very softly and very experimentally and he’s so pleased when she starts kissing him back until they hear a thump of rabbits falling and a fake gag from Mei.

#📨.incoming #💜.froggy #anxious wide awake's magic/monster mythos is heavily influenced by that of the Witcher. playing with it is a lot of fun but intensive #and i'm worried about repetition with don't make me wait ahaha #BLL on the other hand #i had an epiphany that makes the story so much better and actually allows me to have almost the entirety outlined #i'm so so so excited #but i refuse to start it if it means i'll abandon my current projects #✒.ix writes #awa #bll #daiya no ace x reader #miyuki kazuya x reader #hq.✒ #daiya.✒

[despairforme]

I know you aren't very big on well...talking about stuff...like emotions.. but I wanna try. You can talk to me, alone if you like. About anything, really. I'll listen. I know you're in pain, honey, I want to help. Even if it doesn't sound nice, I promise it will be. I like to see the good in everyone, and I do believe that you are a good person under all that tough exterior. I wanna see the real you, do you think you can do that? To just vent to me? I know it may be hard, at first, but I promise it'll be worth it. I can be as patient as you'd like.

That was the understatement of the year, wasn't it? That he wasn't BIG on talking about stuff. ESPECIALLY his emotions. Nnoitra wasn't a chatty guy. He never had been. Most guys weren't, so it wasn't like there was anything strange about that. Most dudes didn't like talking about their emotions either. It was all a new, fucked-up modern invention that guys should be "vulnerable" and "show their emotions". Guys who went with that were just looking for an excuse to show weakness. Looking for someone to tell them it was OKAY to act like some weak bitch, when that was never okay for a man.

This stranger was offering Nnoitra to talk to them. Alone. About anything. Sure, Nnoitra had things on his mind that he ( maybe ) WOULD like to talk to someone about. Not necessarily talk a lot, but just mention a few things out loud. To vent a little, maybe. Perhaps he would've been more willing to do so if he'd thought it would actually make him feel better. However, he knew it would just make him feel weak and pathetic. He'd rather fucking NOT.

And - why the fuck should he pour his heart out to some random-ass stranger? What was worse, a stranger who clearly had the wrong fucking idea about him, and was treating him in an extremely condescending way. Calling him "honey", like he was some lost little kid.

They thought he was a good person under all the "tough exterior". They wanted to see the REAL him? He fucking hated the tone. How they spoke to him. Do you think you can do that? I know it may be hard at first, but I promise it'll be worth it. Fuck off. FUCK RIGHT OFF! Who the fuck did they think they were, huh? That they could just pretend to ask nicely and he'd spill all his deepest thoughts? What a fucking joke.

The biggest joke here was that they were painting him with the classic misunderstood paint. Yeah, to them he was just some wannabe-tough guy who they could soften up with their bullshit talk. And he'd reveal himself to be all soft on the inside. TOO BAD. The "tough exterior" was, believe it or not, Nnoitra's nicest side. It was the side he portrayed to the world so that he would at least not be sent to fucking prison. The side that made him a somewhat functioning member of society. Beneath? He was WORSE. So much worse. So bad that everyone who'd seen that side of him ( or rather, the two people ) had been so afraid of him that they had chose to RUN AWAY.

❝ Fuck off. ❞ He spat, clearly annoyed, bordering on angry. He hated being talked to in the manner the stranger had just addressed him. Calling him "honey", and treating him like a broken toy. ❝ I ain't some 'lil broken bitch boy ya need 'ta FIX. ❞

#[ oh ho ho ho NICE ANON 8))))))) loved answering this thank you VERY MUCH for sending! ] #[ i'm sorry nnoitra is so aggressive and uncooperative fjfjfjf ] #[ but yeah this is definitely not the right approach to make him open up ahaha ] #[ building that sort of trust with him would take a gooooood while ] #[ and it would have to be a lot more subtle ] #[ he sees this type of kindness as being condescending ] #[ and he's very unlikely to open up to a stranger in the first place t-t ] #[ but very fun to write !! again thank you for sending and i'm sorry he's like this xDD ] #despair for me. ╱ in character. #talking shit. ╱ answers. #burn the city. ╱ main verse.

[baejax-the-great]

7, 16 to get to know the author?

7. How do you choose which POV to write from?

This all depends on what you're trying to accomplish. There was a post going around recently about how you should choose the person with the least amount of information. The Locked Tomb series utilizes this one, coming up with new reasons every book for the protagonist to be completely ignorant of the world she lives in. It keeps the mystery up and thus keeps the reader guessing and involved.

Fanfic is more frequently focused on the relationships between characters, so rather than mystery, the goal is often to see development. The POV is frequently from whoever is finding the moment more meaningful. Agua Caliente from Zagreus's POV would be a lot of Achilles staring into space and then wandering off somewhere, which actually sounds kind of fun to write now that I said that, but is a totally different vibe.

Other tactics include who would be the funniest person for the scene, either because they don't care about what's going on at all, or they don't understand what's going on, or they are in their own story right now and the goings on the audience cares about are completely peripheral to their life... lots of goofy reasons to make someone a shitty/funny narrator. In ensemble fics like Void, it helped keep the scenes fresh for me, too. Writing the big family dinner scene felt very boring to me until I made the most oblivious dumbass in the room take the reins (Thanks, Poseidon).

16. How many fic ideas are you nurturing right now? Share one of them?

I answered this already, but I should add I have some prompts that I'm planning on combining with Patrochilles Week Prompts and I'm hoping to get a couple one-shots down for that event =)

#tbh I find pat's pov more fun than Achilles' #I like writing sarcastic thoughts ahaha #Depressed achilles has slightly more of that going on but not nearly on the level of just normal patroclus #Anyway I used a lot of words when the answer is probably jstu like 'whoever felt fun at the time' #in Chrysalis writing from Meg's perspective helped me solve the last chapter #She thinks Zag is full of shit so getting her on the 'something's wrong' train was more fun to write about than someone who is laready ther

[lunarhoneybunny]

sighs. okay tmi posting sorry guys

#lunar bunny chatter #my horniness has been fluctuating the last day or so and it's definitely because of my period. this morning was crazy #i went to some DMs to listen to an audio message i got and i just died again and thought about some stuff which led me back onto tumblr #and i just went to look at some text posts and now that i look back. dude i have such an atrocious daddy/mommy kink it's actually funny #i mean. i really like the idea of being an appealing figure and my criteria for who i call daddy is so specific. there's just two people #that fall into that category but i don't like the other person as much as the other one. hi sorry for being gay i need this off of my chest #also hanging out with some friends and im so bad at comebacks and all that. how the fuck am i gonna top without stuttering and fumbling #and forgetting words.... that's my biggest worry. it doesn't help that i get super chatty when nervous but maybe i can work it in my favor #i wanna try out the title stuff just to test the waters before going absolutely ham. maybe as a cute joke i'll go “oh sure w/e u say daddy” #“lol haha” but it just seems real fun. i think it's hot too but. yeah it's a lot to unpack ahaha. #i still have a lot of guilt for talking dirty and being more brave when talking but that's just because i always felt like i didn't have... #the right to explore that especially when a lot of people i knew back then thought of me as “pure and innocent girl” and like. yeah fuck no #this was a really meandering ramble but my point: “daddy hot mommy hot i wanna explore that and im also nervous about stuff” #i do genuinely enjoy when i get in the mood though especially with someone i trust and like. click with? i hope that isn't too much to say #but it feels very natural and i don't have to force or hide anything. i just need a bit more confidence ahaha #that's all the rambling i got in me im gonna listen to some classic music from latin artists because im silly and mildly sentimental rn.

[jacksmusesdrv3]

I’m glad you like them! I was going through your blog and was like “hm you know who this reminds me of” I hope you keep enjoying them especially because they just got back from a mini hiatus due to health reasons and I really feel like they need more appreciation! I also really recommend their despair girls playthrough it has to be one of the most interesting and nuanced playthrough of that game I’ve seen

Aye! I just got up to a point where they mentioned how very fakeout-happy the narrative is and how from the perspective they have that's actually exciting- that's a mood, even though I get worn out a lot this is a large part of the reason I get drawn back in just as much, even years later. It's a strength V3 has that's hard to put into words so even if it's not perfect it's really good to know it's appreciated for that

It's especially fun how it only took them that bit of interrogation of Ouma in the entrance to theorise big about him, and even noted the buttons on his clothing in a way I've never thought of before. Like-

-it never occurred to me that it could be invoking these basic colours, just in different values to not be too obvious. It took me til the end of the game and afterward to connect Ouma with the Kubs at all, and much later to theorise about the buttons (11 = DICE members, the 2 purple = twins and the purple eyes in the Ch6 select) and here they are doing it in Chapter 1 goddamn hahaha

Since UDG is their favourite before V3 I'm definitely curious about that since I played and really got into it too, having some fresh appreciation for Monaca's character as a mastermind afterward since my thought of 'Monokichi' is basically 'successor to Monaca in terms of screwy masterminds', and considering they didn't like Junko so much I wonder what they make of Monaca. Look forward to it!

#replies #having to stop- #but more promo because Dang i'm having fun #hard to summarise the. entire binge I just did so this'll do ahaha #thanks again! i love me a good rec and will get a lot out of this~

[crossbackpoke-check]

i love ur reblog comments sm… got me blushing giggling swinging my feet fr 🫶🫶🫶

🥺🫶💕 <- me @ you i love your art so much!!! i am simply in awe and you deserve all the compliments :)))

#liv in the replies #me sitting here like 💕🫧🦋🥰 BC HIIIIIIII #me 🤝 you 🤝 chin in hands swinging my feet blushing ahaha x #hockey art!!!!! #<- this is my best approximation of what the art tag on my blog is because i know it’s hockey art howmstever. #the exclamation points are felt in ur heart and you just put however many as you want. #anyway this is my plug to go check out op’s account & also all the cool artists of hockey tumblr!!! y’all are so talented & i am just😊abt it #having my bimonthly breakdown that i get to share a fun hobby with cool people. yes i do this a lot but tbf it’s your fault for being cool 😎

[astrxealis]

thinking a lot about fe3h lately dimitri felix yuri my beloveds (i have a type). also thinking about specifically akechi sandalphon g'raha (i also have a type but it's spoilers to elaborate)

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #hi ... it is 11 pm ..... i'm really busy this week and the next two especially but after that is a week break #so i'll finally get to doing all the things i want to get to! :] today is so tiring god anyways goodnight in advance #going to study for my quiz tomorrow uhm my teacher is so nice she said we're allowed to look at the materials and all. mostly because she sa #said* the questions are more... ahaha..... YEAH requires more thinking. anyways that's cool with me! #lots of homework and i have to make an essay in filipino due tomorrow oops i haven't worked on it yet #but heyy due at 11:59 pm so true <3 also really excited to play stardew valley finally since my best friend is gifting it to us as a late #christmas and birthday and valentines gift ^___^ bcs for christmas and bday they WERE going to give #but aha bcs of another friend (bcs bestie can't deliver things to where she lives so she trusted other friend) uhmm yeah. nada none no no ya #IDM THOUGH but like tbh i like this best. kinda. wait. how do i explain... she wanted to give us a ffxiv musicbox just as much as we wanted #it tbh? and then. she wants to give us stardew valley just as much as we do. even more tbh. hehe. lov my friends #AHHH RAMBLING BUT I WILL STOP NOW! self-control slay!! okay goodbye goodnight <3 #oh today was so fun... i'll write down what happened today. so much happened. it's really nice. i feel like i have a life LMFAO

[ghostprinceiii]

"You're going to need a compelling reason to gain entry to Inazuma..."

My compelling reason is I need wood from there to make a purple bed for my teapot house.

#ghostprince posts #Genshin Impact #videogames #Very behind on story stuff obviously but after several days of avoiding it I finally finished the Dainslief quest (by using Amber to solo a #Ruin Hunter. Took forever but I'm proud of her) saw the Lumine reveal and now we're finally on our way to the next region! #Gonna be 2024 by the time I get to Sumeru since I still want to 100% Mondstat and Liyue + I don't wanna do the regions out of order/go to #Sumeru without it being time for it in the story. I've already technically done some stuff out of order since I did the Chasm before #Dainslief's quest and event cutscenes + character stories have been on a timeline thats innacurate to me + assumed knowledge of events/ #characters/regions/etc that I don't (/canonically) have. #We're sort of getting on track though! #Glad I stopped playing this game when I did since it was causing problems for me. But also wish I'd started again sooner cuz I've missed so #much. But also glad I started again now since it gave me another chance to pick up where I left off in getting my favourite character and #being able to play as him has made this a lot of fun for me outside of the story elements. So... one step at a time in trying to just #enjoy myself at my own pace and hopefully ward off the stress of missing out on various limited-time events/rewards/characters. #+ I'm maybe in a bit of a better position to self-regulate what the problem was in the first place now? Let's assume I'm 'more mature'? #I have a lot of issues but I'm... maybe not working on them but I guess trying to not be overcome by some specific ones? And also trying to #stop spamming the discord server with updates about my every move in this game or go off about it to anyone who's willing to pretend they'r #listening ahaha. Trying to be less annoying basically. Might start talking outloud to the cat again. But! For now: New region that I #actually haven't seen any of the gameplay or visuals of (I don't think) so this should be interesting! #And purple :) #This has been my videogame update on Tumblr.com

[candyriku]

finally getting a chance to work on chapter 15 today :-)

#shout out AS ALWAYS to people leaving comments!!!! you are keeping me motivated you are keeping the dream alive #for some behind the scenes: in the last few weeks i've been barely sleeping and it makes it very hard to write or even be in a good mood #i usually need 11+ hours to function and so like. 2-3 hours a night is putting me in a bad place both mentally and physically #and yes i realize 11 or more hours is like a silly amount of sleep but idk. it's just how i am. i go to bed early AND sleep in ahaha. #i've been falling behind in all my classes due to the sleep thing so writing for fun has totally been off the table lol #ANYWAYS #typing typing typing (this chapter will be a lighthearted one) #we all need some fluff and levity i think (and i need to give time for Riku to care for Sora even more and be like. wow. i love you) #I was struggling earlier bc i wanted to write both about how Sora has been hiding darkness from loved ones and needs to let them in #but also with the idea of sora feeling that he needs friends to have strength or value. and i kind of realized i needed to pick one #like maybe a better writer than me could have both of those things be addressed at once but for me i was like... I want Riku to comfort him #which goes against him learning that he's fine on his own. we can address that in a different fic. rn he is just sad and needs to know #that he can share that with the people around him. and that he's still loveable despite it all #also shout out to my gf for teaching me “love isn't something you deserve that's not what love is” like. i did not know that b4 her #so I asked her lots of questions for chapter 14 actually cause I was like. i want Riku to support Sora in the way you'd support me #cuz IDK SHIT ABOUT THAT i have always felt unworthy of love and like i had to beg people to stay with me until i got into this relationship #so i was like. judy. what is your wisdom. how do you care for me when i feel like my pain makes me unloveable. what would you say #So yeah shout out to her! I am off on a tangent now hehe sorry. thanks for reading if you read this at all!! have a good day :) #jtsys fic #updates