#so far im going decade to decade

[angelamontoo]

Pete characters from the 30s films I've seen

#i dont love all these alignment charts #but this is a good one so i intend to use it for all of petes characters #so far im going decade to decade #but ive seen so few of petes 50s and 60s stuff that i might combine the decades #peter lorre #m #hans beckert #the man who knew too much 1934 #abbott #die koffer des herrn o.f. #stix #crack-up #crime and punishment #roderick raskolniknov #mr moto #the secret agent #the hairless mexican #lancer spy #sigfried gruning #was frauen träumen #otto fuessli #the things ill do out of boredom #mememes #Barron Rudolph Maximillian Tagger

[bittersweet-mojo]

very much not a youtuber fanart person but the end of hermitcraft season 9 really got to me so here's ya boy grain.

#cringefail minecraft fanart I KNOW OKAY #IM SICK ALL I CAN DO IS SIT IN BED AND DRAW #grian #grian fanart #hermitcraft #secret life #life series smp #hermitcraft smp #my holiday season kinda sucks okay give me this one #its wild how long ive watched hermitcraft tho its very much my no thoughts head empty watch while eating thing #but i remember watching like. season 3 when it came out? #which i think was like a decade ago #jesus. #also like. gaming youtube is pretty nuts i have a general rule not to go near any content that like #doesnt get that their main audience is 12 #like if they swear im taking it as a red flag #and so far have not been proven wrong #Bitter Content #fanart #digital art #no one look at me okay im too tired

[lunearobservatory]

Indiana cars special interest. than k you

#he deserves something nice as a treat #im going to get him 8000000 hot wheels #i lived in indiana. A DECADE AGO. #BUT I STILL KNOW ALL THE FOOTBALL CHANTS BC WE WERE MADE TO LEARN THEM FOR A SCHOOL PLAY #ABOUT INDIANA #hoosier baby wooo im a hoosier baby corn as far as the eye can see cuz im a hoosier baby yeah that's me #the actual lyrics were hoosier daddy but. they changed it for the play! thank fuck lmfao #WOO YEAH AMERICA 🦅🦅🦅🦅🇺🇲🇺🇲🇺🇲🇺🇲🇺🇲🇺🇲🇺🇲 I LOVE. ERM. STATE. INDOCTRINATION? PRIDE? A COMBINATION OF THE TWO PERCHANCE! #anywaymh. i think indi is SO boy next door coded. #you know that fuckin meme picture of the little girl praying in front of the cross made of??? dr pepper i think??? thats him mm yeah #i need to talk more abt how insane the midwest is PLEASE #CHRIS FLEMING'S TOWNIE HOMOPHOBE CAR RANT VIDEO. THAT IS THEM THEY'RE THAT THE ENTIRE MIDWEST #PLEASSSGGHHHEEEE ITS SO GOOD ITS THEM #lune talks #oops i cant shut the Fuck up in tags #wttt #wttsh #ben brainard #welcome to the statehouse #welcome to the table #wttt indiana

[bluesidedown]

hnggghhggg

#just realized a little too hard that im packing my entire life up into a single suitcse and hitting the road for a month. in a month. #im also turning 24 in a month #both of these things perturb me in some direction or another. #its also 1030pm but i am Vibrating unfortunately #also realized vividly today that ill be attending my college graduation less than 48hrs after landing back in canada #and that will be after 30+ hours in transit coming directly from a 12 hour time difference #so that'll be fun #not really how i imagined graduating when i started my freshman year? #actually dear lord i could not have fathomed Being Here when i was 19 and starying college #i remember hearing about the program im currently doing and thinking 'wow that's incredibly cool but im just not the kind of person #who can do that sort of thing' #i still periodically have moments where i just look around and have to be like Yes I Really Am Here #and yeah turning 24. in a month. that's far too grown up of an age for how i feel inside. #and yeah trvaelljng to 5 vountires in a month again? wild. #didnt think anything could top seeing the great pyramids for out of body wild experiences And Yet. we sure are gonna be going some places. #also being in a serious relationship huh. didnt think this was going to happen until i was 35 if ever. #skmeone needs to tell me why my brain decided to watch wedding dress youtube shorts today with a vague expectation that might be relevant #to my life within a decade. #so yeah all that to say my life feels fucking insane to me. #I Am Not Qualified For This Experience Help #(this is not entirely negative im just ??????)

[katewalker]

Today marks the start of the very last week of my 20s.

#tbh i think ive stopped dreading turning 30 something like 3 or 4 months ago #so many people says their 30s was the real best part of their lives #just bc i didn't have live examples of said people growing up doesn't mean it cannot apply to me #and who would have thought id make it this far? not my 20yo self that for sure #so yeah i think im ready to let this decade go #all those years saying new year new me when i just needed to grow the fuck up #pau.txt

[chuuyanakaahara]

i. forgot that i needed to write an essay before i could do world-building.

#its only 5 pages i only have like one-two more pages to go #but i'm having fun with it because it's very snarky and #it's about the socio-political impacts of hostile legislation on queer youth #my favorite sentence thus far is: queerness is this decade's debutante of debauchery in the eyes of the U.S. congress #closely followed by #the future of america is simple: collapse. if all of the youth are dead #there are no hands to tie the government and no citizens to govern #i don't write formal essays often - i haven't in 4 years actually - so i have no clue if i'm Good at them but im trying !! #cherri.txt

[mayplantstarrwaters]

teenagers are always fun and wear fashionable clothes you guys just hate to see the younger generation having fun without you

#writing this to remind me to not hate younger people or younger generation #especially when i get older a few years from now #kinda an out of nowhere rant but i been seeing alots of street interview about fashion with teen or young adults #and it pissed me off so bad seeing all the adults and elder millenials in the comment saying that this generation got trashy taste #trashy taste stealing style from other decade and also they love to be so defensive when someone mentioned that they hate skinny jean #personally i hate skinny jean too as a plus size girlie so its so pleasing seeing many people nowadays kinda go against it now #god please forbid that shit #anyways back to the main thing im saying here is that #fashion is a circle it came back and forth for many years so i dont see any point in the discussion about “gen z fashion is unoriginal” #as in the 70s there was a medival dresses revival trend #and in the 80s mod and 50s house wives dresses made a comeback #fast forward into the early 2010s we saw the hippie style suddenly became fashionable again #(though it was far from the “original hippies” from the 60s) #and now in the 20s y2k became trendy #so i just see no point in being noisy about nowadays fashion being so random #at the end of the day what everyone should do is that we should let whatever people want to wear instead of pointlessly critisizing them #people have different taste in fashion its not so hard to learn abt that espesially for older figures #rant ended please dont read these they are kinda pointless and incoherent since i have been wanting to rant abt fashion for a while #anyways peace #rant

[creatediana]

"Junho" - an exercise in willow charcoal done 4/22/2024 in about 20 minutes of Lee Junho from 2PM

#this month it will be a FULL decade since i started this blog. but we were just a few short days #of making it 10 years without my kpop obsession leaking onto this sideblog. i thought we'd make it #i thought we'd make it but we didn't #my drawing #junho #2024 #2pm #lee junho #charcoal #willow charcoal #drawing exercise #i drew something else today but i'm saving it to post later #and i only wrote one poem today and it was crap. so here's an exercise #i like how most of the drawings i post to this blog are just beautiful men #it's overrepresented in my portfolio admittedly #im not exactly 'proud' of this but i do like posting my exercises now and then bc they are fun to look at #i find examining my rushed/practiced drawings to be a lot more helpful in spotting my own strengths and weaknesses #than finished drawings i put a lot of dedication in #with this one i can say that the nose is off-center and the skull doesn't go all the way around on the left #as much as it should. but since it's clearly not meant to be a fully 'good' drawing it's more forgivable #if i had slaved at this for four hours it would kill me to stare at that inaccuracy #also: this is yet another example of the 'diana likes to draw faces far more than clothes' style of portrait #it's not that i dislike drawing clothes but they are so much less fascinating to me #i could stare at faces forever. whereas fabric doesn't inspire me to craft every detail just so. #and it shouldn't. because fabric is far more forgiving than human anatomy anyway

[toxooz]

considering more and more abt how straight up buying a house is the best option for me and im

#like i dont want to rent bc its just money going up someones ass every month but investing in a house loan would Put the money somewhere #plus when its paid off i can resell and get the money back after all those years in a sense #but gOD im only 23 going on 24 is that not too youngGG UGH #i got the money for a house loan?? i think?? a good foot in the door so to speak #bc god the rent is just so high for fucking everywhere and to think its just not going anywhere long term kills me #my options seem to be rent house for crazy price every month or decent trailer in the sketchiest trailer park known to man #all the decent apt or house rent is in citys like hOURS AWAY UGHH #but finding a decent house to be in for a decade n a half or so and just putting money into that??? sounds best #i never planned on living in this shitty town long term but lets be real years are going by dangerously fast to me now so that long doesnt #seem so long now and i can plan on where i want my Long Term house for my milfsona in life while getting credit/ experience #but god loans??? down payments??? alllll that Important Document shit??? cripplingly terrifying #BUT the payoff like in unit washer and dryer some Actual room advanced privacy just being able to have my own 110% space ooooffff #def going to do a HELL of a lot more research and talk with peers but the discussing ive done so far sounds like i have a fighting chance #plus i was so terrified of moving out and fucking up something important after being backed into a corner at 21 and now look at me💪 #doin p alright so far i think #the only problem is the time i have and whether i can find a decent house around here thats affordable

[rockoblanco]

songwriters & musicians need to follow suit and like 1st, form a fuckin union & then when that’s done 2. Strike tf out of the music industry

#it’s INSANE that there is not songwriters or musicians union #actual insanity #& the music industry is crumbs like there is NO money in music #but there’s music playing almost every single place u go to ever #like dang everyone just needs to strike service industry next #I’m not smart or wise enough to kno how this works so don’t @ me if im stupid !!!! #but there are others FAR wiser & more experienced in this industry who’ve been discussing this for decades #& they need to be heard

[mejomonster]

When ppl in person realize i can draw, and i mention im writing, theyre like: oh are you making a comic? Then when i say no, it took me 30 days to do a 30 page 1 chapter comic last time I tried at 4-6 hours of work a day and ideally id like a turnaround of like one 30 page chapter per 1-2 weeks if i was going to do it long term so. No. I am not making comics any more.

Then theyre like: are u gonna illustrate ur book???

And while i deeply appreciate the sentiment. Its also like... well my good sir madam elder, do u typically... look for adult novels with illustration pages? I mean yes i love illustrations too but im not sure why id draw extra, when im already gonna probably make my own cover, and i want my books to be enough within confines of expected that ppl idk... give em a chance? Idk. Food for thought. Do i illustrate my book chapters mm

#rant #shdhdh #to be fair the person who asked me expected like a 100 page handwritten poem book with illustrations #not a 300-500 page novel when she asked if i was gonna do illustrations #i also like. for my Own indulgence. Considered a sexy Guide Book for my story universe. which is where yeah ALL my #goddamn character design sketches and map art and faerie illustrations and landscape art could go #since. i drew thousands of pictures when making lore lmao #but like. all that art is on paper. and i know itll take like 30 hours to 100 hours JUST SCANNING #pages individually one at a fucking time and saving tjem and. dear god the picture editing on them all #even withiut additional digital coloring is at least 5 minutes per picture. then who knows how many hours formatting a combined book with #all art. and thats before ANY text written. which is why i havent even made an art book. like of just art #hell its why i havent even backed up my 9 sketchbooks of traditional art from the past decade #its so much work its like 2000 pages of art. im just gonna let my family ancestors find iy if i get luxky #and its not desyroyed by the elements (like all my older art was ToT) #tldr my point is: i love love love art and i love the momentary joy it brings ppl i share it with #but as far as like Big output i prefer writing. its easier #art is fine wjen its like im paid to make 1 poster 1 flier 1 card one book cover etc #but ive never been commissioned to do like 20 illustrations ( i would tho! sounds like more money) #so like. on my own time for free as far as high scale takes days of work? id prefer to not do more art

[bmpmp3]

after six years of the game being out and after three and a half years of me actually playing the game i have finally beat botw. did u know finishing video games is. fun,,

#hey its not as bad as norn9 where im only a third in after six years. and rhythm thief took me a genuine decade #im very good at taking my time #MY IMPRESSIONS its a good game :) i think i had a little over 100 hours by the end. one thing about the final boss fight though - #it made me kinda miss like true classic zelda scripted boss fights LOL but lots of fun! #some of the dlc stuff i couldnt do like the champions ballad and the sword thing RIP had to look up the cutscenes later~ #theyre tough! but also my playstyle has always been a bit of. just run and go for it #planning and stealth is not my strong suit. by the end i was running directly up to guardians and just killing them before they killed me #i can eat kebabs faster than they can shoot lasers. i am unstoppable #the soundtrack was nice! subdued obvs since its open world #but the standout tracks are really standout. of course i love rito village night ver being dragon roost island #and the hyrule castle theme turning into zeldas lullaby in the internal parts hit me #and of course the main theme is iconic. i like the version with the hard break in the middle the most i love that cut so much #i know people edited it out and in the live version its not as harsh because its live #but i LOVE IT i love it so much. mix of synthetic breaks with a fantastical and traditional sounding theme. awesome #that whole 3 and a half years before i got a copy of the game (i wanted to beat skyward sword first) i didnt look up like anything #didnt pay attention to anything people were saying. heard something about it being open world. heard some speedruns were like an hour #and i heard the theme. and i listened to that theme on repeat for all those years. so so good #now i will probably do that for totk- not knowing anything about it for three years until i finally play it LOL thats how it is so far #people have told me about it. but truthfully i wasnt really listening. sowwy. i was focused on botw orz #but i wanna play something different now. take a break. also wait until i can find someone selling totk used for under 70 cad KJDLJFKDSJDKS #i am NOT paying nearly a hundo for a videoed game nintendo you cant make me #maybe now i should finish all the other games in my backlog. or i could start 5 new ones. hmmmmmmmm

[nerozane]

I think if forgotten realms had better lore for illithids, wyll and illithid!Tav or illithid!durge can be together. 💔

#bg3 critical #forgotten realms critical #yeah i hate the lore for illithids so much #wotc had decades to update it but just uses second edition book that is horrible #because illithids are inspired by lovecraft and war of the worlds #both texts are extremely racist and feeds on xenophobia </3 #i am not gonna criticise larian too much due to crunch #also got the impression that larian wanted to wrap those themes of freedom with everything but they couldnt go that far with the emperor #again im giving larian benefit of the doubt #bg3 spoilers

[commanderquinn]

You got a puppy and haven’t provided puppy tax??? How rude! (But also understandable if you’re uncomfy sharing) but puppy!!

What kind??

i did!! he's a black lab! full of heart, dumb of ass 😌

i keep (and will attempt to remember to keep) his nonsense in his very own tag, bc this lil bastard is Very Spoiled

#quinn answers #he so far spends his days not understanding how tall his own limbs are and living up to his namesake #(phobos is one of the sons of ares. he's the god of fear and panic) #and by that i mean he has a SEVERE case of separation anxiety (im not crate training. he's lap dog kind of spoiled) #so whenever he does not have direct access to me he Panics and gets v v upset #im going to have a very devoted lap dog on my hands for the next decade+

[celestial-sapphicss]

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#so i just finished s1ep2 of the bear (i don't really get it so far but ok) #and there's this scene where the main character calls up his sister and tells her about the mental shit that has been happening with him uk #and like even though this feeling is always there but lile i can't help but feel like my life would have been so much better with a sibling? #like one id have good relationships with uk??? #and ik ik found family and forming meaningful relationships outside is an option but like in this capitalistic individualist society? is it? #anyways that's not the point it's that there's always stuff no body in the world would get except people who grow up with you innit? #be it school or hometowns or families and it would have been nice to have someone help me not feel this complete overwhelmness all the time #and without me feeling like im exaggerating or thinking that the person would judge me or having to keep telling everything repeatedly #but then i think would that even matter when I am the one who's the problem and like can't work to form that connection with anyone????? #like i for the life of me cannot share anything beyond the surface level or without making a joke out of it #and it seems funny but i trivialise so much of the fucking shit that happens so obviously no one takes it seriously not their fault right? #and like how fair to my friends that i literally almost always been superficial and lowkey untrue with them in exchange for their honesty??? #at this point i feel like i don't even know what i truly feel or truly am because whenever i look back at my past self im like wtf #idk most of the times it just feels like being 'stuck' in a glass container and me not 'letting' anyone in if that makes sense? #ik im being very annoying about it but im just so tierd of feeling like this its been a decade & its way too long to constantly feeling dead #and im so fucking stubborn in my sadness that i won't even go get help after years of crying about wanting it & now finally having resources #it's like this mental block which i can't seem to remove and i feel like even if i do get help ill still be untrue so what's the point!??? #yeahhhhh anyways i'll delete this later i don't journal so tumblr will have to make do #vi.txt

[coooooooooooooulson]

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#so im going through my activity tab as I occasionally do #and some people are going THROUGHT IT on the rarepair struggle bus #im talking i got notes on posts i made in 2013 and 14???? thats a decade babes #yall good? #i dont even think they follow me so like i wont @ them but like #damn kids stay safe that far down in the tags its dark down there lol #ones got a sufficient tag depth but the other is emptyish last i looked poor thing