#so he's got a bit to process

[batbabydamian]

Nikola Cizmesija is back for another Batman and Robin issue!! 😭

#rambling #THIS PANEL LOOKS SO COOL IS HE IN STANCE FOR A FIGHT AHHH #MORE DAMIAN ACTION FROM CIZMESIJA I’M SO EXCITED #i’m drafting a ramble for the latest issue and was bummed about it being the last with him on art so this news is great!! 😭 #apparently Simone finally got a bit of a break so i’m curious if he can’t meet the deadlines of this run… #he said his inking process goes hand in hand with his coloring so idk if he’d ever have a colorist take some of that workload? #i do feel bad he’s not able to do a full arc but Cizmesija’s Damian action….worth it…. #anyway once again curious about the workings of the DC production schedule

[worstloki]

AU where Loki messes around with magic and can now hear the thoughts of anyone he looks at. He doesn't do it on purpose but he's used to looking at Thor as a default when they're in the same room so that keeps happening and he's finding out his brother's thoughts are more spontaneous than his mouth.

#Thor eating and he's thinking about food food that he's eating and wow the taste of metal tastes just like blood #Thor is wondering what would happen if he bit someone right now #just tore off a chunk of their flesh #>:3 #Loki watching Thor's thoughts be so surprisingly to him with such wild thought processes: 0-0 #he hasn't told anyone a spell messed up and he's still trying to find a solution but now he's dealing with this #Thor and Loki hanging out in the same room and Loki looks away from his book to rest his eyes a bit by staring at the fire #and then he's looking at Thor #and Thor's thinking that they're sitting very comfortably against each other or like about how Loki's got nice eyes #Loki awkward laughs it off #Thor is now wondering how their parents managed to get that colour into Loki's eyes #Thor thinks it's suspicious but a moment later is now annoyed his eyes are blue like their parents #murderous intent picked up on #Loki looks back at his book and tries to pay attention again

[khihi]

sorry for no posts last night, I fucking died

#(as did my phone) #(sorry i can't provide any vid/pic content) #(this is all i got 🥲) #it was AMAZING #as u can see i was about third row back #was in the crowd beside such lovely people it was such a relief #HE CAME SO CLOSE FOR PAIDATON HE WAS SO BEAUTIFUL #also. met him afterwards. shook his hand. i am losing my goddamn mind. i may update on more when i've processed a little afgskgjksjkgg #idk if i should put in the tag or not because this is a bit of a nothing post but fuck it #käärijä

[sevi-fuk]

Sorry for no art, too busy building lego with my rat

#had to starve for a lil bit cause I spent my money on lego #but I'm happy and I got my paycheck so no starving now #Yang was watching all process he's a curious lil boy #my lil baby

[gxlden-angels]

do you have any thoughts on the story of abraham and isaac? my parents talk about it and praise abraham for being willing to kill his son which..... scares me to say the least, and i'd love to hear your perspective as someone who seems more well-adjusted

Where I am now, it disgusts me more than anything. The interpretation of "I'm willing to sacrifice your life if I was told to" feels like the step before "I put you into this world and I can take you out of it." It's entitlement to a child, who is an independent individual, just because they are dependent on you for survival. I prefer the interpretation of understanding the actions you're taking and the reasons why (like how there's multiple religions that don't eat pork because it was so unsafe to eat at the time), especially if it's at someone else's expense.

Where I was in the thick of it all, it gave me morbid comfort that scares me now. I had fantasies of being a martyr for the church and the idea of being the next Isaac was just so appealing. Being a hand-selected sacrifice chosen by the Good Lord Himself? Sign me the fuck up, babey!

I think if I admitted that to my family, they'd be horrified.

It's another one of those stories or beliefs where I think the majority of christians just regurgitate what they've heard. It's a point of pride and devotion, but there's no personal reflection or cross-cultural awareness of it. Lean not unto your own understanding and whatnot. It's the potential that scares me the most, like the Quiverfull movement with the Duggars or Turpins. I'm sure there's stories now, but I can't remember them off the top of my head

(Also I will be telling my therapist someone on Tumblr called me "more well-adjusted" thank you anon)

#My therapist has called me 'surprisingly well-adjusted' before #He has since retracted that title and given it back multiple times #I don't know if you relate more to the 'Scared of my parents for praising that' or the 'Scared that I was okay with that' part #maybe both #either way the cycle ends here with you #No more bible quips and quotes that harm you and others. You find your own understanding and eventually it feels nice #It doesn't at first I will admit that. At first it feels like you're gonna go to Hell Right Here Right Now #But eventually you learn to trust yourself. It's a slow process. I've been in therapy for a good 6-7 years now #But one day you wake up and notice life feels more authentic. You feel like your values matter (and they actually do!) #And again it's slow. It's in bits and piece and back and forth. My worst habit is switching something from religious to moral #I highly recommend this type of therapy called ACT it's a CBT subtype #I'm usually not a fan of cbt so u know it helps if I recommend a subtype of it #CBT shit is so cheap I got a workbook from the library #this isnt relevant to the post but #my cat is trying to steal my burger king rn #it gets better (I have a cat) but progress isn't linear (eating burger king) #ex christian #religious trauma #anon tag

[quirkle2]

my fav pets from cs :) [please zoom in . pl ease]

[designs belong to chickensmoothie]

#qkdraws #i know this isn't gonna get a lot of notes so reminder: reblogs r very appreciated #chicken smoothie #bit of an oddball here ! #if anybody doesn't know what chicken smoothie is; #it's a fun little pet-collecting site :) u adopt little sillies n trade them with other users. it's nice #i've been on cs since 2013 and have thankfully collected some of my dream pets in the process :] #the velociraptor's name is valon and i love him dearly #the cool lookin purple wolf is a shima longtail and her name is mal :) #when i first joined cs she had been my dreamie for Years #and when i finally got her i was like . the happiest 12 year old in existence #anyway i still love her very much . i cherish her she'll prolly always be my fav #the pumpkin pie with a face on it IS indeed a pet #i got him very recently actually . he was also a dreamie #and i gave my trading partner like . my entire stock of rares that i had saved up over the course of my 10ish years of playing #as well as like . C$1000+ #basically sold my soul for that guy GVEYAIGV #idk why i like him so much he's just . so thoughtless and silly #the other three wolves at the top aren't particularly rare or in demand i just like them #the grey one with the blue accessories and the floating crown is shilao . he is gentle and silly #the one next to him w the scarf is ren . he is jaded and withdrawn but shilao brings him out of his shell etc etc #they sit right next to each other in my pet groups and i have labeled them ''GAY LOVERS'' . bc they ARE #and the cool glowing one is just a staff pet that looked badass i love him #anyway apologies for the random doodles of a game but im assuming not many people know of #i just enjoy them :)

[mad-hunts]

#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings. #YOUR NEED GREW TEETH: character study. #character introspection. #ahh... something about this is so accurate NGL like sadly barton will always have this- #immense anger in him i feel like no matter what he does to try to contain it / surpress it and this is- #because it has literally become a part of who he is as a person. ans by that i mean he ALWAYS has a sense- #of rage stirring within him that is just waiting to be unleashed and that is both kind of disheartening as well as scary #including for him. but barton is also used to it so it's like... he's grown a bit desensitized to it at the same time #even though that's arguably pretty sad to think about. barton is just not good at processing his emotions in healthy- #ways so his sadness is commonly turned into anger and the rare occasions where he does feel guilt / shame? #they also come off as anger because it is a much easier emotion for barton to process than sadness #so yeahhh. man's has definitely got some issues that he needs to work out regarding how you don't need to be- #afraid of getting sad especially if you have a good support system to help you through it... but he just JSJSJ refuses to- #show those kinds of feelings around people for a prolonged amount of time bc he doesn't trust that people won't use it- #to try to 'take advantage of him' so to speak since barton himself has cheered people up for that sole purpose before. thus it's all like- #one big vicious cycle y'know bc he fears the very thing that he practices.

[notmoreflippingelves]

Shi Long Lang insisting all of his agents identify themselves as "1" during team countoffs, and Manfred von Karma setting his bank PIN to #1 have the same and yet opposite energies.

#shi long lang #manfred von karma #ace attorney #ace attorney investigations #mvk thinking he is the BEST and every little thing about him must reflect that vs. #lang thinking all his coworkers are the best and wanting them to see it in themselves #both of them setting personal security; practicality and common sense by the wayside in the process #they're both just silly little guys burdened by glorious competency in most respects #and yet an utter lack in others #shame we never got to see them interact but then again miles would've had such whiplash from it #they both expect better from him and he expects better from them #i also feel like lang might be a bit nicer to miles after encountering mvk #like he'd meet him and be like "oh so THAT's where Pretty Boy gets it from' and have the most apt lang zi proverb to summarize things

[earlgreybocchan]

Lost my original post of this from the other day but I genuinely don't understand how Black Butler discourse ever shifted into the does Sebastian ~really~ like Ciel or is Ciel just dinner line of conversation that is pervasive as it is because Sebastian is the one that has absorbed his whole existence into Ciel's. Sebastian's face is what Ciel wants Sebastian's whole purpose is doing things for Ciel Sebastian's every hell of a butler yes my lord speech is about how he's Ciel's and Ciel is the one going around saying shit like whatever Sebastian is just my pawn 💅

#like sjdjdkdd?????? #it's not that i don't think ciel loves sebastian per se bc. well. i don't think he'd ever process it in terms like that no matter what... #...kind of relationship they have bc the most important thing to him is getting him to do tasks like a dog and proving he will over and over #which is why sebastian does it all so overkill #but the most acknowledgement you ever get that ciel likes sebastian is stuff like idk the fucking book of atlantic you did good today #or if we're feeling really crazy the you were the only demon there line #like the dynamic has gotten way skewed in fandom away from the actual text #and i know why but it's still annoying bc i am not even saying this in a shippy way bc i don't give a fuck about ships #but they're so crazy entwined and in completely incomparable inhuman situations that it literally has no merit on this story to sit and... #...definitely piece together how this relationship works with real life normie standards like it literally is going to fit into no box of... #...what we think of as friends or siblings or parents or partners bc no victorian guy on the face of the earth has a real pet demon. #it's so boring you're missing the bigger picture that they're everything to each other and completely stuck together forever #does x mean y mean z? (least problematic answer only) they're stuck together! forever! #and no one has demons in real life it's all comparable to real life nothing #other than the asthma that's real #anyway. it's like fandom has made up a version of this story in their heads that is so devoid of anything that makes the story the story #twitter is like another planet for this i am mostly talking about twitter where i have been looking for news about the anime and oh boy #i have said this before but sebastian doesn't have a grip on human relationships bc he's not one and ciel doesn't give a fuck #but like this post started with and strayed from. well. sebastian isn't even trying to act like he's indifferent. ciel actually is. #and we're all missing several funny bits from that just trying to fit everything into a box #we could have more interesting conversations if we got past the same three people have been having for 20 years #kuroshitsuji #my kuro posts

[exdeputysonso]

Brad Dourif as Thomas Nash | Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D (2014)

#brad dourif #agents of shield #agents of s.h.i.e.l.d. #braddourif* #everycharacter* #54/? #mcu continues to disappoint me because he was so wasted on this show #not because of the part he's playing like i get the thought process behind the casting anyways #he's got the eyes and the voice #but just the complete lack of purpose his character was given and how short his screen time was #one of the more disappointing bit parts of his i've encountered so far #/rant #(at least was nice to see him work with bill paxton again)

[ereborne]

Song of the Day: March 27

"Long Time Gone" by The Chicks

#song of the day #I'm still thinking about the Country Songs About Country Songs #this is actually a cover too though I never hear the original around anywhere #(it's by Darrell Scott who is also the originator for 'You'll Never Leave Harlan Alive' #turns out he's got a bunch of songs that got picked up and made somewhat more popular in the hands of other folks. an interesting legacy) #the best lines of this song to sing are also the bits About Country Music--well the whole song's about chasing the love of it #but this bit is bemoaning the kids these days you know. country music isn't what it used to be. why back in my day etc etc #it's so so so much fun to sing too because you get to exaggerate your 'I think's until they rhyme with 'Hank'. excellent work #'we listen to the radio to hear what's cookin / but the music ain't got no soul #now they sound tired but they don't sound Haggard / they got money but they don't have Cash #they got Junior but they don't have Hank / I think I think I think / the rest is a long time gone' #it's fascinating to me to think about these songs in (saying 'historical' here is giving me psychic damage but) historical context #because the Darrell Scott original for Long Time Gone came out in 2000 and The Chicks released their version in 2002 #so they were talking about the trend towards American jingoism in country music of the time #versus like Waylon Jennings in 1975 'Are You Sure Hank Done It This Way' #(I typed that and /then/ went back and looked up the release date and I'm so proud I got it right) #already bemoaning the state of country music in the 70s versus good old classic country like Hank Williams Senior sang #(Hank Jr covered Waylon's song in 1981. like yes it's a tribute to his father but also Hank Jr was a big push towards outlaw country #and has a few pretty famous songs himself about not singing like his daddy did. it just seems a strange choice to me) #and then Eric Church put out 'Lotta Boot Left to Fill' in 2009 calling out the shallowness of the country music scene of the time #(talking some only-thinly-veiled shit about a few of his peers in the process) #and then he released 'Stick That In Your Country Song' in 2021 and that /definitely/ put some backs up #that one's a less directed but more direct call-out if that makes any sense #no lines that are direct references to other artists' songs but stronger sentiments overall #not just general 'y'all are getting shallow prioritizing good times and high sales over genuine heart and integrity of craft' #but some straight up 'you have forgotten the face of your father' shit towards country artists and fans alike. the whole industry #a very good righteous-anger song

[yakool-foolio]

Shinigami in the Silent Ward AU

At first, I wasn't planning to include Shinigami at all in this AU. But after some conceptualization in my head, I think I've got her role in the story down pat!

Shinigami isn't necessarily a character, but moreso an omnipotent force. While the megacorp's underground cult worships the god Amaterasu, Yuma prays to Shinigami in contrast. It's a practice he's performed ever since he heard the myth from fellow WDO members that the god of death watches over all detectives, giving them the strength and conviction to find the culprits they're searching for. The more a detective encounters death, the deeper their connection grows to Shinigami.

After the events of the Amaterasu Express Massacre, when a cult member disguised as one of the detectives set many of the drugged investigators aflame to protect his god from the plague of outsiders, the surviving Yuma exits the train with death clinging to him from all sides. That night, in the safety of the Furio home, Yuma prays to Shinigami once more, wishing for the strength he needs to see this mission through to the end. His cry for help does not go unheard. In his sleep, he's granted visions of an uncertain future, painted in unfamiliar colors. He doesn't know it yet, but in those moments, he's viewing the world through the eyes of a bedridden Makoto, weakened from losing half his spirit and using up all his power. And so, every night before he sleeps, Yuma prays, then gains visions of this mysterious man in his sleep in return, learning more and more about the cult as he does so. While the other detectives, including his own adoptive father Yakou, think Yuma is just having guilt-ridden dreams as a result of the massacre, one survivor knows better.

Vivia Twilight is all too familiar with the god of death Yuma prays to, for he worshipped her back when he was only a child. He wished for an escape from the cruel world he was trapped in under his abusive parents' roof. But the escape he was given wasn't the gentle cradle of death he had hoped for. Instead, he was cursed, plagued by unending visions of vengeful spirits and lost souls stuck in the mortal plane. They cried out for salvation, but Vivia could only listen. He endured the wails for his whole life, leading up to this point in time where Yuma claims he's been given a gift by Shinigami. Deep down, a burning rage sleeps within Vivia. But he keeps quiet, opting to observe Yuma and wait for the right moment to arrive. The moment when Vivia can tear down Yuma's beliefs and make him see what he sees, even if the only way to truly understand is for Yuma to die.

#shinigami is a bit of an asshole for this au #her thought process with vivia was #'hm lets make this child appreciate his life by forcing him to see ghosts for the rest of his life so he wont want to end up like them' #and it kinda worked but also backfired cause now vivia hates her and anyone who prays to her #yuma got real fuckin lucky that she likes him because hes supernatural and has ties to the cult of amaterasu #cause shinigami wants him to destroy the cult from the inside out #amaterasu and shinigami arent on good terms as gods ill say that much #silent ward au #master detective archives: rain code #rain code #rain code spoilers #yuma kokohead #vivia twilight #shinigami

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[syxnewt]

my parents want my little brother, who has had a fever no lower than 100 F for the past 2-3 days, to go to school tomorrow

#status update #i'm gonna try and tell them why that's stupid #they took him to the doctor but the doc just said he had a cold #well I'm concerned with how badly his body is fighting it off!!! #plus they didn't give him any medicine all day #i gave him some before I left for work and after I got home #his fever is still 102 #i don't understand their thought process whatsoever #like yeah school is imoortant but so is #A: not spreading illness!!!!!! #B: actually being able to focus in class because you feel good and not like shit #he even said that he'll probably be sent home anyway BECAUSE HE'S SICK #the issue I think is mainly he doesn't have a lot of symptoms #he said his throat felt “gummy” which no one - not even himself - can make heads or tails of #his stomach hurts and he threw up pretty recently #and his vision dimmed a few times but my mom doesn't really believe that one #I tried looking up the symptoms but it just said “eat a turkey sandwich” so thanks for that google #I don't know #i'm just worried about him #and I think it's stupid my parents want him to go to school when even by their standards he has such a bad fever #by the standards bit I mean they consider 100 F to be “low grade” even though 104 is danger territory #and that's just a hop skip and a jump away #AND ALSO HE IS LITERALLY ON THE PRECIPICE OF THAT RIGHT NOW #AND THEY DIDNT GIVE HIM ANY TYLENOL #he was home all day what did they even do #they also didn't give him medicine yesterday until I got home from my ap test #OKAY I'm done ranting I'll be here all night if I keep it up

[dennisboobs]

i will say i am extremely glad we got the ghouls vs goblins back and forth in this podcast ep because it's SUCH a good look inside glenn and charlie's ideas/writing process, and it was. silly 😋

#the always sunny podcast #glenn howerton #charlie day #ada speaks #i was smiling through p much the entire pod tbh but #there is something v special about glenn and charlie eps and i think this is why #also i feel like whenever dennis and charlie hang out dennis feels more like glenn #because that back and forth would not have been ooc for their characters at all #glennis genuinely intrigued by charlie's weirdly compelling little......... things he comes up with #the little bit of improv about magnets was good too dhsjbdjf #like somehow explaining it even more was funnier than in the episode #bc charlie's thought process is so funny #leaving it at. just magnets. is funny but the rest of it really got me #i think the two of them really excel at writing sort of mundane banter #like what theyre talking about doesn't even have to be particularly exciting #but its so snappy and fun i love that shit more than anything

[thegracefulwillow]

Pandora hearts month day 18: Indescribable horrors/day 19: Unimaginable wonders

@i-prefer-the-term-antihero

#phmonth22 #pandora hearts #ph #jack vessalius #lacie baskerville #description in alt text #tw blood #tw dismemberment #my art #if those tags don't suffice lmk #i've been staring at these for so long i can't tell if i'm satisfied or not lol #this got a bit of hand ahaha #personally i think for all that jack might or might not have cared about uhh anything (it's unclear lol) #he did perceive the tragedy as such bc... whether he cared about the deaths #he did in that moment lose the possibility of bringing lacie back #that's kinda the thought process here idkkkkkk

[rivalsilveryuri]

gives him to u

thank you ... i am putting him in a small nest of hay

#VOICEMAIL #also about the 'turned to stone thing' #dude i think about it SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH. like. theres jusr so much going on with it #like. 1. silver is maybe the only one aware that WHOLE FUCKING TIME ? #2. dude they. rhey didnt tell Green's parents ????? so they likely didnt tell yellows uncle either . #but then that makes me wonder. cause you see who they all call immediately . so 3. do crys and gold only find out.. #when they're literally going on this . 'only one shot' mission ??? #they dont even get like. time 2 process the fact that their seniors AND silver are. basically fuckin dead ???? #like. your friend who often just kind of vanishes sometimes isnt picking up your calls and nobodies seen him for a bit #but he's just like that ! #but then. none of your seniors respond either. #AND . AND . YKNOW WHATS LIKE. SUPER FUCKED ? DUDE. THERES THIS LIKE. MINI CHAPTER RIGHT B4 FRLG ? WHERE GOLD N RED ARE HANGING OUT. #and red leaves through the door 2 go see professor oak. (FOR FRLG.) and like. he says 2 gold he'll see him later. #thats.. SUPER FUCKED ??? #dude. but anyways. you dont hear from them for a few days #and your OTHER friend is starting to get worried . (because you contacted her to make sure she hadn't disappeared) but you're sure its fine #then you get a call. telling you all of them just got. turned into statues. in a different region . and now you're being shipped off to #start work on the only chance of bringing them back. #OKAY . #that period of time is soo fucked 2 me. i think about it so much. crystal was working constantly .. recruiting another child to get involve #in this mess because its the only plan they have.. #and gold keeps failing the training that they NEED for it to work. and its framed like a joke but. they only had so much time. #like. i wonder how silver felt just. being aware in that statue for. months. especially after.. ALL of the shit he learned in frlg #and crystal and gold only had each other durign that time. #they scraped their money 2gether to buy a suit for the plan.. had to train 2gether under ultima.. #also im likr. really normal and not crazy about the weird little ways crys n particularly gold interact with the statues ?? #all the touching n the eyeing i mean... and how guile taunts them about silver ? calling him a broken tool and how no matter how much care #and work and time you pour into someone.. it doesnt change the fact that theyre broken. n crys n gold get so pissed about this ? #LIKE. UNDERSTANDABLY SO BUT. AUUUGGGJHH. i have so many more thoughts on this. #i wrote so many tags it broke the post and ate half of them (twice) so i wont write them ALL here. BUT IM STILL SORRY ABOUT THE ESSAY

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