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munivrse · 7 months

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✧˖*°࿐ All the time

c/w: sub bada. pussy fiend bada. bada is down so bad she is in hell. dom (?) reader. reader is a tease and bada is fed up lmfao

a/n: i literally have never written something where the reader is In Charge so please give feedback on what you thought of it, good or bad. all is appreciated 🫂 thank you and enjoy!

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"feels so good bada."

you add some strength onto the grip on her hair. in between kisses she whispers words against your skin,

"yeah baby? i'm making you feel good?"

she feels you nod and continues her business as usual, but you keep it up.

"love when you mark me up."

bada sighs against your neck,

"anything for you princess"

you grin,

"you'd do anything for me bada?"

and you push her bangs out of the way so that you can properly see her face and when she looks up at you, her eyes are glazed over. she just gets so lost in making you feel good. she responds breathlessly,

"anything."

and the way she's almost panting, her eyes are wide, and her tongue darts out to wet her lips. you caught her in the perfect moment.

"make me feel good today."

bada's eyebrows shoot up,

"huh? i always-"

you spare her no words or hesitation, you just put your hand on her chest and push her down on the bed. bada tries to sit back up but you push her back down again

"baby what are you doing?"

you lean down and press a gentle kiss to her lips

"whatever i want."

you feel bada's hips buck up into your own. her hands travel from your hips to your waist, but you quickly remove them, hold them by her head and tsk,

"not today."

bada gulps and you can see her lips part in want. need.

"please-"

you smash your lips against her own and her hands strain against yours. bada never in her life has been so turned on before. she wants you so bad she cant breathe. your hips roll against her own and she meets you in the middle and you're whining into her mouth and she just thinks about how much better she could make you feel if you'd just let her touch you. you pull away from her and her neck strains as she tries to reach your lips again.

you sit up and slide your hands up your own sides, reaching the hem of your shirt and lifting it over your head. bada sits up a little and leans on her elbows. you lean over her, your tits maybe a couple inches from her mouth and her eyes switch between them and your eyes. your hand grips her hair and forces her to look up at you. she licks her lips and when she looks up at you, she looks… lost.

“you wanna make me feel good baby?”

her eyebrows pinch together as she nods,

“yes- yes, let me make you feel good-”

you guide her head so that her lips ghost over your nipple and bada darts her tongue out to get a taste but you pull her back again.

“say please.”

bada squeezes her eyes shut and whimpers,

“fuck- please baby. please let me make you feel good.”

you grin down at her and let go of her hair. immediately she takes one nipple in her mouth and sucks, pulling away to suck marks around the area. she does the same the other side and good god- you really consider letting her in control again, but you can’t cave! once you feel yourself grinding up against her again, you pull her away with a pop.

you move to stand and remove the rest of your clothes, making sure to give your girlfriend quite the show. you turn back around she’s still propped up on her elbows and her legs are spread, making space for you. when you sit in between her legs, she brings a hand up to your face but you catch it in your own, bringing it back down to her side.

“not until i say so.”

bada reluctantly nods. your hands travel down your own body. one goes behind you for support as you lean back, the other is ghosting over your cunt. bada’s eyes widen and she licks at her lips. she wants you so fucking bad she would do anything to touch you. feel you. you can hear bada’s breathing pick up as two fingers circle around your clit and dip between your folds to collect the wetness on your fingertips. you bring them back up and they’re glistening in the light of your bedroom. you hear bada mumble.

“what was that?” you ask.

bada squeezes the sheets between her hands,

“please.”

you laugh, “please what?”

bada flushes from her neck up. even her ears are red.

“let me taste it.”

you lean forward and tease your fingers in front of bada’s lips. her tongue comes out to lick your fingers but you move them away before she could reach them. she whimpers again,

“please baby. let me have just a taste.,” she takes a shaky breath, “i need it. please.”

you nod and bring your fingers back to her mouth and she wastes no time wrapping her mouth around your digits. she lets out a stuttered moan the minute she tastes your juices on her tongue. her eyes roll to the back of her head. you remove them from her mouth, a satisfied hum leaving your mouth when they come out completely clean.

you bring your fingers back down to your pussy and tease yourself in front of your girlfriend. your fingers slip in and out of your opening, circling around your clit and then back into your cunt. you can hear how loud and hard bada is breathing. you throw your head back and let out a dramatic moan and bada lets one slip from her own mouth in response.

“fuck bada- feels so good. doesn’t feel like your hands though. mine just aren’t big enough.”

you look back at bada and there are tears in her eyes that she blinks away as she looks up at you,

“i wanna-” hiccup, “i wanna make you feel good. please let me y/n.”

you giggle and pretend to think about it for a moment. bada’s nerves are radiating off of her body so bad that you can almost physically see it.

you let out a deep breath, “fine-”

bada doesnt even let you finish your sentence before flipping you two over, parting your legs, and kneeling down to get eye level with your cunt. she looks up at you, waiting.

you stare back at her, wordlessly.

“shit, y/n. please just tell me i can have you.”

you’re still silent.

“let me show you. let me show you how good i can make you feel.”

bada’s eyes look determined. she wants you. she knows you know that she wants you. why weren’t you telling her yes?

“you can do better than that, can’t you bada? or is that all you got?”

her eyes narrow and then soften. she was in no place to argue.

“please y/n. i need you to let me taste you. i want to feel you shove my face into your cunt. tell me where you want it, how you want it, when you want it. wanna be covered in you. god damnit y/n, i want to drink you down my fucking throat. just say the words baby, please.”

you’re silent again and you try not to let it show, but its from pure shock. why didnt you do this earlier? bada’s eyes are pleading with your own, her eyebrows pinched together and her eyes flit between your glistening cunt and your firm stare. she feels so out of control.

“can’t think of anything other than you and this pretty pussy. I need it. i need you to let me have it. please give it to me, y/n- fuck- i can’t. i cant-” her tongue darts out to steal a taste and you let her, intrigued to see what she might do next. you see her eyes roll before they squeeze shut. she whimpers- high pitched and long drawn. when she opens her eyes again, she’s got tears in them.

“you gotta-” gulp, “you gotta let me. i’m gonna fucking die y/n. i’m gonna die if i don’t get your fucking cunt in my mouth in the next 30 seconds-”

you couldn’t let this go on any longer. you say nothing, opting to shove her face into your aching pussy instead. and oh, god, was that a great decision. bada enthusiastically licks up and down the length of your cunt blabbering out “thank you’s” every once in a while. your head is thrown back and your back is arched as bada sucks on your clit, nibbling every so often. her tongue dips down to your hole, circles around it, and then enters the opening, darting in and out. bada, for all intents and purposes, was fucking you with her tongue and it felt so fucking good. bada doesn’t know this, but the past half hour as been absolute torture for you. she was just so.. talented with her mouth. you were suffering just as much as she was without feeling her on you. she’s fisting the sheets and whining out as she gets her fill of your cunt on her tongue. you know you need more of this, need her hands. you pull her away from you and immediately she’s whimpering out and pushing against your hands to get back to where she wanted to be the most.

“baby?”

bada’s eyes meet yours and they’re glassy and unfocused. she leaves wet kisses wherever she can reach, never dropping your gaze. she cant even fucking form words. she just needs to be touching you, making you feel good.

“use your hands.”

bada nods slowly, her gaze drops to remove her hands from their grip on the sheets and returns to your own as she gives your thighs an experimental squeeze. you nod, and bada moves her hands closer to your cunt. your hands leave her hair to see what she’ll do instead. her first priority was getting you closer to her. she yanks you by your thighs to the edge of the bed so that she can comfortably kneel on the floor as she makes a mess of you on her mouth. her eyes do not leave yours as she inserts two fingers into your opening, curling them up and rubbing up against your walls, hitting that spot perfectly and with ease. you keep her focus, but your jaw drops as she continually rubs on your g-spot, sparks licking up your spine.

she wanted to make you cum. she didn’t want to take her time, she needed you now. you’re so wet you can hear her fingers squelch every time she pulls them out of you. she’s so fucking taken with the way you clench around her fingers. she loses it when your back arches into her touch, pretty noises leaving your mouth.

she looks up at you, silently pleading for you to let her taste you again. when you let out a small "please", bada removes her hands and licks them clean. she takes the hair band that was on her wrist and ties her hair up. she takes one last look at you before closing her eyes and slurping up your wetness. her fingers insert themselves back into your cunt and she focuses her mouth on swirling circles around your clit, flicking the bundle of nerves with her tongue. her fingers slide in and out of you at a fast pace, bullying your insides. there are no words that could possibly describe how euphoric you were feeling. your hands grab the messy bun on her head, and you push her face closer to her cunt. and so quiet that you almost couldn't hear, bada lets out-

“yes,” she whines, “please.”

through your labored breathing, you manage to pant out,

“youve been so good,”

bada moans into your pussy as a response

“’m gonna cum.”

bada nods into your cunt, breaking away for just a moment.

“fucking finally. cum all over my face. please baby,” she hungrily slurps up your juices from your slit, “make a mess on me.”

she slows the pace at which her fingers are pumping out of you in favor of going back to milking your g-spot, and thats it for you. your stomach tightens up and your hands are pushing bada’s face so hard into your pussy that she can’t breathe. your thighs close around her head and someone chokes out a sob. you cant decipher if it was you, bada, or the both of you. you see stars as bada continues to guide you through your orgasm. bada swears you’ve never been so wet before. she feels the way you’re leaking down the length of her forearm and she’s so goddamn thankful that you let her have this perfect pussy. she prays that you let her eat you out every day after this.

once you calm down, your grip loosens on bada’s hair and she climbs on top of you, pressing gentle kisses on to your face.

“you okay, princess?”

you can barely open your eyes, but when you do, you realize bada is just as fucked up as you are. she’s out of breath and her pupils are dilated. she looks at you like she’s still hungry, not done devouring you. you wrap your arms around her neck, bringing her down to kiss you. its slow and gentle. once you pull away, your next sentence is-

“can you fuck me now?”

and bada just laughs and shakes her head. “you’re fucking crazy.” despite that, she wobbles over to the nightstand to give you what you want. she picks up her harness and murmurs under her breath,

“spoiled ass.”

#bada lee #bada lee x reader #bada lee smut #smut #bada x reader #swf 2

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harmonysanreads · 1 year

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YESHHH I LOVE GIVING PEOPLE FEEDBACK IN THEIR WORKS.

Oooo speaking of which, scaras infatuation with the hexagon darling felt very interesting and unique to me. Usually in yan scara works hes less of a trailing puppy in image (save for the kabukimono ones). Its really interesting youre getting that softness (even if its fabricated) from the wanderer himself. I cant help but also ask, how would you describe his relationship with the reader internally? Did he resent them for softening him initially? What does he see in them? Bdskbsdkdbdkdhddj i love how everyones attraction to the reader has their own flavour. Haitham's being more intellectually driven and superficial since I doubt his relationship with his own feelings are too nuanced, let alone his relationship with people. Kaveh is seeking out that warmth of being understood and still properly loved I assume. Cyno is more playful, and quality time focused. I'm unsure what tighnari's attraction came from but there's some possibilities floating in my mind too, all of them are too speculative to say though :.3

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Hmmmm, imagine all the storms capable of happening throughout Teyvat in the duration of a day and call it Scaramouche's feelings, not for you but, at least that's what it felt for him after he got back his memories. It's hinted that Scaramouche and Reader might've had "history" together in the previous "timeline". Since Reader used to travel, it's not unlikely for them to have met the enigmatic Harbinger somewhere. Perhaps they had a conversation on humanity, perhaps Reader strongly opposed to some of Scaramouche's beliefs, perhaps they understood him to a degree — whatever it was, it left an impression on the puppet and perchance that impression developed into something more, would it be too far to speculate that one of the reasons Scaramouche agreed to test divinity in Sumeru (which just so happens to be Reader's homeland) was because he wanted to prove something to them? There are just so many possibilities.

“Wanderer” before regaining his memories and just being taken in by Reader, develops a genuine attachment (Kabukimono Style), only to have it screwed up by his memories. To say he's conflicted is the understatement of understatements, after a lot of thinking and even asking Nahida for advice, he reaches a decision of sorts. Perhaps it's because he feels sincere gratitude to you for treating him so well in his vulnerable state, maybe he feels indebted in some way or, he realizes that the thought of being away from you tastes sour on his artificial tongue.

He begrudgingly returns to the Tavern where he knows you're attending your shift, despite his shadowed expression you still greet him warmly and ask him if he's hungry yet and soon you're quite literally squeezing him from sheer happiness after noticing his anemo vision and he concludes that he doesn't want your affections to change, no, in fact ; he wishes to be smothered in them forever. A moments defenselessness has greed nudge him towards an inescapable pit ; his lips twitching in a smile, eyes no longer reflecting his inner turmoils and the deception has begun.

Now, this might've made Wanderer seem to be the most advantageous in this au, but remember, his innocent behavior to reader is a facade and it's constantly on the verge of crumbling. He's an excellent actor, yes, but old habits die hard. Especially as his feelings shift towards the yandere spectrum, he finds himself getting more and more handsy with people. Plus the other boys are also plotting to expose him — he wouldn't be the slightest bit concerned, had it not been for the fact that in the off-chance he snaps and reveals his true self to you, your trust in him will shatter and he'll no longer have your attention the same way. Remember, it takes a thousands of more lies to cover one.

As for Tighnari, I was thinking if it would be possible for him to plunge into the obsession from him wanting to genuinely help Reader at first. You know, the “I can help (fix) them” but reversed until he's become so entangled that he himself needs help. I noticed that in social situations, Tighnari is more passive so therefore, can he take notice of Reader's discomfort and stress while the other three quarrel? But it's true that he admires them for being able to handle it on their own as well. Still, is it really so terrible to be taken care of? Don't you want someone to look after you in the same way you do to others? And soon, his ancestral tendencies take over, he starts to grow more possessive of your time and resorts to giving you medicine that will weaken you instead and in turn, give him an excuse to keep you with him longer.

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homkamiro · 4 months

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I LOVE THE TF2 MLP AU SM. it gives me sm nostalgia to when i was a kid and i and everyone in the fandom made pony aus of franchises we liked- im so happy cringe is dead and tradition is alive 🥹

ALSO THE INFECTION AU POST. GOOD SHIT;!;!!!!!!!!!! gore and body horror are inseparable from (hopefully only the mature part of) the mlp fandom and i felt so giddy jumping for joy kicking my feet up seeing that it had a resurgence!! Your post of this au with your tf2 ponies was my introduction to it!!! Nature is healinggggg

That post is BOMB. WE GOT: 1) HEAVYMEDIC ANGST. 2) PYRO & ENGIE ANGST. 3) BOOTS & BOMBS ANGST. 4) DADSPY ANGST. 5) SNIPER ANGST. ITS GIVING💅🏽💅🏽💅🏽 and the way the disease spreads differently for all of them is so creative!!!!!! Engie wants to sever the infected body part but cant cus its on his back and he needs medics help for that (and med is way too far gone to do any operation), and scout doesn't want his wings severed even tho that would save him cus he still wants to fly!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

also soldier misinterpreting the request is so good. And pyro wanting to help but not being allowed to cus they'd try to burn engie. Demo drinking himself to death cus he cant handle seeing his friend in the state that he's in. Sniper disappearing cus he wants to be with his parents during this horrible time even tho they have a strained relationship. Spy wanting his son to live through this so much that he's planning to sever his wings himself. And heavyyyyyy. Heavy breaking his heart everyday still taking care of medic knowing he's going to have to kill the love of his life soon. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Anyways sorry for fuckin. Screaming in your asks and basically just repeating what you wrote sgjdjd. I just really love this au (and especially that comic with scout, medic and engie!!!) and the infection au post made me so nostalgic to the early days of the mlp fandom that the adhd went mental and i had to shout about it lol- feel free to not respond to this! Youre awesome! Keep doing you!!!!!!

(also youre really good at drawing gore????? Hello teach me pls)

WHAT A BIG FEEDBACK OHMYGODヽ⁠(⁠(⁠◎⁠д⁠◎⁠)⁠)⁠ゝ

Anyway I'm really super puper glad you liked my au!! I was a little hesitant to post it, since AU in AU sounds weird but I'm glad I thought otherwise - cringe culture should be dead!! Mix your hyperfixations it's good for your health!!!

AND AHHHHGGGGGH You noticed so many details thankyouuu🥺💗💗💗The best thing about this AU is that every ship and brotp can work so well in this story. Engie first helping Medic but then ending up being also infected??? Spy checking up on Engie and making him eat since he's too stressed to take a break??? Demo, Heavy and Pyro comforting each other after loosing their friends??? Spy and Scout both raging on Sniper for leaving like a coward??? Or maybe Heavy, as an earth pony, comforts Scout after he just got his wings amputated??? So many possibilities!!

Don't worry, I love when people are noticing all the details and just get,, really invested into my stuff, it really brings me joy and you made my day so much better!!🥺🥺I feel honestly a little insecure, since my pony designs and thoughts may not be the best, but I'm glad that so many people still like my mlp×tf2 stuff!! It's really endearing to know that finally something I like making is also likable to you!

About gore -- I have no idea😭I love gore but it's a pain to draw properly and scary, you'd need practice and references (I mostly use art references since yknow,,,real photos can make me sick)

#homa rambles #tf2 mlp au #okay so I actually think about making some infection au comics and stuff

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venusflytrapxoxo · 1 year

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So it seems you guys rlly just wanted NSFW

Anyways mature audiences

And its like my first real post and english isent my first language but id like feedback if y have any

Only making sfw for the children bc im uncomfy making nsfw with them

{Characters: tonowari, neyteyam, jake sully, aoung, } NOT PROF READ. NSFW

Tonowari

Tonowari is amazing when it comes to eating you out (due to metikayans being used to be wet🤭) he hits everyspot and it ironically is feeling like he is sending waves of pleaseure through your body,

He is definitely a boobs man dosent matter size or how it looks small or bih he loves boobs he loves everything about boobs he loves grabbing them during sx, and just telling you how pretty they are

Tonowari has a major praise kink, dont deny it

He is an aftercare king. even after fucking you senseless, he will make sure to get you cleaned up and make sure you feel well looked after. every fucking session ends with you in his arms while he traces circles into your skin and plants kisses into the curve of your neck.

His favorite time of day is eclipse so he can hold you,between his legs in his large arms around your waist his excuse being "keeping you warm" . Whilst he admires you and his former bite marks

Jake sully

He can’t pick a favorite position, he loves every single inch of your body and will take literally any chance he gets to see you writhing in pleasure

Jake is definitely cocky possesive during sx kinda acting like he owns you and he also enjoys getting and giving nicknames, such as tiyawn narlo and mowan (meaning love , beautiful , pleasing)

he’ll tease you a lot about your size difference, it’s honestly a regular thing with Jake. he’s just really cocky, but i understand. imagen how tiring it gets when you’re lugging that big ass thing between your legs 24/7.

Jake absolutely ADORES how shy you are. How you accept his advances but all blushy and nervous. How you squirm under his intense stares is something he cannot get enough of.

Neteyam (sfw)

When neteyam was younger he was the guy to tell people he dosent want a girlfriend because he thought they had cooties, but now it seems he cant let his eyes go of you.

He is a sucker for physical touch (wonder why jake) hugging and holding hands just being near you in general can makes his day completely,

You and. neyteyam take rides on his ikran at night for fun. While your parents are asleep, and usually it ends up in cuddles and kisses by your secret spot.

Trainning sessions with neyteyam atleast twice a week mostly hunting. You guys always adventure out when your supposed to be hunting and ussually, you dont get caught.

When neteyam's siblings found out you were given couple nicknames like tswake(sun) and the oare(moon) mostly tuk was the one making the names. You thought it was cute

Aoung

Aoung has mostly a boy friendgroup so when you joined there were alot of rumors of you two dating. Although it was true you two tried to deny it because aoung wanted to.

Since you and aoung lived close when you were younger you would often play together by the shore and he would shove you into the water ending in a splash fight. Its still somthing you do still sometimes.

Aoung hated getting hair in his face but he couldent braid properly since he was active alot swimming hunting climbing. So occasionally he would ask you to braid his hair.

Forehead kisses. Lots and lots of forehead kisses due to the height difference aoung usually kisses your forehead. He does it alot everywhere anytime.

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luvistqrzzz · 1 year

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THE ACCIDENTAL POLAROID- 21- FINALE::: it's like a polaroid love ( written::: 0.5K )

'Where are you taking me, Chae?!' You screamed blindfolded as you felt your three friends around you, leading you out of Hueningkai's broken car.

'Ssh! It's a surprise', she replied, taking your hand and pulling you into a room. 'I swear to God if you're kidna-' your voice died down as Sunoo removed the blindfold and you were met with the somewhat familiar surroundings of... Hungry Jungle diner.

You stood there, frozen in your spot and feeling tensed because you knew who'd be there. The guy you'd met (? sort of ) in this place. The exact one standing on the small stage staring into your eyes.

The silence was broken by Chaewon gently tugging at your hand and leading you to an empty table. You quickly looked away from him, embarrassed. Who thought it'll be a good idea to bring you here? You could almost kill your friends if only you didn't love them so much.

Heeseung cleared his throat, catching your attention, 'The last song for today is my uh own song and it's written for a special someone. I hope yall enjoy it.'

A soft melody filled the place as he started singing but his eyes were on you.

Why am I relying on to love?

It's obvious feeling anyway

I believed I would know everything

I guess it as trap that I fell for even I knew it

You couldn't help but blush at his voice and the sweet lyrics. Maybe giving the letter wasn't that bad of an idea. Even if the room was filled with people, for you, the chatter died down almost like you and Heeseung were the only ones.

It's like a polaroid love

It's not going my way

I don't even have any trendy filter

But I love that vibe

He finished it, a small hopeful smile on his face. Heeseung muttered a small thank you and bowed before leaving the stage.

Alarmed, you quickly got up, following him as he walked towards through the back door. 'Yah Lee Heeseung!'

He stopped in his tracks. This wasn't part of the plan. He had planned to properly confess to you after the night ended, not like this. 'You can't just walk away after singing that song and making me go crazy.'

He turned around to face you but before he could say anything, you ran up to him, pulling him into a kiss. His eyes widened but he slowly melted into it, pulling you closer by the waist.

You didn't even know what had gotten into you but there you were kissing him out of the blue, a thousand butterflies going wild in your stomach.

'I'm sorr-' '- sorry.' You both burst out into laughter, faces still close to each other. Heeseung caressed your cheek. 'Soooo, what do you say, girlfriend, let's get out of here', he suggested.

You playfully shoved him, 'Who said I was your girlfriend, polaroid boy?!'

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SUMMARY- Lee Heeseung doesn't believe in love at first sight but what happens when he accidentally clicks a polaroid of a girl at the local diner? A girl he can't seem to get out of his mind.

Will he be able to return you the polaroid or will love follow him along the way?

GENRE- smau with written parts, college!au, strangers to lovers, fluff, crack, angst (veryyy slight), slight love triangle

TAGLIST- open! send an ask or comment to be added- @yenqa @xuimhao @ddazed-lhs @astrae4 @ghostiiess @seungminstaehyun @haechansbbg @chaechae-23 @ak-aaa-li @whippedforbeomgyu @ahnneyong @ineedaherosavemeenow @jhopesucker @j-wyoung @tnyhees @liliansun @rikizm @jadeluvsenha

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AN- ANDDDD THATS A WRAP!! Omg i cant believe that its finally over my first finished smau😭😭😭 i cannot gurantee a bonus chapter but imma try TT!! Tysm to alll who supported this smau ily ily your comments and feedbacks really made my day <33 this was such a silly idea but it turned out fun i hope yall enjoyed it too🤧🫶! See yall in love theory iggg ;))

#📸accidental polaroid !#enhypen smau #enhypen imagines #enhypen fanfiction #heeseung x reader #enhypen x reader #enhypen social media au #enhypen au #heeseung imagines #enhypen fanfics #enhypen fake texts #enha fake texts #enha fics #enhypen fluff

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rand0mfangurlstuff · 18 days

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Sing Yourself to Sleep - Bucky x Y/N - Part Eight - Unfaithful.

Just a short chapter to get me back into the swing of writing. I'm sorry this took so long. Between life and feeling somewhat uninspired, I struggled with this. But i think I know where this story is going now. I'll probably wrap it up in two or three chapters. Feedback is always welcome! Inspired by Rihanna's Unfaithful.

It had been two weeks since their magical weekend in London, where they had both confessed their love in the throws of passion. Since then they hadn't been able to spend much time together. It was quick hellos while passing eachother or the odd two minute conversation in the mess hall. Bucky missed those moments in London where he could hold her. Where he could openly kiss her cheek, wrap his arm around her while walking through the streets. He missed being able to unabashedly stare at her in all her beauty.

Seeing her with Colonel Clarke made his mind angry and his heart ache. Seeing them walk hand in hand to the officers club and watching as the Colonel kissed her made his blood boil and his eyes sting with unshed tears. It should be me. He thought. Its supposed to be me.

It was a Friday night and the party in the officers club was in full swing. Bucky sat in the corner with Buck and DeMarco, printing his whiskey and brooding.

'Whats wrong with you?' Buck questioned.

'Nothing.' he replied without looking up from his glass.

'Bull. You're in a sour mood and have been for days.' Buck looked around to make sure nobody was listening before whispering 'Has something happened with Y/N?'

'No nothings happened. Thats the problem. I havent seen her properly since we came back from London.' Bucky said. He looked like a pouty child, not a grown man. Buck would have laughed if he wasnt worried about his friend.

'Well her and the Colonel just arrived. Why don't you ask her to dance again?'

'Are you really encouraging me?' Bucky questioned. He knew Buck was disapproving of his affair.

'I'm not happy about any of this. But if a dance, just a dance, puts a smile on your beak then go for it.' Buck said, the sterness of his voice clear.

Bucky approached the table where Y/N and the Colonel sat, noticing how close the two sat together with the Colonel's han on Y/N's lap made him want to punch him.

'Ah Major Egan!' the Colonel said upon noticing him, 'You just cant get enough of dancing with my wife?' he said. Before Bucky could answer he continued 'Well you're just in time, my lovely wife was just starting to get restless, can't have her sitting down too long, she demands to dance!' he laughed.

'Well I am always there for a lady in need.' Bucky held out his hand. 'May I have this dance?'

Y/N looked nervous, she looked between Bucky and the Colonel, before taking Bucky's hand. They walked to the middel of the dance floor and started to dance to the music. Bucky spun Y/N around until her back was against his chest. He took the moment to question her.

'I've barely seen you lately. Whats up?'

Y/N spun back out to face him before he pulled her closer. 'Nothing's up. I just don't want anyone getting suspicious.' She spun back out in a twirl.

'You could at least say you've missed me doll.' Bucky said as she twirled in the opposite direction, once again having her back to his chest.

'Of course I've missed you.' she said. She was looking around making sure nobody was paying too much attention to them. Bertie was talking with some other men, his back to the dancefloor. She tried to twirl herself away from him again, but he held on to her tightly.

'I told you I loved you, and you said it back. And then we get back here and its like it never happened.' Bucky wished he could wisk her off to a quiet corner somewhere to have this conversation, but this was his only oppertunity.

Y/N finally broke free of his strong arms. She spun herself out away from him, he quickly pulled her back in. 'Albert knows.' she said in a hushed and panicked tone.

'What?!' Bucky almost gasped. 'How? What did he say? Why hasnt he shot me yet?' Bucky looked in the direction of the Colonel, he looked very calm for someone who's wife was having an affair.

'He hasnt said anything, but he's acting strange. I'm sure he knows.' Y/N replied. She did her best to keep it look like they were dancing and having fun.

'So you're not actually sure he knows?' he breathed a sigh of relief. 'Y/N its fine, he doesnt know. You think he'd let me dance with you? Let me live if he knew?'

'You don't know Albert. He plays the long game. I'm scared he's planning something.' she said, he bottom lip between her teeth.

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Colonel Albert Clarke was not a stupid man. Dull, possibly. Maybe a bit old fashioned. But he wasnt stupid. He noticed the difference in Mrs. Y/N Clarke fairly quickly. It wasn't an obvious change, only someone who knew Y/N extremely well, someone who had been married to her for the past five years, would notice. It was the way she was wearing extra perfume these days. The way she seemed to quickly running out of lipstick. The way she suddenly became so excited to go to the officers club, a place she previously had no real draw to. But mostly, it was her smile. The smile she used to give to him in the early days of their relationship. The smile that showed all of her beautiful sparkly white teeth. The smile that reached all the way to her eyes which made them crease in the corners. She had the ability to bewitch anyone with that beautiful, heart warming smile. He hadn't seen it in a while, perhaps in over a year. But he was seeing it again, pointed at Major John 'Bucky' Egan.

The Major was a nice man, a bit cocky perhaps. But he was a good soldier dedicated to his Country and his men. Even the Colonel could admit he was also handsome. Albert understood while Y/N would be attracted to him. But there was something else to it. He was certain that Y/N had come across many attractive men since their marraige, but he was certain this was the first time she had been unfaithful.

Whatever spell Major Egan had his wife under, Albert was certain he could not compete with it. He was older, not half as attractive, and he didn't have that secret ingreedient that made his wife fall in love with the Major in the first place.

She was definitely in love. She wouldn't have an affair with just anyone. Because despite it all, Albert knew that Y/N was a good woman. Respectible. Kind. She would only do this to him if there was really no other option. He loved his wife. He loved her faults and all. He was and always would be greatful for the love and support she gave to him over the last five years. Which is why when he and Egan went to dance at the club, he looked away. Moved his chair so his back was to the dancefloor. He did his best to engage in ocnversation with the men sitting near him, pretending what was happening behind him wasn't happening at all.

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The following morning at the mess hall, Y/N was placing some breakfast muffins on a tray when Bucky came up to her. 'I think you dropped this Mrs. Clarke.'

Y/N spun round and was about to tell him she didnt drop anything. Then she saw the note in his hand. 'Thank you Major.'

It wasn't until she was back in the kitchen that she unfolded the note.

Meet me at our spot. Where we first started marching. 2pm. I'll be waiting. -B

Marching? Keep marching on. Their first conversation. After Curt died, where she encouraged him to keep going. She smiled at the memory, suprised he had remembered. He must know that Albert had a meeting at 2pm. She tucked the note into her bra and carried on serving breakfast. She smiled the who way through the breakfast rush, thinking of Bucky.

#masters of the air #callum turner #mota #john bucky egan #john egan #masters of the air fan fiction #john egan x reader #masters of the air fanfic

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lilyjan3 · 4 months

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for anyone looking

It’s a cute and sad slow burn Zekina story! It’s gonna be super long for suckers who love long read like me! It takes a lot of detail and so you and I can see what I write (I cant visualize properly) this is hard to write also because I’m still in school but is anyone wants to follow me to this journey please join me!! Also feedback is so so so appreciated!

#zekina #tina x zeke #bob belcher #bobsburgers #gene belcher #linda belcher #louise belcher #tina belcher #zeke bobs burgers

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starlostseungmin · 2 months

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ATE KEISY 😇✌️ i just binged ur works i missed over my hiatus hihi and i want to say that i loved them all !!! i think i only have empyrean prince cascades left cause its a bit long, so i decided to save it for my bedtime story today or tomorrow

but ate. lie to me.... it was so good 😭😭😭 YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW I MUCH I PHYSICALLY REACTED READING IT???? jaw dropped. its such an interesting read, like i dont think ive been this excited over a story structure in so long AND I LITERALLY HAD WRITING CLASSES FOR TWO SEMESTERS LIKE I WAS SO INVESTED IN READING IT

i dont think ive ever read a fic structured like that before? i mean ive encountered similar stuff but not in fics ... overall im just hyped at it ur so big brain ily and i love your works and i love your writing and its so huhuhuhu i cant stop thinking about it !!!! my other reactions on the story are in my reblog tags but still i think i'll keep that fic in my mind a lot (kinda wanna do smth like it too... ur so my inspiration coded)

OMG!! hi cielle! i'm currently reading your other feedbacks and i'm so happy you love my works. there are only a few since i haven't been so consistent with my writing after graduation hsksksk tbh i'm entertained (hard on that kauyabon core because me too TT) i'll reply to the rest in a bit.

i hope you enjoy empyrean prince cascades tho! it's one of my favorite fics and it took me weeks to write it! i know it's pretty short for a 10k-worth of words to write in weeks, i was so busy when i wrote it and i had to squeeze in during my work days HAHAHA and please take your time reading the story. it's kinda long tho 🥹

AAAH yes lie to me.. i wrote that fic for like a day or two days before the deadline for the collab? i forgot, i was also occupied that time. kdramas influenced me on writing that too and there was a song that was assigned to me to be able to make a story out of it! yung story sana eh masaya na sila sa piling ng iba chuchu but then i realized, cheating will make sense so i had to write it with that. i just finished my thesis that time too so maybe nadala ko yung pagsusulat ng thesis namin sa fic na yan? believe me i don't really have experience to these romance and cheating stuff, i just wrote what i see in other people talaga HAHAHAHA and lie to me felt like a rushed fic that time?? i didn't know it would turn out to be good for the readers since i wasn't confident with the result but thank you for your warm feedback cielle! and lucky you for having writing classes tho, i envy you!

thank you so much for appreciating me and my work even though sometimes my brain is not working properly. i just write whatever the hell my brain tells me and i hope i have a big brain to cater everything that i want to write! maybe soon, more future works to come HEHEHE i have an upcoming seungmin and chan fic this month sooo i just hope it will turn out good.

you flatter me cielle! i can't thank you enough 😭🩷

#🧸 ；友達. ❜#✉️ ；mails. ❜#LOVE ；けいじ。❞

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juni-ravenhall · 11 months

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ssoblr peeps who play sims can u lmk if u have equestrian related cc wishes now that the pack is out? i may not be able to make much but i am planning to make a few things so itd help having ppl to chat with and bounce ideas / get feedback / especially to get help to test them when i do make something... ive made a lot of cc before that i finished as far as the model goes but then didnt have energy to properly test or take screenshots of :')

so if u wanna be my cc buddy just to bounce ideas / feedback or if ur also interested in making cc and wanna collab on anything lmk.. id also be open to trying to do a discord gc for it but my experience w that is really bad since im heavily introverted and cant handle groups well

made the post unrebloggable bc i dont want ppl outside of ssoblr to reply sry

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spotify-playlist-placement · 3 months

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Symphonic: A Cautionary Tale for Music

Artists be aware

After a seamless year of utilizing Symphonic for my music endeavors, my musical voyage abruptly hit a roadblock. 1st of March, an enigmatic email alerted me to "account irregularities," leading to an immediate termination of my account and the withholding of suspected royalties. Despite my persistent efforts to contact them, I was met with complete silence and no opportunity for recourse. this company is a scam and the 30% usually worked out to close to 50% of your royalty the will kept monthly, and at the end the took 100% of our Royalties. Symphonic's actions are alarming; they removed my account but left my music online for days, forcing me to involve legal counsel to have it taken down. Their behavior suggests a willingness to appropriate your music and funds, continuing to exploit your work as their own. Artists should be cautious of these individuals as they seem intent on seizing both your music and money for their own agenda. To all music artists considering the use of Symphonic, be cautious and fully aware of the potential repercussions. My experience with Symphonic abruptly terminated, with my account taken down but my music left online for days, necessitating legal intervention to remove it. This situation highlights a concerning pattern where they may exploit your music and finances without regard for your rights. Exercise vigilance and caution when engaging with Symphonic to safeguard your music and earnings. Monday 4th Our account was blocked And we had no access to our music or personal information since Friday the 1st our Music is group is called Urban beats Network and thats exactly what I told you in my response you requested! ( so you mean to tell me you can't find our information after you deleted our account but we have over a 100 songs still online between 6 albums and our entire catalog you claim to have taken down is still online Right now! on Spotify and all other platforms! come on be serious in your responces in their response, they say "This individual hasn't provided us information to properly identify them" wow!!! unbelievable!!! you cant find us now? lol! but everyone else can? lol! - lets try this again in public this time - to help freshen your memory! our label is called Estudio Uno Records our other groups are named as followed Urban beats network - online - 6 albums over 120 songs The Nerd boy - still online - single El trap n e g r o - still online - ep Mr. Dynasty - still online - single Mahlano Da’don - still online - 38 singles Don'nan - still online - Ep You have robbed us of our royalties for some of our most streamed months and have effected our credibility WITH YOUR FALSE CLAMES! We are now in pursuit of a lawsuit for damages and copyright infringement!!! This is the type of service you give! we have called that fake office number like 100 times today alone! and no one ever answers! AUTOMATED ANSWERS ONLY! NO REAL PEOPLE WORK THERE! THIS IS SOME MAKE SHIFT REMOTE COMPANY!!! AND THEY ARE ROBBING ARTIST!!! Wrote customer’s servers like 6 time today and got one automated answer that SAYS it takes 48 to 72 hrs. for a response! THE SAME ONE i got on Friday! but certainly THEY KNOW HOW TO ANSWER to Trust Pilot though!!! AMEN there a god! because this is something the public can see! everything else is done in the dark! Guys to the artist out there I swear to god I am speaking the truth! Check the platforms RIGHT NOW!! whoever is reading this ON THE 4TH! or the 5th! 🤥 ALL OF OUR ARE SONG ARE SITLL THERE!!! This company is unbelievable! it a scam and I think a lot of the super positive feedback about customers service are written by the customer service staff themselves, cause we have written like 20 time in the past few days and got 2 automated responses Back! and I swear to god to that. this is the only place we have gotten a real response form These people and its not to help us but to try to discredit our climes with their fake narratives, can you believe that. wow!!! No shame at all 🙄😳🤥🤐

#music #hiphop #spotify #tagsta_music #playlist #rap #viral #symphonic music

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zgvlt · 2 years

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im obsessed with your latest vil fic!! it was so good bestie all your fics hit! im so curious about what happen to the reader after vil broke the curse since a good amount of time had past before the reunion at the cinema. also dying thinking about everyones reaction to reader appearing... talk about getting to see a show! you know rook remembers every single detail about the meeting. sorry for rambling and i look forward to future work!

HELLO!! thank you so much for the feedback hihi, and yes i can answer that question because i have thought about it, but i did not think they would talk about it then and there

my idea for the curse was that reader would be in the modern day timeline, same as vil, but instead of getting transported to where he was they would be transported back to where the curse got cast in the first place, so basically probably somewhere around reader's hometown, of which would not be the remote island which NRC is located. so now reader is very lost bc sure it's home but things are bound to change that it's hard to get around, they know NO ONE alive except vil and who the hell is going to believe they know THE vil schoenheit poor reader.

my general idea was that reader would be found and helped by someone but could not decide which one i liked more, which was 1) reader's great great (insert more greats) grand nieces/nephews were like "eyo you look exactly like my ancestor the one who used to always cause trouble and then disappeared out of no where" 2) some old couple was like "we miss our children and grand kids they never visit, therefore you are OURS now adopted #faestyle"

and then reader learns about how difficult it is to get to the remote island so theyre like cool cool what the fuck this is so pricey also bc vil probably never taught reader about inflation so readers like THIS COSTS WHAT but anyway they cant take advantage of whoevers taking them in bc theyre good now no more troublemaking so ig they have to get a job dang

anyway as for the reactions... i can imagine rook PROBABLY overheard vil talking to "himself" a few (many) times so he's making connections he's a smart lad, im thinking the first (or ig third years in this scenario) years particularly prefect are like "eyo... secret lover??? so scandalous" or maybe epel, who cant hear properly unlike jack or rook, is like "wow who knew vil was the type of person to just flirt with a stranger wild behavior"

and yes again thank you so much!! glad u enjoyed <3

#—nathyask #—anonnie #—fic feedback

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rinniieluv · 1 year

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I just finished reading Ice ice baby and my heart is SO full of love for the story of these two. I cant believe I got to read all of that art for free. You’re a talented writer with a very lovely hand to balance out pain and beauty in a wonderful overall reading experience ❤️❤️❤️ added the music to my playlist, thank you for that too! I wish I was more creative with feedback and could write a small novel about everything I loved but i won’t ever do it justice so just take these hearts and keysmashes, I hope they get the message across properly: 💙💚💛🧡❤️💜❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥cjdhfiqhfockshkWÖFHRVKCLWJFPAKRVGOCPWBRISKSKSKSKSK

Now I’ll try to get back to real life 🫠

ahhhh omg thank you so much!! i’m so happy you enjoyed it, your hearts and keysmashes definitely got the message across 😭💗 thank you for your lovely compliments, and i’m so glad you enjoyed the music!! i heard them for the first time and immediately knew who they were each for (performance-wise) and what was going to happen! thank you for reading, i hope going back to real life wasn’t too terrible 💗💗

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YOU'RE AWESOME

YOU'RE SUPER TALENTED

YOU'RE WONDERFUL

YOU'RE ONE OF THE NICEST PEOPLE EVER

YOU'RE AMAZING

YOUR STORIES ARE AMAZING

YOUR CHARACTERS ARE AMAZING

ALSO YOUR HEADER IS REALLY CUTE I NEVER MENTIONED THAT BUT YEAH

YOU'RE REALLY FUNNY

YOU REALLY LIKE THE SKELEBROS WHICH IS. THAT'S WHAT GOT ME INTO THE FANDOM IN THE FIRST PLACE AND WE HAVE A LOT OF THE SAME IDEAS FOR THEM AND THAT'S REALLY COOL AND NEAT >:D

SPEAKING OF CHARACTERS WISP IS. AMAZING. HE'S SO WELL-THOUGHT OUT AND A BAB AND HE'S NOT PERFECT BUT HE TRIES AND HE LOVES HIS BRO SO MUCH AND IT'S SO CUTE AND HGHGHGHH EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM, MAKES SENSE, LIKE HOW HE SHOWS AFFECTION AND STUFF BECAUSE OF HIS BACKSTORY AND JHSGDHJDSDSJGHSDH I COULD RAMBLE ABOUT THAT FOR A LONG TIME

ANGECO IS!!!!!!!!!!! BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE IS, E HDSGHDSJGDJHDSGSJGSJHHGHGHHGHGH

AND AND AND DOGGO AS, RESULT AND HIS STORY MAKES SO MUCH SENSE AND THE, GRIEF HE'S GOING THROUGH

THE WHOLE FECKIN CONCEPT OF SSYSD IT'S SO GOOD AND. SAD

YOU WRITE THE BEST ANGST

AND THE BEST FLUFF

YOU'VE MADE ME GIFTFICS AND THAT'S RIDICULOUS BECAUSE YOU DID NOT HAVE TO AND I LOVE THEM

SPEAKING OF YOU WROTE MY OWN AU

I'M STILL???????????? TRYING TO FATHOM THAT TO THIS DAY BTW LIKE, YOU DID NOT HAVE TO AND IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO ME

AND, AND THEY'RE SO CUTE IN THAT FIC TOO YOU CAPTURED THEM SO WELL AND HGHGGNGHGHGHGHGHHG

YOU DID NOT HAVE TO MAKE ME THAT ONE BIRTHDAY GIFTFIC EITHER BUT I WAS DUMB AND DIDN'T TELL YOU ABOUT MY BDAY BEFOREHAND BUT YOU DID IT ANYWAY BECAUSE YOU'RE JUST!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU'RE SO SO KIND

YOU PUT UP WITH ME

YOU PUT UP WITH ME TALKING TOO MUCH ABOUT MY OWN AUS AND IDEAS

YOU PUT UP WITH THE FACT I'M A CERTIFIED IDIOT

YOU HAVE GREAT MUSIC TASTE

I LOVE YOUR. TAKES ON THINGS DHDHJGHSHHG I CAN'T, WORD PROPERLY HERE BUT YEAH

YOU DON'T LIKE PICKLES BUT I AM WILLING TO FORGIVE YOU ON THAT

DID I FECKIN MENTION THAT THIS FIC EXISTS: https://archiveofourown.org/works/43315656

AND YOU'VE WANTED TO TALK ABOUT MY AU TOO BEFORE LIKE YOU'RE, ACTUALLY INTERESTED IN IT AND IT MAKES ME HAPPY

AND EVEN. THE WARRIORS THING THAT I MENTIONED, EVEN THOUGH I'M NOT SURE IF YOU KNOW ABOUT WARRIORS OR IF YOU LIKE OR ANYTHING, YOU STILL LISTENED TO MY IDEA!!!!!

YOU LIKE KOMODO DRAGONS AND I THINK THEY'RE COOL TOO

I DONT KNOW YOUR FASHION SENSE BUT I THINK IT'S COOL

YOUR DRAWING STYLE IS???????? SO CUTE?????????????????????????? WAIT NO HOW HAVE I NEVER MENTIONED THAT EVER

YOU MAKE ME LAUGH A LOT

THERE WAS LIKE. ONE DRAWING YOU MADE AND SHOWED ME AND IT WAS FUNNY DGHFGGHGHGHGHG

WAIT NO THERE'S BEEN LIKE TWO FUNNY ONES

PROBABLY MORE ACTUALLY BECAUSE I CANT REMEMBER GOOD

YOU HAVE CATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHICH IS AUTOMATIC PLUS IN MY BOOK >:DDD

I LOVE SEEING YOUR ASKS IN MY INBOX

I LOVE WHEN YOU GIVE ME STUFF BUT *YOU DO NOT HAVE TO, TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF FIRST!!!!!!*

YOU LIKE TRUE CRIME LIKE I DO

YOU LIKE CREEPY THINGS

YOU LIKE HORRORTALE!!!!!!!!!!!! WHICH IS GREAT BECAUSE IT'S MY FAVORITE AU AND IT'S SO UNDERRATED IMO AND IT'S GREAT AND YOU'RE GREAT

YOU DON'T MIND THAT I'M. TOO LOUD OR TALK TOO MUCH AND STUFF

I LOVE TALKING TO YOU CAUSE YOU'RE FUN TO TALK TO AND JUST. ONE OF MY BESTEST FRIENDS EVER AND I LOVE YOU

YOU'D MAKE ME ROMANCE GIFTFICS JUST TO MAKE ME HAPPY EVEN THOUGH IT'S NOT YOUR THING AND THAT MEANS A LOT TO ME LIKE. MORE THAN I COULD PUT IN WORDS

YOU'RE SO SWEET AND THOUGHTFUL AND SUPPORTIVE!!!!!!!

THE WHOLE CONVERSATION WITH YOU ABOUT THE MIDNIGHT THING AND WHETHER OR NOT IT WAS ACTUALLY THE NEXT DAY AND ME BEING A DUMMY AND, MY EPIPHANY ME ABOUT IT WAS GENUINELY ONE OF THE MOST HILARIOUS THINGS AND WEIRDLY ONE OF THE BEST THINGS THAT'S HAPPENED BECAUSE I CAN JUST LAUGH AT MYSELF AND YOU GET TO TOO

YOUR FEEDBACK MAKES ME REALLY HAPPY AND YOU MAKE ME REALLY HAPPY WHEN YOU'RE HAPPY AND JDFGHDGJHGSJH

I JUST LOVE YOU A WHOLE LOT AND YOU DESERVE A LOT MORE COMPLIMENTS THAN THIS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

ALSO JUST. YOUR COMMENTS ALWAYS MAKE MY DAY AND NIGHT WHEN I SEE THEM. AND THIS COMMENT ALONE THAT YOU LEFT ON DRAWN TOGETHER MADE MY ENTIRE DAY TODAY:

Rereading this and. Ouaghhhhhh

Angeco doesn't realize how he gives in his own way, and he's just so. Determined to make his brobet happy

AND HOW WISP CHECKS UP ON HIM?!!! He's so loving and protective...

Not to mention how worried he is because of his strange acting fjfbfbhhhg

And how when Angeco stiffens he falters and respects his boundaries but also is just. Really :(

And noooooooooooooooo Angeco self consciousness :(((( he's just. Baby.

Wisp is such a sappy loser <3

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I'M NOOOOOTTTT

OUAGHHHHHH WHY DID YOU DO THIS I DON'T DESERVE IT 😭😭😭

#ask #sneakyfox55 #long post

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yandere-daze · 2 years

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hi i just found your blog and i read like,, everything in your enstars yandere masterlist 😭 but i was afraid to leave likes and reblogs cause i read that doing that makes the algorithm think you're botting your posts or something like that? if it doesnt im going to go back and like everything because they were so good 😔

anyway this isnt a request and i just wanted to bounce around this idea in your head but like this is an imagine the self aware yandere au because reading it got me thinking how itd work out with my history with enstars 🫡

so like i was a fan of enstars since its like 3rd anniv cause i saw some photos of ryuseitai and i was like "haha these guys look so goofy and cute" which then translated into two years of fervently saving fanart of ryuseitai (but especially chiaki and midori 😭) though i never actually played the game all that properly since it was in japanese and i didnt really know where to find tls yet

then came engstars and i was finally like "omg i can finally understand chiaki" cause i had a phone that could actually run it at that time but when i played the game i instantly just swerved to hiiro ,, like he was the one i picked for the starter pull and he was and still is my favorite and most collected character (i got his vermillion card in like 12 hours 😭)

anyway going on to the actual self aware au thing wouldnt it be kind of funny to see the "original" cast members of enstars just see their beloved reader not even give them a glance, just completely focused on the new units and characters??

like some of them would be so pissed it would be downright terrifying, some would be so heartbroken (sorry chiaki) because they thought you loved them most of all??? and you just know some of the more obsessive ones would not take that disrespect lying down 💀💀

anyway thats all! i know my experience isnt exactly universal so i get it if you cant relate to it at all! i really just wanted to get the idea out there

First of all thank you so much, I'm really happy to hear that you like my yandere enstars writing!! 😊

As for your question, I'd really appreciate leaving likes and especially reblogs on my works as it shows that people actually like what I'm putting out there! Staying silent and lurking is not going to give creators any feedback so it might make them think that their works aren't really appreciated or that no one really cares about them. It's very unmotivating to have zero comments or reblogs with tags on your writing ( made worse if the post actually has a good amount of likes because it just means only around 1% of all people reading your writing though it was good enough to hit a single button to support you :/)

Silent readers and lurkers don't do anything for creators and just take our work for granted which is why I often block people that follow me that haven't reblogged anyone's writing before.

I'd definitely appreciate it if you went back to reblog my works because it shows that people care and it feels good ^^ For me, the main issue I have with spam-liking is if you do that and then reblog or comment on a single post. Because it obviously shows that you liked my writing enough to immediately read everything there is of it but not enough to want to support me :/

Sorry to go onto a rant in this post, it's not really directed at you in particular or anything like that!

As for your question for the self-aware AU, I'm actually not taking any new asks for that AU right now so you won't get a very in-depth reply for this, sorry!

But Chiaki would probably be very sad about that, thinking that he must work harder to regain your approval!

Something kind of similar actually happened to me because I chose Rei as my starter card in jp and now I'm not really much of a ReiP at all and instead chose Shu for my starter card on en ejej

#anon ask

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youdidsomanythingstogetmehookedtoyourworks. okay soo lemme type properly now. ehem. serious talk. jkjk. LEMME JUST SAY CHERRY WAS OMG EVERYTHING I COULD ASK FOR. THE WAY YOU DID EVERYTHING IS LIKE A PUZZLE THAT FITS SO GOOD. AND LIKE THE OC? she was so relatable esp the part where she longs to feel wanted. thats sooo me and yeah high five oc, we both choose the same seat in the cafeteria with the same dressing style, the same book choice and THE SAME LOVE WE HAVE FOR HEESEUNG. idk why but i just have this attraction to yandere (might be cuz of lonliness that ykyk i developed thses stuff. im so weird loll and so awkward) heeseung was portrayed so nicely and omg cant wait for the sequel. AND JIHOON THAT CUTIE POOKIE WOOKIE BEAR? OMG PLS LEMME HAVE HIM TOOO. ILL TAKE HIM TO PLAYGROUDS ALL THE TIME AND ICECREAM AND CUDDLES AND GUMMIE AND SWEETS AND LECTURES TO TAKE CARE OF HIS HEALTH AND ILL SKIP UNI FOR HIM AND WELL STAY AT HOME TGT WITH SUZY. jay part. (gets into real serious mood) JAY THAT MF, i knew he was up to no good. when he spit those bitter words out, dread filled my whole body. i was like "not agian nooooo oc got hurt too many times" and i shut my laptop took a walk and yeah THAT JAY. I WAS MAD AT HIM FOR THE WHOLE DAY. THAT MAN. HOW DARE HE. that feeling of getting humiliated is so familiar to me and i felt soososososooso worked up. and the body insecurites, i relate to them a lot. i have lots of stretch marks too and i learned to love myself cuz no ones does so might as well be the one for myself. THANKTOU HEESEUNG FOR TAKING OC TO UR VEDI LOVELY HOUSE AND BEATING UP HER DAD AND FOR RIPPING JAY'S FACE. AND FOR OFFERING TO TAKE CARE OF HER. I NEED A HEE TOOOOOOO I'VE GOT NO ONE. I NEED A HEE TO THROW PAPER BALLS AT ME FROM THE SEAT BEHIND ME TO ASK IF I PREFR LILIES OR ROSES OR IF I SLEEP ON MY BACK OR SIDES OR WHAT MY PLANS ARE AND I NEED HIM TO DRAG ME INTO CLOSESTSS. cherry and hyungline reaction on s/o havign ed are my fav stuff.THANKOUY THANKYOU THANKYOU FOR CREATING ALL THIS LOVELY WORKS AND I LOVE YOU SM AND YOUR WORKS TOO. omg. im so sorry for the grammer spelling anf the yapping. btw can i still be the lovely anon??? (want to be the lovely one for you since ykyk im so not lovely for anyone) - XYNIA'S LOVELY ANON

Okay first of all. Thank you for taking your time and typing this long feedback, I don't think you understand how much this means to me. I always come back and reread these sweet messages everytime I feel low, so really, thank you 🫶🫶

Also you're not weird bb, it's okay to be mentally fucked up it's not your fault🫂. Also yes, jihoon, I love him so much ajshsjshj, I understand why you want to adopt him😭. I do hope you find your own heeseung in time my love, you're not alone and there are more people like you than you think, so keep going , you're doing so well for yourself 🤍

Thank you for loving my works, it's sad that you relate to those two works specifically so sending hugs to you 🫂. and yes you can be my lovely anon, you don't need anyone else I got you bb🤍

#xyn asks #❣️my lovely anon

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